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Lucifer Deux
The Lucifer tormenting humanity and the Winchesters wasn't the true Devil. He was simply a terrible creation of the real thing. After many years, the real Lucifer finally gets wind that the abomination he created and locked away is on the lose. Will he succeed in putting a stop to him? And how will the Winchesters react to a not quite evil Devil?
Sequel WIP
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Crossover  TV!Show-Lucifer  Epic  75000+  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Lucifer  Character-Jack  Season!13  hurt!Gabriel  Torture  Bat!Cave  Angst  Angel  Demon  Slash  Slow!Burn  Sam/Gabriel  Character-Castiel  asshole!Dean  Character-Michael  Character-Rowena  Character-Mary!Winchester  Character-Chuck!Shurley 
march 2019 by chellexxx
Unwilling to Share
Dean comes back from Purgatory to learn some very disturbing news about his brother; Sam's been living a normal life and has called it quits on hunting. Naturally, Dean blames Sam's new flame, so he takes matters into his own hands in an attempt to save his little brother was going down the same road he'd taken almost four years ago.
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Previous!Relationship  Possessive!Dean  Jealous!Dean  Bottom!Sam  Short  livejournal  1000+  Character-Amelia!Richardson  801  Non-Con  asshole!Dean  Bed!Sharing  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Sam  Angst 
april 2017 by chellexxx
Strained Relations
The brothers hunt a wendigo, but didn't count on Geology leading them astray… a special 'thank you' gift for Phx, for all her help and advice over the last year.
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Sam  Trapped  Hidden!Illness/Injury  10000+  Short  Season!2  Mother!Nature  Wendigo  Hunt  asshole!Dean  Hospitalized!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  guilty!Dean 
april 2017 by chellexxx
Learning to Live Again
Set after the boys went their separate ways. Sam called Dean to tell him that he was Lucifer’s vessel, only to have his brother tell him how much better they were apart. Hurt, and afraid, Sam did the only thing that he thought might work to keep Lucifer from claiming his vessel. Unfortunately, he woke up anyways. Only, when he woke, it was to find the Trickster of all people sitting on the bed across from him.

He hadn’t expected to see him of all people there, and he certainly hadn’t expected to find him in his car the next morning, announcing that he was going to be traveling with him. Together, they set out, one to try and stop this whole thing, and the other for reasons that he keeps to himself.

Loki’s open about his opinion that Sam is going to eventually say ‘yes’. To him, it’s not even a question To Sam, it’s the one thing he’s determined to keep from happening. 132,781
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Gabriel  First!Time  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Season!5  AU!Season!5  504  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Ellen!Harvelle  Character-Jo!Harvelle  Character-Jesse!Turner  Epic  archiveofourown  100000+  asshole!Dean  Separated!Boys  Angst  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Bottom!Sam  503  505  511  Character-Anna!Milton  Character-Zachariah  Angel  Bonding  Blood!Magic  Dean/Castiel  Possessive!OC  Powers!Sam  Depression  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam 
march 2017 by chellexxx
When Sam gets a call from Jody saying that Claire has taken
off, all he wants to do is help keep Claire out of trouble. If she
absolutely has to hunt, she should do so safely and with the right
information, right? Castiel takes a dim view of proceedings,
misunderstandings abound, and soon Sam finds himself hunting alone.
Maybe all isn't lost, though. Maybe the presence of a bluntly spoken
teenager is what Sam and Castiel need to break through the missteps and
get to a point that's good for both of them. ..... 32,417
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Castiel  First!Time  Separated!Boys  Alone/Separated  hurt!Sam  Angst  Motel/Hotel  Hunt  Solo!Hunt  Under!the!Influence  Bottom!Sam  Case!fic  Leg!broken/injured  1st!meeting  teacher!Sam  asshole!Dean  guilty!Sam  Season!11  25000+  Long  livejournal  archiveofourown  Teacher  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Castiel  Character-Claire!Novak  Character-Rowena  AU!Season!11 
december 2015 by chellexxx
Not My 'Greatest Hits'
Sam sets Dean straight on some of the claims Dean made against him in "The New Bobby." .... 444
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!8  806  asshole!Dean  guilty!Dean  Angst  Memories/Flashback  under!1000  Short  archiveofourown  SPN 
november 2015 by chellexxx
Castiel sacrifices more than his freedom when he goes to save
Sam from the cage, but he gains so much more in return. Now linked with
Sam in a way no angel and human have been before, they struggle to pick
up the threads of their old lives. S6 AU. Sastiel friendship/pre-slash
.... 84,079
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  post!Season!5  Pre-Slash  Sam/Castiel  First!Time  Bonding  Season!6  AU!Season!6  75000+  Epic  Hell  Angst  Torture  hurt!Sam  hurt!OC  hurt!Castiel  Angel  Separated!Boys  Alone/Separated  asshole!Dean  Solo!Hunt  Diner/Restaurant  Prison/Jail  Panic!Room  Resouled  Powerless!Castiel  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  A!Break!From!Hunting  Character-Death  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Adam!Milligan  Character-Crowley  Character-Lucifer  Character-Rufus!Turner  Character-Jody!Mills  Character-Raphael  Character-Michael 
september 2015 by chellexxx
I'll Never Let You Go, Little Brother.
When Dean comes back from Purgatory, he sees Sam in another
light. He loves his little brother, but he takes their relationship to
another level, unfortunately Sam doesn't get to voice an opinion. .....
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  First!Time  post!Season!7  Non-Con  hurt!Sam  Abused!Sam  Abusive!Dean  asshole!Dean  Dub-Con  pining!Dean  archiveofourown  Short  10000+  Angst  Spell/Curse  Possessive!Dean  Bottom!Sam  Abused  Cursed!Dean  Arranged!Marriage/Forced!Relationship  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Sam's inner cat
"After two seasons of heavy drama, I'm ready for some fluff,
preferably set in S8 or 9. Soooo: Sam gets cursed/hexed/whatever to turn
into a kitten every time he gets
upset/angry/whatever-emotion-you-choose. " ... 2,276
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Bat!Cave  Humour  Spell/Curse  Season!Undefined  Hunt  Ghost  Adorable  Schmoop  asshole!Dean  1000+  livejournal  Short  Kitten/Cat!Sam  Cursed!Sam  SPN  Kitten/Cat 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Carry That Weight
Coda to "The Things They Carried." Contains Spoilers. Sam and
Dean have a Brother Moment after leaving Fayetteville. Sam contemplates
how he handled his side of the case and what the future may hold. ...
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!10  1015  Angst  asshole!Dean  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  1000+  Short  archiveofourown  SPN  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
august 2015 by chellexxx
Kill Your Heroes
John Winchester crawled out of the Pit when the Devil's Gate
opened, helped to take Azazel down and then there was nothing. Six years
later he comes back to himself in a basement room facing down a virtual
stranger with an agenda of his own. When he learns what's going on and
about the Mark of Cain, can he figure out the game his younger son is
playing before it's too late? ... 11,871
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Resurrected!John  Season!9  AU!Season!9  Bat!Cave  Amulet  Demon  Death!fic  Angst  asshole!Dean  10000+  Short  archiveofourown  Outsider!POV  POV!John  guilty!Sam  asshole!John  SPN  Character-Death  Character-Castiel  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Crowley  Character-Kevin!Tran 
june 2015 by chellexxx
Purgatory Stars
Sam decides Benny deserves a second chance at life. Once he
makes that decision, nothing is going to stand in his way, least of all a
little trip to Purgatory. Surviving and escaping Purgatory is hard
enough, but Sam also has to convince an unsure Benny to come back with
him at all. On top of that, Sam has to prepare for the uncertainty of
what's waiting for him when he gets back to Earth. .... 29,920
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Benny  First!Time  Slow!Burn  Spell/Curse  Vampire  Vampire!Sam  pining!OC  asshole!Dean  25000+  Long  archiveofourown  Purgatory  Blood!Magic  SPN  Character-Castiel  Character-Benny!Lafitte 
february 2015 by chellexxx
The Change
Sam, Cas, and Dean bring Benny back from Purgatory when Dean
seems to need his "brother" after coming back from demonhood. In an
attempt to bridge the gap between him and Sam, Benny discovers some
things about Sam and the relationship between Sam and Dean that he
doesn't like much, and goes out of his way to get the brothers on the
path of rebuilding their relationship. ...... 10,000
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!9  AU!Season!9  asshole!Dean  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  guilty!Sam  guilty!Dean  Abusive!Dean  Separated!Boys  Domestic!fic  Bat!Cave  archiveofourown  Short  10000+  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Castiel  Character-Benny!Lafitte 
february 2015 by chellexxx
You're As Cold As Ice
When Sam and Dean get into a fight and Dean says something he
regrets Sam runs off. Later that night, Sam is faced with the abrupt
knowledge that maybe being cold isn't such a bad thing sometimes.....
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  hurt!Sam  Angst  5000+  Short  Season!2  Separated!Boys  Alone/Separated  Car!Accident  asshole!Dean  Death!fic  guilty!Dean  Separated!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
january 2015 by chellexxx
If It's The Last Thing I Do
Sam had broken the world, and his relationship with his
brother. Dean was angry and took it out on his little brother. What
would it take for them to be back to where they were? Hurt!Sam
Angry/Guilty!Dean Set season 5. .... 4,407
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!5  hurt!Sam  guilty!Dean  asshole!Dean  Angst  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  1000+  Short  Hunt  Torture  guilty!Sam  Demon!Blood  Bloodloss  Demon  Hospitalized!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
april 2014 by chellexxx
Just For Tonight
Sam wants to talk about Ben and Lisa, and how what Dean did
wasn't right, but Dean has something completely different on his mind,
and when he acts upon it, realizes too late is a mistake. Wincest! T but
there is a little sexual content in it.
1,649  Short  1000+  asshole!Dean  pining!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  hurt!Sam  Angst  First!Time  Sam/Dean  621  Season!6  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
december 2013 by chellexxx
Nowhere Near Romantic
Dean may have been a self-proclaimed ladies’ man, but Sam knew
better than to think that the two of them hooking up would be anywhere
near romantic.
top!Sam  Bottom!Sam  Short  1000+  livejournal  Humour  asshole!Dean  PWP  Established!Relationship  Sam/Dean  Season!Undefined  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  SPN 
december 2013 by chellexxx
Sam's Confession
Pushed to finally breaking, Sam leaves Dean a startling
confession which he must either face and deal with or risk losing his
brother for good as he tracks Sam before the dark thoughts make him take
the final choice.
Angsty/depressed/dark thoughts/suicidal!Sam & Upset/
angry/concerned!Dean* Set in S8 between Torn and Frayed and LARP &
The Real Girl.
Established!Relationship  Confession  Emotionally!hurt  hurt!Sam  guilty!Sam  asshole!Dean  Depression  Angst  First!Time  Sam/Dean  20000+  810  Season!8  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Long  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  SPN  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
november 2013 by chellexxx
Dare Gone Wrong
It was supposed to be a joke; something to amuse Dean on a
boring and huntless night. But instantly, the Winchester's night turn
into a life and death situation. Set in S1 after Hell House. Hurt!Sam,
Dean massive guilt.
asshole!Dean  guilty!Dean  hurt!Sam  Season!1  25000+  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Long  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
october 2013 by chellexxx
The bond between the brothers was all too easily broken. Set
after the death of Azazel, and assumes Sam didn’t die at the hands of
Jake. When he finds out what happened in his absence, Dean tries to find
a way back to Sam ..... 43,507
hurt!Dean  guilty!Dean  Angst  35000+  Paralysis  hurt!Sam  Season!2  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Long  AU!Season!2  bad!back  asshole!Dean  GSW  Separated!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  All!Hell!Breaks!Loose  Character-Bobby!Singer 
october 2013 by chellexxx
I didn't mean it
Sam’s been getting under foot, and fun though little brother
hero-worship is, Dean really wants some alone time. Sending the kid out
on a wild goose chase seemed like a good idea at the time…
Limp/Hurt/Heartbroken Sam, Guilty/Worried/Angsty Dean
pdf/mobi  Angst  asshole!Dean  guilty!Dean  hurt!Sam  100000+  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Epic  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
october 2013 by chellexxx
The Lonely
A new town with a new hunt. Sam is being bullied mercilessly,
but Dean isn't there to protect him, now that he's finally made (the
wrong) friends. In the mean time, a monster is killing the students at
their school. It is now up to John, Dean and Sam to find out who's the
killer, preferably before their family falls apart.
After!School!Special  Angst  sick!Sam  Case!fic  !School  50000+  asshole!Dean  Bullies  hurt!Sam  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Long  Depraved!Humans  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-John!Winchester 
october 2013 by chellexxx
Don't you trust me?
Sam knew it was a bad idea even before he did it. But that had
never stopped him before, and didn’t this time either. The one thing
that had never changed between them was how badly they wanted each
other. How they got it, however, evolved constantly. Sometimes a blunt
vocalisation – hey, wanna fuck? – but more often a signal of some kind: a
touch, a significant look, even a particular shifting of weight.
Increasingly, a punch. Even when they thought they hated each other, Sam
could rely on desire.
livejournal  5000+  Bottom!Sam  asshole!Dean  Dub-Con  post!Season!7  Previous!Relationship  First!Time  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Short  SPN  Kink-Knife!Play 
september 2013 by chellexxx
I Hadn't Noticed
Dean has refused to touch Sam after he got back from Purgatory,
angry and hurting that Sam didn't look for him. He's very indifferent
toward Sam, doesn't trust him, too caught up in his own hurt about Sam
not looking for him. This sends a message to Sam that Dean doesn't
really want anything to do with him and Sam agrees but he can't distance
himself from Dean. He lives for those small moments that Dean still
touches him, is almost ready to beg Dean to do something but he doesn't
voice it. It isn't until after the second trial when Sam is visibly
weakened, stumbling around the MoL bunkers does Dean realize how much
he's been neglecting Sam and he tries to make up for it, anything from
cooking for Sam, touching him more, letting Sam sleep in his room
spooned against Sam's back.
819  guilty!Sam  1000+  asshole!Dean  guilty!Dean  sick!Sam  Previous!Relationship  First!Time  Sam/Dean  livejournal  Season!8  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Bat!Cave  Angst  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
september 2013 by chellexxx
It Wasn't Your Fault, Sammy
Sam has just released Lucifer from his cage and after he and
Dean have a nasty fight, Sam makes a terrible decision. Rated T for
Suicide, Language, and Torture. This story is set during season five,
though the time line has been changed a bit to fit the story. ....
Season!5  post!Season!4  15000+  asshole!Dean  hurt!Sam  guilty!Dean  guilty!Sam  Angst  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  Long  AU!Season!5  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  SPN  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster 
august 2013 by chellexxx
Safe In The Arms Of Love
After a botched hunt Sam finds himself alone, hurting and out
of hope. But he's in for shock when a certain angel comes and promises
stuff Sam has only ever dreamed of.
Leg!broken/injured  Trapped  1000+  Prayer  First!Time  508  Season!5  Sam/Gabriel  livejournal  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Sam  asshole!Dean  Short  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster 
may 2012 by chellexxx
Catch Your Death
When Sam finds the ghost of a young man who was bullied to
death and is now strangling young women, he just wants to put the spirit
to rest. But hes coming down with the flu. Hes having a crisis of
faith. And frankly, Deans being a dick.
Big!Bang  Established!Relationship  Bottom!Sam  hurt!Sam  asshole!Dean  sick!Sam  Case!fic  Ghost  Season!2  Sam/Dean  Slash  livejournal  SPN!Non-AU  20000+  Long  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
october 2011 by chellexxx
Dancing With Ghosts
Dean keeps saying things that really dont sound right. Its almost like someone else is speaking out of his mouth. 1,371
Possessed!Dean  Gen  Angst  Spell/Curse  guilty!Dean  asshole!Dean  Beaten  1000+  GSW  SPN!Non-AU  livejournal  hurt!Sam  Short  Abusive!Dean  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
october 2011 by chellexxx
The Cancer Inside
Still angry at Sam for his betrayal and starting the
Apocalypse, Dean harbors some less than pleasant wishes toward his
brother, and a run-in with a djinn gives him exactly what he wants...
5,900  Gen  Season!5  506  5000+  guilty!Sam  guilty!Dean  early!Season!5  Spell/Curse  livejournal  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Sam  asshole!Dean  Short  Abusive!Dean  Angst  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Cursed!Dean  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
october 2011 by chellexxx
Where All the Ghosts Play
Dean disappears several days after St. Louis, and Sam doesn't think anything of it, but, oh God, he wishes he had. 1,137
1000+  Season!1  Gen  livejournal  SPN!Non-AU  asshole!Dean  Short  Shifter  Shifter!Dean  SPN 
october 2011 by chellexxx
Birthday Boy
Sam tries to do something nice for his brother's birthday. But, of course, it's bound to backfire on him.
hurt!Sam  guilty!Dean  Beaten  asshole!Dean  Season!2  Birthday  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  5000+  Short  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
october 2011 by chellexxx
The World Devours Me
Dean thought he was doing the right thing when he let Sam walk
away from hunting.....away from him. Sam thought the separation was
nothing more than he deserved. They both thought Castiel had found a way
to keep Lucifer from finding them. Neither one of them knew how wrong
they really were. .. 82,000 ... Graphic Rape/Non-Con Torture, including
non-con, dub-con, whipping, blood-play,
Bondage  F.O.D  D/s  guilty!Dean  Hunter  503  Emotionally!hurt  asshole!Dean  PTSD  hurt!Sam  502  Dub-Con  Torture  Non-Con  Bottom!Sam  Angst  75000+  archiveofourown  livejournal  Season!5  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Epic  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  early!Season!5  Separated!Boys  Depraved!Humans  Bonding  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Kink-Blood!Play  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Lucifer 
september 2011 by chellexxx
You Never Forget Your First
Dean, still harboring a lot of anger over Sam having started
the apocalypse, loses his inhibitions one night when he's too drunk to
tell which way is up and takes his anger out on Sam in a violent way.
But he sobers up fast once he realizes what he's done. 2,468
Gen  Season!5  early!Season!5  guilty!Sam  Beaten  drunk!Dean  guilty!Dean  1000+  livejournal  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Sam  asshole!Dean  Short  Abusive!Dean  Angst  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
september 2011 by chellexxx
Drawing Outlines (of Us, with Chalk on the Asphalt)
Dean knows about the demon blood, Sam is hurt on a hunt but is
trying to hide it. However, he starts coughing up blood, for whatever
reason, and Dean, seeing the blood around Sam's mouth, mistakenly thinks
it's evidence of Sam drinking blood again. 5,218
Demon  Car!Accident  Gen  Season!5  516  sick!Sam  Bloodloss  guilty!Dean  5000+  livejournal  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Sam  asshole!Dean  Short  Hidden!Illness/Injury  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer 
september 2011 by chellexxx
Nothing Left
Dean has one last question to ask. Set in the garden.. 2,286
Gen  504  Season!5  1000+  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Bar  Hell  Memories/Flashback  Angst  asshole!Dean  SPN  Character-Castiel 
july 2011 by chellexxx
The Color of Harmony
'The current battle though, seemed to only be escalating.
Castiel was having trouble standing in the shadows while Dean continued
to tear his baby brother's heart to pieces.' 2,585
hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Abused!Sam  Sam/Castiel  Season!5  First!Time  guilty!Dean  1000+  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  asshole!Dean  Short  Abusive!Dean  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Castiel 
july 2011 by chellexxx
Dean makes a mistake - one which costs him everything. Hurt,
angry and confused, not knowing how to look out for Sammy, he makes a
deal with a demon, trading 'anything' to get his father back. Only he
doesn't quite know what he's just given away. 8,459
Jealous!Dean  pining!Dean  Sam/Dean  Season!4  First!Time  Sam/Castiel  Deal  hurt!sam  Abducted  Non-Con  Torture  Hell  guilty!Dean  fics!by!freakn-out  5000+  Bottom!Sam  Insecurity  livejournal  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  asshole!Dean  Short  Abusive!Dean  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Angst  Season!Undefined  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Castiel  Character-John!Winchester 
july 2011 by chellexxx
I Knew It Wasn't Dean
Sam learned in hell how to tell not-Dean from real-Dean. Rated for references to torture and other nasty things.
Gen  611  Hell  Memories/Flashback  Season!6  1000+  SPN!Non-AU  PTSD  asshole!Dean  Short  SPN 
july 2011 by chellexxx
The Amulet
When Sam is 15 and Dean is 19 the boys get into a fight about
Dean's missing amulet. As time goes by, however, there are unforeseen
consequences and things get a bit crazy as Dean tries to figure out what
is wrong with Sammy.
Beaten  Secret  Angst  Spell/Curse  Under!the!Influence  hurt!Sam  asshole!Dean  Amulet  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Pre-Series  Teenchesters  5000+  Short  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-John!Winchester 
july 2011 by chellexxx
Not the Way He Wanted to Win
The thunk of the amulet as it hit the bottom of the can cut
right through Sam like no sound he could remember. It had a finality to
it that Sam simply couldnt accept. His feet were in motion before he
even thought about it and he scooped the necklace out of the garbage
like a kid trying to save a piece of candy using the five second rule.
516  Gen  hurt!sam  Beaten  Amulet  Season!5  under!1000  SPN!Non-AU  asshole!Dean  Short  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
july 2011 by chellexxx
Blood and Bruises
Post-John's death. Sam tries to get through to Dean, but Dean
isn't letting himself mourn. Instead, he lashes out. You should, he
chokes out, You should get away from me, Sammy. Bobbys right: youre my
baby brother... Im meant to protect you. And I just... Sammy, I hurt
you. I hurt you.... He begins to sit up. I should go. I should... I need
to go. 4,000
Sam/Dean  Established!Relationship  hurt!sam  Beaten  Dub-Con  guilty!Dean  fics!by!freakn-out  1000+  Season!2  Bottom!Sam  livejournal  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  asshole!Dean  Short  Abusive!Dean  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  In!My!Time!of!Dying  Everybody!Loves!a!Clown 
may 2011 by chellexxx
What do you want me to be?
When Sam breaks, will Dean be able to notice in time?: Drive
please, I whisper to my driver. Resting my head against the cold glass, I
take one last look at my brother. His eyes lock with mine over the
shoulder of the girl hes practically humping in the middle of the
parking lot. I hold his gaze for as long as it takes for the cab to pull
pdf/mobi  Sam/Dean  Established!Relationship  hurt!sam  guilty!Dean  Dean/ofc  fics!by!freakn-out  5000+  Bottom!Sam  Insecurity  livejournal  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  asshole!Dean  Short  Hospitalized!Boys  Hospital  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
may 2011 by chellexxx
Coyote beautiful
Sam wakes up after a night of heavy drinking with an unexpected bedmate...
Jealous!Dean  Possessive!Sam  Jealous!Sam  pining!Sam  asshole!Dean  Dean/omc  Dean/ofc  drunk!Sam  First!Time  archiveofourown  20000+  Sam/Dean  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Long  SPN 
april 2011 by chellexxx
Broken Promises and Shattered Hearts
When Dean unintentionally forgets his brother's birthday, will
it cost him the baby brother he loves so much? Hurt/Limp Sam, Guilty
John and Dean.
asshole!John  Torture  hurt!John  guilty!Dean  guilty!John  Abducted  hurt!Sam  asshole!Dean  Angst  Birthday  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  35000+  25000+  Pre-Series  Teenchesters  Long  Abducted!Sam  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Caleb 
march 2011 by chellexxx
Turn a new page, rip the old one out
On a hunt Sam hurts himself and when he wakes up, he has no recollection of Dean at all.
pining!Dean  hurt!Sam  Bottom!Sam  asshole!Dean  Sad  Angst  samdean.archive  Sam/Dean  Slash  5000+  Amnesia  First!Time  Short  Amnesia!Sam  SPN!Non-AU  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
december 2010 by chellexxx
Bad Mood Rising
Dean's been in an awful mood for a while. Sam really wonders why.
Powers!Sam  asshole!Dean  hurt!Sam  samdean.archive  First!Time  Abducted  Cabin!fic  Sam/Dean  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Abducted!Sam  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
december 2010 by chellexxx
The night is darkest just before the dawn. This is when Sam reflects. Slightly dark. Wincest. Top!Dean 2,781
Possessed!Dean  Possessive!Dean  First!Time  asshole!Dean  Season!3  Dub-Con  1000+  Bottom!Sam  Sam/Dean  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Short  Demon!Dean  Deal  Angst  Previous!Relationship  SPN 
december 2010 by chellexxx
Sam Winchester is the Antichrist. Except he's kind of bad at it..
guilty!Sam  Gen  early!Season!5  Humour  Season!5  1000+  SPN!Non-AU  asshole!Dean  Short  SPN 
november 2010 by chellexxx
Messin' With Sasquatch
S04. Trying to bridge the widening gap between the brothers,
Dean decides to bring back the Prank Wars to lighten the mood but ends
up putting Sam in the line of fire.
guilty!Dean  asshole!Dean  hurt!Sam  Abducted  Angst  Season!4  Prank!War  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  15000+  Long  Abducted!Sam  Depraved!Humans  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
november 2010 by chellexxx
Secrets and Deceit
Dean get's drunk, Sam gets the consequences when Dean doesn't
keep his trap shut, in a hunter's bar no less. Season four
spoilery-ness, Brotherly conflict, language and...yay 7,555
Angst  Beaten  Hunter  Season!4  hurt!Sam  asshole!Dean  drunk!Dean  5000+  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Bar  guilty!Dean  Depraved!Humans  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
november 2010 by chellexxx
Non Timebo Mala
Title Translation: I Will Fear No Evil. Waking up tied to a bed
is never a good thing, as Sam is about to find out. Where the heck is
Dean? 6,918
Gen  Abused!Sam  5000+  Angst  asshole!Dean  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Dean  livejournal  hurt!Sam  Short  Possessed!Dean  Abusive!Dean  Season!Undefined  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Meg 
november 2010 by chellexxx
You have Got to Believe Me
What should've happened and how Dean should've reacted when he figured Sam was hungry for demon blood. Mean!Dean.
514  Gen  sick!Sam  Season!5  1000+  SPN!Non-AU  asshole!Dean  Short  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
november 2010 by chellexxx
Another Rainy Night
John’s away on a hunt leaving the boys to fend for themselves.
Trust the younger brother to lose his damn key… Short fic. Dean 17, Sam
13 Hurt Sam and Brotherly love.
1000+  Birthday  asshole!Dean  guilty!Dean  sick!Sam  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Short  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-John!Winchester 
november 2010 by chellexxx
You could be happy
It's a wonderful life, or is it? Left alone over Thanksgiving
break, Sam gets disturbing dreams of what his family would have been
like had he not been born... Amnesia!Sam, sick!Dean, and
remorseful!John. Full summary inside. 110,636
Car!Accident  sick!Dean  Alternate!Universe  Angst  Dream/Nightmare  Amnesia  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  Epic  Amnesia!Sam  Separated!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Yellow!Eyed!Demon  75000+  asshole!Dean  asshole!John  guilty!Dean  guilty!Sam  guilty!John 
october 2010 by chellexxx
Thank You For Not Loving Me
Sam is sick of being only a way to relieve the tension for
Dean. He is tired of fighting. What he wants is just one kiss, is that
so much to ask? sam gives up all hope and dean has to deal with the
aftermath ... 2,770 .......
Slash  Sad  pining!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  1000+  guilty!Dean  asshole!Dean  Established!Relationship  Angst  Death!fic  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Sam  Short  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt!Dean  Abusive!Dean  Bottom!Sam  Season!Undefined  Sam/Dean  archiveofourown  Suicide  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
october 2010 by chellexxx
His Fury
Angst ridden story time! Abusive!Dean! Character death ad heart wretching drama! One sided Sam/Dean! Don't like? 1,794
Sad  guilty!Dean  Slash  Sam/Dean  Death!fic  Season!4  1000+  Non-Con  Angst  asshole!Dean  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Sam  Short  Abused!Sam  Abusive!Dean  Abused  Suicide  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
october 2010 by chellexxx
What Dreams May Come
A new nightmare plagues Sam as both he and Dean try to deal with their father's death while staying with Bobby
Gen  hurt!sam  Dream/Nightmare  Season!2  SPN!Non-AU  asshole!Dean  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Everybody!Loves!a!Clown  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-John!Winchester 
october 2010 by chellexxx
Truth, Trust and Heartache
Tag scene for 'Everybody Loves A Clown.' The way Dean treated Sam in that episode was awful, so I just had to fix that.
Gen  guilty!Dean  Season!2  1000+  SPN!Non-AU  asshole!Dean  asshole!John  Short  SPN  Everybody!Loves!a!Clown  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-John!Winchester 
september 2010 by chellexxx
Separate Ways
What's wrong with Dean and why does he suddenly hate Sam? Dean
tells Sam to leave and it starts the boys on a long, hard journey -
saved by israel 49,087
50000+  guilty!Dean  Angst  asshole!Dean  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  hurt!Sam  Long  sick!Sam  Separated!Boys  Abused  Abusive!Dean  Cursed!Dean  Spell/Curse  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer 
september 2010 by chellexxx
Statue of a Son
A bitter argument with his father leads Sam to drastically
change everything that makes him... him. Instead, he becomes a
stranger,cold and distant, even scary as hell. 37,127
pdf/mobi  Solo!Hunt  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  35000+  asshole!Dean  asshole!John  Angst  kick!ass!Sam  Neglect  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  hurt!Sam  Long  Black!Dog  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Personality!Change!Sam  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Pastor!Jim 
september 2010 by chellexxx
Honest Lies
Shapeshifter wearing Dean forces Sam to endure more than just the physical assault. 8,400
Non-Con  Bottom!Sam  asshole!Dean  Season!3  5000+  First!Time  Sam/Dean  Angst  SPN!Non-AU  livejournal  hurt!Sam  Short  Shifter  Abused!Sam  Slash  Abused!Dean  Shifter!Dean  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
september 2010 by chellexxx
Jukebox Hero
While investigating a rash of mysterious deaths, Dean finds a
new distraction. As they look into the case, Deans distraction might
prove fatal.
guilty!Dean  asshole!Dean  Angst  Case!fic  SPN!Non-AU  20000+  hurt!Sam  Gen  Long  Hospitalized!Boys  Hospital  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
september 2010 by chellexxx
Shattered Heart
'You are the only family I've got,' Sam swallowed hard. 'You
mean everything to me. Please, don't take that away from me. I beg you.'

Angst  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Gen  501  Season!5  1000+  SPN!Non-AU  asshole!Dean  Short  early!Season!5  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
september 2010 by chellexxx
Alternate Ending to cspwdt
You're taking risks, you're angry, you're burning yourself out,
man! And its obvious why! Because of Dad Shut up. Shut up right now
Because Dads DEAD! Dean paused for only a millisecond before his fist
was flying out of nowhere, to slam into the side of Sam's face .....
guilty!Dean  Gen  hurt!sam  Beaten  Season!2  1000+  SPN!Non-AU  asshole!Dean  Short  Depraved!Humans  Abusive!Dean  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Children!Shouldn't!Play!With!Dead!Things 
september 2010 by chellexxx
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