chellexxx + emotionally!hurt!jensen   60

The Winchester Identity
A tall and handsome doctor is kidnapped by a mysterious green-eyed man who has no memory—but who definitely has a past. The J2 AU version of "The Bourne Identity".

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http://zuben-fic.livejournal.com/62911.html

Jared and Jensen are trying to get on with their new lives under witness protection. But a simple request for assistance pulls them into a complicated and dangerous world, bringing back ghosts from the past and threatening to break them apart.
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RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  1st!meeting  Epic  Angst  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Sam  hurt!Jared  hurt!Jensen  Hospitalized!Boys  Spies  Agent/Police!Jensen  Undercover/Secret!Identity  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  200000+  livejournal  pdf/mobi  Abducted  Abducted!Jared  Torture  Sam/Jensen  Medical!Professional!Jared  Medical!Professional  Amnesia  Amnesia!Jensen  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  top!Jared  Bottom!Jared  Movie-The!Bourne!Identity  GSW  Brain/Head!injury 
august 2017 by chellexxx
Forty-Three Days
The stress of filming the last four episodes of season 3 have caught up with Jensen, who blames his hallucinations on Dean's emotional roller coaster and his own lack of sleep. But a short break between the season finale and the shooting of his new movie fails to improve his mental state. He abandons the movie and becomes a recluse in Vancouver, fearing for his own sanity. Once he realizes that the hallucinations are real, and there's more than just his sanity at stake, Jensen contacts Jared, who may be the only person able to understand what Jensen's going through. Jared arrives in Vancouver just in time to save Jensen's life, but the danger threatening Jensen remains. Their lives become a race against time, and the show has brought them more than they'd bargained for. Jared has to keep Jensen alive for 43 days. Can they make it? ..... 70,806
RPS  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  Season!3  316  livejournal  Season!4  Angst  50000+  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  First!Time  pdf/mobi  top!Jared  Bottom!Jared  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Depression  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Jensen  Long 
april 2017 by chellexxx
A Film By Jensen Ackles
Acclaimed director Jensen Ackles is on a vacation with his best
friend and the object of his unrequited affections, Hollywood’s
heartthrob Jared Padalecki. What could go wrong? Everything. While vivid
nightmares and daydreams make Jensen question his own sanity, the
script of a horror movie starts mirroring real life and Jensen suspects
that he and Jared are stuck with a serial killer in a cabin in the
middle of the woods. Now with the clock ticking Jensen must find a way
to save himself and Jared..... 86,488
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Friends!to!Lovers  pining!Jensen  Non-Con  Bottom!Jared  Big!Bang  75000+  Epic  Depraved!Humans  archiveofourown  Famous!Jensen  Famous!Jared  Actor  Actor!Jared  Homicide  Cabin!fic  Angst  hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt  Trapped  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Dream/Nightmare  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Eric!Kripke  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Jim!Beaver  Person-Mark!Pellegrino  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  Director!Jensen 
february 2016 by chellexxx
Soldier's Heart
Because of horrific nightmares and crushing guilt, Doctor
Jensen Ackles hasn't practiced medicine since the end of the Civil War.
He has only one thing left to live for--saving his sister from a life of
working in a saloon. After losing his parents and brother during the
war, Jared Padalecki struggles to hold on to the family ranch. And
though he never planned to marry, he's obligated to wed his widowed
sister-in-law to provide her and his niece and nephew a home. When
Jensen finds himself working for Jared, he's afraid his terrible secrets
will be exposed. However, Jared has his own secret.... 42,200

http://archiveofourown.org/works/225747
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Big!Bang  Historical  Rancher/Cowboy!Jared  Armed!Forces!Jensen  Armed!Forces  Ranch/Farm  Alone/Separated  Boss/employee  Boss!Jared  Work!Together  Emotionally!hurt  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  PTSD  Medical!Professional!Jensen  Dream/Nightmare  Angst  Romance  35000+  Long  livejournal  Rancher/Cowboy  Separated!Boys  Hurt/Sick!Boys  archiveofourown 
january 2016 by chellexxx
Shadowland
Jared and Jensen are more than just co-stars but best friends
for life. So when Jensen is finally ready to tell Jared his biggest
secret, he never expects to be insulted and deprecated. Deeply hurt,
Jensen leaves, only to be terminally injured in an accident. Coming to
his senses, Jared regrets what has happened. While he struggles with his
bad conscience and prepares for Jensen´s death, he meets a young woman
who gives Jared the chance to make everything right again. If Jared can
fulfill four tasks in four years, Jensen´s life will be spared. Jared,
who would do everything to save Jensen´s life, agrees. His tasks brings
him to Shadowland, a place like Earth, but desolate, cold, and lonely.
Invisible in real world and struggling with Jensen´s fate and the
terrible role he played in the accident, all Jared has left are the
occasional visits he pays Jensen and the hope that he can make things
right again. ..... 58.832
RPS  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Angst  hurt!Jensen  hurt!Jared  Homophobia  Confession  sick!Jared  Deal  Big!Bang  Schmoop  Romance  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  50000+  Long  livejournal  Paralysis  Separated!Boys  Alone/Separated  Separated!Boys  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
january 2016 by chellexxx
Somewhere With You
Ever since his divorce became public, Jared can't go anywhere
without the paparazzi hounding him. The scandals surrounding his
marriage to Wall Street mogul Tom Welling swirl out of control, leaving
Jared desperate to shield his young daughter from the media. When he
flees with his daughter to a small town on the Florida coast, Jared's is
forced to rely on the kindness of a stranger Four years ago, Jensen
Ackles had everything he ever wanted – a partner and an infant son. But
when that perfect life was torn from him, he vowed never to let anyone
close again. Now, he spends his life traveling to scenes of natural
disasters and helping those who can't help themselves. The last thing he
needs after another exhausting mission is to find a stranger sleeping
in his bed. He most definitely doesn't need to hear the Frozen
soundtrack again. ... 15,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/4078510/chapters/9184489
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Romance  Kid!fic  Parent/Guardian!Jared  Angst  Living!Together  Neighbour  Dog/Puppy  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  Vet/Animal!Shelter  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Library  PTSD  Everyday!Heroes  Memories/Flashback  Bottom!Jared  kick!ass!Jensen  Homeless!Jared  1st!meeting  15000+  Long  livejournal  archiveofourown  Thanksgiving  Jared/Tom  Wealthy!Jared  Homeless  Librarian!Jared  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Jim!Beaver  Person-Osric!Chau  Person-Matt!Cohen  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
december 2015 by chellexxx
No Agenda
Misha and Richard have just returned from their friends'
wedding reception. A rejected marriage proposal later, both are upset
with one another. Their problems soon worsen when three people in masks
start to terrorize them after a woman shows up at their door twice,
asking for a person who isn't there. After being brutalized, forced to
watch their friend being killed, and left for dead, can Jared and Jensen
save Misha and Richard or is it all over for them?
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  Angst  Big!Bang  hurt!Jared  hurt!Jensen  hurt!OC  Torture  Length!Unknown  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  livejournal  Depraved!Humans  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Richard!Speight!Jr 
november 2015 by chellexxx
Love Is Not Enough
Jensen had been with Matt for five years when he found out that
his partner had been having a long term affair. Jensen was devastated
by the betrayal and spent a long while alone trying to heal. He made a
vow to himself never to give his heart to anyone ever again. When Jensen
met Jared, the attraction was undeniable. Jensen was ready to get out
and have some fun with the gorgeous man, but Jared wanted more. Could he
get past Jensen's defenses and give them a chance at real lasting love?
.. 14,316
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Infidelity  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  !Kink  10000+  Short  archiveofourown  Angst  Romance  Jensen/Matt  pdf/mobi  Deleted!Fic!or!Author  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Jim!Beaver  Person-Osric!Chau  Person-Matt!Cohen 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Caught in the Hands of Fate
Jensen has had his share of ups and downs, but he pushes
forward and tries not to take life for granted. Starting college in
California seems like the right choice for him, and everything is going
better than he imagined it would. However, fate can be a tricky thing
sometimes. ..... 212,085
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  College!AU  Student!Jared  Student!Jensen  RPS!Family  Angst  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  200000+  Epic  archiveofourown  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Sophia!Bush 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Pastiche
Jared’s just moved into a new apartment complex and immediately
warned about his upstairs neighbor Jensen who is a bit eccentric. ....
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RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Neighbour  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Self!Harm  top!Jared  25000+  archiveofourown  Long  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Steve!Carlson 
september 2015 by chellexxx
I now pronounce you ....
Jared and Jensen are best friends who got married as a last
resort to ensure they had somewhere to live for their last year of
college due to being kicked out of their dorm thanks to the loveable
resident douchebag Chad Murray. It was supposed to be a quick fix for a
messy situation... What they got however was something that neither of
them could have ever expected. .... 103,000
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  College!AU  Living!Together  Friends!to!Lovers  Pretend/Mistaken/Couple  RPS!Family  hurt!Jensen  top!Jared  GSW  Hospitalized!Boys  Angst  Separated!Boys  Parent/Guardian!Jensen  Parent/Guardian!Jared  Kid!fic  Bartender!Jensen  Writer!Jared  teacher!Jensen  Coffee!Shop/Cafe  Barista!Jensen  pdf/mobi  Secret  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  asshole!Jensen  Epic  100000+  Student!Jared  Student!Jensen  Homophobia  Teacher  Barista  Bartender  Vacation  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Sandy!McCoy  archiveofourown 
september 2015 by chellexxx
What happens now
When he was sixteen Jensen Ackles was arrested and convicted of
the brutal rape of his eleven year old neighbor. There was no evidence,
no proof that he was even there being openly gay in a small Texas town
was proof enough. After six years of torture at the hands of the other
prisoners, there is finally proof of his innocence and he is released to
a world that still sees him as a pedophile. .... 59,124

http://archiveofourown.org/works/4478537/chapters/10180571
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Big!Bang  pdf/mobi  Angst  top!Jared  Prison/Jail  hurt!Jensen  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Non-Con  Lawyer  Local!LEOS/FBI  Mike/Tom  asshole!Jared  RPS!Family  50000+  Long  livejournal  Living!Together  Depraved!Humans  Hurt/Sick!Boys  One!Hates!The!Other!At!First  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Eric!Kripke  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  archiveofourown 
august 2015 by chellexxx
Off the Menu
Jared is an injured kid wandering down the side of the road the
first time Jensen meets him. He brings Jared back to Baby's, his
father's diner, to help. As they grow up, they become close friends, but
just when Jensen is beginning to realize his feelings for Jared may be
more than friendly, Jared disappears. Years later, Jared returns to his
diner, but he's not alone. Every night, he comes in escorted by a
different john, and Jensen quietly aches for the boy he fell in love
with. ... 26,565

http://archiveofourown.org/works/4056397
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Friends!to!Lovers  Angst  Hooker!Jared  Foster!Care  Diner/Restaurant  pining!Jared  pining!Jensen  Jared/omc  Jealous!Jensen  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  Homeless!Jared  Abused!Jared  hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  top!Jared  Slow!Burn  livejournal  archiveofourown  25000+  Long  Depraved!Humans  Wealthy!Jensen  Homeless  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
june 2015 by chellexxx
Turn up the Bright Lights
Emotionally and physically hurt after an accident that killed
his best friend, Jensen is confined to his house. He finds unexpected
solace in Jared, the man delivering his groceries. But Jensen may be too
scarred by what happened to ever let things progress with Jared. ....
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http://archiveofourown.org/works/472980
Store  pdf/mobi  livejournal  Short  10000+  Slow!Burn  Agent/Police!Jensen  Student!Jared  pining!Jensen  PTSD  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Memories/Flashback  Car!Accident  Leg!broken/injured  hurt!Jensen  Schmoop  Romance  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  Slash  RPS!Family  RPS!AU  RPS  Agent/Police  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Kitten/Cat  archiveofourown 
march 2015 by chellexxx
Drawn Into Your Flame
Jensen is a biker who loves the open road, never staying
anywhere for longer than a few days, a week at most. When his bike
breaks down and needs serious repairs, he's forced to make nice in a
small town where he meets Jared, who doesn't want him to leave.  ....
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Bartender!Jared  RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Angst  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Criminal/Mafia  Prison/Jail  Criminal!Jensen  Criminal!Jared  top!Jared  Bar  Romance  archiveofourown  livejournal  Long  25000+  Bartender  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Tom!Welling 
february 2015 by chellexxx
next year's words await another voice
Jared's life is shattered when his wife is brutally murdered in
front of him at a romantic dinner – the horror of her senseless death,
and survivor's guilt, send him over the edge. He squats in a basement,
wanders the streets having visions. Jensen is a B List celebrity who
becomes the unwitting cause of this tragedy. Jensen's own guilt pushes
him into heavy drinking and hiding in his friend Steve's record shop.
Months later the two damaged men's paths cross, and their interaction
offers them both the possibility of redemption. ... 13,000...
http://archiveofourown.org/works/787959
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Angst  Homeless!Jared  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Famous/notFamous  Famous!Jensen  guilty!Jensen  drunk!Jensen  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Vet/Animal!Shelter  PTSD  Dog/Puppy  Hospitalized!Boys  hurt!Jared  Musician  Musician!Jensen  Store  livejournal  10000+  Short  Depraved!Humans  Homeless  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Movie-The!Fisher!King  archiveofourown  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Steve!Carlson 
december 2014 by chellexxx
One Kiss At A Time
Jensen, Jared's newest employee at Jay's Pad, has had a hard
decade. Recently released from a rehab facility, Jensen's living at a
shelter and just needs some help getting his life back on track, and
Jared vows to be the one to do just that. Jensen is also an amazing guy
and Jared finds himself falling hard after just a week, and he's
delighted to find out that Jensen feels the same way. But Jensen still
has demons he's fighting and secrets he's keeping and Jared knows that a
relationship is the last thing Jensen needs right now. But his heart
isn't listening, and when Jared's involved in a stomach churning ordeal,
it brings up things from Jensen's past that are revealed to be the
causes of all his problems. And Jared doesn't know if he can fix them
all. ...70,033

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http://archiveofourown.org/series/152768
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Big!Bang  Boss/employee  Coffee!Shop/Cafe  Addiction  Addict!Jensen  Angst  pining!Jared  Domestic!fic  livejournal  Living!Together  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  RPS!Family  Chef/Baker!Jensen  Romance  hurt!Jared  Bottom!Jared  50000+  Long  archiveofourown  Non-Con  Barista!Jensen  Barista!Jared  Work!Together  Boss!Jared  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  Wealthy!Jared  Chef/Baker  Barista  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Steve!Carlson 
august 2014 by chellexxx
What's Left of Me
College degree, check. Career as physical therapist in a
well-respected clinic, check. Appropriate boyfriend, check. Life was
going exactly as Jensen Ackles had mapped it out when he was still in
high school. The only thing Jared Padalecki knew for a fact was that you
never could guess where life was going to take you. But you could go
anywhere as long as you had family, friends, and love. When Jensen
didn't get the expected promotion and his perfect boyfriend turned out
to be not-so-perfect, for the first time Jensen finds himself without a
plan to follow. Enter one free-spirited, too young, and ridiculously
attractive college student who wants him to let life just happen... and
it kind of works. Until a tragedy causes Jensen to run away from the
love Jared offers, and Jared has to show him that life can be amazing
even when it's not according to plan. ... 81,250
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  College!AU  Student!Jared  Angst  75000+  Epic  livejournal  pdf/mobi  Big!Bang  RPS!Family  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Depression  hurt!OC  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Physical!Therapist  Physical!Therapist!Jensen  Person-Alona!Tal  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Person-Katie!Cassidy  Person-Samantha!Ferris  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
august 2014 by chellexxx
There's Beauty In the Broken
Jared works for his family's garden center as a landscape
designer in Los Olivos, CA. He loves his job working alongside his
sister Megan and his friend Stephen but at the end of the day he was no
one to come home to other than his dog, Harley. One day, a young woman
named Mackenzie walks into his shop and hires him to revive the grounds
of the estate she just bought nearby. Jared then meets her brother
Jensen, a reclusive former model and all around Hollywood bad boy who is
now confined to a wheelchair and angry at the world after his losing
his leg in a motorcycle accident. After taking the time to get to know
him a little better, Jared realizes that there is something about this
beautiful damaged man that he just can't get enough of. ...... 27,340

http://archiveofourown.org/works/2029164/chapters/4402104
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  RPS!Family  Big!Bang  25000+  Long  livejournal  archiveofourown  Bottom!Jared  pining!Jared  Boss/employee  Famous/notFamous  Famous!Jensen  hurt!Jensen  Leg!broken/injured  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  Wealthy!Jensen  Boss!Jensen  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Stephen!Amell  Permanent!Injury  Permanent!Injury!Jensen 
august 2014 by chellexxx
All Things Either Good or Ungood
FBI profiler Jared Padalecki has been searching for the man who
murdered his brother for over a decade. He gets his best lead yet in
the form of the killer's only known survivor -- a mysterious amnesiac
named Jensen. ... 16,971
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  Agent/Police!Jared  Angst  hurt!Jensen  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Abducted  Abducted!Jensen  Hospitalized!Boys  15000+  Long  Jared/Jensen  archiveofourown  livejournal  top!Jared  Depraved!Humans  Agent/Police  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
july 2014 by chellexxx
Soul Survivors
"We were ordinary people until we became part of a tragedy. We
feel guilty for living when others have died. We come together because
unless you've been through what we've been through, you can't understand
what it's like to be us. We are the survivors." ~~~~ In the dark dreary
nights, when the storm is at its most fierce, the lighthouse burns
bright so the sailors can find their way home again. In life the same
light burns. This light is fueled with love, faith, and hope. And
through life’s most fierce storms these three burn their brightest so we
also can find our way home again.— Author Unknown ... 41,100
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Romance  Schmoop  Heartbreaking  Big!Bang  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  hurt!Jensen  Leg!broken/injured  Shrink  Memories/Flashback  Angst  Bottom!Jared  pdf/mobi  livejournal  35000+  Long  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
july 2014 by chellexxx
A Twist Of Fate
When Jensen starts college under the name Ross Tailer he meets
Jared Tristan and the two have an instant connection. As time goes on
and they grow closer secrets are reviled and a connection that drew them
together could tear them apart. They are more connected then they
thought by the horrible tragedy that happen ten years ago when Jared
almost lost his life to Jensen’s brother in a shooting that left both
men scared. Can hope for a future rise from the ashes of the past and
can two deeply hurt men help heal each other or send them over the edge?
29,649

http://archiveofourown.org/works/1804648/chapters/3871210
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Secret  Angst  Big!Bang  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Memories/Flashback  College!AU  25000+  Long  livejournal  archiveofourown  top!Jared  RPS!Family  hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Coffee!Shop/Cafe  Student!Jared  Student!Jensen  GSW  WorkplaceShooting  guilty!Jensen  Depraved!Humans  Popular!Jared  Shy!Jensen  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Undercover/Secret!Identity  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles 
june 2014 by chellexxx
Burn the Land and Boil the Sea
Eight years ago, Jared spent his entire summer on a tropical
island off the coast of Mexico with Jensen. He fell head over heels for
Jensen, but their lives were going separate directions at the end of the
summer, and they never quite got together. Jensen left for Greenpeace
and Jared went off to college—but he never truly got over Jensen. Now,
in present day, Jared is a marine biologist working on a project in the
gorgeous panhandle of Alaska. He’s amazed to discover the captain of the
ship he’s chartered is none other than Jensen Ackles himself. Jared’s
overjoyed, but Jensen is less than thrilled—he’s a changed man since
that summer so long ago; withdrawn, passionless and solitary. Still
something of the bond between them remains, and neither of them seem to
be able to escape its pull completely. When Jared’s project leads them
into danger and leaves them running and fighting for their lives,
Jensen’s secrets begin to come out, drawing them back together 54,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/1795855?view_full_work=true
RPS  Slash  RPS!AU  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Previous!Relationship  Memories/Flashback  Bottom!Jared  Abused!Jensen  hurt!Jensen  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  pining!Jared  Long  50000+  Big!Bang  archiveofourown  livejournal  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Misha!Collins 
june 2014 by chellexxx
Teaching Him to Trust
Jensen's a rock & roll star looking for a break after some
setbacks & an encounter with a crazed fan sends him back home to San
Francisco after 10 years away. Jared's a young man hiding inside
himself after escaping a childhood of horror. Protecting Jared from a
street gang that's stalking the church shelter that helped turn Jensen's
life around years earlier he forms a bond of protection for the silent,
scarred young man that slowly turns to more when Jared's nightmare
returns in the form of the man who kidnapped him as a child & is
looking to return Jared back to that life of pain and shame. It's up to
Jensen to teach Jared to trust someone in order to help him protect him
but when a piece of Jensen's past surfaces it becomes a test to see who
must learn to trust because soon the violence & threats escalate and
he must fight more than the legal system or one man's obsession to save
Jared ..... 270,168
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  hurt!Jared  Abused!Jared  Non-Con  Torture  Memories/Flashback  Angst  Musician  Musician!Jensen  Bottom!Jared  sick!Jared  Romance  Famous/notFamous  Famous!Jensen  Abducted  Abducted!Jared  200000+  Epic  archiveofourown  Shy!Jared  Homeless!Jared  hurt!Jensen  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Possessive!Jensen  Abducted!Jensen  Abused!Jensen  Hospitalized!Boys  RPS!Family  PTSD  Depraved!Humans  Homeless  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Christian!Kane  Kitten/Cat 
may 2014 by chellexxx
Still Staring at the Same Old Sky
In 1999, art student Jensen Ackles lost his right leg and his
first love to one of the deadliest tornadoes in history. Ten years
later, he's managing his uncle's auto shop and chasing storms on the
side, and living in a house decorated with beautiful photographs and
murals that no one will ever see. An old friend convinces him to allow
anxious grad student Jared Padalecki into his life to observe a real
storm chaser in action. Soon Jared turns Jensen's monotonous life upside
down, awakening long-buried feelings and traumas. The two become
romantically involved, but a freak accident threatens their newfound
love...and Jensen's life. 39,383

http://sinnerforhire.dreamwidth.org/393681.html
http://archiveofourown.org/works/562141/chapters/1004389
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Mother!Nature  hurt!Jensen  Big!Bang  livejournal  Angst  35000+  Long  pdf/mobi  Student!Jared  Hospitalized!Boys  Bottom!Jared  !College  Leg!broken/injured  Mechanic  Mechanic!Jensen  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  teacher!Jensen  Road!Trip  Homophobia  Jensen/ChrisKane  dreamwidth  Teacher  Tornado  Natural!Disaster  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  archiveofourown  Permanent!Injury  Permanent!Injury!Jensen 
may 2014 by chellexxx
The Broken Heart is Blind
Jensen Ackles would be on top of the world, rising in the
Pileggi organization and put in charge of the biggest deal in years, but
all of the accomplishment is tarnished by the loss of his boyfriend
Jared Padalecki. Jared broke his heart, left him for the Boss's son, but
Jensen is beginning to believe he's not the only one keeping secrets.
.... 17,785

http://archiveofourown.org/works/1262389/chapters/2603683
Criminal!Jensen  RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Previous!Relationship  Angst  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Criminal/Mafia  15000+  Long  livejournal  Jared/omc  Big!Bang  Dub-Con  Bottom!Jared  hurt!Jared  hurt!Jensen  pdf/mobi  Vet/Animal!Shelter  Dog/Puppy  Local!LEOS/FBI  Depraved!Humans  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Sandy!McCoy  archiveofourown 
march 2014 by chellexxx
Kisses Sweeter Than Wine
Texas in July is not exactly where Jensen Ackles has any desire
to be, but a job's a job and interviewing Jared Padalecki, the most
famous and successful winner of America's Next Celebrity Chef for Saveur
magazine isn't something Jensen's going to turn down. He'll do the
interview, try not to laugh, and get back on the plane. Jared isn't any
happier at the thought of yet another interview with someone who's
already made up his mind that Jared's nothing but a pretty face, but the
network insists, so fine. He'll do the interview, practice his
patience, and be done with it. Funny how things don't quite work out
that way. 42,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/110166/chapters/152514
Slow!Burn  Chef/Baker!Jensen  RPS!Family  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Famous!Jared  hurt!Jared  Schmoop  Romance  top!Jared  Angst  archiveofourown  Big!Bang  livejournal  Famous/notFamous  On!Set  Long  35000+  Writer!Jensen  Chef/Baker!Jared  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  Slash  RPS  RPS!AU  Writer!Author  Chef/Baker  Journalist  Journalist!Jensen  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Misha!Collins 
december 2013 by chellexxx
Missing Jared
Jensen is trying to get his life back on track. The last few
years have been traumatic. Now he’s finally off to college, he’s made a
new friend and has a crush on his professor. But there are things in his
past that are unresolved and Jensen isn’t as strong as he’d hoped then
everything comes crashing down. Now he’s learning to live without his
first love and trying to sort out what he wants to do with his life.
He’s had to accept that he’ll probably never stop missing Jared, but six
years is a long time to keep hoping. So maybe it’s time to move on.
Perhaps there’s even the chance of a new romance. It’s all very
confusing. 46,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/476706/chapters/827060
RPS!Family  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Emotionally!hurt  Heartbreaking  Sad  College!AU  Depression  Romance  Previous!Relationship  PTSD  Angst  Memories/Flashback  Big!Bang  archiveofourown  pining!Jensen  Long  livejournal  35000+  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  Slash  RPS  RPS!AU  Student!Jensen  Jensen/Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  Depraved!Humans  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
december 2013 by chellexxx
now I see the world through diamond eyes
Five years ago, Jensen Ackles was in a car accident that left
him blind and killed his boyfriend. He and Chris fled Dallas two years
later, when the memories and sympathy became too painful. Jared
Padalecki came out of the closet and got disowned by his parents, so he
and Misha traded San Antonio for Boston that happens to be where Jensen
ended up. And, funny thing is, they also live in the same crazy
apartment complex. Yeah, star-crossed lovers doesnt even begin to cover
it.
Blind!Jensen  Length!Unknown  First!Time  Angst  Emotionally!hurt  Blind  hurt!Jensen  Slash  livejournal  RPS  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  RPS!AU  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Samantha!Ferris  Homophobia 
october 2013 by chellexxx
Empty Spaces
Jared Padalecki doesn't really know where his life goes. Living
alone, working for a customer's service, he feels like he's going
through the motions of everyday life without enjoying it. Everything
changes when a distressed young man makes a mistake and calls his
service, asking for help. Jensen Ackles is a mystery to Jared but he
can't help being fascinated. Gaining the man's trust will reveal how
much help Jensen really needs, and Jared's life will never be the same
again. 38,162

http://archiveofourown.org/works/995598/chapters/1969367
top!Jared  Abused!Jensen  Angst  hurt!Jensen  Emotionally!hurt  Jensen/omc  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  livejournal  Slash  RPS  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  RPS!AU  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Long  35000+  archiveofourown 
october 2013 by chellexxx
Sober
Non-graphic drug/alcohol use, Non-con, past very minor
character death, angst, boy sexin', schmoop. I also project one of my
own obessions through Chad. It's been two years since Supernatural
finished, and both Jared and Jensen's careers and their realtionship are
riding high. But a tragedy in Jared's family destroy's their world.
Jared can't deal with the pain, so he absorbs himself in a life of drugs
and alcohol. Jensen's at his wits end, and one night, Jared does
something that could destroy their relationship for good. This is a
journey of recovery and love, and whether it is strong enough to get
through the trials life thows at them. 27,000
Schmoop  asshole!Jared  hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt  RPS!Non-AU  Non-Con  hurt!Jensen  Angst  25000+  Established!Relationship  post!Series  drunk!Jared  drugged!Jared  hurt!OC  Jared/Jensen  Big!Bang  livejournal  Slash  RPS!Family  RPS  Long  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Addict!Jared  Addiction  Depraved!Humans  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
october 2013 by chellexxx
All This Damage
Jared and Jensen each have feelings for each other, but both
are afraid to reveal them, for very different reasons. Jared is
concerned about Jensen's behaviour, particularly after stumbling onto a
disturbing scene. Jensen's behaviour becomes even more erratic and
self-destructive after the death by suicide of his cousin. Jared works
together with Chris to try to figure out how to help him, and discover
something very disturbing about Jensen's past.
top!Jared  Insecurity  livejournal  20000+  Big!Bang  Angst  Non-Con  Emotionally!hurt  Self!Harm  Jensen/omc  hurt!Jensen  Memories/Flashback  pining!Jensen  pining!Jared  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  Slash  RPS  Long  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum 
october 2013 by chellexxx
Forever Mine
Jared meets the man of his dreams while helping out his best
friend Chad. Unfortunately for him, Jensen is being haunted by his past
in more ways than one. Can Jared convince the spirit of Jensen’s not so
dearly departed boyfriend to move on, or will make good on his promise
to make Jensen his forever. ... 38,620
livejournal  RPS  Emotionally!hurt  Romance  hurt!Jensen  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  35000+  Ghost  Slash  Long  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  RPS!AU  Powers!Jared  archiveofourown  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Misha!Collins 
august 2013 by chellexxx
poems have possibilities but math has answers
Jensen is the poet, hiding behind his pseudonym and the death
of a parent, Jared the newly graduated, the newly come out, who ran away
from home, rather than face the consequences of his actions. When they
collide, there are instant fireworks. There are words written, many
kisses had, but in between dates in the park and bus rides to work,
Jensen withdraws and Jared reaches a breaking point. They discover that
happy endings are hard to come by and that life is not a fairytale.
36,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/915939
Writer!Jensen  livejournal  RPS  Big!Bang  archiveofourown  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Angst  35000+  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  Romance  Writer!Author  Vet/Animal!Shelter  Neighbour  asshole!Jared  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Separated!Boys  Famous/notFamous  Famous!Jensen  Secret  Insecurity  Dog/Puppy  Sad  Homophobia 
august 2013 by chellexxx
Love Lies Burning
Jared Padalecki heads up one of the largest companies in the
mix and bake market. He is ruthless, devious and successful. His
personal assistant, Alona, will tell you that he’s an asshole. His best
friend Misha will agree. When a Padalecki factory burns down, killing
the homeless squatters inside, Jared finds out he has a stalker and his
life starts to spiral out of control. Jen knows he’s wrong, he’s never
been right. He stays quiet and watches from the shadows, until the night
a fire illuminates his presence. He suddenly finds himself having to
face a reality he’s been avoiding for years. In short, it’s a tale of
obsession, deceit and danger, with a pissed off personal assistant ….
and cupcakes. 95,077

http://archiveofourown.org/works/448327/chapters/767854#main
Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Emotionally!hurt  Angst  pining!Jensen  Possessive!Jensen  asshole!Jared  RPS!Family  Famous!Jared  Mute!Jensen  Homeless!Jensen  First!Time  Bottom!Jared  75000+  Big!Bang  livejournal  archiveofourown  Jared/Jensen  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  RPS  Slash  Epic  RPS!AU  Shy!Jensen  CEO!Jared  Depraved!Humans  Wealthy!Jared  Homeless  Mute  C.E.O  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Sophia!Bush  Famous/notFamous 
july 2013 by chellexxx
Storm’s Eye
In spite of all the bad memories and fears, Jensen had
dutifully returned home to Mt. Desert Island, Maine to look after his
ailing mother. After her passing, financially devastated by her care and
emotionally exhausted, Jensen tries to pick up the pieces of his life
and rebuild his floundering career as an illustrator. While working on a
new commission, he finds an unconscious man at the local lighthouse.
When the man regains consciousness, he has no memory. The only clue to
his identity is a limited edition hardcover copy of Storms Eye, a
mystery novel by Jensen’s favorite author and client. Inside is a
scrawled dedication, ‘To Jared’. What is this man’s story? And why,
since meeting him, has Jensen’s life strangely paralleled the plot of
the book that he carried? Will Jensen weather the harrowing trials of
‘Storm’s Eye’? Or will he become a casualty of the mysterious stranger
to whom he opened his heart? 57,000
pdf/mobi  Abused!Jared  Abducted!Jared  Amnesia!Jared  Homeless!Jared  Living!Together  Sad  Dog/Puppy  Bottom!Jared  top!Jared  RPS  Big!Bang  Artist!Jensen  Emotionally!hurt  Jared/Jensen  Jensen/omc  50000+  Jared/omc  Amnesia  livejournal  Abducted  hurt!Jensen  First!Time  Non-Con  Slash  hurt!Jared  Long  Domestic!fic  Abducted!Jensen  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  RPS!AU  Depraved!Humans  Homeless  Abused  Artist  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Misha!Collins 
july 2013 by chellexxx
Gunpoint
Jensen got his childhood stolen away from him when he was ten
years old. Along with his memory, his voice and every emotion that
wasn’t fear, hatred or anger. Question is, can Jared help him get any of
it back? And more importantly, does Jensen really want him to? ....
130,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/861978/chapters/1652215
Mute!Jensen  Angst  Artist!Jensen  Student!Jensen  Student!Jared  College!AU  Abused!Jensen  archiveofourown  RPS  Jared/Jensen  Jensen/omc  livejournal  100000+  hurt!Jensen  First!Time  Slash  PTSD  Epic  RPS!AU  Jensen/Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  Depraved!Humans  Homophobia  Mute  Abused  Artist  Amnesia  Amnesia!Jensen  Emotionally!hurt  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Sophia!Bush  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
july 2013 by chellexxx
Choosing Happiness
Jared worked through his years as an awkward gay teen by always
having a sketchbook with him, turning his love of drawing and story
telling into a successful career as a graphic novelist. His love/hate
relationship with Jensen Ackles, his brother's best friend, insinuates
itself into every area of his life, even after years of not seeing each
other. When Jared is asked to guest judge during San Antonio's Food and
Wine festival, an event Jensen is hosting, their tumultuous relationship
comes to a head. Between great food and wine, they are thrust out of
the frying pan and into the fire, with emotions and feelings coming to a
rolling boil. Question is, will either of them make it through to enjoy
dessert? ..... 34,342
Car!Accident  Sport!Jensen  Slow!Burn  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Depression  pining!Jared  !College  Camp  Bottom!Jared  Sad  Famous!Jensen  Famous!Jared  Artist!Jared  Writer!Jared  livejournal  RPS  Big!Bang  archiveofourown  First!Time  Angst  RPS!Family  35000+  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  Writer!Author  Artist  Vacation  Hurt/Sick!Boys  One!Hates!The!Other!At!First 
june 2013 by chellexxx
As Boundless As the Sea
Jensen is an Engelon, a race whose home planet was drained of
all its resources and abandoned thousands of years ago. Now what remains
of their collective live in a large spaceship that travels between
galaxies in order to find, conquer, and drain new planets and their
inhabitants of the one precious substance they need to survive: water.
The Engelons don’t feel anything except for greed, thirst, and hatred
for all creatures that try to stand in their way—except for Jensen.
Always the odd alien out, Jensen has tried to keep his yearnings and
emotions buried, but when his collective discovers a big, blue planet
called Earth, everything changes. Jensen is assigned the task of
observing humanity up close, learning their ways and customs. When
Jensen unintentionally takes a human form, his fellow Engelons have
finally had enough. They cast him down to Earth, far from any ocean,
where it is assumed he will die without access to water. But Jensen is
rescued by Jared, a man who lives alone
Big!Bang  livejournal  RPS  Emotionally!hurt  hurt!Jensen  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  35000+  Ranch/Farm  Slash  Long  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  RPS!AU  Bottom!Jared  Rancher/Cowboy!Jared  SciFi/Fantasy!AU  Rancher/Cowboy  Alien  Alien!Jensen  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
june 2013 by chellexxx
The Doors of Time
It’s not like he doesn’t try to fit in and make friends, he
really does. It just seems like nothing he does is good enough for them.
If he smiles they blink. If he speaks they stare. And whenever they see
him coming they get this panicked look in their eyes like they want to
run away and they don’t even know why. Jensen knows why. It’s the same
thing that makes his dad worry and his mom cry. That makes Nana tell his
parents he’s going to Hell, not even caring that he can hear her. It’s
what makes him ‘weird’. 65,000 ......
http://felisblanco.livejournal.com/1090487.html
Powers!Jensen  Bonding  teacher!Jensen  top!Jared  Musician  Voicemail  Shy!Jensen  Romance  50000+  Insecurity  Angst  livejournal  hurt!Jensen  Emotionally!hurt  !School  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  Slash  RPS  Long  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Geek!Jensen  Teacher  Jared/Sandy  FLocked!  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Deleted!Fic!or!Author  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Sandy!McCoy 
june 2013 by chellexxx
Inviting The Dawn to Break
When Jensen first realized he was gay, he had some silly,
fairy-tale notion of meeting an amazing guy and falling in love, but
then he discovered how much fun sex is and that’s always been his
endgame since. When he looks at Jared, he feels like he’s eighteen
again; starry-eyed and hopeful and dreaming of creating a life with
somebody. It should be frightening him down to his core, because all
those things go completely against the way he’s lived his life for the
past seven years. But then he remembers Jared’s smile, or the way he
smells, or how big he is and how good Jensen imagines he’d feel pressed
up against him, and then he doesn’t care about anything else anymore.
72,200
Big!Bang  RPS  Romance  Jared/Jensen  RPS!Family  50000+  livejournal  archiveofourown  First!Time  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  pdf/mobi  Bottom!Jared  Mechanic  Mechanic!Jensen  Schmoop  Non-Con  Memories/Flashback  hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Student!Jared  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki 
june 2013 by chellexxx
Small Moments
Ten year anniversary celebrations weren't something to miss, so
Jensen agreed to going to his friend Chris and Steve's week long get
away. Only he hadn't expect his partner to go along and demand they
leave two days into it. Still, he didn't have to put up with it much
longer because they both knew it was over. That was, until they got
trapped in a cabin all by themselves and come face to face with
themselves, their failing relationship, and the truth they've both
refused to see. ..... 8,994
Jared/Jensen  livejournal  RPS  Angst  Established!Relationship  5000+  Slash  Cabin!fic  Short  RPS!AU  Trapped  Mother!Nature  pining!Jared  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Blizzard/Snow  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Steve!Carlson 
may 2013 by chellexxx
Surfer!boys 'verse
California Shallows
Jared's spending his last summer before college on the beach in a tiny
southern Californian town. Enter messed up Jensen with an odd fixation
with the ocean.
60,000+

Lights are Changing
Sequel to California Shallows.
Summer's over and Jared's got two weeks back home until college starts.

Like Vines
surfer!boys in college. Stuff...ensues.
40,000

Life of a Salesman
This is Jensen's story.
Student!Jared  PTSD  RPS!Family  RPS  livejournal  100000+  OFC  OMC  Jensen/omc  top!Jared  Bottom!Jared  hurt!Jensen  Emotionally!hurt  Angst  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  Slash  Epic  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  RPS!AU  College!AU  Student!Jensen  Vacation  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Person-Sophia!Bush 
march 2013 by chellexxx
Out of the Darkness
Towards the end of Supernatural, Jared and Jensen are slowly
drifting apart until there is nothing of their friendship left and they
literally go separate ways. When they coincidentally meet eight years
later, Jared finds his former best friend not only pysically changed but
also mentally hurt. Can Jared and Jensen find each other again? And can
Jared help Jensen to leave behind the darkness that has been encasing
him ever since that accident has changed his life? .... 45,990
RPS  livejournal  35000+  First!Time  Jared/omc  hurt!Jensen  post!Series  RPS!Non-AU  Jared/Jensen  Slash  Long  Separated!Boys  Paralysis  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  pdf/mobi  Schmoop  Angst  Previous!Relationship  Jared/Genevieve  Jensen/Danneel  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki 
march 2013 by chellexxx
Half Truths and Whole Lies
A bitter and distrustful former television journalist, forced
out of a job that he loved and defined him is in search of some sort of
revenge by writing his memoirs. His agent sets him up with a co author
who is a former democratic speech writer and once rising PR star that
disappeared from politics without explanation almost two years ago. Both
men have secrets; both have reasons not to trust, but writing a book
together means they have to learn to get past the anger and hurt and
find a way to work together. It's not easy. It's not pretty. And
sometimes it's just flat out dangerous. Bit by bit cracks start to
appear in the walls they've built to protect themselves and they're
shocked to discover the growing feelings they have for each other. When
the secrets start to be unearthed and threaten to damage one or both of
them, they have to find something deep within themselves to love before
they can begin to love and protect someone else. .... 44,094
Famous!Jensen  Bottom!Jared  Writer!Jensen  Writer!Jared  Big!Bang  Politics  Famous/notFamous  hurt!Jensen  RPS  35000+  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  livejournal  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  Journalist!Jared  Journalist  Angst  PTSD  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Christian!Kane  Permanent!Injury  Permanent!Injury!Jensen 
december 2012 by chellexxx
Hearthstone
Jensen lives alone in the small town where he grew up, dividing
his time between the bookstore he runs (with no customers), the bar he
half-owns (but doesn't run) and the big, expensive dream house (that he
bought with money he doesn't know what to do with). He lives quietly at
the edge of the circle of friends he went to school with, and avoids
everybody else -- until the new guy in town crashes a bike in front of
Jensen's store and wedges himself into Jensen's world. ... 43,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/220140
Shy!Jensen  Schmoop  Emotionally!hurt  hurt!Jensen  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  RPS  Big!Bang  Store  Jared/Jensen  livejournal  archiveofourown  First!Time  35000+  Slash  Long  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  RPS!AU  Angst  Chef/Baker!Jared  hurt!Jared  Domestic!fic  pdf/mobi  Geek!Jensen  BookStore  Wealthy!Jensen  Chef/Baker  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Steve!Carlson 
november 2012 by chellexxx
A Leopard's Spots
It has been four years since those 51 hours that Jensen spent
at the mercy of those psychopaths. One of them is up for parole and
Jensen has been asked to testify against his release. Friends Locked in
later chapters
Hospital  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Angst  First!Time  Length!Unknown  RPS  sick!Jensen  Non-Con  Abducted  hurt!Jared  Established!Relationship  Jared/Jensen  livejournal  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Abducted!Jared  hurt!Jensen  Hospitalized!Boys  Depraved!Humans  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Eric!Kripke  pdf/mobi 
october 2012 by chellexxx
putting my heart back together
A time line of the hurt Jensen feels when the only person he’s ever loved leaves, no one can fix him but the one that left.
12,000
10000+  Previous!Relationship  RPS!Family  Emotionally!hurt  hurt!Jensen  Angst  First!Time  livejournal  Slash  RPS  Jared/Jensen  Short  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
september 2012 by chellexxx
Last chance
Jared announces his engagement to Sandy; Jensen breaks: But he
had brought along his fiancé, small and delicate, and cute and adorable,
and feminine and everything that Jensen isn’t, smiling and kissing and
touching, and just so perfect together that Jensen hates himself for
wanting to split them up. Maybe that was what Jared had wanted: to make
Jensen hate himself even more for kissing him and for ever dreaming he
even had a tiny chance.
23,000
Emotionally!hurt  hurt!Jensen  RPS!Non-AU  top!Jared  pining!Jensen  20000+  livejournal  Slash  RPS  Jared/Jensen  Long  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Jared/Sandy  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Sandy!McCoy 
august 2012 by chellexxx
Early Mornings and Late Nights Under Overcast Sky
Jareds girl (Sandra) breaks up with him. Jensen tries to help.
Things go (rapidly) downhill from there... then fester... then get
better?
130,905
Angst  Emotionally!hurt  PTSD  RPS!Family  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  hurt!Jared  hurt!Jensen  Non-Con  100000+  RPS  livejournal  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Epic  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Depraved!Humans  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
august 2010 by chellexxx

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