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The Other Side of the Fence

Jensen's having a bad day. Then Jared shows up and saves him. There are zombies.
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RPS RPS!AU Slash Short Jared/Jensen First!Time 1st!meeting TV!Show-The!Walking!Dead Person-Christian!Kane Person-Tom!Welling Person-Michael!Rosenbaum Humour Hurt/Sick!Boys hurt!Jensen livejournal 1000+ Zombies post!Apocalypse
8 weeks ago by chellexxx

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Fading Silhouettes

The problem is, Jared is days, miles, light years away.

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So. This is how it goes.

There's a pickup truck in the middle of a cornfield, key in the ignition. Half a tank of gas and a dead body hanging out the driver's side door.
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RPS Slash Jared/Jensen Previous!Relationship Established!Relationship post!Series post!Apocalypse RPS!Non-AU 25000+ Long livejournal Zombies Hurt/Sick!Boys hurt!Jensen Person-Katie!Cassidy
8 weeks ago by chellexxx

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Step Into The Light

Jensen’s powers are manifesting. He’s growing up. Things are a little crazy, moving to a new town isn’t making things easier
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Step Out Of The Fire
https://truelyesoteric.livejournal.com/136640.html

Step Into The Light is the beginning, this is the end. The war has been fought, the spoils come slowly.
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Step in to the Life

Sometimes war is just a love story.
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/612935

RPS RPS!AU Alone/Separated Jared/Jensen First!Time Established!Relationship HighSchool!AU Student!Jared Student!Jensen Angst Person-Christian!Kane Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles Person-Misha!Collins Person-Tom!Welling Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan Person-Alona!Tal Person-Katie!Cassidy Person-Sophia!Bush 15000+ Long livejournal Alien!Jensen post!Apocalypse kick!ass!Jensen Powers!Jensen kick!ass!Jared Amnesia Amnesia!Jensen Torture Hurt/Sick!Boys hurt!Jensen Abducted Abducted!Jensen
9 weeks ago by chellexxx

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We Fell in Love in a Hopeless Place

On the eve of the third world war, major world powers built machines to stand in the place of human soldiers. Who knew the machines would get along better than the humans ever did? Governments and cities fell one after another as the machines -- red-eyed, metal monsters built to level cities and destroy humanity -- wreaked havoc across the world. Now there is no communication, no infrastructure, no law to rely on, and people are living in scattered pockets across the globe. Jensen is a member and unsaid leader of one of those camps, dug into underground bunkers by night, and raiding the desolate husk of a broken city by day. Jared finds his way to the ragtag group of survivors, and they all struggle to find their place in a world that is nothing like what they have known.

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RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time post!Apocalypse Person-Christian!Kane Person-Chad!Michael!Murray Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles Person-Misha!Collins Person-Michael!Rosenbaum Big!Bang 35000+ Long archiveofourown One!Hates!The!Other!At!First Hurt/Sick!Boys hurt!OC hurt!Jensen hurt!CristianKane Medical!Professional!Jared kick!ass!Jensen Bed!Sharing
9 weeks ago by chellexxx

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Practically Magic

Jared arrives in the small town of Hanford where he's sucked into the rumours surrounding one man, Jensen Ackles.
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RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Person-Christian!Kane Person-Sandy!McCoy Hurt/Sick!Boys hurt!Jared hurt!Jensen Hospitalized!Boys GSW Witch/Warlock Powers!Jensen livejournal Short 10000+ top!Jared
august 2019 by chellexxx

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Ashes of the Moon

Jared Padalecki, an inexperienced and uncertain young man, is sent to Kibilisa, Africa, to work for his church. Less than a month later the country is torn apart by civil war. Alone in charge of a group of children, he despairs of surviving – until he meets a mysterious man named Jensen Ackles who seems to know the country and the language. Their journey together will bring them terror, pain, horror and the deepest grief; but also friendship, self-sacrifice, love and redemption

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RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time 1st!meeting Angst Kid!fic Parent/Guardian!Jared Homophobia Big!Bang Long livejournal 35000+ Homicide Hurt/Sick!Boys hurt!Jensen
june 2019 by chellexxx

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It’s a nineteen hour drive from San Francisco, California to Evergreen, Colorado. When Jensen drives out of the roundabout and onto the compact dirt road leading towards the two thousand four hundred and fifty-six acres of The Phoenix Ranch, it’s nine o’clock in the morning and he’s been traveling for twenty-three hours straight.

Coming home to the ranch Jensen left ten years ago, he has to face his past, present and decide what he wants going forward. All while juggling a baby, a broken relationship, his grandpa, dad, part-time stepmom, four uncles, a cousin, the mother who abandoned him and Jared fucking Padalecki.

It’s complicated…
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RPS!AU RPS Jared/Jensen First!Time Previous!Relationship Friends!to!Lovers Romance Person-Christian!Kane Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan Person-Alona!Tal Person-Kim!Rhodes 100000+ Epic archiveofourown Angst Domestic!Violence Rancher/Cowboy Ranch/Farm Rancher/Cowboy!Jared Rancher/Cowboy!Jensen Parent/Guardian!Jensen top!Jared Person-Mark!Sheppard Person-Jim!Beaver Person-Tim!Omundson Slash Hurt/Sick!Boys hurt!Jensen Neglect
september 2018 by chellexxx

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Jensen Ackles, Dallas Police Officer, finds himself in a club looking for something that doesn't involve dancing. Before he knows what hit him he's being seduced by a handsome stranger. The stranger, who turns out to be a hooker, holds more secrets than Jensen signed up for. When Jensen begins to fall for the young man he has to learn about the deathly danger following their every step.
Jensen (34) / Jared (25)
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RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Agent/Police Agent/Police!Jensen Hooker!Jared Prostitution/Hustling Jared/Mark!Pellegrino Person-Christian!Kane Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan Person-Mark!Pellegrino Person-Jim!Beaver Angst Bottom!Jared Non-Con Hospitalized!Boys Hurt/Sick!Boys hurt!Jared hurt!Jensen GSW 50000+ Long archiveofourown Emotionally!hurt!Jared Emotionally!hurt Undercover/Secret!Identity
june 2018 by chellexxx

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The Monster In Your Bed

J2 AU. Jared had never really spoken to his neighbours before; a gay couple that only seemed to do one of two things, fight or fuck. One night, whilst working late at the ER, that all changed.
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RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Neighbour Jensen/omc livejournal pdf/mobi 10000+ Short Domestic!Violence Angst Hospitalized!Boys hurt!Jensen Medical!Professional!Jared Medical!Professional Artist Artist!Jensen Non-Con Tattoo top!Jared
march 2018 by chellexxx

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Comfortable Denial

Jensen hits his head and wakes up thinking he's Dean and Jared's Sam and sex is the answer.
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RPS RPS!Non-AU Slash Jared/Jensen Hurt/Sick!Boys hurt!Jensen Amnesia Character!Bleed livejournal Short 1000+ pdf/mobi On!Set Amnesia!Jensen Hospitalized!Boys top!Jared
march 2018 by chellexxx

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Jared has the perfect life, but then things start to get interesting...
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RPS RPS!AU Slash Short Jared/Jensen First!Time Dog/Puppy Puppy/Dog!Jensen 10000+ livejournal pdf/mobi Person-Tom!Welling Person-Michael!Rosenbaum Person-Sandy!McCoy GSW Hurt/Sick!Boys hurt!Jensen Shifter top!Jared Bonding
march 2018 by chellexxx

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Six Years After

Jensen had a lot of things going for him – mostly, minus the recent loss of his mother and the boyfriend who wouldn’t come out of the closet. But a car accident one rainy night took it all away and gave him a power he never expected. Based loosely on the TV version of The Dead Zone.
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RPS RPS!AU Jared/Jensen First!Time Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show Hurt/Sick!Boys hurt!Jensen Hospitalized!Boys Coma pining!Jensen Person-Chad!Michael!Murray Boss/employee Boss!Jensen Physical!Therapist Physical!Therapist!Jared Powers!Jensen Vision RPS!Family 25000+ Long archiveofourown TV!Show-The!Dead!Zone
january 2018 by chellexxx

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Open Open Mike Night at the Fremont by audrarose

Bookstore AU set in Chicago, with Jared as a sculptor who works out of a garage and Jensen as a bookstore clerk who's trying to get over a tragedy.
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https://audrarose.dreamwidth.org/112210.html
https://audrarose.dreamwidth.org/112418.html
https://audrarose.dreamwidth.org/112856.html

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time BookStore Artist Artist!Jared Hurt/Sick!Boys hurt!Jensen Permanent!Injury Permanent!Injury!Jensen Person-Christian!Kane Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan Person-Alison!Mack Hospitalized!Boys Angst Emotionally!hurt Emotionally!hurt!Jensen Long dreamwidth pdf/mobi 25000+
december 2017 by chellexxx

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Forgiving the Past, Finding the Future

Jensen Ackles & Jared Padalecki were once best friends and high school sweethearts in their small hometown of Paxton, Texas. They had plans to run away to start college & their life together on their terms until the night of graduation when betrayal and lies ruined those plans.

A decade later found Jared returning back to the town he hated & finding himself confronted by Jensen, the man he believes lied and used him. Jensen wants answers as to why Jared not only ran away without any explanation but also now hates him.

Upon learning the truth of that fateful night, Jensen uses some unconventional methods and his job as sheriff to get Jared to listen. He realizes he also has some listening to do as some of what Jared's done comes to light.

The former flames must come to grips with their pasts and the events that led to their breakup. They will have to learn to forgive in order to heal and start moving forward towards a future they both still want.

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RPS RPS!AU Slash Big!Bang Jared/Jensen First!Time Previous!Relationship Angst Hurt/Sick!Boys hurt!Jared Beaten HighSchool!AU Agent/Police Agent/Police!Jensen Person-Christian!Kane Person-Chad!Michael!Murray Person-Tom!Welling Person-Michael!Rosenbaum Secret Long archiveofourown 35000+ Hooker!Jared Prostitution/Hustling hurt!Jensen
august 2017 by chellexxx

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The Winchester Identity

A tall and handsome doctor is kidnapped by a mysterious green-eyed man who has no memory—but who definitely has a past. The J2 AU version of "The Bourne Identity".

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http://zuben-fic.livejournal.com/62911.html

Jared and Jensen are trying to get on with their new lives under witness protection. But a simple request for assistance pulls them into a complicated and dangerous world, bringing back ghosts from the past and threatening to break them apart.
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RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time 1st!meeting Epic Angst Hurt/Sick!Boys hurt!Sam hurt!Jared hurt!Jensen Hospitalized!Boys Spies Agent/Police!Jensen Undercover/Secret!Identity Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show 200000+ livejournal pdf/mobi Abducted Abducted!Jared Torture Sam/Jensen Medical!Professional!Jared Medical!Professional Amnesia Amnesia!Jensen Emotionally!hurt Emotionally!hurt!Jared Emotionally!hurt!Jensen top!Jared Bottom!Jared Movie-The!Bourne!Identity GSW Brain/Head!injury
august 2017 by chellexxx

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In retrospect (I’d rather have been a poet. Or a farmer.)

“It’s in the car,” Jared said, slightly sheepishly.
Jensen’s look spoke volumes.
“What? It was just an errand.” Jared said, shrugging. “You shouldn’t need automatic weapons just to go to the bank. And anyway. You always do the shooting. I do the talking. The planning. The charming.”
Jensen snorted indelicately. “Thank you, 007.”
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RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen Big!Bang 20000+ Long archiveofourown Undercover/Secret!Identity Agent/Police!Jensen Agent/Police!Jared kick!ass!Jensen kick!ass!Jared Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan First!Time Jared/Alexis Person-Alexis!Bledel Abducted Abducted!Jensen Person-Steve!Carlson Jensen/Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan Jensen/Steve Non-Con Hurt/Sick!Boys hurt!Jensen Abused Abused!Jensen Person-Chad!Michael!Murray top!Jared Spies Slow!Burn
may 2017 by chellexxx

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A chance meeting at a deserted motel pool. A lesson in swimming, a white shirt and a name. Sometimes it's the small things that have the greatest impact...
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RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen Angst Porn Domestic!Violence Abused Short livejournal 5000+ First!Time Dub-Con Non-Con Addiction Addict!Jensen Hurt/Sick!Boys hurt!Jensen 1st!meeting
april 2017 by chellexxx

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AU. A hot summer day, a freak accident and a small group of people determined to save a life.
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http://archiveofourown.org/works/997613

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen Established!Relationship Hurt/Sick!Boys hurt!Jensen Trapped Angst Leg!broken/injured Person-Christian!Kane Person-Aldis!Hodge Person-Beth!Riesgraf archiveofourown 10000+ Short livejournal Musician Musician!Jensen
april 2017 by chellexxx

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I Don't Care If I Never Get Back

When a stranger barges into Jensen’s apartment and insists he must take Jensen to a major league baseball game, Jensen’s first, second, and third impulses are to kick the guy out on his ass. But if he can just get past that third, Jensen may find he can make it home. ... 28,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/8412508

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time 1st!meeting Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show Movie-Field!of!Dreams Bottom!Jared Famous/notFamous Famous!Jensen Actor Actor!Jensen Abducted Abducted!Jensen Ranch/Farm Rancher/Cowboy Rancher/Cowboy!Jared Hurt/Sick!Boys hurt!Jensen Leg!broken/injured Permanent!Injury!Jensen Permanent!Injury Memories/Flashback Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles Person-Aldis!Hodge RPS!Family Romance pining!Jared pining!Jensen hurt!Jared Medical!Professional archiveofourown livejournal Long 25000+ Baseball Sport
april 2017 by chellexxx

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Walking A Tightrope

Jensen Ackles was pulled into an ocean of drugs and prostitution by a mother who was already drowning in it.
Jared Padalecki started sticking his fingers down his throat in response to a world that insisted anyone who wasn't rail-thin was ugly.
They both meet under terrible circumstances and find themselves doing their best to put the broken pieces of each other back together again. But things like that are easier said than done. ...... 80,159

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Angst Hurt/Sick!Boys hurt!Jared hurt!Jensen Depression Addiction Addict!Jensen Addict!Jared Self!Harm Hooker!Jensen Prostitution/Hustling Student!Jared Student!Jensen Depraved!Humans Person-Sandy!McCoy Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles Sad archiveofourown 75000+ Epic
april 2017 by chellexxx

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Forty-Three Days

The stress of filming the last four episodes of season 3 have caught up with Jensen, who blames his hallucinations on Dean's emotional roller coaster and his own lack of sleep. But a short break between the season finale and the shooting of his new movie fails to improve his mental state. He abandons the movie and becomes a recluse in Vancouver, fearing for his own sanity. Once he realizes that the hallucinations are real, and there's more than just his sanity at stake, Jensen contacts Jared, who may be the only person able to understand what Jensen's going through. Jared arrives in Vancouver just in time to save Jensen's life, but the danger threatening Jensen remains. Their lives become a race against time, and the show has brought them more than they'd bargained for. Jared has to keep Jensen alive for 43 days. Can they make it? ..... 70,806

RPS RPS!Non-AU Slash Jared/Jensen Season!3 316 livejournal Season!4 Angst 50000+ Emotionally!hurt Emotionally!hurt!Jensen First!Time pdf/mobi top!Jared Bottom!Jared Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts Depression Hurt/Sick!Boys hurt!Jensen Long
april 2017 by chellexxx

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Ridin' the Storm Out

Jensen hasn't had the best of luck in love so when his best friend Christian wants to set him up on a blind date with his buddy Jared, he decides to go ahead and give it a shot. When the night ends up a disaster he falls right back into the arms of his abusive ex-boyfriend. Will they be able to get through to Jensen before it's too late? Will he even want them to? You'll have to read it to find out!
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RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Hurt/Sick!Boys hurt!Jensen Person-Christian!Kane Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles Person-Steve!Carlson Person-Chad!Michael!Murray Person-Misha!Collins Person-Julie!McNiven Abused Abused!Jensen Domestic!Violence Person-Tom!Welling Jensen/Tom Angst 25000+ Long archiveofourown
april 2017 by chellexxx

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The Life and Times of Lois Lane

It’s not easy being married to a superhero. In fact, as Jensen’s learning, it’s nearly impossible. 20,100

http://archiveofourown.org/works/1007988

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen Superhero!Jared Superhero Big!Bang livejournal pdf/mobi 20000+ Long Bondage Abducted Person-Christian!Kane Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles Person-Misha!Collins Hurt/Sick!Boys hurt!Jensen Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan Person-Samantha!Smith Friends!to!Lovers First!Time Powers!Jared Angst Undercover/Secret!Identity top!Jared Criminal/Mafia archiveofourown
april 2017 by chellexxx

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When Jensen breaks his arm while helping Jared to paint his new house, Jared returns the favor with a surprise for Jensen and taking care of him. Will it be enough for both men to finally see that they belong together? 13.730

RPS RPS!Non-AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time pining!Jared pining!Jensen Hurt/Sick!Boys hurt!Jensen Arm!broken/injured Domestic!fic Romance Season!3 10000+ Short livejournal
march 2017 by chellexxx

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A Texas cop saves the life of the king of Montovia and is rewarded 55,374

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Royalty Royal!Jared Agent/Police Agent/Police!Jensen Person-Christian!Kane Long 50000+ archiveofourown Person-Tom!Welling Hurt/Sick!Boys hurt!Jensen Bodyguard!Jensen Parent/Guardian!Jensen Kid!fic Parent/Guardian!Jared
march 2017 by chellexxx

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Accidents will happen

Jared is a guardian angel moonlighting as a handy man, Jensen
is a very accident prone human. Zaniness ensues. Cue schmoop and various
times Jensen has his life saved by the handyman he is secretly crushing
on. Prefer top Jared if it gets to that. ..... 4,100

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Angel!Jared hurt!Jensen Humour archiveofourown livejournal Writer!Author Writer!Jensen Schmoop 1000+ Short Powers!Jared Hurt/Sick!Boys Person-Felicia!Day
june 2016 by chellexxx

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Wreck of the Day

The boys are driving somewhere and get into an accident - the
car rolls and lands in a ditch filled with water. Jensen is trapped and
Jared has to keep his head above water until help arrives. ..... 2,858

RPS RPS!Non-AU Slash Jared/Jensen Car!Accident hurt!Jensen Trapped Schmoop Angst Established!Relationship Insecurity 1000+ Short livejournal hurt!Jared Hurt/Sick!Boys
february 2016 by chellexxx

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Lifetime in a Second

When Jensen Ackles is sent to prison for assault, he meets
Jared Padalecki and learns that some events can change your life in a
second. .... 5.844

http://archiveofourown.org/works/275062?view_adult=true

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time 1st!meeting Prison/Jail Criminal!Jensen Criminal!Jared top!Jared Schmoop Romance Cabin!fic hurt!Jensen Beaten pining!Jared pining!Jensen 5000+ Short livejournal archiveofourown Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show Hurt/Sick!Boys Movie-The!Shawshank!Redemption
february 2016 by chellexxx

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To Feel You Underneath My Skin

The Few, The Proud, The Brave, and The Bonded. The Marines have
called one Jared Padalecki to Taipei Taiwan to be part of an infantry
branch that fights the rebel factions and renegade militia of the
People's Republic of China. His XTRA gene just means he's got one more
reason to sign up, and he's prepared for anything. That is, until he
meets Sergeant Jensen Ackles and everything goes to shit. Jared never
imagined that bonding meant so much. Jensen never thought he'd find
another person in the world who fit him quite like his first. They both
have a lot to learn about what it means to be a part of The Few, The
Proud, and The Brave, and what it means to be a bonded pair, fighting
not just for their own lives, but each other's as well. ... 33,000

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Big!Bang Armed!Forces Armed!Forces!Jensen Armed!Forces!Jared Steve/Chris Mike/Tom 25000+ Long livejournal pdf/mobi Bonding Prostitution/Hustling Neglect Powers!Jared hurt!Jared hurt!Jensen Angst Hooker!Jared Abused Abused!Jared Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Person-Chad!Michael!Murray Person-Christian!Kane Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles Person-Michael!Rosenbaum Person-Tom!Welling Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki Person-Steve!Carlson Person-Sophia!Bush Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan
february 2016 by chellexxx

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Ex-cop Jensen likes to watch. There's no harm in it. But when
the latest object of his obsession disappears, he finds himself getting
involved in something that goes way beyond a missing person's case. Can
he find Jared and keep him safe while they try to figure out what the
hell the kid has gotten himself mixed up in? And without Jared finding
out why Jensen is in his life in the first place? .... 75,851

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Big!Bang Voyeurism pining!Jensen PTSD top!Jared Bottom!Jared Torture Abducted Abducted!Jared Agent/Police Agent/Police!Jensen hurt!Jared hurt!Jensen Angst Leg!broken/injured 75000+ Epic livejournal archiveofourown Hurt/Sick!Boys Permanent!Injury!Jared Person-Chad!Michael!Murray Person-Christian!Kane Person-Aldis!Hodge Person-Mark!Pellegrino Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan
february 2016 by chellexxx

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Jared Padalecki was sixteen when Earth was invaded, shattering
the world as he knew it. A year later, he was stunned when the leader of
the human resistance, Jensen Ackles, was captured by the aliens,
crushing the humans' last gasp of hope. Since then, Jared has made it
his life's mission to rescue and restore Jensen, even if he never
expects to get the chance to do either. But when that chance
unexpectedly comes, Jared has to overcome the obstacles that he's put in
his own way before he can work with his former hero, who's been a
captive for years. If they can overcome the ways they've both been
changed, they might be able to figure out a way to stop the invaders and
maybe even save the world. ... 64,263

Sequel

http://zuben-fic.livejournal.com/95304.html

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Alien post!Apocalypse hurt!Jensen Abducted Abducted!Jensen Big!Bang Mind!Reading kick!ass!Jared 50000+ Long livejournal Angst SciFi/Fantasy!AU Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts Hurt/Sick!Boys Person-Chad!Michael!Murray Person-Mark!Pellegrino Medical!Professional!Jared Person-Christian!Kane Person-Sophia!Bush Person-Aldis!Hodge Undercover/Secret!Identity
february 2016 by chellexxx

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Stranded on a ship in the middle of snowfields in New York,
Jared and Jensen only have each other to get warm for they certainly
can’t count on some angry and confused ship crew or loose, hungry
wolves.

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Trapped Mother!Nature Blizzard/Snow hurt!Jensen livejournal 5000+ Short Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show Movie-The!Day!After!Tomorrow Natural!Disaster Hurt/Sick!Boys
january 2016 by chellexxx

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RPS based on the movie Avatar. Marine Jensen Ackles thinks his
life is over when he becomes paralyzed in the course of duty, but when
his twin brother is killed in a robbery everything changes. Struggling
to make sense of his loss, Jensen decides to take his brother's place in
a mission on the distant moon of Pandora, where a private corporation
has a large mining concern. New cutting-edge technology allows Jensen to
form a psychic link with an avatar — an artificially-grown body
composed of the DNA of both humans and the Na'vi, the aliens native to
Pandora— and thus interact directly with the otherwise hostile, if
beautiful planet. In exchange for the spinal surgery that will allow him
to regain the use of his legs, Jensen agrees to infiltrate the Na'vi.
Once he's there, though, he becomes close with the tribe, particularly
the chief's son, Jared, his guide and mentor. Under Jared's tutelage, a
whole new world opens up for Jensen, along with the first blossom of
love. ...... 96,645

http://archiveofourown.org/works/222196/chapters/335644

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time SciFi/Fantasy!AU Angst Big!Bang Paralysis hurt!Jensen Armed!Forces Armed!Forces!Jensen Bonding Homophobia Epic livejournal 75000+ top!Jared Insecurity Alien!Jared Jensen/ofc archiveofourown Alien Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show Hurt/Sick!Boys Movie-Avatar
january 2016 by chellexxx

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"We've been traveling over rocky ground"

“Times are rough and the future is not as brilliant as people
hoped it would be. Half the country’s a desert the other half constantly
fighting winter. Access to technology is restricted, watched over by a
corrupt government and people have turned back to a simpler way of life.
Jensen’s a rancher with a ranch that hangs on a by threat. He struggles
to make ends meet. Now someone powerful wants to take away what has
been in his family for generations. His land. And that someone is
willing to kill. Jared’s a rebel, in the truest sense of the word. He
fights for freedom, against half of the government and is always, always
on the front line. But then a mission turns too hot and Jared’s forced
into hiding. As luck will have it he ends up as a ranch hand on Jensen’s
isolated land in the mountains. Fighting the same enemy is, what pushes
them together in the end.” .. 37.000

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Ranch/Farm Rancher/Cowboy!Jensen hurt!Jensen Romance post!Apocalypse Angst Big!Bang Mother!Nature Rancher/Cowboy!Jared Long 35000+ livejournal Rancher/Cowboy Hurt/Sick!Boys pdf/mobi Person-Steve!Carlson Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles Person-Jim!Beaver RPS!Family Undercover/Secret!Identity kick!ass!Jared
january 2016 by chellexxx

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The Nature of My Game

Jensen is a desk jockey in the Bureau of Organized Crime
(B.O.C.), building a case on mob boss James Patrick Stuart with the help
of undercover officer Danneel Harris, a surveillance team in the field,
and a few confidential informants. Jared is the narcotics officer that
impedes the operation with an interest in one of Stuart's new associates
and worms his way under Jensen's skin after what could've been just a
one-night stand. With a host of police officers on Stuart's payroll,
Jensen's doing his best to keep B.O.C.'s operation under wraps to see it
through to the very end. A possibly messy, violent end. ... 28,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/3148442/chapters/6831041

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time 1st!meeting Agent/Police!Jensen Agent/Police!Jared top!Jared Local!LEOS/FBI Criminal/Mafia hurt!Jared hurt!Jensen Hospitalized!Boys Car!Accident GSW Friends!With!Benefits archiveofourown livejournal Long 25000+ Agent/Police Hurt/Sick!Boys Undercover/Secret!Identity Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles Person-Michael!Rosenbaum Person-Mark!Pellegrino Person-Rob!Benedict Person-Jake!Abel Person-Richard!Speight!Jr Person-Kim!Rhodes Person-Matt!Cohen Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan
january 2016 by chellexxx

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Jared and Jensen are more than just co-stars but best friends
for life. So when Jensen is finally ready to tell Jared his biggest
secret, he never expects to be insulted and deprecated. Deeply hurt,
Jensen leaves, only to be terminally injured in an accident. Coming to
his senses, Jared regrets what has happened. While he struggles with his
bad conscience and prepares for Jensen´s death, he meets a young woman
who gives Jared the chance to make everything right again. If Jared can
fulfill four tasks in four years, Jensen´s life will be spared. Jared,
who would do everything to save Jensen´s life, agrees. His tasks brings
him to Shadowland, a place like Earth, but desolate, cold, and lonely.
Invisible in real world and struggling with Jensen´s fate and the
terrible role he played in the accident, all Jared has left are the
occasional visits he pays Jensen and the hope that he can make things
right again. ..... 58.832

RPS RPS!Non-AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Angst hurt!Jensen hurt!Jared Homophobia Confession sick!Jared Deal Big!Bang Schmoop Romance Emotionally!hurt Emotionally!hurt!Jared Emotionally!hurt!Jensen 50000+ Long livejournal Paralysis Separated!Boys Alone/Separated Separated!Boys Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts Hurt/Sick!Boys
january 2016 by chellexxx

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Operation: Mistletoe

FBI Agent Jensen Ackles is a damn good agent, but his
devil-may-care attitude, gut instinct, and sheer dumb luck have finally
run out. With his job and reputation on the line, Jensen is assigned to a
new partner: the overzealous and overachieving Agent Jared Padalecki.
Their mission: Infiltrate a ring of drug dealers hiding out in Suburbia
in the midst of the Holiday season. The only catch? They have to pretend
to be head-over-heels in love with each other. ..... 39,965

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Agent/Police!Jensen Agent/Police!Jared asshole!Jensen Pretend/Mistaken/Couple Domestic!fic Christmas kick!ass!Jensen kick!ass!Jared Angst Schmoop Humour drugged!Jared Slow!Burn Living!Together 35000+ archiveofourown Long Bed!Sharing pining!Jared Case!fic Local!LEOS/FBI 1st!meeting Work!Together Under!the!Influence hurt!Jared hurt!Jensen Jealous!Jensen Possessive!Jensen Bottom!Jared Agent/Police Hurt/Sick!Boys One!Hates!The!Other!At!First Undercover/Secret!Identity Person-Alona!Tal Person-Chad!Michael!Murray Person-Christian!Kane Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles Person-Misha!Collins Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki Person-Katie!Cassidy Person-Stephen!Amell Person-Samantha!Ferris Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan
january 2016 by chellexxx

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Not Made of Bronze

Jared Padalecki has lived all his life in his small home town
of Prairie Winds, Texas; a place where routine and gossip reign. Left
behind to run his parents’ hardware store, Jared has become disheartened
with his life and its prospects. But when the charming and enigmatic
Jensen Ackles moves to town, it’s his friends who show him that there
are things worth fighting for and that his future is not written in
stone. All is not what it seems though when strange and deadly
occurrences begin to plague the town: Mr. Thompson, the sweet old man
that used to be his teacher, wakes up one morning mumbling incoherent
phrases and stabs himself in the throat. The animals on a nearby farm
all mysteriously drop dead and Jared's best friend nearly loses her life
and that of her child’s. It’s all connected to the house at 1122
Peacock Street; the house that holds the town's darkest secrets. The
house that Jensen has inherited and hopes could be an escape from the
darkness of his past .. 44k

RPS!AU RPS Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Big!Bang hurt!Jensen pdf/mobi Jensen/Tom Jensen/Danneel top!Jared Bottom!Jared Angst Possessed!Jensen guilty!Jensen 35000+ Long livejournal Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles Person-Tom!Welling Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki Person-Aldis!Hodge Person-Katie!Cassidy
november 2015 by chellexxx

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Misha and Richard have just returned from their friends'
wedding reception. A rejected marriage proposal later, both are upset
with one another. Their problems soon worsen when three people in masks
start to terrorize them after a woman shows up at their door twice,
asking for a person who isn't there. After being brutalized, forced to
watch their friend being killed, and left for dead, can Jared and Jensen
save Misha and Richard or is it all over for them?

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen Angst Big!Bang hurt!Jared hurt!Jensen hurt!OC Torture Length!Unknown Emotionally!hurt Emotionally!hurt!Jared Emotionally!hurt!Jensen livejournal Depraved!Humans Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show Hurt/Sick!Boys Person-Misha!Collins Person-Richard!Speight!Jr
november 2015 by chellexxx

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Jensen and Jared are trapped in their building after a tornado, so now they have to tell each other how they feel. ... 4,176

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Living!Together Friends!to!Lovers pining!Jared pining!Jensen Mother!Nature Trapped hurt!Jensen 1000+ Short archiveofourown Schmoop Memories/Flashback HighSchool!AU Tornado Natural!Disaster Hurt/Sick!Boys
september 2015 by chellexxx

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Debts Owed, Lives Gambled

Jared Packalecki’s life is rudely interrupted when his father
“loans” him to a ruthless casino owner in exchange for canceling his
debt to the establishment. The young man reluctantly goes after his
father threatens to hand over his little sister instead. When Jared
meets Jensen Ackles, owner of The Open Road Casino, he is prepared to
hate the man who took his father’s offer and now essentially owns him
for the next six months. Jensen is rumored to be one of the most
cold-hearted men in the gambling business. But Jared soon learns that
appearances can be deceiving. .... 271,313

RPS RPS!AU RPS!Family Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Bottom!Jared Virginity hurt!Jared Non-Con Arranged!Marriage/Forced!Relationship Romance Angst Bondage asshole!Jensen 200000+ Epic archiveofourown Hurt/Sick!Boys One!Hates!The!Other!At!First Person-Chad!Michael!Murray Person-Christian!Kane Person-Aldis!Hodge Person-Mark!Pellegrino Person-Samantha!Smith Person-Misha!Collins Wealthy/Not!Wealthy Wealthy!Jensen Abducted Abused Abducted!Jensen hurt!Jensen Abused!Jared Abused!Jensen Kink-Toys Kink-Obedience D/s
september 2015 by chellexxx

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F.B.I. agent Jared Padalecki works in the L.A. Under cover Unit
as a handler. He has fallen in love with the under cover agent he looks
after but has never met. Now Jared is engaged in a race against time
and across L.A. To get to him before it’s too late. Can Agent Jensen
Ackles hang on long enough, to finally meet Jared. .. 9,000+

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen Agent/Police!Jensen Agent/Police!Jared hurt!Jensen 5000+ Short archiveofourown Agent/Police Hurt/Sick!Boys Undercover/Secret!Identity Person-Christian!Kane Person-Michael!Rosenbaum Person-Tom!Welling
september 2015 by chellexxx

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The badge of his identity

Jensen Ackles is for Jared the perfect way to rise to the rank
of most sought-after courtesan of his time. But when Jensen becomes a
lot more than that and carves himself a special place in his life,
Jared's not sure he can handle the pressure. This is Jensen and Jared's
lives, over the course of ten years ; how they find themselves and each
other, and make it work. .... 69,112

http://archiveofourown.org/works/4455638/chapters/10123565

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Jared/Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan Jared/omc Hooker!Jared Historical Threesome Prostitution/Hustling Non-Con Bottom!Jared hurt!Jared hurt!Jensen Politics 50000+ Long Big!Bang livejournal archiveofourown Depraved!Humans Hurt/Sick!Boys Person-Chad!Michael!Murray Person-Misha!Collins Person-Tahmoh!Penikett Person-Ty!Olsen Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan
september 2015 by chellexxx

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The Crown Resurrected

Jared and Jensen are both noble princes. But while Jared is the
successful conqueror, Jensen is mistaken for a bed slave. He is
stripped of his past and thrown into a present full of pain and hurt.
And his future will only bear death and destruction. Jared is drawn to
the mysterious man in his bedroom. He could use him, but doesn't want
to; he wants to love him, but dares not to touch him. He tries to save
his live, but instead Jared hurts him worse than ever. Maybe, though -
maybe together they can heal each ,, 20,607

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Slave!fic Non-Con hurt!Jensen Royalty Royal!Jared Royal!Jensen Big!Bang Angst Torture 20000+ Long archiveofourown Depraved!Humans Hurt/Sick!Boys Person-Tahmoh!Penikett Person-Matt!Cohen
september 2015 by chellexxx

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Drifting Hearts

J2 version of Shelter. Jensen gave up his dreams of going to
art college in favour of looking after his family. For two years he's
convinced himself that this is all he wants, all he needs, or at least
he had. But then Jared comes home. .... 14,500

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Artist!Jensen Schmoop Romance RPS!Family hurt!Jensen Angst 10000+ Short livejournal Artist Movie-Shelter Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show Hurt/Sick!Boys
september 2015 by chellexxx

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"Stop Me If You've Heard This One"

All comic book store clerk Jensen Ackles wanted for his
birthday was an uninterrupted viewing of the three Lord of the Rings
movies at his local cinema. He wasn't expecting a tall, dark haired
stranger with pockets full of candy and for his life to change so...
dramatically. .... 8,870

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Hooker!Jared Store hurt!Jensen 5000+ Short livejournal hurt!Jared BookStore Movie-True!Romance Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show Hurt/Sick!Boys
september 2015 by chellexxx

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The two stars of Supernatural are about at the end of their
rope with Misha's so-called jokes and humor after events in Seattle.
When some of Misha's fans take his comments to heart things go too far
and it's Jensen who pays the price as he's kidnapped leaving Jared
furious and worried and the season finale up in the air as the one
person who could help locate the missing actor doesn't really want to.
..... 30,270

RPS RPS!Non-AU Slash Jared/Jensen Established!Relationship Season!10 Angst On!Set Abducted Abducted!Jensen hurt!Jensen Emotionally!hurt Emotionally!hurt!Jared fan!fiction Text/Email/Internet Convention 25000+ Hospitalized!Boys Long archiveofourown Depraved!Humans Hurt/Sick!Boys Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles Person-Eric!Kripke Person-Misha!Collins Person-Mark!Sheppard Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan
september 2015 by chellexxx

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I now pronounce you ....

Jared and Jensen are best friends who got married as a last
resort to ensure they had somewhere to live for their last year of
college due to being kicked out of their dorm thanks to the loveable
resident douchebag Chad Murray. It was supposed to be a quick fix for a
messy situation... What they got however was something that neither of
them could have ever expected. .... 103,000

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time College!AU Living!Together Friends!to!Lovers Pretend/Mistaken/Couple RPS!Family hurt!Jensen top!Jared GSW Hospitalized!Boys Angst Separated!Boys Parent/Guardian!Jensen Parent/Guardian!Jared Kid!fic Bartender!Jensen Writer!Jared teacher!Jensen Coffee!Shop/Cafe Barista!Jensen pdf/mobi Secret Emotionally!hurt Emotionally!hurt!Jared Emotionally!hurt!Jensen asshole!Jensen Epic 100000+ Student!Jared Student!Jensen Homophobia Teacher Barista Bartender Vacation Hurt/Sick!Boys Person-Chad!Michael!Murray Person-Christian!Kane Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles Person-Misha!Collins Person-Sandy!McCoy archiveofourown
september 2015 by chellexxx

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Fractured Pieces of You and Me

Jensen is struggling with the storyline for season six. An
accident on set leaves Jensen without his memories, has him believing
he’s Dean and has Jared struggling between trying to get his
co-star/best friend/boyfriend back and trying to keep Dean from leaving
him for good. ... 30,407
http://archiveofourown.org/works/4452074

RPS RPS!Non-AU Slash Jared/Jensen Established!Relationship Angst hurt!Jensen On!Set Brain/Head!injury Amnesia Amnesia!Jensen Hospitalized!Boys Season!6 Big!Bang Character!Bleed RPS!Family top!Jared Living!Together Emotionally!hurt Emotionally!hurt!Jared Bottom!Jared archiveofourown livejournal Long 25000+ Hurt/Sick!Boys Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles Person-Misha!Collins Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki Person-Jim!Beaver
august 2015 by chellexxx

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What happens now

When he was sixteen Jensen Ackles was arrested and convicted of
the brutal rape of his eleven year old neighbor. There was no evidence,
no proof that he was even there being openly gay in a small Texas town
was proof enough. After six years of torture at the hands of the other
prisoners, there is finally proof of his innocence and he is released to
a world that still sees him as a pedophile. .... 59,124

http://archiveofourown.org/works/4478537/chapters/10180571

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Big!Bang pdf/mobi Angst top!Jared Prison/Jail hurt!Jensen Memories/Flashback Emotionally!hurt Emotionally!hurt!Jensen Non-Con Lawyer Local!LEOS/FBI Mike/Tom asshole!Jared RPS!Family 50000+ Long livejournal Living!Together Depraved!Humans Hurt/Sick!Boys One!Hates!The!Other!At!First Person-Chad!Michael!Murray Person-Christian!Kane Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles Person-Eric!Kripke Person-Michael!Rosenbaum Person-Tom!Welling Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan archiveofourown
august 2015 by chellexxx

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All Jensen wants is a fresh start. He didn’t, however, expect
to find it in the only other survivor of their bus wreck while stranded
in Northern Maine in a blizzard. ..... 16,378

http://archiveofourown.org/works/4315116

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time 1st!meeting Car!Accident hurt!Jared hurt!Jensen Trapped Mother!Nature Angst pining!Jensen top!Jared Hospitalized!Boys pdf/mobi 15000+ Long livejournal Blizzard/Snow Hurt/Sick!Boys archiveofourown
july 2015 by chellexxx

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Free As My Hair

Jensen has had a crush on his superhero partner Jared for what
feels like forever. But when they try to take on a supervillain with
mind control powers, it could be the end of everything for them.

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time SciFi/Fantasy!AU Powers!Jensen Powers!Jared Under!the!Influence Dub-Con Possessed!Jared guilty!Jared hurt!Jensen pining!Jensen 5000+ Short livejournal Superhero Superhero!Jared Superhero!Jensen Hurt/Sick!Boys
april 2015 by chellexxx

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Turn up the Bright Lights

Emotionally and physically hurt after an accident that killed
his best friend, Jensen is confined to his house. He finds unexpected
solace in Jared, the man delivering his groceries. But Jensen may be too
scarred by what happened to ever let things progress with Jared. ....
13,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/472980

Store pdf/mobi livejournal Short 10000+ Slow!Burn Agent/Police!Jensen Student!Jared pining!Jensen PTSD Emotionally!hurt!Jensen Memories/Flashback Car!Accident Leg!broken/injured hurt!Jensen Schmoop Romance First!Time Jared/Jensen Slash RPS!Family RPS!AU RPS Agent/Police Hurt/Sick!Boys Kitten/Cat archiveofourown
march 2015 by chellexxx

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Making It Home for Christmas

Jensen's trying to get back to Austin for Christmas when
something happens that may delay him permanently and may also directly
affect not only Jared but also the show. ......

Jared's in Austin planning for Christmas when he wakes up with what
he thought was nightmare until Jensen's father arrives on his door with
some news he's not prepared for and rushes back to Vancouver. ....
19,112

Schmoop Bottom!Jared hurt!Jensen Long archiveofourown 15000+ RPS!Family Separated!Boys Car!Accident Christmas Angst Established!Relationship Jared/Jensen RPS!Non-AU RPS Hurt/Sick!Boys Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki
march 2015 by chellexxx

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The Gemini Chronicles

In the three-thousand years after Terra, humanity flourished in
a Golden Age of prosperity and happiness. Until the silicates. No means
to communicate, no method for diplomacy, mankind fought back against
the onslaught with all they had, but they were slowly losing the war. At
the brink of extinction, man's greatest hope lies with two young men
who's extraordinary abilities have shockingly and violently awoken. ...
107,700

http://archiveofourown.org/series/24097

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen SciFi/Fantasy!AU hurt!Jensen Angst Big!Bang pdf/mobi Powers!Jensen Powers!Jared livejournal 100000+ Epic Bottom!Jared Hurt/Sick!Boys archiveofourown
december 2014 by chellexxx

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What You Should Know

Jared is a mechanic in a small Texan town with a big secret.
Jensen, a Staff Sergeant in the US Marine Corps, is that secret. ...
16,763

http://archiveofourown.org/works/2801888/chapters/6289592?view_adult=true

Armed!Forces!Jensen RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen Established!Relationship Secret Angst Armed!Forces Mechanic Mechanic!Jared RPS!Family pining!Jared hurt!Jensen Sad Shy!Jared Bottom!Jared Romance 15000+ livejournal Long archiveofourown Someone!Finds!Out Hurt/Sick!Boys
december 2014 by chellexxx

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When It All Comes Crashing Down

Based on the film Die Hard. Detective Jared Padalecki is
visiting his estranged lover Jensen Ackles; an invitation to a high
profile party at the company Jensen moved away to work for. There may be
tension between the men but nothing prepares them for the chaos that is
about to break out around them. .... 15,000

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen Established!Relationship pdf/mobi hurt!Jared Arm!broken/injured Agent/Police!Jared Separated!Boys GSW hurt!Jensen hurt!OC livejournal 15000+ Long Hold!Up Depraved!Humans Agent/Police Movie-Die!Hard Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show Hurt/Sick!Boys Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan
november 2014 by chellexxx

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that's what I do

AU. Jensen's been kidnapped, and rescue comes in the form of a tall stranger. .... 890

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time 1st!meeting Abducted Abducted!Jensen hurt!Jensen Short under!1000 livejournal kick!ass!Jared Depraved!Humans Hurt/Sick!Boys
october 2014 by chellexxx

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In a future torn apart by war, Jared and Jensen were two
orphans just trying to survive in the filthy slums of Dallas, Texas. But
when Jared was kidnapped and nearly sold to a prostitution ring, Jensen
signed himself over to the military’s Supersoldier program, effectively
giving up his life and his memories so that the government would keep
Jared safe. Now, fourteen years later, Scout Padalecki has arrived on a
military base in Boulder, Colorado, intent on finding a Supersoldier
with hazel-green eyes, but when he meets Captain Ackles, it quickly
becomes apparent that things aren’t going to be as easy as he’d hoped.
Struggling with his own emotions and a Jensen who doesn’t remember who
he is, Jared must find a way to save them both – before the war destroys
everything they’ve worked so hard to build. ... 70,000

Armed!Forces!Jensen RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Previous!Relationship post!Apocalypse hurt!Jared Angst Big!Bang livejournal 50000+ Long Homeless!Jared Homeless!Jensen Abducted Abducted!Jared Prostitution/Hustling Armed!Forces kick!ass!Jensen Amnesia Amnesia!Jensen Bottom!Jared hurt!Jensen Depraved!Humans Homeless Hurt/Sick!Boys Person-Alona!Tal Person-Christian!Kane Person-Misha!Collins Person-Aldis!Hodge Person-Katie!Cassidy Person-Jake!Abel Person-Samantha!Ferris Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan
september 2014 by chellexxx

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Spring 1994. When a silver Lexus pulls up to the curb
sixteen-year-old Jensen thinks it’s just another job, thinks he’ll crawl
out of the backseat with someone’s taste in his mouth, a wad of bills
in his hands and another memory he doesn’t want. He thinks he’ll return
to his silent and trusting Jared with someone else’s scent on his skin
and tomorrow’s meal in his pocket. It’s just a job, just another job…

RPS Slash RPS!AU Jared/Jensen Prostitution/Hustling First!Time Angst hurt!Jared Big!Bang Mute!Jared Homeless!Jensen Homeless!Jared Abused!Jensen Abused!Jared livejournal Length!Unknown hurt!Jensen Depraved!Humans Homeless Mute Abused Hurt/Sick!Boys
september 2014 by chellexxx

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Fighting For Him

28-year-old Jensen Ackles is fighting to escape his memories of
pain and abuse. He longs for someone who will love him, someone he can
trust. Someone like the mysterious soldier he’s been dreaming of since
childhood. Can the ghost of an ancestor who shares his name help him
while also fulfilling a promise he made 151 years ago? ... Captain Jared
Padalecki awakened in a world that was not his own. Before he can try
to sort things out, the spirit of his lover urges him to save a young
man from a murderer’s bullet: a young man who bears an amazing
resemblance to his lover, Jensen. ..... As Jensen’s past catches up to
him and puts his life in danger, Jared realizes he is falling for the
battered young man. The soldier realizes that to be true to himself, he
must fight for this boy even if it means making a choice that will break
his own heart. .... 145,501

Armed!Forces!Jared RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Big!Bang archiveofourown 100000+ Epic Abused!Jensen hurt!Jensen Armed!Forces top!Jared Time!Travel Memories/Flashback Non-Con Angst Depraved!Humans Abused Hurt/Sick!Boys Person-Christian!Kane Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles
september 2014 by chellexxx

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Detective Padalecki starts afresh with a new job at a precinct
in San Fransisco and within days he's pulled into a game of life and
death ... 35,000

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen Agent/Police!Jared Bottom!Jared livejournal Angst First!Time Romance hurt!Jensen GSW top!Jared Long 35000+ pdf/mobi Medical!Professional!Jensen Case!fic Hospitalized!Boys Mike/Tom Depraved!Humans Agent/Police Hurt/Sick!Boys Person-Christian!Kane Person-Michael!Rosenbaum Person-Tom!Welling Person-Steve!Carlson Person-Sandy!McCoy Person-Sophia!Bush Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan
september 2014 by chellexxx

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It's All Happening at the Zoo

Sick of spending the summer in a sweltering amusement park
kitchen, Jared applies to work in the Admissions department at
ZooAmerica. When he meets zoo intern Jensen, the two connect almost
immediately. Surrounded by a colorful cast of zookeepers and part-time
employees, Jared and Jensen carry on a secret romantic relationship.
When Jared wants to make their secret relationship public, sparks
fly--and not the good kind. However, a serious accident soon forces
Jared to reevaluate his priorities. .... 30,205

http://archiveofourown.org/series/132345

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Secret !College livejournal Big!Bang 25000+ Long pdf/mobi Schmoop Romance hurt!Jensen Mother!Nature Hospitalized!Boys Heat/Summer Storm Zoo Hurt/Sick!Boys Person-Christian!Kane Person-Michael!Rosenbaum Person-Tom!Welling Person-Misha!Collins Person-Sandy!McCoy Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan archiveofourown
august 2014 by chellexxx

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A Ghost in Your Garden

A very loosely based AU of Season One of American Horror Story,
Romcom style. Jensen has suffered an accident, and moves into a new
home as a form of occupational and geographical therapy. He's surprised
on arrival to find that his house is haunted and that his relationship
is more damaged than he imagined. Luckily his new neighbor Jared is
there to help him deal with the mysteries of his new home, and pick up
the pieces of his broken life ... 42,467

http://archiveofourown.org/works/2038503/chapters/4426158

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Big!Bang Ghost Bottom!Jared 35000+ livejournal Long hurt!Jensen Leg!broken/injured Neighbour Jensen/Matt Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show Hurt/Sick!Boys Person-Christian!Kane Person-Misha!Collins Person-Aldis!Hodge Person-Matt!Cohen TV!Show-American!Horror!Story archiveofourown
august 2014 by chellexxx

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There's Beauty In the Broken

Jared works for his family's garden center as a landscape
designer in Los Olivos, CA. He loves his job working alongside his
sister Megan and his friend Stephen but at the end of the day he was no
one to come home to other than his dog, Harley. One day, a young woman
named Mackenzie walks into his shop and hires him to revive the grounds
of the estate she just bought nearby. Jared then meets her brother
Jensen, a reclusive former model and all around Hollywood bad boy who is
now confined to a wheelchair and angry at the world after his losing
his leg in a motorcycle accident. After taking the time to get to know
him a little better, Jared realizes that there is something about this
beautiful damaged man that he just can't get enough of. ...... 27,340

http://archiveofourown.org/works/2029164/chapters/4402104

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time RPS!Family Big!Bang 25000+ Long livejournal archiveofourown Bottom!Jared pining!Jared Boss/employee Famous/notFamous Famous!Jensen hurt!Jensen Leg!broken/injured Memories/Flashback Emotionally!hurt Emotionally!hurt!Jensen Wealthy/Not!Wealthy Wealthy!Jensen Boss!Jensen Hurt/Sick!Boys Person-Misha!Collins Person-Stephen!Amell Permanent!Injury Permanent!Injury!Jensen
august 2014 by chellexxx

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All Things Either Good or Ungood

FBI profiler Jared Padalecki has been searching for the man who
murdered his brother for over a decade. He gets his best lead yet in
the form of the killer's only known survivor -- a mysterious amnesiac
named Jensen. ... 16,971

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen Agent/Police!Jared Angst hurt!Jensen Memories/Flashback Emotionally!hurt Emotionally!hurt!Jared Emotionally!hurt!Jensen Abducted Abducted!Jensen Hospitalized!Boys 15000+ Long Jared/Jensen archiveofourown livejournal top!Jared Depraved!Humans Agent/Police Hurt/Sick!Boys Person-Misha!Collins Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan
july 2014 by chellexxx

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Shadows in His Eyes

For K-9 Officer Jared Padalecki, transferring from the San
Antonio police department to the elite L.A.P.D. was a dream come true.
He nearly forgets he’s in Hollywood until he responds to a 911 call that
brings him to the home of actor Jensen Ackles. It appeared that Jensen
had it all – a career was on fire and a loving, long-term relationship
with his partner, Mark. But then Jared uncovers the truth that Jensen
had been trying to hide, and the illusion comes crashing down. Can Jared
help Jensen break free of a life he’s convinced he deserves before it’s
too late, and in the process help them both find love? ... 45,121

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july 2014 by chellexxx

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All That I Need

Jared and Jensen have been best friends from the moment they
met. They've grown up together and always only had time for each other.
However, high school is different. Jensen discovers girls, or rather,
one girl in particular and so Jared spends his time sleeping with the
school idiot to completely ignore the fact that he's head over heels for
his best friend. Jared considers that he may like his friend a little
more than a friend but it pretty much blows up before it starts. Jensen
is going to be a father, and a single one at that. Jared makes the
painful decision to try and bury his feelings and be the friend that
he's always been. Jensen is straight, has a child to look after, a job
to hold down, a college to attend and grades to keep up. Jared doesn't
stand a chance. .. 26,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/1961223

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july 2014 by chellexxx

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"We were ordinary people until we became part of a tragedy. We
feel guilty for living when others have died. We come together because
unless you've been through what we've been through, you can't understand
what it's like to be us. We are the survivors." ~~~~ In the dark dreary
nights, when the storm is at its most fierce, the lighthouse burns
bright so the sailors can find their way home again. In life the same
light burns. This light is fueled with love, faith, and hope. And
through life’s most fierce storms these three burn their brightest so we
also can find our way home again.— Author Unknown ... 41,100

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july 2014 by chellexxx

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Worth the Fight

After a car accident leaves 17-year-old Jared comatose, he is
stuck in the middle of life and death with one other guy for company.
The more time he spends with the other man, Jared realizes that he's
starting to fall for him and is even more determined to recover so the
two can start their life together. But how do you start a life with
someone who's just waiting for the end?

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Coma Angst hurt!Jared hurt!Jensen Non-Con Self!Harm Length!Unknown livejournal Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts Hurt/Sick!Boys
july 2014 by chellexxx

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What's Done Is Never Done

Jensen's work isn't something most people would own to, or
admire. He has his reasons, but he also has his reasons for hiding and
lying. About everything. Unfortunately, his work is also dangerous
enough that Jared, his neighbour and occasional hook-up, is accidentally
embroiled and at risk. Jensen has to confess those lies, flee, which
means road tripping with Jared and trying to keep them together despite
Jared's very justifiable anger, confront his own murky past, make sure
Jared gets out alive, and find a way to live with himself. Even after
Jensen admits to himself just how much he wishes his life had taken a
different path. .. 24,500

Criminal!Jensen RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Friends!With!Benefits Criminal/Mafia Agent/Police!Jensen Bottom!Jared Pretend/Mistaken/Couple pining!Jensen Big!Bang pdf/mobi 20000+ Long livejournal Neighbour kick!ass!Dean hurt!Jensen GSW Jared/omc Agent/Police Hurt/Sick!Boys Undercover/Secret!Identity Person-Michael!Rosenbaum Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan
july 2014 by chellexxx

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Orthopedic surgeon Jared Padalecki had expected his newest
patient to be trouble; celebrities usually were. He hadn't anticipated
that the Formula One driver who'd just crashed into his life would prove
such a challenge to his professional ethics by getting him all revved
up. .. 28,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/1925994/chapters/4157589

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july 2014 by chellexxx

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They were here first - a story of Earth destroyed because of
fear. A story of cities in ruins, overgrown forests, crystals, home in
ice, frozen lakes and spacious caves. A story of anger and fear and
stars and darkness and forgiveness. A story of finding family in the
most unlikely places. A story of sacrifice and letting go of what one
never really had. 100,077

http://archiveofourown.org/works/1816435/chapters/3899494

RPS RPS!Non-AU Gen post!Apocalypse hurt!Jared hurt!Jensen Angst archiveofourown 100000+ Epic Big!Bang kick!ass!Jensen Hurt/Sick!Boys livejournal
june 2014 by chellexxx

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Burn the Land and Boil the Sea

Eight years ago, Jared spent his entire summer on a tropical
island off the coast of Mexico with Jensen. He fell head over heels for
Jensen, but their lives were going separate directions at the end of the
summer, and they never quite got together. Jensen left for Greenpeace
and Jared went off to college—but he never truly got over Jensen. Now,
in present day, Jared is a marine biologist working on a project in the
gorgeous panhandle of Alaska. He’s amazed to discover the captain of the
ship he’s chartered is none other than Jensen Ackles himself. Jared’s
overjoyed, but Jensen is less than thrilled—he’s a changed man since
that summer so long ago; withdrawn, passionless and solitary. Still
something of the bond between them remains, and neither of them seem to
be able to escape its pull completely. When Jared’s project leads them
into danger and leaves them running and fighting for their lives,
Jensen’s secrets begin to come out, drawing them back together 54,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/1795855?view_full_work=true

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june 2014 by chellexxx

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After an accident that had left his face scarred and killed his
boyfriend, Jared never went out or left his mansion. Nor did he intend
to have his disfigurement fixed. Until one day he found a plastic
surgeon that reminded him a lot of his late boyfriend, and decided that
Jensen should come over, without realizing danger looming over their
lives. 5,600

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june 2014 by chellexxx

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Too Far to Care

Jensen was eighteen years old when his family home burned to
the ground, taking all but his baby sister with it. Now grown, with a
man's responsibilities and a chip on his shoulder a mile wide, he's
faced with the last thing he ever expected - a growing attraction to the
son of the man responsible for it all. 37,000

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time RPS!Family Angst Romance hurt!Jensen top!Jared livejournal 35000+ Long Depraved!Humans Hurt/Sick!Boys
june 2014 by chellexxx

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It was the summer that made coming back to life worthwhile.
Based off of Farmer's Daughter, which is a terrible, terrible country
song. 39,000

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may 2014 by chellexxx

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Teaching Him to Trust

Jensen's a rock & roll star looking for a break after some
setbacks & an encounter with a crazed fan sends him back home to San
Francisco after 10 years away. Jared's a young man hiding inside
himself after escaping a childhood of horror. Protecting Jared from a
street gang that's stalking the church shelter that helped turn Jensen's
life around years earlier he forms a bond of protection for the silent,
scarred young man that slowly turns to more when Jared's nightmare
returns in the form of the man who kidnapped him as a child & is
looking to return Jared back to that life of pain and shame. It's up to
Jensen to teach Jared to trust someone in order to help him protect him
but when a piece of Jensen's past surfaces it becomes a test to see who
must learn to trust because soon the violence & threats escalate and
he must fight more than the legal system or one man's obsession to save
Jared ..... 270,168

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may 2014 by chellexxx

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Sometimes It's Hard to Keep On Running

Why can't everybody just leave him alone? All Sean Rafferty
wants is solitude to recover from a gunshot wound. That's why he's here
on Maine's isolated Osprey Island: to heal and move on. But how can he
face going back to being a Massachusetts state police officer since he's
sworn off ever playing hero again? Unfortunately, Sean can't avoid
heroics when neighboring Connie Bradford's daughter keeps getting into
trouble. And the fiercely independent Connie makes it clear she doesn't
need a rescuer-- reluctant or otherwise. The mother-and-daughter antics
make his solitude seem almost too quiet. Despite himself, Sean finds
this pair wrestling their way into his heart...as if they belong there.
Jensen's running from a past he doesn't want to face. Jared's moving on
in his life, doing what he can for his daughter. What happens when
Jensen stops running away from what he wants, and turns toward his
future? 26,800

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may 2014 by chellexxx

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Accidents of Love

Rescuing the strange guy from oncoming traffic wasn't how
Jensen thought he'd meet his future husband, but there's something about
the guy that catches his interest. Getting to know Jared doesn't always
go as he planned, but sometimes accidents aren't always bad things.
12,461

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may 2014 by chellexxx

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