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You meet the two on a hot Californian summer day. Neighbors, can’t afford the glamour that reflects off the broad shoulders of Hollywood. You all are settled in Palmdale. Nothing special, Palmdale. Cost-affordable. You find that shred of social neediness for the month, dress into flip-flops because the beach is beckoning. Sam-n-Dean are going to the grocery store. 2,447

SPN SPN!Non-AU Gen Season!Undefined Outsider!POV OFC hurt!OC Mute Mute!Sam Domestic!Violence Curtain!fic Neighbour archiveofourown Angst 1000+ Short
february 2019 by chellexxx

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It’s a nineteen hour drive from San Francisco, California to Evergreen, Colorado. When Jensen drives out of the roundabout and onto the compact dirt road leading towards the two thousand four hundred and fifty-six acres of The Phoenix Ranch, it’s nine o’clock in the morning and he’s been traveling for twenty-three hours straight.

Coming home to the ranch Jensen left ten years ago, he has to face his past, present and decide what he wants going forward. All while juggling a baby, a broken relationship, his grandpa, dad, part-time stepmom, four uncles, a cousin, the mother who abandoned him and Jared fucking Padalecki.

It’s complicated…
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RPS!AU RPS Jared/Jensen First!Time Previous!Relationship Friends!to!Lovers Romance Person-Christian!Kane Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan Person-Alona!Tal Person-Kim!Rhodes 100000+ Epic archiveofourown Angst Domestic!Violence Rancher/Cowboy Ranch/Farm Rancher/Cowboy!Jared Rancher/Cowboy!Jensen Parent/Guardian!Jensen top!Jared Person-Mark!Sheppard Person-Jim!Beaver Person-Tim!Omundson Slash Hurt/Sick!Boys hurt!Jensen Neglect
september 2018 by chellexxx

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The Monster In Your Bed

J2 AU. Jared had never really spoken to his neighbours before; a gay couple that only seemed to do one of two things, fight or fuck. One night, whilst working late at the ER, that all changed.
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RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Neighbour Jensen/omc livejournal pdf/mobi 10000+ Short Domestic!Violence Angst Hospitalized!Boys hurt!Jensen Medical!Professional!Jared Medical!Professional Artist Artist!Jensen Non-Con Tattoo top!Jared
march 2018 by chellexxx

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Jensen's a physical therapist with his share of secrets when he meets his new client and immediately knows the story of how Jared injured his shoulder is a lie.
Jared's a shy young man living with his long time boyfriend and also living under a shadow of fear because he believes everything Justin tells him...until he meets Jensen and begins to doubt.
When a night of jealous rage turns violent it's Jensen that Jared turns to and who begins to help him build a trust that he's never fully had.
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RPS Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time 1st!meeting Jared/Justin Person-Christian!Kane Person-Chad!Michael!Murray Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles Person-Justin!Hartley Person-Samantha!Ferris Hurt/Sick!Boys hurt!Jared Non-Con Physical!Therapist Physical!Therapist!Jensen Angst Slow!Burn Abused Abused!Jared Bottom!Jared Baseball Baseball!Player!Jared Hospitalized!Boys 20000+ Long archiveofourown Foster!Care Domestic!Violence
may 2017 by chellexxx

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Coming Down on a Sunny Day

In 2009, Castiel watches the Apocalypse end disastrously and makes a decision. In 1984, John Winchester suddenly finds himself with another little boy on his hands, one with dark, messy hair and sad blue eyes who won't leave John and his sons alone. And so Sam and Dean get a weirdo big brother. Because their lives aren't complicated enough.
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http://maychorian.livejournal.com/233162.html

SPN SPN!Non-AU Gen post!Season!5 Time!Travel Time!Travelling!OC Regression/De-Aged Regressed/De-Aged!OC Character-Castiel Character-John!Winchester Weechesters Character-Jimmy!Novak Character-Amelia!Novak Domestic!fic Domestic!Violence hurt!Castiel Character-Jake!Talley archiveofourown sick!OC Angst Epic 100000+ livejournal AU!Pre-Series Big!Bang Character-Mary!Winchester
may 2017 by chellexxx

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The Missing Moments

Missing scenes from the canon series - backstories of events that were mentioned, pre-series vignettes, and the other moments that brought them to where they are today.

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SPN SPN!Non-AU Gen Pre-Series Season!1 Season!2 Season!3 Season!4 Season!5 Season!6 post!Season!7 Season!8 Season!9 Season!10 Season!11 Short under!1000 1000+ archiveofourown Character-Bobby!Singer Character-John!Winchester Character-Jo!Harvelle Dean/Jo Weechesters Teenchesters Hunter Domestic!Violence Characters-Roy&Walt Character-Pastor!Jim Character-Ben!Braeden Character-Lisa!Braeden Angst Character-Lucifer Hurt/Sick!Boys Character-Adam!Milligan Character-Michael Sam/Jess Character-Benny!Lafitte Teacher Character-Castiel Character-Samuel!Campbell Character-Chuck!Shurley Character-Mary!Winchester Character-Ellen!Harvelle Character-Caleb Character-Raphael Character-Uriel Character-Alastair Character-Crowley Character-Jody!Mills Character-Hannah Amulet Outsider!POV Season!12 Missing!Scene 1st!meeting POV!Bobby Hospitalized!Boys hurt!Sam hurt!Dean Stanford asshole!John Beaten Caught Prison/Jail Local!LEOS/FBI Character-Jessica
may 2017 by chellexxx

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A chance meeting at a deserted motel pool. A lesson in swimming, a white shirt and a name. Sometimes it's the small things that have the greatest impact...
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RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen Angst Porn Domestic!Violence Abused Short livejournal 5000+ First!Time Dub-Con Non-Con Addiction Addict!Jensen Hurt/Sick!Boys hurt!Jensen 1st!meeting
april 2017 by chellexxx

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Stuck with writer's block, Jensen has been hoping for a breakthrough. He never expected that would mean coming face to face with his own characters, and having to solve the mystery he should have been writing.

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RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Angst Writer!Author Writer!Jensen Famous/notFamous Famous!Jensen Domestic!Violence Abused Abducted 20000+ Long archiveofourown
april 2017 by chellexxx

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Ridin' the Storm Out

Jensen hasn't had the best of luck in love so when his best friend Christian wants to set him up on a blind date with his buddy Jared, he decides to go ahead and give it a shot. When the night ends up a disaster he falls right back into the arms of his abusive ex-boyfriend. Will they be able to get through to Jensen before it's too late? Will he even want them to? You'll have to read it to find out!
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RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Hurt/Sick!Boys hurt!Jensen Person-Christian!Kane Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles Person-Steve!Carlson Person-Chad!Michael!Murray Person-Misha!Collins Person-Julie!McNiven Abused Abused!Jensen Domestic!Violence Person-Tom!Welling Jensen/Tom Angst 25000+ Long archiveofourown
april 2017 by chellexxx

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Safe In the Arms of Love

Total AU Dean Winchester was just your average joe working as a
mechanic in his hometown of Lawarance,KS when he met Sam Logan and
everything changed. No slash or wincest! Warning: mentions of past abuse
of a minor. .... 70,358

SPN SPN!AU Gen Teenchesters Mechanic Mechanic!Dean hurt!Sam Beaten Abused Abused!Sam Hospitalized!Boys Non-Con Emotionally!hurt Emotionally!hurt!Sam Shrink Bed!Sharing Teacher Parent/Guardian!Dean Lawyer Agent/Police Local!LEOS/FBI 50000+ fanfiction.net Long Domestic!fic Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence AU!Not!Brothers AU!Not!Raised!as!Hunters
march 2016 by chellexxx

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To Feel You Underneath My Skin

The Few, The Proud, The Brave, and The Bonded. The Marines have
called one Jared Padalecki to Taipei Taiwan to be part of an infantry
branch that fights the rebel factions and renegade militia of the
People's Republic of China. His XTRA gene just means he's got one more
reason to sign up, and he's prepared for anything. That is, until he
meets Sergeant Jensen Ackles and everything goes to shit. Jared never
imagined that bonding meant so much. Jensen never thought he'd find
another person in the world who fit him quite like his first. They both
have a lot to learn about what it means to be a part of The Few, The
Proud, and The Brave, and what it means to be a bonded pair, fighting
not just for their own lives, but each other's as well. ... 33,000

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Big!Bang Armed!Forces Armed!Forces!Jensen Armed!Forces!Jared Steve/Chris Mike/Tom 25000+ Long livejournal pdf/mobi Bonding Prostitution/Hustling Neglect Powers!Jared hurt!Jared hurt!Jensen Angst Hooker!Jared Abused Abused!Jared Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Person-Chad!Michael!Murray Person-Christian!Kane Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles Person-Michael!Rosenbaum Person-Tom!Welling Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki Person-Steve!Carlson Person-Sophia!Bush Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan
february 2016 by chellexxx

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Oh, When You Love It

Wanting love is not exactly part of Jensen's Siren nature, but
there’s a reason why he’s a half-blood after all. He has human DNA mixed
up with the murderous, mythical blood pumping through his body. There’s
the part of himself that doesn’t mean to kill. The other side of the
coin, the good part of himself. The other half that wants to be normal, a
part that wants to stay far away from the mythical section of the
library in his head and act like a human, have a job like a human, date
like a human and fall in love like a human. But after some hundred years
of trying to do that romance nonsense, life has proven that Jensen
should probably give up on that idea. Finding love when he's half of a
mythical monster doesn't seem very promising. That's until Jared walks
into the bar he’s working in on a Thursday night, proving Jensen that
Siren or not, there's an exception for everything. And Jared is his
exception. .... 27,753

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Powers!Jensen hurt!Jared Bottom!Jared Angst Possessive!Jensen 25000+ Long archiveofourown Homophobia Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki Person-Stephen!Amell
january 2016 by chellexxx

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Tracy is with Krissy, Josephine, and Aidan are on a hunt in
Florida, when they run into her least favorite person: Sam Winchester,
the reason her family is dead. After hearing Sam's story, however, she
begins to worry. Especially now that he's not with Dean, and is
suffering a heavy backlash of nightmares from The Cage. .. 43,660

SPN!Non-AU Het Sam/OFC Self!Harm Angst Non-Con hurt!Sam Powers!Sam pining!OC asshole!John Abusive!John Abused!Sam Unrequited Torture Abusive!Dean Spell/Curse PTSD post!Season!10 Angel!Sam Angel Long 35000+ archiveofourown Dream/Nightmare kick!ass!Sam Memories/Flashback Confession Gen Abused SPN Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Character-Adam!Milligan Character-Chuck!Shurley Character-Castiel Character-John!Winchester Character-Hannah Character-Lucifer Character-Michael Character-Flagstaff Character-Metatron Character-Tracy!Bell Character-Krissy!Chambers Separated!Boys
december 2015 by chellexxx

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Is It Just Your Need For Attention?

Jared's the school druggie, Jensen's the head cheerleader. Their worlds collide

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time HighSchool!AU Student!Jared Student!Jensen Sport!Jensen drugged!Jared Length!Unknown livejournal hurt!Jared Abused!Jared Depression Angst Slow!Burn Self!Harm Insecurity Emotionally!hurt Emotionally!hurt!Jared Cheerleader!Jensen Abused Cheerleading Popular!Jensen Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence
december 2015 by chellexxx

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Not Made of Bronze

Jared Padalecki has lived all his life in his small home town
of Prairie Winds, Texas; a place where routine and gossip reign. Left
behind to run his parents’ hardware store, Jared has become disheartened
with his life and its prospects. But when the charming and enigmatic
Jensen Ackles moves to town, it’s his friends who show him that there
are things worth fighting for and that his future is not written in
stone. All is not what it seems though when strange and deadly
occurrences begin to plague the town: Mr. Thompson, the sweet old man
that used to be his teacher, wakes up one morning mumbling incoherent
phrases and stabs himself in the throat. The animals on a nearby farm
all mysteriously drop dead and Jared's best friend nearly loses her life
and that of her child’s. It’s all connected to the house at 1122
Peacock Street; the house that holds the town's darkest secrets. The
house that Jensen has inherited and hopes could be an escape from the
darkness of his past .. 44k

RPS!AU RPS Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Big!Bang hurt!Jensen pdf/mobi Jensen/Tom Jensen/Danneel top!Jared Bottom!Jared Angst Possessed!Jensen guilty!Jensen 35000+ Long livejournal Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles Person-Tom!Welling Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki Person-Aldis!Hodge Person-Katie!Cassidy
november 2015 by chellexxx

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The Extroardinary Tale of Jensen's Heroic Exploits

Jensen is a fierce pirate captain. When he raids a very wealthy
ship, the captain escapes, but Jensen takes the captain's son Jared
captive to be his 'cabin boy' but Jared is cripplingly shy and terrified
around Jensen, and Jared seems unnervingly familiar with what's
'expected' of Cabin boys, considering he's a captain's son. Then Jensen,
discovers scars on Jared's body - whip marks, burns etc. The crew
release Jared isn't the son of the captain but his slave/whore and find
he was shared round the ship. To Jared's amazement the crew treat him
kindly and look after him, becoming friend with him. Jared and Jensen
fall in love but then Jared's old 'master' reappears, wanting his
'property' back, but Jensen is determined to keep his love safe .....
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RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Pirates Pirate!Jensen Shy!Jared Non-Con hurt!Jared Abused!Jared Torture Romance archiveofourown Long Historical Angst Emotionally!hurt Emotionally!hurt!Jared Abused Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Person-Chad!Michael!Murray Person-Christian!Kane Person-Michael!Rosenbaum Person-Tom!Welling Person-Misha!Collins Slave!fic Slow!Burn
september 2015 by chellexxx

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Waiting for Rain

Sam leaves home at sixteen to escape two things: a growing
attraction to his older brother, and an angry and abusive father who
blames him for his mother's death. With nothing to his name save his
experience hunting and his determination to escape it, he turns to
prostitution to support himself through high school and then college.
This is an AU without the yellow-eyed demon and psychic powers bit. Lots
of hurt, but lots of comfort and eventual Wincest. .. 31,107

SPN!Non-AU Slash Pre-Series AU!Pre-Series Stanford Sam/Dean First!Time Angst Prostitution/Hustling Hooker!Sam Abused!Sam Abusive!John asshole!John guilty!Sam hurt!Sam Emotionally!hurt Emotionally!hurt!Sam kick!ass!Dean kick!ass!Sam 25000+ Long archiveofourown AU!Stanford Depraved!Humans Abused SPN Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Character-Bobby!Singer Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster Character-John!Winchester Character-Crowley Character-Ash
september 2015 by chellexxx

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A/N: Written for rhythmsextion in the spn_j2_xmas exchange! So,
I looked at your prompts and your likes, and I saw 'blackmail', 'AU',
'dirty talk' and 'phonesex', and...this happened? Um. :D It covers
'porn, porn, porn' too. :D! Uh, I suppose I should warn for the mention
of implied child abuse, but it's an abstract background plot point, and
not involving any main characters. .... 20,400

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Angst RPS!Family Lawyer Lawyer!Jared Secret 20000+ livejournal Long pdf/mobi top!Jared Domestic!Violence Kink-Dirty!Talk Person-Michael!Rosenbaum
september 2015 by chellexxx

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Rich Business man Jared is a well-known face in the ER. Is he
just clumsy, as his elegant wife claims, or is there something more to
his story? Can he be honest and admit that he is a victim of domestic
violence? Worse still, can Jared admit that the violence has been
perpetrated by his wife? Jensen is the Counselor who helps Jared come to
terms with what is happening to him, and soon their relationship
becomes more than just professional. The two men fall in love, but what
happens when Jared’s wife finds out? It will take more than just love to
solve Jared’s problems, but is he brave enough to take the next step?
...... 33,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/4349855

RPS RPS!AU RPS!Family Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Big!Bang Angst Jared/ofc Abused!Jared hurt!Jared Emotionally!hurt Emotionally!hurt!Jared Memories/Flashback Living!Together Time!Off Dog/Puppy Secret Insecurity pining!Jensen Hospitalized!Boys livejournal archiveofourown Bottom!Jared 25000+ Long Abused Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles Person-Misha!Collins
july 2015 by chellexxx

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Shadows in His Eyes

For K-9 Officer Jared Padalecki, transferring from the San
Antonio police department to the elite L.A.P.D. was a dream come true.
He nearly forgets he’s in Hollywood until he responds to a 911 call that
brings him to the home of actor Jensen Ackles. It appeared that Jensen
had it all – a career was on fire and a loving, long-term relationship
with his partner, Mark. But then Jared uncovers the truth that Jensen
had been trying to hide, and the illusion comes crashing down. Can Jared
help Jensen break free of a life he’s convinced he deserves before it’s
too late, and in the process help them both find love? ... 45,121

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time Agent/Police!Jared Actor!Jensen Famous/notFamous Famous!Jensen hurt!Jensen Abused!Jensen hurt!Jared Dog/Puppy Jensen/omc pdf/mobi livejournal Long 35000+ pining!Jared Bottom!Jared Actor Depraved!Humans Abused Agent/Police Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Person-Christian!Kane Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan
july 2014 by chellexxx

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Jared's sleazy boyfriend sells him to Jensen, a pharmaceutical magnate and drug kingpin. ... 17,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/1176428

RPS RPS!AU Slash Jared/Jensen First!Time hurt!Jared asshole!Jensen Angst Bottom!Jared Wealthy/Not!Wealthy Jared/ofc Non-Con Dub-Con 15000+ Long livejournal archiveofourown Emotionally!hurt Emotionally!hurt!Jared CEO!Jensen Wealthy!Jensen C.E.O Slave!fic Under!the!Influence Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence One!Hates!The!Other!At!First
july 2014 by chellexxx

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Daddy, Please, No

After Mary's death, John is very lonely, and he can't help but
notice how attracted he is to Sam (who is eight). So, feeling absolutely
disgusted with himself, John attempts to drink his feelings away. But
that doesn't help; only makes them stronger, and harder to control. One
night, while he's drunk out of his mind, he goes into Sam's room and
starts touching him. And once he's started, he does it every night, his
actions getting bolder until he finally rapes Sam (who is now eleven).
After the rape, Sam becomes anti-social, and jumpy. He won't let anyone
but John touch him (only because he's scared to flinch away from John).
Not even Dean. And Dean noticed it, and goes to investigate, trying to
get Sam to open up to him. And when he doesn't, he scopes out his room
at night, finally catching John in the act. Once John's been caught,
Dean takes Sam and runs to Bobby's house ...... 46,000+

pdf/mobi pining!OC pining!Sam Angst Long livejournal 35000+ kick!ass!Dean Hunter Abducted!Sam Abducted Bottom!Sam Emotionally!hurt!Sam Emotionally!hurt Abused!Sam Non-Con hurt!Sam asshole!John Sam/Dean Teenchesters Weechesters Slash Pre-Series Abusive!John Separated!Boys SPN!AU Abused SPN Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence AU!Not!Raised!By!John Character-Bobby!Singer Character-John!Winchester
february 2014 by chellexxx

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Growing up next door to each other in Calvary, Tennessee, Jared
has known Jensen practically their entire lives. He knows almost
everything there is to know about Jensen, harbors all of Jensen’s
secrets. And that’s why Jared is hellbent on getting Jensen out of
there, before it’s too late. .... 30,790 ....
http://archiveofourown.org/works/1136701?view_adult=true

Shy!Jensen Romance Schmoop Jared/ofc archiveofourown Angst Abused!Jensen hurt!Jensen Long 25000+ livejournal Neighbour First!Time Slash RPS!AU RPS Friends!to!Lovers Abused Beaten Depraved!Humans Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence
january 2014 by chellexxx

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Can You Come Outside

Jared is in an abusive relationship. Chris is the neighbour
that can't take it anymore. But can he save Jared without loosing
himself? 26,000

livejournal Beaten Neighbour hurt!Jared Angst First!Time Slash RPS!AU RPS Long 25000+ pdf/mobi Abused!Jared Jared/ofc Artist!Jared Wealthy/Not!Wealthy Famous/notFamous Famous!Jared Abused Artist Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Person-Steve!Carlson Jared/ChristianKane
january 2014 by chellexxx

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Harvester of Sorrow

Being abused by someone who should protect you leaves a scar so
deep it'll never be healed, sometimes all you want to do is die just to
escape the pain. Jensen Ackles knows how it feels, but endures it all
alone. No one knows about the torment he is being put through and he has
no intention of telling anyone. Can he hold on until he can escape or
will he slowly die on the inside and give up in the end? ... 143,164

.... http://fadedsparks.livejournal.com/5797.html?thread=24485

Student!Jared Student!Jensen Slash Heartbreaking Angst Romance Non-Con RPS!Family Abused!Jensen hurt!Jensen Epic 100000+ First!Time Jared/Jensen HighSchool!AU RPS!AU RPS pdf/mobi livejournal archiveofourown Depraved!Humans Abused Popular!Jared Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Person-Chad!Michael!Murray Person-Michael!Rosenbaum Person-Tom!Welling Person-Sandy!McCoy Person-Sophia!Bush
january 2014 by chellexxx

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Jared gets in deeper than he realizes when his boyfriend suggests some “fun” things to spice up their sex life.

Beaten Bondage Short 10000+ Possessive!Jensen Jared/omc archiveofourown 1st!meeting Dub-Con hurt!Jared D/s First!Time Jared/Jensen Slash RPS!AU RPS Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence
december 2013 by chellexxx

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If You're Out There

How do you fight back when you can't seem to find your voice?
Jensen is doing his best to get by in an abusive household while
protecting his younger sister, but as the bruises continue to grow
deeper he doesn’t know how much more he can take. Jared is doing his
best to hold them all together, until Jensen takes matters into his own
hands. Suddenly thrust upon unexpected journeys, Jared and Jensen will
both have to walk alone in order to discover themselves and a way back.
Warnings for drug use, child abuse, dub con, self-harm

Beaten Length!Unknown Abused!Jensen HighSchool!AU Self!Harm First!Time Dub-Con Angst RPS!Family hurt!Jensen Deaf!Jensen Big!Bang livejournal Jared/Jensen Slash RPS RPS!AU Student!Jensen Student!Jared Friends!to!Lovers Depraved!Humans Deaf Abused Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Person-Christian!Kane Person-Sandy!McCoy
december 2013 by chellexxx

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Jared Padalecki doesn't really know where his life goes. Living
alone, working for a customer's service, he feels like he's going
through the motions of everyday life without enjoying it. Everything
changes when a distressed young man makes a mistake and calls his
service, asking for help. Jensen Ackles is a mystery to Jared but he
can't help being fascinated. Gaining the man's trust will reveal how
much help Jensen really needs, and Jared's life will never be the same
again. 38,162

http://archiveofourown.org/works/995598/chapters/1969367

top!Jared Abused!Jensen Angst hurt!Jensen Emotionally!hurt Jensen/omc First!Time Jared/Jensen livejournal Slash RPS Emotionally!hurt!Jensen RPS!AU Depraved!Humans Abused Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Long 35000+ archiveofourown
october 2013 by chellexxx

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"...my dad does, too. You don't want to see him when he's drinking." Teenchester, minor hurt!Sam, Sam's POV. 5,437

5000+ Teenchesters Pre-Series asshole!John hurt!Sam fanfiction.net Gen SPN!Non-AU Short Abused!Sam Abusive!John Abused SPN Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Character-John!Winchester
october 2013 by chellexxx

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Everyone needs a place

Dean takes issue with Sam forgiving Gabriel for what he's done, but not seeming to forgive John. 6,300

http://archiveofourown.org/works/985767

asshole!John Abused!Sam Sam/Gabriel/Castiel Threesome Angst Season!5 516 Neglect 5000+ Memories/Flashback livejournal Slash Sam/Gabriel Sam/Castiel SPN!Non-AU Short Abusive!John Abused SPN Domestic!Violence Character-Castiel Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster archiveofourown
september 2013 by chellexxx

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Justify the Way You Live a Lie

Jared was a good cop. He put criminals behind bars, knew the
importance of evidence, and always handled victims with the utmost
professionalism. However, that was before he met the timid boyfriend of a
previously uncatchable drug dealer.

WIP Abused!Jensen Angst First!Time Jared/Jensen Criminal/Mafia Jensen/omc Shy!Jensen hurt!Jensen Agent/Police!Jared livejournal Length!Unknown Slash RPS RPS!AU Depraved!Humans Abused Agent/Police Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan
september 2013 by chellexxx

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You're The Dream Of A Lifetime

Jared is married to an extremely abusive man. One night, his
husband discovers Jared’s intention to leave him – and the unthinkable
happens. Jared wakes up in a hospital with no memory of who he is, his
past or how his battered and severely abused body got that way. He meets
Jensen Ackles – and together they try and rebuild Jared’s life – until…
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pdf/mobi Amnesia!Jared RPS!Family RPS top!Jared Bottom!Jared Beaten Jared/Jensen 20000+ Jared/omc Amnesia First!Time Slash hurt!Jared Long RPS!AU Abused!Jared Abused Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Person-Christian!Kane Person-Steve!Carlson Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan
august 2013 by chellexxx

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Not Always As They Seem

Jensen's a bit of a bad boy and he's gotten himself into some
serious trouble. Now he has to get his act together…who better to help
him but the cute little geek kid in his English class, who's hiding a
secret. 26,048

pdf/mobi HighSchool!AU Abused!Jared Shy!Jared RPS!Family PTSD hurt!Jensen Bottom!Jared RPS Romance Jared/Jensen Angst 25000+ First!Time Slash hurt!Jared asshole!Jensen Long RPS!AU Student!Jensen Student!Jared Geek!Jared Depraved!Humans Abused Popular!Jensen Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence One!Hates!The!Other!At!First Bad!Boy!Jensen archiveofourown
august 2013 by chellexxx

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Us Against The World

At the age of 10, Jensen had a car accident that changed his
life forever. Now at the age of 30 he is trying to branch out on his own
for the first time. Jared is abused and mistreated by his widowed
father. Friendless and alone, he meets Jensen when the older man moves
into one of his father’s apartments. Can Jensen and Jared change their
lives? Together they have a chance.
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http://archiveofourown.org/works/914877

archiveofourown 15000+ Bottom!Jared hurt!Jared Abused!Jared livejournal RPS hurt!Jensen Jared/Jensen First!Time Slash RPS!AU Abused Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence
july 2013 by chellexxx

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The Trail Ends Here

Jared Padalecki grew up with his father, far away from his
mother's stable and her influence. After she dies and he gets into
trouble at school and with his horse, Stranger, his father decides it's
time that he learns more about her and the program she ran. Jared wasn't
planning on making new friends or discovering Jensen, a troubled child
who ran away and grew into a talented horseman. He definitely wasn't
planning on Jensen's past catching up with them.
25,000

Abused!Jensen hurt!Jensen 25000+ livejournal RPS Big!Bang Jared/Jensen First!Time RPS!Family Vet/Animal!Shelter Ranch/Farm Slash Long RPS!AU HighSchool!AU Student!Jared Abused Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Person-Misha!Collins Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki
july 2013 by chellexxx

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Song of the Reaper

Private detective Jensen Ackles is a cynic and believes he’s
seen the worst humanity has to offer until one night a dark haired
beauty by the name of Genevieve walks into his office. The job, discover
the truth behind the death of her fiance Jared Padalecki, a local
artist. The cops have labeled it a suicide, case closed, but she refuses
to believe it. As Jensen digs into her fiances mysterious past, he
finds himself drawn into a world darker than he imagined, a world
leading to a path of emotional self-destruction. After all—how can you
fall in love with a dead man? .. 48,794

RPS pining!Jensen Big!Bang Jared/Jensen Jensen/omc Artist!Jared Jared/omc livejournal First!Time 35000+ Slash Long RPS!AU Bottom!Jared hurt!Jared Agent/Police!Jensen Jensen/Tom Homophobia Angst Coma Hospitalized!Boys hurt!Jensen guilty!Jensen Abused!Jared Ghost Abused Agent/Police Artist Private!Investigator Private!Investigator!Jensen Jared/Genevieve Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Person-Tom!Welling Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki
july 2013 by chellexxx

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Jensen is a police officer who leads a case against Jared: He
woke in a cold sweat, Jared’s pleading, pain-filled eyes boring holes
into his as he begged Jensen to stop hurting him. He felt sick with
guilt. Or at least he did until he reminded himself that Jared was just a
con-artist- that he had tried to use Jensen. ..... 30,000 NC-17,
hurt/comfort, abuse, violence, hurt!Jared, bottom!Jared

Sad guilty!Jensen Homeless!Jared RPS Emotionally!hurt Jared/Jensen Angst RPS!Family Agent/Police!Jensen fics!by!freakn-out 25000+ livejournal Prison/Jail Beaten First!Time Non-Con Slash hurt!Jared Bottom!Jared asshole!Jensen Long Emotionally!hurt!Jared RPS!AU Abused!Jared pdf/mobi Homeless Abused Agent/Police Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence One!Hates!The!Other!At!First Person-Chad!Michael!Murray Person-Michael!Rosenbaum Person-Tom!Welling
july 2013 by chellexxx

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What do you do when the one you love loves another?: Stealing
the silent moment, my eyes constantly slide to his serene features. His
smooth, silky lips, soft and delicate, unlike my own thick, puffy ones,
make me just want to touch and taste. His unmarred and tanned
baby-smooth skin enhances his impossibly young innocence and his
windswept hair falls haphazardly into his face, making me want to just
reach out and… I drag my eyes back out to the ocean.
21,000
NC-17, dub-con, bottom!Jared, hurt!Jared, hurt/comfort

Famous!Jared Shy!Jared Jared/Jensen Dub-Con Medical!Professional!Jensen livejournal Bottom!Jared Famous/notFamous Angst First!Time 20000+ fics!by!freakn-out Jared/omc Insecurity hurt!Jared Actor!Jared Slash RPS Long RPS!AU Actor Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence TV!Show-Gilmore!Girls Person-Chad!Michael!Murray
july 2013 by chellexxx

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Jensen got his childhood stolen away from him when he was ten
years old. Along with his memory, his voice and every emotion that
wasn’t fear, hatred or anger. Question is, can Jared help him get any of
it back? And more importantly, does Jensen really want him to? ....
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http://archiveofourown.org/works/861978/chapters/1652215

Mute!Jensen Angst Artist!Jensen Student!Jensen Student!Jared College!AU Abused!Jensen archiveofourown RPS Jared/Jensen Jensen/omc livejournal 100000+ hurt!Jensen First!Time Slash PTSD Epic RPS!AU Jensen/Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan Depraved!Humans Homophobia Mute Abused Artist Amnesia Amnesia!Jensen Emotionally!hurt Memories/Flashback Emotionally!hurt!Jensen Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Person-Chad!Michael!Murray Person-Christian!Kane Person-Sophia!Bush Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan
july 2013 by chellexxx

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What Happens To Us

All Jensen Ackles wants is to find a nanny for his 5 year old
autistic son. Jared Padalecki is an out of work OT trying to find
something more in life. It’s a perfect match in more ways than one if
only the two men can work past their own insecurities to see it. .......
37,000

Abused!Jared hurt!Jared Parent/Guardian!Jensen Bottom!Jared Boss/employee Shy!Jared livejournal RPS Big!Bang Jared/Jensen Kid!fic First!Time Insecurity RPS!Family 35000+ Slash Long RPS!AU pdf/mobi Angst pining!Jared pining!Jensen Domestic!fic Living!Together Medical!Professional!Jared Medical!Professional Boss!Jensen Wealthy/Not!Wealthy Wealthy!Jensen Abused Hurt/Sick!Boys Person-Christian!Kane Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles Person-Steve!Carlson Person-Sandy!McCoy Domestic!Violence
june 2013 by chellexxx

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A Lavish Prison

Jared’s life is hell; he has one friend, a horrible boyfriend,
and his future being decided for him. But that all starts to change when
a gorgeous green eyed photographer moves into the next door apartment.
90,000

Neighbour pdf/mobi Jared/omc Angst 75000+ livejournal RPS hurt!Jared Jared/Jensen First!Time Non-Con Slash Epic RPS!AU Abused!Jared Abused Photographer Photographer!Jensen Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Person-Chad!Michael!Murray Person-Christian!Kane Person-Steve!Carlson
may 2013 by chellexxx

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Jared Padalecki was trapped in a emotional abusive
relationship. Will the author Jensen Ackles, a total stranger, be able
to save him? This is not a death fic! ..... 69,487

pdf/mobi Writer!Jensen RPS Emotionally!hurt Jared/Jensen 50000+ hurt!Jared First!Time Jared/omc Slash Long Emotionally!hurt!Jared RPS!AU Angst Abused!Jared Abused Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Person-Chad!Michael!Murray Person-Christian!Kane Person-Tom!Welling Person-Jim!Beaver Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan
may 2013 by chellexxx

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Bring Me to Life

Jared’s a shy young man, whose life has never been easy. His
father hates him, his mother drinks her sorrows away and his husband
Paul treats him like he is nothing more than a beautiful toy. When his
husband has to go away on a business trip to Europe for two months, he
sends Jared away to a ranch in the middle of nowhere to keep him under
control. There, Jared meets people who show him what love, friendship
and loyalty mean for the first time in his life. Can he escape his life
and finally find some love and happiness for himself?
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archiveofourown Insecurity Shy!Jared Criminal/Mafia Agent/Police!Jensen Big!Bang RPS Emotionally!hurt Jared/Jensen RPS!Family livejournal Angst hurt!Jared Beaten First!Time Jared/omc Non-Con 75000+ Ranch/Farm Slash Local!LEOS/FBI Epic Emotionally!hurt!Jared RPS!AU Agent/Police Vacation Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Person-Chad!Michael!Murray Person-Christian!Kane Person-Michael!Rosenbaum Person-Tom!Welling Person-Misha!Collins Person-Sophia!Bush Person-David!Boreanaz Steve/Chris Person-Alona!Tal Person-Samantha!Ferris Artist Artist!Jared Arranged!Marriage/Forced!Relationship Mike/Tom Person-Milo!Ventimiglia Possessive!Jensen Jealous!Jensen Hospitalized!Boys Abused Abused!Jared
may 2013 by chellexxx

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No One Hurts Our Boy

Jared is in an abusive relationship but hides it well, Jensen
and the other supernatural cast are starting to realize something is
wrong with Jared around set. Things come to a head at a supernatural
convention with all the supernatural family there.
17,077

pdf/mobi 15000+ livejournal Angst Convention Non-Con Emotionally!hurt hurt!Jared Jared/omc pining!Jensen First!Time Jared/Jensen RPS!Non-AU Slash RPS Long Emotionally!hurt!Jared Abused!Jared Abused Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Person-Misha!Collins
may 2013 by chellexxx

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Dr. Jensen Ackles keeps seeing the same floppy haired guy
dropping into his ER on a regular basis. When he manages to get the
tall, bruised patient to open up, he hears a familiar story of abuse and
violence that makes him want to help the patient regain his life. 5,000

Medical!Professional!Jensen RPS 5000+ Jared/omc hurt!Jared First!Time Jared/Jensen livejournal Slash Short RPS!AU Abused!Jared Hospitalized!Boys Angst Depraved!Humans Abused Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence
march 2013 by chellexxx

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Jensen moves into a new apartment and is immediately smitten
with the beautiful, shy guy who lives across the hall but the shy guy -
Jared - has a boyfriend so Jensen has to content himself with looking
and not touching, although he wants to touch, oh God, does he ever. He
then finds out that Jared's boyfriend is abusive and things escalate
until he overhears the boyfriend raping/attempting to rape Jared and
knows he can't keep quiet anymore. Furious Jensen to the rescue! 5,190

livejournal 5000+ Insecurity RPS hurt!Jared Jared/omc Neighbour Jared/Jensen Slash Short RPS!AU Abused!Jared Depraved!Humans Abused Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Physical!Therapist Physical!Therapist!Jensen
march 2013 by chellexxx

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Overcome By You

Jensen has a new roommate who drives him crazy. Between the
nightly hook-ups and the thin walls, Jensen, and his other roommate,
Kristin, don’t get a lot of sleep. One night – when the ‘guest’ sounds
unwilling – changes Jensen’s life, and his frustration turns to anger
and then protectiveness when he finds out who his roommate has brought
home. Warning - attempted dub-con 3,900

1000+ RPS livejournal Non-Con hurt!Jared Jared/omc First!Time Jared/Jensen Slash Short RPS!AU pining!Jensen drugged!Jared Schmoop Angst Depraved!Humans Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence
march 2013 by chellexxx

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The Knight Across the Street

Jared has a terrible life. He's dying of cancer and trapped
with his abusive husband. He can't leave because he has no one else to
care for him. Jared is wealthy but his husband has control of Jared's
finances. One day, when his husband goes too far, Jared has to go to
hospital, where he meets Jensen, a cop. Jensen actually lives across the
street and has loved Jared for as long as he can remember. He's
determined to help get Jared out of the relationship, but he needs help.
Jared's only friends are Jeff, his driver and Misha his doctor. They
plan together to rescue Jared but the husband is careful and doesn't let
Jared be around Jensen. Then Jensen finds out Jared doesn't have cancer
– his husband is poisoning him with Mercury – which gives identical
symptoms to cancer, so he can inherit Jared's money. Jensen manages to
rescue Jared, nurse him better and teach him how he should be loved and
cherished.

Agent/Police!Jensen Length!Unknown RPS livejournal Local!LEOS/FBI Angst hurt!Jared sick!Jared Jared/omc Jared/Jensen Slash RPS!AU Abused!Jared Depraved!Humans Abused Agent/Police Poison Trapped Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Person-Misha!Collins Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan
march 2013 by chellexxx

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You're The Light In My Stormy Seas

Jared is a young guy trying to come to terms with his abusive
relationship and grow past the denial he's built up for so long, then a
kind, gentle green eyed beauty suddenly turns his life upside down and
makes him think about his relationship and what he could have.
94,000

Insecurity Shy!Jared Artist!Jared Bottom!Jared Jared/omc Shrink 75000+ Living!Together Non-Con hurt!Jared Angst First!Time Jared/Jensen RPS Slash Epic Domestic!fic RPS!AU Abused!Jared Geek!Jared Depraved!Humans Abused Artist Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Deleted!Fic!or!Author Person-Christian!Kane Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki
march 2013 by chellexxx

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Shouting Out Loud

Jensen and Jared are college students who are nothing alike and
meet for the first time when they both enroll in an acting seminar.
They are cast as the leads in an experimental 2-man play dealing with
domestic violence. 124,000 sequel
http://blynnk.livejournal.com/73499.html Sixteen months after Jared’s
abuser was sent to prison and Chad and Sophia’s wedding, Jared and
Jensen have graduated, gotten jobs, and are recently married. They have
everything they ever wanted, but are learning that each of life’s
victories come with new, grander challenges. 227,400

Abused!Jared Tattoo top!Jared Bottom!Jared Dub-Con Artist!Jared Jared/omc On!Set Angst Actor!Jensen Actor!Jared livejournal hurt!Jensen hurt!Jared First!Time Jared/Jensen RPS Slash Epic RPS!AU College!AU Student!Jensen Student!Jared pdf/mobi 200000+ Actor Depraved!Humans Homophobia Abused Artist Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Person-Chad!Michael!Murray Person-Tom!Welling Person-Sophia!Bush Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan
march 2013 by chellexxx

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Fire In The Hole

At seventeen and growing up in a white supremacist camp,
Jared's life is going nowhere fast. He doesn't feel like he belongs, but
sees no way out - until the arrival of a new member shakes things up in
the paramilitary group. Jared doesn't know whether he should be
intrigued or afraid of Jensen Ackles, but when he gets caught in the
power play around him coming to a head, he's left with little choice in
the matter. 27,100

Camp hurt!Jared Agent/Police!Jensen Big!Bang 25000+ livejournal Jared/Jensen First!Time RPS Slash Long RPS!AU Abused!Jared Depraved!Humans Homophobia Abused Agent/Police Vacation Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Undercover/Secret!Identity
february 2013 by chellexxx

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Liars and Deceivers

Jared's a vulnerable young man, just getting his life back
together after escaping an abusive relationship. When he lands a new job
in accounts and falls in love with his boss, Jensen Ackles, he thinks
his luck has changed for the better. But trouble lurks in the shadows,
just waiting for the chance to strike. 8,130

Boss/employee Depression Office hurt!Jared Bottom!Jared RPS livejournal Jared/Jensen First!Time 5000+ Slash Short RPS!AU Abused!Jared Angst CEO!Jensen Work!Together Depraved!Humans Boss!Jensen Wealthy/Not!Wealthy Wealthy!Jensen Abused C.E.O Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Person-Christian!Kane Person-Michael!Rosenbaum Person-Sandy!McCoy
january 2013 by chellexxx

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Maybe We'll Turn It Around ('Cause It's Not Too Late)

Jensen Ackles is a wealthy businessman who is convinced that
his husband, Jared has been having an affair with one of his (Jareds)
best friends who also happens to be Jareds ex. Filled with rage, he
takes it out on Jared, in a brutal way. But when his actions lead to
Jared's life being in danger, will Jensen realise that what he did was
unforgivable? And even if he does, will Jared let him back in to his
life?
58,249

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january 2013 by chellexxx

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A Lesson a Day (could kill you)

Jared has an abusive past, and when his boss, Tom Welling,
sends him to learn how to become a flair bartender, that past is brought
back in a storm of pain when he falls in love with his teacher, Jensen.
But Jensen has his own problems and soon their attraction causes
nothing but trouble, especially when Jared tries to face his fears.
125,288 http://lycaness.livejournal.com/12654.html

Bartender!Jensen Bartender!Jared Big!Bang teacher!Jensen !College 100000+ RPS!Family RPS Angst Jensen/ofc Bar Bullies Non-Con hurt!Jared Jared/omc First!Time Jared/Jensen Slash Epic RPS!AU Teacher Memories/Flashback livejournal pdf/mobi D/s Bottom!Jared Emotionally!hurt Emotionally!hurt!Jared Student!Jared Hospitalized!Boys Depraved!Humans Bartender Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Person-Chad!Michael!Murray Person-Christian!Kane Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles Person-Tom!Welling Person-Steve!Carlson Person-Sandy!McCoy Person-Michael!Weatherly Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan archiveofourown
july 2012 by chellexxx

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The Billionaire's Reluctant Husband

Billionaire Jensen is a playboy and he needs a husband pronto
if he wants to keep his company and his inheritance. After a chance
meeting with quiet and hardworking Jared, Jensen decides that he's found
the perfect candidate. The arrogant Jensen thinks he's got Jared in the
bag, but when his new husband refuses to sleep with him and doesn't
really even seem to like him, Jensen convinces himself that he's happy
with his open marriage lifestyle. But Jensen becomes increasingly
obsessed with his new husband and discovers the truth behind Jared's
dark past.
101,497

pdf/mobi GSW Abused!Jared Wealthy/Not!Wealthy 100000+ Bottom!Jared Cabin!fic hurt!Jensen pining!Jensen Romance Beaten hurt!Jared RPS RPS!Family Slow!Burn First!Time Jared/Jensen Slash Epic RPS!AU CEO!Jensen Depraved!Humans Wealthy!Jensen Abused C.E.O Vacation Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Person-Chad!Michael!Murray Person-Christian!Kane Person-Sandy!McCoy Person-Sophia!Bush archiveofourown FLocked!
may 2012 by chellexxx

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After Jared's mom is killed he's left with his father, drinking turns him into an abuser and rapist.
27,000

Emotionally!hurt!Jared HighSchool!AU teacher!Jensen Dog/Puppy RPS!Family Heartbreaking Beaten Non-Con First!Time Jared/Jensen hurt!Jared fics!by!freakn-out 25000+ Bottom!Jared RPS livejournal Slash Long RPS!AU Student!Jared Abused!Jared Depraved!Humans Abused Teacher Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Person-Chad!Michael!Murray Person-Christian!Kane
october 2011 by chellexxx

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To Hold Back Tears

After multiple times of seeing this interaction between the
brothers, Castiel could no longer stand back and wonder why Sam seemed
so reluctant to discuss his childhood. 3,900

hurt!Sam Abused!Sam Sam/Castiel Established!Relationship Season!5 Memories/Flashback Beaten Confession 1000+ fanfiction.net Slash SPN!Non-AU asshole!John Short Abusive!John Abused SPN Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Character-Castiel Character-John!Winchester
july 2011 by chellexxx

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A New Road verse

Dean is trying to deal with memories of hell and finally turns to Sam for comfort
55,526

Domestic!fic Schmoop Angst 50000+ First!Time PTSD Memories/Flashback Season!4 Sam/Dean Slash SPN!Non-AU Long AU!Season!4 SPN archiveofourown Self!Harm Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts Character-Castiel Character-Ruby Character-Metatron drunk!Dean Movie-Dogma Neglect Domestic!Violence
january 2011 by chellexxx

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You Didn’t Know and Now You Just Don’t Know…but I’m Okay with that as Long as You’re Here

Sam didn’t know when it had begun, just that it had. It
followed him for most of his childhood, all his teenage years, and
through much of his young adult life. When he finally came to terms with
the emotional backlash it wasn’t because Dean learned the truth. It was
just that Sam learned to live with Dean not knowing the truth. Written
for Hurt Comfort Bingo.

pining!OC Unrequited 1000+ Teenchesters Pre-Series Memories/Flashback Non-Con SPN!Non-AU First!Time Angst asshole!John livejournal hurt!Sam Short Abused!Sam Abusive!John pdf/mobi Abused Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Deleted!Fic!or!Author Character-John!Winchester
december 2010 by chellexxx

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John Winchester loved his son, Dean, desired him and cherished
him. He was the perfect boy. John Winchester despised his offspring,
Sam, hated him with a passion because of how his late wife and now his
eldest boy loved the whore. So, John took his due from the slut and made
sure that Sam understood that it was all his fault.

1000+ First!Time Teenchesters Pre-Series Non-Con Slash Angst SPN!Non-AU asshole!John livejournal hurt!Sam Short Abused!Sam Abusive!John pdf/mobi Abused SPN Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Deleted!Fic!or!Author Character-John!Winchester
december 2010 by chellexxx

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Playing Monsters

It was just a game ... a game that those boys used to play.
They'd pretend that they were monster hunters, that they were some kind
of heroes. The problem was that they started to believe that all of that
nonsense was real, you see? 2,769

Powers!Sam Sam/John Angst Death!fic asshole!John hurt!Sam Non-Con Outsider!POV 1000+ Sam/Dean Slash SPN!Non-AU livejournal First!Time Short Abused!Sam AU!Pre-Series Abusive!John Abused SPN Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Character-John!Winchester Character-Meg
october 2010 by chellexxx

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Sam has always been a disappointment in his fathers eyes. After
a hunt gone wrong, will John ever look at his youngest the same again?
Will Sam survive Johns anger and beat-down? 28,795

Abused!Sam Spell/Curse Possessed!OC Cabin!fic Trapped Beaten GSW Teenchesters Pre-Series Sad 25000+ Angst SPN!Non-AU asshole!John Gen fanfiction.net hurt!Dean hurt!Sam Long Abusive!John Abused SPN Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Character-John!Winchester Character-Pastor!Jim
october 2010 by chellexxx

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Better The Devil

When 13 year old Dean and 9 year old Sam share the same dream
where each sees their father killing the other, the boys are forced to
take drastic measures when John returns from a hunt not quite
"himself"... 23,183

CPS Angst asshole!John Dream/Nightmare Weechesters Pre-Series 20000+ SPN!Non-AU fanfiction.net hurt!Dean hurt!Sam Gen Long Abusive!John Cursed!John guilty!John SPN Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Character-John!Winchester
september 2010 by chellexxx

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One Tape, So Many Lies

Dean finds a video tape that will change his and his brother's lives forever 2,938

1000+ Secret Season!1 Memories/Flashback Non-Con Angst SPN!Non-AU asshole!John Gen fanfiction.net hurt!Sam Short Abused!Sam Abusive!John Depraved!Humans Abused SPN Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Character-John!Winchester
september 2010 by chellexxx

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John started hitting Sam when he was only thirteen. A year
later, Dean finds out the hard way. Will he rid Sam of his father? Is it
too late to undo the damage? 12,561

kick!ass!Dean 10000+ Angst SPN!Non-AU asshole!John Gen fanfiction.net hurt!Sam Short Abused!Sam Abusive!John Pre-Series Teenchesters Abused SPN Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Character-John!Winchester
september 2010 by chellexxx

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A Word to Start, A Fist to End

It started when Sam told his dad he didn't believe in the monsters John chased after. 713 look for sequal in WIP Intermission

under!1000 Secret Pre-Series Weechesters Beaten Angst SPN!Non-AU asshole!John Gen fanfiction.net hurt!Sam Short Abused!Sam Abusive!John Abused SPN Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Character-John!Winchester
september 2010 by chellexxx

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Sin's a Curse and the Cure Is Worse

A story in which John catches Sam and Dean together and loses it, violently. 7,300 & sequels

Abused!Sam 5000+ kick!ass!Dean Teenchesters Pre-Series Non-Con Established!Relationship Sam/Dean Angst SPN!Non-AU asshole!John livejournal hurt!Dean hurt!Sam Short Slash Abusive!John Abused SPN Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Character-John!Winchester
september 2010 by chellexxx

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No Fortunate Son

Secrets and misconceptions lead to Dean having a very unexpected hunt on his hands. His own father. 24,837

Angst Season!1 Sam/Dean Slash Teenchesters Pre-Series Alternate!Universe asshole!John Non-Con 20000+ SPN!Non-AU hurt!Sam Long Abused!Sam Abusive!John Abused SPN Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Character-John!Winchester archiveofourown
september 2010 by chellexxx

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An encounter with a demon shows Dean that while his childhood
wasnt like Max's Sams was. At least when their father was drunk beyond
reason.. teenchesters flashback 2,443

Trapped Memories/Flashback Confession Demon 1000+ Season!2 Angst SPN!Non-AU asshole!John Gen fanfiction.net hurt!Sam Short Abused!Sam Abusive!John Abused SPN Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Character-John!Winchester
august 2010 by chellexxx

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It was John's way of dealing. It was Sam's secret he knew never to tell

43,140

Emotionally!hurt Secret hurt!Sam Non-Con Angst fanfiction.net Teenchesters Pre-Series asshole!John Gen SPN!Non-AU Emotionally!hurt!Sam Abused!Sam Abusive!John Abused SPN Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Character-John!Winchester 35000+ Long
august 2010 by chellexxx

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When John finds out who or what really killed his wife, he does something he will regret for the rest of his life. 3,065

guilty!Dean Pre-Series Weechesters 1000+ Angst SPN!Non-AU asshole!John Gen fanfiction.net hurt!Sam Short Abused!Sam Abusive!John Abused SPN Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Character-John!Winchester
august 2010 by chellexxx

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The Truth is Revealed!

The demon-john reveals some interesting facts about Sams childhood. Devils Trap AU 3,579

Season!1 1000+ Non-Con Angst SPN!Non-AU asshole!John Gen fanfiction.net hurt!Sam Short Abused!Sam AU!Season!1 Abusive!John Abused SPN Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Character-John!Winchester
august 2010 by chellexxx

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Sins And Tragedies

Dean finds out a few things about Sams relationship with John. 5,740

Season!1 5000+ Someone!Finds!Out Non-Con Memories/Flashback Established!Relationship Sam/Dean Angst SPN!Non-AU asshole!John fanfiction.net hurt!Sam Caught Short Abused!Sam Slash Abusive!John Abused SPN Hurt/Sick!Boys Domestic!Violence Character-John!Winchester
august 2010 by chellexxx

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Mother Mary Comes to Me

Sam sometimes reminds John of his mother. When John sees more
than a resemblance, he lets himself believe something that can't
possibly be true. Sam pays the price. 8,378 Dean takes Sam to Pastor
Jim, hoping they can somehow overcome what has happened. Sam insists
that he's fine, but Dean knows better. Bobby hunts John down, only to
discover that maybe not every monster is evil through and through.
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What really made Sam decide to go to Stanford? 9,696

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Don't Say a Word

Henricksons smart-ass comment reveals a surprising truth Sam didnt want known. 312 2,625

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A different kind of knight

Jared's time on Supernatural - there are three things that
happen because of the show, that will have a profound impact on him.
More accurately: there are three people he meets, who changes him. One
of them becomes his best friend. One of them breaks his heart and his
spirit. The third one teaches him about healing - and love .......
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Jared has a secret that he hides from everyone. The only family
he has left, his manager, has been manipulating him, forcing him to
audition the old-fashioned way: on his knees. When he meets Jensen, he
knows his secret is in jeopardy. When Jensen finds out, will he listen
or will he break Jared's heart .... 58,732

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Never An Absolution

Sam cops the blame when a vital piece of equipment is damaged
on a hunt. But things become convoluted when their next hunt results in
an injured big brother, and Johns anger seems to be spiralling out of
control... 15,543

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