chellexxx + memories/flashback   392

Whippet
He's worked with Winchesters a few times, across the years, and every time, he thinks that that boy is skinnier than a whippet.
472
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!Undefined  Pre-Series  Outsider!POV  Character-John!Winchester  Hunter  Neglect  Memories/Flashback  under!1000  archiveofourown  Short 
february 2019 by chellexxx
The Present End
Halt & Catch Fire tag: A reminder from the past might help with the future.
1,879
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  504  fanfiction.net  Short  1000+  Season!10  1013  Memories/Flashback  fics!by!k.hanna.korossy 
february 2019 by chellexxx
Rewriting the Book
When Sam gets a little too close to stopping Metatron’s plans, the angel decides to use some of his extra juice to get Sam out of his way by sending him to a completely different reality. He never could’ve predicted what Sam might find there – or what he might bring back home with him.
37,224
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Gabriel  First!Time  Season!9  AU!Season!9  Alone/Separated  Separated!Boys  Alternate!Universe  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Dean/Castiel  archiveofourown  Angst  Spell/Curse  Character-Michael  Memories/Flashback  Bat!Cave  35000+  Long  PTSD  Secret  Confession 
september 2017 by chellexxx
Bring Me Back To You
The Wall of Sam fell, and Sam survived. But his grasp of reality doesn’t take much to shatter. A/U in the sense that the Wall fell on its own and Cas wasn’t working with Crowley.
3,600
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!6  Angst  Character-Castiel  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Memories/Flashback  Hell  Dream/Nightmare  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Sam  1000+  Short  livejournal 
april 2017 by chellexxx
Long Time Coming
Sam Winchester has dreaded and longed for this moment for six years. Dean just found the necklace in his pocket. (warning for season 11 spoilers) .... 1,428
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!11  1120  Missing!Scene  Amulet  Angst  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Short  fanfiction.net  1000+ 
april 2017 by chellexxx
I Don't Care If I Never Get Back
When a stranger barges into Jensen’s apartment and insists he must take Jensen to a major league baseball game, Jensen’s first, second, and third impulses are to kick the guy out on his ass. But if he can just get past that third, Jensen may find he can make it home. ... 28,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/8412508
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  1st!meeting  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Movie-Field!of!Dreams  Bottom!Jared  Famous/notFamous  Famous!Jensen  Actor  Actor!Jensen  Abducted  Abducted!Jensen  Ranch/Farm  Rancher/Cowboy  Rancher/Cowboy!Jared  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Jensen  Leg!broken/injured  Permanent!Injury!Jensen  Permanent!Injury  Memories/Flashback  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Aldis!Hodge  RPS!Family  Romance  pining!Jared  pining!Jensen  hurt!Jared  Medical!Professional  archiveofourown  livejournal  Long  25000+  Baseball  Sport 
april 2017 by chellexxx
You Took My Body and Played to Win
Tag to The Foundry (12x03). Sam’s used to it by now. Really. It’s not the first time this has happened to him, or the tenth. Hell, it’s not even the hundredth, as shitty as it is to admit. And honestly, this one wasn’t as bad as the others. Not even close. Not by a mile. Sam’s used to it by now. He is. He…should be used to it by now.
5.564
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  Established!Relationship  Angst  Season!12  1203  Memories/Flashback  Non-Con  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Missing!Scene  5000+  archiveofourown  Short 
april 2017 by chellexxx
Blast Into The Past
The Cage was never meant to hold a human. It was meant for one archangel, not two, and definitely not a human soul. Little by little Sam's soul was being destroyed by the torture the Cage inflicted on it. Lucifer and Michael joined together and, with their combined grace, pieced together Sam Winchester's soul and sent him out of the Cage and into the past in the hopes that he can stop this whole thing before it even starts.

Only, when Sam lands, things don't quite go so well. He's not all that sure that this isn't another torture the Cage has provided for him. He's in the past, right after Dean got out of Hell, and he's nowhere near the same man he was before. He can barely remember how to function as a human. It's going to take his family and a little help from a surprised archangel for Sam to start to recover. He doesn't have much time, though, because the apocalypse is still coming and the angels are fighting to get Lucifer free. Can one broken man manage to change the past? Or are they doomed to repeat their same mistakes over and over again?

57,905
SPN!Non-AU  Slow!Burn  AU!Season!4  Season!4  Angst  Sam/Gabriel  First!Time  Time!Travel  Time!Travelling!Sam  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Lucifer  Character-Michael  Character-Uriel  Angel  Bonding  PTSD  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Season!6  AU!Season!6  archiveofourown  Long  50000+  Dream/Nightmare  Hell  Memories/Flashback 
march 2017 by chellexxx
Counting Coup
A stay at a hospital, after a dangerous hunt, provides Sam with a lot of embarrassment. The staff, though kind, is shocked by his scars, often making comments that hurt and are humiliating. Already self- conscious over them, he falls into a period of self- examination and becomes withdrawn. Determined to hide the visible marks of his life 5,220
Gen  SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Season!12  hurt!Sam  Hospitalized!Boys  Angst  fanfiction.net  Short  5000+  Outsider!POV  Medical!Professional!Jensen  Abused  Memories/Flashback  Hunt  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Bat!Cave 
march 2017 by chellexxx
Measurable Means
Written for electricalgwen who graciously donated money to
help_haiti in exchange for this story. Her prompt boiled down to,
"Construction-worker!Jared, his buddies are always talking about and
whistling at the gorgeous, stacked redhead who walks by the site every
day, but he's more interested in the really hot guy... " And that is
only part of this story. Title from a quote by Louis Kahn. .... 8,000
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Construction/Builder!Jared  pining!Jared  livejournal  Short  5000+  Memories/Flashback  Previous!Relationship  Medical!Professional  Medical!Professional!Jensen  top!Jared 
june 2016 by chellexxx
While You Were Gone
Dean was gone and this time Sam had no idea where he was. Sam
could only assume that he was dead. He tried looking for his brother,
God had he tried. He has barely slept for those four long months
catching, questioning and, occasionally torturing any and every creature
he could. He went after demons, Levis, and even an angel and a cupid.
But nobody knew where his brother was at and if they did, they didn’t
say. He had been talking to hunters even though he knew some of them
still hated his guts but for his brother he’d do anything. Or so he
thought. ... 36,200 .. http://waya98.livejournal.com
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!8  hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  PTSD  Hospitalized!Boys  Angst  Non-Con  Torture  Beaten  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  Motel/Hotel  806  guilty!Dean  Hunter  post!Season!7  Depraved!Humans  Asylum  pdf/mobi  Self!Harm  Bed!Sharing  75000+  livejournal  Epic  archiveofourown  kick!ass!Dean  SPN  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys  A!Break!From!Hunting  Character-Castiel  Character-Crowley 
february 2016 by chellexxx
Respite
“Sam?” Dean reaches out toward him without thinking. Sam reacts
to his touch like it burns, eyes wide and unfocused as his hands lash
out; under his breath, barely audible, Dean hears Sam whispering no; no,
please. Something cold twists in his gut as he retreats, pressing
himself against the other side of the stairwell and raising his hands in
surrender. “Sam, it's me,” he says. “It's Dean.” But Sam doesn't hear
him. He's muttering and still holding his hands up, and Dean sees a
trickle of blood slide down from his hairline before following the
contours of his face into the dip under his eye and then down his nose.
Sam knocks himself off the step and fumbles down two more before Dean
finally hears him breathe. .... 3,139
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!11  1114  hurt!Sam  PTSD  Angst  Memories/Flashback  Hell  Brain/Head!injury  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Self!Harm  1000+  Short  archiveofourown  Domestic!fic  Bat!Cave  Bed!Sharing  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
february 2016 by chellexxx
I See You
Sam spent centuries locked in a cage with Lucifer. He figures out pretty quickly that Castiel is no longer home. Angst!.. 844
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!11  1111  1110  Angst  Bat!Cave  Secret  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Memories/Flashback  PTSD  hurt!Sam  under!1000  Short  fanfiction.net  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Lucifer 
january 2016 by chellexxx
Raising Hell
Dean takes care of his hurting little brother in the aftermath
of the cage fight with Lucifer. Hurt!Sam, Protective!Dean. .. 2,618
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!11  1110  Missing!Scene  Bat!Cave  hurt!Sam  hurt!Dean  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Angst  Bed!Sharing  Memories/Flashback  Hell  PTSD  1000+  Short  fanfiction.net  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
january 2016 by chellexxx
Memories of Hell
The Devil in the Details. Just another night in the bunker, you
know, Sam and Dean, talking about their feelings and memories of Hell.
.... 1,618
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!11  1110  Missing!Scene  Memories/Flashback  sick!Dean  Hell  Bat!Cave  1000+  Short  fanfiction.net  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
january 2016 by chellexxx
Soldier's Heart
Because of horrific nightmares and crushing guilt, Doctor
Jensen Ackles hasn't practiced medicine since the end of the Civil War.
He has only one thing left to live for--saving his sister from a life of
working in a saloon. After losing his parents and brother during the
war, Jared Padalecki struggles to hold on to the family ranch. And
though he never planned to marry, he's obligated to wed his widowed
sister-in-law to provide her and his niece and nephew a home. When
Jensen finds himself working for Jared, he's afraid his terrible secrets
will be exposed. However, Jared has his own secret.... 42,200

http://archiveofourown.org/works/225747
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Big!Bang  Historical  Rancher/Cowboy!Jared  Armed!Forces!Jensen  Armed!Forces  Ranch/Farm  Alone/Separated  Boss/employee  Boss!Jared  Work!Together  Emotionally!hurt  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  PTSD  Medical!Professional!Jensen  Dream/Nightmare  Angst  Romance  35000+  Long  livejournal  Rancher/Cowboy  Separated!Boys  Hurt/Sick!Boys  archiveofourown 
january 2016 by chellexxx
Never Have I Ever
The night before Sam goes to talk to Lucifer, the boys get drunk together. ..... 2,600
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  Season!11  1109  Confession  Missing!Scene  drunk!Sam  drunk!Dean  livejournal  Short  1000+  First!Time  Romance  Bed!Sharing  Schmoop  Memories/Flashback  SPN 
december 2015 by chellexxx
Somewhere With You
Ever since his divorce became public, Jared can't go anywhere
without the paparazzi hounding him. The scandals surrounding his
marriage to Wall Street mogul Tom Welling swirl out of control, leaving
Jared desperate to shield his young daughter from the media. When he
flees with his daughter to a small town on the Florida coast, Jared's is
forced to rely on the kindness of a stranger Four years ago, Jensen
Ackles had everything he ever wanted – a partner and an infant son. But
when that perfect life was torn from him, he vowed never to let anyone
close again. Now, he spends his life traveling to scenes of natural
disasters and helping those who can't help themselves. The last thing he
needs after another exhausting mission is to find a stranger sleeping
in his bed. He most definitely doesn't need to hear the Frozen
soundtrack again. ... 15,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/4078510/chapters/9184489
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Romance  Kid!fic  Parent/Guardian!Jared  Angst  Living!Together  Neighbour  Dog/Puppy  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  Vet/Animal!Shelter  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Library  PTSD  Everyday!Heroes  Memories/Flashback  Bottom!Jared  kick!ass!Jensen  Homeless!Jared  1st!meeting  15000+  Long  livejournal  archiveofourown  Thanksgiving  Jared/Tom  Wealthy!Jared  Homeless  Librarian!Jared  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Jim!Beaver  Person-Osric!Chau  Person-Matt!Cohen  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
december 2015 by chellexxx
Scissors
"What a way to spend Christmas Eve, huh? Nothing says 'holiday
spirit' like being fileted by an angry werewolf." . . . In which Sam
needs stitches, and Dean notices something on his brother's back. Takes
place between 8x10 and 8x11. Slightly AU .... 2,330
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  post!Season!7  Season!8  AU!Season!8  hurt!Sam  Memories/Flashback  Tattoo  Angst  Christmas  Birthday  Short  1000+  fanfiction.net  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
december 2015 by chellexxx
The Final Arc
Tracy is with Krissy, Josephine, and Aidan are on a hunt in
Florida, when they run into her least favorite person: Sam Winchester,
the reason her family is dead. After hearing Sam's story, however, she
begins to worry. Especially now that he's not with Dean, and is
suffering a heavy backlash of nightmares from The Cage. .. 43,660
SPN!Non-AU  Het  Sam/OFC  Self!Harm  Angst  Non-Con  hurt!Sam  Powers!Sam  pining!OC  asshole!John  Abusive!John  Abused!Sam  Unrequited  Torture  Abusive!Dean  Spell/Curse  PTSD  post!Season!10  Angel!Sam  Angel  Long  35000+  archiveofourown  Dream/Nightmare  kick!ass!Sam  Memories/Flashback  Confession  Gen  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Character-Adam!Milligan  Character-Chuck!Shurley  Character-Castiel  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Hannah  Character-Lucifer  Character-Michael  Character-Flagstaff  Character-Metatron  Character-Tracy!Bell  Character-Krissy!Chambers  Separated!Boys 
december 2015 by chellexxx
the making, breaking, and remaking of sam winchester
AU. Sam Winchester and Cas - two detectives who haven't spoken
in a year, and are both now assigned to the same case. As partners. It's
not a question of if there is going to be a huge blowout, but a
question of when. Especially because Sam doesn't think he can ever let
go of past transgressions against him, and Cas isn't helping any by
pushing the subject. ....... 30,369
SPN!AU  Slash  Sam/Castiel  First!Time  Agent/Police!Jared  Local!LEOS/FBI  Angst  hurt!Sam  GSW  Homicide  Work!Together  drugged!Sam  Under!the!Influence  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Memories/Flashback  Mechanic!Dean  Depraved!Humans  Long  Hospitalized!Boys  kick!ass!Sam  25000+  archiveofourown  Big!Bang  Agent/Police  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  AU!Not!Raised!as!Hunters  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Charlie!Bradbury  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Crowley  Character-Jo!Harvelle 
december 2015 by chellexxx
For the Sake of an Angel
Gabriel died at the Elysian Fields hotel, finally choosing to
take a side in the shit show that is the Apocalypse. Kali plays God and
brings him back, just in time for him to be thrown back in with the
Winchesters and their insane quest to prevent the Apocalypse from
happening. For Gabriel, it isn't a question of whether he’s in or not,
but more of a question of how far he’s willing to go to save the world,
and how far he’ll go to save the one person he’s just started to care
about. .... 34,127
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Big!Bang  Sam/Gabriel  First!Time  Season!5  AU!Season!5  519  pining!Gabriel  Long  archiveofourown  25000+  Bottom!Sam  Character-Kali  Separated!Boys  Road!Trip  sick!OC  Bonding  hurt!Sam  Memories/Flashback  Vessel!Sam  Vessel  Angel!Blood  SPN  Gabriel!Lives  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Chuck!Shurley  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Lucifer  Character-Michael 
november 2015 by chellexxx
Home
“We are home.” The epic love story of Sam, Dean and Baby. Tag for 11x04 “Baby”. ... 2,500

http://archiveofourown.org/users/frozen_delight
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!11  1104  Missing!Scene  Schmoop  Memories/Flashback  archiveofourown  fanfiction.net  livejournal  Short  1000+  SPN  Character-Impala 
november 2015 by chellexxx
Everything that Matters
The wounded brothers look after each other as they make the
journey back to the bunker. Sam and Dean are able to be healed by Cas,
but they need to get to him first. Tag to 11.04 Baby. Hurt!Brothers.
Lots of brotherly-feels. .... 6,526
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!11  1104  hurt!Sam  hurt!Dean  Missing!Scene  Schmoop  Motel/Hotel  Memories/Flashback  fanfiction.net  5000+  Short  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Impala 
november 2015 by chellexxx
Not My 'Greatest Hits'
Sam sets Dean straight on some of the claims Dean made against him in "The New Bobby." .... 444
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!8  806  asshole!Dean  guilty!Dean  Angst  Memories/Flashback  under!1000  Short  archiveofourown  SPN 
november 2015 by chellexxx
The Boogeyman
When Sam was 9-years-old, something stalked him nightly from
the closet. His father put a gun into his hand and told him to face his
fears and take action. Will Dean be able to save his little brother from
the ghost of that first traumatic mission 14 years later? This is a
coming of age story about a time that changed both brothers, and tackles
unresolved issues both have with the father who drew them down this
path. It's a journey that pans back and forth from the time Sam was nine
through the events of Season 2 until just before the season finale.
And, oh yes, it's about the boogeyman... 119,677
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!2  Memories/Flashback  Pre-Series  Weechesters  Case!fic  Slash  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Big!Bang  Angst  Confession  Demon  Ghost  kick!ass!Sam  kick!ass!Dean  Epic  100000+  archiveofourown  SPN  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-John!Winchester 
october 2015 by chellexxx
A Revelation
Sam presses Dean to tell him what he saw when Castiel sent him back in time. ... 778
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!4  Confession  Secret  Angst  Memories/Flashback  Missing!Scene  Short  under!1000  archiveofourown  SPN 
october 2015 by chellexxx
Heaven Waits (and Waits)
Dean confronts Sam about not looking for him when he was in Purgatory. .... 891
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!8  801  AU!Season!8  Confession  Missing!Scene  Angst  Memories/Flashback  under!1000  Short  archiveofourown  SPN  All!Hell!Breaks!Loose 
october 2015 by chellexxx
Trapped
Jensen and Jared are trapped in their building after a tornado, so now they have to tell each other how they feel. ... 4,176
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Living!Together  Friends!to!Lovers  pining!Jared  pining!Jensen  Mother!Nature  Trapped  hurt!Jensen  1000+  Short  archiveofourown  Schmoop  Memories/Flashback  HighSchool!AU  Tornado  Natural!Disaster  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
september 2015 by chellexxx
a circle of quiet
Sam Winchester has seen a lot of shit. But nothing could have
prepared him for the moment when Castiel, his eyes dazzling like bright
blue gems, turned to him and pressed a kiss to his cheek. (Takes place
during some unspecified time period after Hunter Heroici.) ... 2,543
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Gen  Sam/Castiel  Sam&Castiel  Season!8  Schmoop  First!Time  808  PTSD  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  archiveofourown  Short  1000+  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
september 2015 by chellexxx
If I Knew Then What I Know Now
Given an opportunity to change his family's destiny, Dean
Winchester finds himself back in 1983 as his four year old self, yet
with his adult memories still intact. But can he alter the events of
that tragic night? And if so, will young Dean, his family, and Castiel
be ready to survive all the evil that destiny has in store for them?
pre-series AU ..... 500,962 ..
https://www.fanfiction.net/s/8835418/1/If-I-Knew-Then-What-I-Know-Now
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Regression/De-Aged  Regressed/De-Aged!Dean  Time!Travel  hurt!Dean  Angst  Torture  PTSD  Memories/Flashback  Weechesters  Pre-Series  AU!Pre-Series  WIP  500000+  Epic  archiveofourown  Season!8  AU!Season!8  fanfiction.net  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Time!Travelling!Dean  Character-Castiel  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Mary!Winchester 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Fear of Falling
Cage!fic. Post-Swan Song. Stuck in possibly the worst place in
creation with only a bitter and angry Michael still wearing Adam for
company, Sam decides sticking with Lucifer is better than nothing. But
with the memory of being Lucifer's vessel fresh in mind, Sam can't help
but contemplate over a few things he learnt while able to see inside the
devil's head. As a gradual sense of companionship builds between them,
Sam finds that maybe being with Lucifer is more of a comfortable
position than he thought. .... Eventual Samifer. ...... 39,255
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  post!Season!5  Sam/Lucifer  First!Time  Angst  Hell  Slow!Burn  25000+  Long  archiveofourown  Torture  hurt!Sam  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Adam!Milligan  Character-Michael 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Some Greater Good
Castiel is told to protect Sam Winchester, to teach him what he
needs to know if he wants to kill Lilith. Dean is in Hell - and the
angels want him there. So when Uriel raises his brother from the pit,
Sam, along with the unlikely ally he finds in Castiel, makes a decision.
He's going to save his brother from the angels, no matter what it
takes. .... 34,874
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  post!Season!3  Season!4  AU!Season!4  Sam&Castiel  25000+  Long  archiveofourown  Big!Bang  SPN  Demon  Angst  Separated!Boys  Alone/Separated  Memories/Flashback  Motel/Hotel  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Ruby  Character-Uriel  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Sam 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Twenty-One Days
Jared, unable to cope under the unbearable expectations of his
father, managed to foul up his first year at UT so badly he ended up
being arrested for possession, and thrown out of college for lewd
behavior. He is sent to an old friend of his father who lives on the
Isles of Scilly - an archipelago of very small islands some 28 miles of
the coast of Cornwall, Britain. Here he finds empathy and peace, a love
of the sea and a passion for boats. Fourteen years later, Jensen arrives
on the islands, a photographer with a commission for the island’s
tourism board. A simple love story - boy meets boy, falls in love - but
Jared can't bear the thought of leaving the Scillies, and Jensen has
just found his own niche in the world, which he hopes will take him all
over the world - and that makes them incompatible in one very basic and
important way.. .... 37,377

http://archiveofourown.org/works/4399922.html
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Big!Bang  livejournal  archiveofourown  Memories/Flashback  Romance  Angst  Photographer!Jensen  Photographer 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Hand Covers Bruise
After Dean is cured, Sam's trying to be fine, but he's really,
really not. He starts to realize the whole Dean-was-a-demon thing
affected him a lot more than he thought it did. Oneshot. (PTSD!Sam) ...
2,775
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!10  Missing!Scene  1003  Angst  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Memories/Flashback  Demon!Dean  hurt!Sam  PTSD  1000+  Short  archiveofourown  Bat!Cave  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
september 2015 by chellexxx
What Immortal Hand or Eye
Sam wants nothing to do with Lucifer or his games. He's too
busy trying to earn back his brother's trust, get clean and save the
world. Lucifer isn't backing off - he's hell bent on proving to Sam
that, despite first impressions, he's not the Devil he thinks he knows.
As Sam struggles to hold his world together and dodge the forces of
heaven and hell, Lucifer uses every method of temptation in his arsenal
to get him to want to say yes. Sam’s unquenchable curiosity is proving
to be his weakness. It would be much easier to shut Lucifer out if he
wasn’t so fascinated by all of the heavenly secrets he willingly
reveals. The more he learns about their bond as host and vessel, and the
more he feels its effects, the harder it is to pull away. Add in pagan
rituals, the wrath of a vengeful goddess, and a certain devious
trickster and things might just get out of hand. ... 27,413
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!5  AU!Season!5  Addiction  Addict!Sam  Dub-Con  Abducted  Big!Bang  Bonding  guilty!Sam  25000+  Long  archiveofourown  Amulet  Voicemail  Angst  516  518  Dream/Nightmare  514  Memories/Flashback  Demon!Blood  SPN  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Adam!Milligan  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Lucifer 
september 2015 by chellexxx
It's A Wonderful Life
He stares at the worn headstone at his feet, reading and
rereading the inscription. It's simple, the way Dean would have wanted
it. .... 692
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  post!Series  Separated!Boys  Alone/Separated  Death!fic  Angst  Sad  Parent/Guardian!Sam  Memories/Flashback  under!1000  Short  fanfiction.net  Separated!Boys  SPN 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Lightning Never Strikes Twice
Dean is having horrific dreams. Sam just wants to take care of
Dean. "Sam somehow goes back in time, meets teenage!Dean and saves him
from being brutalized/raped by some men, comfort sex ensues. No Sam/Dean
noncon please." .... 2,645
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Dream/Nightmare  Time!Travel  kick!ass!Sam  hurt!Dean  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Dean  top!Sam  1000+  livejournal  Short  Angst  Spell/Curse  Non-Con  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Time!Travelling!Sam 
august 2015 by chellexxx
Outtakes
Jared made a promise to himself: if he's going to be this
person, he is going to be fully aware of it. He isn't going to pretend
Jensen will leave his wife any moment or that he means more than she
does or that he can be upset about any of this when he's the one who
came along and fucked everything up. He is taking what he can get. ...
8,402
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Established!Relationship  Angst  Friends!to!Lovers  pining!Jared  Infidelity  Short  5000+  livejournal  Sad  Bottom!Jared  Domestic!fic  Memories/Flashback  Confession  Jensen/Danneel  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki 
august 2015 by chellexxx
Carry That Weight
Coda to "The Things They Carried." Contains Spoilers. Sam and
Dean have a Brother Moment after leaving Fayetteville. Sam contemplates
how he handled his side of the case and what the future may hold. ...
2.098
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!10  1015  Angst  asshole!Dean  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  1000+  Short  archiveofourown  SPN  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
august 2015 by chellexxx
Abyss
Jared has two constants in his life. Darkness and Ocean. He
searches for solace in them, embraces them with open arms. When a chance
expedition sets out to explore the mysteries buried in the deep ocean,
he doesn't think twice about going. For Jensen Ackles the next
assignment is a punishment in disguise. A dead end. The abyss has a
number of surprises for both of them. The ocean asks for sacrifices and
soon they realize that nothing is as it seems. .... 22,319
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  hurt!Jared  Dub-Con  Bottom!Jared  Non-Con  Memories/Flashback  Angst  Big!Bang  archiveofourown  20000+  Long  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Sophia!Bush  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
august 2015 by chellexxx
Afterimage
"If you had it to do over again, and you could change
everything, would you?" When all appears lost, Dean Winchester—battered,
weary, guilty, and alone—is given the opportunity to travel back in
time and live his life over again with the promise that if he makes the
one choice he was too afraid to make before, he will be able to change
the future, and avoid the loss of everyone he ever loved and everything
he fought for. But how? After all, he knows time can’t be changed… But
with the help of a mysterious entity, who may or may not be the actual
God of Time, Dean discovers time can be rewritten. Armed only with the
ghosts of memories from his former life—afterimages of rewritten
time—but not really understanding the gift he’s been given, the new
Dean, an impossibly young 27-year-old hunter, once again turns to his
estranged brother when their father goes missing. But when he takes a
chance on forbidden love, will it be the key to saving the universe ...
27, 322
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  First!Time  top!Sam  Time!Travel  Angst  Big!Bang  AU!Season!1  Previous!Relationship  Powers!Sam  Memories/Flashback  25000+  Long  archiveofourown  Season!7  712  SPN  Time!Travelling!Dean  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Meg  Character-Missouri!Moseley  Character-Gordon!Walker 
august 2015 by chellexxx
Adoration
Coming off a year of dealing with his parents' estate, Jared
buys an old mansion in the country with the goal of becoming the
proprietor of a B&B and a novelist. The house has a dark past, but
he scoffs at the idea that it's haunted. Then, he gets the feeling he's
being watched and strange things begin to happen in the house. A brutal
murder in town has the local sheriff looking into the murder of Jared's
parents. While events have Jared questioning reality, Jensen woos him
the only way he knows how. .... 37,000
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Angst  Homicide  Local!LEOS/FBI  Writer!Author  Writer!Jared  Motel/Hotel  Criminal!Jensen  Bottom!Jared  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Big!Bang  pdf/mobi  livejournal  Long  35000+  Medical!Professional!Jensen  Dub-Con  hurt!Jared  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Jim!Beaver  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
august 2015 by chellexxx
As Long As I Live
Sam wishes Dean would speak up and say, Sammy, looks like we’re
gonna Thelma & Louise this one. The car is way too quiet, the
Darkness approaching fast. ..... 3,310
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  post!Season!10  1023  pining!Sam  Memories/Flashback  top!Sam  Season!10  1000+  livejournal  Short  First!Time  SPN  Character-Impala 
august 2015 by chellexxx
What happens now
When he was sixteen Jensen Ackles was arrested and convicted of
the brutal rape of his eleven year old neighbor. There was no evidence,
no proof that he was even there being openly gay in a small Texas town
was proof enough. After six years of torture at the hands of the other
prisoners, there is finally proof of his innocence and he is released to
a world that still sees him as a pedophile. .... 59,124

http://archiveofourown.org/works/4478537/chapters/10180571
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Big!Bang  pdf/mobi  Angst  top!Jared  Prison/Jail  hurt!Jensen  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Non-Con  Lawyer  Local!LEOS/FBI  Mike/Tom  asshole!Jared  RPS!Family  50000+  Long  livejournal  Living!Together  Depraved!Humans  Hurt/Sick!Boys  One!Hates!The!Other!At!First  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Eric!Kripke  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  archiveofourown 
august 2015 by chellexxx
The Final Straw
Sam wakes up a captive of someone he never thought he'd have to
fear & in a place he never wanted to see again. Fighting to not
only save himself but his brother, it's a race to see if Sam's strong
enough to face this nightmare or if his brother's strength of will can
win out. *Hurt/limp/angsty/emotional!Sam &
evil/possessed/guilty/super caring!Dean* .... 18,343
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!2  Angst  hurt!Sam  Torture  Possessed!Dean  Demon  guilty!Dean  15000+  Long  fanfiction.net  Memories/Flashback  Non-Con  Tattoo  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Born!Under!a!Bad!Sign 
july 2015 by chellexxx
Saving Jared
Rich Business man Jared is a well-known face in the ER. Is he
just clumsy, as his elegant wife claims, or is there something more to
his story? Can he be honest and admit that he is a victim of domestic
violence? Worse still, can Jared admit that the violence has been
perpetrated by his wife? Jensen is the Counselor who helps Jared come to
terms with what is happening to him, and soon their relationship
becomes more than just professional. The two men fall in love, but what
happens when Jared’s wife finds out? It will take more than just love to
solve Jared’s problems, but is he brave enough to take the next step?
...... 33,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/4349855
RPS  RPS!AU  RPS!Family  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Big!Bang  Angst  Jared/ofc  Abused!Jared  hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Memories/Flashback  Living!Together  Time!Off  Dog/Puppy  Secret  Insecurity  pining!Jensen  Hospitalized!Boys  livejournal  archiveofourown  Bottom!Jared  25000+  Long  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Misha!Collins 
july 2015 by chellexxx
A Beautiful Cacophony
Beer, food and Sam. That’s all Dean ever wanted. Sam wants to
give him something he needs. Set somewhere on the season 10 timeline.
But no spoilers. ... 1,920
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Season!10  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Bar  drunk!Sam  316  Memories/Flashback  Angst  livejournal  Short  1000+  SPN 
july 2015 by chellexxx
Of Men and of Rockets
Sam's always thought it's this fiction-thing, biting your lip
until it bleeds. It seems dramatic and all, but short of tearing off too
much dry skin or having really dry lips to start with, it takes more
pressure than most people are willing to exert, really, to break the
skin of the lip and make it actually bleed. The pain of broken skin is
absolutely nothing, though, to the feeling of Lucifer's hands rooting
around in his innards (with that sort of gleeful detachment that the
fallen archangel must have spent millennia cultivating) and tearing out
whatever displeases him. In other words... Sam wakes up from a Cage
trauma-fueled nightmare and can't shake the dream. Dean helps by turning
on the heater in high summer and sweating through it. In the end,
there's nothing like a bit of blasphemy to shake the cold in his bones.
.... 1,677
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!7  Angst  PTSD  Dream/Nightmare  Torture  Memories/Flashback  Hell  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  1000+  Short  archiveofourown  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
june 2015 by chellexxx
Violet Ribbon
While working a case, Dean realizes Sam's birthday was a
disaster (again) and sets about trying to make amends. Spoilers through
to the end of S10. ...... 3,423
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!10  Angst  Birthday  guilty!Dean  Case!fic  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Dean  post!Season!10  Schmoop  1000+  Short  fanfiction.net  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
june 2015 by chellexxx
Brain Games
After a ritual gone wrong, Dean finds himself caught in Sam's memories. ... 4,283
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!10  Angst  Spell/Curse  Memories/Flashback  Mind!Reading  1000+  archiveofourown  Short  Missing!Scene  909  post!Season!7  703  611  522  514  Season!1  316  Mystery!Spot  Season!4  SPN  Born!Under!a!Bad!Sign  Dream!Walking 
may 2015 by chellexxx
Drowned
When the Winchesters and the BAU end up in the same town on the
same case, things go about as badly as they can go. .... And then they
go worse. ... 15,509
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Crossover  Case!fic  Someone!Finds!Out  hurt!OC  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  Abducted!OC  Caught  Prison/Jail  Season!7  PTSD  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  15000+  archiveofourown  Long  Local!LEOS/FBI  Depraved!Humans  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  TV!Show-Criminal!Minds 
may 2015 by chellexxx
Baby Brother
Tag to 10,23. The Winchesters broke the world for each other. Could we have expected anything less! Gen. One-shot. .... 1,174
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!10  1023  Angst  Memories/Flashback  1000+  fanfiction.net  Short  SPN 
may 2015 by chellexxx
Last Words
Tag to 10x23 – Pre-series flashbacks to present – Little
Brother Sam, Big Brother Dean – Sam tried to smile, tried to reassure
Dean that he understood...that he accepted his fate...and no matter
what, he still loved his big brother. .... 969
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!10  1023  Memories/Flashback  Angst  Dean!centric  under!1000  Short  fanfiction.net  Separated!Boys  Alone/Separated  Separated!Boys  SPN 
may 2015 by chellexxx
No matter how bad it gets
Looking for something that will help him trap Crowley, Sam
listens to all the voicemails Dean left him over the years and finds
more than he bargained for. [Missing scene for 10x22 "The Prisoner".
Sam&Dean, mild hints of Wincest. Voicemail fix-it fic. .... 1,404
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!10  1022  Voicemail  Angst  Missing!Scene  Memories/Flashback  Slash  Sam/Dean  1000+  Short  fanfiction.net  SPN  Fix-It-Fic 
may 2015 by chellexxx
Not Just a River in Egypt
Tag to 10x15 "The Things They Carried" Dean wonders why Sam
never once objected to Cole calling him 'Sammy'. Angst-fest and some
lovely bro-ments because... it's me. .... 3,258
Memories/Flashback  1000+  fanfiction.net  Short  Confession  Bat!Cave  PTSD  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Angst  1015  Season!10  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
march 2015 by chellexxx
Turn up the Bright Lights
Emotionally and physically hurt after an accident that killed
his best friend, Jensen is confined to his house. He finds unexpected
solace in Jared, the man delivering his groceries. But Jensen may be too
scarred by what happened to ever let things progress with Jared. ....
13,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/472980
Store  pdf/mobi  livejournal  Short  10000+  Slow!Burn  Agent/Police!Jensen  Student!Jared  pining!Jensen  PTSD  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Memories/Flashback  Car!Accident  Leg!broken/injured  hurt!Jensen  Schmoop  Romance  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  Slash  RPS!Family  RPS!AU  RPS  Agent/Police  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Kitten/Cat  archiveofourown 
march 2015 by chellexxx
All The King's Horses
When Sam is unable to restrain Demon!Dean to cure him on his
own, he tracks down Gabriel and makes him an offer that makes even an
archangel blanch. Instead of giving Sam what he wants, the Trickster
enlists the help of Castiel and Flagstaff to help both brothers remember
that it was their love story that saved the world once... by sending
them on a quest through Sam's mind. ..... 15,894
Dream!Walking  guilty!Sam  guilty!Dean  Long  15000+  archiveofourown  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Demon!Dean  Spell/Curse  Dream/Nightmare  Angel  Angst  Season!10  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  SPN  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Gabriel!Lives  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Flagstaff 
march 2015 by chellexxx
Touch and Go
Tag to 9.19 (Alex Annie Alexis Ann) in which Dean realises why,
exactly, Sam is so angry about what happened with Gadreel. ........
3,183
Possessed!Sam  Memories/Flashback  guilty!Dean  1000+  Short  archiveofourown  Bat!Cave  hurt!Sam  Tattoo  Angst  911  Season!9  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
march 2015 by chellexxx
Never have I ever
When a harmless drinking game among friends takes a turn for
the worse, the boys are faced with unresolved issues from the past.
Hurt/Comfort .... 8,434
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Bat!Cave  516  422  Angst  drunk!Sam  drunk!Dean  Emotionally!hurt  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt!Dean  Amulet  Voicemail  5000+  fanfiction.net  Short  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  A!Break!From!Hunting  Fix-It-Fic  Character-Charlie!Bradbury  Character-Castiel  Character-Kevin!Tran 
march 2015 by chellexxx
Drawn Into Your Flame
Jensen is a biker who loves the open road, never staying
anywhere for longer than a few days, a week at most. When his bike
breaks down and needs serious repairs, he's forced to make nice in a
small town where he meets Jared, who doesn't want him to leave.  ....
34,836
Bartender!Jared  RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Angst  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Criminal/Mafia  Prison/Jail  Criminal!Jensen  Criminal!Jared  top!Jared  Bar  Romance  archiveofourown  livejournal  Long  25000+  Bartender  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Tom!Welling 
february 2015 by chellexxx
The Thing That Should Not Be
When an ancient demon sets its sights on DC, it's up to Team
Gibbs to stop it from bringing on the apocalypse - with the help of Team
Free Will, of course. Will they be able to stop the rising tide of evil
without losing one of their own? .... 72,724 ....
http://archiveofourown.org/works/1409926/chapters/2958628
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Crossover  Demon  Season!5  50000+  Long  fanfiction.net  archiveofourown  Case!fic  Memories/Flashback  Angst  Possessed!OC  Deal  Local!LEOS/FBI  SPN  TV!Show-NCIS  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Zachariah  Character-Castiel  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Crowley 
january 2015 by chellexxx
Worst Moment
Sam thinks back to the worst moment of his life and it modifies
his outlook on his current relationship with Dean. Sam POV. One shot.
Season Nine. Brotherly affecton. ... 1,099
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!5  Season!8  Season!9  503  504  806  912  Angst  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  1000+  fanfiction.net  Short  Separated!Boys  SPN  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
january 2015 by chellexxx
Aftermath 'verse
It took Sam four months to get Dean out of Hell. Four months in
which the world was black and white – on mute. Four months, six days,
and seventeen hours and Sam felt like he might sleep for a year, after.
Dean slept for three days. .. 11,371
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Gen  post!Season!3  Hell  Sam/Dean  First!Time  PTSD  Emotionally!hurt  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt!Dean  Angst  10000+  archiveofourown  Short  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
december 2014 by chellexxx
The Other Shoe
In which Sam states little but implies a lot, and Dean fills in
the blanks. Early season seven, rated for non-explicit references to
rape. ... 1,109
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!7  Angst  Non-Con  Memories/Flashback  PTSD  Hell  hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  fanfiction.net  Short  1000+  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
december 2014 by chellexxx
next year's words await another voice
Jared's life is shattered when his wife is brutally murdered in
front of him at a romantic dinner – the horror of her senseless death,
and survivor's guilt, send him over the edge. He squats in a basement,
wanders the streets having visions. Jensen is a B List celebrity who
becomes the unwitting cause of this tragedy. Jensen's own guilt pushes
him into heavy drinking and hiding in his friend Steve's record shop.
Months later the two damaged men's paths cross, and their interaction
offers them both the possibility of redemption. ... 13,000...
http://archiveofourown.org/works/787959
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Angst  Homeless!Jared  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Famous/notFamous  Famous!Jensen  guilty!Jensen  drunk!Jensen  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Vet/Animal!Shelter  PTSD  Dog/Puppy  Hospitalized!Boys  hurt!Jared  Musician  Musician!Jensen  Store  livejournal  10000+  Short  Depraved!Humans  Homeless  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Movie-The!Fisher!King  archiveofourown  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Steve!Carlson 
december 2014 by chellexxx
There's a Hole in My Life, I Wish I Could Fill It (With Anything But You)
Sam and Dean got together when Sam was sixteen, but Sam figures
out pretty quickly that it's not exactly what he wanted. Sex can be
used as a tool just like anything else can. When the world-saving fight
is over, Sam still wants his brother, but knows he can never have him
again. But when Dean asks to start their relationship again, Sam takes
drastic measures to ensure what happened last time will never happen
again. This story does deal with dubious levels of consent, but I
promise you that by the end everyone is happy and enthusiastically
consenting. .. 11,906
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  Established!Relationship  Previous!Relationship  First!Time  Angst  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Sam/OMC  post!Season!9  Pre-Series  Teenchesters  top!Sam  Bottom!Sam  pining!Sam  Insecurity  Dub-Con  10000+  archiveofourown  Short  Arranged!Marriage/Forced!Relationship  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Castiel 
november 2014 by chellexxx
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