chellexxx + insecurity   102

Wreck of the Day
The boys are driving somewhere and get into an accident - the
car rolls and lands in a ditch filled with water. Jensen is trapped and
Jared has to keep his head above water until help arrives. ..... 2,858
RPS  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  Car!Accident  hurt!Jensen  Trapped  Schmoop  Angst  Established!Relationship  Insecurity  1000+  Short  livejournal  hurt!Jared  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
february 2016 by chellexxx
Pandora's Box
RPS based on the movie Avatar. Marine Jensen Ackles thinks his
life is over when he becomes paralyzed in the course of duty, but when
his twin brother is killed in a robbery everything changes. Struggling
to make sense of his loss, Jensen decides to take his brother's place in
a mission on the distant moon of Pandora, where a private corporation
has a large mining concern. New cutting-edge technology allows Jensen to
form a psychic link with an avatar — an artificially-grown body
composed of the DNA of both humans and the Na'vi, the aliens native to
Pandora— and thus interact directly with the otherwise hostile, if
beautiful planet. In exchange for the spinal surgery that will allow him
to regain the use of his legs, Jensen agrees to infiltrate the Na'vi.
Once he's there, though, he becomes close with the tribe, particularly
the chief's son, Jared, his guide and mentor. Under Jared's tutelage, a
whole new world opens up for Jensen, along with the first blossom of
love. ...... 96,645

http://archiveofourown.org/works/222196/chapters/335644
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  SciFi/Fantasy!AU  Angst  Big!Bang  Paralysis  hurt!Jensen  Armed!Forces  Armed!Forces!Jensen  Bonding  Homophobia  Epic  livejournal  75000+  top!Jared  Insecurity  Alien!Jared  Jensen/ofc  archiveofourown  Alien  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Movie-Avatar 
january 2016 by chellexxx
Almost Lover
Gabriel needs a date to his brother's wedding. Sam obliges. Roadtrips, stripping, body shots and pining occur. ... 34,170
SPN!AU  Sam/Gabriel  First!Time  Slash  Schmoop  Romance  Insecurity  Road!Trip  Pretend/Mistaken/Couple  pining!Sam  pining!Gabriel  25000+  Long  archiveofourown  SPN  AU!Not!Raised!as!Hunters  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Anna!Milton  Character-Michael 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Project Get Jared Banged (Stepbrothers!Verse)
Jared's had the best stepbrother in the world in Jensen since
the age of five growing up together and more attached than usual
brothers would, only realizing that he’s in love with Jensen by the time
he hits thirteen. After five more years of Jared's impossible crush, he
knows his life turns and spins around his brother. Luckily for Jared,
he and Jensen have always been closer than other siblings, making his
feelings seem a little less hopeless. Or that is until Jensen announces
he’s moving to Austin to live with his girlfriend next year, leaving
Jared's perfectly built Jensen-centric world crashing to the ground.
That’s when Chad and Sandy decide to convince Jared that moving on and
letting go of his feelings are the only way to get through his lost love
for Jensen. Yet their plan to get Jared out of his shell and over his
stepbrother doesn't sit well with one person: Jensen himself, who
realizes that the more Jared tries to pull away, the more he wants to
get him back closer. 121k

http://archiveofourown.org/works/4444097/chapters/10165073
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  pining!Jared  RPS!Family  livejournal  archiveofourown  100000+  Epic  Insecurity  Shy!Jared  Jealous!Jensen  Possessive!Jensen  Jensen/ofc  Bottom!Jared  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Person-Stephen!Amell 
september 2015 by chellexxx
You're Worth It
Jared has been, and always will be, in love with the gorgeous
football quarterback Tom Welling. Tom finds Jared’s ‘crush’ amusing and
frequently uses Jared, but refuses to date him or acknowledge there’s
any sort of relationship at all. Concerned, Jared’s friends Chad and
Sandy are through with Jared skipping out on the potential for a real
relationship with someone who will treat Jared like he deserves and
think Tom needs to be taught a lesson on taking people for granted.
Enter Jensen, a college sophomore who owes his cousin Sandy a favor and
who is the perfect ‘fake boyfriend’ to make even Tom Welling jealous.
,,, 9,600 .... http://archiveofourown.org/works/4693271
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  HighSchool!AU  Jared/Tom  Secret  Insecurity  Bottom!Jared  Bullies  pdf/mobi  pining!Jared  Pretend/Mistaken/Couple  livejournal  5000+  Short  Seduction  Romance  Schmoop  archiveofourown  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Sandy!McCoy 
august 2015 by chellexxx
Saving Jared
Rich Business man Jared is a well-known face in the ER. Is he
just clumsy, as his elegant wife claims, or is there something more to
his story? Can he be honest and admit that he is a victim of domestic
violence? Worse still, can Jared admit that the violence has been
perpetrated by his wife? Jensen is the Counselor who helps Jared come to
terms with what is happening to him, and soon their relationship
becomes more than just professional. The two men fall in love, but what
happens when Jared’s wife finds out? It will take more than just love to
solve Jared’s problems, but is he brave enough to take the next step?
...... 33,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/4349855
RPS  RPS!AU  RPS!Family  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Big!Bang  Angst  Jared/ofc  Abused!Jared  hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Memories/Flashback  Living!Together  Time!Off  Dog/Puppy  Secret  Insecurity  pining!Jensen  Hospitalized!Boys  livejournal  archiveofourown  Bottom!Jared  25000+  Long  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Misha!Collins 
july 2015 by chellexxx
Tidelines
After five years together, Jared's boyfriend just left him one
day with no note, explanation or way to contact him. .... Eight months
later, still struggling with a broken heart, Jared finds himself in the
wilds of Alaska for a corporate retreat, reunited with his long lost
lover. .... But has fate brought them together only to tear them apart
forever? .... 69,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/4070272/chapters/9163462
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  Previous!Relationship  First!Time  Secret  Insecurity  pining!Jared  Romance  Criminal/Mafia  Angst  hurt!Jared  Depression  Trapped  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Mother!Nature  Cabin!fic  Bottom!Jared  50000+  Long  livejournal  pdf/mobi  archiveofourown  Blizzard/Snow  Storm  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Katie!Cassidy  Person-Tahmoh!Penikett  Person-Stephen!Amell  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
june 2015 by chellexxx
The Right Call
If Sam dies in the past, John won't be forced to sacrifice
himself for Dean after a car accident, Dean won't go to Hell, and
Lucifer's cage will stay shut. ..... Sam's family completely disagrees
.................... 4,355
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!5  516  Time!Travel  Amulet  Insecurity  Separated!Boys  archiveofourown  Short  1000+  SPN  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Time!Travelling!Dean  Time!Travelling!Sam  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-John!Winchester 
june 2015 by chellexxx
Get a Clue
Jensen has had his eye on the swim coach since he started work
at the gym, but he's not sure how to let him know he's interested. ....
2,565
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Shy!Jared  pining!Jared  pining!Jensen  Schmoop  Sport!Jared  Insecurity  Humour  Romance  livejournal  Short  1000+  Swimmer  Swimmer!Jared 
may 2015 by chellexxx
Sam I Am
Now that they've settled in the bunker, Sam and Dean finally
have rooms they can call their own. So why isn't Sam putting up any
pictures? ...... 2,033
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!8  Bed!Sharing  Schmoop  Insecurity  Angst  1000+  fanfiction.net  Short  Bat!Cave  Domestic!fic  SPN 
december 2014 by chellexxx
Hellfire
Hellfire is fire that burns brighter than any flame known to
man and yet, it won't hurt Sam at all. It's something he picked up,
something which is now a part of him and he isn't so sure he wants to
part with it. It soothes his soul...drowns out the noises around him.
It's also the reason he's got a second chance at making things right, so
just because it's called hellfire, doesn't make it evil, right? .......
12,296

http://archiveofourown.org/works/374890
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Season!7  AU!Season!7  Sam/Dean  First!Time  hurt!Sam  Powers!Sam  Demon!Blood  Angst  Separated!Boys  Time!Travel  Bottom!Sam  Confession  hurt!Dean  archiveofourown  Insecurity  livejournal  10000+  Short  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Time!Travelling!Sam  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Meg  Character-Yellow!Eyed!Demon 
december 2014 by chellexxx
There's a Hole in My Life, I Wish I Could Fill It (With Anything But You)
Sam and Dean got together when Sam was sixteen, but Sam figures
out pretty quickly that it's not exactly what he wanted. Sex can be
used as a tool just like anything else can. When the world-saving fight
is over, Sam still wants his brother, but knows he can never have him
again. But when Dean asks to start their relationship again, Sam takes
drastic measures to ensure what happened last time will never happen
again. This story does deal with dubious levels of consent, but I
promise you that by the end everyone is happy and enthusiastically
consenting. .. 11,906
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  Established!Relationship  Previous!Relationship  First!Time  Angst  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Sam/OMC  post!Season!9  Pre-Series  Teenchesters  top!Sam  Bottom!Sam  pining!Sam  Insecurity  Dub-Con  10000+  archiveofourown  Short  Arranged!Marriage/Forced!Relationship  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Castiel 
november 2014 by chellexxx
Nightshift
Jared and Jensen meet online - Livejournal to be exact - in a
fandom about two hot men who are slashed. Jensen wants to meet Jared -
but Jared is ... socially awkward. .... 10.926
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  pining!Jared  pining!Jensen  Insecurity  Shy!Jared  Shy!Jensen  Schmoop  Bottom!Jared  Text/Email/Internet  archiveofourown  10000+  Short  fan!fiction  Writer!Jared  Writer!Author  Geek!Jared  Geek!Jensen  Chef/Baker!Jensen  Virginity  Chef/Baker 
november 2014 by chellexxx
Healing Rifts
After the events in 'Soul Survivor' it's time to heal some
rifts between them. Sam thinks he knows how but isn't expecting Dean's
reaction to his choices. *Healing/wary!Dean & worried/caring!Sam*
Spoilers! ...... 2,918
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!10  1003  guilty!Dean  Angst  Insecurity  Domestic!fic  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Dean  1000+  fanfiction.net  Short  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
october 2014 by chellexxx
Cuffs
Detective Ackles gets a new partner who may be a bit of a
challenge. They have different views about everything. Ackles picks up
some work on a new case that reveals his partner's secret and dredges up
the past ..... 87,156

http://archiveofourown.org/works/1283929/chapters/2660215
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  livejournal  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  archiveofourown  Agent/Police!Jensen  Agent/Police!Jared  Angst  Schmoop  Romance  pining!Jensen  Bottom!Jared  Cabin!fic  Humour  Epic  75000+  hurt!Jared  Case!fic  Insecurity  Agent/Police  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Undercover/Secret!Identity  Person-Alona!Tal  Person-Jim!Beaver  Person-Samantha!Smith  Person-Mark!Sheppard  Person-Matt!Cohen  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
august 2014 by chellexxx
Perfect (For You)
Jared forgot about his high-school crush long ago. At least he
thought he did, until fate and his best friend Gen conspire to throw him
in now-movie-star Jensen's path once more. Transforming his geeky
persona into a well-built, somewhat-less-geeky one, Jared quickly wins
the attention of the one man he never thought would be interested in
him. But Jared doesn't know if it's the real him that Jensen sees, or
just an illusion. ......... 14,047
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Famous/notFamous  Memories/Flashback  Famous!Jensen  Actor!Jensen  Artist!Jared  HighSchool!AU  pining!Jared  On!Set  Shy!Jared  Insecurity  Bullies  Schmoop  Romance  10000+  livejournal  Short  Actor  Geek!Jared  Artist  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
july 2014 by chellexxx
Discovery of Ourselves
Jensen is the new guy in the office who either just got hired
or just transferred in. He has no problems making new friends but is
curious about the really cute guy who never seems to talk to anyone and
is almost always alone. Though the guy, Jared, has worked there for
years, nobody really knows a lot about him. Everybody has theories,
especially about why he never says more than a few words (theories are
up to author, but it would be funny if somebody came up with something
crazy like he's in witness protection and trying to lay low). Somehow
Jensen finds out that the reason Jared doesn't say much is because he
has a strong stammer that he's embarrassed about and tries to hide
(maybe some background on why, like he's always been bullied over it).
Lucky for him, Jensen thinks it's kind of adorable. From there Jensen
tries to date Jared, with Jared being slightly confused over why Jensen
isn't shunning him like everybody else ...... 6,500
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Office  Insecurity  Shy!Jared  pining!Jensen  Schmoop  Bottom!Jared  Seduction  5000+  livejournal  Short  pdf/mobi  Romance  Geek!Jared 
june 2014 by chellexxx
Sweet November
Jensen is a workaholic who isn't sure what to do with his life
aside from blindly forge ahead with his plan to reach the top of the
advertising world. Jared is a free spirit who's made it his job to live
each day like it's his last. When the two of them collide, it's Jared
who thinks he can teach Jensen a thing or two about the beauty of life.
Funny thing is, Jensen's got some lessons of his own. Only, Jared's not
good at learning lessons and the more he lets Jensen in, the more he
realizes it's getting difficult to hide a secret that could cause
everything to crumble underneath them. ..... 65,500

http://archiveofourown.org/works/1712384/chapters/3646523
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Jensen/ofc  Schmoop  sick!Jared  top!Jared  Bottom!Jared  Angst  archiveofourown  livejournal  50000+  Long  pdf/mobi  Insecurity  Cancer  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Movie-Sweet!November  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Misha!Collins 
may 2014 by chellexxx
Fateful Scene
Jared's a college student in need of fast money. He's got his
half of the rent due, fighting to pay for college and keep a job tending
bar despite being constantly sexually harassed by the owner's son.
Jensen's a former porn star turned studio co-owner after he went into
semi-retirement when a scene with someone he trusted went horribly bad.
Meeting when Jensen saves Jared from a case of mistaken identity &
the uncaring act of another actor, the two men from very different
worlds, are immediately drawn to the other despite Jared's innocence and
Jensen's caution. A lifetime of being used & belittled makes it
hard for Jared to believe when Jensen says he's good enough to not only
film but that he wants to get to know him, he finds himself trusting his
new boss more when a close call leaves Jared bleeding. When things from
Jensen's past resurface bringing back his own self-doubts, it's up to
Jared to convince Jensen that he's good enough to find his own buried
dream .... 58,481
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Porn  Bottom!Jared  Non-Con  hurt!Jared  Bondage  50000+  archiveofourown  Long  Shy!Jared  Insecurity  Student!Jared  Famous!Jensen  Actor!Jared  Actor!Jensen  Vet/Animal!Shelter  Vet!Jared  Writer!Jensen  Writer!Author  Actor  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
may 2014 by chellexxx
You Could Be My Sanctuary
Private School AU. His father being the Dean of students,
Jensen has barely known life outside the walls of Lakewood Academy. He's
grown distant and jaded, most of the time keeping to himself rather
than interact with his fellow students and teachers. But his life is
about to change completely when a new student, Jared, transfers to
Lakewood and seems determined to make Jensen come out of his shell.
16,800 Loosely inspired by the themes of Disney's The Hunchback of Notre
Dame
RPS  RPS!AU  HighSchool!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  RPS!Family  Insecurity  Shy!Jensen  pdf/mobi  livejournal  Long  15000+  Student!Jared  Student!Jensen  Homophobia  Movie-The!Hunchback!of!Notre!Dame  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show 
may 2014 by chellexxx
Happily Ever After
JDM has been a good friend of Jared's father for a very long
time. When Jared's father dies while he is still very young, JDM helps
Jared's mother raise him. Because of this, he is very attached to Jared
and cares about him as if he was his own son. This makes it even harder
for him to tolerate the low life's that Jared seems to attract for
boyfriends. It doesn't help that despite Jared's size, he doesn't tend
to stand up for himself and his boyfriends end up walking all over him
and hurting him in the end. After Jared makes it out of a particularly
abusive relationship, JDM has decided he's had enough and takes it upon
himself to play matchmaker. For this he turns to his most trusted
employee and friend Jensen. Having gotten nowhere with online dating and
bar cruising, Jensen decides that it's worth a shot especially after he
meets Jared. Jared is shy thanks to his past relationships, but Jensen
is willing to take time to show him not all men are jerks. Maybe Jared's
recent ex shows up again and Jensen gives him what he deserves.
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Romance  Seduction  Bottom!Jared  RPS!Family  Shy!Jared  Abused!Jared  hurt!Jared  pdf/mobi  10000+  Short  livejournal  Lawyer!Jensen  teacher!Jared  Insecurity  Slow!Burn  Schmoop  Lawyer  Abused  Teacher  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
april 2014 by chellexxx
So Big Like the Sun
Sam is somewhere around 14-16 and he's kind of insecure because
he has like a bubble butt. Dean of course loves his ass and fantasizes
about it. (Sam is oblivious to Dean's feelings.) Maybe Sam is upset
because he got teased in gym class about his ass and Dean is there to
comfort him and... ;) I'm sure you can figure out the rest. 4,380
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Pre-Series  Teenchesters  Sam/Dean  First!Time  pining!Dean  PWP  Bottom!Sam  Bullies  livejournal  1000+  Short  Insecurity  Possessive!Dean  SPN 
march 2014 by chellexxx
Kintsugi
Dean needs a new protective sigil tattoo, and he visits the
tattoo artist other hunters recommend--the only person in the area who's
precise enough for the work. Getting two words in a row out of the guy
is hard labor, but undeniably worth it in the end.
4,600
Tattoo  1000+  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Angst  Self!Harm  PTSD  Insecurity  Abused!Sam  hurt!Sam  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
march 2014 by chellexxx
Keep Coming Around
On cue, the bell on the door rang, and Jensen turned expecting
Ms. Erickson and her cat carrier. What he found instead was a tall, tall
guy with an armful of kittens. Not a pet carrier of kittens, not a box
of kittens, not even a basket. An armful of five small kittens, like he
just scooped them up out of a field, or plucked them one by one out of a
tree. Now harvested, they seemed to have their own ideas, though. One
was crawling up his jacket toward his shoulder, and another must have
fallen through the guy's folded arms. The kitten had caught itself on
his jeans and was just hanging there, seemingly at a loss of what to do
now. The other three were just generally wiggling, and making as much
racket as their small voices could possibly make." 39,700
Shy!Jensen  Insecurity  pining!Jensen  Jared/Sandy  Student!Jared  Angst  livejournal  Long  35000+  Romance  Schmoop  Vet!Jensen  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  Slash  RPS!AU  RPS  pdf/mobi  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Kitten/Cat 
march 2014 by chellexxx
Closed Curtains
Curtain!fic. When Sam, Cas and Dean settle in New Haven Sam
thinks he has the best of all worlds. His damaged mind on the mend, the
love and support of his brother and angel. But then, inevitably, it all
starts to fall apart. ... 7,720 ..... Closed Curtains

http://archiveofourown.org/works/527281
livejournal  Domestic!fic  Living!Together  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  PTSD  post!Season!7  guilty!Dean  OFC  Jealous!Sam  Insecurity  Angst  Short  5000+  post!Series  Curtain!fic  Dean/Castiel  Sam/Dean/Castiel  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  archiveofourown  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Castiel 
march 2014 by chellexxx
Three's Not a Crowd
Sam loves both Dean and Castiel, but they love each other.
Neither of them would ever want Sam, or at least that what he thinks.
What happens when Sam runs away only to be captured by a demon?
Dean/Sam/Castiel 17,914
Torture  hurt!Sam  Car!Accident  Dean/Castiel  823  Season!8  Voyeurism  Angst  Abducted!Sam  Abducted  Demon  Insecurity  Jealous!Sam  pining!Sam  Long  fanfiction.net  15000+  Bottom!Sam  First!Time  Sam/Dean/Castiel  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  AU!Season!8  Separated!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Castiel  Character-Meg 
january 2014 by chellexxx
Then Again! Verse
It's not totally weird to be in love with a person’s voice is
it? If it is, Jared's pretty much okay with being weird. Jensen is a DJ
and Jared ... well, he suddenly loves his radio. ...... 43,914 sequel
7,286 ......
pdf/mobi  Shy!Jared  Long  50000+  pining!Jared  College!AU  Romance  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  RPS!AU  Slash  RPS  archiveofourown  Insecurity  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Sandy!McCoy 
december 2013 by chellexxx
Midnight At The Playground
*S3, any time before Dean dies* Sam thinks he's tainted and
unlovable and that Dean deserves better, it turns to Dean to make his
brother see differently. Wincest! Angst, Romance, and magic p- . 2,459
pining!Sam  Romance  Insecurity  Season!3  Bottom!Sam  First!Time  Sam/Dean  Angst  1000+  fanfiction.net  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Short  SPN 
november 2013 by chellexxx
All This Damage
Jared and Jensen each have feelings for each other, but both
are afraid to reveal them, for very different reasons. Jared is
concerned about Jensen's behaviour, particularly after stumbling onto a
disturbing scene. Jensen's behaviour becomes even more erratic and
self-destructive after the death by suicide of his cousin. Jared works
together with Chris to try to figure out how to help him, and discover
something very disturbing about Jensen's past.
top!Jared  Insecurity  livejournal  20000+  Big!Bang  Angst  Non-Con  Emotionally!hurt  Self!Harm  Jensen/omc  hurt!Jensen  Memories/Flashback  pining!Jensen  pining!Jared  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  Slash  RPS  Long  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum 
october 2013 by chellexxx
Here's A Little Heart For You
Jensen is in love with Chris and Jared is head-over-heels for
Jensen. Jensen’s not very good at art class; Jared's a bit chubby and a
geek for Thomas Kinkade. Sadie and Harley have a crazy puppy love affair
and college pretty much sucks ..... 22,414
drugged!Jensen  20000+  pining!Jensen  pining!Jared  Shy!Jared  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  livejournal  Slash  RPS  Long  RPS!AU  College!AU  Student!Jensen  Student!Jared  Geek!Jared  Shy!Jensen  Schmoop  Insecurity  Angst  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Person-Sophia!Bush 
september 2013 by chellexxx
Dance With Me
On Jared's prom night, a famous dancer visits their school.
From that moment on, Jared's life is changed forever. Will Jared's
determination to put his sister and ill mother before everything else
prevent him and Jensen from having something more? When Jared opened his
eyes to find Jensen smiling softly at him, he blushed, realizing just
how close they actually were. Jensen’s lips were barely a breath away
from his own and he could feel every soft puff of air against his skin.
NC-17, angst, h/c, hurt!Jared, protective!Jensen, dancer!Jensen, schmoop
28,000
pdf/mobi  HighSchool!AU  Famous!Jensen  Mechanic!Jared  Mechanic  Bottom!Jared  Insecurity  Shy!Jared  Angst  25000+  sick!OC  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  Famous/notFamous  Schmoop  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  fics!by!freakn-out  livejournal  Slash  RPS  Long  RPS!AU  Student!Jared  Geek!Jared  Wealthy!Jensen  Dancer!Jensen  Dancer  Popular!Jensen  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Person-Sophia!Bush 
august 2013 by chellexxx
Jared's Ghost
When Jared, a forensic pathologist, disappears in war-torn Sri
Lanka during a human rights investigation, Jensen has no choice but to
go after his estranged boyfriend. 20,500

http://archiveofourown.org/works/927393/chapters/1802974
Insecurity  livejournal  RPS  Medical!Professional!Jared  Previous!Relationship  Big!Bang  archiveofourown  Jared/Jensen  20000+  First!Time  hurt!Jared  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  Abducted  Abducted!Jared  OFC  Medical!Professional!Jensen  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
august 2013 by chellexxx
Due North
Jensen is a barista with a sordid past, Jared is running away
from the shambles of his engagement; they come together in the
wilderness of Caribou, Maine. Jared is everything Jensen isn't:
outgoing, noisy, and cheerful. It's annoying. Especially since Jared has
apparently decided that he likes Jensen and will stop at nothing to get
a date with him. Jensen can't send him away as long as he's paying for
coffee, and Jared won't take no for an answer, so Jensen agrees to a
single date. With a little luck, and the magic of the Northern Lights,
maybe they can have a chance after all. ... 36,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/923833/chapters/1795239
Shy!Jensen  Seduction  Schmoop  top!Jared  Emotionally!hurt  Insecurity  RPS!Family  RPS  livejournal  Big!Bang  Romance  archiveofourown  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  pining!Jared  35000+  Slash  Coffee!Shop/Cafe  Long  RPS!AU  Barista!Jensen  Barista  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Sandy!McCoy 
august 2013 by chellexxx
Pass it on
Jared, geek, nerd, and everything in between. Oh, and he's as
out as any 17 yr old can be at high school. Jensen, swimteam captain,
popular, everything Jared isn't. Oh yeah, and he's not so out. A simple
offer by Jared to help Jensen with some extra studying, lands both the
boys in the middle of something they weren't quite expecting. .....
22,500
pdf/mobi  HighSchool!AU  Sport!Jensen  Shy!Jared  livejournal  RPS  Jared/Jensen  20000+  First!Time  Sport  Insecurity  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  Student!Jensen  Student!Jared  Geek!Jared  Swimmer  Swimmer!Jensen  Popular!Jensen  FLocked! 
august 2013 by chellexxx
Lost and Found
Jensen Ackles is a shy, overweight songwriter whose body issues
have prevented him from forming any real personal connections, and at
thirty, he’s still unsure of his sexuality, and still a virgin. But when
he signs up for an experimental obesity research program, he meets
Jared Padalecki, a stunningly sexy fitness guru who slowly but surely
changes Jensen’s life. 47,000
teacher!Jared  HighSchool!AU  Musician!Jensen  Shy!Jensen  RPS  Big!Bang  Romance  Jared/Jensen  Angst  Insecurity  Schmoop  Training  livejournal  First!Time  Musician  35000+  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  Student!Jensen  Student!Jared  Geek!Jensen  Virginity  Teacher  Popular!Jared 
august 2013 by chellexxx
Sneaking Out
When Jared transfers to a new school for his senior year, he
expects to be as invisible as he's always been. It doesn't take long for
him to realize that being noticed isn't the worst thing in the world,
especially when Jensen is the one paying attention. (prompt: Jared is a
lonely geek, Jensen is a bad boy, Jared pines, tries to be bad too.)
..... 25,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/380408
HighSchool!AU  Shy!Jared  25000+  livejournal  RPS  Romance  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Insecurity  pining!Jared  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  Student!Jensen  Student!Jared  archiveofourown  hurt!Jared  Angst  Geek!Jared  Popular!Jensen  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
august 2013 by chellexxx
poems have possibilities but math has answers
Jensen is the poet, hiding behind his pseudonym and the death
of a parent, Jared the newly graduated, the newly come out, who ran away
from home, rather than face the consequences of his actions. When they
collide, there are instant fireworks. There are words written, many
kisses had, but in between dates in the park and bus rides to work,
Jensen withdraws and Jared reaches a breaking point. They discover that
happy endings are hard to come by and that life is not a fairytale.
36,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/915939
Writer!Jensen  livejournal  RPS  Big!Bang  archiveofourown  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Angst  35000+  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  Romance  Writer!Author  Vet/Animal!Shelter  Neighbour  asshole!Jared  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Separated!Boys  Famous/notFamous  Famous!Jensen  Secret  Insecurity  Dog/Puppy  Sad  Homophobia 
august 2013 by chellexxx
"Cuz you leave me speechless when you talk to me"
Jared’s sure he’s still a little drunk from last night. And
this morning has already been bad, so he’s decided not to take
responsibilities for whatever his mind comes up with during the day
..... 5,698
livejournal  RPS  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Insecurity  5000+  Slash  Short  RPS!AU  College!AU  Student!Jensen  Student!Jared  Barista!Jared  Coffee!Shop/Cafe  pining!Jared  pining!Jensen  Shy!Jared  Schmoop  Musician  Musician!Jensen  Shy!Jensen  Barista  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Matt!Bomer 
august 2013 by chellexxx
Under Hill
In which the Winchester's lives are only a little bit like a
Disney cartoon, and it takes Dean a long time to figure things out.
2,356

http://archiveofourown.org/works/894164
aww  livejournal  archiveofourown  Bat!Cave  post!Season!8  Established!Relationship  Insecurity  Schmoop  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  1000+  Short  SPN 
july 2013 by chellexxx
Yoko Ono's Got Nothing on Jensen Ackles
Jared Padalecki has lived the hard-rock, hard-drinking
lifestyle practically since the day he left his home and his alcoholic
father. Jensen Ackles has been sheltered after disease almost cut his
life far too short. Can they forge a path together or will forces larger
and stronger force them apart. 40,000
Musician!Jared  Shy!Jensen  asshole!Jared  Angst  Bottom!Jared  top!Jared  Insecurity  Emotionally!hurt  RPS!Family  drunk!Jared  Musician  livejournal  RPS  sick!Jensen  Big!Bang  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  35000+  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  Geek!Jensen  Homophobia  Photographer!Jensen  Photographer  Popular!Jared  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Bad!Boy!Jared  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Misha!Collins 
july 2013 by chellexxx
Catch a Heart
What do you do when the one you love loves another?: Stealing
the silent moment, my eyes constantly slide to his serene features. His
smooth, silky lips, soft and delicate, unlike my own thick, puffy ones,
make me just want to touch and taste. His unmarred and tanned
baby-smooth skin enhances his impossibly young innocence and his
windswept hair falls haphazardly into his face, making me want to just
reach out and… I drag my eyes back out to the ocean.
21,000
NC-17, dub-con, bottom!Jared, hurt!Jared, hurt/comfort
Famous!Jared  Shy!Jared  Jared/Jensen  Dub-Con  Medical!Professional!Jensen  livejournal  Bottom!Jared  Famous/notFamous  Angst  First!Time  20000+  fics!by!freakn-out  Jared/omc  Insecurity  hurt!Jared  Actor!Jared  Slash  RPS  Long  RPS!AU  Actor  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  TV!Show-Gilmore!Girls  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray 
july 2013 by chellexxx
More Than I Deserve
Years of school yard bullying has left Jensen with some
emotional scars and anti-social tendencies. Jensen found purpose working
as an Animal Shelter Manager and he was content living the way he was.
Jensen knows from his past experiences the only love and acceptance he
was going to receive was from the animals he cared for until a tall,
young orthopedic surgeon by the name of Jared Padalecki walked into the
animal shelter looking to adopt a dog and changed everything.
23,213
Shy!Jensen  Vet/Animal!Shelter  Schmoop  top!Jared  Insecurity  RPS  Medical!Professional!Jared  Big!Bang  Emotionally!hurt  Jared/Jensen  20000+  Angst  livejournal  Dog/Puppy  First!Time  Slash  Bullies  Long  RPS!AU  Geek!Jensen  Person-Christian!Kane 
july 2013 by chellexxx
The Treat Fairy
Jared hasn't been able to catch the person who is leaving him
the pastries - someone is baking Jared the most delicious sweets; one
day there was even homemade candy (every now and again there are
homemade doggie treats for his babies too). When it first started
happening, all his friends told Jared it was dangerous to eat random
food that an unknown person was cooking for him, they were worried that
he could be poisoned. Jared thinks everyone is just paranoid, no one who
bakes likes this is dangerous. Jensen has a crush, and when he gets
nervous he bakes. He noticed that his crush - his hot tall neighbor -
likes sweets, so he gives all the results of his nervousness to Jared.
The fact that Jared seems to like his baking just makes Jensen even more
nervous..
15,829
Chef/Baker!Jensen  Shy!Jensen  Schmoop  livejournal  RPS  Dog/Puppy  pining!Jensen  Jared/Jensen  15000+  First!Time  Insecurity  Adorable  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  Geek!Jensen  Chef/Baker  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Misha!Collins 
july 2013 by chellexxx
A Crazy Little Thing
College is nothing but studying and sleeping for Jared until
the socially awkward and klutzy freshman literally runs into Jensen
Ackles, a big name senior without a plan for the future. Despite Chad’s
ridiculous and annoying but well-meaning meddling, the two find that
there’s an odd but incredible attraction between them. But when Jared
returns home on the back of Jensen’s motorcycle they find out if the
attraction between them can last even in the face of adversity. A J2
romantic comedy loosely based off the songs God Love Her by: Toby Keith
and Let Me Go by: Christian Kane. 22,364
Shy!Jared  Bottom!Jared  Romance  Insecurity  livejournal  RPS  Big!Bang  Jared/Jensen  20000+  First!Time  RPS!Family  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  College!AU  Student!Jensen  Student!Jared  Geek!Jared  pdf/mobi  Virginity  Popular!Jensen  Homophobia  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Sophia!Bush 
june 2013 by chellexxx
What Happens To Us
All Jensen Ackles wants is to find a nanny for his 5 year old
autistic son. Jared Padalecki is an out of work OT trying to find
something more in life. It’s a perfect match in more ways than one if
only the two men can work past their own insecurities to see it. .......
37,000
Abused!Jared  hurt!Jared  Parent/Guardian!Jensen  Bottom!Jared  Boss/employee  Shy!Jared  livejournal  RPS  Big!Bang  Jared/Jensen  Kid!fic  First!Time  Insecurity  RPS!Family  35000+  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  pdf/mobi  Angst  pining!Jared  pining!Jensen  Domestic!fic  Living!Together  Medical!Professional!Jared  Medical!Professional  Boss!Jensen  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  Wealthy!Jensen  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Domestic!Violence 
june 2013 by chellexxx
Owner Surrender
Jared volunteers at a dog rescue group. Jensen adopts a dog from him. They like each other, a lot. ............. 17,000
Schmoop  RPS!AU  Vet/Animal!Shelter  livejournal  RPS  Dog/Puppy  Romance  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  15000+  Slash  Long  pdf/mobi  Shy!Jensen  Insecurity  Bottom!Jared  Slow!Burn 
june 2013 by chellexxx
The Doors of Time
It’s not like he doesn’t try to fit in and make friends, he
really does. It just seems like nothing he does is good enough for them.
If he smiles they blink. If he speaks they stare. And whenever they see
him coming they get this panicked look in their eyes like they want to
run away and they don’t even know why. Jensen knows why. It’s the same
thing that makes his dad worry and his mom cry. That makes Nana tell his
parents he’s going to Hell, not even caring that he can hear her. It’s
what makes him ‘weird’. 65,000 ......
http://felisblanco.livejournal.com/1090487.html
Powers!Jensen  Bonding  teacher!Jensen  top!Jared  Musician  Voicemail  Shy!Jensen  Romance  50000+  Insecurity  Angst  livejournal  hurt!Jensen  Emotionally!hurt  !School  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  Slash  RPS  Long  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Geek!Jensen  Teacher  Jared/Sandy  FLocked!  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Deleted!Fic!or!Author  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Sandy!McCoy 
june 2013 by chellexxx
Failing and Falling
Everything's changed and Dean's just trying to make sure his
brother comes out of this in one piece. As the Winchester's struggle
over the events of the 3rd Trial & Heaven's upheaval, Dean must face
his own failures while hoping he'd pulled Sam out in time.
4,494
fanfiction.net  Angst  823  Season!8  Insecurity  sick!Sam  post!Season!8  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  1000+  Short  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
may 2013 by chellexxx
Mirror, Mirror
Jensen always lets himself go a little during hiatus, likes not
having to look perfect for the cameras. It's a lot less fun when Jared
is still in perfect shape though.
2,300
aww  RPS  Jared/Jensen  RPS!Non-AU  Established!Relationship  Insecurity  Slash  1000+  Schmoop  Short  archiveofourown  fics!by!akintay 
may 2013 by chellexxx
Love before Friendship
What would happen if Jared get's injured by a friend of Jensen,
against whom Jensen has been warned before by all of his friends and he
ignored them? This is a fic of the friendship between Jensen and David,
but also about the love between Jensen and Jared. ... 6,929
livejournal  RPS  Angst  Emotionally!hurt  hurt!Jared  Jared/Jensen  RPS!Non-AU  Established!Relationship  Insecurity  5000+  Slash  Short  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Bottom!Jared  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-David!Boreanaz  Person-Misha!Collins  Hospitalized!Boys  Arm!broken/injured 
may 2013 by chellexxx
Bring Me to Life
Jared’s a shy young man, whose life has never been easy. His
father hates him, his mother drinks her sorrows away and his husband
Paul treats him like he is nothing more than a beautiful toy. When his
husband has to go away on a business trip to Europe for two months, he
sends Jared away to a ranch in the middle of nowhere to keep him under
control. There, Jared meets people who show him what love, friendship
and loyalty mean for the first time in his life. Can he escape his life
and finally find some love and happiness for himself?
81,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/379484/chapters/619953
archiveofourown  Insecurity  Shy!Jared  Criminal/Mafia  Agent/Police!Jensen  Big!Bang  RPS  Emotionally!hurt  Jared/Jensen  RPS!Family  livejournal  Angst  hurt!Jared  Beaten  First!Time  Jared/omc  Non-Con  75000+  Ranch/Farm  Slash  Local!LEOS/FBI  Epic  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  RPS!AU  Agent/Police  Vacation  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Sophia!Bush  Person-David!Boreanaz  Steve/Chris  Person-Alona!Tal  Person-Samantha!Ferris  Artist  Artist!Jared  Arranged!Marriage/Forced!Relationship  Mike/Tom  Person-Milo!Ventimiglia  Possessive!Jensen  Jealous!Jensen  Hospitalized!Boys  Abused  Abused!Jared 
may 2013 by chellexxx
Man in the Water 'Verse
“Jared has taken to waking up really early in the morning so
that he can get a prime spot - every morning he spies on Jensen who
swims/baths in the lake in forest. Jared thinks that Jensen is
beautiful, but he, Jared, is too shy to talk to him. Jared has taken to
leaving little tokens for Jensen to find - a carving, flowers, a fluffy
towel - anything he can think of to get Jensen to smile.”
17,500
& Timestamps

http://archiveofourown.org/users/morrezela
pdf/mobi  Shy!Jared  Artist!Jared  Romance  Schmoop  RPS!Family  Insecurity  15000+  RPS  livejournal  Voyeurism  pining!Jared  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  Artist  archiveofourown 
april 2013 by chellexxx
I Crave The Stain of Almost Too Much Love
Classes he enjoys, a job where he gets free coffee and cookies,
and finding friends in Chad and Sophia - college life starts perfectly
for Jared. And then there's Jensen. After seeing him in the hallway on
his first day at school, Jared can't get him out of his mind, and the
friendship that forms between them quickly turns into something more. It
seems like it's too good to be true, and maybe it is, because Jared
can't stop wondering exactly how serious Jensen is about their
relationship. ... 31,000
Student!Jared  Student!Jensen  Shy!Jared  Big!Bang  Insecurity  top!Jared  Bottom!Jared  RPS!Family  Jensen/omc  25000+  pining!Jared  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  RPS  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  College!AU  Coffee!Shop/Cafe  Barista!Jared  Schmoop  Geek!Jared  Mike/Tom  Barista  Popular!Jensen  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Person-Sophia!Bush  archiveofourown  fics!by!akintay 
march 2013 by chellexxx
Should Be
Jensen moves into a new apartment and is immediately smitten
with the beautiful, shy guy who lives across the hall but the shy guy -
Jared - has a boyfriend so Jensen has to content himself with looking
and not touching, although he wants to touch, oh God, does he ever. He
then finds out that Jared's boyfriend is abusive and things escalate
until he overhears the boyfriend raping/attempting to rape Jared and
knows he can't keep quiet anymore. Furious Jensen to the rescue! 5,190
livejournal  5000+  Insecurity  RPS  hurt!Jared  Jared/omc  Neighbour  Jared/Jensen  Slash  Short  RPS!AU  Abused!Jared  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Physical!Therapist  Physical!Therapist!Jensen 
march 2013 by chellexxx
You're The Light In My Stormy Seas
Jared is a young guy trying to come to terms with his abusive
relationship and grow past the denial he's built up for so long, then a
kind, gentle green eyed beauty suddenly turns his life upside down and
makes him think about his relationship and what he could have.
94,000
Insecurity  Shy!Jared  Artist!Jared  Bottom!Jared  Jared/omc  Shrink  75000+  Living!Together  Non-Con  hurt!Jared  Angst  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  RPS  Slash  Epic  Domestic!fic  RPS!AU  Abused!Jared  Geek!Jared  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Artist  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Deleted!Fic!or!Author  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki 
march 2013 by chellexxx
From the Outside Looking In
Jensen Ackles is young and privileged; his parents are rich and
powerful and he has everything in life that he has ever wanted. When
his mother decides to help an immigrant Polish family with their own
problems will his opinions change? Or will his prejudice blind him?
Shy!Jared  Bullies  Length!Unknown  livejournal  Insecurity  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  hurt!Jared  RPS!Family  RPS  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  Slash  RPS!AU  College!AU  Student!Jensen  Student!Jared  Geek!Jared  Wealthy!Jensen  Popular!Jensen  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
march 2013 by chellexxx
Give and Take
Jensen meets Jared on the rebound. Jared is nothing like his
confident, smooth-talking ex-boyfriend but they fall for each other and
begin a relationship. What happens when the Ex returns?
Office  Shy!Jared  Length!Unknown  Insecurity  guilty!Jensen  5000+  Car!Accident  hurt!Jared  Bottom!Jared  livejournal  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  RPS  Slash  asshole!Jensen  Short  RPS!AU  Angst  Geek!Jared  Jensen/Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  Work!Together  Infidelity  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  Virginity  Hospitalized!Boys  Leg!broken/injured 
january 2013 by chellexxx
The Dog Game
Jensen Ackles and his crowd are rich and privileged. They have
never faced any challenges in their lives and have to come up with their
own way of amusing themselves. The invention of the cruel Dog Game
keeps them on their toes but do they ever stop to consider who they are
actually hurting? When Jensen chooses the wrong person to enter into the
game, his life takes a direction that will change his views forever.
14,100 ... Based on Dogfight
guilty!Jensen  Shy!Jared  livejournal  RPS!Family  RPS  Store  First!Time  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  Insecurity  10000+  Jared/Jensen  Slash  asshole!Jensen  Short  RPS!AU  Angst  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Geek!Jared  Wealthy!Jensen  Popular!Jensen  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Movie-Dogfight 
january 2013 by chellexxx
You Be the Prom Queen
Three years ago, Jared Padalecki's parents disowned him, and he
moved to Boston to start over. He's got a decent life carved out for
himself, until he starts talking to his crush, and he realizes there's
still a lot he needs to deal with before he can really be the person he
wants to be. ... 20,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/259184/chapters/404986
http://archiveofourown.org/works/4106416
livejournal  pining!Jared  RPS  20000+  Jared/Jensen  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  archiveofourown  First!Time  Coffee!Shop/Cafe  Student!Jared  Student!Jensen  College!AU  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  RPS!Family  Schmoop  Shy!Jared  Romance  Secret  Insecurity  Big!Bang  Geek!Jared  Homophobia  Wealthy!Jensen  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Misha!Collins  Construction/Builder!Jared 
november 2012 by chellexxx
It's Not Easy
After 12 years together, 3 kids, and 2 dogs - can Jared and Jensen withstand the pressures of family and career?
12,000
Parent/Guardian!Jensen  Parent/Guardian!Jared  10000+  Adorable  Emotionally!hurt  Christmas  Angst  Insecurity  Kid!fic  Established!Relationship  post!Series  Jared/Jensen  RPS  livejournal  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Schmoop  Short 
september 2012 by chellexxx
All the small things
After his break-up with Sandy, Jared is feeling extremely
insecure about himself, and his self-esteem can't be any lower. Then
during a Convention a 'fan' gives him a hard time about his actor's
skills and compares him to Jensen. Jared takes off.
17,800
Insecurity  15000+  sick!Jensen  pining!Jensen  Convention  Emotionally!hurt  hurt!Jared  Living!Together  First!Time  Season!3  Jared/Jensen  RPS  livejournal  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Long  Domestic!fic  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Hurt/Sick!Boys  On!Set  pdf/mobi 
september 2012 by chellexxx
Keeping Up Appearances
Jared's insecure and after being bullied as a child feels the
need to work out to be strong, not get picked on anymore. Jensen does
his best to put his mind at rest
5,995
Season!4  5000+  Sweet  top!Jared  Insecurity  Bullies  Memories/Flashback  hurt!Jared  Established!Relationship  RPS  Jared/Jensen  livejournal  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Schmoop  Short  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
march 2012 by chellexxx
To know you is to love you
Jared has issues only Jensen sees. Jensen wants to be there for him.
2,500
Insecurity  Confession  pining!Jensen  1000+  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  RPS  livejournal  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Short 
march 2012 by chellexxx
Forever
A fan insults Jared at a convention, she says, How does it
feel, she continued, to always be one step behind Jensen? To be second
class, next to your brilliant co-star?
3.682
Convention  Insecurity  Sad  Romance  1000+  First!Time  hurt!Jared  Jared/Jensen  RPS  livejournal  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Short  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
march 2012 by chellexxx
Out on the Edge
Four years after the shows finale, Jared and Jensen have been together for ten years. They decide to come out publicly.
21,234
pdf/mobi  Big!Bang  20000+  Insecurity  Jared/Jensen  Established!Relationship  hurt!Jared  Beaten  Sad  RPS  livejournal  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Long  Depraved!Humans  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Hospitalized!Boys  Homophobia  Angst 
september 2011 by chellexxx
Ouroboros
After Sam gets his soul back his relationship with Dean is
rockier than ever. Secrets have piled up and tension is running high
between the brothers. Their inability to get along causes problems for
Bobby so he orders them to get help or get gone. Working through their
problems is more complicated than they thought, and their therapist
isn't who she seems.
32,895
Powers!Sam  pdf/mobi  Depression  OFC  Resouled  Angel  Insecurity  hurt!Dean  Humour  Big!Bang  Angst  Shrink  612  Season!6  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  25000+  livejournal  Long  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Meg 
august 2011 by chellexxx
Monster
Some mistakes are irreparable: His eyes crunch up and then
slowly open. Hazel eyes blink up at me for a second before recognition
crosses Jareds features and he yanks his hand away, scrambling
backwards, wincing painfully, Sorry, sorry, sorry, he murmurs, as if
apologising for the contact I initiated.
10,000
Jared/Jensen  pining!Jared  hurt!Jared  Unrequited  guilty!Jensen  Heartbreaking  Death!fic  fics!by!freakn-out  10000+  Bottom!Jared  RPS  Insecurity  livejournal  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  asshole!Jensen  Short  Depraved!Humans  Suicide  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
august 2011 by chellexxx
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