cptnsuz + suicide   16

to die for
Sousuke Aizen makes a deal with the hougyoku to escape Muken and to achieve his desires, but to do so, he must sacrifice someone he loves secretly. And little does he know, the hougyoku has some deadly desires of its own!...yaoi, mpreg...Aizen/Byakuya, Hougyoku/Byakuya, Renji/Tetsuya, Urahara/Ichigo
bleach  Fanfic  ff.net  multi-chapter  WIP  Byakuya/Sousuke  Byakuya/Hougyoku  Renji/OC  yaoi  nsfw  mindfuckery  Ichigo/Kisuke  attempted  suicide  mpreg  Kuchiki  Rukia  author:spunky0ne/starfire0ne 
february 2017 by cptnsuz
him. - moltenvintagelacedress - Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime) [Archive of Our Own]
It was a single, solitary moment in the front seat of a car. Breaths mingling and fingers pulling at hair, with one thought in Victor's mind.

'Would it kill you if we kissed.'
yoi  fanfic  ao3  author  moltenvintagelacedress  yaoi  dark  suicide  character  death  pre-ship  Victor/Yuuri 
december 2016 by cptnsuz
Please don't leave my side - Chapter 1 - Ashratherose - Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime) [Archive of Our Own]
Yuri felt like all his life everything was some sort of cosmic joke.
He'd moved to America for a fresh start but that hadn't gone according to plan.

Moving home he tries to pull himself together... and then along comes Victor!
yoi  fanfic  ao3  author  Ashratherose  yaoi  multi-chapter  nsfw  first  time  non-con  Yuuri/anon  mpreg  abortion  Victor/Yuuri  childbirth  twins  attempted  suicide  needs_proofreading 
november 2016 by cptnsuz
NaNoWriMo 2013 - Poison and Wine
Summary: Flora Deradi has never been alone inside her own head, but after 20 years she has reached an accord with the ghost of a dead nobleman that haunts her. That is until visitation becomes possession on the eve of her wedding.

Old love and hatred plagues the next generation in this alternate Ancient Rome. Even with Empress Julia leading the former Roman Republic, a woman of Flora Deradi’s status is beyond fortunate to be married for her dowry to the heir of one of the oldest Patrician families. Expecting a life where influence is at best wielded from the shadows of one’s husband, Flora is swept into the darkest aspects of Rome’s political scheming and warfare when a blood curse is rekindled.
timeskips  suicide  Gaius  Marius  OCs  original  fic  tumblr  author  avelera  WIP  multi-chapter 
january 2014 by cptnsuz
Trust In Your Unfailing Love - Chapter 1 - DarkmoonSigel - Supernatural [Archive of Our Own]
Set in the end of season 6. Castiel has just been stabbed in the back by Sam with the angel blade. This is what happens afterward. A rewrite of the season 6's last episode and ignores everything that happens afterward. Castiel is the new god. He will be loved and adored by his Hunter or the world will burn. A series of short stories about Castiel as God and his relationship with Dean- what it was, what it is, and what it will become. Mature for a reason. Read at your own risk.
Ash/Pamela  Bobby/Ellen  Jo/Sam  trueform!Castiel  wings  OC  Crowley  character  death  Kali  body  mod-pierce-tattoo  suicide  religion  nsfw  dub-con  spn  fanfic  ao3  author  DarkmoonSigel  slash  multi-chapter  dark  Dean/God!Castiel  Sam  Winchester  Bobby  Singer 
july 2013 by cptnsuz
Nebula's Journal - If You Feel Like Letting Go, RaBB!verse, 1/1, R for suggested themes
Summary: Dean's 19, Sam's 15: Sam's moody and a regular teen these days, but lately, Dean's worried that it might be something else. Especially with the weird list of things Sam's been asking for.
Verse: Raising a Big Brother
suicide  spn  fanfic  lj  author  authoressnebula/nebula  gen  teen!Sam  Winchester  teen!Dean  Winchester  John  Winchester 
may 2013 by cptnsuz
His Brother's Keeper (A Story) - TrufaxRex - Supernatural [Archive of Our Own]
In which Gabriel tells Dean a Story (he thought they’d grow back)
Part 5 of the To the Sky series
wings  au  spn  fanfic  ao3  author  TrufaxRex  slash  moresome  Gabriel/Lucifer/Michael/Raphael  abuse  suicide  dark  Dean  Winchester 
march 2013 by cptnsuz
Freedom left behind - Leya - Supernatural [Archive of Our Own]
Set after Hammer of the Gods. Gabriel didn’t die that night – but it would have been better he had.
spn  fanfic  ao3  author  Leya  slash  nsfw  non-con  Gabriel/Michael  suicide  dark 
february 2013 by cptnsuz
You're my weakness
The only reason I’m leaving a note is because I know you’ll never forgive yourself if I don’t.
Before I say anything else I want to tell you I’m sorry. Because I know that you’ll be disappointed. But I guess that’s why I’m here to begin with. Seems like I can’t do much of anything anymore without disappointing you.
epistolary  angst  gen  author  brothersintheimpala  Dean  Winchester  character  death  Sam  Winchester  tumblr  spn  suicide  fanfic  timeskip 
january 2013 by cptnsuz
When Sam loses his mind for the last time, he’s in the middle of picking at his salad and Dean is stuffing his face by the TV.
spn  fanfic  tumblr  author  hookersam  gen  character  death  suicide  drabble  Sam  Winchester  dark 
january 2013 by cptnsuz
The River Runs On - ChelseaAmanda, TheNativeAce - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
Loki has been fighting for far too long - fighting for his chance to love, fighting for any glimmer of happiness he could find. He had found it, once upon a time. A soldier, a man out of his time, had shown him that even a monster such as himself deserved a second chance, and deserved to be loved. Not all things last though - Loki had been given hope by Steve Rogers, until another man came and took it, breaking Loki in the process. Now the God with no family, no friends, hated by the world, was alone. Alone and in so much pain that he saw no exit other than to end his own life. But Gods never truly die. The second Loki's life ended, another one began. A small boy came into being in a field of snow, a boy with no memory, only one face burned into his mind. A boy with eyes as green as forests, holding wisdom thousands of years beyond his time.
suicide  fanfic  ao3  author  ChelseaAmanda  author  TheNativeAce  slash  Loki/Steve  Steve/Tony  kid!Loki  angst  MCU 
december 2012 by cptnsuz
Adventures in Literary Exorcism - Fanfic: Compression, Chapter One
Summary: AU. A pair of elite homicide detectives finds that their partnership is about to evolve…drastically. Fans of crime drama, ballroom dancing, and canon, beware. also here: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7805946/1/Compression _________ also here: http://archiveofourown.org/works/964876
Aizen  Sousuke  nsfw  Urahara  Kisuke  Zaraki  Kenpachi  introspection  ff.net  Ukitake  Jyuushirou  multi-chapter  WIP  AU  het  Ichigo/Rukia  Ikkaku/Yumichika  Kurotsuchi  Mayuri  hirako  shinji  Kyouraku  Shunsui  dark  suicide  author  sardonicis  imperfecta/sardonicista  bleach  lj  Byakuya/Renji  fanfic  Akon  mindfuckery  Tsubokura  Rin  Ichimaru  Gin  shihouin  yoruichi  Ishida  Ryuuken  drugs  h/c  Ise  Nanao  Yamamoto  Genryuusai  yaoi  Kira  Izuru  ao3 
february 2012 by cptnsuz
Story: Wilted Flower
A Experimental Byakua and Hanatarou fic Angst, H/C, M/M, Violence, Yaoi
Unohana  Retsu  non-con  bleach  fanfic  aff  author  anestshia  WIP  multi-chapter  yaoi  Byakuya/Hanatarou  suicide 
january 2012 by cptnsuz

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