chellexxx + emotionally!hurt   435

Keep This Secret
Sam and Dean travel to the fairy realm hoping to make a deal to get Adam released from the Cage. The price: their shared secret.
23,388
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Angst  archiveofourown  20000+  Long  Fae/Fairies  Deal  Character-Adam!Milligan  PTSD  Emotionally!hurt  hurt!OC  pining!Sam  Dream/Nightmare  Hell  Season!8  813  Alternate!Universe  Big!Bang  guilty!Sam  First!Time 
june 2019 by chellexxx
Keeping the Monsters Away
"Dream. I'll keep the monsters away." A very, very short RPF inspired by the adorable Jared/Rich friendship.
1,206
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Slash  Pre-Slash  Jared/Richard  On!Set  Depression  Angst  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Separated!Boys  1000+  Short  archiveofourown  Person-Richard!Speight!Jr 
june 2019 by chellexxx
Out Where the Shivers Won't Find You
After Castiel rescues Sam from Hell, he sets him up in a cabin in the middle of nowhere to recuperate, and to give his soul time to heal from the damage it suffered in the cage. When Sam experiences violent, frightening flashbacks to his time with Lucifer, Cas offers a solution, but neither one of them anticipates the way their tentative friendship will change. AU after 5x22.

15,812
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Castiel  First!Time  Character-Castiel  post!Season!5  PTSD  Angst  archiveofourown  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Bed!Sharing  Dream/Nightmare  livejournal  15000+  Long  Bonding  top!Sam  Slow!Burn  Dean/Lisa  Cabin!fic  A!Break!From!Hunting  Separated!Boys 
april 2019 by chellexxx
In To Hiding
Jensen Ackles, Dallas Police Officer, finds himself in a club looking for something that doesn't involve dancing. Before he knows what hit him he's being seduced by a handsome stranger. The stranger, who turns out to be a hooker, holds more secrets than Jensen signed up for. When Jensen begins to fall for the young man he has to learn about the deathly danger following their every step.
Jensen (34) / Jared (25)
50,050
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Agent/Police  Agent/Police!Jensen  Hooker!Jared  Prostitution/Hustling  Jared/Mark!Pellegrino  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  Person-Mark!Pellegrino  Person-Jim!Beaver  Angst  Bottom!Jared  Non-Con  Hospitalized!Boys  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Jared  hurt!Jensen  GSW  50000+  Long  archiveofourown  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt  Undercover/Secret!Identity 
june 2018 by chellexxx
Shades of Sharp
Dean hunts the Supernatural, Sam survives on the street…then their worlds collide. An AU fic where Sam and Dean aren't brothers. Warnings: Eventual Sam/Dean, Prostitution, Rape, Angst, Explicit Content,
53,495
SPN  SPN!AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  First!Time  AU!Not!Brothers  Hunter!Dean  50000+  Long  fanfiction.net  Non-Con  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Sam  Angst  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Prostitution/Hustling  Hooker!Sam  Homeless  Homeless!Sam 
april 2018 by chellexxx
The Winchester Identity
A tall and handsome doctor is kidnapped by a mysterious green-eyed man who has no memory—but who definitely has a past. The J2 AU version of "The Bourne Identity".

136,780

http://zuben-fic.livejournal.com/62911.html

Jared and Jensen are trying to get on with their new lives under witness protection. But a simple request for assistance pulls them into a complicated and dangerous world, bringing back ghosts from the past and threatening to break them apart.
111,000
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  1st!meeting  Epic  Angst  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Sam  hurt!Jared  hurt!Jensen  Hospitalized!Boys  Spies  Agent/Police!Jensen  Undercover/Secret!Identity  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  200000+  livejournal  pdf/mobi  Abducted  Abducted!Jared  Torture  Sam/Jensen  Medical!Professional!Jared  Medical!Professional  Amnesia  Amnesia!Jensen  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  top!Jared  Bottom!Jared  Movie-The!Bourne!Identity  GSW  Brain/Head!injury 
august 2017 by chellexxx
These are the Places I've Been
Waking up on a motel floor with a gun to your head is not particularly comforting, let me tell you. Especially when that gun belongs to your dead father, and you somehow made your way to 1993 overnight. OR In which Sam wakes up in 1993 and decides that Time Travel sucks. Set in early season 8 (after Southern Comfort), back when the brothers were still fighting.
24,272
SPN!Non-AU  SPN  Gen  Season!8  806  Time!Travel  Time!Travelling!Sam  Character-John!Winchester  20000+  Long  fanfiction.net  Angst  Character-Castiel  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Confession  Amnesia  Weechesters  Pre-Series  AU!Pre-Series 
may 2017 by chellexxx
Running Out of Air
Tag to 12x21 Reaction to being trapped in the bunker. Dean panics, Sam takes charge. A little hurt/comfort for all of us before the finale.
1,962
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!12  1221  Trapped  Outsider!POV  fanfiction.net  Short  1000+  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Dean 
may 2017 by chellexxx
Shattered Pieces
After the flash-bang anger was over, after the shouts of frustrations and the slamming of doors and the fizzling fuses, it all lay broke on the floor.
RPS  RPS!AU  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Jared/CristianKane  Angst  Sad  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Short  livejournal  under!1000 
may 2017 by chellexxx
These Dreams
Sam's night terrors aren't going away and Dean needs to do something!
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Dream/Nightmare  Angst  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  livejournal  Length!Unknown 
may 2017 by chellexxx
Detached
Following the events of Road Trip, Sam and Cas head to the bunker. Sam doesn't feel quite like himself after being used as a vessel and has some trouble to be at peace again with the idea that Cas is still wearing Jimmy Novak's body.
8,327
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Castiel  Season!9  910  5000+  Short  archiveofourown  Self!Harm  Vessel  Angst  Bat!Cave  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  First!Time 
may 2017 by chellexxx
Going It Alone
After three months of searching for a demon to deal with, Sam finds one that says yes. Dean is saved. This is the story of Dean fighting to define a life without his brother.
98,068

Sequel
https://www.fanfiction.net/s/10091487/1/Picking-Up-The-Pieces
Ten months ago, Sam was dragged into Hell in order to save his brother. Now Sam is back and he and Dean have to find a way to struggle on with their shared burdens, fighting in a world that is careening towards its end.
97,879
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!3  AU!Season!3  Dean!centric  Separated!Boys  Alone/Separated  Epic  fanfiction.net  Deal  Hell  150000+  hurt!Sam  hurt!Dean  Angst  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt!Dean  PTSD 
april 2017 by chellexxx
Bring Me Back To You
The Wall of Sam fell, and Sam survived. But his grasp of reality doesn’t take much to shatter. A/U in the sense that the Wall fell on its own and Cas wasn’t working with Crowley.
3,600
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!6  Angst  Character-Castiel  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Memories/Flashback  Hell  Dream/Nightmare  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Sam  1000+  Short  livejournal 
april 2017 by chellexxx
The Long Way Home
Dean makes a decision to force his Dad to become the father his brother needs, but when he finds out how badly his plan backfires, it's going to take everything he has with the help of his friends to bring Sammy home. !Crazy John!
149,930

Sequel

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/4171237/1/The-Long-Way-Back
SPN  SPN!AU  Gen  Pre-Series  Epic  100000+  fanfiction.net  Armed!Forces!Dean  Character-John!Winchester  asshole!John  Character-Pastor!Jim  Character-Joshua  Character-Caleb  hurt!Sam  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Separated!Boys  AU!Pre-Series  Teenchesters  kick!ass!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Car!Accident  Hospitalized!Boys  kick!ass!Dean  OMC  Shrink  Medical!Professional  sick!Sam 
april 2017 by chellexxx
The Hedgehog Rescue
Dean went to Hell and was hauled out of Perdition, only to be turned into a 4/5-year-old version of himself. It just might avert the apocalypse... but only if Dean can help Bobby save Sam from himself. Also has to be sick.

22,337
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!4  post!Season!3  AU!Season!4  Regression/De-Aged  Regressed/De-Aged!Dean  sick!Dean  Hurt/Sick!Boys  fanfiction.net  Long  20000+  Addiction  Addict!Sam  asshole!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Dean  PTSD  Character-Ruby  Sam/Ruby  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel 
april 2017 by chellexxx
Long Time Coming
Sam Winchester has dreaded and longed for this moment for six years. Dean just found the necklace in his pocket. (warning for season 11 spoilers) .... 1,428
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!11  1120  Missing!Scene  Amulet  Angst  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Short  fanfiction.net  1000+ 
april 2017 by chellexxx
One Hell of a Pretense
Sam was not as alright with Lucifer being in the bunker and in his space as he appeared to be. Angst, comfort, and a touch of fluffiness because I NEEDED THIS FIXED. .... 2,378
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!11  1122  Angst  Emotionally!hurt  Missing!Scene  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Character-Impala  Bat!Cave  fanfiction.net  1000+  Short 
april 2017 by chellexxx
Forty-Three Days
The stress of filming the last four episodes of season 3 have caught up with Jensen, who blames his hallucinations on Dean's emotional roller coaster and his own lack of sleep. But a short break between the season finale and the shooting of his new movie fails to improve his mental state. He abandons the movie and becomes a recluse in Vancouver, fearing for his own sanity. Once he realizes that the hallucinations are real, and there's more than just his sanity at stake, Jensen contacts Jared, who may be the only person able to understand what Jensen's going through. Jared arrives in Vancouver just in time to save Jensen's life, but the danger threatening Jensen remains. Their lives become a race against time, and the show has brought them more than they'd bargained for. Jared has to keep Jensen alive for 43 days. Can they make it? ..... 70,806
RPS  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  Season!3  316  livejournal  Season!4  Angst  50000+  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  First!Time  pdf/mobi  top!Jared  Bottom!Jared  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Depression  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Jensen  Long 
april 2017 by chellexxx
Counting in Dreams
The last few days almost seem like a bad dream, a nightmare he's finally awoken from.

If still more believable than his mother smiling up at him, saying his name.

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SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!12  1202  Angst  archiveofourown  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  1000+  Short 
april 2017 by chellexxx
12.02 Coda
Because really, why would Sam believe any of this is true?
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!12  1202  Angst  livejournal  Short  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Missing!Scene 
april 2017 by chellexxx
You Took My Body and Played to Win
Tag to The Foundry (12x03). Sam’s used to it by now. Really. It’s not the first time this has happened to him, or the tenth. Hell, it’s not even the hundredth, as shitty as it is to admit. And honestly, this one wasn’t as bad as the others. Not even close. Not by a mile. Sam’s used to it by now. He is. He…should be used to it by now.
5.564
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  Established!Relationship  Angst  Season!12  1203  Memories/Flashback  Non-Con  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Missing!Scene  5000+  archiveofourown  Short 
april 2017 by chellexxx
But it solves every problem!
Starts from the end of Meta fiction (season 9). After Metatron makes Cass see Gabriel again, Sam gets the idea of bringing the Archangel back. Because what better way to fight a knight of hell and a scribe of God than the one guy who was there from the beginning (who hasn't tried to end the world...yet).
53,144
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Character-Castiel  First!Time  Time!Travel  Character-Lucifer  Fix-It-Fic  archiveofourown  Angst  Long  Sam/Gabriel  Dean/Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Metatron  Character-Adam!Milligan  Character-Gadreel  Character-Michael  PTSD  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Non-Con  Abused  50000+  Season!9  918  Gabriel!Lives  Bat!Cave  Character-Cain  Character-Abaddon 
april 2017 by chellexxx
1/1,095 Days
Renowned chemist Jensen Ackles used to be a fun guy. He used to be witty, charming, and would love to go to parties.

For the past three years, he’s been different. He can’t sleep without waking up feeling like he’d done something unforgiveable. Sometimes he goes nights without sleeping because it’s better than having nightmares he can’t remember. It’s been going on for so long it’s become normal.

It all comes to a head when a semi-blind date goes horribly wrong. Jared, a man he’s never met, hates him down to his core. The problem is, Jensen’s never met Jared in his life.

25,000
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Medical!Professional!Jensen  25000+  livejournal  Long  Steve/Chris  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Steve!Carlson  Amnesia  Amnesia!Jensen  Physical!Therapist  Physical!Therapist!Jared  Big!Bang  pdf/mobi  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared 
april 2017 by chellexxx
Blast Into The Past
The Cage was never meant to hold a human. It was meant for one archangel, not two, and definitely not a human soul. Little by little Sam's soul was being destroyed by the torture the Cage inflicted on it. Lucifer and Michael joined together and, with their combined grace, pieced together Sam Winchester's soul and sent him out of the Cage and into the past in the hopes that he can stop this whole thing before it even starts.

Only, when Sam lands, things don't quite go so well. He's not all that sure that this isn't another torture the Cage has provided for him. He's in the past, right after Dean got out of Hell, and he's nowhere near the same man he was before. He can barely remember how to function as a human. It's going to take his family and a little help from a surprised archangel for Sam to start to recover. He doesn't have much time, though, because the apocalypse is still coming and the angels are fighting to get Lucifer free. Can one broken man manage to change the past? Or are they doomed to repeat their same mistakes over and over again?

57,905
SPN!Non-AU  Slow!Burn  AU!Season!4  Season!4  Angst  Sam/Gabriel  First!Time  Time!Travel  Time!Travelling!Sam  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Lucifer  Character-Michael  Character-Uriel  Angel  Bonding  PTSD  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Season!6  AU!Season!6  archiveofourown  Long  50000+  Dream/Nightmare  Hell  Memories/Flashback 
march 2017 by chellexxx
Learning to Live Again
Set after the boys went their separate ways. Sam called Dean to tell him that he was Lucifer’s vessel, only to have his brother tell him how much better they were apart. Hurt, and afraid, Sam did the only thing that he thought might work to keep Lucifer from claiming his vessel. Unfortunately, he woke up anyways. Only, when he woke, it was to find the Trickster of all people sitting on the bed across from him.

He hadn’t expected to see him of all people there, and he certainly hadn’t expected to find him in his car the next morning, announcing that he was going to be traveling with him. Together, they set out, one to try and stop this whole thing, and the other for reasons that he keeps to himself.

Loki’s open about his opinion that Sam is going to eventually say ‘yes’. To him, it’s not even a question To Sam, it’s the one thing he’s determined to keep from happening. 132,781
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Gabriel  First!Time  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Season!5  AU!Season!5  504  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Ellen!Harvelle  Character-Jo!Harvelle  Character-Jesse!Turner  Epic  archiveofourown  100000+  asshole!Dean  Separated!Boys  Angst  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Bottom!Sam  503  505  511  Character-Anna!Milton  Character-Zachariah  Angel  Bonding  Blood!Magic  Dean/Castiel  Possessive!OC  Powers!Sam  Depression  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam 
march 2017 by chellexxx
Counting Coup
A stay at a hospital, after a dangerous hunt, provides Sam with a lot of embarrassment. The staff, though kind, is shocked by his scars, often making comments that hurt and are humiliating. Already self- conscious over them, he falls into a period of self- examination and becomes withdrawn. Determined to hide the visible marks of his life 5,220
Gen  SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Season!12  hurt!Sam  Hospitalized!Boys  Angst  fanfiction.net  Short  5000+  Outsider!POV  Medical!Professional!Jensen  Abused  Memories/Flashback  Hunt  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Bat!Cave 
march 2017 by chellexxx
the darkness within
Ever since he lost the Mark of Cain, Dean's been haunted by
ever-worsening nightmares. He insists it's nothing, but when injuries he
sustains while asleep appear on him for real, Sam goes to great lengths
to figure out what's happening — and to make Dean let him in. 19,002
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  First!Time  livejournal  archiveofourown  Season!11  AU!Season!11  Season!10  hurt!Sam  Fae/Fairies  Dream/Nightmare  Long  15000+  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Dean  Hooker!Sam  Bed!Sharing  Angst  Prostitution/Hustling  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
march 2016 by chellexxx
Safe In the Arms of Love
Total AU Dean Winchester was just your average joe working as a
mechanic in his hometown of Lawarance,KS when he met Sam Logan and
everything changed. No slash or wincest! Warning: mentions of past abuse
of a minor. .... 70,358
SPN  SPN!AU  Gen  Teenchesters  Mechanic  Mechanic!Dean  hurt!Sam  Beaten  Abused  Abused!Sam  Hospitalized!Boys  Non-Con  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Shrink  Bed!Sharing  Teacher  Parent/Guardian!Dean  Lawyer  Agent/Police  Local!LEOS/FBI  50000+  fanfiction.net  Long  Domestic!fic  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  AU!Not!Brothers  AU!Not!Raised!as!Hunters 
march 2016 by chellexxx
While You Were Gone
Dean was gone and this time Sam had no idea where he was. Sam
could only assume that he was dead. He tried looking for his brother,
God had he tried. He has barely slept for those four long months
catching, questioning and, occasionally torturing any and every creature
he could. He went after demons, Levis, and even an angel and a cupid.
But nobody knew where his brother was at and if they did, they didn’t
say. He had been talking to hunters even though he knew some of them
still hated his guts but for his brother he’d do anything. Or so he
thought. ... 36,200 .. http://waya98.livejournal.com
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!8  hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  PTSD  Hospitalized!Boys  Angst  Non-Con  Torture  Beaten  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  Motel/Hotel  806  guilty!Dean  Hunter  post!Season!7  Depraved!Humans  Asylum  pdf/mobi  Self!Harm  Bed!Sharing  75000+  livejournal  Epic  archiveofourown  kick!ass!Dean  SPN  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys  A!Break!From!Hunting  Character-Castiel  Character-Crowley 
february 2016 by chellexxx
Respite
“Sam?” Dean reaches out toward him without thinking. Sam reacts
to his touch like it burns, eyes wide and unfocused as his hands lash
out; under his breath, barely audible, Dean hears Sam whispering no; no,
please. Something cold twists in his gut as he retreats, pressing
himself against the other side of the stairwell and raising his hands in
surrender. “Sam, it's me,” he says. “It's Dean.” But Sam doesn't hear
him. He's muttering and still holding his hands up, and Dean sees a
trickle of blood slide down from his hairline before following the
contours of his face into the dip under his eye and then down his nose.
Sam knocks himself off the step and fumbles down two more before Dean
finally hears him breathe. .... 3,139
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!11  1114  hurt!Sam  PTSD  Angst  Memories/Flashback  Hell  Brain/Head!injury  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Self!Harm  1000+  Short  archiveofourown  Domestic!fic  Bat!Cave  Bed!Sharing  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
february 2016 by chellexxx
A Film By Jensen Ackles
Acclaimed director Jensen Ackles is on a vacation with his best
friend and the object of his unrequited affections, Hollywood’s
heartthrob Jared Padalecki. What could go wrong? Everything. While vivid
nightmares and daydreams make Jensen question his own sanity, the
script of a horror movie starts mirroring real life and Jensen suspects
that he and Jared are stuck with a serial killer in a cabin in the
middle of the woods. Now with the clock ticking Jensen must find a way
to save himself and Jared..... 86,488
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Friends!to!Lovers  pining!Jensen  Non-Con  Bottom!Jared  Big!Bang  75000+  Epic  Depraved!Humans  archiveofourown  Famous!Jensen  Famous!Jared  Actor  Actor!Jared  Homicide  Cabin!fic  Angst  hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt  Trapped  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Dream/Nightmare  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Eric!Kripke  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Jim!Beaver  Person-Mark!Pellegrino  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  Director!Jensen 
february 2016 by chellexxx
I See You
Sam spent centuries locked in a cage with Lucifer. He figures out pretty quickly that Castiel is no longer home. Angst!.. 844
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!11  1111  1110  Angst  Bat!Cave  Secret  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Memories/Flashback  PTSD  hurt!Sam  under!1000  Short  fanfiction.net  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Lucifer 
january 2016 by chellexxx
Reap the Wild Wind
Sam wasn't here. Sam was gone. Gone. Gone. Gone. And nothing
Dean could do, no curse or bargain he could make would bring him back.
.... 42,000+ Sequel .... http://chaikhana.net/spn/writing.html
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  Season!2  AU!Season!2  Death!fic  Angst  Wing!fic  Winged!Sam  Bonding  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Dean  Gen  35000+  Long  pdf/mobi  Powers!Sam  Reaper!Sam  SPN  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Ellen!Harvelle  Character-Ash  Character-Jo!Harvelle  Character-Missouri!Moseley 
january 2016 by chellexxx
Raising Hell
Dean takes care of his hurting little brother in the aftermath
of the cage fight with Lucifer. Hurt!Sam, Protective!Dean. .. 2,618
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!11  1110  Missing!Scene  Bat!Cave  hurt!Sam  hurt!Dean  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Angst  Bed!Sharing  Memories/Flashback  Hell  PTSD  1000+  Short  fanfiction.net  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
january 2016 by chellexxx
Soldier's Heart
Because of horrific nightmares and crushing guilt, Doctor
Jensen Ackles hasn't practiced medicine since the end of the Civil War.
He has only one thing left to live for--saving his sister from a life of
working in a saloon. After losing his parents and brother during the
war, Jared Padalecki struggles to hold on to the family ranch. And
though he never planned to marry, he's obligated to wed his widowed
sister-in-law to provide her and his niece and nephew a home. When
Jensen finds himself working for Jared, he's afraid his terrible secrets
will be exposed. However, Jared has his own secret.... 42,200

http://archiveofourown.org/works/225747
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Big!Bang  Historical  Rancher/Cowboy!Jared  Armed!Forces!Jensen  Armed!Forces  Ranch/Farm  Alone/Separated  Boss/employee  Boss!Jared  Work!Together  Emotionally!hurt  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  PTSD  Medical!Professional!Jensen  Dream/Nightmare  Angst  Romance  35000+  Long  livejournal  Rancher/Cowboy  Separated!Boys  Hurt/Sick!Boys  archiveofourown 
january 2016 by chellexxx
Shadowland
Jared and Jensen are more than just co-stars but best friends
for life. So when Jensen is finally ready to tell Jared his biggest
secret, he never expects to be insulted and deprecated. Deeply hurt,
Jensen leaves, only to be terminally injured in an accident. Coming to
his senses, Jared regrets what has happened. While he struggles with his
bad conscience and prepares for Jensen´s death, he meets a young woman
who gives Jared the chance to make everything right again. If Jared can
fulfill four tasks in four years, Jensen´s life will be spared. Jared,
who would do everything to save Jensen´s life, agrees. His tasks brings
him to Shadowland, a place like Earth, but desolate, cold, and lonely.
Invisible in real world and struggling with Jensen´s fate and the
terrible role he played in the accident, all Jared has left are the
occasional visits he pays Jensen and the hope that he can make things
right again. ..... 58.832
RPS  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Angst  hurt!Jensen  hurt!Jared  Homophobia  Confession  sick!Jared  Deal  Big!Bang  Schmoop  Romance  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  50000+  Long  livejournal  Paralysis  Separated!Boys  Alone/Separated  Separated!Boys  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
january 2016 by chellexxx
Somewhere With You
Ever since his divorce became public, Jared can't go anywhere
without the paparazzi hounding him. The scandals surrounding his
marriage to Wall Street mogul Tom Welling swirl out of control, leaving
Jared desperate to shield his young daughter from the media. When he
flees with his daughter to a small town on the Florida coast, Jared's is
forced to rely on the kindness of a stranger Four years ago, Jensen
Ackles had everything he ever wanted – a partner and an infant son. But
when that perfect life was torn from him, he vowed never to let anyone
close again. Now, he spends his life traveling to scenes of natural
disasters and helping those who can't help themselves. The last thing he
needs after another exhausting mission is to find a stranger sleeping
in his bed. He most definitely doesn't need to hear the Frozen
soundtrack again. ... 15,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/4078510/chapters/9184489
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Romance  Kid!fic  Parent/Guardian!Jared  Angst  Living!Together  Neighbour  Dog/Puppy  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  Vet/Animal!Shelter  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Library  PTSD  Everyday!Heroes  Memories/Flashback  Bottom!Jared  kick!ass!Jensen  Homeless!Jared  1st!meeting  15000+  Long  livejournal  archiveofourown  Thanksgiving  Jared/Tom  Wealthy!Jared  Homeless  Librarian!Jared  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Jim!Beaver  Person-Osric!Chau  Person-Matt!Cohen  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
december 2015 by chellexxx
the making, breaking, and remaking of sam winchester
AU. Sam Winchester and Cas - two detectives who haven't spoken
in a year, and are both now assigned to the same case. As partners. It's
not a question of if there is going to be a huge blowout, but a
question of when. Especially because Sam doesn't think he can ever let
go of past transgressions against him, and Cas isn't helping any by
pushing the subject. ....... 30,369
SPN!AU  Slash  Sam/Castiel  First!Time  Agent/Police!Jared  Local!LEOS/FBI  Angst  hurt!Sam  GSW  Homicide  Work!Together  drugged!Sam  Under!the!Influence  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Memories/Flashback  Mechanic!Dean  Depraved!Humans  Long  Hospitalized!Boys  kick!ass!Sam  25000+  archiveofourown  Big!Bang  Agent/Police  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  AU!Not!Raised!as!Hunters  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Charlie!Bradbury  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Crowley  Character-Jo!Harvelle 
december 2015 by chellexxx
Mistletoe and Countdowns
Innocent teasing and joking turns into something more under a
sprig of mistletoe but a misunderstanding sends Jensen and Jared apart
for Christmas only to discover the mistakes both were thinking as it's
more than a New Year counting down but also the start of something new
between them. ... 14,567
RPS  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  pining!Jared  pining!Jensen  hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Christmas  Schmoop  Possessive!Jensen  fan!fiction  Bottom!Jared  Season!1  Season!3  Living!Together  10000+  Short  archiveofourown  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Eric!Kripke  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Jim!Beaver  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
november 2015 by chellexxx
Revelations
Sam opens one eye and clenches it shut again at the light, but
it's enough to see dark brown hair and ice blue eyes. Sam swallows.
"Loud," he rasps. "Bright." ..... "I don't..." Cas pauses for a moment.
"I'm loud?" he asks. .... Sam nods. .... "I am speaking at a very
reasonable volume." Cas sighs, but then lowers his voice to a whisper.
"I can heal you, if you'll allow me to come closer." .... 2,800
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Sam&Castiel  Powers!Sam  Vision  hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Season!11  1106  Short  archiveofourown  1000+  Bat!Cave  Domestic!fic  Angst  Hell  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Castiel  Character-Lucifer 
november 2015 by chellexxx
Without You (The Tears Dry)
for depressing, suicidal thoughts, also mentions of self-harm.
Warnings: Depressing, suicidal thoughts, also mentions of self-harm. Set
in season 8, spoilers for 9x03. Sam makes an unexpected discovery about
Dean. He's keeping a secret journal, in shape of series of cassettes,
for times he wasn't feeling so well. Maybe he didn’t know Dean as well
as he thought he did. But, suicide notes were the last thing on his
mind. .... 56,088
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!8  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Dean  Self!Harm  Secret  Long  fanfiction.net  livejournal  50000+  Depression  Angst  hurt!Dean  SPN  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Deleted!Fic!or!Author  pdf/mobi 
november 2015 by chellexxx
No Agenda
Misha and Richard have just returned from their friends'
wedding reception. A rejected marriage proposal later, both are upset
with one another. Their problems soon worsen when three people in masks
start to terrorize them after a woman shows up at their door twice,
asking for a person who isn't there. After being brutalized, forced to
watch their friend being killed, and left for dead, can Jared and Jensen
save Misha and Richard or is it all over for them?
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  Angst  Big!Bang  hurt!Jared  hurt!Jensen  hurt!OC  Torture  Length!Unknown  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  livejournal  Depraved!Humans  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Richard!Speight!Jr 
november 2015 by chellexxx
By a Single Thread (Mind!verse)
Dr. Jensen Ackles is a renowned neuro-psychologist and pioneer
surgeon in the field known as Mind Mapping, a procedure that involves
entering a coma patient's mindscape and sifting through their memories
and trauma to help the patient wake up from the coma. It’s a complex
procedure that requires strict rules and no lingering remnants of the
visit. But while working with his current patient—Jared Padalecki, male,
24, attempted suicide--Jensen discovers he’s in too deep. He’s formed a
dangerous emotional attachment to Jared that could have devastating
consequences. He finds himself in the difficult situation of risking his
own mind and sense of self by losing himself in Jared. But the more
memories he visits, and the more he gets to know Jared, the more Jensen
realizes how important it is that he save Jared’s life, whether it costs
Jensen his identity or not.
76,041

http://archiveofourown.org/works/4546152/chapters/10348446
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Big!Bang  Medical!Professional!Jensen  Coma  hurt!Jared  Mind!Reading  Depression  Self!Harm  Angst  Bullies  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  75000+  livejournal  archiveofourown  Epic  Hospitalized!Boys  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
november 2015 by chellexxx
All or Nothing
Dean/Sam, OMC/Sam, bottom!Sam, jealous!Dean. When Dean and Sam
started getting involved with each other, they'd decided not to be
exclusive (though if asked, Sam would say that it was because of Dean's
tendency of one night stands). Now, about a month into their
relationship, Dean comes home from a bar to find some guy pounding into
his brother and decides that the whole 'not-exclusive' thing has got to
go. ... 3,124
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  Pre-Series  Teenchesters  Established!Relationship  Friends!With!Benefits  pining!Dean  Sam/OMC  Caught  Bottom!Sam  Jealous!Dean  Possessive!Dean  kick!ass!Dean  Schmoop  Confession  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt!Dean  1000+  Short  livejournal  SPN 
october 2015 by chellexxx
Won't Get Fooled Again
picking up after "No Rest For The Wicked." When a creature
claiming to be an angel comes upon Sam and Ruby in a motel room claiming
he can help Sam train to rescue Dean from Hell, Sam agrees to work with
the mysterious Castiel. It doesn't hurt that the handsome stranger
tells him that his abilities don't damn him and makes him believe that
he might be worthy of affection. When Dean is safely alive again,
however, things change. Castiel's orders require him to sever ties,
leaving Sam adrift as the road to the Apocalypse appears before them.
What will Sam do when he begins to realize that angels are not what he
believed? ... 52,732
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Castiel  First!Time  1st!meeting  Season!4  AU!Season!4  Big!Bang  post!Season!3  Powers!Sam  Long  50000+  archiveofourown  Angst  top!Sam  Hell  Secret  kick!ass!Sam  hurt!Dean  hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Demon  Hell!Hounds  Separated!Boys  Alone/Separated  Hospitalized!Boys  Bottom!Sam  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  It's!The!Great!Pumpkin!Sam!Winchester  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Chuck!Shurley  Character-Castiel  Character-Anna!Milton  Character-Hannah  Character-Ruby  Character-Meg  Character-Lillith  Character-Bela!Talbot 
october 2015 by chellexxx
Hold Me Close and Believe
Sam has an imaginary friend from a young age, in fact, it's his
only friend. He is withdrawn and shy around anyone that isn't his dad
or Dean. When he's fourteen, John comes to the conclusion Sam is ill in a
way that John can't fix and has to send him to an institute for
'disturbed youth'. However, Dean isn’t entirely convinced that Lo is as
imaginary as everyone assumes. ... 39,389
https://www.fanfiction.net/s/7474603/1/Dirty-Tricks
http://archiveofourown.org/users/Meh_forget_it
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Gabriel  First!Time  Friends!to!Lovers  Asylum  Angst  asshole!John  Possessive!OC  sick!Sam  Ghost  Powers!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Trapped  Alone/Separated  Separated!Boys  drugged!Sam  Pre-Series  AU!Pre-Series  archiveofourown  35000+  Long  livejournal  Hospitalized!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-John!Winchester 
october 2015 by chellexxx
What You Don't Know
Dean comes back from Purgatory and finds his brother
domesticated and withdrawn from the hunting life. Naturally he jumps to
the conclusion that Sam abandoned him to find his cursed normal while
Dean fought for his life. He should have known not to assume anything
when it came to his little brother. ... 7.440
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!8  806  Angst  Confession  hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Voicemail  Amulet  Bed!Sharing  Mute!Sam  5000+  archiveofourown  Mute  SPN  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Fix-It-Fic 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Hours Ago
Dean overhears something he should've known years ago and needs to clear the air. .... 1,110
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Bat!Cave  Voicemail  Amulet  Angst  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt!Dean  Confession  1000+  Short  archiveofourown  SPN  Fix-It-Fic  Character-Castiel 
september 2015 by chellexxx
The Extroardinary Tale of Jensen's Heroic Exploits
Jensen is a fierce pirate captain. When he raids a very wealthy
ship, the captain escapes, but Jensen takes the captain's son Jared
captive to be his 'cabin boy' but Jared is cripplingly shy and terrified
around Jensen, and Jared seems unnervingly familiar with what's
'expected' of Cabin boys, considering he's a captain's son. Then Jensen,
discovers scars on Jared's body - whip marks, burns etc. The crew
release Jared isn't the son of the captain but his slave/whore and find
he was shared round the ship. To Jared's amazement the crew treat him
kindly and look after him, becoming friend with him. Jared and Jensen
fall in love but then Jared's old 'master' reappears, wanting his
'property' back, but Jensen is determined to keep his love safe .....
29,734
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Pirates  Pirate!Jensen  Shy!Jared  Non-Con  hurt!Jared  Abused!Jared  Torture  Romance  archiveofourown  Long  Historical  Angst  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Misha!Collins  Slave!fic  Slow!Burn 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Recall
Sam's having a hard time telling what's real and what isn't, especially when it comes to some voicemails from Dean. .... 6,344
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Voicemail  Angst  5000+  Short  archiveofourown  Season!7  PTSD  hurt!Sam  Hospitalized!Boys  Arm!broken/injured  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Fix-It-Fic  Character-Lucifer 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Love Is Not Enough
Jensen had been with Matt for five years when he found out that
his partner had been having a long term affair. Jensen was devastated
by the betrayal and spent a long while alone trying to heal. He made a
vow to himself never to give his heart to anyone ever again. When Jensen
met Jared, the attraction was undeniable. Jensen was ready to get out
and have some fun with the gorgeous man, but Jared wanted more. Could he
get past Jensen's defenses and give them a chance at real lasting love?
.. 14,316
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Infidelity  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  !Kink  10000+  Short  archiveofourown  Angst  Romance  Jensen/Matt  pdf/mobi  Deleted!Fic!or!Author  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Jim!Beaver  Person-Osric!Chau  Person-Matt!Cohen 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Changing Everything
Castiel’s store is full of books that have been well-loved. He
isn’t interested in books that find their way easily in the world; he
prefers the damaged ones. His own damage, he keeps hidden away: he keeps
his shop neat and his apartment private, keeps his life orderly and
small. Small until he meets Sam, the not-so-small owner of the bakery
next door, that is. Sam is outgoing and happy and ignores Castiel’s “No
Food or Drinks” sign. He’s got his own damage, but he’s kind, and maybe,
Cas thinks, he can make room for someone else in his orderly little
life. ... 19,329
SPN!AU  Slash  Sam/Castiel  First!Time  Dean/Lisa  Chef/Baker!Jared  PTSD  Emotionally!hurt  hurt!Castiel  Big!Bang  Store  archiveofourown  15000+  Long  BookStore  Chef/Baker  SPN  AU!Not!Raised!as!Hunters  Character-Charlie!Bradbury  Character-Castiel  Character-Anna!Milton  Character-Jo!Harvelle  Character-Kevin!Tran  Character-Lisa!Braeden  Character-Ben!Braeden 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Ways We Stay Alive
“Gotta be just like the real thing, son,” Dad says, tightening
the rope against Sam's bare skin. “So you won’t panic when it happens
someday.” Sam's tied up in a shed in the woods. Dean's stuck back at
home with a pile of research to get through before he can take out the
monster and get Sam back. And Dad? Well, Dad's the monster. That's just
how training goes. Summer 1995. .... 7,172
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Pre-Series  hurt!Sam  Training  Trapped  asshole!John  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Abused!Sam  Teenchesters  Abusive!John  5000+  Short  archiveofourown  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-John!Winchester 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Waiting for Rain
Sam leaves home at sixteen to escape two things: a growing
attraction to his older brother, and an angry and abusive father who
blames him for his mother's death. With nothing to his name save his
experience hunting and his determination to escape it, he turns to
prostitution to support himself through high school and then college.
This is an AU without the yellow-eyed demon and psychic powers bit. Lots
of hurt, but lots of comfort and eventual Wincest. .. 31,107
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Pre-Series  AU!Pre-Series  Stanford  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Angst  Prostitution/Hustling  Hooker!Sam  Abused!Sam  Abusive!John  asshole!John  guilty!Sam  hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  kick!ass!Dean  kick!ass!Sam  25000+  Long  archiveofourown  AU!Stanford  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Crowley  Character-Ash 
september 2015 by chellexxx
a circle of quiet
Sam Winchester has seen a lot of shit. But nothing could have
prepared him for the moment when Castiel, his eyes dazzling like bright
blue gems, turned to him and pressed a kiss to his cheek. (Takes place
during some unspecified time period after Hunter Heroici.) ... 2,543
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Gen  Sam/Castiel  Sam&Castiel  Season!8  Schmoop  First!Time  808  PTSD  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  archiveofourown  Short  1000+  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Fear of Falling
Cage!fic. Post-Swan Song. Stuck in possibly the worst place in
creation with only a bitter and angry Michael still wearing Adam for
company, Sam decides sticking with Lucifer is better than nothing. But
with the memory of being Lucifer's vessel fresh in mind, Sam can't help
but contemplate over a few things he learnt while able to see inside the
devil's head. As a gradual sense of companionship builds between them,
Sam finds that maybe being with Lucifer is more of a comfortable
position than he thought. .... Eventual Samifer. ...... 39,255
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  post!Season!5  Sam/Lucifer  First!Time  Angst  Hell  Slow!Burn  25000+  Long  archiveofourown  Torture  hurt!Sam  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Adam!Milligan  Character-Michael 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Caught in the Hands of Fate
Jensen has had his share of ups and downs, but he pushes
forward and tries not to take life for granted. Starting college in
California seems like the right choice for him, and everything is going
better than he imagined it would. However, fate can be a tricky thing
sometimes. ..... 212,085
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  College!AU  Student!Jared  Student!Jensen  RPS!Family  Angst  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  200000+  Epic  archiveofourown  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Sophia!Bush 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Epiphany
The point is that legends are as good as myths--everyone has
his own opinion, and not half of them are right. The point is that Sam
Winchester returns from Hell three months after he jumped in, and
there’s nothing that’s legend about that. .... -or- ... Sam returns from
Hell with his body intact--and his powers, too. With Sam's abilities
cleansed of Azazel's taint, Heaven decides that a Sam with powers is a
soldier they want. But the angels aren't known for keeping the
Winchesters' best interests at heart and Sam has enough on his plate
when his newly-cleansed powers take a sinister turn. Fighting a battle
between Heaven's wishes and a deadly force from within, Sam and Dean
hunker down in a small town in Virginia and wait for something to break.
... 75,791
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  post!Season!5  Angst  hurt!Sam  Powers!Sam  Domestic!fic  75000+  Epic  archiveofourown  PTSD  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Missouri!Moseley  Hunter 
september 2015 by chellexxx
The Right Way Up
Prompt: The boys are getting older. Dean's body may have been
brand new after hell, but Sam never got that quick fix. He still has all
his old scars and injuries. And when the weather gets cold, it's harder
to get his joints to loosen up. Especially in the mornings. ....2,075
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!8  Angst  hurt!Sam  Sad  Separated!Boys  Alone/Separated  Motel/Hotel  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  1000+  Short  archiveofourown  Separated!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Family Matters
It's no secret that John Winchester holds a prejudice against
anything non-human. That includes angels. Angels who have no business
being this close to his boys. Not even a fallen angel who helped save
the world. Mysteriously alive once more, John can't fathom why his sons
would be running around with a halo in his absence, but if they don't
get rid of it, he will. ..... 52,148
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  post!Season!5  Angst  Resurrected!John  asshole!John  Long  50000+  fanfiction.net  Abducted  Abducted!Dean  Abusive!John  hurt!Castiel  Emotionally!hurt  Spell/Curse  hurt!Dean  Powerless!Castiel  Cursed!Dean  Case!fic  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Castiel  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Raphael 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Between Darkness and Light
Sam and Dean finally found happiness, a tiny scrap of peace in
the otherwise violent cacophony of their lives. They moved back to their
hometown of Lawrence, Kansas, letting domestic life fold in easily
around them as they built a life together away from the darkness of
their past. For a while it was good, better than maybe either of them
deserved. Sam finally let himself believe they had escaped the bloody,
violent death he always feared was in store for them. Sadly, suddenly,
the greed, violence and jealousy of mortal men swooped in and took it
all away.Twisted by grief and consumed by revenge, Sam paints his face
with a Glasgow smile of white and black and tracks down the men who
split his soul in two, making them pay for what they did. ... 32,077

http://archiveofourown.org/works/4459892/chapters/10133717
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  Big!Bang  archiveofourown  livejournal  Domestic!fic  Curtain!fic  PTSD  Death!fic  hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Criminal/Mafia  kick!ass!Sam  Non-Con  Homicide  25000+  Long  Angst  Depraved!Humans  SPN  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Book-The!Crow 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Hand Covers Bruise
After Dean is cured, Sam's trying to be fine, but he's really,
really not. He starts to realize the whole Dean-was-a-demon thing
affected him a lot more than he thought it did. Oneshot. (PTSD!Sam) ...
2,775
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!10  Missing!Scene  1003  Angst  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Memories/Flashback  Demon!Dean  hurt!Sam  PTSD  1000+  Short  archiveofourown  Bat!Cave  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Rescue and Redemption
Jared's a college kid looking to make it on his own far away
from his Judge father, Beverly Hills, & the trauma of his childhood.
When someone chooses to use him as leverage against his father he finds
himself kidnapped and trapped back in a nightmare very much like the
one he lived through at 5 years old. Jensen's an ex-Army Ranger looking
to rebuild his life & find a new career after an op gone wrong
ruined his career & left him fumbling. Hired by Mark Pellegrino to
kidnap a Judge's son to make a point he's determined to prove that he
can do it & move up in the man's shady organization. Kidnapping the
kid was simple. Not losing his hard edge with each day they're stuck
together to big sad eyes of a kid who'd already accepted his fate not so
simple. Jared's past has secrets that begin to make Jensen doubt his
own mission until the day comes when he realizes how much he's been used
& what that might cost them both. Will he follow orders to kill
Jared ..... 66,000
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  College!AU  Student!Jared  Angst  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Armed!Forces!Jensen  hurt!Jared  Bottom!Jared  Abducted  Abducted!Jared  Non-Con  50000+  Long  archiveofourown  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Mark!Pellegrino  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Be on my side, I'll be on yours
In a world where not even his life belongs to him, Jared tries
everything to stay under the radar. He's obedient, quiet and a good
little boy, always does what he's asked for. He is a pet, nothing but a
toy, and his life would've probably go on like that. Until one fateful
night, he gets snatched away by the most impossible man ever—and
together they run, either of them chasing a new life as the storm is
slowly closing in. ..... 18,563
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Criminal/Mafia  Stripper!Jared  Prostitution/Hustling  Hooker!Jared  Emotionally!hurt  Virginity  Cross!Dressing  Slave!fic  Abducted  Abducted!Jared  Angst  15000+  Long  archiveofourown  Stripper  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Gone Too Far
The two stars of Supernatural are about at the end of their
rope with Misha's so-called jokes and humor after events in Seattle.
When some of Misha's fans take his comments to heart things go too far
and it's Jensen who pays the price as he's kidnapped leaving Jared
furious and worried and the season finale up in the air as the one
person who could help locate the missing actor doesn't really want to.
..... 30,270
RPS  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  Established!Relationship  Season!10  Angst  On!Set  Abducted  Abducted!Jensen  hurt!Jensen  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  fan!fiction  Text/Email/Internet  Convention  25000+  Hospitalized!Boys  Long  archiveofourown  Depraved!Humans  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Eric!Kripke  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Mark!Sheppard  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Pastiche
Jared’s just moved into a new apartment complex and immediately
warned about his upstairs neighbor Jensen who is a bit eccentric. ....
33,949
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Neighbour  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Self!Harm  top!Jared  25000+  archiveofourown  Long  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Steve!Carlson 
september 2015 by chellexxx
See No Evil
Pre-Series AU. Sam leaves for Stanford, thinking only about
finally fulfilling his dream of having a normal life. Instead, he is
kidnapped and his life becomes anything but normal. Can the Winchesters
cope with the changes forced upon them and stick together or will they
crumble under the pressure? Major hurt!Sam. .... 99,019
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Pre-Series  AU!Pre-Series  Angst  hurt!Sam  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  75000+  Epic  fanfiction.net  Depraved!Humans  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
september 2015 by chellexxx
I now pronounce you ....
Jared and Jensen are best friends who got married as a last
resort to ensure they had somewhere to live for their last year of
college due to being kicked out of their dorm thanks to the loveable
resident douchebag Chad Murray. It was supposed to be a quick fix for a
messy situation... What they got however was something that neither of
them could have ever expected. .... 103,000
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