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Ashes of the Moon
Jared Padalecki, an inexperienced and uncertain young man, is sent to Kibilisa, Africa, to work for his church. Less than a month later the country is torn apart by civil war. Alone in charge of a group of children, he despairs of surviving – until he meets a mysterious man named Jensen Ackles who seems to know the country and the language. Their journey together will bring them terror, pain, horror and the deepest grief; but also friendship, self-sacrifice, love and redemption

RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  1st!meeting  Angst  Kid!fic  Parent/Guardian!Jared  Homophobia  Big!Bang  Long  livejournal  35000+  Homicide  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Jensen 
5 weeks ago by chellexxx
Small Spaces
Jensen’s career hinges on convincing reclusive Hollywood megastar Jared Padalecki to come out of retirement for the new Kripke movie. He travels to Texas to find Jared, knowing that getting him to change his mind won’t be easy. But his plans are thrown into confusion when he actually meets Jared... 11,271
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Actor  Actor!Jared  Famous/notFamous  Famous!Jared  archiveofourown  Short  10000+  Bottom!Jared  Homophobia  Person-Jim!Beaver 
april 2018 by chellexxx
Jensen Ackles is the youngest Professor to grace the
prestigious halls of Ridgefield Academy in Charleston, South Carolina,
but his career hangs in the balance when confronted with trouble in the
form of a seventeen year old senior with a mischievous streak and
determination. .... 26,293
RPS  RPS!AU  Jared/Jensen  Slash  Angst  Dub-Con  Teacher  teacher!Jensen  Student!Jared  HighSchool!AU  25000+  Long  livejournal  Bottom!Jared  Homophobia  guilty!Jared  pining!Jared  Romance  Bed!Sharing  Bondage  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Steve!Carlson 
february 2016 by chellexxx
Deja Vu
Dean Winchester has a pretty sweet life. He works in
construction; he married his long-time girlfriend, Carmen, straight out
of high school; and he’s almost paid off a basic apartment in the Middle
District. He may never have left his home district, let alone his home
planet, but he’s happy… more-or-less. So why does he keep dreaming about
the red wastelands of Mars? Why does he know more about the Martian
Resistance than he has any right to? And who do the long, long legs and
decidedly male butt that have him waking up achingly hard every morning
belong to? Maybe Dean just needs a holiday? He couldn’t afford a real
one, of course, but maybe he could go to Déjà Vu and get the memories of
a holiday implanted; get Mars out of his system. Of course, that’s when
the trouble really starts. .... 47,000
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Big!Bang  SciFi/Fantasy!AU  Dean/ofc  Alone/Separated  RPS!Family  Homophobia  Amnesia  Amnesia!Jensen  Long  35000+  livejournal  archiveofourown  Angst  Romance  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Undercover/Secret!Identity  Movie-Total!Recall  Person-Alona!Tal  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Jim!Beaver  Character-Jo!Harvelle  Person-Ty!Olsen  Character-Gordon!Walker  Person-Kim!Rhodes  Person-Samantha!Ferris  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
february 2016 by chellexxx
As notes of music are
Fifteen-year-old Jared Padalecki is a musical prodigy, but he
is keeping a secret from his family that might tear them apart. When he
joins the orchestra and meets the gorgeous concertmaster, Jared finds
himself falling for more than just Jensen's music - the guy has really
talented hands - and Jared is willing to risk everything to be with him.
..... 21,743
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  HighSchool!AU  Student!Jared  teacher!Jensen  Musician  Musician!Jensen  Musician!Jared  Big!Bang  Long  livejournal  20000+  Romance  Secret  Homophobia 
february 2016 by chellexxx
Pandora's Box
RPS based on the movie Avatar. Marine Jensen Ackles thinks his
life is over when he becomes paralyzed in the course of duty, but when
his twin brother is killed in a robbery everything changes. Struggling
to make sense of his loss, Jensen decides to take his brother's place in
a mission on the distant moon of Pandora, where a private corporation
has a large mining concern. New cutting-edge technology allows Jensen to
form a psychic link with an avatar — an artificially-grown body
composed of the DNA of both humans and the Na'vi, the aliens native to
Pandora— and thus interact directly with the otherwise hostile, if
beautiful planet. In exchange for the spinal surgery that will allow him
to regain the use of his legs, Jensen agrees to infiltrate the Na'vi.
Once he's there, though, he becomes close with the tribe, particularly
the chief's son, Jared, his guide and mentor. Under Jared's tutelage, a
whole new world opens up for Jensen, along with the first blossom of
love. ...... 96,645
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  SciFi/Fantasy!AU  Angst  Big!Bang  Paralysis  hurt!Jensen  Armed!Forces  Armed!Forces!Jensen  Bonding  Homophobia  Epic  livejournal  75000+  top!Jared  Insecurity  Alien!Jared  Jensen/ofc  archiveofourown  Alien  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Movie-Avatar 
january 2016 by chellexxx
The Ugly Duckling
Jared is Jensen’s best friend’s little brother. So why does he look forward to seeing Jared more than Jeff lately? ..... 3,119
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  RPS!Family  Homophobia  livejournal  Short  1000+  College!AU  Friends!to!Lovers 
january 2016 by chellexxx
Jared and Jensen are more than just co-stars but best friends
for life. So when Jensen is finally ready to tell Jared his biggest
secret, he never expects to be insulted and deprecated. Deeply hurt,
Jensen leaves, only to be terminally injured in an accident. Coming to
his senses, Jared regrets what has happened. While he struggles with his
bad conscience and prepares for Jensen´s death, he meets a young woman
who gives Jared the chance to make everything right again. If Jared can
fulfill four tasks in four years, Jensen´s life will be spared. Jared,
who would do everything to save Jensen´s life, agrees. His tasks brings
him to Shadowland, a place like Earth, but desolate, cold, and lonely.
Invisible in real world and struggling with Jensen´s fate and the
terrible role he played in the accident, all Jared has left are the
occasional visits he pays Jensen and the hope that he can make things
right again. ..... 58.832
RPS  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Angst  hurt!Jensen  hurt!Jared  Homophobia  Confession  sick!Jared  Deal  Big!Bang  Schmoop  Romance  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  50000+  Long  livejournal  Paralysis  Separated!Boys  Alone/Separated  Separated!Boys  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
january 2016 by chellexxx
Weird Science
Warnings: Some swearing, mild violence, mentions of homophobia,
scenes of a sexual nature, robot lovin'...just kidding. High school
losers in life, Jensen and Chad find new meaning when they use Jensen's
computer to create the perfect guy. The only problem is, Jensen never
expected to fall in love with his creation. Based on the extra-cheesy
1980's movie 'Weird Science'. .. 23,000
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  1st!meeting  HighSchool!AU  Student!Jensen  Big!Bang  Homophobia  20000+  Long  livejournal  Humour  Movie-Weird!Sciene  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray 
january 2016 by chellexxx
Leading questions
Jared's life is going from bad to worse. Not only is he the
heir to a small European country, but his grandmother's trying to kill
him with so-called prince lessons, and he's accidentally told the head
cheerleader he's gay. It doesn't seem like there's any way out, but with
a best friend like Jensen, Jared finds that even he can have a happy
ending. ..... 6,400
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Royalty  Royal!Jared  Homophobia  Angst  Short  livejournal  5000+  Friends!to!Lovers  pining!Jared  HighSchool!AU  Student!Jared  Student!Jensen  RPS!Family  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Movie-Princess!Diaries 
january 2016 by chellexxx
Oh, When You Love It
Wanting love is not exactly part of Jensen's Siren nature, but
there’s a reason why he’s a half-blood after all. He has human DNA mixed
up with the murderous, mythical blood pumping through his body. There’s
the part of himself that doesn’t mean to kill. The other side of the
coin, the good part of himself. The other half that wants to be normal, a
part that wants to stay far away from the mythical section of the
library in his head and act like a human, have a job like a human, date
like a human and fall in love like a human. But after some hundred years
of trying to do that romance nonsense, life has proven that Jensen
should probably give up on that idea. Finding love when he's half of a
mythical monster doesn't seem very promising. That's until Jared walks
into the bar he’s working in on a Thursday night, proving Jensen that
Siren or not, there's an exception for everything. And Jared is his
exception. .... 27,753
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Powers!Jensen  hurt!Jared  Bottom!Jared  Angst  Possessive!Jensen  25000+  Long  archiveofourown  Homophobia  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Stephen!Amell 
january 2016 by chellexxx
Command Me to Be Well
Vacation bible camp. That's what Jared calls it whenever one of
his classmates asks what he's doing over summer break, because
conversion therapy just doesn't have a nice ring to it. ..... 5,300
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Camp  HighSchool!AU  Angst  Secret  Bottom!Jared  RPS!Family  Homophobia  5000+  Short  livejournal  teacher!Jensen  Student!Jared  Teacher  Vacation  archiveofourown 
january 2016 by chellexxx
I now pronounce you ....
Jared and Jensen are best friends who got married as a last
resort to ensure they had somewhere to live for their last year of
college due to being kicked out of their dorm thanks to the loveable
resident douchebag Chad Murray. It was supposed to be a quick fix for a
messy situation... What they got however was something that neither of
them could have ever expected. .... 103,000
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  College!AU  Living!Together  Friends!to!Lovers  Pretend/Mistaken/Couple  RPS!Family  hurt!Jensen  top!Jared  GSW  Hospitalized!Boys  Angst  Separated!Boys  Parent/Guardian!Jensen  Parent/Guardian!Jared  Kid!fic  Bartender!Jensen  Writer!Jared  teacher!Jensen  Coffee!Shop/Cafe  Barista!Jensen  pdf/mobi  Secret  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  asshole!Jensen  Epic  100000+  Student!Jared  Student!Jensen  Homophobia  Teacher  Barista  Bartender  Vacation  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Sandy!McCoy  archiveofourown 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Making Choices
Jensen, feeling trapped in his current life and blocked in his
writing career, volunteers to be a contestant on a new reality show:
Fifteen Choices (to change your life). With the choices made by the
great television-viewing public. Jensen is a little wary of just what
that might mean, especially when the very first choice means he gets
transplanted way out of his comfort zone – to another continent, even.
The show forces a new choice every week, imposing an artificial
structure on Jensen’s world that doesn’t always sit well. But the show
also gives him a mentor for his new life, and honestly? Jensen thinks
the guy might be the best thing life could ever have thrown at him. ...
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Slow!Burn  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  On!Set  Famous/notFamous  Famous!Jensen  Big!Bang  Schmoop  Romance  Jensen/omc  Living!Together  livejournal  archiveofourown  20000+  Long  Vacation  Homophobia  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki 
june 2015 by chellexxx
You and Me, That's All There'll Ever Be
Jared’s 13; and then he’s not. As if waking up in a huge bed
with a naked guy next to him isn’t weird enough, Jared finds out that he
hasn’t talked to Jensen, his best friend, in seventeen years. Something
he never thought possible. .... 7,500
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Schmoop  Previous!Relationship  Time!Travel  HighSchool!AU  5000+  livejournal  Short  Homophobia  Time!Travelling!Jared  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Movie-13!Going!on!30 
february 2015 by chellexxx
Rags and Riches
Jared knows everything about living a tough life on the streets
of New York City. He's used to a growling stomach, doesn't need a bath
everyday, and as long as he has his dog Harley at his side, no place is
too far away, and no floor too hard to sleep on. The work can be hard
and the nights long during winter in the city, but even though his
pockets are always empty, Jared never actually feels robbed of anything.
..... Valuing his freedom over the comfort of a small apartment, he
lives his life under the stars, until one day, something unforeseen
happens that will turn his whole life around, involving a rich, young
business man named Jensen Ackles and a car accident in the middle of the
night ...... 47,625
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  1st!meeting  Angst  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  Homeless!Jared  asshole!Jensen  hurt!Jared  Car!Accident  Vet/Animal!Shelter  Living!Together  Slow!Burn  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Bottom!Jared  Dog/Puppy  hurt!OC  Long  RPS!Family  35000+  archiveofourown  Separated!Boys  CEO!Jensen  Homophobia  Wealthy!Jensen  Homeless  C.E.O  Hurt/Sick!Boys  One!Hates!The!Other!At!First  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Katie!Cassidy  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
february 2015 by chellexxx
have you seen him whom my soul loves
Matthew 26:41—"Watch and pray, that ye enter not into
temptation: the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak." ......

Jensen is an orphan, raised by the Catholic church and now a preist. He moves to Jared's town and everything changes.
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Angst  Self!Harm  25000+  livejournal  Long  pdf/mobi  Infidelity  Homophobia  Jared/Sandy  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Priest  Priest!Jensen  Mechanic  Mechanic!Jared  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Jared  Bottom!Jared  Virginity 
december 2014 by chellexxx
They Met at the Photo-Op Booth
Jared Padalecki is from a small town in Texas, has just
graduated high school, and works at the only bookstore in town. He saves
up six paychecks to buy a ticket to a convention three hours away,
where he's got a photo-op with actor Jensen Ackles. Jared expects thirty
seconds of embarrassment only to find Jensen's number slipped into his
pocket. [Completed, sequel pending.] ..... 188,028
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Famous/notFamous  Famous!Jensen  Bottom!Jared  Shy!Jared  100000+  archiveofourown  Epic  Angst  Convention  Schmoop  Romance  Christmas  Geek!Jared  BookStore  Homophobia  Cross!Dressing  Humour  Separated!Boys  Alone/Separated  Thanksgiving  Domestic!fic  Actor!Jensen  Actor  Text/Email/Internet  Everyday!Heroes  Kink-Panties  Kink-Toys  Kink-Spanking  Mirror  Kink-Mirror  Person-Matt!Cohen 
november 2014 by chellexxx
I Leave My Heart in the Dust Where You Walk
Jensen's life is pretty simple: he runs the ranch his parents
left him, spends what little time off he has with his best friends, and
occasionally drives for miles to hook up with men he will never have to
see again. He tells himself he isn't really gay and that he's happy with
the life he leads. But then Jared – tall, beautiful and vibrant –
arrives on the ranch looking for work, and Jensen begins to question who
he is and what he really wants. Featuring: puppies, horses, skinny
dipping, mud fights, sex in a hayloft, and meddling best friends. 40,000
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Big!Bang  Romance  Schmoop  Slow!Burn  Boss/employee  Ranch/Farm  Gen  pining!Jensen  top!Jared  pdf/mobi  Work!Together  Homophobia  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  Wealthy!Jensen  Boss!Jensen  Rancher/Cowboy!Jensen  Rancher/Cowboy!Jared  Rancher/Cowboy  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  archiveofourown  fics!by!akintay  35000+ 
june 2014 by chellexxx
Open Heart Surgery
When closeted army dentist Jensen Ackles returns home to fill
in for his sick father, he has a bad start due to his lacking bedside
manner and overall misanthropic attitude. Sexy new patient Jared
Padalecki looks like a wet dream come true to Jensen – until he finds
out Jared’s a whiny assed crybaby. (Or, as hippie nurse!Misha calls it: a
patient suffering from extreme dental anxiety). Their mutual sexual
attraction is strong but will they manage to get over their differences?
Armed!Forces!Jensen  RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  1st!meeting  Medical!Professional!Jensen  hurt!Jared  Chef/Baker!Jared  RPS!Family  Big!Bang  Armed!Forces  pining!Jensen  25000+  Long  pdf/mobi  asshole!Jensen  top!Jared  Homophobia  Chef/Baker  Hurt/Sick!Boys  One!Hates!The!Other!At!First  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki 
june 2014 by chellexxx
The Summer Help
Jensen’s a soldier returning home from the Second World War, he
needs a job so he heads down south to where he hears there is plenty.
Jared is a college student heading home to help his family for the
summer on their farm. They meet on the train and Jared offers Jensen a
job for the summer helping him on the farm. .... 16,101 .....
Armed!Forces!Jensen  RPS  RPS!AU  RPS!Family  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Armed!Forces  Ranch/Farm  Romance  Angst  archiveofourown  15000+  Long  Student!Jared  livejournal  Homophobia  Movie-A!Walk!in!the!Clouds  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show 
may 2014 by chellexxx
You Could Be My Sanctuary
Private School AU. His father being the Dean of students,
Jensen has barely known life outside the walls of Lakewood Academy. He's
grown distant and jaded, most of the time keeping to himself rather
than interact with his fellow students and teachers. But his life is
about to change completely when a new student, Jared, transfers to
Lakewood and seems determined to make Jensen come out of his shell.
16,800 Loosely inspired by the themes of Disney's The Hunchback of Notre
RPS  RPS!AU  HighSchool!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  RPS!Family  Insecurity  Shy!Jensen  pdf/mobi  livejournal  Long  15000+  Student!Jared  Student!Jensen  Homophobia  Movie-The!Hunchback!of!Notre!Dame  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show 
may 2014 by chellexxx
And Heartbreak Ensues
Jensen is a newly ‘out of the closet’ gay man ready for his
first big gay romance. Jared is everything he never knew he wanted -
sexy, carefree and willing to try anything once. Trouble is, Jared
doesn’t do relationships..... 75,477
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  top!Jared  Bottom!Jared  Romance  pining!Jensen  livejournal  75000+  Epic  pdf/mobi  College!AU  Living!Together  Homophobia  Angst  hurt!Jensen  Medical!Professional!Jensen  teacher!Jared  Dog/Puppy  Teacher  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Christian!Kane 
may 2014 by chellexxx
Still Staring at the Same Old Sky
In 1999, art student Jensen Ackles lost his right leg and his
first love to one of the deadliest tornadoes in history. Ten years
later, he's managing his uncle's auto shop and chasing storms on the
side, and living in a house decorated with beautiful photographs and
murals that no one will ever see. An old friend convinces him to allow
anxious grad student Jared Padalecki into his life to observe a real
storm chaser in action. Soon Jared turns Jensen's monotonous life upside
down, awakening long-buried feelings and traumas. The two become
romantically involved, but a freak accident threatens their newfound
love...and Jensen's life. 39,383
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Mother!Nature  hurt!Jensen  Big!Bang  livejournal  Angst  35000+  Long  pdf/mobi  Student!Jared  Hospitalized!Boys  Bottom!Jared  !College  Leg!broken/injured  Mechanic  Mechanic!Jensen  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  teacher!Jensen  Road!Trip  Homophobia  Jensen/ChrisKane  dreamwidth  Teacher  Tornado  Natural!Disaster  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  archiveofourown  Permanent!Injury  Permanent!Injury!Jensen 
may 2014 by chellexxx
On The Edge
Warnings (Overall): Homophobic attitudes, bullying, violence,
mentions of past non-con/dub-con. Jensen's never going to be the popular
kid. But his senior year of high school was supposed to be different.
Chad and his goons had backed off - mostly - and Jensen had a guy who
didn't mind putting out every now and then. But then, Misha moves away,
and there's a new guy a school - a guy who seems to rev up the amount of
abuse Jensen faces at school every day, just by being there. But is
Jared all that he seems? Just a homophobic jock and nothing more? Or is
there something else going on behind those hazel eyes? 34,779
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  HighSchool!AU  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  hurt!Jared  hurt!Jensen  Abused!Jensen  Angst  Non-Con  Bullies  25000+  Long  livejournal  Sport!Jared  pdf/mobi  RPS!Family  Student!Jared  Student!Jensen  Depraved!Humans  Homophobia  Football  Abused  Popular!Jared  Hurt/Sick!Boys  American!Football!Jared  American!Football  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
april 2014 by chellexxx
Jensen's pretty happy with his life. He likes his job and he
doesn't have to deal with people he doesn't like. Sure, his friends
(okay, his one friend) and family seem to worry that Jensen must be
lonely, but he's really fine. Really. .... 18,000
pdf/mobi  Famous!Jared  Angst  Previous!Relationship  RPS!Family  hurt!Jensen  Bullies  Long  15000+  Famous/notFamous  On!Set  guilty!Jared  asshole!Jared  Memories/Flashback  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  Slash  RPS  RPS!AU  Homophobia  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  archiveofourown 
december 2013 by chellexxx
Dealing With Life
Jared is a high school senior who deals with the issues of
coming out to his family and friends, dating, his future, and learning
to deal with life the way that's best for him and not what everyone else
HighSchool!AU  Length!Unknown  Bottom!Jared  livejournal  Romance  Epic  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  Living!Together  Angst  WIP  hurt!Jared  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  Slash  RPS!Family  RPS  RPS!AU  Student!Jensen  Student!Jared  Poison  Homophobia  Wealthy!Jensen  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray 
december 2013 by chellexxx
Big Sky
Jensen took the fire lookout job as a way to escape the rest of
the world in the majestic Montana Rockies. It wasn't long before a
persistently friendly forest ranger named Jared threatened to make his
seclusion impossible. Then another kind of threat made it possible that
he wouldn't be returning from his mountain solitude at all… 21,484
pdf/mobi  hurt!Jensen  Slow!Burn  Jared/Jensen  Big!Bang  Angst  teacher!Jensen  Agent/Police!Jared  Firefighter!Jensen  First!Time  livejournal  20000+  Slash  RPS  Long  RPS!AU  Firefighter  Depraved!Humans  Homophobia  Agent/Police  Teacher  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
november 2013 by chellexxx
Grin and Bare It
Jensen Ackles is a physical therapist with an attitude problem.
Jared Padalecki is the headlining stripper at the notorious club
Ziegfeld's/Secrets, dancing his way through grad school. After a
misunderstanding brings them together only to shove them violently
apart, the two of them nurse confusing feelings of animosity and lust.
Will their differences bring them together, or end up tearing them
apart? 32,700
Stripper!Jared  livejournal  Angst  Big!Bang  pining!Jared  hurt!Jared  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  25000+  Slash  RPS  Long  RPS!AU  Famous/notFamous  Famous!Jared  Homophobia  asshole!Jensen  top!Jared  Stripper  Hurt/Sick!Boys  One!Hates!The!Other!At!First  Physical!Therapist  Physical!Therapist!Jensen 
november 2013 by chellexxx
now I see the world through diamond eyes
Five years ago, Jensen Ackles was in a car accident that left
him blind and killed his boyfriend. He and Chris fled Dallas two years
later, when the memories and sympathy became too painful. Jared
Padalecki came out of the closet and got disowned by his parents, so he
and Misha traded San Antonio for Boston that happens to be where Jensen
ended up. And, funny thing is, they also live in the same crazy
apartment complex. Yeah, star-crossed lovers doesnt even begin to cover
Blind!Jensen  Length!Unknown  First!Time  Angst  Emotionally!hurt  Blind  hurt!Jensen  Slash  livejournal  RPS  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  RPS!AU  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Samantha!Ferris  Homophobia 
october 2013 by chellexxx
It’s Nine in the Afternoon (and I feel fine)
For Jensen and Jared moving back to L.A. and working apart is
going to take some getting used. Jensen thinks Jared could be another
action star if nobody finds out about them. Jared thinks Jensen is over
reacting. Together they’ll get through the problems of a long distance
relationship and figure out how to live after Supernatural if this
latest script and Jensen’s new project don’t break them first. 23,000
Established!Relationship  20000+  RPS!Non-AU  Big!Bang  post!Series  Angst  Jared/Jensen  livejournal  Slash  RPS  Long  Homophobia  top!Jared  Dub-Con  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum 
october 2013 by chellexxx
Call Me Freedom
Jensen spends all year looking forward to summer, his own
version of heaven: Two months of nothing but soccer, Jared, and soccer.
The South Coast Summer Soccer Championships are his best chance to be
recruited professionally once he graduates from high school, but this
time, real life encroaches on his sanctuary. In the picture perfect
confines of John Hart Academy, during the hottest summer in Texan
history, Jensen tries to come to terms with his fellow players, his new
position as captain of his team, and his confused sexuality. And then
Jared kisses him. Struggling to make things work with his best friend
turned boyfriend and his unaccepting teammates, Jensen is beginning to
think that winning the Championships might turn out to be impossible.
pdf/mobi  HighSchool!AU  Sport!Jensen  Sport!Jared  Shy!Jensen  Shy!Jared  Secret  Camp  Jared/ofc  Jensen/omc  Angst  50000+  Sport  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  Big!Bang  livejournal  Slash  RPS  Long  RPS!AU  Student!Jensen  Student!Jared  Friends!to!Lovers  Homophobia  Football  Football  Football  Vacation  Football!Player!Jared  Football!Player!Jensen  Person-Sandy!McCoy 
september 2013 by chellexxx
But I'm A Basketball Player
“I used to be a gay, Jared,” said Kripke. Jared stared at him
in shock. “Now I'm an ex-gay,” he continued proudly. “I work for a place
called True Directions, who help people like yourself learn to
understand the reasons behind homosexual tendencies. And how to heal

First!Time  Jared/Jensen  15000+  RPS!Family  Angst  Camp  !School  Slash  RPS  Long  RPS!AU  Vacation  pdf/mobi  Homophobia  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Movie-But!I'm!A!Cheerleader  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Steve!Carlson  archiveofourown 
september 2013 by chellexxx
poems have possibilities but math has answers
Jensen is the poet, hiding behind his pseudonym and the death
of a parent, Jared the newly graduated, the newly come out, who ran away
from home, rather than face the consequences of his actions. When they
collide, there are instant fireworks. There are words written, many
kisses had, but in between dates in the park and bus rides to work,
Jensen withdraws and Jared reaches a breaking point. They discover that
happy endings are hard to come by and that life is not a fairytale.
Writer!Jensen  livejournal  RPS  Big!Bang  archiveofourown  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Angst  35000+  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  Romance  Writer!Author  Vet/Animal!Shelter  Neighbour  asshole!Jared  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Separated!Boys  Famous/notFamous  Famous!Jensen  Secret  Insecurity  Dog/Puppy  Sad  Homophobia 
august 2013 by chellexxx
as this sunset turns to morning
Jensen spends his life hiding who he is from the family that
would never accept him if they knew. When he’s uprooted in the middle of
his senior year and suddenly becomes the new kid, his carefully placed
mask begins to slip. Especially when he meets Jared – a loud, outspoken
spectacle of a boy that fights for everything Jensen was taught to stand
against. Jared has no problem going after what he wants, and now it’s
just a matter of Jensen letting himself do the same. 86,000
pdf/mobi  HighSchool!AU  livejournal  RPS  Romance  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  RPS!Family  Schmoop  75000+  Slash  Epic  RPS!AU  Student!Jensen  Student!Jared  hurt!Jensen  Angst  Living!Together  Homophobia  top!Jared  pining!Jared  Popular!Jared  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
august 2013 by chellexxx
Can I be pretty enough for you?
Jensen has been hurt, and he is not about to put his trust in
anyone, ever again. Things might change around the school however, when a
new student arrives. But will Jensen allow the change or will the
nightmares from his past ruin his last year in high school? 62.300
archiveofourown  livejournal  RPS  Romance  hurt!Jensen  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Angst  50000+  Slash  Bullies  Long  RPS!AU  Student!Jensen  Student!Jared  HighSchool!AU  Friends!to!Lovers  top!Jared  Depraved!Humans  Homophobia  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
august 2013 by chellexxx
The Convergence Of The Twain
Jensen doesn't really understand why this kid's so special, and
Jared can't really explain what it is about Jensen that makes him want
to be happy, but neither of them can walk away from this. Because Jared
needs someone to see him, and Jensen needs someone to hear him, and who
would've thought they'd find their whole in another half that's just as
broken. Jensen is an anchor in Jared's storm, Jared is a light in
Jensen's darkness, and neither of them wants to give up on what they've
never thought they could have. It's a meeting that shakes the foundation
to two worlds indelibly, this convergence of a twain. 36,000
livejournal  RPS  Big!Bang  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  35000+  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  Homophobia  Deaf!Jared  hurt!Jared  Angst  Deaf  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling 
august 2013 by chellexxx
The Third Third
Being a Texas boy Jared Padalecki couldn’t care less about ice
hockey. So Jared is slightly lost, when his new roommate Chad is the
biggest fan on campus. But when he gets to tutor the most infamous
player of the college team, things start to get downright scary. Jensen
Ackles has a reputation for aggression control problems and Jared has no
idea how to get through the semester without either falling for the
handsome man or ending up in a fistfight he’d be sure to lose. 55,000
pdf/mobi  Sport!Jensen  livejournal  RPS  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Sport  50000+  teacher!Jared  Slash  asshole!Jensen  Long  RPS!AU  College!AU  Student!Jensen  Student!Jared  Homophobia  Hockey  Hockey!Jensen  Teacher  Popular!Jensen  Angst  hurt!Jensen  Hurt/Sick!Boys  One!Hates!The!Other!At!First  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray 
july 2013 by chellexxx
Song of the Reaper
Private detective Jensen Ackles is a cynic and believes he’s
seen the worst humanity has to offer until one night a dark haired
beauty by the name of Genevieve walks into his office. The job, discover
the truth behind the death of her fiance Jared Padalecki, a local
artist. The cops have labeled it a suicide, case closed, but she refuses
to believe it. As Jensen digs into her fiances mysterious past, he
finds himself drawn into a world darker than he imagined, a world
leading to a path of emotional self-destruction. After all—how can you
fall in love with a dead man? .. 48,794
RPS  pining!Jensen  Big!Bang  Jared/Jensen  Jensen/omc  Artist!Jared  Jared/omc  livejournal  First!Time  35000+  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  Bottom!Jared  hurt!Jared  Agent/Police!Jensen  Jensen/Tom  Homophobia  Angst  Coma  Hospitalized!Boys  hurt!Jensen  guilty!Jensen  Abused!Jared  Ghost  Abused  Agent/Police  Artist  Private!Investigator  Private!Investigator!Jensen  Jared/Genevieve  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki 
july 2013 by chellexxx
Yoko Ono's Got Nothing on Jensen Ackles
Jared Padalecki has lived the hard-rock, hard-drinking
lifestyle practically since the day he left his home and his alcoholic
father. Jensen Ackles has been sheltered after disease almost cut his
life far too short. Can they forge a path together or will forces larger
and stronger force them apart. 40,000
Musician!Jared  Shy!Jensen  asshole!Jared  Angst  Bottom!Jared  top!Jared  Insecurity  Emotionally!hurt  RPS!Family  drunk!Jared  Musician  livejournal  RPS  sick!Jensen  Big!Bang  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  35000+  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  Geek!Jensen  Homophobia  Photographer!Jensen  Photographer  Popular!Jared  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Bad!Boy!Jared  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Misha!Collins 
july 2013 by chellexxx
The Silver Dragon
Jared Padalecki and Chad Michael Murray attend an after-school
karate program at their Austin junior high. It's challenging but totally
fun, so when it ends after a few weeks, they sign up at the local dojo.
The dojo is even more fun, especially for Jared when he falls for a
gorgeous older teen who helps out there . . . Six years later, Jared
returns to Austin to attend college and rekindles some old friendships.
He even decides to check out karate class and the dojo again . . . as
well as the handsome, green-eyed sensei who runs it. 39,925
Sport!Jensen  Sport!Jared  Sport  RPS  Big!Bang  Romance  Jared/Jensen  Angst  livejournal  archiveofourown  First!Time  35000+  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  Bottom!Jared  Homophobia  Boxer/MartialArts  Boxer/Martial!Arts!Jared  Boxer/Martial!Arts!Jensen  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Sandy!McCoy 
july 2013 by chellexxx
Jensen got his childhood stolen away from him when he was ten
years old. Along with his memory, his voice and every emotion that
wasn’t fear, hatred or anger. Question is, can Jared help him get any of
it back? And more importantly, does Jensen really want him to? ....
Mute!Jensen  Angst  Artist!Jensen  Student!Jensen  Student!Jared  College!AU  Abused!Jensen  archiveofourown  RPS  Jared/Jensen  Jensen/omc  livejournal  100000+  hurt!Jensen  First!Time  Slash  PTSD  Epic  RPS!AU  Jensen/Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  Depraved!Humans  Homophobia  Mute  Abused  Artist  Amnesia  Amnesia!Jensen  Emotionally!hurt  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Sophia!Bush  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
july 2013 by chellexxx
A Crazy Little Thing
College is nothing but studying and sleeping for Jared until
the socially awkward and klutzy freshman literally runs into Jensen
Ackles, a big name senior without a plan for the future. Despite Chad’s
ridiculous and annoying but well-meaning meddling, the two find that
there’s an odd but incredible attraction between them. But when Jared
returns home on the back of Jensen’s motorcycle they find out if the
attraction between them can last even in the face of adversity. A J2
romantic comedy loosely based off the songs God Love Her by: Toby Keith
and Let Me Go by: Christian Kane. 22,364
Shy!Jared  Bottom!Jared  Romance  Insecurity  livejournal  RPS  Big!Bang  Jared/Jensen  20000+  First!Time  RPS!Family  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  College!AU  Student!Jensen  Student!Jared  Geek!Jared  pdf/mobi  Virginity  Popular!Jensen  Homophobia  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Sophia!Bush 
june 2013 by chellexxx
The Missing Piece
Jared’s life is good; his family might call him loser but he
has everything he dreams of: more money than he can spend, cool friends
to hang out with, and chicks to bang whenever he wants to. It could go
on like this, but then Jared’s life takes an unexpected turn when his
grandma leaves him her old, long abandoned apple farm in Vermont.
Because the inheritance is made with the proviso that only Jared can
rebuild the farm, he fulfills his grandmother’s wish and moves to the
tiny town of River’s End, where everyone but Sam, the owner of the local
inn, holds a grudge against Jared’s family. On the night Jared arrives,
a homeless man collapses in front of the inn. John, the town vagrant,
can’t remember anything of his life prior to when he woke up in a field,
only clad with a cloak, and a single, torn and stained page of a
mysterious book in its pocket. Even though Jared is repulsed by John’s
state and doesn’t want to have anything to do with the tramp, he helps
Sam to take care .. 59k
pdf/mobi  Amnesia!Jensen  RPS  Big!Bang  Jared/Jensen  Angst  50000+  Amnesia  livejournal  Homeless!Jensen  hurt!Jensen  First!Time  Ranch/Farm  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  Bottom!Jared  Homophobia  Rancher/Cowboy!Jared  Homeless  Rancher/Cowboy  Jared/Genevieve  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki 
june 2013 by chellexxx
Those Were the Days, My Friend
It’s 1997 and Jared’s back in his small Texas hometown that he
vowed he would never come back to. With a writer’s block and a fiance
left back in San Francisco and no desire to tell anyone about it, he
runs into his three childhood best friends Mikey, Tommy and the guy who
has been the cause of Jared’s vow: Jensen. Now that Jared’s back, he
needs to reconcile who he once was and what he has now become. But with
the help of the people who used to know him better than he knew himself,
Jared might be able to figure everything out. 37,500
Writer!Jared  RPS  Previous!Relationship  Big!Bang  Jared/Jensen  livejournal  First!Time  35000+  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  Writer!Author  Friends!to!Lovers  Homophobia  Jealous!Jensen  Infidelity  Angst  Jared/Genevieve  Jensen/Misha  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki 
june 2013 by chellexxx
Both Ends of the Rope
Jensen Ackles was his own man and nothing like his father and
to make sure of that he leaves home as soon as he can to make his own
way in the world. When his father dies suddenly and under strange
circumstances, Jensen begins a journey that takes him from Cabo up the
coast of Mexico to LA in an 85' yacht he inherited. His instant dislike
for the Yacht's captain, Jared Padalecki, is as intense as the pull of
attraction to him is. Things don't get easier when they determine that
Jared holds the key to his father's strange death and Jensen's future.
Coming to terms with discovering that everything he was running from,
turns out to be exactly who he is, is the hardest thing Jensen ever has
to face. .... 46,000 ...
Boss/employee  livejournal  RPS  Big!Bang  archiveofourown  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  RPS!Family  Slash  RPS!AU  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  1st!meeting  CEO!Jensen  Homophobia  top!Jared  Wealthy!Jensen  Boss!Jensen  C.E.O 
june 2013 by chellexxx
Hold Me Til The Morning Comes
Successful Author Jensen Ackles (a/k/a: J.R. Adams) was happily
engaged--until he admitted to a secret attraction to men, as well as
women. After his fiancee dumped him--publicly outing him, in the
process--he sequestered himself, away from the media feeding-frenzy, and
sort of forgot to quit hiding. Up-and-coming stage actor Jared
Padalecki suffered the tragic loss of his boyfriend, during a
rock-climbing accident, and now suffers from recurring night-terrors,
and somnambulism, waking in some...unusual places. Jensen awakens, one
early morning, to find a handsome stranger in his bed, with no
recollection of how he got there. They must both confront ghosts of the
past, before they can begin to heal. 25,070
Dream/Nightmare  Famous!Jensen  Actor!Jared  Writer!Jensen  RPS  Big!Bang  Emotionally!hurt  Jared/Jensen  25000+  livejournal  First!Time  Famous/notFamous  hurt!Jared  PTSD  Slash  Long  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  RPS!AU  pdf/mobi  Arm!broken/injured  top!Jared  Bottom!Jared  Homophobia  Angst  Actor  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
june 2013 by chellexxx
Screw You, We're From Texas
Everyone knows the story - Jensen had plans to enroll at Texas
Tech and become a Physical Therapist, Jared was heading for the
University of Texas to become an Engineer. Instead, they both got
against-all-odds breaks in Hollywood and ended up on a totally different
path. This is the story of what could have happened if fate twisted
differently, if they never got those big Hollywood breaks, and instead
ended up living the lives they grew up expecting to lead. .... 75,000
pdf/mobi  livejournal  RPS  Big!Bang  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  75000+  Slash  Epic  RPS!AU  College!AU  Student!Jensen  Student!Jared  Domestic!fic  Angst  pining!Jared  Jensen/ofc  Jensen/omc  Jared/ofc  Jared/omc  Living!Together  RPS!Family  Slow!Burn  Secret  top!Jared  Bottom!Jared  Homophobia  Physical!Therapist  Physical!Therapist!Jensen 
june 2013 by chellexxx
Strangers When We Met
When Jared Padalecki meets his American History partner, jock
Jensen Ackles, he is not impressed. Jensen doesn’t think much of the
brainiac Jared, either. Can two so seemingly different people ever find
common ground? 65,038
livejournal  RPS  Big!Bang  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  50000+  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  HighSchool!AU  Student!Jensen  Student!Jared  Geek!Jared  Popular!Jensen  pdf/mobi  Homophobia 
june 2013 by chellexxx
Two Sides to Every Story
Jared and Jensen were high school sweethearts, destined to be
together for the rest of the their lives, until one awful day changed
everything. Now it's three years later, and Jared's starting UC
Berkeley, and he hasn't spoken to Jensen since that fateful afternoon.
But all that's about to change when he finds out that not only is Jensen
also at UC Berkeley, but his new roommate is one of Jensen's best
friends. 19,500
Bottom!Jared  pdf/mobi  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt  Angst  pining!Jensen  livejournal  RPS  Previous!Relationship  Jared/Jensen  15000+  First!Time  hurt!Jared  Slash  Bullies  Long  RPS!AU  College!AU  Student!Jensen  Student!Jared  Homophobia  Schmoop  hurt!Jensen  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Sophia!Bush  archiveofourown 
june 2013 by chellexxx
Reinventing love Verse
With high school graduation less than two weeks away, best
friends Jared and Jensen find themselves scrambling to tie up a few
loose ends before they’re forced into adulthood. Jared ropes Jensen into
helping him get the alcohol for Sandy's graduation party, and what
should be a simple night of partying ends up turning into a series of
mishaps and misunderstandings that all come to head when Jensen finally
tells Jared the secret he wasn't ever planning on spilling. If high
school has to end, they're going out with a bang. (A J2 spin on the
movie Superbad.) 26,500 vese 150,000+ ....
Angst  150000+  Romance  Big!Bang  livejournal  RPS  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Slash  Epic  RPS!AU  HighSchool!AU  Student!Jensen  Student!Jared  Schmoop  Friends!to!Lovers  Homophobia  Movie-Superbad  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Person-Sandy!McCoy 
june 2013 by chellexxx
Pages Turn
When Jensen Ackles – artist, bookworm and attempted ex-smoker –
moves into a new area, finding a bookstore is his top priority. Soon
enough, he ends up spending most of his time in one particular store,
with one particular member of staff: a man named Jared. But for someone
who, since the death of his brother, seems to end every social occasion
sitting outside on his own, Jared is a scary prospect and Jensen has to
work out whether it’s a risk worth taking. 21,850
Store  Artist!Jensen  Big!Bang  livejournal  RPS  Angst  Emotionally!hurt  Jared/Jensen  20000+  First!Time  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  BookStore  Homophobia  RPS!Family  Artist 
may 2013 by chellexxx
Silence = Death
Jensen Ackles has a problem: while his newly-gay boyfriend
Jared is perfectly fine with Jensen, their daughters and he all moving
into their first home together, he's not fine with telling his parents
about his new life. It doesn't take long until Jensen's wish for Jared
to come out and to stand up for his family leads to fights and tension.
When the perfect occasion arises – the birthday of Jared's mother –
Jared finally gives in and agrees to take Jensen and their daughters to
San Antonio to meet his parents. The trip to Texas sucks everyone into a
proper roller coaster ride of emotions. 55,000
Parent/Guardian!Jensen  Parent/Guardian!Jared  Big!Bang  50000+  livejournal  Angst  Kid!fic  RPS!Family  RPS  Established!Relationship  Jared/Jensen  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  Homophobia 
march 2013 by chellexxx
Deadline on Love
When Jared goes on his usual summer vacation with his family to
their beach house, he thinks it’s going to be the best summer ever. In
some ways he’s right, in others he’s wrong. When he meets troubled
youth, Jensen, his world is turned upside-down. I’ve messed with their
ages. Jared is just turned 16 and Jensen is nearly 17.
Abused!Jensen  Possessive!Jensen  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  Long  50000+  First!Time  Angst  hurt!Jensen  Bottom!Jared  RPS!Family  RPS  Jared/Jensen  livejournal  Slash  RPS!AU  HighSchool!AU  Student!Jensen  Student!Jared  Depraved!Humans  Homophobia  Wealthy!Jared  Abused  Vacation  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum 
march 2013 by chellexxx
Five Times Two
We all know that, because of the writer's strike, the season
three of Supernatural consists of 16 episodes when originally, 22
episodes were ordered. But what we don't know is that the season number
was actually supposed to be 20 episodes. Something happened. Jensen
calls it The Event. Jared doesn't have a word for it, but he has
feelings, nightmares... and bruises. The confession of Jared and
Jensen's love for each other is the result of a terrible and cruel
moment. Let's divide it in five parts. Times two. And in reverse.
archiveofourown  15000+  RPS  hurt!Jared  Season!3  First!Time  RPS!Non-AU  Jared/Jensen  Slash  Long  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Bed!Sharing  Angst  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Beaten  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Hospitalized!Boys  Homophobia  guilty!Jensen  Depraved!Humans  Medical!Professional 
march 2013 by chellexxx
Shouting Out Loud
Jensen and Jared are college students who are nothing alike and
meet for the first time when they both enroll in an acting seminar.
They are cast as the leads in an experimental 2-man play dealing with
domestic violence. 124,000 sequel Sixteen months after Jared’s
abuser was sent to prison and Chad and Sophia’s wedding, Jared and
Jensen have graduated, gotten jobs, and are recently married. They have
everything they ever wanted, but are learning that each of life’s
victories come with new, grander challenges. 227,400
Abused!Jared  Tattoo  top!Jared  Bottom!Jared  Dub-Con  Artist!Jared  Jared/omc  On!Set  Angst  Actor!Jensen  Actor!Jared  livejournal  hurt!Jensen  hurt!Jared  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  RPS  Slash  Epic  RPS!AU  College!AU  Student!Jensen  Student!Jared  pdf/mobi  200000+  Actor  Depraved!Humans  Homophobia  Abused  Artist  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Sophia!Bush  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
march 2013 by chellexxx
Fire In The Hole
At seventeen and growing up in a white supremacist camp,
Jared's life is going nowhere fast. He doesn't feel like he belongs, but
sees no way out - until the arrival of a new member shakes things up in
the paramilitary group. Jared doesn't know whether he should be
intrigued or afraid of Jensen Ackles, but when he gets caught in the
power play around him coming to a head, he's left with little choice in
the matter. 27,100
Camp  hurt!Jared  Agent/Police!Jensen  Big!Bang  25000+  livejournal  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  RPS  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  Abused!Jared  Depraved!Humans  Homophobia  Abused  Agent/Police  Vacation  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Undercover/Secret!Identity 
february 2013 by chellexxx
But We'll Always Have Our Vending Machines
Jensen is the new math teacher at Stimson High. On his first
day, he meets Jared Padalecki, an English teacher with a killer smile
and a little too much time on his hands. Jared is pretty much perfect
except for one thing: Jensen has no idea if theyre flirting or just
friends. 20,800 timestamp
teacher!Jensen  teacher!Jared  RPS!Family  top!Jared  Adorable  20000+  pining!Jensen  livejournal  First!Time  RPS  Jared/Jensen  Slash  Schmoop  Long  RPS!AU  Homophobia  Humour  Teacher 
january 2013 by chellexxx
Jared is a Norwegian student at College in USA. His family
holds a position back home that makes it impossible for him to be
anonymous. He is the King and Queen's middle child. In USA he meets
Jensen, an art-therapy student with a troubled relationship with his
family. His father is a minister, and they do belive homosexuality is a
sin. It doesn't make them love their son any less, but it makes it
harder for Jensen to face his family. 52,820
Coffee!Shop/Cafe  College!AU  pdf/mobi  Royal!Jared  Famous!Jared  Royalty  Bottom!Jared  RPS!Family  guilty!Jensen  Romance  50000+  Famous/notFamous  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  RPS  livejournal  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  Homophobia  Undercover/Secret!Identity  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Bodyguard 
december 2012 by chellexxx
One Small Step
Jared has had a secret crush for months. But its not like
publishing genius and gay activist Jensen Ackles is going to notice the
tall, weird guy pushing the mail cart. So when Jareds best friend and
Jensens assistant, Sandy, tells him that Jensen is getting married in
one month to a fellow activist -- something about being the first gay
couple to get married in the state -- Jared knows some things just
aren't meant to be. And now Sandy is insisting that Jared help her plan
the wedding. She thinks its a good idea. Jared thinks shes nuts. Because
the only thing this could lead to is heartbreak. Right? 37,386
Famous!Jensen  Shy!Jared  Boss/employee  Jensen/omc  Famous/notFamous  Office  35000+  RPS  pining!Jared  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  archiveofourown  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  Geek!Jared  CEO!Jensen  Work!Together  Homophobia  Boss!Jensen  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  Wealthy!Jensen  C.E.O  Person-Sandy!McCoy 
december 2012 by chellexxx
After the death of his grandfather, Jensen Ackles never
expected to inherit anything other than the families run-down farm. It
comes as a surprise to find he has in fact inherited the Midnight Ranch -
one of the largest, best-known horse ranches in Texas, which belonged
not to his grandfather but to a man, he never knew his mysterious
great-grandfather, Captain Ross. Jensen fully intends to sell the ranch
and start up his own business but when he meets handsome groom Jared (a
man with secrets of his own) he finds his priorities start to change.
Jared introduces Jensen to a love of horses and the land, and Jensen
begins to weaken, wanting to find out more about his great-grandfather
and the ranch that he has inherited. Can Jensen and Jared find the love
and peace they have both been searching for in each other, or will
circumstances drive them apart. ... 28,450.....
Historical  Boss/employee  Big!Bang  livejournal  Ranch/Farm  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  25000+  RPS  pining!Jared  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  archiveofourown  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  Work!Together  Homophobia  Wealthy!Jensen  Boss!Jensen  Rancher/Cowboy!Jensen  Rancher/Cowboy!Jared  Rancher/Cowboy  Person-Christian!Kane 
december 2012 by chellexxx
You Be the Prom Queen
Three years ago, Jared Padalecki's parents disowned him, and he
moved to Boston to start over. He's got a decent life carved out for
himself, until he starts talking to his crush, and he realizes there's
still a lot he needs to deal with before he can really be the person he
wants to be. ... 20,000
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november 2012 by chellexxx
The Lie That Keeps You Warm
Jensen is a Hollywood actor who's quickly fading out of the
spotlight. To create a new buzz, his agent suggests a double whammy
tabloid shocker; Jensen Ackles is getting married... to a guy. But of
all the people his agent (Misha) picks to be his groom-to-be, Jensen
didnt expect it to be Jared Padalecki, the once dorky kid he used to
bully in high school. .... 72,977
Famous!Jensen  Actor!Jensen  Big!Bang  Famous/notFamous  RPS  50000+  Bottom!Jared  hurt!Jared  !School  RPS!Family  pining!Jensen  Depression  Bullies  Pretend/Mistaken/Couple  OFC  Memories/Flashback  Living!Together  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  livejournal  Slash  Long  Domestic!fic  RPS!AU  Actor  Arranged!Marriage/Forced!Relationship  Homophobia  Hurt/Sick!Boys  One!Hates!The!Other!At!First  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Steve!Carlson  pdf/mobi 
october 2012 by chellexxx
Between the Roots and Leaves (is where you'll find me)
For the past five years, 26 year-old Jensen Ackles has found
work wherever the wind has blown him; bartender, cowboy, farmhand,
oilfield worker, tree counter, anything really, as long as it keeps food
in his belly and his old Ford rolling down the dirty blacktop highways.
Moreover, in all those years he has been able to avoid any place that
reminds him of what he has left behind. However, when a tornado rips
through Solace, Texas, where his friend Jim Beaver retired to operate a
pecan orchard, Jensen pushes the fear away and heads south. He doesn't
know it, but his life is about to become a whirlwind that even Mother
Nature would be envious of . . . 75,000
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august 2012 by chellexxx
standing on the edge of nothing
San Francisco, 1924. Five years after the worst day of his
life, Sam Winchester's still hustling for a living, still searching for
his missing brother, and on the track of a story so big it might just
break him. please be aware that this particular story takes a jaundiced
view of certain religious concepts, necessarily contains period-specific
instances of racism and homophobia, and illustrates an unsympathetic
portrait of Castiel. Warning: major character death, Castiel. 41,000
Romance  Angst  guilty!Dean  Writer!Sam  pining!Sam  guilty!Sam  top!Sam  Sam/OMC  Historical  Big!Bang  35000+  Sam/Dean  Slash  Caught  Long  Someone!Finds!Out  Separated!Boys  Writer!Author  SPN!AU  Homophobia  SPN  AU!Not!Raised!as!Hunters  Character-Castiel  Character-John!Winchester 
august 2012 by chellexxx
Faint Stars and Bright Satellite Skies
It's a story made for Hollywood- a chance encounter between a
regular, down-to-earth guy with his whole life planned out for him
without a second thought and a well-known, popular movie star turns into
something far bigger than either man could ever anticipate. Neither
Jared Padalecki nor Jensen Ackles expect or want the complications that
arise in their lives from their fast friendship- especially when it
develops into something neither anticipated. While Jared accepts and
tries to deal with his growing feelings for his famous friend, Jensen
fights it every step of the way until his strictly controlled life,
hidden behind a public persona, spins out of control. 61,471
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july 2012 by chellexxx
There Goes My Life
Jared Padalecki is a mess. When his brother and sister-in-law
die in a tragic car accident and leave him with their three childrens
custody, his girlfriend breaks up with him, he has to leave college
without obtaining his teaching degree and is forced to take a shitty job
in a biker bar to make ends meet because his parents wont help him.
Depressed and exhausted, hes about to do a very stupid thing then he
meets Jensen Ackles.... 43,670
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july 2012 by chellexxx
Out on the Edge
Four years after the shows finale, Jared and Jensen have been together for ten years. They decide to come out publicly.
pdf/mobi  Big!Bang  20000+  Insecurity  Jared/Jensen  Established!Relationship  hurt!Jared  Beaten  Sad  RPS  livejournal  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Long  Depraved!Humans  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Hospitalized!Boys  Homophobia  Angst 
september 2011 by chellexxx
In a Mirror Distorted and Indistinct
They keep calling him beautiful. Pretty. Come on. Look this
way. Give us a smile, Jensen. He smiles and blinks against the flashes,
fighting the urge to lower his eyes, to hide the blush burning under
layers of makeup. Sweat runs down his back, his hands tremble. Hes not
pretty, not beautiful. Hes small and weak and pathetic and one day
theyre all gonna figure it out. One day 36.800
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august 2010 by chellexxx
Jared has a secret that he hides from everyone. The only family
he has left, his manager, has been manipulating him, forcing him to
audition the old-fashioned way: on his knees. When he meets Jensen, he
knows his secret is in jeopardy. When Jensen finds out, will he listen
or will he break Jared's heart .... 58,732
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august 2010 by chellexxx

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