dragonage_kink + kink:suicide   50

UNFILLED: Solas/Lavellan -After the Veil Falls(suicide mention)
So, I had this idea pop into my head this morning. What if Lavellan dumped Solas, either on the balcony scene, or in the glen, but then she never romanced anyone else.

Cue, end of the world, blah, blah, blah. And some time later Solas finds Lavellan's ghost/spirit/a vision of her/whatever and she doesn't remember him, or much of anything (maybe just flashes here and there). And wouldn't you guess it, Solas is still head over heels for her.

I think it would be interesting if the relationship ruined his life (sleeping too much, talking out loud to "no one", shirking his duties) but however you want it to play out would be interesting.

Mostly I just want to see, Solas' heart being ripped to shreds by regret, attempting to touch the love of his life, but he can't, when he's away from her he forgets why he bothers living bc the world is just as shitty, but different shitty and she's not there to make it better this time.

++++If he slowly goes mad and kills himself to be with her
++++It's a mystery if it's really her or just a vision/spirit impersonating her
prompt:unfilled  dragon_age:inquisition  relationship:het  character:solas  character:lavellan  pairing:f!lavellan_solas  kink:angst  kink:suicide  kink:ghost 
january 2019 by dragonage_kink
UNFILLED: Hawke changes from pro-templar to pro-mage (Repost and revised)
There a lot of stories out there where Hawke starts out neutral or pro-mage and slowly becomes pro-templar. So I would like to see it go the other way a Hawke who is neutral or pro-templar becoming pro-mage.
How and why this happens is up to A!A but I would prefer it to be slow. But in the end s/he sides with the mages in the end and joins Anders in the mage rebellion.
-Hawke finds a mage who escaped from the Gallows and the mage rather then go back to the Gallows kills themselves right in front of Hawke.

-Hawke actually sits down and reads Anders manifesto and realizes it isn't insane ramblings but well thought out arguments and solutions for mages to live freely while still keeping people safe.
--Fenris and Aveline are with Hawke.
---If the mage is one of the mages Aveline handed over to the templars.
-Hawke comes to Anders clinic one night and finds a young female mage s/he turned into the templars badly beaten and heavily pregnant.
--If the young mages upon seeing Hawke tries killing herself to keep from being taken back to the circle.
dragon_age:2  prompt:unfilled  character:hawke_female  character:hawke_male  character:misc_mage(s)  character:aveline  character:fenris  character:anders  kink:suicide 
january 2018 by dragonage_kink
UNFILLED: Aftermath of Leliana's suicide attempt
If you romance Leliana, don't harden her, and make the ultimate sacrifice, this is her epilogue slide:

"Leliana remained in the royal court for a time, mourning. She poured her heart into a ballad that would eventually become known throughout Thedas. But after one performance, Leliana quietly vanished. Some say the Maker came to her in a vision again that night. Smiling, tears in her eyes, she told a maid that she would see her love again at last."

I got this with my first Warden, and I was so sad! We know from future games that she didn't succeed, but what must it have been like for her, picking up the pieces in the aftermath of her attempt and becoming strong enough to move forward? I'd love to see a fic on this, either an introspective piece or by having someone else help her through it.

I'm flexible on who should be the one to comfort her, but am fond of Wynne, Dorothea, and Alistair. Any F!Warden as the HoF is fine.
dragon_age:origins  prompt:unfilled  character:leliana  kink:suicide  pairing:f!warden_leliana 
november 2017 by dragonage_kink
UNFILLED: Solas talks f!Lavellan down from suicide
Exactly what it says. Hurt/comfort. Lavellan is depressed. She's got a plan. Not slitting her wrists or drinking poison, please. Something else, like drowning or hanging or jumping off a bridge. Solas talks her through an emergency suicide intervention. Please no first name, just "Lavellan" or just pronouns/nickname - 'vhenan' and 'my heart' and 'my darling' or whatever nickname you want them to have.

+Her reason for killing herself has no 'source.' Not because of her looks, or her stress from being Inquisitor. She is depressed and hates what she does to everyone else around her by being alive and has decided to take her own life.
+Written from any POV
+No other companions please, just Solas and Lavellan
+No hahren/da'len in this please
+Would prefer an indication that there is Solasmance, but it can be at the unrequited stage or just the first Fade kiss, doesn't have to be sex.
+Please don't include sex. A kiss is fine. Like, gently though? Not like 'then he ravaged her mouth.' Comfort.
+She does not go through with her attempt in that moment, but also isn't like permanently cured. It's just the one vignette where he keeps her from killing herself for one vital moment.
prompt:unfilled  dragon_age:inquisition  character:solas  character:lavellan  character:gen_female_inquisitor  relationship:het  pairing:f!lavellan_solas  kink:suicide  kink:hurt_comfort  kink:comfort 
june 2017 by dragonage_kink
UNFILLED: Inquisitor/Cullen - Past!Rape/Suicide attempt - Meek/Subdued!Inquisitor
F!Trevelyan lived for many years in the Kirkwall Circle before moving to the Ostwick Circle. And you know how Templars treated the mages of Kirkwall, specially one Ser Alrik. She was one of the unlucky mages who received "special" treatment from the Templars (rape, unfair isolation cell as punishment, maybe even torture? Or psychological torture?). Possibly even tried suicide in the past.

Fast forward to canon present time after the explosion of the Conclave. Inquisitor acts very subdue and meek and quiet (aaalmost like a Tranquil state), and she gets so startled when people (specially men) get too close to her or rise their voices/yell. The Inner Circle doesn't know why she's like that and is really curious and worried about her?

After the Inner Circle learns about everything that happened to her, I want full acceptance and caring for her and everyone trying to help in their own way, also trying to make her open up and be more confident and just, happier. Cullen for pairing: she's a mage (Cullen was tortured by mages) and he's a Templar (she's been raped/tortured by templars).

+Happy ending - just because I like angst doesn't mean I want a tragic ending.
++Cole - because this adorable angel would want to help Inquisitor so much it hurts him
+++no non-con between Inq/Cullen or Inq/inner circle in any way. Only past!non-con.
++++flashbacks of Inq's life in Kirkwall Circle? Everything that happened to her?
+++++Bethany Hawke as best friend, maybe?
++++++possible Self-harm to cope with her trauma? And if included then, Cullen caring for her scars, kissing them and body acceptance.
prompt:unfilled  dragon_age:inquisition  character:gen_female_inquisitor  character:trevelyan  character:cullen  pairing:cullen_f!inquisitor  pairing:cullen_f!trevelyan  kink:non_con  kink:suicide  kink:rape_aftermath  kink:angst  kink:torture  kink:self_harm  kink:body_acceptance 
may 2017 by dragonage_kink
UNFILLED: Inquisitor/Any - Spirit (kind of) or Invisible!Inquisitor - AU/Canon divergence
In the explosion of the Conclave, the Inquisitor (besides gaining the mark) gets changed into a spirit kind of form. They're not dead, they just became invisible to everyone, a side effect from touching the orb. They can't be touched, seen or heard by anyone, and whenever the Inquisitor tries to touch someone, their hand just goes right through them.

Even though the Inquisition doesn't have anyone with the mark to close rifts (at least not anyone that they know of, as they can't see the Inquisitor) they still fight demons and recruit people to their cause because it's the right thing to do and no one else is willing to do it. Everyone of the Inner Circle joins the Inquisition.

Haven gets attacked and destroyed and everyone moves to Skyhold. (There's no big Breach in Haven, just rifts everywhere else) The Inquisitor follows them because at least seeing and hearing people is better than being completely alone in the middle of nowhere with no single human being close by.

After reaching Skyhold, the Inquisitor feels a bit delusional wanting to off themselves when !! surprise, surprise, Cole appears out of nowhere and talks to them wanting to help them. The Inqui hits it off with Cole and they become BFFs. Then they start talking a lot at the Tavern while getting weird looks from the others patrons (for example, Sera watching quietly and frowning (but maybe scared or wary?) how Cole talks to the air, Krem and Bull feeling curious about Cole talking to a spirit? demon? imaginary friend? Maryden writing a song about Cole and his new ghostly friend who's there but not there? etc.:). Rumors start spreading through all Skyhold about Cole and his spirit friend. Solas, curious as he is, goes to the tavern to investigate. After watching with much interest how Cole talks to *someone*, Solas then (I don't know how, probably a spell or with an elvhen artifact or probably in the Fade???) learns about the Inquisitor and that they have the mark and that they can help, so the next day now it's not just Cole and Inqui talking but now it's Solas too (maybe they talk through Cole or with a connection made through the Fade or whatever) and everyone else (the rest of the inner circle) is more interested and is like "???What's going on?!!?? WHO are you talking to??"

Solas starts taking Inqui to the rifts to close them, and when the anchor connects with the rift is the only moment where people can see Inqui, which shocks and surprises the other companions and advisors. Once the rift is closed, it's back to invisible!Inqui. So now everyone wants to meet Inqui and they decide to try to look for a way to "reverse" the invisibility/spirit form.
After a while, again I don't know how, Solas finally finds a solution to reverse the invisibility curse the Inquisitor has. (Maybe with the help of the mages and Fiona, or maybe when they visit the Temple of Mythal and with the help of Abelas) And surprise! No more invisible/spirit like!Inquisitor. Everything else follows as canon (if author wants).

+The Inquisitor can be male or female, I would prefer Lavellan or Trevelyan. And any class is okay too.
+Pairing for this I would prefer if it's M!Inqui with Dorian, or if it's F!Inqui then with Solas or Cullen, or even Sera, but whatever's fine (Josephine, Cassandra, Bull, etc.).
+Lots of angst for Inquisitor as they feel completely alone and isolated as no one can talk to them or see them or even know they exist. And maybe thinking that this is some sort of punishment or cruel hell??
+The Inquisitor learning a lot of information about everyone in the Inner Circle/the Inquisition by paying attention to their conversations, their hobbies, their actions, their body language, and with that, growing attached to them/learning to care for them.
+The inquisitor is nice and good. Maybe sarcastic, but not mean or dark or evil at all. They want to help, sadly, no one know they even exist.
+Lots of fluffy friendship with Cole.
+Inqui encouraging Cole to talk to Maryden // matchmaking?
+Sera (or the Inqui's love interest, if it's not already Solas) being the first of the Inner Circle to join the weird chatty team in their conversations.
+The Inner Circle being surprised that Inqui knows a lot about them already (from when they were a spirit), and a little bit upset or sad perhaps because they don't know anything about Inqui.
+Unhardened Leliana and no hate for any companion/advisor please. Inqui cares about all of them//respects them even if they not always agree with the other opinions (coughVivcough).
+Inquisitor stops being invisible/a spirit after months of being with the Inquisition. Maybe after Wicked Hearts? Or again, maybe after the Temple of Mythal, with the help of Abelas.
+Happy ending.
+No hard kinks, as in no watersports or vore or bestiality or humiliation or choking or *hard* kinks like that.
prompt:unfilled  dragon_age:inquisition  relationship:het  relationship:slash  relationship:f/f  character:gen_neutral_inquisitor  kink:angst  fanfic:au  character:cole  character:solas  pairing:any_character_f!inquisitor  pairing:any_character_m!inquisitor  kink:invisible  kink:suicide 
may 2017 by dragonage_kink
UNFILLED: Modern Girl in Thedas, but realistic?
MGIT, but knows nothing about the game, speaks no language in Thedas, has no idea why people are pointing swords at her and there's a hole in her hand and they're shoving her at demons. Like seriously? How would you react to that?

- She's a totally average Earth human, non-warrior, non-rogue, non-mage. Like, a teacher or a receptionist or something who IS NOT PREPARED FOR THIS
- She's been threatened and shouted at, spends most of her day sitting in the cabin alone, when she goes out people surround her for no known reason, the only people who try to talk to her are a hobbit and Bald Spock, they make her go out and get attacked by wtf-ery . . .
- this is all mighty distressing and she might get desperate enough to attempt suicide
- The Advisors have no clue what to do with or about her; she's basically useless except for the mark. They kind of treat her like furniture until Varric helps her communicate.
prompt:unfilled  dragon_age:inquisition  pairing:any_character_f!oc  relationship:het  relationship:f/f  kink:angst  kink:language  kink:suicide  character:varric  kink:modern_character_in_thedas 
march 2017 by dragonage_kink
UNFILLED: Fem!Mage!Hawke self-hating Mage Hawke/Fenris warning: attempted suicude
Fem!Mage!Hawke has grown up as a self-loathing mage (maybe abuse or similar?).

She thinks her magic makes her evil, dangerous and 'unfit' to be around people, and blames herself/her magic for her family's deaths. She has become the beloved champion of Kirkwall, helped hundreds and has the unwavering support of all her friends but she can't get past her own self hatred of her magic

She is also dating Fenris, who only enhances and validates Hawke's own self hatred, although Fenris does not realise this, but perhaps Anders, Merrill or Varric picks up on it - but HAwke denies it.

No one pro mage can get through to her until Hawke tries to kill herself in a particularly painful manner (maybe trying to 'cut' the magic out of her?). Fenris is horrified, her friends are terrified and Hawke still hates herself. Her friends and Fenris aren't about to loose Hawke again, and all their personal views pale over mending Hawke
prompt:unfilled  dragon_age:2  character:hawke_female  character:fenris  pairing:fenris_f!hawke  relationship:het  kink:mage  kink:suicide 
november 2016 by dragonage_kink
UNFILLED: Solas and Lavellan post-trespasser, attempted suicide
I'm sure this has been done, though I can't find it, so I'd welcome recs as well as fills.

F!Mage Lavellan is generally portrayed as pretty young, she's far away from her clan (which may be massacred, depending on in game choices), and she's been drafted to lead a holy war for a religion that's been preaching hate for her and her kind for centuries.

She's subjected to a horrific vision of the future if she fails, then is sent on a suicide mission to save people who when she met them, wanted her dead, but now worship her as some kind of messiah.

Things get a lot worse from there. Shit just keeps piling on, and absolutely everyone wants something from her.
prompt:unfilled  dragon_age:inquisition  dragon_age:trespasser  character:gen_female_inquisitor  character:lavellan  character:solas  pairing:f!inquisitor_solas  pairing:f!lavellan_solas  relationship:het  kink:suicide 
november 2016 by dragonage_kink
UNFILLED: Solavellan, Lavellan is depressed
Basically, Lavellan is depressed and hurts herself on a daily basis to cope with the emptiness that accompanies depression. Sometimes she entertains thoughts of suicide, when things are really bad. She falls in love with Solas and after their final meeting within the Trespasser DLC, she just can't take it anymore, and tries to kill herself.

Reactions? How does Solas deal with knowing he nearly got her killed?
prompt:unfilled  dragon_age:inquisition  dragon_age:trespasser  character:gen_female_inquisitor  character:lavellan  character:solas  pairing:f!inquisitor_solas  pairing:f!lavellan_solas  relationship:het  kink:depression  kink:self_harm  kink:suicide 
october 2016 by dragonage_kink
UNFILLED: Solas and Lavellan post-trespasser, attempted suicide
F!Mage Lavellan is generally portrayed as pretty young, she's far away from her clan (which may be massacred, depending on in game choices), and she's been drafted to lead a holy war for a religion that's been preaching hate for her and her kind for centuries.

She's subjected to a horrific vision of the future if she fails, then is sent on a suicide mission to save people who when she met them, wanted her dead, but now worship her as some kind of messiah.

Things get a lot worse from there. Shit just keeps piling on, and absolutely everyone wants something from her.
prompt:unfilled  dragon_age:inquisition  dragon_age:trespasser  character:gen_female_inquisitor  character:lavellan  character:solas  kink:suicide 
may 2016 by dragonage_kink
F!Lavellan/Solas + Cole, "An Alter of Black", 3/?
Rosal, First of Clan Lavellan, lived so long with a heavy weight on her chest. An alter of black, a burnt space where love once lived and in its place grows grief and sorrow. Gently, two hands will build love again a home. Gently, two hands will leave the door unhinged. Love escapes. Sorrow enters. Sorrow she once again cannot bear.

At: http://archiveofourown.org/works/6753817/chapters/15434881
prompt:filled  fanfic:unfinished  dragon_age:inquisition  character:gen_female_inquisitor  character:lavellan  character:solas  character:cole  pairing:f!inquisitor_solas  pairing:f!lavellan_solas  relationship:het  kink:suicide  kink:angst  kink:reincarnation  kink:mental_illness 
may 2016 by dragonage_kink
UNFILLED: Anymale/Anders, guro, snuff, suicide
Anders realises he can't control vengeance anymore and decides that it's better for him to commit suicide than to do damage to innocent people. Being a masochist who enjoys pain, he goes to his sadistic LI to enjoy their last time together and be torn apart. No squick kink-wise but all loving, all enthusiastic please.
prompt:unfilled  dragon_age:2  character:anders  pairing:anders_any_male  relationship:slash  kink:angst  character:vengeance  kink:bdsm  kink:masochism  kink:sadism  kink:snuff  kink:suicide  kink:guro 
october 2015 by dragonage_kink
UNFILLED: Evil Cole, tw:suicide
i'm really sorry, but i want evil!Cole AU, where he is indeed a demon. Not the one who forgot about his real nature, but a malevolent creature pretending to be a confused spirit. And him 'helping' people and being innocently insensitive is an act that drives people to futher despair. He can do it for evulz and at random or he can have a bigger plan (befriending Rhys to get to Wynne because she could've helped to stabilize templar-mage conflict, subtly manipulating the Inquisitor)
prompt:unfilled  dragon_age:inquisition  character:cole  fanfic:au  kink:dark  kink:suicide  kink:abuse 
august 2015 by dragonage_kink
UNFILLED: M Lavellan/M LI + Friend: Self harm, hurt/comfort
Just looking for something very feelsy. Inquisitor leaning on a friend or lover (preferably both) or being found out by one or something. Suicidal feels/attempts are okay too as long as there's no death and some hope at the end.

My soul for a Lavellan who leans on Varric and Sera and later his lover Iron Bull.
prompt:unfilled  dragon_age:inquisition  character:gen_male_inquisitor  character:lavellan  relationship:slash  kink:self_harm  kink:suicide  kink:hurt_comfort  kink:friendship 
august 2015 by dragonage_kink
UNFILLED: F!Inquisitor; tw: suicide attempt
Inquisitor is having a really rough time - it may be because of all the shit she has to deal with, maybe there are other reasons too - and she intentionally becomes careless during fights, hoping that an enemy will finally strike her down. Not defending herself, jumping in front of her companions when they're being attacked... Of course, some of them (LI maybe?) quickly notice it and decide to help.

+ favourite LIs (in descending order): Solas, Iron Bull, Josephine, Cullen (although any or gen would be great too);
+ Quizzie faking cheerfulness whenever she's around others, but crying herself to sleep at nights;
+ the first time someone talks to her about it is when they hear her crying;
+++ the problem isn't magically fixed after one conversation, but she slowly starts getting better.
prompt:unfilled  dragon_age:inquisition  character:gen_female_inquisitor  kink:suicide  kink:angst  kink:hurt_comfort 
may 2015 by dragonage_kink
UNFILLED: Solas/LI Angst and Suicide Pact
So I am forever disappointed that the graveyard of mortal fears in the Fade didn't get brought up in any real way. I am also a sucker for Solasmance related angst.

So, anons, what I would like to see is Solas's LI (I prefer f!Lavellan or f!Trevelyan but any and all pairings welcome here) reassuring him that he won't die alone. More than that, I'd like to see them assure him, quite calmly, that when he's finally dying, they'll follow after him. Now, they naturally mean long years from the present, but they're so sincere about that promise that Solas just does *not* know how to handle it.

Does he freak out? Does he break down? Does he pin them against his desk and kiss them senseless? Does he quietly angst over the fact that he can't make that promise back and then loathe himself for it?
prompt:unfilled  dragon_age:inquisition  character:solas  character:lavellan  character:trevelyan  character:any_male  character:any_female  relationship:het  relationship:slash  kink:angst  kink:hurt_comfort  kink:suicide 
may 2015 by dragonage_kink
UNFILLED: Anders - TW Self-harm + Suicide
As Justice begins to have more and more negative influence over Anders, Anders begins to take increasingly drastic measures to prevent Justic from being able to use him as a vessle to harm others. At the start keeping Justice away from things which would set him off was sufficient, but over time he begins to realise that incapacitating himself is the best way to keep Justice under control - and it seems like there's only one way to make that permanent.

And does Justice's control go so far as to prevent him from doing so?

Up to any potential anons if you want to go down the darkest route and have him go through with it, or if you want a LI or friend to realise the situation and present a better solution.
prompt:unfilled  dragon_age:2  character:anders  kink:self_harm  kink:suicide 
may 2015 by dragonage_kink
Anders, "Six", 3/3
AU where Anders was in the Circle during Uldred's uprising. (Warning: mentions of suicide.)
prompt:filled  fanfic:finished  dragon_age:origins  character:anders  fanfic:au  character:misc_demon(s)  kink:angst  kink:suicide  pairing:none 
april 2015 by dragonage_kink
Cullen/Samson, "The Wolf of Skyhold", 2/?
Samson took over the Kirkwall Templars after Meredith's death. His lover, Cullen, leaves the Order entirely to deal with his PTSD/addiction. When Cassandra asks Samson to join the Inquisition at their commander, he agrees only on the condition that his lover can accompany him, with no responsibilities to the Inquisition.
prompt:filled  dragon_age:inquisition  relationship:slash  fanfic:unfinished  character:cullen  character:samson  kink:addiction  kink:abuse_aftermath  kink:angst  kink:hurt_comfort  kink:protectiveness  kink:romance  kink:dom_sub  kink:suicide  kink:submissive  kink:humiliation  pairing:cullen_samson 
march 2015 by dragonage_kink
Dorian/Iron Bull, "A People Person", 10/10
Iron Bull deals with the aftermath of Subjected to His Will.

Warnings for: referenced noncon (Cole/M!Inquisitor, coerced Iron Bull/Cole, various triggering events Bull witnessed during his days in Seheron), dark, suicide attempt, Dorian/Iron Bull, evil inquisitor.
prompt:filled  fanfic:finished  dragon_age:inquisition  relationship:slash  character:cole  character:iron_bull  character:dorian  pairing:dorian_iron_bull  kink:abuse_aftermath  kink:suicide  kink:hurt_comfort  kink:non_con  kink:protectiveness  kink:memory_loss  kink:dark  series:corruption 
march 2015 by dragonage_kink
UNFILLED: M!Hawke/Anders - 'I don't like leaving him alone'
So I just read some interviews with the writer of DA2 where she talks about how Anders is written as having bipolar disorder and that his relationship with Hawke is centered around the struggles of loving someone with a mental illnesses. She also describes a friendship romanced Anders as having delusions and that Anders giving away his pillow was written after having researched that many depressed people give away possesions before committing suicide.

Basically, the last piece of info broke my heart, and now I want to break it even more:

Here's my prompt; If you talk to a romanced Hawke in DAI he says he 'doesnt like leaving Anders alone'. There is a reason for that; Anders mental health is really, really fragile. Ii want to see one of these scenarious::

1) A tired Hawke comes back to a severely depressed/manic Anders and has to do his best to take care of him while dealing with the aftermath of everything that happened in the fade. If you want to bring his delusions and psychotic symptoms into it, even better.


2) Anders kills himself when Hawke is away and Hawke has to deal with not only the grief, but everyone around him being happy that one of the most wanted men in Thedas is dead.
prompt:unfilled  dragon_age:inquisition  relationship:slash  character:anders  character:hawke_male  kink:mental_illness  kink:self_mutilation  kink:self_harm  kink:suicide  pairing:anders_m!hawke 
march 2015 by dragonage_kink
UNFILLED: Anders loses his magic and isn't okay with it
TW: Attempted suicide or suicide
I have seen several stories where Anders loses his magic somehow and after only a little bit of anger and depression he is suddenly okay and well adjusted.
Here the prompt; Anders somehow loses his magic botched rite of Tranquility or head injury whatever A!A can think of just Anders loses his magic.
After this happens Anders is far from okay. He is angry and depressed. He closes his clinic and refuses to go out with Hawke since he can't use magic anymore.
How would Hawke and the rest of their companions react to this new Anders. Will they try and help him or will they just abandon him because he is no longer useful.
Anyway Anders depression get the better of him and he tries to kill himself or does kill himself is up to A!A. If his attempts fails who saves him? One of his companions or a resident of Darktown.
prompt:unfilled  dragon_age:2  character:anders  kink:magical_mishap  kink:depression  kink:self_harm  kink:suicide  kink:angst  kink:character_death 
february 2015 by dragonage_kink
UNFILLED: Anders suicide attempt + comfort
So Anders, for whatever reason, attempts suicide. The attempt either fails or is interrupted. A rescuer or friend then comforts him (I've read attempts but without the comfort - I'm craving the comfort too!). Circle Anders, Anders after Tranquilty/Dissent/Last Straw, it's all good. Just... make it hurt, then give him some much needed comfort.
prompt:unfilled  character:any_male  character:any_female  kink:hurt_comfort  character:anders  dragon_age:2  kink:suicide  kink:rescue 
october 2012 by dragonage_kink
UNFILLED: Hawke Attempts Suicide in the Circle
The life of a circle mage is bleak indeed. While Anders attempts to flee the circle, Hawke, after several failed attempts to run away, gives up and decides to escape another way. After the attempt I'd like to see Hawke receiving some comfort from young Anders, Karl, and cousin Amell.
prompt:unfilled  character:amell  character:hawke_male  kink:angst  character:hawke_female  kink:hurt_comfort  character:anders  fanfic:au  dragon_age:2  character:karl  kink:suicide 
february 2012 by dragonage_kink
UNFILLED: Saving Hawke
So, after losing the last of his family, Hawke can't take it anymore. So, he writes his all of his beloved companions letters to tell them how much they meant to him in words he hadn't been able or brave enough to say before. Then, he goes off to some special place on the coast with a that he always liked and jumps off the edge of a cliff or something--- only to be saved by all of his companions who received their letters right on time and knew just where he would go to finish the deed. Then, they all take him home and give him a good talking to. Months later Hawke can see that he has recovered much of himself, thanks to his dedicated friends.
prompt:unfilled  character:hawke_male  character:gen_party_members  kink:angst  kink:hurt_comfort  dragon_age:2  kink:suicide  kink:rescue 
february 2012 by dragonage_kink
UNFILLED: Anders and Hawke's Suicides and Afterlife
Crushed under the weight of responsibility, crippled by his loss, and tired of it all, Hawke ends it. Who finds his body? What is his LI's reaction? How do his companions cope. There is a life after death, at least for Hawke, who has some unfinished business on earth. He tries his best to contact his friend/possible LI Anders, but Anders thinks that some cruel demon has taken Hawke's voice and form and is trying to make him go mad. Hawke tries to apologize to his friends through the fade but can't seem to contact anyone but Anders, who has the strongest connection to the fade, to tell them that they are in grave danger, but Anders goes mad and suicide bombs the chantry. It turns out that the danger that Hawke could sense was coming was Anders all along.
prompt:unfilled  relationship:slash  character:hawke_male  kink:angst  character:anders  dragon_age:2  kink:character_death  kink:suicide  kink:ghost 
january 2012 by dragonage_kink
UNFILLED: Anders has a Breakdown and Attempts Suicide
He accidentally kills that mage girl, and now he sees himself as a monster unworthy of living. First he cries hysterically for a day, locks himself in his clinic and throws furniture around, and then he composes a letter to Hawke and company explaining why he can't go on. All this while Hawke and co are trying to break into the clinic, which Anders has locked with magic. Anders stabs himself, and finally opens the door when Hawke threatens to kill himself if he doesn't. Anders is the last thing he has since his whole family is dead. Merrill manages to save Anders with what little healing magic she knows and Hawke gives himself a scar to match Anders, just so Anders remembers that hurting himself is like hurting Hawke.
prompt:unfilled  relationship:slash  character:hawke_male  kink:angst  character:anders  dragon_age:2  kink:suicide  pairing:anders_m!hawke 
january 2012 by dragonage_kink
UNFILLED: Hawke/Anders Murder-Suicide
After Anders blows up the chantry Hawke realizes that he is partially responsible for the death and destruction and kills Anders and then kills himself. Captcha: Griffin innocency
prompt:unfilled  relationship:slash  character:hawke_male  kink:angst  character:anders  dragon_age:2  kink:suicide  kink:character_death 
january 2012 by dragonage_kink
UNFILLED: Highschool AU, Anders Commits Suicide
Anders was popular, and well liked... but one guy, Fenris, a total loner who brooded all day in his emo corner, would change that... Fenris ran away from some bullies and hid in the boys showers only to find that he wasn't the only one hiding there-- Anders was making out with that guy Hawke. With this in mind he set out to seduce Anders, succeeded, and then out of spite outed him with pictures he secretly took over the internet. Then, Anders commits suicide. This shouldn't be a happy story, and it definitely isn't a kinky one. Let's focus less on the sex and more on the sad psychology of the whole affair.
prompt:unfilled  relationship:slash  character:hawke_male  kink:angst  character:anders  character:fenris  fanfic:au  dragon_age:2  kink:suicide  kink:modern  pairing:anders_m!hawke 
january 2012 by dragonage_kink
UNFILLED: Suicidal Anders
Anders/Hawke please. I'd like to see a suicidal Anders after the death of Karl, or that one time he killed the mage girl. Mage Hawke saves Anders before he bleeds to death. Anders goes through a period of intense emotional turmoil following the attempt in which he is an immediate danger to himself. Hawke is by his side most of the time. I'd like to see a scene in which Hawke finally leaves the room, while another companion watches Anders and having a breakdown in the presence of his other companions. Lots of angst and h/c please.
prompt:unfilled  relationship:het  relationship:slash  character:hawke_male  kink:angst  character:hawke_female  kink:hurt_comfort  character:anders  dragon_age:2  kink:suicide  pairing:anders_f!hawke  pairing:anders_m!hawke 
january 2012 by dragonage_kink
UNFILLED: Wrist Cutter--- Male!Hawke/Fenris
Shortly after Leandra's death Hawke and Fenris get into a huge fight. Then, Hawke pulls out a blade and slits his wrist. Fenris thinks that in his rage Hawke is resorting to blood magic, so he runs for cover... only to find that Hawke isn't attacking. So he emerges from his shelter only to find Hawke crumpled on the ground, in a pool of blood, with several self-inflicted stab wounds to the chest and arms. Is Fenris even more disgusted at this prospect? Does Hawke survive his suicide attempt? How does everyone else react? Does Anders think that Fenris is an awful boyfriend for letting this happen? Does Fenris feel guilty? Give me your answers in a fill.
prompt:unfilled  relationship:slash  character:hawke_male  character:gen_party_members  kink:angst  character:fenris  dragon_age:2  kink:suicide  pairing:fenris_m!hawke 
january 2012 by dragonage_kink
UNFILLED: Two Weddings and a Suicide
On this joyous day two couples will go home to a blissful sleep. By morning someone is dead. Bonus if the suicide victim is Anders, Hawke, or Merrill.
prompt:unfilled  character:hawke_male  kink:angst  character:hawke_female  character:anders  dragon_age:2  character:merrill  kink:suicide 
december 2011 by dragonage_kink
UNFILLED: Suicidal Carver
Just to jump on the suicide bandwagon, here's a proposal: Carver, always in his brother's shadow, and now missing a twin (it's like he's lost half of himself) finally has enough and tries to end it. How does Hawke react to this? It'd also be cool if after some h/c Carver ends up with a love interest. Bonus if love interest is Isabela.
prompt:unfilled  relationship:het  character:hawke_male  kink:angst  kink:hurt_comfort  character:carver  dragon_age:2  character:isabela  kink:suicide  pairing:carver_isabela 
december 2011 by dragonage_kink
UNFILLED: Hawke was Bullied as a Child
When he tells his friends this they can hardly believe him, so you can imagine how shocked they are when they learn that it got so bad that he once considered ending it all.
prompt:unfilled  character:hawke_male  kink:angst  dragon_age:2  kink:suicide 
december 2011 by dragonage_kink
UNFILLED: Fenris/Anders - Things worse than death
There is this party banter where Anders asks Fenris whether he ever thought about killing himself. Fenris hasn't because he thinks it's a sin, but we can assume that Anders has. Okay, this is what I want: Something bad happens, Anders has a crisis and tries to commit suicide. Fenris finds him just in time and saves him. The rest is up to you.
prompt:unfilled  relationship:slash  kink:angst  kink:hurt_comfort  character:anders  character:fenris  dragon_age:2  pairing:anders_fenris  kink:suicide 
november 2011 by dragonage_kink

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