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Out Where the Shivers Won't Find You
After Castiel rescues Sam from Hell, he sets him up in a cabin in the middle of nowhere to recuperate, and to give his soul time to heal from the damage it suffered in the cage. When Sam experiences violent, frightening flashbacks to his time with Lucifer, Cas offers a solution, but neither one of them anticipates the way their tentative friendship will change. AU after 5x22.

15,812
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Castiel  First!Time  Character-Castiel  post!Season!5  PTSD  Angst  archiveofourown  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Bed!Sharing  Dream/Nightmare  livejournal  15000+  Long  Bonding  top!Sam  Slow!Burn  Dean/Lisa  Cabin!fic  A!Break!From!Hunting  Separated!Boys 
12 weeks ago by chellexxx
Bound By Kismet
In 2087, the world's a little different. MP3 players have been replaced with voice activated ear buds, farming is done almost entirely by machines, and "Self-Slavery" is acceptable and fairly common.
Despite finding the idea unsavory, 32-yr-old corporate bigwig Jensen - who sucks at sustaining relationships - agrees to a Convict Proprietor Contract with 26-yr-old photographer Jared - serving five years for a crime he took the fall for.

Divine Destiny, or The Cruel Hand of Fate?

Both haunted by their pasts - Jensen with one he couldn't remember, and Jared tormented by one he only wanted to forget - the two men's lives converge in a way neither could ever imagine.
Will dark secrets shatter the delicate friendship they manage to build? Or will the two men find their way to a happiness neither was even looking for?
66,000+
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Slave!fic  Photographer!Jared  Photographer  CEO!Jensen  C.E.O  Big!Bang  50000+  livejournal  pdf/mobi  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Jared  Abused  Abused!Jared  PTSD  Angst  Non-Con  Dream/Nightmare 
may 2017 by chellexxx
These Dreams
Sam's night terrors aren't going away and Dean needs to do something!
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Dream/Nightmare  Angst  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  livejournal  Length!Unknown 
may 2017 by chellexxx
Bring Me Back To You
The Wall of Sam fell, and Sam survived. But his grasp of reality doesn’t take much to shatter. A/U in the sense that the Wall fell on its own and Cas wasn’t working with Crowley.
3,600
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!6  Angst  Character-Castiel  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Memories/Flashback  Hell  Dream/Nightmare  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Sam  1000+  Short  livejournal 
april 2017 by chellexxx
The Dizzy Heights of This Dreamed of World
Jared is left on the Padaleckis' doorstep as a baby with no clues as to who he is or where he's come from. As he grows up with a life full of love and support from his adoptive family, he never loses the dreams of some far off place with green hills and meadows, a sprawling forest and gurgling stream. It's a beautiful and peaceful there, and every night Jared has his dream landscape all to himself—until he starts hearing a voice calling for him.
When a stranger on a motorcycle shows up on campus a few months later, Jared suddenly has a new reality to consider. Not only is he fae and betrothed to this man—who introduces himself as Jensen—Jared's also in mortal danger. Torn between wanting to keep living a normal life and figuring out who he really is, Jared reluctantly agrees to let Jensen prepare him for the danger up ahead and unearth his own fae powers. As time goes on, he starts to feel more and more drawn to Jensen and he comes to realize that they share a bond that reaches well beyond an arranged marriage. 34,000

akintay
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Jared/Sandy  Person-Sandy!McCoy  College!AU  Fae!Jensen  Fae!Jared  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  Bottom!Jared  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Dream/Nightmare  Romance  Powers!Jensen  Powers!Jared  archiveofourown  Big!Bang  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Student!Jared  25000+  Long  fics!by!akintay 
april 2017 by chellexxx
Before 200...
Dean is dealing with guilt, and fear of losing control to the Mark again.
Castiel has new Grace, but eventually, it will burn out just as before.
Sam just wants a fresh start all around.
Life in the bunker is getting a bit...crowded.

Memories and tempers are boiling over, along with something that has been heating up for a long time.

Things get nasty when an old foe comes for Sam, and it's all hands on deck.
149,003
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Castiel  First!Time  Character-Castiel  Character-Crowley  Character-Jody!Mills  Demon!Blood  Epic  archiveofourown  Angst  100000+  Dream/Nightmare  Wing!fic  Bat!Cave  Bottom!Sam  Season!10  1004  Spell/Curse  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Sam  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  pining!Sam  pining!Castiel  Character-Garth!Fitzgerald!IV 
april 2017 by chellexxx
Somnium Gratia
Canon compliant up to 11x06. Not long after Sam's last vision of hell, he begins having dreams about a man whose face he can't see.

15,916

Rare Pair Big Bang 2016
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Lucifer  First!Time  Season!11  1106  Character-Lucifer  Character-Castiel  Dean/Castiel  Dream/Nightmare  Sam&Castiel  Big!Bang  Long  15000+  archiveofourown 
april 2017 by chellexxx
Angel's Best Friend
When an Archangel dies, someone has to care for what they leave behind. Or, in this case, who. As the apocalypse drew near, and the Winchesters were without hope, Gabriel leaves them with their best lead, and a new addition to the team - Max, the Jack Russell Terrier.
However, the pup holds a secret. As Sam dreams, something chases out the darkness that clouds his mind. It is golden and safe. Could it be him? Can he help? How will their relationship grow? We shall have to see.
“Time to wake up, Kiddo.”

14,994
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Gabriel  Pre-Slash  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Dream/Nightmare  archiveofourown  10000+  Short  Dog/Puppy  Season!5  Gabriel!Lives  520  Character-Crowley  519  Character-Brady  Dream!Walking 
april 2017 by chellexxx
Blast Into The Past
The Cage was never meant to hold a human. It was meant for one archangel, not two, and definitely not a human soul. Little by little Sam's soul was being destroyed by the torture the Cage inflicted on it. Lucifer and Michael joined together and, with their combined grace, pieced together Sam Winchester's soul and sent him out of the Cage and into the past in the hopes that he can stop this whole thing before it even starts.

Only, when Sam lands, things don't quite go so well. He's not all that sure that this isn't another torture the Cage has provided for him. He's in the past, right after Dean got out of Hell, and he's nowhere near the same man he was before. He can barely remember how to function as a human. It's going to take his family and a little help from a surprised archangel for Sam to start to recover. He doesn't have much time, though, because the apocalypse is still coming and the angels are fighting to get Lucifer free. Can one broken man manage to change the past? Or are they doomed to repeat their same mistakes over and over again?

57,905
SPN!Non-AU  Slow!Burn  AU!Season!4  Season!4  Angst  Sam/Gabriel  First!Time  Time!Travel  Time!Travelling!Sam  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Lucifer  Character-Michael  Character-Uriel  Angel  Bonding  PTSD  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Season!6  AU!Season!6  archiveofourown  Long  50000+  Dream/Nightmare  Hell  Memories/Flashback 
march 2017 by chellexxx
Mens Rea
Jensen was one of New York's rising star defense lawyers who'd maybe rubbed a few too many judges the wrong way with his "creative" courtroom tactics; so when he literally got caught with his pants down with a gold-digging client in the court house stairwell, he was banished to the world of public defense for six months to learn some humility.

Jared -- gorgeous, gold-digging ex-con trophy husband of celebrity socialite Samantha Ferris-Hartley -- has just been arrested for her brutal murder in their 5th Avenue home. The tabloids claim she was the ultimate philanderer and rumor has it he has an incredible temper.

As Jensen quickly learns, you can't believe everything you read and even the people he thought he knew may not be what he expected by the time he finishes unraveling the mystery. The problem is: Is his attraction for his client getting in the way of accepting the truth? .. 125,378
RPS!AU  RPS  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Person-Samantha!Ferris  Person-Alona!Tal  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Katie!Cassidy  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Matt!Cohen  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Alexis!Bledel  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  Person-Sera!Gamble  Person-Jim!Beaver  Person-Mark!Sheppard  Person-Mark!Pellegrino  Person-Beth!Riesgraf  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-David!Boreanaz  Person-Chad!Lindberg  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Person-Jake!Abel  Person-Samantha!Smith  Person-AJ!Buckley  Person-Richard!Speight!Jr  Person-Aldis!Hodge  Person-Julie!McNiven  Jared/Samantha!Ferris  Steve/Chris  Jensen/Matt!Bomer  Person-Matt!Bomer  Het  Criminal/Mafia  Criminal!Jared  Lawyer  Lawyer!Jensen  Addiction  Prostitution/Hustling  Romance  Infidelity  Shrink  Local!LEOS/FBI  Epic  Confession  Depression  Dream/Nightmare  Musician  Secret  Bed!Sharing  Tattoos  100000+  archiveofourown  Angst 
march 2017 by chellexxx
the darkness within
Ever since he lost the Mark of Cain, Dean's been haunted by
ever-worsening nightmares. He insists it's nothing, but when injuries he
sustains while asleep appear on him for real, Sam goes to great lengths
to figure out what's happening — and to make Dean let him in. 19,002
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  First!Time  livejournal  archiveofourown  Season!11  AU!Season!11  Season!10  hurt!Sam  Fae/Fairies  Dream/Nightmare  Long  15000+  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Dean  Hooker!Sam  Bed!Sharing  Angst  Prostitution/Hustling  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
march 2016 by chellexxx
A Film By Jensen Ackles
Acclaimed director Jensen Ackles is on a vacation with his best
friend and the object of his unrequited affections, Hollywood’s
heartthrob Jared Padalecki. What could go wrong? Everything. While vivid
nightmares and daydreams make Jensen question his own sanity, the
script of a horror movie starts mirroring real life and Jensen suspects
that he and Jared are stuck with a serial killer in a cabin in the
middle of the woods. Now with the clock ticking Jensen must find a way
to save himself and Jared..... 86,488
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Friends!to!Lovers  pining!Jensen  Non-Con  Bottom!Jared  Big!Bang  75000+  Epic  Depraved!Humans  archiveofourown  Famous!Jensen  Famous!Jared  Actor  Actor!Jared  Homicide  Cabin!fic  Angst  hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt  Trapped  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Dream/Nightmare  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Eric!Kripke  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Jim!Beaver  Person-Mark!Pellegrino  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  Director!Jensen 
february 2016 by chellexxx
Blended Reality
John runs into his sons in a bar. And they seem to be under the
impression he's been dead for three years. Season 4/5 spoilers. ....
23,534
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Resurrected!John  Fae/Fairies  AU!Season!4  Addiction  Addict!Sam  hurt!Sam  Demon  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  Abducted!OC  Powers!Sam  Confession  post!Season!5  Dream/Nightmare  20000+  Long  fanfiction.net  Demon!Blood  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Castiel  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Pastor!Jim 
january 2016 by chellexxx
Soldier's Heart
Because of horrific nightmares and crushing guilt, Doctor
Jensen Ackles hasn't practiced medicine since the end of the Civil War.
He has only one thing left to live for--saving his sister from a life of
working in a saloon. After losing his parents and brother during the
war, Jared Padalecki struggles to hold on to the family ranch. And
though he never planned to marry, he's obligated to wed his widowed
sister-in-law to provide her and his niece and nephew a home. When
Jensen finds himself working for Jared, he's afraid his terrible secrets
will be exposed. However, Jared has his own secret.... 42,200

http://archiveofourown.org/works/225747
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Big!Bang  Historical  Rancher/Cowboy!Jared  Armed!Forces!Jensen  Armed!Forces  Ranch/Farm  Alone/Separated  Boss/employee  Boss!Jared  Work!Together  Emotionally!hurt  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  PTSD  Medical!Professional!Jensen  Dream/Nightmare  Angst  Romance  35000+  Long  livejournal  Rancher/Cowboy  Separated!Boys  Hurt/Sick!Boys  archiveofourown 
january 2016 by chellexxx
The Final Arc
Tracy is with Krissy, Josephine, and Aidan are on a hunt in
Florida, when they run into her least favorite person: Sam Winchester,
the reason her family is dead. After hearing Sam's story, however, she
begins to worry. Especially now that he's not with Dean, and is
suffering a heavy backlash of nightmares from The Cage. .. 43,660
SPN!Non-AU  Het  Sam/OFC  Self!Harm  Angst  Non-Con  hurt!Sam  Powers!Sam  pining!OC  asshole!John  Abusive!John  Abused!Sam  Unrequited  Torture  Abusive!Dean  Spell/Curse  PTSD  post!Season!10  Angel!Sam  Angel  Long  35000+  archiveofourown  Dream/Nightmare  kick!ass!Sam  Memories/Flashback  Confession  Gen  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Character-Adam!Milligan  Character-Chuck!Shurley  Character-Castiel  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Hannah  Character-Lucifer  Character-Michael  Character-Flagstaff  Character-Metatron  Character-Tracy!Bell  Character-Krissy!Chambers  Separated!Boys 
december 2015 by chellexxx
Dreamwalk
He beat himself against the walls of the cage, his howls
ringing across the void of hell. Lucifer knows he must help fight
against the Darkness, but the cage provides limited options. .......
1,534
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!11  1104  Missing!Scene  Hell  Outsider!POV  pining!OC  Dream/Nightmare  1000+  fanfiction.net  Short  SPN  Character-Lucifer 
november 2015 by chellexxx
Other Potential Futures
It's been almost three months since Castiel disappeared into
that lake, and Dean can't shake the feeling that he's not actually dead.
Sam just wants to shake the strange dreams he's been having of Gabriel,
before his feelings for the angel become even more complicated.
Meanwhile, there are still Leviathans to defeat and the key to killing
them lies with an unconscious Archangel that Aziraphale and Crowley
found on their doorstep. But saving the world comes with a price, and
three relationships are going to be changed forever. .... 61,845
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Gabriel  Dean/Castiel  Crossover  Bonding  Season!7  AU!Season!7  hurt!Gabriel  Outsider!POV  archiveofourown  First!Time  50000+  Long  702  SPN  Gabriel!Lives  Book-Good!Omens  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Crowley  Dream/Nightmare  Dream!Walking  Wing!fic  top!Sam 
september 2015 by chellexxx
One King And A Colt
A followup to the S2 finale. They spend the first few days
after killing the demon with Bobby, resting up. He'd taken one look at
the both of them, said something gruff about the "walking dead" (which
wasn't as funny as it should have been), and dragged both of them back
to his place. ... 7,705
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  First!Time  post!Season!2  Deal  top!Sam  Dream/Nightmare  pining!Sam  Powers!Sam  Bed!Sharing  Angst  Jealous!Sam  Possessive!Sam  hurt!Sam  Grand!Canyon  5000+  Short  archiveofourown  Dean/ofc  Vacation  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Ellen!Harvelle 
september 2015 by chellexxx
What Immortal Hand or Eye
Sam wants nothing to do with Lucifer or his games. He's too
busy trying to earn back his brother's trust, get clean and save the
world. Lucifer isn't backing off - he's hell bent on proving to Sam
that, despite first impressions, he's not the Devil he thinks he knows.
As Sam struggles to hold his world together and dodge the forces of
heaven and hell, Lucifer uses every method of temptation in his arsenal
to get him to want to say yes. Sam’s unquenchable curiosity is proving
to be his weakness. It would be much easier to shut Lucifer out if he
wasn’t so fascinated by all of the heavenly secrets he willingly
reveals. The more he learns about their bond as host and vessel, and the
more he feels its effects, the harder it is to pull away. Add in pagan
rituals, the wrath of a vengeful goddess, and a certain devious
trickster and things might just get out of hand. ... 27,413
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!5  AU!Season!5  Addiction  Addict!Sam  Dub-Con  Abducted  Big!Bang  Bonding  guilty!Sam  25000+  Long  archiveofourown  Amulet  Voicemail  Angst  516  518  Dream/Nightmare  514  Memories/Flashback  Demon!Blood  SPN  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Adam!Milligan  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Lucifer 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Lightning Never Strikes Twice
Dean is having horrific dreams. Sam just wants to take care of
Dean. "Sam somehow goes back in time, meets teenage!Dean and saves him
from being brutalized/raped by some men, comfort sex ensues. No Sam/Dean
noncon please." .... 2,645
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Dream/Nightmare  Time!Travel  kick!ass!Sam  hurt!Dean  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Dean  top!Sam  1000+  livejournal  Short  Angst  Spell/Curse  Non-Con  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Time!Travelling!Sam 
august 2015 by chellexxx
Absolute Zero
Heaven is closed, and after Sam's sacrifice, so is Hell.
Crowley is missing, Abaddon is raising Hell on Earth, and Sam and Dean
are lost, trapped in a farmhouse in the middle of nowhere, where Sam
can’t wake up but also can’t die, and nothing Dean does can help. To
find them, Castiel will do whatever it takes, including agreeing to
become the vessel to the only angel willing to answer. And that's only
the beginning... .... 75,787
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Big!Bang  Angel  Demon  Season!8  AU!Season!8  Season!9  AU!Season!9  post!Season!8  Possessed!OC  Angst  Bat!Cave  top!Sam  Bottom!Sam  Cabin!fic  hurt!Sam  hurt!Dean  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt!Dean  Coma  Dream/Nightmare  Deal  75000+  Epic  archiveofourown  Someone!Finds!Out  Romance  Slow!Burn  SPN  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Death  Character-Charlie!Bradbury  Character-Castiel  Character-Hannah  Character-Jody!Mills  Character-Kevin!Tran  Character-Gadreel 
june 2015 by chellexxx
Of Men and of Rockets
Sam's always thought it's this fiction-thing, biting your lip
until it bleeds. It seems dramatic and all, but short of tearing off too
much dry skin or having really dry lips to start with, it takes more
pressure than most people are willing to exert, really, to break the
skin of the lip and make it actually bleed. The pain of broken skin is
absolutely nothing, though, to the feeling of Lucifer's hands rooting
around in his innards (with that sort of gleeful detachment that the
fallen archangel must have spent millennia cultivating) and tearing out
whatever displeases him. In other words... Sam wakes up from a Cage
trauma-fueled nightmare and can't shake the dream. Dean helps by turning
on the heater in high summer and sweating through it. In the end,
there's nothing like a bit of blasphemy to shake the cold in his bones.
.... 1,677
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!7  Angst  PTSD  Dream/Nightmare  Torture  Memories/Flashback  Hell  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  1000+  Short  archiveofourown  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
june 2015 by chellexxx
The Horn's Grace
Sam accidentally stumbles across the Horn of Gabriel while
exploring the storage room in the Bunker. But it's not the only fragment
of Gabriel still lingering behind. There's a bit of Grace left on it. A
bit of Grace that finds him very...interesting. Sam's not so thrilled,
at first. Until curiosity gets the better of him. .... 38,937
918  archiveofourown  Long  35000+  Angst  Bonding  Powers!Sam  Slow!Burn  hurt!Gabriel  Dream/Nightmare  First!Time  Sam/Gabriel  AU!Season!9  Season!9  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Powerless!Gabriel  SPN  Gabriel!Lives  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster 
march 2015 by chellexxx
All The King's Horses
When Sam is unable to restrain Demon!Dean to cure him on his
own, he tracks down Gabriel and makes him an offer that makes even an
archangel blanch. Instead of giving Sam what he wants, the Trickster
enlists the help of Castiel and Flagstaff to help both brothers remember
that it was their love story that saved the world once... by sending
them on a quest through Sam's mind. ..... 15,894
Dream!Walking  guilty!Sam  guilty!Dean  Long  15000+  archiveofourown  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Demon!Dean  Spell/Curse  Dream/Nightmare  Angel  Angst  Season!10  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  SPN  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Gabriel!Lives  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Flagstaff 
march 2015 by chellexxx
And On The Eighth Day
After coming back from purgatory, Cas is done hiding his
feelings for Sam from the Winchesters. Unfortunately, Sam is still hung
up on Amelia and unreceptive to Cas' advances so he takes matters into
his own hands. He starts coming into Sam's dreams and having the
filthiest, raunchiest sex where he absolutely wears Sam out. Sam is
confused but mostly enjoys his vivid wet dreams since he always had a
little crush on Cas. He's secretly humiliated at the filthy turn his
dreams have taken though and can barely be around Cas without blushing
and stammering. Bottom Sam only please
1000+  Short  livejournal  Bottom!Sam  Seduction  Dream/Nightmare  post!Season!8  First!Time  Sam/Castiel  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Wing!fic  top!Sam  pining!Castiel  SPN 
march 2015 by chellexxx
Vengeance is Mine
Years have passed since the Winchester brothers murdered her
family and yet, Missy Bender was more determined then ever to get
revenge. She was older and wiser now, and she had her sites set on Sam
Winchester when he was at his most vulnerable. AU to Season 8.
Blind/Hurt/Limp Sam, Pissed-Off/Hurt/Over-Protective Big Brother Dean
and Motherly/Protective Sheriff Mills. .......... 75,625
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  AU!Season!8  Season!8  Blind  Blind!Sam  hurt!Sam  Angst  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  The!Benders  Memories/Flashback  75000+  Epic  fanfiction.net  pdf/mobi  Separated!Boys  Depraved!Humans  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Jody!Mills  Character-Bobby!Singer  Amulet  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Mary!Winchester  Bat!Cave  Permanent!Injury  Permanent!Injury!Sam  Dream/Nightmare 
august 2014 by chellexxx
Not all Cats are Grey in the Dark
Jared was a cop moving up in the department, happily married
until a hostage situation went horribly wrong, and Jared had to deal
with the tragic loss of his husband. Jared left the LAPD for a fresh
start with the sheriff's department in small-town Middlebrook. Though
still troubled by nightmares about the day his husband died, Jared's
moving on, meeting new people. Jensen plays guitar and sings in a local
band on weekends, and Jared really wants to get to know him better. But
for all Jared's charm, Jensen just isn't interested in sex. As they get
better acquainted, Jared realizes his path to happiness includes letting
go of the past, and a different way of loving. ..... 35,581

http://archiveofourown.org/works/2050674/chapters/4454202
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Angst  Big!Bang  livejournal  pdf/mobi  pining!Jared  Agent/Police!Jared  Local!LEOS/FBI  Case!fic  Dream/Nightmare  Memories/Flashback  PTSD  Romance  35000+  Long  Agent/Police  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  archiveofourown  Person-Samantha!Ferris  Person-Jason!Manns  Musician!Jensen  Musician  Person-Aldis!Hodge  Person-Beth!Riesgraf  Homicide 
august 2014 by chellexxx
Trialculosis Sam
The long, dragged-out, emotional, let's-nearly-kill-'im version
of Sam dealing with the trials. Setting Season 8. Post S8E20, right
after Dean says, "Want me to do the whole, uh, airplane thing with the
spoon?" 81,043
Hospital  Gen  Season!8  820  sick!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Bat!Cave  Schmoop  Hug  Paralysis  hurt!Sam  Dream/Nightmare  PTSD  Angst  Torture  Mute!Sam  75000+  Epic  archiveofourown  WIP  Hospitalized!Boys  Mute  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
may 2014 by chellexxx
The Lucifer Problem
Dean and Sam try to make it work, but after Heaven, it becomes
clear to Dean that it would be best to separate. Sam decides to let Dean
stop the apocalypse, while Sam takes on the Lucifer problem. After all,
if Lucifer doesn't have a true vessel to take, he'll be that much
easier to defeat. Sam goes off the grid, and not even Castiel can find
him. Pairings: Sastiel .... 23,965 Companion fic ..
https://www.fanfiction.net/s/10313907/1/To-Protect-And-Defend ....
http://archiveofourown.org/series/135621
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Castiel  First!Time  Season!5  516  Angst  AU!Season!5  Self!Harm  Dream/Nightmare  hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  guilty!Dean  guilty!Sam  Powers!Sam  fanfiction.net  20000+  Long  pdf/mobi  Separated!Boys  archiveofourown  SPN  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Lucifer  Dream!Walking 
may 2014 by chellexxx
Broken Mirrors
Gabriel has been stuck in that DVD the whole time and it isn’t
until Sam watches through to the end that he escapes. Only by then Sam
is all alone, with Dean and Cas fallen victim to exploding Dick, He
breaks down. Gabriel knows about loss, and knows that being alone is one
of the worst things in the world when you really need a shoulder to cry
on. Healing is rarely easy and never fast. ... 111,369
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Gabriel  First!Time  Big!Bang  post!Season!7  archiveofourown  top!Sam  Separated!Boys  Bonding  Dream/Nightmare  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Vision  Convention  Spell/Curse  Bottom!Sam  Epic  Dean/Castiel  519  sick!OC  pining!Gabriel  SPN  Gabriel!Lives  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Charlie!Bradbury  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Henry!Winchester  Character-Garth!Fitzgerald!IV  Character-Jody!Mills  Character-Kevin!Tran  Character-Abaddon  100000+  Purgatory  Character-Impala  Character-Bobby!Singer  Powers!Sam  Hell  Angst  Winchester!Gospels 
april 2014 by chellexxx
Orbit!Verse
Jared and Jensen are in love, have been for most of their
lives. There is just one tiny little problem: Jensen is imaginary, and
they can only be together in Jared's dreams. How can Jared ever find
true love in the real world when his heart belongs to a figment of his
imagination? ... 175,000
RPS  RPS!AU  RPS!Family  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Romance  Artist!Jared  Writer!Jensen  Dream/Nightmare  Epic  150000+  archiveofourown  Big!Bang  Angst  Jared/omc  Jensen/omc  Writer!Author  Jensen/Steve  Artist  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Person-Sophia!Bush  Person-Samantha!Smith  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
april 2014 by chellexxx
Birds of Passage
Lucifer is back in his Cage, but one averted Apocalypse doesn't
mean much in the face of another, more human one. Sam Winchester, the
Archangel Gabriel, and a man millennia out of his own time have wandered
into a small Kansas town, where they get to deal with tree thieves,
suspicious sheriffs, shady characters, political in-fighting, looming
starvation, and the occasional pagan deity passing through. It's just
one damn thing on top of another after The End of the World. 60,942
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Gabriel  First!Time  Crossover  Sam/OMC  Spell/Curse  Big!Bang  Kid!fic  post!Apocalypse  Dream/Nightmare  archiveofourown  Long  50000+  post!Season!5  TV!Show-Jericho  top!Sam  Possessed!OC  Local!LEOS/FBI  Pretend/Mistaken/Couple  Domestic!fic  SPN 
april 2014 by chellexxx
Shattered Dreams
When Dean's nightmares become too much for Sam to handle, he steps in to make everything all right again. WINCEST! 1,073
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  Previous!Relationship  First!Time  Dream/Nightmare  guilty!Sam  Season!9  Angst  1000+  fanfiction.net  910  Bat!Cave  Short  SPN  Character-Castiel 
april 2014 by chellexxx
Indigo Dreams
When the Winchesters' case drags them down below the surface of
the city, Dean finds himself in a battle between nightmares and
reality, and it's doing his head in. 7,200

http://archiveofourown.org/works/1172935
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  Case!fic  hurt!Dean  Dream/Nightmare  Angst  Tattoo  5000+  livejournal  Short  archiveofourown  First!Time  Pre-Slash  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
march 2014 by chellexxx
Toward the Lie
What will Sam remember of his life, when memory dissolves in
the line between life and death? And what does he really know, if he
were to turn to the truth, about what Dean will do to bring him back?
Takes place within the timeline of episode 9.01.
3,700
teacher!Dean  Short  livejournal  1000+  Angst  Memories/Flashback  Amnesia!Sam  Amnesia  hurt!Sam  Dream/Nightmare  901  Season!9  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Teacher  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
march 2014 by chellexxx
Psych 101
S5 AU. Sam and Dean's relationship is at its breaking point:
Sam's betrayal, Dean's inability to trust Sam, the Apocalypse...things
have never been so bad between them. But the end of days ways for no one
and Sam and Dean have to find a way to stop the Apocalypse, send
Lucifer back to Hell and try to repair their fractured relationship,
Luckily there's a psychiatrist who's become quite the specialist in
dealing with hunters. Unfortunately for Dr. Melanie Sharma, she's never
had a case like the Winchesters. 25,000
pdf/mobi  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Season!5  Outsider!POV  livejournal  Long  25000+  Big!Bang  First!Time  Shrink  Angst  Sam/Dean  Bottom!Sam  Hunter  Powers!Sam  AU!Season!5  502  Dream/Nightmare  Someone!Finds!Out  SPN  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Ellen!Harvelle  Character-Lucifer  Character-Meg  Character-Jo!Harvelle  Character-Michael 
february 2014 by chellexxx
A Supernatural Infatuation
"Man, this pie is awesome," Dean swooned and grinned at his
brother, "Seriously, dude, I could kiss you for this - not that I would,
of course." Living the life, Sam and Dean had stopped striving for
happiness a long time ago. But the truth was, they could be good
together. And it only takes a Cupid and the Greek god of wine for them
to see it. [Wincest, tag to 5.14]
17,333
Long  15000+  Spell/Curse  Angst  Dream/Nightmare  Season!6  pining!Dean  fanfiction.net  Under!the!Influence  First!Time  Sam/Dean  514  Season!5  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  SPN  Character-Castiel 
february 2014 by chellexxx
Sleep On It
After the brothers' talk in the kitchen, Dean falls into an uneasy sleep. One shot. Season Nine.
5,083
5000+  Voicemail  Dream/Nightmare  Angst  fanfiction.net  Short  913  Season!9  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  SPN  Fix-It-Fic  Character-Death  Character-Castiel 
february 2014 by chellexxx
Kashmir
AU to Croatoan. Years ago the Winchester family was torn apart.
Now a hunt has gone wrong sending a son to find a cure only to find
long buried truths, while another continues to face his losses and
fights to keep his life his own. .... 72,832
Dream/Nightmare  hurt!Sam  sick!Sam  Angst  Vision  Powers!Sam  Curtain!fic  Local!LEOS/FBI  asshole!John  Long  50000+  fanfiction.net  Season!2  Gen  Abusive!John  Hospital  Hospitalized!Boys  Medical!Professional!Sam  SPN!AU  Hunter!Dean  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  AU!Raised!Apart  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Caleb  Character-Pastor!Jim  Character-Joshua  Character-Yellow!Eyed!Demon 
february 2014 by chellexxx
Something So Close
Demons lie. Angels lie. Sam and Dean know this. But when they
meet a woman who can see the truth about what's hidden behind Sam's
wall, it will change their lives forever. 23,000
First!Time  Sam/Dean  Long  20000+  livejournal  621  Season!6  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  pining!Sam  top!Sam  Angst  Jealous!Dean  pining!Dean  Dream/Nightmare  SPN 
january 2014 by chellexxx
Insult to Injury
TAG to Road Trip. Sam's POV, because it's the time he spent in
that dark corner of the recesses of his own mind, where Gadreel had
locked him away in a dream.
1,319
fanfiction.net  Short  1000+  First!Time  Sam/Dean  Dream/Nightmare  Missing!Scene  910  Season!9  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  SPN 
january 2014 by chellexxx
Isolated Signs
Sam was aware enough this time to wonder why his subconscious
kept creating isolated situations. Dean/Sam. SLASH. INCEST. One shot.
14,839
Schmoop  pining!Sam  Bottom!Sam  Season!2  Dream/Nightmare  First!Time  Sam/Dean  fanfiction.net  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Humour  SPN  Character-Impala 
january 2014 by chellexxx
Trinity
While Sam and Dean were parted, Sam and Cas became lovers, when
Cas answered Sam’s mysterious, erotic dreams that he received like
prayers. But a wedge is thrust between the lovers when Dean starts to
have the dreams, too, and the three of them must put their romantic
drama aside if they are to prevent the apocalypse. They despair of doing
so, until Cas reveals a long-buried, blasphemous secret of angelic
power, a slim thread of hope that could give the three of them the
strength to save the world… if it doesn’t kill Sam. ..... 26,000 ...
coda ,, http://septembers-coda.livejournal.com/55794.html
Romance  Dean/Castiel  Big!Bang  Dub-Con  D/s  502  Season!5  livejournal  Long  25000+  Angst  Established!Relationship  First!Time  Sam/Dean/Castiel  Dream/Nightmare  Sam/Castiel  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  early!Season!5  Separated!Boys  SPN  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Lucifer  Character-Michael 
december 2013 by chellexxx
Dream Him Free
In the future, Jensen is born with a remarkable skill. He can
view the dreams of sleeping people. Jeff runs a hospital and contacts
him with a special case, Jared hasn't spoke or interacted with anyone
since he witnessed his parents' death. Jensen must see if he can reach
Jared and awaken him. 48,600
Angst  hurt!Jared  PTSD  Mute!Jared  Powers!Jensen  Dream/Nightmare  Long  35000+  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  archiveofourown  Slash  RPS  RPS!AU  Hospitalized!Boys  Mute  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Jim!Beaver  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
december 2013 by chellexxx
The Lights are Turned Way Down Low
Far below their usual levels of deductive reasoning, it takes
until Christmas Eve for Team Free Will to solve the case of the
mysteriously mutual sex dreams.
6,500
livejournal  Domestic!fic  Dream/Nightmare  First!Time  Sam/Dean/Castiel  Christmas  Short  5000+  Bat!Cave  Season!9  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  SPN  Character-Charlie!Bradbury  Character-Castiel  Character-Kevin!Tran 
december 2013 by chellexxx
I Carry the Suitcase of My Grief in Both Hands, Ma
In the aftermath of Broward County, Sam tries to come to terms
with the Trickster’s lessons about what it will mean to lose Dean. Dean
doesn’t appreciate Sam’s efforts to break his deal with the crossroads
demon, and in the meantime, there’s a case to solve back in Florida, a
place Sam swore he’d never set foot in again. Oh, and Sam’s been having
visions of his mother throughout his entire life, visions he’s never
told anyone about.
26,000
Powers!Sam  Vision  Dream/Nightmare  hurt!Sam  hurt!Dean  top!Sam  archiveofourown  First!Time  Voicemail  Case!fic  Big!Bang  livejournal  25000+  Mystery!Spot  Season!3  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Long  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
october 2013 by chellexxx
Dream Weaver
Sam begins to have intense nightmares that put him on the edge
of sanity. Will Dean be able to find the cause before he loses his
brother?
30,744
sick!Sam  Dream/Nightmare  25000+  fanfiction.net  hurt!Sam  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Long  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Season!2  Arm!broken/injured  Character-Bobby!Singer  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Possessed!Sam  Demon  Spell/Curse 
october 2013 by chellexxx
In-A-Gadda-Da-Vida
The Winchesters grapple with the aftermath of "Devil's Trap,"
and their own, personal demons. Sam/Dean > Season One Characters:
Cassie Robinson, Dean, Jessica Moore, John, OFC, Sam 272,946
http://inagadda.livejournal.com/?skip=30
200000+  OFC  Angst  Season!1  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Epic  livejournal  AU!Season!1  Coma  hurt!Sam  Dream/Nightmare  Demon  Powers!Sam  pdf/mobi  Bottom!Sam  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Missouri!Moseley  archiveofourown  Character-Cassie!Robinson 
october 2013 by chellexxx
Lead Us On
The aftermath of Sam getting his soul back isn't at all like Dean thought it would be. 18,700
Dream/Nightmare  Resouled  livejournal  Slash  15000+  616  Season!6  First!Time  Sam/Dean  SPN!Non-AU  Long  Angst  SPN 
october 2013 by chellexxx
Perpetual Motion
Dean keeps his promise to Sam for as long as he can, but after
two years, he still can’t cope with his brother’s loss. When he leaves
Lisa to try and sort out his issues, however, he discovers that Sam is
already back and dealing with the aftermath of Lucifer’s possession.
Together, they struggle with Sam’s new powers and their relationship
with each other, but when something starts targeting the people they’ve
saved, the powers just might be the only thing that can stop it. (AU
after 5x22, no Season 6 spoilers) ....... 30,539
hurt!Sam  Angst  Dream/Nightmare  Powers!Sam  25000+  post!Season!5  livejournal  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Long  Dean/Lisa  Sam/Dean  Non-Con  First!Time  Separated!Boys  pdf/mobi  pining!Sam  pining!Dean  Bed!Sharing  top!Sam  People!Helped  Bottom!Sam  Angel  Shifter  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  A!Break!From!Hunting  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Crowley  Character-Lisa!Braeden  Character-Ben!Braeden 
september 2013 by chellexxx
Now We Are Come to Our Kingdom
It's been months since Dean sold his soul, and Sam's run
himself ragged trying to find a way out, Chinatown to "Amber Moon",
South Dakota to Connecticut. So far he's got nothing to show for it but
some cryptic words – "You've got the 'what' and the 'where' and the
'when', and you think you're missing the 'how'. You aren't, of course,
only you haven't figured that out yet." There's a possessed girl
following him around, Dean's trying his hardest to drive Sam insane with
jealousy, and the visions that were supposed to stop when Azazel died
still wake him night after night after night.
51,313
Powers!Sam  Long  50000+  Vision  Possessed!OC  Jealous!Sam  Dream/Nightmare  Hunter  Angst  Voicemail  Demon  Dub-Con  Dean/omc  Big!Bang  livejournal  Deal  Season!3  First!Time  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  SPN  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Meg  Character-Mary!Winchester 
september 2013 by chellexxx
Kicks Like a Sleep Twitch
Season 3 AU: Sam continues to use the dream root after they
finish the dreamwalking hunt in order to make his ability to control
dreams stronger. He tells himself it's just to hone a skill he can use
while hunting. As Dean's deal gets closer to coming due and Sam's
nightmares become more and more vivid, however, it becomes an
escape—until Sam walks into Dean's dream and everything changes. What
started as a way to avoid bad dreams becomes a new connection between
Sam and Dean, one so strong that even the distance between Earth and
Hell can't keep them apart.
28,086
Powers!Sam  Bed!Sharing  Jealous!Dean  Bottom!Sam  Season!4  Deal  First!Time  livejournal  25000+  Sam/OFC  Sam/OMC  Sam/Dean  Dream/Nightmare  Season!3  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Long  AU!Season!3  SPN  Character-Ruby  Character-Lisa!Braeden 
september 2013 by chellexxx
Safe Harbor
Post Season 7 Finale. In this AU, Dick is dead and Sam, Dean,
and Castiel escape the explosion intact if a little worse for the wear.
With no immediate danger on the horizon for the first time in a long
time, the boys decide to take a breather for a while for some much
needed rest and recuperation. They take Cas with them and relocate to a
little bungalow by the beach. As they settle into their new life on
hiatus from hunting, Sam reveals some long-held feelings which trigger
painful memories for Dean of his time in Hell with Alastair. Now the
dark secret that Dean’s been hiding is threatening to tear him and Sam
apart for good. .................. 31,748

http://archiveofourown.org/works/903088/chapters/1746533
25000+  Confession  livejournal  Big!Bang  top!Sam  First!Time  Curtain!fic  post!Season!7  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Domestic!fic  Long  Angst  Dream/Nightmare  Memories/Flashback  Hell  Non-Con  guilty!Dean  pining!Dean  Deal  Torture  hurt!Dean  pining!Sam  archiveofourown  Powerless!Castiel  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Castiel 
august 2013 by chellexxx
Outside, Over There
When Sam is four, he's stolen by the fae, and Dean is left with
a changeling in his place. Trouble is, no one else notices. If he's
going to get Sammy back, he's on his own. Until Sam starts visiting him
in his dreams, that is. .... 28,000
Bottom!Sam  25000+  livejournal  Big!Bang  First!Time  Sam/Dean  Slash  Long  SPN!AU  Fae/Fairies  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  Dream/Nightmare  Angst  SPN  AU!Raised!Apart 
july 2013 by chellexxx
Hellhounds and Brothers
Facing that hellhound dug up some old memories that tangle with the trials. 2,419
fanfiction.net  Dog/Puppy  814  Season!8  Gen  Memories/Flashback  SPN!Non-AU  1000+  Dream/Nightmare  Short  Hell!Hounds  SPN 
july 2013 by chellexxx
Drifting Through Doorways
Since the death of his husband one year ago, Jared has
withdrawn from society and become a recluse. Not only that, he’s being
haunted by the ghost of his late husband (if the crazy dreams and
strange occurrences in his apartment are anything to go by). And Misha,
Jared’s florist and friend, is the only one who seems to believe him –
even if Misha’s theories and superstitions make him a little, well,
eccentric. Jensen, on the other hand, is finally free of his own
unhealthy relationship. Too bad being one half of the couple known as
Jen-Jen drove him completely bat-shit crazy. And he is, if the
disembodied voice that only he can hear and strange dreams are any
indication. This is a story about what happens when these two connect,
when you find a second chance at love, and when you give in and let
yourself be just a little bit crazy. 60,000
Romance  RPS!Family  Death!fic  top!Jared  RPS  Big!Bang  Emotionally!hurt  Jared/Jensen  Angst  50000+  Dream/Nightmare  archiveofourown  First!Time  hurt!Jared  Slash  Long  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  RPS!AU  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Death  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Misha!Collins 
june 2013 by chellexxx
Hold Me Til The Morning Comes
Successful Author Jensen Ackles (a/k/a: J.R. Adams) was happily
engaged--until he admitted to a secret attraction to men, as well as
women. After his fiancee dumped him--publicly outing him, in the
process--he sequestered himself, away from the media feeding-frenzy, and
sort of forgot to quit hiding. Up-and-coming stage actor Jared
Padalecki suffered the tragic loss of his boyfriend, during a
rock-climbing accident, and now suffers from recurring night-terrors,
and somnambulism, waking in some...unusual places. Jensen awakens, one
early morning, to find a handsome stranger in his bed, with no
recollection of how he got there. They must both confront ghosts of the
past, before they can begin to heal. 25,070
Dream/Nightmare  Famous!Jensen  Actor!Jared  Writer!Jensen  RPS  Big!Bang  Emotionally!hurt  Jared/Jensen  25000+  livejournal  First!Time  Famous/notFamous  hurt!Jared  PTSD  Slash  Long  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  RPS!AU  pdf/mobi  Arm!broken/injured  top!Jared  Bottom!Jared  Homophobia  Angst  Actor  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
june 2013 by chellexxx
Not An Ounce of Peace
The Apocalypse isn't going down like Dean thought it would.
Dean's running scared - Sam's got powers that even he doesn't know what
to do with, the angels are dogging them, Dean has been having weird
dreams about Sam, and the Trickster has appeared to have taken a special
interest in Dean. Nothing's going right, nothing's by the book, and
Dean doesn't know how to fix it. 27,000
Season!5  Powers!Sam  livejournal  Big!Bang  20000+  Angel  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Dream/Nightmare  Long  SPN  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster 
june 2013 by chellexxx
My Kinky Angel
Sam's been having these dreams about Castiel, and the angel gives him precisely what he wants. 8,673
fanfiction.net  pining!Sam  Bottom!Sam  First!Time  5000+  Slash  Sam/Castiel  SPN!Non-AU  Dream/Nightmare  Short  SPN  Character-Castiel 
june 2013 by chellexxx
Dreamscape
Sam Winchester never really paid attention to his dreams. Then
he started to hear a voice in his dreams. He never had a face to put to
that voice until later. Sam was dreaming of the Trickster. And not just
any trickster, the archangel Gabriel. Sabriel with a dab of Destiel.
M/M. 6,853
fanfiction.net  508  Dean/Castiel  Season!5  Dream/Nightmare  Bottom!Sam  First!Time  Sam/Gabriel  5000+  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Short  SPN  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Lucifer  Character-Jody!Mills 
may 2013 by chellexxx
Forgive Me Father, For I'm About To Sin
He let out a yawn as he stretched, working out the knots in his
back from the way he fell asleep on the couch. It was a dream. Just a
dream. He sighed with relief then stretched once more. He stopped
instantly when he realized three things. One: Sam's head was on his lap.
Two: Sam's face was inches away from his crotch. And three: he was
insanely hard... 3,083 .. Sequel ...
http://boy-loves-boy.livejournal.com/4503.html
1000+  livejournal  PWP  pining!Dean  Dream/Nightmare  Pre-Slash  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Pre-Series  Teenchesters  Seduction  Confession  SPN  Character-John!Winchester 
may 2013 by chellexxx
Remember You
After a tragic accident that claims his boyfriend’s life and
ends his career as a surgeon, Jensen seeks oblivion in a cabin in the
mountains. One winter night, his dog helps him find a young, neglected
man who has been horribly mistreated and can’t remember anything. Taking
care of him, Jensen slowly finds back to himself. Can he help the
stranger to remember himself in return? And will the two men have a
future when their feelings develop into something other than friendship?
.. Warning: hurt!Jensen (permanent injury), hurt!Jared, abused!Jared,
mention of kidnapping and cruelty ... 27,500
Amnesia!Jared  Abused!Jared  Dream/Nightmare  Abducted!Jared  Abducted  Jensen/omc  Cabin!fic  pdf/mobi  RPS!Family  25000+  livejournal  RPS  Angst  hurt!Jensen  hurt!Jared  pining!Jared  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  Dog/Puppy  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Permanent!Injury!Jensen 
march 2013 by chellexxx
Save Me From the Dark
After the events of 'The End' Castiel manages to get Dean away
from Zachariah, but when Dean returns he finds that nine months have
gone by and, more importantly, that Sam has all but disappeared from the
face of the planet. When he does find him, he discovers that Sam has
been permanently altered during his absence ......... 9,829

http://archiveofourown.org/works/378416
Brain/Head!injury  Dream/Nightmare  Coffee!Shop/Cafe  Blind!Sam  5000+  sick!Sam  Blind  504  Season!5  Gen  livejournal  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Sam  Short  AU!Season!5  early!Season!5  pdf/mobi  Barista!Sam  Separated!Boys  Barista  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  archiveofourown  Permanent!Injury  Permanent!Injury!Sam 
september 2012 by chellexxx
Films About Ghosts
A Winchester mind can be an incredibly dangerous place. Dean
has always known that, of course, but he didn't know how bad it could be
until he was neck deep in a subconscious wilderness, surrounded on all
sides by ghosts of enemies and friends alike, each with their own
agenda. All Dean wants to do is find Sam -- the real Sam -- and get out.
22,000
archiveofourown  Angst  Hospital  hurt!Dean  Torture  Gen  Dream/Nightmare  Big!Bang  livejournal  20000+  Season!7  SPN!Non-AU  Long  Hospitalized!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Ellen!Harvelle  Character-Meg  Character-Jo!Harvelle  Character-Lisa!Braeden  Character-Ben!Braeden 
august 2012 by chellexxx
Servatis a Periculum
The world has changed in ways Dean had never expected. After
the near end of the world, Supernatural creatures and events were
recognized by the world at large, and Hunting became a religious
calling. But after so many years things have gotten lost or been
forgotten. Dean had watched the changes and slowly withdrew from the
world and society, becoming less involved and less aware of the shifting
currents of change. But when he has a prophetic dream about the Devils
Gate being opened, Dean finds himself coming out of the shadows and
making himself known to the world again. 12,600
Powers!Dean  Dream/Nightmare  Voicemail  Established!Relationship  Big!Bang  post!Season!5  First!Time  10000+  Ghost  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Ghost!Sam  SPN  Character-Castiel 
july 2012 by chellexxx
The Piper
They've left hunting behind and settled down to small town
life, but it's not easy. There's a plague of rats in the wheat-field and
the town's in crisis. It's probably not their kind of gig, but that
won't stop Dean from getting to the bottom of it, even if it means
burning their house down in the process. Sam's memory is full of holes.
He's having dreams, another thing he can't talk to Dean about, and he
can't shake the feeling that Dean's not telling him everything that's
happened. ... 44,500 ....
http://archiveofourown.org/works/1098852/chapters/2211013
Mechanic!Dean  Powers!Sam  Ranch/Farm  post!Season!6  Established!Relationship  Dream/Nightmare  Angst  Mechanic  Case!fic  top!Sam  Big!Bang  Amnesia  Season!6  livejournal  Domestic!fic  Curtain!fic  35000+  SPN!Non-AU  Sam/Dean  Slash  Long  Amnesia!Sam  archiveofourown  SPN 
june 2012 by chellexxx
If I Ever Lose My Faith in You
Deans throwing away the amulet left a deeper wound in Sam than Dean realized.
3,914
Angst  Dream/Nightmare  Tattoo  Schmoop  archiveofourown  Amulet  Sam/Dean  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  1000+  Established!Relationship  Short  SPN 
june 2012 by chellexxx
Broken Wings
Sam and Dean have defeated the horsemen and are in search of
Lucifer when they stumble across Gabriel, broken, injured and tortured
in the yard. They thought he had died at the hotel but Lucifer had other
ideas. Wing!fic 23,692
20000+  Bottom!Sam  Wing!fic  Dream/Nightmare  521  Season!5  First!Time  Sam/Gabriel  fanfiction.net  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Long  hurt!Gabriel  AU!Season!5  Powerless!Gabriel  SPN  Gabriel!Lives  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster 
april 2012 by chellexxx
Out of the Darkness
When Dean returns from the future, he finds Sam beaten nearly to death.
5,174
Beaten  5000+  Dream/Nightmare  Coma  504  Season!5  Gen  fanfiction.net  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Sam  Short  early!Season!5  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
march 2012 by chellexxx
You Can't Kill a Liar
Sams in a secret relationship with Gabriel. Dean knows his
brother is keeping something from him, and having learned from past
experience, he fears the worse. Tension runs high until, of course, the
truth comes out.
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Secret  Dream/Nightmare  Humour  top!Sam  Romance  post!Season!5  Established!Relationship  1000+  Sam/Gabriel  livejournal  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Short  SPN  Gabriel!Lives  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Someone!Finds!Out  AU!Season!6  aww  Schmoop  Season!6 
march 2012 by chellexxx
Sleeper
Sam is gone in every sense of the word. And then he's not.
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Solo!Hunt  Dream/Nightmare  Angst  post!Season!5  fanfiction.net  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  5000+  Short  Separated!Boys  SPN  Character-Bobby!Singer 
february 2012 by chellexxx
Choices on the Crumbling Road
Sam had expected the nightmares. Dean hadn't expected the absolution. And Lucifer just couldn't resist.
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Angst  !Clown  714  Season!7  Dream/Nightmare  fanfiction.net  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  SPN  Character-Lucifer 
february 2012 by chellexxx
Dream a Nightmare
He was alone, he was going to die, and he had never needed his
brother and father so much. Dean and John fight to save Sammy when a
hunt takes a disastrous turn. Pre-series, Sam is 17 and Dean is 21.
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fanfiction.net  Emotionally!hurt  Dream/Nightmare  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  15000+  hurt!Sam  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Long  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-John!Winchester 
february 2012 by chellexxx
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