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No Way Out III
Dean and Sam are on the trail of a demon in Arkansas. Behaving a lot like a serial killer. Enough that it attracts the attention of the BAU. Because more attention from law enforcement is, of course, exactly what Sam wanted in his life.
22,000

https://archiveofourown.org/works/4401734
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Crossover  TV!Show-Criminal!Minds  Case!fic  Someone!Finds!Out  20000+  Long  fanfiction.net  Depraved!Humans  Torture  Non-Con 
january 2018 by chellexxx
Colby High
Because Chester's last name begins with a W, he gets the honor of showing the new kid, Sam Winchester, around the school. Sam seems all right, as far as new kids go. He doesn't talk all that much about himself, just that his family moves around a lot, and does this school have a library? Chester concludes that the new kid is a nerdy military brat.

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SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Pre-Series  Teenchesters  !School  Bullies  Outsider!POV  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Sam  Mistaken!for!a!Couple  Pretend/Mistaken/Couple  1000+  Short  Depraved!Humans  archiveofourown 
may 2017 by chellexxx
Walking A Tightrope
Jensen Ackles was pulled into an ocean of drugs and prostitution by a mother who was already drowning in it.
Jared Padalecki started sticking his fingers down his throat in response to a world that insisted anyone who wasn't rail-thin was ugly.
They both meet under terrible circumstances and find themselves doing their best to put the broken pieces of each other back together again. But things like that are easier said than done. ...... 80,159
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Angst  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Jared  hurt!Jensen  Depression  Addiction  Addict!Jensen  Addict!Jared  Self!Harm  Hooker!Jensen  Prostitution/Hustling  Student!Jared  Student!Jensen  Depraved!Humans  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Sad  archiveofourown  75000+  Epic 
april 2017 by chellexxx
How Sweet It Is (To Be Loved By You)
Sam Winchester is an FBI profile with a knack for catching killers, because he can think like one. Along with his brother, Dean, he and a team travel around catching serial killers, all while failing to find the one Sam is most interested in, the Candy Man Killer, a playful monster with flair for dramatic irony.

In the meantime, Sam is falling in love with forensic anthropologist, Gabriel Novak, unaware that Gabriel has a dark secret.

45,258
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Gabriel  First!Time  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Bela!Talbot  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Benny!Lafitte  Character-Lucifer  Character-Michael  Character-Garth!Fitzgerald!IV  Character-Jody!Mills  Character-Donna!Hanscum  Agent/Police!Sam  Homicide  Depraved!Humans  35000+  Long  archiveofourown 
april 2017 by chellexxx
While You Were Gone
Dean was gone and this time Sam had no idea where he was. Sam
could only assume that he was dead. He tried looking for his brother,
God had he tried. He has barely slept for those four long months
catching, questioning and, occasionally torturing any and every creature
he could. He went after demons, Levis, and even an angel and a cupid.
But nobody knew where his brother was at and if they did, they didn’t
say. He had been talking to hunters even though he knew some of them
still hated his guts but for his brother he’d do anything. Or so he
thought. ... 36,200 .. http://waya98.livejournal.com
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!8  hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  PTSD  Hospitalized!Boys  Angst  Non-Con  Torture  Beaten  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  Motel/Hotel  806  guilty!Dean  Hunter  post!Season!7  Depraved!Humans  Asylum  pdf/mobi  Self!Harm  Bed!Sharing  75000+  livejournal  Epic  archiveofourown  kick!ass!Dean  SPN  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys  A!Break!From!Hunting  Character-Castiel  Character-Crowley 
february 2016 by chellexxx
Darkness Deep In You
Just because Jared offered himself up doesn't mean he’ll go
down without a fight. The problem is that Jensen likes it when they
fight because it makes it that much more delicious when they break. ....
40.800 ... Warnings: Total lack of happy ending (but no deathfic),
non-con, bloodplay, forced orgasm, bdsm, orgasm denial, breathplay,
rimming, felching, humiliation, mind games, sensory deprivation,
collaring, branding, whipping, sounding and fisting. I think that's all
of it.
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  asshole!Jensen  hurt!Jared  Depraved!Humans  Angst  Bottom!Jared  Non-Con  Torture  Bondage  Long  livejournal  35000+  pdf/mobi  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Kink-Blood!Play  Kink-Breath!Play 
february 2016 by chellexxx
A Film By Jensen Ackles
Acclaimed director Jensen Ackles is on a vacation with his best
friend and the object of his unrequited affections, Hollywood’s
heartthrob Jared Padalecki. What could go wrong? Everything. While vivid
nightmares and daydreams make Jensen question his own sanity, the
script of a horror movie starts mirroring real life and Jensen suspects
that he and Jared are stuck with a serial killer in a cabin in the
middle of the woods. Now with the clock ticking Jensen must find a way
to save himself and Jared..... 86,488
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Friends!to!Lovers  pining!Jensen  Non-Con  Bottom!Jared  Big!Bang  75000+  Epic  Depraved!Humans  archiveofourown  Famous!Jensen  Famous!Jared  Actor  Actor!Jared  Homicide  Cabin!fic  Angst  hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt  Trapped  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Dream/Nightmare  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Eric!Kripke  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Jim!Beaver  Person-Mark!Pellegrino  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  Director!Jensen 
february 2016 by chellexxx
Bullet with Butterfly Wings
The demon wasn't the only one that visited the Winchester's
that fateful night, and they took the youngest member of the family with
them. Now years later on vacation, an odd encounter raises the
question: Is Sammy still alive?.... 117,619 ....

Bite the Bullet
https://www.fanfiction.net/s/4198073/1/Bite-the-Bullet

SEQUEL to Bullet with Butterfly Wings! Johnny is finally starting to get used to his life as Sam Winchester with everything that goes along with it, but suddenly a blast from the past threatens to destroy what he cherishes most.
Rated: Fiction T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 29 - Words: 64,106
Gen  Pre-Series  AU!Pre-Series  Angst  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  Separated!Boys  Alone/Separated  Homeless  Homeless!Sam  Hold!Up  Foster!Care  Road!Trip  hurt!Sam  Pool  Prostitution/Hustling  GSW  Parent/Guardian!Sam  Kid!fic  Epic  100000+  fanfiction.net  drunk!Sam  Depraved!Humans  Teenchesters  SPN!AU  Domestic!fic  Mechanic  Mechanic!Sam  Hospitalized!Boys  Arm!broken/injured  drugged!Sam  Hunter  Medical!Professional  Powers!Sam  Firefighter  Firefighter!Dean  kick!ass!Sam  kick!ass!Dean  !College  Grand!Canyon  Vacation  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  AU!Not!Raised!By!John  AU!Raised!Apart  AU!Not!Raised!as!Hunters  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Caleb  Character-Mary!Winchester  Local!LEOS/FBI 
january 2016 by chellexxx
the making, breaking, and remaking of sam winchester
AU. Sam Winchester and Cas - two detectives who haven't spoken
in a year, and are both now assigned to the same case. As partners. It's
not a question of if there is going to be a huge blowout, but a
question of when. Especially because Sam doesn't think he can ever let
go of past transgressions against him, and Cas isn't helping any by
pushing the subject. ....... 30,369
SPN!AU  Slash  Sam/Castiel  First!Time  Agent/Police!Jared  Local!LEOS/FBI  Angst  hurt!Sam  GSW  Homicide  Work!Together  drugged!Sam  Under!the!Influence  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Memories/Flashback  Mechanic!Dean  Depraved!Humans  Long  Hospitalized!Boys  kick!ass!Sam  25000+  archiveofourown  Big!Bang  Agent/Police  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  AU!Not!Raised!as!Hunters  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Charlie!Bradbury  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Crowley  Character-Jo!Harvelle 
december 2015 by chellexxx
Invisible line
Cole's first mistake was going after Dean. His second mistake-
the one that would cost him his life- was hurting Sammy. Season 10,
Hurt!Sam, Protective!Dean ...... 21,041
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!10  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  kick!ass!Dean  hurt!Sam  Angst  Beaten  Torture  1002  hurt!Dean  Depraved!Humans  GSW  Hospitalized!Boys  Bat!Cave  Hug  Confession  fanfiction.net  Long  20000+  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Cole!Trenton 
november 2015 by chellexxx
Touched by Death
NYPD Detective Jensen Ackles has built his life around solving
crimes and getting justice under the weight of his badge. But when an
unsolved case gets a warm body, his life, the man he loves, and even his
sanity are put in jeopardy. Because after all, the hardest thing to do
is love something death can touch.
16,231

http://archiveofourown.org/works/7589116/chapters/17269081
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  Agent/Police!Jensen  Agent/Police!Jared  Local!LEOS/FBI  Homicide  Case!fic  Big!Bang  Angst  hurt!Jared  livejournal  Long  Depraved!Humans  Agent/Police  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  archiveofourown  15000+ 
november 2015 by chellexxx
No Agenda
Misha and Richard have just returned from their friends'
wedding reception. A rejected marriage proposal later, both are upset
with one another. Their problems soon worsen when three people in masks
start to terrorize them after a woman shows up at their door twice,
asking for a person who isn't there. After being brutalized, forced to
watch their friend being killed, and left for dead, can Jared and Jensen
save Misha and Richard or is it all over for them?
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  Angst  Big!Bang  hurt!Jared  hurt!Jensen  hurt!OC  Torture  Length!Unknown  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  livejournal  Depraved!Humans  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Richard!Speight!Jr 
november 2015 by chellexxx
Bread and Circuses
When Sam is taken by a gladiator-obsessed cult in Idaho, he has
nothing to rely on but his wits and his fellow prisoners to get him
out. .... 24,689
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/OMC  Angst  kick!ass!Sam  asshole!John  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  Big!Bang  20000+  Long  archiveofourown  First!Time  Depraved!Humans  SPN  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Pastor!Jim 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Waiting for Rain
Sam leaves home at sixteen to escape two things: a growing
attraction to his older brother, and an angry and abusive father who
blames him for his mother's death. With nothing to his name save his
experience hunting and his determination to escape it, he turns to
prostitution to support himself through high school and then college.
This is an AU without the yellow-eyed demon and psychic powers bit. Lots
of hurt, but lots of comfort and eventual Wincest. .. 31,107
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Pre-Series  AU!Pre-Series  Stanford  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Angst  Prostitution/Hustling  Hooker!Sam  Abused!Sam  Abusive!John  asshole!John  guilty!Sam  hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  kick!ass!Dean  kick!ass!Sam  25000+  Long  archiveofourown  AU!Stanford  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Crowley  Character-Ash 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Between Darkness and Light
Sam and Dean finally found happiness, a tiny scrap of peace in
the otherwise violent cacophony of their lives. They moved back to their
hometown of Lawrence, Kansas, letting domestic life fold in easily
around them as they built a life together away from the darkness of
their past. For a while it was good, better than maybe either of them
deserved. Sam finally let himself believe they had escaped the bloody,
violent death he always feared was in store for them. Sadly, suddenly,
the greed, violence and jealousy of mortal men swooped in and took it
all away.Twisted by grief and consumed by revenge, Sam paints his face
with a Glasgow smile of white and black and tracks down the men who
split his soul in two, making them pay for what they did. ... 32,077

http://archiveofourown.org/works/4459892/chapters/10133717
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  Big!Bang  archiveofourown  livejournal  Domestic!fic  Curtain!fic  PTSD  Death!fic  hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Criminal/Mafia  kick!ass!Sam  Non-Con  Homicide  25000+  Long  Angst  Depraved!Humans  SPN  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Book-The!Crow 
september 2015 by chellexxx
The badge of his identity
Jensen Ackles is for Jared the perfect way to rise to the rank
of most sought-after courtesan of his time. But when Jensen becomes a
lot more than that and carves himself a special place in his life,
Jared's not sure he can handle the pressure. This is Jensen and Jared's
lives, over the course of ten years ; how they find themselves and each
other, and make it work. .... 69,112

http://archiveofourown.org/works/4455638/chapters/10123565
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Jared/Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  Jared/omc  Hooker!Jared  Historical  Threesome  Prostitution/Hustling  Non-Con  Bottom!Jared  hurt!Jared  hurt!Jensen  Politics  50000+  Long  Big!Bang  livejournal  archiveofourown  Depraved!Humans  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Tahmoh!Penikett  Person-Ty!Olsen  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
september 2015 by chellexxx
The Crown Resurrected
Jared and Jensen are both noble princes. But while Jared is the
successful conqueror, Jensen is mistaken for a bed slave. He is
stripped of his past and thrown into a present full of pain and hurt.
And his future will only bear death and destruction. Jared is drawn to
the mysterious man in his bedroom. He could use him, but doesn't want
to; he wants to love him, but dares not to touch him. He tries to save
his live, but instead Jared hurts him worse than ever. Maybe, though -
maybe together they can heal each ,, 20,607
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Slave!fic  Non-Con  hurt!Jensen  Royalty  Royal!Jared  Royal!Jensen  Big!Bang  Angst  Torture  20000+  Long  archiveofourown  Depraved!Humans  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Tahmoh!Penikett  Person-Matt!Cohen 
september 2015 by chellexxx
No Hope
His brother would never come. Sam knows that. Sat bound and
tied to the chair in some rundown shack, Sam watched as the guy who’d
got the jump on him turned on his phone. He had taken in from Sam’s
jacket prior, and was now opening up his contacts. It didn’t take him
long to find Dean’s number. Dean was still his speed dial contact. Top
of the list.
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!10  1001  Missing!Scene  hurt!Sam  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  Angst  under!1000  Short  archiveofourown  Depraved!Humans  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Cole!Trenton 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Gone Too Far
The two stars of Supernatural are about at the end of their
rope with Misha's so-called jokes and humor after events in Seattle.
When some of Misha's fans take his comments to heart things go too far
and it's Jensen who pays the price as he's kidnapped leaving Jared
furious and worried and the season finale up in the air as the one
person who could help locate the missing actor doesn't really want to.
..... 30,270
RPS  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  Established!Relationship  Season!10  Angst  On!Set  Abducted  Abducted!Jensen  hurt!Jensen  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  fan!fiction  Text/Email/Internet  Convention  25000+  Hospitalized!Boys  Long  archiveofourown  Depraved!Humans  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Eric!Kripke  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Mark!Sheppard  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
september 2015 by chellexxx
See No Evil
Pre-Series AU. Sam leaves for Stanford, thinking only about
finally fulfilling his dream of having a normal life. Instead, he is
kidnapped and his life becomes anything but normal. Can the Winchesters
cope with the changes forced upon them and stick together or will they
crumble under the pressure? Major hurt!Sam. .... 99,019
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Pre-Series  AU!Pre-Series  Angst  hurt!Sam  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  75000+  Epic  fanfiction.net  Depraved!Humans  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Run-ins
The BAU is called to search for a man who is targeting children
when the remains of an eight-year-old boy are found on the Appalachian
Trail. ... 21,468
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Crossover  Pre-Series  Weechesters  Teenchesters  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  Abducted!Dean  Outsider!POV  Missing!Scene  hurt!Sam  hurt!Dean  GSW  Vision  Powers!Sam  Stanford  Sam/Jess  AU!Pre-Series  20000+  Long  archiveofourown  Local!LEOS/FBI  AU!Stanford  Depraved!Humans  Epilepsy!Sam  Epilepsy  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  TV!Show-Criminal!Minds  Character-John!Winchester 
august 2015 by chellexxx
What happens now
When he was sixteen Jensen Ackles was arrested and convicted of
the brutal rape of his eleven year old neighbor. There was no evidence,
no proof that he was even there being openly gay in a small Texas town
was proof enough. After six years of torture at the hands of the other
prisoners, there is finally proof of his innocence and he is released to
a world that still sees him as a pedophile. .... 59,124

http://archiveofourown.org/works/4478537/chapters/10180571
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Big!Bang  pdf/mobi  Angst  top!Jared  Prison/Jail  hurt!Jensen  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Non-Con  Lawyer  Local!LEOS/FBI  Mike/Tom  asshole!Jared  RPS!Family  50000+  Long  livejournal  Living!Together  Depraved!Humans  Hurt/Sick!Boys  One!Hates!The!Other!At!First  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Eric!Kripke  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  archiveofourown 
august 2015 by chellexxx
Neon Knights
One-shot. Set after S.5, E.4 "The End". Sam and Dean are
reunited once again but a gas station robbery threatens to tear them
apart permanently ..... 6,143
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!5  504  hurt!Sam  GSW  Hospitalized!Boys  Hold!Up  Store  Angst  5000+  fanfiction.net  Short  Depraved!Humans  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Lucifer 
july 2015 by chellexxx
Amaurosis
Seers are individuals blessed with some remarkable ability
(think X-men) but are born blind (Amaurotic blindness is a marker for
the Seers, in this world.). Most families have their "seer" children
taken away at birth by the government. A few families avoid having their
children born in the hospital and if they have a "seer" baby they try
to hide them. The government raises the children to use their abilities
and matches them up with hunters… Sadly, since most hunters become so
after suffering from some personal tragedy; they are rarely known for
their compassion. Seers tend to have a short life span, being
mistreated, or used as bait or just getting killed by the thing that
they are hunting.Sam was lucky to escape being taken by the government
at birth and then managed to stay off-grid. Once an adult, he managed to
get in with an underground organization that helped seers from being
caught. .... 30,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/4233642/chapters/9576402
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Blind  Blind!Sam  Powers!Sam  Slave!fic  Bed!Sharing  Angst  pining!Dean  Big!Bang  livejournal  25000+  Long  Spell/Curse  Wendigo  Hunter  Blind!Dean  hurt!Sam  Sam/Dean  Unrequited  Depraved!Humans  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  AU!Not!Raised!By!John  AU!Raised!Apart  Characters-Roy&Walt  Character-Yellow!Eyed!Demon  archiveofourown 
july 2015 by chellexxx
Revelations about the Winchesters
Sam and Dean Winchester come across a case that deals with
Raphael... or so they thought. With Sam kidnapped by Tobias Hankel
rather than Reid, Dean is desperately trying to find his brother, and
the BAU are in for a big shock. ... 9,483
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Crossover  Missing!Scene  hurt!Sam  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  Outsider!POV  Someone!Finds!Out  fanfiction.net  5000+  Short  Season!5  Case!fic  516  Local!LEOS/FBI  Depraved!Humans  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  TV!Show-Criminal!Minds  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel 
june 2015 by chellexxx
Off the Menu
Jared is an injured kid wandering down the side of the road the
first time Jensen meets him. He brings Jared back to Baby's, his
father's diner, to help. As they grow up, they become close friends, but
just when Jensen is beginning to realize his feelings for Jared may be
more than friendly, Jared disappears. Years later, Jared returns to his
diner, but he's not alone. Every night, he comes in escorted by a
different john, and Jensen quietly aches for the boy he fell in love
with. ... 26,565

http://archiveofourown.org/works/4056397
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Friends!to!Lovers  Angst  Hooker!Jared  Foster!Care  Diner/Restaurant  pining!Jared  pining!Jensen  Jared/omc  Jealous!Jensen  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  Homeless!Jared  Abused!Jared  hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  top!Jared  Slow!Burn  livejournal  archiveofourown  25000+  Long  Depraved!Humans  Wealthy!Jensen  Homeless  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
june 2015 by chellexxx
Drowned
When the Winchesters and the BAU end up in the same town on the
same case, things go about as badly as they can go. .... And then they
go worse. ... 15,509
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Crossover  Case!fic  Someone!Finds!Out  hurt!OC  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  Abducted!OC  Caught  Prison/Jail  Season!7  PTSD  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  15000+  archiveofourown  Long  Local!LEOS/FBI  Depraved!Humans  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  TV!Show-Criminal!Minds 
may 2015 by chellexxx
My Heart Yearns
Sam said he was going away to Stanford, but he actually never
got into college. He just needed a reason to run away from his unnatural
feelings for Dean. Two years later, Dean comes looking for him in Palo
Alto, but they have no record of Sam Winchester as a student. Dean
tracks Sam down to a sex house in San Francisco where the owner keeps
the working boys high on a dangerous cocktail of drugs to make them more
compliant to customers' strange demands. Dean has to pose as a client
to get close to Sam. Sam seduces him.
Angst  Short  livejournal  hurt!Sam  Bottom!Sam  kick!ass!Dean  pining!Dean  drugged!Sam  Abducted!Sam  Abducted  Hooker!Sam  AU!Pre-Series  Stanford  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  AU!Stanford  Depraved!Humans  Kink-Panties  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
march 2015 by chellexxx
Cold as a Stone
In the heart of Chicago, a thrift store called Reruns acts as a
haven for the young, homeless, and destitute. Its owner, Gabriel Novak,
is always willing to lend a hand to people in need, but Sam Winchester
doesn’t seem to want anyone’s help. Gabriel is drawn to the too-skinny
young man with the startling eyes, even as Sam pushes him and his
charity away. When Sam is busted for prostitution, Gabriel bails him out
and agrees to take custody of him for thirty days to keep him out of
jail. But Sam’s pimp, the notorious and deadly Jed Prince, is looking
for him, and what begins as a budding friendship soon turns to romance
as Gabriel fights to keep Sam safe. ... 42,006
Slash  Sam/Gabriel  First!Time  hurt!Sam  Angst  Non-Con  Hooker!Sam  Prostitution/Hustling  Torture  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  Homeless!Sam  Store  Dog/Puppy  Criminal/Mafia  Local!LEOS/FBI  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  PTSD  35000+  Long  archiveofourown  SPN!AU  Depraved!Humans  Homeless  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Chuck!Shurley  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Lucifer  Character-Becky  Character-Kevin!Tran 
february 2015 by chellexxx
next year's words await another voice
Jared's life is shattered when his wife is brutally murdered in
front of him at a romantic dinner – the horror of her senseless death,
and survivor's guilt, send him over the edge. He squats in a basement,
wanders the streets having visions. Jensen is a B List celebrity who
becomes the unwitting cause of this tragedy. Jensen's own guilt pushes
him into heavy drinking and hiding in his friend Steve's record shop.
Months later the two damaged men's paths cross, and their interaction
offers them both the possibility of redemption. ... 13,000...
http://archiveofourown.org/works/787959
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Angst  Homeless!Jared  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Famous/notFamous  Famous!Jensen  guilty!Jensen  drunk!Jensen  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Vet/Animal!Shelter  PTSD  Dog/Puppy  Hospitalized!Boys  hurt!Jared  Musician  Musician!Jensen  Store  livejournal  10000+  Short  Depraved!Humans  Homeless  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Movie-The!Fisher!King  archiveofourown  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Steve!Carlson 
december 2014 by chellexxx
Fortunate Son
When they told Cole that the road to Dean Winchester led
through Sam, he's pretty sure that this isn't what they meant. Then
again, maybe it is. .... 1,035

http://archiveofourown.org/works/2464883
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!10  Outsider!POV  hurt!Sam  Torture  1001  1000+  Short  livejournal  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  archiveofourown  Depraved!Humans  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Cole!Trenton 
november 2014 by chellexxx
When It All Comes Crashing Down
Based on the film Die Hard. Detective Jared Padalecki is
visiting his estranged lover Jensen Ackles; an invitation to a high
profile party at the company Jensen moved away to work for. There may be
tension between the men but nothing prepares them for the chaos that is
about to break out around them. .... 15,000
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  Established!Relationship  pdf/mobi  hurt!Jared  Arm!broken/injured  Agent/Police!Jared  Separated!Boys  GSW  hurt!Jensen  hurt!OC  livejournal  15000+  Long  Hold!Up  Depraved!Humans  Agent/Police  Movie-Die!Hard  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
november 2014 by chellexxx
that's what I do
AU. Jensen's been kidnapped, and rescue comes in the form of a tall stranger. .... 890
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  1st!meeting  Abducted  Abducted!Jensen  hurt!Jensen  Short  under!1000  livejournal  kick!ass!Jared  Depraved!Humans  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
october 2014 by chellexxx
Middle Ground
Sam's in trouble with someone from Dean's past but accepts he's
on his own as his brother isn't the man he was once. Dean surprises Sam
and his captor but he also surprises himself by what he does next.
*Hurt/limp!Sam & Dean* Spoilers for 10x01 so be wary! ...... 9,142
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!10  1001  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  hurt!Sam  Torture  Demon!Dean  Hospitalized!Boys  5000+  fanfiction.net  Short  Depraved!Humans  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Cole!Trenton 
october 2014 by chellexxx
Bring the Rain
In a future torn apart by war, Jared and Jensen were two
orphans just trying to survive in the filthy slums of Dallas, Texas. But
when Jared was kidnapped and nearly sold to a prostitution ring, Jensen
signed himself over to the military’s Supersoldier program, effectively
giving up his life and his memories so that the government would keep
Jared safe. Now, fourteen years later, Scout Padalecki has arrived on a
military base in Boulder, Colorado, intent on finding a Supersoldier
with hazel-green eyes, but when he meets Captain Ackles, it quickly
becomes apparent that things aren’t going to be as easy as he’d hoped.
Struggling with his own emotions and a Jensen who doesn’t remember who
he is, Jared must find a way to save them both – before the war destroys
everything they’ve worked so hard to build. ... 70,000
Armed!Forces!Jensen  RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Previous!Relationship  post!Apocalypse  hurt!Jared  Angst  Big!Bang  livejournal  50000+  Long  Homeless!Jared  Homeless!Jensen  Abducted  Abducted!Jared  Prostitution/Hustling  Armed!Forces  kick!ass!Jensen  Amnesia  Amnesia!Jensen  Bottom!Jared  hurt!Jensen  Depraved!Humans  Homeless  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Alona!Tal  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Aldis!Hodge  Person-Katie!Cassidy  Person-Jake!Abel  Person-Samantha!Ferris  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
september 2014 by chellexxx
We Were Here
Spring 1994. When a silver Lexus pulls up to the curb
sixteen-year-old Jensen thinks it’s just another job, thinks he’ll crawl
out of the backseat with someone’s taste in his mouth, a wad of bills
in his hands and another memory he doesn’t want. He thinks he’ll return
to his silent and trusting Jared with someone else’s scent on his skin
and tomorrow’s meal in his pocket. It’s just a job, just another job…
RPS  Slash  RPS!AU  Jared/Jensen  Prostitution/Hustling  First!Time  Angst  hurt!Jared  Big!Bang  Mute!Jared  Homeless!Jensen  Homeless!Jared  Abused!Jensen  Abused!Jared  livejournal  Length!Unknown  hurt!Jensen  Depraved!Humans  Homeless  Mute  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
september 2014 by chellexxx
Fighting For Him
28-year-old Jensen Ackles is fighting to escape his memories of
pain and abuse. He longs for someone who will love him, someone he can
trust. Someone like the mysterious soldier he’s been dreaming of since
childhood. Can the ghost of an ancestor who shares his name help him
while also fulfilling a promise he made 151 years ago? ... Captain Jared
Padalecki awakened in a world that was not his own. Before he can try
to sort things out, the spirit of his lover urges him to save a young
man from a murderer’s bullet: a young man who bears an amazing
resemblance to his lover, Jensen. ..... As Jensen’s past catches up to
him and puts his life in danger, Jared realizes he is falling for the
battered young man. The soldier realizes that to be true to himself, he
must fight for this boy even if it means making a choice that will break
his own heart. .... 145,501
Armed!Forces!Jared  RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Big!Bang  archiveofourown  100000+  Epic  Abused!Jensen  hurt!Jensen  Armed!Forces  top!Jared  Time!Travel  Memories/Flashback  Non-Con  Angst  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles 
september 2014 by chellexxx
Vengeance is Mine
Years have passed since the Winchester brothers murdered her
family and yet, Missy Bender was more determined then ever to get
revenge. She was older and wiser now, and she had her sites set on Sam
Winchester when he was at his most vulnerable. AU to Season 8.
Blind/Hurt/Limp Sam, Pissed-Off/Hurt/Over-Protective Big Brother Dean
and Motherly/Protective Sheriff Mills. .......... 75,625
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  AU!Season!8  Season!8  Blind  Blind!Sam  hurt!Sam  Angst  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  The!Benders  Memories/Flashback  75000+  Epic  fanfiction.net  pdf/mobi  Separated!Boys  Depraved!Humans  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Jody!Mills  Character-Bobby!Singer  Amulet  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Mary!Winchester  Bat!Cave  Permanent!Injury  Permanent!Injury!Sam  Dream/Nightmare 
august 2014 by chellexxx
All Things Either Good or Ungood
FBI profiler Jared Padalecki has been searching for the man who
murdered his brother for over a decade. He gets his best lead yet in
the form of the killer's only known survivor -- a mysterious amnesiac
named Jensen. ... 16,971
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  Agent/Police!Jared  Angst  hurt!Jensen  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Abducted  Abducted!Jensen  Hospitalized!Boys  15000+  Long  Jared/Jensen  archiveofourown  livejournal  top!Jared  Depraved!Humans  Agent/Police  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
july 2014 by chellexxx
Shadows in His Eyes
For K-9 Officer Jared Padalecki, transferring from the San
Antonio police department to the elite L.A.P.D. was a dream come true.
He nearly forgets he’s in Hollywood until he responds to a 911 call that
brings him to the home of actor Jensen Ackles. It appeared that Jensen
had it all – a career was on fire and a loving, long-term relationship
with his partner, Mark. But then Jared uncovers the truth that Jensen
had been trying to hide, and the illusion comes crashing down. Can Jared
help Jensen break free of a life he’s convinced he deserves before it’s
too late, and in the process help them both find love? ... 45,121
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Agent/Police!Jared  Actor!Jensen  Famous/notFamous  Famous!Jensen  hurt!Jensen  Abused!Jensen  hurt!Jared  Dog/Puppy  Jensen/omc  pdf/mobi  livejournal  Long  35000+  pining!Jared  Bottom!Jared  Actor  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Agent/Police  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
july 2014 by chellexxx
Never Too Late
1-shot. A hunt in Wisconsin turns out to be nothing, but Dean
learns that it's not just monsters that need to be hunted when something
from their past comes and shows him why is brother is so afraid of
clowns. He is reminded that it's never too late to be Sam's big brother.
*Angry/protective/slightly guilty!Dean & a nervous/uneasy/limp!Sam*
Set mid-Season 7. 6,708
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!7  714  !Clown  Non-Con  hurt!Sam  kick!ass!Dean  Memories/Flashback  5000+  Short  fanfiction.net  guilty!Dean  Depraved!Humans  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
june 2014 by chellexxx
A Twist Of Fate
When Jensen starts college under the name Ross Tailer he meets
Jared Tristan and the two have an instant connection. As time goes on
and they grow closer secrets are reviled and a connection that drew them
together could tear them apart. They are more connected then they
thought by the horrible tragedy that happen ten years ago when Jared
almost lost his life to Jensen’s brother in a shooting that left both
men scared. Can hope for a future rise from the ashes of the past and
can two deeply hurt men help heal each other or send them over the edge?
29,649

http://archiveofourown.org/works/1804648/chapters/3871210
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Secret  Angst  Big!Bang  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Memories/Flashback  College!AU  25000+  Long  livejournal  archiveofourown  top!Jared  RPS!Family  hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Coffee!Shop/Cafe  Student!Jared  Student!Jensen  GSW  WorkplaceShooting  guilty!Jensen  Depraved!Humans  Popular!Jared  Shy!Jensen  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Undercover/Secret!Identity  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles 
june 2014 by chellexxx
Nip/Tuck
After an accident that had left his face scarred and killed his
boyfriend, Jared never went out or left his mansion. Nor did he intend
to have his disfigurement fixed. Until one day he found a plastic
surgeon that reminded him a lot of his late boyfriend, and decided that
Jensen should come over, without realizing danger looming over their
lives. 5,600
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Angst  Medical!Professional!Jensen  hurt!Jared  pdf/mobi  hurt!Jensen  5000+  livejournal  Short  Famous!Jared  Depraved!Humans  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Christian!Kane 
june 2014 by chellexxx
Too Far to Care
Jensen was eighteen years old when his family home burned to
the ground, taking all but his baby sister with it. Now grown, with a
man's responsibilities and a chip on his shoulder a mile wide, he's
faced with the last thing he ever expected - a growing attraction to the
son of the man responsible for it all. 37,000
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  RPS!Family  Angst  Romance  hurt!Jensen  top!Jared  livejournal  35000+  Long  Depraved!Humans  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
june 2014 by chellexxx
Teaching Him to Trust
Jensen's a rock & roll star looking for a break after some
setbacks & an encounter with a crazed fan sends him back home to San
Francisco after 10 years away. Jared's a young man hiding inside
himself after escaping a childhood of horror. Protecting Jared from a
street gang that's stalking the church shelter that helped turn Jensen's
life around years earlier he forms a bond of protection for the silent,
scarred young man that slowly turns to more when Jared's nightmare
returns in the form of the man who kidnapped him as a child & is
looking to return Jared back to that life of pain and shame. It's up to
Jensen to teach Jared to trust someone in order to help him protect him
but when a piece of Jensen's past surfaces it becomes a test to see who
must learn to trust because soon the violence & threats escalate and
he must fight more than the legal system or one man's obsession to save
Jared ..... 270,168
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  hurt!Jared  Abused!Jared  Non-Con  Torture  Memories/Flashback  Angst  Musician  Musician!Jensen  Bottom!Jared  sick!Jared  Romance  Famous/notFamous  Famous!Jensen  Abducted  Abducted!Jared  200000+  Epic  archiveofourown  Shy!Jared  Homeless!Jared  hurt!Jensen  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Possessive!Jensen  Abducted!Jensen  Abused!Jensen  Hospitalized!Boys  RPS!Family  PTSD  Depraved!Humans  Homeless  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Christian!Kane  Kitten/Cat 
may 2014 by chellexxx
Sometimes It's Hard to Keep On Running
Why can't everybody just leave him alone? All Sean Rafferty
wants is solitude to recover from a gunshot wound. That's why he's here
on Maine's isolated Osprey Island: to heal and move on. But how can he
face going back to being a Massachusetts state police officer since he's
sworn off ever playing hero again? Unfortunately, Sean can't avoid
heroics when neighboring Connie Bradford's daughter keeps getting into
trouble. And the fiercely independent Connie makes it clear she doesn't
need a rescuer-- reluctant or otherwise. The mother-and-daughter antics
make his solitude seem almost too quiet. Despite himself, Sean finds
this pair wrestling their way into his heart...as if they belong there.
Jensen's running from a past he doesn't want to face. Jared's moving on
in his life, doing what he can for his daughter. What happens when
Jensen stops running away from what he wants, and turns toward his
future? 26,800
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Neighbour  Parent/Guardian!Jared  Kid!fic  hurt!Jensen  Agent/Police!Jensen  GSW  25000+  Long  livejournal  pdf/mobi  teacher!Jensen  Armed!Forces  Writer!Jared  Romance  Writer!Author  Depraved!Humans  Agent/Police  Teacher  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Misha!Collins 
may 2014 by chellexxx
Invasive
A get-out-of-death free card sounds good, until it's not. Sam
finds reason to truly hate Lucifer's promise to bring him back if he
dies. post 5x04 "The End" hurt/limp!Sam comfort/awesome!Dean/Cas 7,996
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!5  504  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  Torture  hurt!Sam  OFC  fanfiction.net  Short  5000+  Angst  early!Season!5  Separated!Boys  Depraved!Humans  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Castiel  Character-Lucifer 
may 2014 by chellexxx
The Indiscreet Window
Based on Alfred Hitchcock's "Rear Window." Jensen finds himself
incapacitated after an injury and dependent on the help of a
near-stranger named Jared. With nothing to do but look out the window,
his view goes from compelling to intriguing to downright dangerous. They
say curiosity killed the cat… 29,516
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  First!Time  1st!meeting  hurt!Jensen  Leg!broken/injured  Jared/Jensen  livejournal  25000+  Long  Voyeurism  Living!Together  pining!Jensen  pdf/mobi  Depraved!Humans  Movie-Rear!Window  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
may 2014 by chellexxx
That's The Way The Cookie Crumbles
Based on the TV show Castle: Gabriel Tricksler is a successful
crime author with everything going for him. He's got a great publisher
behind him, several best-sellers under his belt and now Hollywood wants
to make his books into a blockbuster. Life couldn't get much better.
Well, he could find some motivation to write. Luckily for him, or maybe
not as it turns out, a body is discovered at one of his charity events,
and the investigating officer is none other than Sam Wesson, one of the
city's best homicide investigators and perfect inspiration. He's not so
keen on working side-by-side with Gabriel Tricksler, but his Chief makes
sure he has no choice in the matter. Of course, when Gabriel manages to
literally stumble over a second corpse, Sam starts to suspect that
Gabriel is more involved than he's letting on. ..... 22,943
Slash  Sam/Gabriel  First!Time  Local!LEOS/FBI  Famous/notFamous  Dean/Castiel  Big!Bang  archiveofourown  Long  20000+  SPN!AU  Homicide  Writer!Author  Agent/Police!Sam  Case!fic  hurt!Gabriel  GSW  Depraved!Humans  Agent/Police  SPN  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  AU!Not!Raised!as!Hunters  TV!Show-Castle  Character-Charlie!Bradbury  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster 
may 2014 by chellexxx
On The Edge
Warnings (Overall): Homophobic attitudes, bullying, violence,
mentions of past non-con/dub-con. Jensen's never going to be the popular
kid. But his senior year of high school was supposed to be different.
Chad and his goons had backed off - mostly - and Jensen had a guy who
didn't mind putting out every now and then. But then, Misha moves away,
and there's a new guy a school - a guy who seems to rev up the amount of
abuse Jensen faces at school every day, just by being there. But is
Jared all that he seems? Just a homophobic jock and nothing more? Or is
there something else going on behind those hazel eyes? 34,779
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  HighSchool!AU  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  hurt!Jared  hurt!Jensen  Abused!Jensen  Angst  Non-Con  Bullies  25000+  Long  livejournal  Sport!Jared  pdf/mobi  RPS!Family  Student!Jared  Student!Jensen  Depraved!Humans  Homophobia  Football  Abused  Popular!Jared  Hurt/Sick!Boys  American!Football!Jared  American!Football  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
april 2014 by chellexxx
Breaking Point
Abducted by a psychotic doctor, Dean and Sam struggle to
survive a series of tests ... that are designed to kill.
LIMP/HURT!WINCHESTERS 46,525
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  hurt!Sam  hurt!Dean  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  Abducted!Dean  35000+  Long  fanfiction.net  Torture  pdf/mobi  Separated!Boys  Depraved!Humans  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-John!Winchester 
april 2014 by chellexxx
In The Dark
When Sam is abducted from the lone bar of a one-horse town,
Dean is desperate to find him. Three weeks later Sam is found, and Dean
begins to understand that finding his brother might not have been as
hard as putting him back together is going to be; Sam has been kept
alone and completely isolated from his senses, and there's no easy fix
for that. 13,000
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  hurt!Sam  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  Bed!Sharing  Schmoop  Hospital  livejournal  Hug  Sam/Dean  Slash  10000+  Long  Hospitalized!Boys  PTSD  Separated!Boys  Depraved!Humans  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
april 2014 by chellexxx
Brothers In Arms
Sam disappears from a club late one Friday night. There is a
dead body in the woods missing a face next to some of Sam's clothes. Sam
is slipping further and further away as the war between "I shouldn't"
and "I want to" rages on in Dean's mind. The truth about an...
"accident" in teenage years that neither Sam nor Dean really sees the
entire truth of, a pyromaniac with a grudge and Charlie all helps to
push Dean towards the end of the losing battle he is fighting with his
current version of morality. 31,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/984035/chapters/1938744
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  First!Time  hurt!Sam  hurt!Dean  Non-Con  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  Memories/Flashback  25000+  livejournal  Long  archiveofourown  Angst  guilty!Dean  Season!9  Leg!broken/injured  Hospital  pining!Sam  pining!Dean  Dean/ofc  top!Sam  Bottom!Sam  Bat!Cave  Bed!Sharing  Hospitalized!Boys  Separated!Boys  Depraved!Humans  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  A!Break!From!Hunting  Character-Charlie!Bradbury 
march 2014 by chellexxx
The Broken Heart is Blind
Jensen Ackles would be on top of the world, rising in the
Pileggi organization and put in charge of the biggest deal in years, but
all of the accomplishment is tarnished by the loss of his boyfriend
Jared Padalecki. Jared broke his heart, left him for the Boss's son, but
Jensen is beginning to believe he's not the only one keeping secrets.
.... 17,785

http://archiveofourown.org/works/1262389/chapters/2603683
Criminal!Jensen  RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Previous!Relationship  Angst  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Criminal/Mafia  15000+  Long  livejournal  Jared/omc  Big!Bang  Dub-Con  Bottom!Jared  hurt!Jared  hurt!Jensen  pdf/mobi  Vet/Animal!Shelter  Dog/Puppy  Local!LEOS/FBI  Depraved!Humans  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Sandy!McCoy  archiveofourown 
march 2014 by chellexxx
The Whole Truth And Nothing But
After being hit with a truth spell Sam's forced to reveal some
shattering things about himself, including that he was raped and that he
loves Dean like no brother should love his sibling, he runs away. Dean
manages to find him almost a year later and now his younger brother is
addicted to heroin and is into self-harm. Sam can't believe that Dean
feels the same about him and feels like Dean only pities him. Dean has
to use a spell on Sam before Sam realizes Dean feels the same and with
time and love Dean convinces Sam that they share a special bond. .....
26,668 http://dont-hate-me01.livejournal.com/121814.html
archiveofourown  Long  25000+  Abused!Sam  Angst  Bottom!Sam  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Self!Harm  drugged!Sam  pining!Sam  Memories/Flashback  hurt!Sam  Non-Con  Confession  First!Time  Sam/Dean  Under!the!Influence  Spell/Curse  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Addiction  Addict!Sam  Separated!Boys  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Witch/Warlock  Cursed!Sam  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Can't!Lie  Character-Bobby!Singer 
march 2014 by chellexxx
Babe in the Woods
Sam goes out drinking alone and ends up regretting it in ways he could never imagine.
3,500
Season!Undefined  Short  1000+  livejournal  hurt!Sam  Non-Con  Abused!Sam  Abducted!Sam  Abducted  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Separated!Boys  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
march 2014 by chellexxx
Partners or Brothers
Dean's brooding over Sam's words when they reunited debating on
the choice of being partners or brothers when being in the wrong place
at the wrong time endangers Sam as well as shows Dean that perhaps
there's still a chance to heal when only the trust between brothers can
save Sam. *Brooding/angry/worried!Dean & Hurt/limp/thoughtful!Sam*
Spoilers for 09x12 Sharp Teeth. 4,114
fanfiction.net  Short  1000+  hurt!Sam  kick!ass!Dean  Hold!Up  Diner/Restaurant  Dean!centric  912  Season!9  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Everyday!Heroes  Depraved!Humans  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
march 2014 by chellexxx
Nothing Else Matters
Ten year old Dean gets kidnapped. He escapes. End of story? Of course it's a little more complicated than that.
Long  Season!2  livejournal  Length!Unknown  Abused!Dean  Abducted  sick!Sam  Regression/De-Aged  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Regressed/De-Aged!Dean  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer 
march 2014 by chellexxx
Tell Me Your Secrets
Sam activates his Winchester luck by inadvertently touching
some cursed bones. Dean is left with the task of rescuing his brother.
(Set in season 8, warned for sexual situations and swearing. Contains
gratuitous Sammy torture. Death!fic - sort of).
26,124
http://winchesterpooja.livejournal.com/10919.html
livejournal  Sam/Jess  Non-Con  Death!fic  Long  fanfiction.net  25000+  Abused!Sam  Angst  Torture  hurt!Sam  Case!fic  Season!8  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
march 2014 by chellexxx
Free Fall
Jensen was just an out of luck teen hooker until he meets a
kindly john who took him in, but Jeff wanted more than a boyfriend. He
wanted his perfect fantasy. Can Jensen escape the legacy of Jeff’s
influence with the help of friends and a gorgeous cop?
59,000
Abused!Jensen  top!Jared  Long  50000+  livejournal  Agent/Police!Jared  hurt!Jensen  Angst  Hooker!Jensen  Jensen/omc  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  Slash  RPS!AU  RPS  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Agent/Police  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
march 2014 by chellexxx
Teenagers-verse
Jared Padalecki is one of the Golden Boys of Hilldale. He has
all you need to be sixteen and is a nice guy on top. If there wouldn't
be the mystery of his former best-friend Jensen, who transformed into
some kind of Grim Reaper, his life would be boring in its' perfection.
..... 36,000
Previous!Relationship  Student!Jensen  Student!Jared  Long  35000+  archiveofourown  School!Shooting  First!Time  HighSchool!AU  RPS!AU  RPS  Friends!to!Lovers  Jared/omc  Jared/Jensen  Angst  Depraved!Humans  Slash  Popular!Jared  Bad!Boy!Jensen 
march 2014 by chellexxx
Stars Fall In
Growing up next door to each other in Calvary, Tennessee, Jared
has known Jensen practically their entire lives. He knows almost
everything there is to know about Jensen, harbors all of Jensen’s
secrets. And that’s why Jared is hellbent on getting Jensen out of
there, before it’s too late. .... 30,790 ....
http://archiveofourown.org/works/1136701?view_adult=true
Shy!Jensen  Romance  Schmoop  Jared/ofc  archiveofourown  Angst  Abused!Jensen  hurt!Jensen  Long  25000+  livejournal  Neighbour  First!Time  Slash  RPS!AU  RPS  Friends!to!Lovers  Abused  Beaten  Depraved!Humans  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence 
january 2014 by chellexxx
The Weapon
AU after Season 5, Episode 3 "Free To Be You And Me". Sam takes
Dean's advice and leaves. He doesn't get far though, before Tim and
Reggie make a reappearance and this time they are not going to take 'no'
for an answer. 30,705
Solo!Hunt  Abducted!Sam  Abducted  hurt!Sam  Hunter  fanfiction.net  Long  25000+  504  503  Season!5  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  AU!Season!5  pdf/mobi  early!Season!5  Separated!Boys  Depraved!Humans  Demon!Blood  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel 
january 2014 by chellexxx
Regaining Sense
A vengeful crime-boss cost Jensen not only his eyesight but
also a promising career with the FBI. When the man resurfaces two years
later, Jensen is not thrilled to find himself taken into protective
custody, even less so when the Agent in charge turns out to be Jensen's
former partner and boyfriend, Jared Padalecki. Will the two men be able
to overcome their differences and work together to not only stop the bad
guy but also uncover the mole in their own ranks before it is too late?
....... 27,361

http://astri13.dreamwidth.org/156914.html
top!Jared  Agent/Police!Jensen  Abducted!Jensen  Long  25000+  Bodyguard  Angst  First!Time  Previous!Relationship  Jared/Jensen  Big!Bang  hurt!Jensen  Blind!Jensen  livejournal  Agent/Police!Jared  Slash  RPS!AU  RPS  dreamwidth  Steve/Chris  Mike/Tom  Jensen/Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  Criminal/Mafia  Depraved!Humans  Bodyguard!Jared  Agent/Police  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Permanent!Injury!Jensen  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Person-Sophia!Bush  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
january 2014 by chellexxx
Worth the Price?
Dean's always hustled for their living. And he was getting
pretty good at it. But not everyone is a good loser and Dean's
discovered being good at one thing meant being tragically wrong about
the other. And when the healing begins, will the boys find their way
back to each other? 165,409
PTSD  Torture  Bottom!Sam  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt!Dean  Emotionally!hurt  hurt!Dean  Porn  pdf/mobi  Non-Con  Epic  150000+  samdean.archive  Abducted!Sam  Abused!Dean  Abducted  Abducted!Dean  Abused!Sam  hurt!Sam  Angst  Season!1  First!Time  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Deleted!Fic!or!Author  Character-John!Winchester 
january 2014 by chellexxx
Saving You, Saving Me
The first time Dean lays eyes on the merman imprisoned and on
display in an aquarium at a seedy night club, he can't help being drawn
to him. Though they can't communicate, a bond is formed between them and
he finds it harder and harder to leave Sam in the hands of the
merciless bastards using him. 100,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/3511577/chapters/7719914
pdf/mobi  Abducted!Sam  Royal!Jared  Royalty  Abused!Sam  Bottom!Sam  100000+  Epic  livejournal  hurt!Dean  Non-Con  Voyeurism  Angst  hurt!Sam  Slash  SPN!AU  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Mermaid!Sam  Hunter!Dean  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  AU!Not!Brothers  archiveofourown 
january 2014 by chellexxx
Harvester of Sorrow
Being abused by someone who should protect you leaves a scar so
deep it'll never be healed, sometimes all you want to do is die just to
escape the pain. Jensen Ackles knows how it feels, but endures it all
alone. No one knows about the torment he is being put through and he has
no intention of telling anyone. Can he hold on until he can escape or
will he slowly die on the inside and give up in the end? ... 143,164

.... http://fadedsparks.livejournal.com/5797.html?thread=24485
Student!Jared  Student!Jensen  Slash  Heartbreaking  Angst  Romance  Non-Con  RPS!Family  Abused!Jensen  hurt!Jensen  Epic  100000+  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  HighSchool!AU  RPS!AU  RPS  pdf/mobi  livejournal  archiveofourown  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Popular!Jared  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Person-Sophia!Bush 
january 2014 by chellexxx
Missing Jared
Jensen is trying to get his life back on track. The last few
years have been traumatic. Now he’s finally off to college, he’s made a
new friend and has a crush on his professor. But there are things in his
past that are unresolved and Jensen isn’t as strong as he’d hoped then
everything comes crashing down. Now he’s learning to live without his
first love and trying to sort out what he wants to do with his life.
He’s had to accept that he’ll probably never stop missing Jared, but six
years is a long time to keep hoping. So maybe it’s time to move on.
Perhaps there’s even the chance of a new romance. It’s all very
confusing. 46,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/476706/chapters/827060
RPS!Family  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Emotionally!hurt  Heartbreaking  Sad  College!AU  Depression  Romance  Previous!Relationship  PTSD  Angst  Memories/Flashback  Big!Bang  archiveofourown  pining!Jensen  Long  livejournal  35000+  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  Slash  RPS  RPS!AU  Student!Jensen  Jensen/Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  Depraved!Humans  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
december 2013 by chellexxx
If You're Out There
How do you fight back when you can't seem to find your voice?
Jensen is doing his best to get by in an abusive household while
protecting his younger sister, but as the bruises continue to grow
deeper he doesn’t know how much more he can take. Jared is doing his
best to hold them all together, until Jensen takes matters into his own
hands. Suddenly thrust upon unexpected journeys, Jared and Jensen will
both have to walk alone in order to discover themselves and a way back.
Warnings for drug use, child abuse, dub con, self-harm
Beaten  Length!Unknown  Abused!Jensen  HighSchool!AU  Self!Harm  First!Time  Dub-Con  Angst  RPS!Family  hurt!Jensen  Deaf!Jensen  Big!Bang  livejournal  Jared/Jensen  Slash  RPS  RPS!AU  Student!Jensen  Student!Jared  Friends!to!Lovers  Depraved!Humans  Deaf  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Sandy!McCoy 
december 2013 by chellexxx
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