elwarre + addict!sam   22

✢ Down Darker and Darker Stairs
"Dean goes to pick Sam up from Stanford and ends up finding more than he bargained for." (27,400 words) Part of the "Five Districts, Five Drugs" collection, but stands alone.
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  sam/dean  powers!sam  bamf!sam  feral!sam  addict!sam  protective!sam  possessive!sam  protective!dean  angst  action  addiction  werewolves  demons  kelpies  fairies  languages:multiple  bonding/soulmates  hothothot  kink:switching  first_time  spn:preseries  series/verse  fandom:spn  author:rei_c  have:pdf 
november 2016 by elwarre
Blue Like Heaven
"Dean goes to pick Sam up from Stanford and ends up finding more than he bargained for." (27,700 words) Part of the "Five Districts, Five Drugs" collection, but stands alone.
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  jessica_moore  jim_murphy  sam/dean  sam/jess  powers!sam  psychic!sam  hurt!sam  addict!sam  reluctant!sam  pining!sam  bottom!sam  protective!dean  pining!dean  top!dean  witch!jess  hurt/comfort  angst  addiction  witches/wizards  ghosts  pining  sex:shower  kink:rimming  previous!relationship  spn:preseries  series/verse  fandom:spn  author:rei_c  have:pdf 
november 2016 by elwarre
✢ That Phantom World so Fair
"Dean goes to pick Sam up from Stanford and ends up finding more than he bargained for." Part of the "Five Districts, Five Drugs" collection, but stands alone. (27,500 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  bobby_singer  missouri_moseley  sam/dean  sam/ofc  powers!sam  psychic!sam  magical!sam  protective!sam  hurt!sam  addict!sam  bottom!sam  powers!dean  protective!dean  top!dean  hurt/comfort  angst  drama  addiction  magic  telepathy  demons  bonding/soulmates  hothothot  sex:magic  first_time  spn:preseries  series/verse  fandom:spn  author:rei_c  have:pdf 
november 2016 by elwarre
Sacrifice in Many Forms
"Gabriel reminds Dean of what he still has. What he’s always had that makes Famine wrong. He just does it in that horrible way that he thinks is helping. 'It’s always been about the two of you giving up everything for each other…and never regretting any of it.'"
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  gabriel  gen  hurt!sam  addict!sam  abused!sam  raped!sam  guilty!dean  protective!dean  hurt/comfort  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  demonblood  addiction  spn:season:5  spn:ep:5.14(my_bloody_valentine)  fandom:spn  author:brokenangel6662 
june 2016 by elwarre
Between the Lines of Fear and Blame
"In the hunt for Lucifer, Sam is hurt and Dean has to embark on a quest to find his brother in more ways than one." (44,364 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  bobby_singer  gen  hurt!sam  addict!sam  protective!dean  protective!bobby  angst  selfharm  self_loathing  resentment  addiction  demonblood  demons  dreams/visions  clinic/hospital  spn:season:5  fandom:spn  author:faye_dartmouth  need:pdf 
june 2016 by elwarre
Not in So Many Words
"Sam thinks something's wrong when Dean won't meet his eyes and leaves to buy pie by himself. He knows something's wrong when Dean returns with pies and a salad, for God's sake. He's absolutely beside himself when Dean offers to share the pie. Dean never shares pie. It's somewhere in the Book of Things that Are, right beside gravity and sunrises." (1201 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  gen  hurt!sam  addict!sam  protective!dean  angst  schmoop  addiction  demonblood  birthday/holiday  spn:season:4  fandom:spn  author:semira  have:pdf 
may 2016 by elwarre
Cicatrix
"Cum Gladio Et Sale", With Sword and Salt. That's the Hunter's motto, engraved on the shield Dean Winchester wears with pride, more or less, as part of the Hunter/FBI Supernormal Management and Containment division—Vic Henriksen calls it Monster Squad for short. When he was nine years old, Dean left his baby brother to die in a house fire—his life has been all about atonement since then. Azazel, with no Lucifer endgame in the picture, is raising a crop of special children to be the generals of the army he's building to take over the world—the typical megalomaniac gameplan. Little Sam is shaping up to be his favorite." (64,729 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  caleb  victor_henriksen  azazel  sam/dean  dean/caleb  dean/victor  bamf!sam  powers!sam  feral!sam  hurt!sam  abused!sam  whipped!sam  addict!sam  raped!sam  bamf!dean  protective!dean  guilty!dean  action  angst  hurt/comfort  addiction  abuse:child  whipping  hunger/starvation  noncon/dubcon  underage  fighting/sparring  demonblood  demons  werewolves  psychic_kids  first_time  pairings:unusual  spn:au:raised!apart  fandom:spn  author:roxymissrose  have:pdf 
may 2016 by elwarre
✢ Whatever It Takes
"Sam Winchester disappeared from his cot, aged six months. Nearly two decades later, John Winchester has finally found him; drug addicted, prostituted, scarred and broken in oh so many different ways. It's up to Dean to pick up the pieces and try to put his brother back together. Unfortunately for everyone concerned, Sam really doesn't want to be fixed..." (61,830 words - WIP)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  bobby_singer  meg_masters  ruby  azazel  sam/dean  sam/meg  dean/meg  powers!sam  psychic!sam  hooker!sam  hurt!sam  abused!sam  tortured!sam  whipped!sam  addict!sam  hurt!dean  protective!dean  reluctant!dean  asshole!john  protective!bobby  angst  drama  noncon/dubcon  prostitution  abuse:child(past)  torture  whipping  addiction  demonblood  demons  possession  hellhounds  psychic_kids  dreams/visions  first_time  pairings:unusual  spn:au:raised!apart  fandom:spn  author:crystalwren  wip 
may 2016 by elwarre
✢ But For the Grace
"Dean always thought he was prepared for Sam to leave him again, until it actually happened." (82,300 words) Broken link - contact elwarre on livejournal for a copy of the pdf
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  jim_murphy  gen  bamf!sam  orphan!sam  hurt!sam  addict!sam  alcoholic!sam  abused!sam  drugged!sam  bamf!dean  clueless!dean  protective!dean  strangled!dean  angst  hurt/comfort  horror  casefic  altered!reality  demons  dreams/visions  addiction  mental_institution  clinic/hospital  abuse:child(past)  drugs:nonconsensual  spn:season:1  fandom:spn  author:kroki_refur  deleted!fic  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
And the Devil Got His Due (The Green-Light Remix)
"When Henricksen sent the Winchesters to a Nevada super-max six months ago, he thought he was done with them." AU from Jus In Bello, during Dean's time in hell. (2157 words)
sam_winchester  victor_henriksen  ruby  sam/ruby  bamf!sam  powers!sam  arrested!sam  addict!sam  dark  pov:outsider  interrogation  incarceration  demonblood  demons  demon_deal  possession  addiction  escape/rescue  kink:tattoos  established!relationship  pairings:unusual  spn:ep:3.12(jus_in_bello)  spn:season:3  spn:season:4  fandom:spn  author:keerawa  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
I Wait Now Only for the Wind
"Sam never said Yes to Lucifer. Adam, however, did. And Sam's humanity is lost anyway. As is everyone else's." (6749 words) Season 5 AU
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  castiel  lucifer(spn)  adam_milligan  gen  hurt!sam  addict!sam  hallucinating!sam  asshole!dean  protective!castiel  dark  angst  heartbreaking  addiction  demonblood  demons  postapocalypse  hunger/starvation  spn:season:5  fandom:spn  author:vailkagami  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ And This Great Blue World of Ours
"A man wakes up in a ruined wasteland, without memories, without a name, without knowing the strange guy who claims he used to be an angel, or that he once had a little brother. All he knows is that the world is dying, everyone is lying to him and that somehow, somewhere, something went terribly wrong. Because someone said Yes when they should have said No, and someone else paid the price." (246,726 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  castiel  gabriel  michael  lucifer(spn)  adam_milligan  gen  bamf!sam  powers!sam  hurt!sam  addict!sam  tortured!sam  raped!sam  sick!sam  amnesiac!dean  asshole!dean  guilty!dean  protective!dean  possessed!dean  bamf!castiel  protective!castiel  drama  angst  postapocalypse  heartbreaking  deathfic  amnesia  torture  noncon/dubcon  illness  possession  demons  demonblood  addiction  spn:postseries  fandom:spn  author:vailkagami  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
My Heart Yearns
"Sam said he was going away to Stanford, but he actually never got into college. He just needed a reason to run away from his unnatural feelings for Dean. Two years later, Dean comes looking for him in Palo Alto, but they have no record of Sam Winchester as a student. Dean tracks Sam down to a sex house in San Francisco where the owner keeps the working boys high on a dangerous cocktail of drugs to make them more compliant to customers' strange demands. Dean has to pose as a client to get close to Sam. Sam seduces him." (anonymous comment fic)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  sam/dean  hooker!sam  addict!sam  reluctant!sam  hurt!sam  bottom!sam  protective!dean  pining!dean  top!dean  angst  hurt/comfort  addiction  prostitution  noncon/dubcon  escape/rescue  pining  established!relationship  fandom:spn 
april 2016 by elwarre

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