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Heal
You meet the two on a hot Californian summer day. Neighbors, can’t afford the glamour that reflects off the broad shoulders of Hollywood. You all are settled in Palmdale. Nothing special, Palmdale. Cost-affordable. You find that shred of social neediness for the month, dress into flip-flops because the beach is beckoning. Sam-n-Dean are going to the grocery store. 2,447
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!Undefined  Outsider!POV  OFC  hurt!OC  Mute  Mute!Sam  Domestic!Violence  Curtain!fic  Neighbour  archiveofourown  Angst  1000+  Short 
february 2019 by chellexxx
Phoenix
It’s a nineteen hour drive from San Francisco, California to Evergreen, Colorado. When Jensen drives out of the roundabout and onto the compact dirt road leading towards the two thousand four hundred and fifty-six acres of The Phoenix Ranch, it’s nine o’clock in the morning and he’s been traveling for twenty-three hours straight.

Coming home to the ranch Jensen left ten years ago, he has to face his past, present and decide what he wants going forward. All while juggling a baby, a broken relationship, his grandpa, dad, part-time stepmom, four uncles, a cousin, the mother who abandoned him and Jared fucking Padalecki.

It’s complicated…
111,239
RPS!AU  RPS  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Previous!Relationship  Friends!to!Lovers  Romance  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  Person-Alona!Tal  Person-Kim!Rhodes  100000+  Epic  archiveofourown  Angst  Domestic!Violence  Rancher/Cowboy  Ranch/Farm  Rancher/Cowboy!Jared  Rancher/Cowboy!Jensen  Parent/Guardian!Jensen  top!Jared  Person-Mark!Sheppard  Person-Jim!Beaver  Person-Tim!Omundson  Slash  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Jensen  Neglect 
september 2018 by chellexxx
The Monster In Your Bed
J2 AU. Jared had never really spoken to his neighbours before; a gay couple that only seemed to do one of two things, fight or fuck. One night, whilst working late at the ER, that all changed.
10,500
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Neighbour  Jensen/omc  livejournal  pdf/mobi  10000+  Short  Domestic!Violence  Angst  Hospitalized!Boys  hurt!Jensen  Medical!Professional!Jared  Medical!Professional  Artist  Artist!Jensen  Non-Con  Tattoo  top!Jared 
march 2018 by chellexxx
Building Trust
Jensen's a physical therapist with his share of secrets when he meets his new client and immediately knows the story of how Jared injured his shoulder is a lie.
Jared's a shy young man living with his long time boyfriend and also living under a shadow of fear because he believes everything Justin tells him...until he meets Jensen and begins to doubt.
When a night of jealous rage turns violent it's Jensen that Jared turns to and who begins to help him build a trust that he's never fully had.
21,857
RPS  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  1st!meeting  Jared/Justin  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Justin!Hartley  Person-Samantha!Ferris  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Jared  Non-Con  Physical!Therapist  Physical!Therapist!Jensen  Angst  Slow!Burn  Abused  Abused!Jared  Bottom!Jared  Baseball  Baseball!Player!Jared  Hospitalized!Boys  20000+  Long  archiveofourown  Foster!Care  Domestic!Violence 
may 2017 by chellexxx
Coming Down on a Sunny Day
In 2009, Castiel watches the Apocalypse end disastrously and makes a decision. In 1984, John Winchester suddenly finds himself with another little boy on his hands, one with dark, messy hair and sad blue eyes who won't leave John and his sons alone. And so Sam and Dean get a weirdo big brother. Because their lives aren't complicated enough.
117,065

http://maychorian.livejournal.com/233162.html
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  post!Season!5  Time!Travel  Time!Travelling!OC  Regression/De-Aged  Regressed/De-Aged!OC  Character-Castiel  Character-John!Winchester  Weechesters  Character-Jimmy!Novak  Character-Amelia!Novak  Domestic!fic  Domestic!Violence  hurt!Castiel  Character-Jake!Talley  archiveofourown  sick!OC  Angst  Epic  100000+  livejournal  AU!Pre-Series  Big!Bang  Character-Mary!Winchester 
may 2017 by chellexxx
A Summer Day
A chance meeting at a deserted motel pool. A lesson in swimming, a white shirt and a name. Sometimes it's the small things that have the greatest impact...
5.900
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  Angst  Porn  Domestic!Violence  Abused  Short  livejournal  5000+  First!Time  Dub-Con  Non-Con  Addiction  Addict!Jensen  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Jensen  1st!meeting 
april 2017 by chellexxx
The Lost Boy
Stuck with writer's block, Jensen has been hoping for a breakthrough. He never expected that would mean coming face to face with his own characters, and having to solve the mystery he should have been writing.

20,972
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Angst  Writer!Author  Writer!Jensen  Famous/notFamous  Famous!Jensen  Domestic!Violence  Abused  Abducted  20000+  Long  archiveofourown 
april 2017 by chellexxx
Ridin' the Storm Out
Jensen hasn't had the best of luck in love so when his best friend Christian wants to set him up on a blind date with his buddy Jared, he decides to go ahead and give it a shot. When the night ends up a disaster he falls right back into the arms of his abusive ex-boyfriend. Will they be able to get through to Jensen before it's too late? Will he even want them to? You'll have to read it to find out!
34,606
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Jensen  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Julie!McNiven  Abused  Abused!Jensen  Domestic!Violence  Person-Tom!Welling  Jensen/Tom  Angst  25000+  Long  archiveofourown 
april 2017 by chellexxx
Safe In the Arms of Love
Total AU Dean Winchester was just your average joe working as a
mechanic in his hometown of Lawarance,KS when he met Sam Logan and
everything changed. No slash or wincest! Warning: mentions of past abuse
of a minor. .... 70,358
SPN  SPN!AU  Gen  Teenchesters  Mechanic  Mechanic!Dean  hurt!Sam  Beaten  Abused  Abused!Sam  Hospitalized!Boys  Non-Con  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Shrink  Bed!Sharing  Teacher  Parent/Guardian!Dean  Lawyer  Agent/Police  Local!LEOS/FBI  50000+  fanfiction.net  Long  Domestic!fic  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  AU!Not!Brothers  AU!Not!Raised!as!Hunters 
march 2016 by chellexxx
To Feel You Underneath My Skin
The Few, The Proud, The Brave, and The Bonded. The Marines have
called one Jared Padalecki to Taipei Taiwan to be part of an infantry
branch that fights the rebel factions and renegade militia of the
People's Republic of China. His XTRA gene just means he's got one more
reason to sign up, and he's prepared for anything. That is, until he
meets Sergeant Jensen Ackles and everything goes to shit. Jared never
imagined that bonding meant so much. Jensen never thought he'd find
another person in the world who fit him quite like his first. They both
have a lot to learn about what it means to be a part of The Few, The
Proud, and The Brave, and what it means to be a bonded pair, fighting
not just for their own lives, but each other's as well. ... 33,000
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Big!Bang  Armed!Forces  Armed!Forces!Jensen  Armed!Forces!Jared  Steve/Chris  Mike/Tom  25000+  Long  livejournal  pdf/mobi  Bonding  Prostitution/Hustling  Neglect  Powers!Jared  hurt!Jared  hurt!Jensen  Angst  Hooker!Jared  Abused  Abused!Jared  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Sophia!Bush  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
february 2016 by chellexxx
Oh, When You Love It
Wanting love is not exactly part of Jensen's Siren nature, but
there’s a reason why he’s a half-blood after all. He has human DNA mixed
up with the murderous, mythical blood pumping through his body. There’s
the part of himself that doesn’t mean to kill. The other side of the
coin, the good part of himself. The other half that wants to be normal, a
part that wants to stay far away from the mythical section of the
library in his head and act like a human, have a job like a human, date
like a human and fall in love like a human. But after some hundred years
of trying to do that romance nonsense, life has proven that Jensen
should probably give up on that idea. Finding love when he's half of a
mythical monster doesn't seem very promising. That's until Jared walks
into the bar he’s working in on a Thursday night, proving Jensen that
Siren or not, there's an exception for everything. And Jared is his
exception. .... 27,753
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Powers!Jensen  hurt!Jared  Bottom!Jared  Angst  Possessive!Jensen  25000+  Long  archiveofourown  Homophobia  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Stephen!Amell 
january 2016 by chellexxx
The Final Arc
Tracy is with Krissy, Josephine, and Aidan are on a hunt in
Florida, when they run into her least favorite person: Sam Winchester,
the reason her family is dead. After hearing Sam's story, however, she
begins to worry. Especially now that he's not with Dean, and is
suffering a heavy backlash of nightmares from The Cage. .. 43,660
SPN!Non-AU  Het  Sam/OFC  Self!Harm  Angst  Non-Con  hurt!Sam  Powers!Sam  pining!OC  asshole!John  Abusive!John  Abused!Sam  Unrequited  Torture  Abusive!Dean  Spell/Curse  PTSD  post!Season!10  Angel!Sam  Angel  Long  35000+  archiveofourown  Dream/Nightmare  kick!ass!Sam  Memories/Flashback  Confession  Gen  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Character-Adam!Milligan  Character-Chuck!Shurley  Character-Castiel  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Hannah  Character-Lucifer  Character-Michael  Character-Flagstaff  Character-Metatron  Character-Tracy!Bell  Character-Krissy!Chambers  Separated!Boys 
december 2015 by chellexxx
Not Made of Bronze
Jared Padalecki has lived all his life in his small home town
of Prairie Winds, Texas; a place where routine and gossip reign. Left
behind to run his parents’ hardware store, Jared has become disheartened
with his life and its prospects. But when the charming and enigmatic
Jensen Ackles moves to town, it’s his friends who show him that there
are things worth fighting for and that his future is not written in
stone. All is not what it seems though when strange and deadly
occurrences begin to plague the town: Mr. Thompson, the sweet old man
that used to be his teacher, wakes up one morning mumbling incoherent
phrases and stabs himself in the throat. The animals on a nearby farm
all mysteriously drop dead and Jared's best friend nearly loses her life
and that of her child’s. It’s all connected to the house at 1122
Peacock Street; the house that holds the town's darkest secrets. The
house that Jensen has inherited and hopes could be an escape from the
darkness of his past .. 44k
RPS!AU  RPS  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Big!Bang  hurt!Jensen  pdf/mobi  Jensen/Tom  Jensen/Danneel  top!Jared  Bottom!Jared  Angst  Possessed!Jensen  guilty!Jensen  35000+  Long  livejournal  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Aldis!Hodge  Person-Katie!Cassidy 
november 2015 by chellexxx
The Extroardinary Tale of Jensen's Heroic Exploits
Jensen is a fierce pirate captain. When he raids a very wealthy
ship, the captain escapes, but Jensen takes the captain's son Jared
captive to be his 'cabin boy' but Jared is cripplingly shy and terrified
around Jensen, and Jared seems unnervingly familiar with what's
'expected' of Cabin boys, considering he's a captain's son. Then Jensen,
discovers scars on Jared's body - whip marks, burns etc. The crew
release Jared isn't the son of the captain but his slave/whore and find
he was shared round the ship. To Jared's amazement the crew treat him
kindly and look after him, becoming friend with him. Jared and Jensen
fall in love but then Jared's old 'master' reappears, wanting his
'property' back, but Jensen is determined to keep his love safe .....
29,734
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Pirates  Pirate!Jensen  Shy!Jared  Non-Con  hurt!Jared  Abused!Jared  Torture  Romance  archiveofourown  Long  Historical  Angst  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Misha!Collins  Slave!fic  Slow!Burn 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Waiting for Rain
Sam leaves home at sixteen to escape two things: a growing
attraction to his older brother, and an angry and abusive father who
blames him for his mother's death. With nothing to his name save his
experience hunting and his determination to escape it, he turns to
prostitution to support himself through high school and then college.
This is an AU without the yellow-eyed demon and psychic powers bit. Lots
of hurt, but lots of comfort and eventual Wincest. .. 31,107
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Pre-Series  AU!Pre-Series  Stanford  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Angst  Prostitution/Hustling  Hooker!Sam  Abused!Sam  Abusive!John  asshole!John  guilty!Sam  hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  kick!ass!Dean  kick!ass!Sam  25000+  Long  archiveofourown  AU!Stanford  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Crowley  Character-Ash 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Aural
A/N: Written for rhythmsextion in the spn_j2_xmas exchange! So,
I looked at your prompts and your likes, and I saw 'blackmail', 'AU',
'dirty talk' and 'phonesex', and...this happened? Um. :D It covers
'porn, porn, porn' too. :D! Uh, I suppose I should warn for the mention
of implied child abuse, but it's an abstract background plot point, and
not involving any main characters. .... 20,400
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Angst  RPS!Family  Lawyer  Lawyer!Jared  Secret  20000+  livejournal  Long  pdf/mobi  top!Jared  Domestic!Violence  Kink-Dirty!Talk  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Saving Jared
Rich Business man Jared is a well-known face in the ER. Is he
just clumsy, as his elegant wife claims, or is there something more to
his story? Can he be honest and admit that he is a victim of domestic
violence? Worse still, can Jared admit that the violence has been
perpetrated by his wife? Jensen is the Counselor who helps Jared come to
terms with what is happening to him, and soon their relationship
becomes more than just professional. The two men fall in love, but what
happens when Jared’s wife finds out? It will take more than just love to
solve Jared’s problems, but is he brave enough to take the next step?
...... 33,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/4349855
RPS  RPS!AU  RPS!Family  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Big!Bang  Angst  Jared/ofc  Abused!Jared  hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Memories/Flashback  Living!Together  Time!Off  Dog/Puppy  Secret  Insecurity  pining!Jensen  Hospitalized!Boys  livejournal  archiveofourown  Bottom!Jared  25000+  Long  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Misha!Collins 
july 2015 by chellexxx
Shadows in His Eyes
For K-9 Officer Jared Padalecki, transferring from the San
Antonio police department to the elite L.A.P.D. was a dream come true.
He nearly forgets he’s in Hollywood until he responds to a 911 call that
brings him to the home of actor Jensen Ackles. It appeared that Jensen
had it all – a career was on fire and a loving, long-term relationship
with his partner, Mark. But then Jared uncovers the truth that Jensen
had been trying to hide, and the illusion comes crashing down. Can Jared
help Jensen break free of a life he’s convinced he deserves before it’s
too late, and in the process help them both find love? ... 45,121
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Agent/Police!Jared  Actor!Jensen  Famous/notFamous  Famous!Jensen  hurt!Jensen  Abused!Jensen  hurt!Jared  Dog/Puppy  Jensen/omc  pdf/mobi  livejournal  Long  35000+  pining!Jared  Bottom!Jared  Actor  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Agent/Police  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
july 2014 by chellexxx
Daddy, Please, No
After Mary's death, John is very lonely, and he can't help but
notice how attracted he is to Sam (who is eight). So, feeling absolutely
disgusted with himself, John attempts to drink his feelings away. But
that doesn't help; only makes them stronger, and harder to control. One
night, while he's drunk out of his mind, he goes into Sam's room and
starts touching him. And once he's started, he does it every night, his
actions getting bolder until he finally rapes Sam (who is now eleven).
After the rape, Sam becomes anti-social, and jumpy. He won't let anyone
but John touch him (only because he's scared to flinch away from John).
Not even Dean. And Dean noticed it, and goes to investigate, trying to
get Sam to open up to him. And when he doesn't, he scopes out his room
at night, finally catching John in the act. Once John's been caught,
Dean takes Sam and runs to Bobby's house ...... 46,000+
pdf/mobi  pining!OC  pining!Sam  Angst  Long  livejournal  35000+  kick!ass!Dean  Hunter  Abducted!Sam  Abducted  Bottom!Sam  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Abused!Sam  Non-Con  hurt!Sam  asshole!John  Sam/Dean  Teenchesters  Weechesters  Slash  Pre-Series  Abusive!John  Separated!Boys  SPN!AU  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  AU!Not!Raised!By!John  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-John!Winchester 
february 2014 by chellexxx
Stars Fall In
Growing up next door to each other in Calvary, Tennessee, Jared
has known Jensen practically their entire lives. He knows almost
everything there is to know about Jensen, harbors all of Jensen’s
secrets. And that’s why Jared is hellbent on getting Jensen out of
there, before it’s too late. .... 30,790 ....
http://archiveofourown.org/works/1136701?view_adult=true
Shy!Jensen  Romance  Schmoop  Jared/ofc  archiveofourown  Angst  Abused!Jensen  hurt!Jensen  Long  25000+  livejournal  Neighbour  First!Time  Slash  RPS!AU  RPS  Friends!to!Lovers  Abused  Beaten  Depraved!Humans  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence 
january 2014 by chellexxx
Can You Come Outside
Jared is in an abusive relationship. Chris is the neighbour
that can't take it anymore. But can he save Jared without loosing
himself? 26,000
livejournal  Beaten  Neighbour  hurt!Jared  Angst  First!Time  Slash  RPS!AU  RPS  Long  25000+  pdf/mobi  Abused!Jared  Jared/ofc  Artist!Jared  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  Famous/notFamous  Famous!Jared  Abused  Artist  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Steve!Carlson  Jared/ChristianKane 
january 2014 by chellexxx
Harvester of Sorrow
Being abused by someone who should protect you leaves a scar so
deep it'll never be healed, sometimes all you want to do is die just to
escape the pain. Jensen Ackles knows how it feels, but endures it all
alone. No one knows about the torment he is being put through and he has
no intention of telling anyone. Can he hold on until he can escape or
will he slowly die on the inside and give up in the end? ... 143,164

.... http://fadedsparks.livejournal.com/5797.html?thread=24485
Student!Jared  Student!Jensen  Slash  Heartbreaking  Angst  Romance  Non-Con  RPS!Family  Abused!Jensen  hurt!Jensen  Epic  100000+  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  HighSchool!AU  RPS!AU  RPS  pdf/mobi  livejournal  archiveofourown  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Popular!Jared  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Person-Sophia!Bush 
january 2014 by chellexxx
DO IT FOR ME
Jared gets in deeper than he realizes when his boyfriend suggests some “fun” things to spice up their sex life.
Beaten  Bondage  Short  10000+  Possessive!Jensen  Jared/omc  archiveofourown  1st!meeting  Dub-Con  hurt!Jared  D/s  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  Slash  RPS!AU  RPS  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence 
december 2013 by chellexxx
If You're Out There
How do you fight back when you can't seem to find your voice?
Jensen is doing his best to get by in an abusive household while
protecting his younger sister, but as the bruises continue to grow
deeper he doesn’t know how much more he can take. Jared is doing his
best to hold them all together, until Jensen takes matters into his own
hands. Suddenly thrust upon unexpected journeys, Jared and Jensen will
both have to walk alone in order to discover themselves and a way back.
Warnings for drug use, child abuse, dub con, self-harm
Beaten  Length!Unknown  Abused!Jensen  HighSchool!AU  Self!Harm  First!Time  Dub-Con  Angst  RPS!Family  hurt!Jensen  Deaf!Jensen  Big!Bang  livejournal  Jared/Jensen  Slash  RPS  RPS!AU  Student!Jensen  Student!Jared  Friends!to!Lovers  Depraved!Humans  Deaf  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Sandy!McCoy 
december 2013 by chellexxx
Empty Spaces
Jared Padalecki doesn't really know where his life goes. Living
alone, working for a customer's service, he feels like he's going
through the motions of everyday life without enjoying it. Everything
changes when a distressed young man makes a mistake and calls his
service, asking for help. Jensen Ackles is a mystery to Jared but he
can't help being fascinated. Gaining the man's trust will reveal how
much help Jensen really needs, and Jared's life will never be the same
again. 38,162

http://archiveofourown.org/works/995598/chapters/1969367
top!Jared  Abused!Jensen  Angst  hurt!Jensen  Emotionally!hurt  Jensen/omc  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  livejournal  Slash  RPS  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  RPS!AU  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Long  35000+  archiveofourown 
october 2013 by chellexxx
Bound to Blame
"...my dad does, too. You don't want to see him when he's drinking." Teenchester, minor hurt!Sam, Sam's POV. 5,437
5000+  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  asshole!John  hurt!Sam  fanfiction.net  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Abused!Sam  Abusive!John  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Character-John!Winchester 
october 2013 by chellexxx
Justify the Way You Live a Lie
Jared was a good cop. He put criminals behind bars, knew the
importance of evidence, and always handled victims with the utmost
professionalism. However, that was before he met the timid boyfriend of a
previously uncatchable drug dealer.
WIP  Abused!Jensen  Angst  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  Criminal/Mafia  Jensen/omc  Shy!Jensen  hurt!Jensen  Agent/Police!Jared  livejournal  Length!Unknown  Slash  RPS  RPS!AU  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Agent/Police  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
september 2013 by chellexxx
You're The Dream Of A Lifetime
Jared is married to an extremely abusive man. One night, his
husband discovers Jared’s intention to leave him – and the unthinkable
happens. Jared wakes up in a hospital with no memory of who he is, his
past or how his battered and severely abused body got that way. He meets
Jensen Ackles – and together they try and rebuild Jared’s life – until…
sammyndeansgrl
24,737
pdf/mobi  Amnesia!Jared  RPS!Family  RPS  top!Jared  Bottom!Jared  Beaten  Jared/Jensen  20000+  Jared/omc  Amnesia  First!Time  Slash  hurt!Jared  Long  RPS!AU  Abused!Jared  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
august 2013 by chellexxx
Not Always As They Seem
Jensen's a bit of a bad boy and he's gotten himself into some
serious trouble. Now he has to get his act together…who better to help
him but the cute little geek kid in his English class, who's hiding a
secret. 26,048
pdf/mobi  HighSchool!AU  Abused!Jared  Shy!Jared  RPS!Family  PTSD  hurt!Jensen  Bottom!Jared  RPS  Romance  Jared/Jensen  Angst  25000+  First!Time  Slash  hurt!Jared  asshole!Jensen  Long  RPS!AU  Student!Jensen  Student!Jared  Geek!Jared  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Popular!Jensen  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  One!Hates!The!Other!At!First  Bad!Boy!Jensen  archiveofourown 
august 2013 by chellexxx
Us Against The World
At the age of 10, Jensen had a car accident that changed his
life forever. Now at the age of 30 he is trying to branch out on his own
for the first time. Jared is abused and mistreated by his widowed
father. Friendless and alone, he meets Jensen when the older man moves
into one of his father’s apartments. Can Jensen and Jared change their
lives? Together they have a chance.
19,203
http://archiveofourown.org/works/914877
archiveofourown  15000+  Bottom!Jared  hurt!Jared  Abused!Jared  livejournal  RPS  hurt!Jensen  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Slash  RPS!AU  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence 
july 2013 by chellexxx
The Trail Ends Here
Jared Padalecki grew up with his father, far away from his
mother's stable and her influence. After she dies and he gets into
trouble at school and with his horse, Stranger, his father decides it's
time that he learns more about her and the program she ran. Jared wasn't
planning on making new friends or discovering Jensen, a troubled child
who ran away and grew into a talented horseman. He definitely wasn't
planning on Jensen's past catching up with them.
25,000
Abused!Jensen  hurt!Jensen  25000+  livejournal  RPS  Big!Bang  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  RPS!Family  Vet/Animal!Shelter  Ranch/Farm  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  HighSchool!AU  Student!Jared  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki 
july 2013 by chellexxx
Song of the Reaper
Private detective Jensen Ackles is a cynic and believes he’s
seen the worst humanity has to offer until one night a dark haired
beauty by the name of Genevieve walks into his office. The job, discover
the truth behind the death of her fiance Jared Padalecki, a local
artist. The cops have labeled it a suicide, case closed, but she refuses
to believe it. As Jensen digs into her fiances mysterious past, he
finds himself drawn into a world darker than he imagined, a world
leading to a path of emotional self-destruction. After all—how can you
fall in love with a dead man? .. 48,794
RPS  pining!Jensen  Big!Bang  Jared/Jensen  Jensen/omc  Artist!Jared  Jared/omc  livejournal  First!Time  35000+  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  Bottom!Jared  hurt!Jared  Agent/Police!Jensen  Jensen/Tom  Homophobia  Angst  Coma  Hospitalized!Boys  hurt!Jensen  guilty!Jensen  Abused!Jared  Ghost  Abused  Agent/Police  Artist  Private!Investigator  Private!Investigator!Jensen  Jared/Genevieve  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki 
july 2013 by chellexxx
Twisted truths
Jensen is a police officer who leads a case against Jared: He
woke in a cold sweat, Jared’s pleading, pain-filled eyes boring holes
into his as he begged Jensen to stop hurting him. He felt sick with
guilt. Or at least he did until he reminded himself that Jared was just a
con-artist- that he had tried to use Jensen. ..... 30,000 NC-17,
hurt/comfort, abuse, violence, hurt!Jared, bottom!Jared
Sad  guilty!Jensen  Homeless!Jared  RPS  Emotionally!hurt  Jared/Jensen  Angst  RPS!Family  Agent/Police!Jensen  fics!by!freakn-out  25000+  livejournal  Prison/Jail  Beaten  First!Time  Non-Con  Slash  hurt!Jared  Bottom!Jared  asshole!Jensen  Long  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  RPS!AU  Abused!Jared  pdf/mobi  Homeless  Abused  Agent/Police  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  One!Hates!The!Other!At!First  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling 
july 2013 by chellexxx
Catch a Heart
What do you do when the one you love loves another?: Stealing
the silent moment, my eyes constantly slide to his serene features. His
smooth, silky lips, soft and delicate, unlike my own thick, puffy ones,
make me just want to touch and taste. His unmarred and tanned
baby-smooth skin enhances his impossibly young innocence and his
windswept hair falls haphazardly into his face, making me want to just
reach out and… I drag my eyes back out to the ocean.
21,000
NC-17, dub-con, bottom!Jared, hurt!Jared, hurt/comfort
Famous!Jared  Shy!Jared  Jared/Jensen  Dub-Con  Medical!Professional!Jensen  livejournal  Bottom!Jared  Famous/notFamous  Angst  First!Time  20000+  fics!by!freakn-out  Jared/omc  Insecurity  hurt!Jared  Actor!Jared  Slash  RPS  Long  RPS!AU  Actor  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  TV!Show-Gilmore!Girls  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray 
july 2013 by chellexxx
Gunpoint
Jensen got his childhood stolen away from him when he was ten
years old. Along with his memory, his voice and every emotion that
wasn’t fear, hatred or anger. Question is, can Jared help him get any of
it back? And more importantly, does Jensen really want him to? ....
130,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/861978/chapters/1652215
Mute!Jensen  Angst  Artist!Jensen  Student!Jensen  Student!Jared  College!AU  Abused!Jensen  archiveofourown  RPS  Jared/Jensen  Jensen/omc  livejournal  100000+  hurt!Jensen  First!Time  Slash  PTSD  Epic  RPS!AU  Jensen/Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  Depraved!Humans  Homophobia  Mute  Abused  Artist  Amnesia  Amnesia!Jensen  Emotionally!hurt  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Sophia!Bush  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
july 2013 by chellexxx
What Happens To Us
All Jensen Ackles wants is to find a nanny for his 5 year old
autistic son. Jared Padalecki is an out of work OT trying to find
something more in life. It’s a perfect match in more ways than one if
only the two men can work past their own insecurities to see it. .......
37,000
Abused!Jared  hurt!Jared  Parent/Guardian!Jensen  Bottom!Jared  Boss/employee  Shy!Jared  livejournal  RPS  Big!Bang  Jared/Jensen  Kid!fic  First!Time  Insecurity  RPS!Family  35000+  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  pdf/mobi  Angst  pining!Jared  pining!Jensen  Domestic!fic  Living!Together  Medical!Professional!Jared  Medical!Professional  Boss!Jensen  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  Wealthy!Jensen  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Domestic!Violence 
june 2013 by chellexxx
A Lavish Prison
Jared’s life is hell; he has one friend, a horrible boyfriend,
and his future being decided for him. But that all starts to change when
a gorgeous green eyed photographer moves into the next door apartment.
90,000
Neighbour  pdf/mobi  Jared/omc  Angst  75000+  livejournal  RPS  hurt!Jared  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Non-Con  Slash  Epic  RPS!AU  Abused!Jared  Abused  Photographer  Photographer!Jensen  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Steve!Carlson 
may 2013 by chellexxx
Broken Pieces
Jared Padalecki was trapped in a emotional abusive
relationship. Will the author Jensen Ackles, a total stranger, be able
to save him? This is not a death fic! ..... 69,487
pdf/mobi  Writer!Jensen  RPS  Emotionally!hurt  Jared/Jensen  50000+  hurt!Jared  First!Time  Jared/omc  Slash  Long  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  RPS!AU  Angst  Abused!Jared  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Jim!Beaver  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
may 2013 by chellexxx
Bring Me to Life
Jared’s a shy young man, whose life has never been easy. His
father hates him, his mother drinks her sorrows away and his husband
Paul treats him like he is nothing more than a beautiful toy. When his
husband has to go away on a business trip to Europe for two months, he
sends Jared away to a ranch in the middle of nowhere to keep him under
control. There, Jared meets people who show him what love, friendship
and loyalty mean for the first time in his life. Can he escape his life
and finally find some love and happiness for himself?
81,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/379484/chapters/619953
archiveofourown  Insecurity  Shy!Jared  Criminal/Mafia  Agent/Police!Jensen  Big!Bang  RPS  Emotionally!hurt  Jared/Jensen  RPS!Family  livejournal  Angst  hurt!Jared  Beaten  First!Time  Jared/omc  Non-Con  75000+  Ranch/Farm  Slash  Local!LEOS/FBI  Epic  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  RPS!AU  Agent/Police  Vacation  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Sophia!Bush  Person-David!Boreanaz  Steve/Chris  Person-Alona!Tal  Person-Samantha!Ferris  Artist  Artist!Jared  Arranged!Marriage/Forced!Relationship  Mike/Tom  Person-Milo!Ventimiglia  Possessive!Jensen  Jealous!Jensen  Hospitalized!Boys  Abused  Abused!Jared 
may 2013 by chellexxx
No One Hurts Our Boy
Jared is in an abusive relationship but hides it well, Jensen
and the other supernatural cast are starting to realize something is
wrong with Jared around set. Things come to a head at a supernatural
convention with all the supernatural family there.
17,077
pdf/mobi  15000+  livejournal  Angst  Convention  Non-Con  Emotionally!hurt  hurt!Jared  Jared/omc  pining!Jensen  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  RPS  Long  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Abused!Jared  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Misha!Collins 
may 2013 by chellexxx
Broken
Dr. Jensen Ackles keeps seeing the same floppy haired guy
dropping into his ER on a regular basis. When he manages to get the
tall, bruised patient to open up, he hears a familiar story of abuse and
violence that makes him want to help the patient regain his life. 5,000
Medical!Professional!Jensen  RPS  5000+  Jared/omc  hurt!Jared  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  livejournal  Slash  Short  RPS!AU  Abused!Jared  Hospitalized!Boys  Angst  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence 
march 2013 by chellexxx
Should Be
Jensen moves into a new apartment and is immediately smitten
with the beautiful, shy guy who lives across the hall but the shy guy -
Jared - has a boyfriend so Jensen has to content himself with looking
and not touching, although he wants to touch, oh God, does he ever. He
then finds out that Jared's boyfriend is abusive and things escalate
until he overhears the boyfriend raping/attempting to rape Jared and
knows he can't keep quiet anymore. Furious Jensen to the rescue! 5,190
livejournal  5000+  Insecurity  RPS  hurt!Jared  Jared/omc  Neighbour  Jared/Jensen  Slash  Short  RPS!AU  Abused!Jared  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Physical!Therapist  Physical!Therapist!Jensen 
march 2013 by chellexxx
Overcome By You
Jensen has a new roommate who drives him crazy. Between the
nightly hook-ups and the thin walls, Jensen, and his other roommate,
Kristin, don’t get a lot of sleep. One night – when the ‘guest’ sounds
unwilling – changes Jensen’s life, and his frustration turns to anger
and then protectiveness when he finds out who his roommate has brought
home. Warning - attempted dub-con 3,900
1000+  RPS  livejournal  Non-Con  hurt!Jared  Jared/omc  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  Slash  Short  RPS!AU  pining!Jensen  drugged!Jared  Schmoop  Angst  Depraved!Humans  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence 
march 2013 by chellexxx
The Knight Across the Street
Jared has a terrible life. He's dying of cancer and trapped
with his abusive husband. He can't leave because he has no one else to
care for him. Jared is wealthy but his husband has control of Jared's
finances. One day, when his husband goes too far, Jared has to go to
hospital, where he meets Jensen, a cop. Jensen actually lives across the
street and has loved Jared for as long as he can remember. He's
determined to help get Jared out of the relationship, but he needs help.
Jared's only friends are Jeff, his driver and Misha his doctor. They
plan together to rescue Jared but the husband is careful and doesn't let
Jared be around Jensen. Then Jensen finds out Jared doesn't have cancer
– his husband is poisoning him with Mercury – which gives identical
symptoms to cancer, so he can inherit Jared's money. Jensen manages to
rescue Jared, nurse him better and teach him how he should be loved and
cherished.
Agent/Police!Jensen  Length!Unknown  RPS  livejournal  Local!LEOS/FBI  Angst  hurt!Jared  sick!Jared  Jared/omc  Jared/Jensen  Slash  RPS!AU  Abused!Jared  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Agent/Police  Poison  Trapped  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
march 2013 by chellexxx
You're The Light In My Stormy Seas
Jared is a young guy trying to come to terms with his abusive
relationship and grow past the denial he's built up for so long, then a
kind, gentle green eyed beauty suddenly turns his life upside down and
makes him think about his relationship and what he could have.
94,000
Insecurity  Shy!Jared  Artist!Jared  Bottom!Jared  Jared/omc  Shrink  75000+  Living!Together  Non-Con  hurt!Jared  Angst  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  RPS  Slash  Epic  Domestic!fic  RPS!AU  Abused!Jared  Geek!Jared  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Artist  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Deleted!Fic!or!Author  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki 
march 2013 by chellexxx
Shouting Out Loud
Jensen and Jared are college students who are nothing alike and
meet for the first time when they both enroll in an acting seminar.
They are cast as the leads in an experimental 2-man play dealing with
domestic violence. 124,000 sequel
http://blynnk.livejournal.com/73499.html Sixteen months after Jared’s
abuser was sent to prison and Chad and Sophia’s wedding, Jared and
Jensen have graduated, gotten jobs, and are recently married. They have
everything they ever wanted, but are learning that each of life’s
victories come with new, grander challenges. 227,400
Abused!Jared  Tattoo  top!Jared  Bottom!Jared  Dub-Con  Artist!Jared  Jared/omc  On!Set  Angst  Actor!Jensen  Actor!Jared  livejournal  hurt!Jensen  hurt!Jared  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  RPS  Slash  Epic  RPS!AU  College!AU  Student!Jensen  Student!Jared  pdf/mobi  200000+  Actor  Depraved!Humans  Homophobia  Abused  Artist  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Sophia!Bush  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
march 2013 by chellexxx
Fire In The Hole
At seventeen and growing up in a white supremacist camp,
Jared's life is going nowhere fast. He doesn't feel like he belongs, but
sees no way out - until the arrival of a new member shakes things up in
the paramilitary group. Jared doesn't know whether he should be
intrigued or afraid of Jensen Ackles, but when he gets caught in the
power play around him coming to a head, he's left with little choice in
the matter. 27,100
Camp  hurt!Jared  Agent/Police!Jensen  Big!Bang  25000+  livejournal  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  RPS  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  Abused!Jared  Depraved!Humans  Homophobia  Abused  Agent/Police  Vacation  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Undercover/Secret!Identity 
february 2013 by chellexxx
Liars and Deceivers
Jared's a vulnerable young man, just getting his life back
together after escaping an abusive relationship. When he lands a new job
in accounts and falls in love with his boss, Jensen Ackles, he thinks
his luck has changed for the better. But trouble lurks in the shadows,
just waiting for the chance to strike. 8,130
Boss/employee  Depression  Office  hurt!Jared  Bottom!Jared  RPS  livejournal  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  5000+  Slash  Short  RPS!AU  Abused!Jared  Angst  CEO!Jensen  Work!Together  Depraved!Humans  Boss!Jensen  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  Wealthy!Jensen  Abused  C.E.O  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Sandy!McCoy 
january 2013 by chellexxx
Maybe We'll Turn It Around ('Cause It's Not Too Late)
Jensen Ackles is a wealthy businessman who is convinced that
his husband, Jared has been having an affair with one of his (Jareds)
best friends who also happens to be Jareds ex. Filled with rage, he
takes it out on Jared, in a brutal way. But when his actions lead to
Jared's life being in danger, will Jensen realise that what he did was
unforgivable? And even if he does, will Jared let him back in to his
life?
58,249
Possessive!Jensen  Jealous!Jensen  50000+  RPS  archiveofourown  drunk!Jensen  hurt!Jared  Established!Relationship  Jared/Jensen  Slash  asshole!Jensen  Long  RPS!AU  Abused!Jared  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Person-Sophia!Bush 
january 2013 by chellexxx
A Lesson a Day (could kill you)
Jared has an abusive past, and when his boss, Tom Welling,
sends him to learn how to become a flair bartender, that past is brought
back in a storm of pain when he falls in love with his teacher, Jensen.
But Jensen has his own problems and soon their attraction causes
nothing but trouble, especially when Jared tries to face his fears.
125,288 http://lycaness.livejournal.com/12654.html
Bartender!Jensen  Bartender!Jared  Big!Bang  teacher!Jensen  !College  100000+  RPS!Family  RPS  Angst  Jensen/ofc  Bar  Bullies  Non-Con  hurt!Jared  Jared/omc  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  Slash  Epic  RPS!AU  Teacher  Memories/Flashback  livejournal  pdf/mobi  D/s  Bottom!Jared  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Student!Jared  Hospitalized!Boys  Depraved!Humans  Bartender  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Person-Michael!Weatherly  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  archiveofourown 
july 2012 by chellexxx
The Billionaire's Reluctant Husband
Billionaire Jensen is a playboy and he needs a husband pronto
if he wants to keep his company and his inheritance. After a chance
meeting with quiet and hardworking Jared, Jensen decides that he's found
the perfect candidate. The arrogant Jensen thinks he's got Jared in the
bag, but when his new husband refuses to sleep with him and doesn't
really even seem to like him, Jensen convinces himself that he's happy
with his open marriage lifestyle. But Jensen becomes increasingly
obsessed with his new husband and discovers the truth behind Jared's
dark past.
101,497
pdf/mobi  GSW  Abused!Jared  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  100000+  Bottom!Jared  Cabin!fic  hurt!Jensen  pining!Jensen  Romance  Beaten  hurt!Jared  RPS  RPS!Family  Slow!Burn  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  Slash  Epic  RPS!AU  CEO!Jensen  Depraved!Humans  Wealthy!Jensen  Abused  C.E.O  Vacation  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Person-Sophia!Bush  archiveofourown  FLocked! 
may 2012 by chellexxx
To Hold Back Tears
After multiple times of seeing this interaction between the
brothers, Castiel could no longer stand back and wonder why Sam seemed
so reluctant to discuss his childhood. 3,900
hurt!Sam  Abused!Sam  Sam/Castiel  Established!Relationship  Season!5  Memories/Flashback  Beaten  Confession  1000+  fanfiction.net  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  asshole!John  Short  Abusive!John  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Character-Castiel  Character-John!Winchester 
july 2011 by chellexxx
You Didn’t Know and Now You Just Don’t Know…but I’m Okay with that as Long as You’re Here
Sam didn’t know when it had begun, just that it had. It
followed him for most of his childhood, all his teenage years, and
through much of his young adult life. When he finally came to terms with
the emotional backlash it wasn’t because Dean learned the truth. It was
just that Sam learned to live with Dean not knowing the truth. Written
for Hurt Comfort Bingo.
pining!OC  Unrequited  1000+  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  Memories/Flashback  Non-Con  SPN!Non-AU  First!Time  Angst  asshole!John  livejournal  hurt!Sam  Short  Abused!Sam  Abusive!John  pdf/mobi  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Deleted!Fic!or!Author  Character-John!Winchester 
december 2010 by chellexxx
Pieces of Us
John Winchester loved his son, Dean, desired him and cherished
him. He was the perfect boy. John Winchester despised his offspring,
Sam, hated him with a passion because of how his late wife and now his
eldest boy loved the whore. So, John took his due from the slut and made
sure that Sam understood that it was all his fault.
1000+  First!Time  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  Non-Con  Slash  Angst  SPN!Non-AU  asshole!John  livejournal  hurt!Sam  Short  Abused!Sam  Abusive!John  pdf/mobi  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Deleted!Fic!or!Author  Character-John!Winchester 
december 2010 by chellexxx
Playing Monsters
It was just a game ... a game that those boys used to play.
They'd pretend that they were monster hunters, that they were some kind
of heroes. The problem was that they started to believe that all of that
nonsense was real, you see? 2,769
Powers!Sam  Sam/John  Angst  Death!fic  asshole!John  hurt!Sam  Non-Con  Outsider!POV  1000+  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  livejournal  First!Time  Short  Abused!Sam  AU!Pre-Series  Abusive!John  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Meg 
october 2010 by chellexxx
Soldier
Sam has always been a disappointment in his fathers eyes. After
a hunt gone wrong, will John ever look at his youngest the same again?
Will Sam survive Johns anger and beat-down? 28,795
Abused!Sam  Spell/Curse  Possessed!OC  Cabin!fic  Trapped  Beaten  GSW  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  Sad  25000+  Angst  SPN!Non-AU  asshole!John  Gen  fanfiction.net  hurt!Dean  hurt!Sam  Long  Abusive!John  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Pastor!Jim 
october 2010 by chellexxx
Better The Devil
When 13 year old Dean and 9 year old Sam share the same dream
where each sees their father killing the other, the boys are forced to
take drastic measures when John returns from a hunt not quite
"himself"... 23,183
CPS  Angst  asshole!John  Dream/Nightmare  Weechesters  Pre-Series  20000+  SPN!Non-AU  fanfiction.net  hurt!Dean  hurt!Sam  Gen  Long  Abusive!John  Cursed!John  guilty!John  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Character-John!Winchester 
september 2010 by chellexxx
Kill For You
John started hitting Sam when he was only thirteen. A year
later, Dean finds out the hard way. Will he rid Sam of his father? Is it
too late to undo the damage? 12,561
kick!ass!Dean  10000+  Angst  SPN!Non-AU  asshole!John  Gen  fanfiction.net  hurt!Sam  Short  Abused!Sam  Abusive!John  Pre-Series  Teenchesters  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Character-John!Winchester 
september 2010 by chellexxx
A Word to Start, A Fist to End
It started when Sam told his dad he didn't believe in the monsters John chased after. 713 look for sequal in WIP Intermission
under!1000  Secret  Pre-Series  Weechesters  Beaten  Angst  SPN!Non-AU  asshole!John  Gen  fanfiction.net  hurt!Sam  Short  Abused!Sam  Abusive!John  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Character-John!Winchester 
september 2010 by chellexxx
No Fortunate Son
Secrets and misconceptions lead to Dean having a very unexpected hunt on his hands. His own father. 24,837
Angst  Season!1  Sam/Dean  Slash  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  Alternate!Universe  asshole!John  Non-Con  20000+  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Sam  Long  Abused!Sam  Abusive!John  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Character-John!Winchester  archiveofourown 
september 2010 by chellexxx
Guilt
An encounter with a demon shows Dean that while his childhood
wasnt like Max's Sams was. At least when their father was drunk beyond
reason.. teenchesters flashback 2,443
Trapped  Memories/Flashback  Confession  Demon  1000+  Season!2  Angst  SPN!Non-AU  asshole!John  Gen  fanfiction.net  hurt!Sam  Short  Abused!Sam  Abusive!John  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Character-John!Winchester 
august 2010 by chellexxx
Why?
When John finds out who or what really killed his wife, he does something he will regret for the rest of his life. 3,065
guilty!Dean  Pre-Series  Weechesters  1000+  Angst  SPN!Non-AU  asshole!John  Gen  fanfiction.net  hurt!Sam  Short  Abused!Sam  Abusive!John  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Character-John!Winchester 
august 2010 by chellexxx
Mother Mary Comes to Me
Sam sometimes reminds John of his mother. When John sees more
than a resemblance, he lets himself believe something that can't
possibly be true. Sam pays the price. 8,378 Dean takes Sam to Pastor
Jim, hoping they can somehow overcome what has happened. Sam insists
that he's fine, but Dean knows better. Bobby hunts John down, only to
discover that maybe not every monster is evil through and through.
http://phantisma.livejournal.com/266301.html 6178
Abused!Sam  sick!OC  Brain/Head!injury  Gen  Weechesters  Emotionally!hurt  hurt!Sam  Non-Con  hurt!John  5000+  livejournal  Angst  SPN!Non-AU  asshole!John  Short  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Abusive!John  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Pastor!Jim 
august 2010 by chellexxx
A different kind of knight
Jared's time on Supernatural - there are three things that
happen because of the show, that will have a profound impact on him.
More accurately: there are three people he meets, who changes him. One
of them becomes his best friend. One of them breaks his heart and his
spirit. The third one teaches him about healing - and love .......
23,403 & timestamps 5,000

https://silverstrings.livejournal.com/11043.html
https://silverstrings.livejournal.com/11415.html
pdf/mobi  First!Time  Bottom!Jared  hurt!Jared  Non-Con  Beaten  25000+  RPS  livejournal  Slash  RPS!Non-AU  Long  Abused!Jared  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Jared/Tom  Insecurity  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Tom!Welling  Hospitalized!Boys  Agent/Police  Jared/ChristianKane 
august 2010 by chellexxx
Mismanaged
Jared has a secret that he hides from everyone. The only family
he has left, his manager, has been manipulating him, forcing him to
audition the old-fashioned way: on his knees. When he meets Jensen, he
knows his secret is in jeopardy. When Jensen finds out, will he listen
or will he break Jared's heart .... 58,732
pdf/mobi  Big!Bang  Insecurity  pining!Jared  pining!Jensen  Season!1  50000+  OMC  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  hurt!Jared  Non-Con  Heartbreaking  RPS  livejournal  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Long  Abused!Jared  1st!meeting  Depraved!Humans  Homophobia  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Eric!Kripke  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Person-Kim!Manners 
august 2010 by chellexxx
Never An Absolution
Sam cops the blame when a vital piece of equipment is damaged
on a hunt. But things become convoluted when their next hunt results in
an injured big brother, and Johns anger seems to be spiralling out of
control... 15,543
Abused!Sam  Possessed!OC  Gen  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  hurt!Dean  guilty!Sam  fanfiction.net  15000+  asshole!John  SPN!Non-AU  Long  Abusive!John  Hospital  Hospitalized!Boys  Abused  SPN  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Pastor!Jim 
august 2010 by chellexxx

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