chellexxx + sam/omc + pining!sam   14

Close Your Eyes
There are some relationships so taboo they’re irresistible...
After John and Mary break up when Sam is 11, Sam moves away with Mary
and his new step-father while Dean stays in Kansas with John.
Fast-forward 12 years and John is dead, Sam’s just returned from Europe,
and Dean’s gone and married a billionaire and become a male model. As
the boys reconnect, Sam becomes increasingly fascinated by this
successful, happily-married version of the big brother he barely knows, a
fascination that soon turns into an overwhelming mutual obsession. ...
52,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/473828/chapters/821060
Slash  Sam/Dean  Model!Dean  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  pining!Sam  pining!Dean  Dean/omc  Bottom!Sam  Big!Bang  livejournal  archiveofourown  50000+  Long  Sam/OMC  SPN!AU  Model  SPN  AU!Raised!Apart  AU!Not!Raised!as!Hunters  Character-Mary!Winchester 
december 2014 by chellexxx
There's a Hole in My Life, I Wish I Could Fill It (With Anything But You)
Sam and Dean got together when Sam was sixteen, but Sam figures
out pretty quickly that it's not exactly what he wanted. Sex can be
used as a tool just like anything else can. When the world-saving fight
is over, Sam still wants his brother, but knows he can never have him
again. But when Dean asks to start their relationship again, Sam takes
drastic measures to ensure what happened last time will never happen
again. This story does deal with dubious levels of consent, but I
promise you that by the end everyone is happy and enthusiastically
consenting. .. 11,906
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  Established!Relationship  Previous!Relationship  First!Time  Angst  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Sam/OMC  post!Season!9  Pre-Series  Teenchesters  top!Sam  Bottom!Sam  pining!Sam  Insecurity  Dub-Con  10000+  archiveofourown  Short  Arranged!Marriage/Forced!Relationship  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Castiel 
november 2014 by chellexxx
standing on the edge of nothing
San Francisco, 1924. Five years after the worst day of his
life, Sam Winchester's still hustling for a living, still searching for
his missing brother, and on the track of a story so big it might just
break him. please be aware that this particular story takes a jaundiced
view of certain religious concepts, necessarily contains period-specific
instances of racism and homophobia, and illustrates an unsympathetic
portrait of Castiel. Warning: major character death, Castiel. 41,000
Romance  Angst  guilty!Dean  Writer!Sam  pining!Sam  guilty!Sam  top!Sam  Sam/OMC  Historical  Big!Bang  35000+  Sam/Dean  Slash  Caught  Long  Someone!Finds!Out  Separated!Boys  Writer!Author  SPN!AU  Homophobia  SPN  AU!Not!Raised!as!Hunters  Character-Castiel  Character-John!Winchester 
august 2012 by chellexxx
College BoyToys 4: Spring Break
While at Stanford, Sam participated in some gay-for-pay
college-boy porn videos. In them, he asks the guy fucking him to call
him "Sammy" and calls him "Dean" in return. The real Dean discovers them
on the web and decides to stage a reenactment. First time Wincest.
2,000
Season!1  pining!Sam  pining!Dean  Sam/OMC  Voyeurism  Bottom!Sam  PWP  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  1000+  Porn  livejournal  Caught  Short  SPN 
august 2011 by chellexxx
The Frightened Inch Between Our Skins + sequel
It's not about Dean. Really. & So, now that Dean knows what
Sams been up to, theyre fucking like bunnies. They play footsie under
the Formica table in the diner while Dean eats waffles, they make out in
the backseat when theyre tired of driving, and Dean wants to know if
they can have deep-fried Twinkies at the reception when they get gay
married in Massachusetts. - Or, well. That's how Sam had imagined it.
11,000
Jealous!Sam  pining!Sam  Season!Undefined  Bottom!Sam  Dean/ofc  Teenchesters  Sam/Dean  First!Time  !Kink  PWP  Sam/OFC  10000+  Sam/Dean/ofc  Sam/OMC  Dean/omc  livejournal  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Pre-Series  Short  SPN  Character-Impala 
july 2011 by chellexxx
Your Pretty Face Is Going to Hell
While the Winchesters are living in a small-town trailer park,
sixteen year old Sam accidentally spies on his brother with an older
man. The discovery triggers feelings in Sam that lead him and Dean down a
path which will change their lives forever.
32,000
Jealous!Sam  pining!Sam  archiveofourown  Sam/OFC  Sam/OMC  Dean/omc  Angst  livejournal  25000+  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Pre-Series  Teenchesters  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Long  Absent!John  SPN 
march 2011 by chellexxx
On Taking It Like A Bitch And Ten Other Ways to Say I Love You
Sam still remembers the look on his brother's face the day he
left—heartbroken and angry and betrayed all at once, like somehow
wanting to have a normal life was the worst kind of sin. Dad yelled, a
lot, and that was almost better, preferable, because at least Sam knew
where he stood. "If you go, stay gone." Pretty fucking clear, actually,
and Sam knows he will never understand his family, his dad. Mom wouldn't
have wanted this for him. Mom would've been proud.
5,341
Gen  Het  Slash  Unrequited  First!Time  Sam/Jess  OMC  TV!Show-The!OC  Crossover  Sam/OMC  pining!Sam  5000+  Living!Together  livejournal  Pre-Series  Stanford  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Domestic!fic  SPN 
march 2011 by chellexxx
No Sweeping Exits or Offstage Lines
He hates that the years Sam was gone are so hidden from him, hates that he has to get to know his own brother all over again.
3,040
Confession  pining!Sam  Sam/OMC  Season!1  First!Time  Sam/Dean  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  1000+  livejournal  Short  SPN 
december 2010 by chellexxx
Credit in the Straight World
Sam has always had his brother, when he wanted him and when he
didn't. But that was before he was the lucky recipient of a gift from
faerie that Dean can't remember and John can't forget. It leaves Sam to
find his own way to navigate between the 'real' world and the Winchester
world and deal with guilt he can't shake, no matter how hard he tries.
And trying? Is going to involve plenty of sex, rebellion (and maybe some
of Dean's rock and roll. But not much). 29,580
pdf/mobi  livejournal  Amnesia!Dean  Prostitution/Hustling  pining!Sam  Bed!Sharing  Sam/Jess  Bottom!Sam  Big!Bang  Bondage  D/s  Tattoo  Sam/OMC  Spell/Curse  Amnesia  Angst  25000+  Sam/Dean  Pre-Series  Teenchesters  First!Time  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Caught  Long  Someone!Finds!Out  AU!Pre-Series  Fae/Fairies  Cursed!Sam  SPN  Character-John!Winchester 
september 2010 by chellexxx
Crown and Anchor Me (Or Let Me Sail Away)
Sam Winchester is fifteen years old, at yet another new high
school in yet another state, he doesn't get along with his distant,
distracted father, he's figuring out that he likes guys just as much as
he likes girls, his clothes never fit and his limbs ache at the joint
ever since his growth spurt started, he has to study for the PSAT and,
oh yeah, he's a little bit in love with his brother, Dean, who's taken a
break from hunting monsters to work at a local garage for minimum
wage.// Sam/OMC, Sam/Dean, Mature
23,500
Mechanic!Dean  Possessive!Dean  Jealous!Sam  livejournal  Angst  Bottom!Sam  hurt!Sam  Domestic!fic  pining!Sam  Big!Bang  Sam/OMC  !School  20000+  Mechanic  Sam/Dean  Pre-Series  Teenchesters  First!Time  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Long  Absent!John  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-John!Winchester 
september 2010 by chellexxx
It Doesn't Mean You Can Explain The Ocean
There are noises in the cosmic grapevine about three women in
Savannah, about prophesy and oracle and older gods than even they know
the words for, and Dean hears about it from a waitress at the counter of
a diner off the side of a North Carolina freeway. It's muggy outside:
like collards and carrot tops and green gumbo, stewed until it's mostly
brown, like mudslides and the thick scum left on everything after a
storm.

Unasked
http://www.intimations.org/fanfic/supernatural/Unasked.html
Sam doesn't ask.

In Florida, when they burst out of the old collapsing mausoleum into
afternoon sunshine, covered with dirt and ectoplasm and victory, and
Dean punches his fists in the air and looks at him, dirty and grinning
and shining so bright that for a minute Sam almost can't see, still he
doesn't ask, he doesn't reach out and put his hands on Dean's face,
where they belong according to every instinct and yearning he has in
him.
Powers!Sam  hurt!Dean  Demon  pining!Sam  Bottom!Sam  Season!2  Dean/ofc  Sam/OMC  Unrequited  Length!Unknown  Romance  Humour  Angst  Season!1  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer 
august 2010 by chellexxx

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