chellexxx + death!fic   79

Someplace Quiet
Death said Sam was fated to kill Rowena, so she shouldn't be surprised to see him. The only problem is he should have died decades ago.

SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  post!Season!13  Angst  Character-Rowena  Death!fic  Motel/Hotel  Spell/Curse  sad  archiveofourown  1000+  Short 
august 2018 by chellexxx
Peace When You Are Done
Soul or not, Sam was not ok, and that burning, glowing ball looked like it was about to rip his body apart.

Death is ready to put Sam's soul back, but Dean might not be. And though sending Sam's soul to Heaven instead of back in his body leaves Dean with a still soulless brother, it may end up winning Cas his war. 13,016
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Het  Sam/Jess  Season!6  611  612  Character-Castiel  Character-Ellen!Harvelle  Character-Jo!Harvelle  Character-Balthazar  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Ash  Death!fic  AU!Season!6  Character-Mary!Winchester  archiveofourown  10000+  Short 
march 2017 by chellexxx
Every Purpose Under Heaven
Jared's life is turned upside down when his father, a
landscaper, is diagnosed with a terminal illness. Jared uses the skills
he developed at his father's side to get a job as a live-in gardener at
the Laurel Manor Inn, a Victorian mansion bed and breakfast. The old
manor holds a number of secrets, including a locked, abandoned garden
and a mysterious young man named Jensen who hasn't left the manor in
seventeen years. But as Jared begins to unravel the manor's mysteries,
he discovers a tragedy in Jensen's past that changes everything, and he
learns that sometimes letting go is the only way to move forward.
Loosely based on Frances Hodgson Burnett's The Secret Garden. .....
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Big!Bang  Angst  sick!OC  RPS!Family  Death!fic  Hospital  20000+  Long  livejournal  archiveofourown  Gardner!Jared  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Jim!Beaver  Person-Kim!Rhodes  Movie-The!Secret!Garden  Person-Samantha!Ferris  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
february 2016 by chellexxx
Reap the Wild Wind
Sam wasn't here. Sam was gone. Gone. Gone. Gone. And nothing
Dean could do, no curse or bargain he could make would bring him back.
.... 42,000+ Sequel ....
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  Season!2  AU!Season!2  Death!fic  Angst  Wing!fic  Winged!Sam  Bonding  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Dean  Gen  35000+  Long  pdf/mobi  Powers!Sam  Reaper!Sam  SPN  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Ellen!Harvelle  Character-Ash  Character-Jo!Harvelle  Character-Missouri!Moseley 
january 2016 by chellexxx
SPN Wincest Recs - Part 1 - Things...People...Feelings
This is an updated version of my past Wincest rec list, both in form and in content. Enjoy!
SPN  Slash  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Established!Relationship  Death!fic  Angst  Curtain!fic  Humour  !Kink  Schmoop  Length!Unknown 
january 2016 by chellexxx
Between Darkness and Light
Sam and Dean finally found happiness, a tiny scrap of peace in
the otherwise violent cacophony of their lives. They moved back to their
hometown of Lawrence, Kansas, letting domestic life fold in easily
around them as they built a life together away from the darkness of
their past. For a while it was good, better than maybe either of them
deserved. Sam finally let himself believe they had escaped the bloody,
violent death he always feared was in store for them. Sadly, suddenly,
the greed, violence and jealousy of mortal men swooped in and took it
all away.Twisted by grief and consumed by revenge, Sam paints his face
with a Glasgow smile of white and black and tracks down the men who
split his soul in two, making them pay for what they did. ... 32,077
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  Big!Bang  archiveofourown  livejournal  Domestic!fic  Curtain!fic  PTSD  Death!fic  hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Criminal/Mafia  kick!ass!Sam  Non-Con  Homicide  25000+  Long  Angst  Depraved!Humans  SPN  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Book-The!Crow 
september 2015 by chellexxx
It's A Wonderful Life
He stares at the worn headstone at his feet, reading and
rereading the inscription. It's simple, the way Dean would have wanted
it. .... 692
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  post!Series  Separated!Boys  Alone/Separated  Death!fic  Angst  Sad  Parent/Guardian!Sam  Memories/Flashback  under!1000  Short  Separated!Boys  SPN 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Splash my heart against yours
It’s quiet, Jared’s heartbeat. Lub-dubbing in regular, soft
intervals underneath where Jensen’s hand lies, feeling every
contraction, every re-polarization. Subconsciously, Jared wiggles,
aligning his vertebrae closer to Jensen’s midline. ... 1,000
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  Established!Relationship  Angst  kick!ass!Jensen  Historical  Death!fic  pining!Jensen  1000+  livejournal  Short  Heartbreaking  Sad 
june 2015 by chellexxx
Kill Your Heroes
John Winchester crawled out of the Pit when the Devil's Gate
opened, helped to take Azazel down and then there was nothing. Six years
later he comes back to himself in a basement room facing down a virtual
stranger with an agenda of his own. When he learns what's going on and
about the Mark of Cain, can he figure out the game his younger son is
playing before it's too late? ... 11,871
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Resurrected!John  Season!9  AU!Season!9  Bat!Cave  Amulet  Demon  Death!fic  Angst  asshole!Dean  10000+  Short  archiveofourown  Outsider!POV  POV!John  guilty!Sam  asshole!John  SPN  Character-Death  Character-Castiel  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Crowley  Character-Kevin!Tran 
june 2015 by chellexxx
Dark Lovers and Painful Mysteries
"Blood. It was everywhere. Why was there so much blood? Where
was it coming from? Jared looked down in confusion until he realized the
blood was coming from him. He was bleeding. Why was he bleeding? Did he
cut himself somehow?” Well, they did always say that reality is a
bitch.... 20,288
Hospitalized!Boys  Long  20000+  archiveofourown  Alone/Separated  Separated!Boys  Big!Bang  post!Series  Heartbreaking  Dog/Puppy  Death!fic  GSW  drugged!Jared  Angst  Previous!Relationship  Local!LEOS/FBI  Sad  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  Slash  RPS!Non-AU  RPS  Suicide  Separated!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray 
march 2015 by chellexxx
The End
Sam and Dean finally go to heaven for good. Death gives them
the option to have separate heavens or to spend eternity together. (They
are already dead when the fic begins; there is no gory death scene.)
.... 2,605
SPN!Non-AU  post!Series  Gen  Schmoop  Death!fic  Medical!Professional  1000+  Short  SPN  Character-Death 
march 2015 by chellexxx
The Shortest Distance
The year is 1935 and the Great Plains are hurting. Beaten down,
dirt and dust-laden, the people of these Plains live in a constant
haze. Jared is twenty years old and struggling to keep his adoptive
family alive and cared for. When his husband Cole died, much of the
faith in this land died with him, though they have stayed because this
is their land. They stay because they belong here. Cole’s cousin arrives
in from Montana two years too late, seeking to uproot his kin and
change their lives. With nature against man and man against nature, no
one remains the same. .... 27,109
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Historical  post!Apocalypse  Angst  Sad  Bottom!Jared  hurt!Jared  Death!fic  25000+  archiveofourown  Long  Mother!Nature  Heat/Summer  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
february 2015 by chellexxx
You're As Cold As Ice
When Sam and Dean get into a fight and Dean says something he
regrets Sam runs off. Later that night, Sam is faced with the abrupt
knowledge that maybe being cold isn't such a bad thing sometimes.....
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  hurt!Sam  Angst  5000+  Short  Season!2  Separated!Boys  Alone/Separated  Car!Accident  asshole!Dean  Death!fic  guilty!Dean  Separated!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
january 2015 by chellexxx
Shadow of the Season
While the Winchesters are in between hunts Sam falls ill but
instead of recovering, only gets worse. Unable to help and terrified for
his brother, Dean takes Sam to Bobby's and they find out that his
mysterious illness may in fact be connected with the supernatural. Can
Bobby and Dean figure out what is making Sam sick and find a cure before
it is too late? Death!fic. ..... 17,481
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  sick!Sam  Angst  Death!fic  15000+  Long  Panic!Room  Possessed!Sam  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer 
january 2015 by chellexxx
And I Feel Fine
It's the end of the world. For real, this time. And for once, it's got nothing to do with Sam and Dean. .... 998
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Schmoop  post!Apocalypse  Bottom!Sam  Season!Undefined  under!1000  Short  archiveofourown  Death!fic  SPN 
november 2014 by chellexxx
The Importance of Being Sam
Sam Winchester knew what was important and what wasn't. After all, it had been drilled into him all his life.
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Pre-Series  Teenchesters  Angst  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Death!fic  livejournal  Short  1000+  Suicide  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
september 2014 by chellexxx
We'll be okay
Dean Winchester and Sam Wesson, two kids who meet in a hospital
ward, couldn't be more opposite. But with Dean's lack of hope and Sam's
undeserving past, they could be just the thing the other needs the
most. A story of love and loss, showing that guilt can break even the
strongest man. And that love and friendship can rebuild him again.
Angst  sick!Sam  sick!Dean  archiveofourown  Heartbreaking  35000+  Long  Death!fic  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Slash  Hospitalized!Boys  Hospital  SPN!AU  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  AU!Not!Brothers  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Ellen!Harvelle  Character-Mary!Winchester  Character-Michael 
march 2014 by chellexxx
Tell Me Your Secrets
Sam activates his Winchester luck by inadvertently touching
some cursed bones. Dean is left with the task of rescuing his brother.
(Set in season 8, warned for sexual situations and swearing. Contains
gratuitous Sammy torture. Death!fic - sort of).
livejournal  Sam/Jess  Non-Con  Death!fic  Long  25000+  Abused!Sam  Angst  Torture  hurt!Sam  Case!fic  Season!8  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
march 2014 by chellexxx
In the Small of My Heart
AU: Jared is a borrower. At just under four and a half inches,
it's his job to venture out into the world of bigger men in order to
find and borrow (not steal) the items he needs to support his family.
His whole life, Jared has lived by one rule: a borrower can never be
seen. But then Jensen moves into the big house, catches Jared red-handed
in the middle of a borrowing, and lets him go instead of trapping him.
Jensen isn't greedy or dangerous like the giants Jared has always been
warned about; he's sad and sick and, more than anything, he's lonely.
Sad  pining!Jared  Romance  Death!fic  sick!Jensen  pdf/mobi  Long  livejournal  15000+  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  Slash  RPS!AU  RPS  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
january 2014 by chellexxx
Acts of Love and War
Acts of Love and War,
Sam Winchester Wants You; Join Heavens Army Today!

Sam ends up in heaven instead of in the cage, only to discover there's a war going on. Cas wants to keep him out of it but he's not going to let his friends fight alone, especially when a prophecy hints at Cas's death.
The thing is, Angels aren't the only ones in heaven who can fight.
Gen  post!Season!5  pining!Sam  SPN  Character-Castiel  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Ellen!Harvelle  Character-Ash  Character-Mary!Winchester  Character-Jo!Harvelle  Character-Raphael  Death!fic  Dean/Lisa  Unrequited  Character-Death  Character-Missouri!Moseley  Character-Adam!Milligan  Sam&Castiel  35000+  archiveofourown  Long  SPN!Non-AU 
december 2013 by chellexxx
I wish It would Break.
Jensen dies in a car crash. Jared is haunted by his memory and refuses to let the love of his life go.
livejournal  Short  5000+  hurt!Jensen  Angst  Death!fic  Heartbreaking  RPS!Non-AU  Established!Relationship  Jared/Jensen  Slash  RPS!Family  RPS  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Jim!Beaver 
december 2013 by chellexxx
Riding Shotgun
"Sam doesn’t know how he can say his brother is dead when
there’s still someone on this earth who looks at him like that." .....
archiveofourown  Season!3  316  Emotionally!hurt  Ghost  Schmoop  Death!fic  Big!Bang  25000+  livejournal  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Long  Ghost!Dean  SPN  Character-Bobby!Singer 
october 2013 by chellexxx
Nihil Inherit
Whatever you do, you will always end up... here. In May of
2007, Sam Winchester wakes up in his own grave, but digging himself out
is the least of his worries. He's plagued by the psychic visions which
have returned with renewed intensity and which all but threaten to
cripple him. He reunites with Dean, only to find that the Yellow-Eyed
Demon is still at large, about to put his world-ending plans into
motion. A mysterious figure who know much more than he ought dogs Sam's
footsteps, hinting at darker things to come. Soon Sam and Dean find
themselves on a path that feels frighteningly familiar: toward Lilith,
Lucifer, and the Apocalypse. Unable to shake the certainty that he's
seen all of this before, Sam knows that this is his one chance to set
things right, or die trying. 73,219
pdf/mobi  Powers!Sam  Voicemail  Death!fic  Big!Bang  hurt!Sam  Time!Travel  Angst  518  Season!3  75000+  livejournal  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Epic  AU!Season!3  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Time!Travelling!Sam  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Ellen!Harvelle  Character-Jo!Harvelle  Character-Yellow!Eyed!Demon  archiveofourown 
september 2013 by chellexxx
Somewhere a Clock is Ticking
When Ben goes missing, Dean has to help, even if it means going
in without Sam. By the time he stops to consider the consequences, it's
already too late, and Sam's skating dangerously close to the edge in
his determination to fix things.

It was such a fucking stupid thing to realize now, when he only had two
months left, but there it was: he wanted to live.
pdf/mobi  Powers!Sam  Bed!Sharing  Case!fic  Angst  Ghost  Death!fic  hurt!Dean  hurt!Sam  Deal  Abducted  Season!3  livejournal  50000+  First!Time  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Long  Abducted!Sam  AU!Season!3  Separated!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Lisa!Braeden  Character-Ben!Braeden 
september 2013 by chellexxx
The Tragedy of Life
The only luck Jensen seems to be having lately is bad – he's
accidentally come out to his family and been disowned (sort of), had his
lyrics stolen by his best friend (now ex) who he last saw sipping
champagne on an episode of CMT Cribs, and is one late rent payment from
being thrown out on his ass because apparently no one wants to buy
insurance from a guy with an eyepatch (don't ask). But things finally
start to look up when he meets his hot new neighbor, Jared, and of
course that's when Jensen has to go and get himself killed. Turns out
the afterlife? Not all it's cracked up to be. And his death coach is
kind of a douche, too. 54,000
livejournal  RPS  Big!Bang  Death!fic  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  50000+  Neighbour  Slash  Long  RPS!AU 
august 2013 by chellexxx
Courting Death
Sam Winchester lived the first six months of his life in a
happy family; the next twelve years as John Winchester's only son, and
the last decade as an orphan. He's supposed to die at twenty-two trying
to save the woman he loves from a fire, because he doesn't have a
brother to pull him back. But the night Sam meets his Reaper he
discovers that Death is overly fond of pop-culture references, too
beautiful to be real, and reluctant to kill him. .... 50,688
Big!Bang  Angel  50000+  livejournal  Death!fic  archiveofourown  Long  Bonding  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Slash  Angst  SPN!AU  Reaper!Dean  Reaper  Foster!Care  hurt!Sam  Separated!Boys  Absent!John  Season!1  AU!Season!1  Hospitalized!Boys  Folsom!Prison!Blues  Season!2  AU!Season!2  Humour  Demon  Powers!Sam  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  Abducted!Dean  Powers!Dean  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  All!Hell!Breaks!Loose  AU!Raised!Apart  What!Is!and!What!Should!Never!Be  Character-Death  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Anna!Milton  Character-Ellen!Harvelle  Character-Rufus!Turner  Character-Jo!Harvelle  Character-Tessa 
july 2013 by chellexxx
Once More
Six weeks after things go terribly wrong, Jensen and Jared get a second chance to do things right. 7,300
livejournal  RPS  Car!Accident  Death!fic  hurt!Jensen  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  RPS!Family  5000+  Slash  Short  Ghost  RPS!Non-AU  Blizzard/Snow  Schmoop  pining!Jared  pining!Jensen  Spell/Curse  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Christian!Kane 
july 2013 by chellexxx
Drifting Through Doorways
Since the death of his husband one year ago, Jared has
withdrawn from society and become a recluse. Not only that, he’s being
haunted by the ghost of his late husband (if the crazy dreams and
strange occurrences in his apartment are anything to go by). And Misha,
Jared’s florist and friend, is the only one who seems to believe him –
even if Misha’s theories and superstitions make him a little, well,
eccentric. Jensen, on the other hand, is finally free of his own
unhealthy relationship. Too bad being one half of the couple known as
Jen-Jen drove him completely bat-shit crazy. And he is, if the
disembodied voice that only he can hear and strange dreams are any
indication. This is a story about what happens when these two connect,
when you find a second chance at love, and when you give in and let
yourself be just a little bit crazy. 60,000
Romance  RPS!Family  Death!fic  top!Jared  RPS  Big!Bang  Emotionally!hurt  Jared/Jensen  Angst  50000+  Dream/Nightmare  archiveofourown  First!Time  hurt!Jared  Slash  Long  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  RPS!AU  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Death  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Misha!Collins 
june 2013 by chellexxx
If Yesterday Was Never There and Tomorrow Never Comes
Everything that Sam and Dean thought they knew about their
lives it literally ripped away from them when the world is overrun with
Zombies. Now they are forced to take a trip down memory lane in order to
learn the truth about their pasts and to uncover the terrible secret
that their Father kept from them for so long.
pdf/mobi  post!Apocalypse  Death!fic  Angst  Case!fic  Alternate!Universe  25000+  livejournal  Big!Bang  Gen  Memories/Flashback  SPN!Non-AU  Long  SPN 
june 2013 by chellexxx
Dust & Shadow
When Sam and Dean are young children, a sample of the plague
escapes from its lab, intent on shaking hands with everyone it meets.
The years pass and the Winchesters grow up while the world falls down
around them. Trained by their father to be soldiers, the Winchesters and
a few others wage an impossible war against an invisible enemy that
everyone fears. After a tragedy leaves them alone and left for dead, the
brothers come to rely on one another more than ever before. Always
close, they grow even closer despite the shadow of the Black Death that
lurks in the wings, waiting for a turn to dance. 80,000
Big!Bang  livejournal  post!Apocalypse  archiveofourown  First!Time  Angst  Sam/Dean  75000+  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Epic  Alternate!Universe  Death!fic  SPN 
june 2013 by chellexxx
So Close No Matter How Far
Five amazing years working with the guy who's become his best
friend. Now the time has come to move on, but Jensen Ackles is learning
that there's always something to be said about goodbyes, and just how
final they can be, especially when Jared Padalecki isn't ready to hear
hurt!Jensen  Angst  post!Series  25000+  Death!fic  RPS!Non-AU  livejournal  Slash  RPS  Jared/Jensen  Long  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Sandy!McCoy 
august 2012 by chellexxx
We Were Twenty
It takes three minutes to walk to the car, parked in a
handicapped space. The decal looks wrong hanging from the rear-view, the
stamp on the license plate obscure. It takes a moment, the adjustment,
and then Sam realizes. Dean; he says. Those aren't Kansas plates Dean
grunts. Get in the car, Sam Its not an answer.
Mechanic!Dean  First!Time  Angst  Death!fic  hurt!Sam  Heartbreaking  top!Sam  Domestic!fic  Mechanic  teacher!Dean  Lawyer!Sam  post!Series  Curtain!fic  Romance  Schmoop  Big!Bang  25000+  livejournal  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Long  Lawyer  Teacher  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
february 2012 by chellexxx
Dean dies, and he leaves Sam a set of instructions via a series of letters
Angst  316  Deal  Season!3  Established!Relationship  hurt!Dean  Schmoop  Romance  livejournal  Death!fic  1000+  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Short  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
february 2012 by chellexxx
ten thousand miles
This isnt a story with a deeper meaning. There is no moral at
the end. On December 28th, 2007, Sam Winchester walked out of the motel
room he was sharing with his brother and never came back. This is the
story of what happened after.
Demon  Sad  Heartbreaking  a!very!supernatural!christmas  Death!fic  Season!3  Angst  Big!Bang  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  35000+  livejournal  Long  AU!Season!3  Separated!Boys  SPN  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Jo!Harvelle 
february 2012 by chellexxx
All That I'm Living (Dying) For
After defeating the yellow-eyed demon, Sam and Dean get caught by the FBI again.
Death!fic  1000+  Local!LEOS/FBI  Outsider!POV  Season!2  Sam/Dean  livejournal  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Caught  Short  SPN  Character-Death 
january 2012 by chellexxx
Silence of a Summer Morning
People still call it Detroit, although I guess it hasn't really
been Detroit for a long time. The name means something new now, though.
When people say Detroit, they're not saying the city that used to be
here; they're saying this place, here and a million other things. So
Detroit-the-name has stuck around, for all Detroit-the-city didn't.
Death!fic  Ghost  1000+  Gen  post!Apocalypse  livejournal  SPN!Non-AU  Outsider!POV  Short  SPN  Character-Death 
january 2012 by chellexxx
Missing You
Dean looks pained with deep lines crinkling his brow and his
lips turned down at the corners. It's the face he wears when he wants to
hold back and protect his little brother from whatever he has to say
but knows there isn't any other choice.
Sam/Gabriel  Established!Relationship  Season!5  519  Death!fic  Sad  Bonding  1000+  livejournal  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Short  SPN  Character-Death  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster 
december 2011 by chellexxx
Dean visits Alison with a message for Sam
Gen  Crossover  TV!Show-Medium  Death!fic  316  1000+  livejournal  SPN!Non-AU  Short  SPN  Character-Death 
november 2011 by chellexxx
Love Lives On
after Jared's wife walks out on him, after finally admitting
that he's gay, Jensen invites him to stay with him, stopping him killing
himself. there he meets up with Chris who has a baby daughter dropped
on him by an uninterested mother. ..... 5,360
Parent/Guardian!Jared  Jensen/ofc  RPS!Non-AU  post!Series  Kid!fic  Romance  Jared/CristianKane  First!Time  Heartbreaking  Death!fic  5000+  RPS  livejournal  Slash  Short  FLocked!  Deleted!Fic!or!Author  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles 
november 2011 by chellexxx
A Moment In Time: It's Just The Beginning
Season 7: The end of an era, but is it truly the end? Sam and
Dean find themselves in a situation they can't escape from...what if
that's not a bad thing? 3,549  Death!fic  704  Season!7  1000+  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Short  SPN  Character-John!Winchester 
october 2011 by chellexxx
Don't Let Go
Sam's forced to do with returning memories after surviving the
Wall falling,on top of Dean being critically injured when he's given the
hardest choice of all & must face letting go or going on alone.
Hospital  Coma  post!Season!6  Angst  10000+  Death!fic  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Dean  Short  AU!Season!6  Hospitalized!Boys  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Impala 
october 2011 by chellexxx
Informant 'verse - Part 5 - Goodnight, Brother
Spencer Reid thought of Dean Winchester as family. So how did the deal affect him? Informant 'verse!.
pdf/mobi  Informant!Verse  Death!fic  OMC  Season!4  Season!3  Gen  Crossover  SPN!Non-AU  Outsider!POV  Local!LEOS/FBI  SPN  TV!Show-Criminal!Minds  Character-Death 
september 2011 by chellexxx
Door Number Two
What if Dean never realised it was a dream? He lives his life
in the wish verse and Sam waits in the real world, till the demon shows.
... 1,600 .....
Sam/Jess  Dean/ofc  Sad  Death!fic  1000+  Season!2  SPN!Non-AU  Het  Short  What!Is!and!What!Should!Never!Be  Character-Death  Character-Yellow!Eyed!Demon 
september 2011 by chellexxx
Some mistakes are irreparable: His eyes crunch up and then
slowly open. Hazel eyes blink up at me for a second before recognition
crosses Jareds features and he yanks his hand away, scrambling
backwards, wincing painfully, Sorry, sorry, sorry, he murmurs, as if
apologising for the contact I initiated.
Jared/Jensen  pining!Jared  hurt!Jared  Unrequited  guilty!Jensen  Heartbreaking  Death!fic  fics!by!freakn-out  10000+  Bottom!Jared  RPS  Insecurity  livejournal  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  asshole!Jensen  Short  Depraved!Humans  Suicide  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
august 2011 by chellexxx
Silent Goodbye
After everything that's happened, Sam can't take it anymore. He
leaves a note: Im to blame for everything. For Moms death. For Dads
death. For your lack of a childhood. For your lack of a loving home. For
your lack of a normal life. For Jess death. For Madisons death. For
every single fucking thing thats ever gone wrong in our lives, Im the
one to blame.
sequel 5,000 death fic
Sam/Dean  Season!4  First!Time  Heartbreaking  Death!fic  Memories/Flashback  Non-Con  fics!by!freakn-out  5000+  Bottom!Sam  livejournal  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Suicide  SPN  Character-Castiel 
july 2011 by chellexxx
The Park
Sam and Dean haven't been hunting for a very long time. Now they just spend their days wandering the park.
post!Series  Gen  Outsider!POV  Death!fic  Sad  1000+  livejournal  SPN!Non-AU  Short  SPN 
july 2011 by chellexxx
I Stole Away and Cried
For the first few weeks, Jensen was angry. It was a slow burn,
the kind of anger that simmered and expanded until it completely
encompassed him. Outwardly of course, he was fine.
5,835 ......
Jared/Jensen  First!Time  sick!Jared  Death!fic  Heartbreaking  Sad  5000+  Cancer  RPS  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Short  Hurt/Sick!Boys  pdf/mobi  archiveofourown 
july 2011 by chellexxx
Five Things Sam Wishes Dean Knew and One Thing Hes Glad He Doesnt
Dean doesnt know, really know, that Sam would do anything for
him. Sam knows Dean wont let himself believe that one. The implications
are too shattering. And Dean doesnt think hes worth that kind of love.
He is. 447
AU!Season!2  Angst  livejournal  Death!fic  under!1000  Sam/Dean  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Established!Relationship  Short  Season!2  SPN  All!Hell!Breaks!Loose 
july 2011 by chellexxx
The Winchesters from an outsiders point of view.
Season!3  hurt!Dean  Gen  Outsider!POV  OFC  Death!fic  Sad  1000+  SPN!Non-AU  Short  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
march 2011 by chellexxx
Dead and Gone
Sam copes with the lose of Dean, by covering it up with a lie... 2,701
Dub-Con  Death!fic  Sam/OMC  316  Angst  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  1000+  post!Series  Short  Shifter  Shifter!Dean  SPN 
march 2011 by chellexxx
End Credits
Dean's been a fan of scary movies for as long as he can
remember ... Hollywood's processed thrillers, scares, and screams are
nothing compared to the horror of Dean's real life, as he desperately
tries to save his brother's life and sanity, as well as his own.
Death!fic  Angst  hurt!Sam  15000+  Season!1  First!Time  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Long  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  archiveofourown 
january 2011 by chellexxx
La Perte
you cant hear what hes saying but the moisture in his eyes
tells you everything you need to know. Something is wrong. You turn your
head, the room swimming and see Sam standing in the doorway, watching
you sadly..
Gen  hurt!Dean  Death!fic  Season!2  1000+  SPN!Non-AU  Short  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  In!My!Time!of!Dying 
january 2011 by chellexxx
And Death Shall Have No Dominion
Though lovers be lost love shall not; and death shall have no dominion.
Death!fic  First!Time  top!Sam  Sam/Dean  Mystery!Spot  Season!3  1000+  livejournal  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Short  SPN 
december 2010 by chellexxx
Know What's Inside
"No one's ever said that before. Sam is using the shapeshifter
for his own needy/romantic/sexual ends because he misses Dean. 1,670
Sam/OMC  Alternate!Universe  1000+  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Shifter  Established!Relationship  Sam/Dean  Death!fic  Shifter!Dean  Separated!Boys  SPN 
december 2010 by chellexxx
Just Another Day, Right?
Can father and son patch things up or will it forever be too late.
Stanford  Pre-Series  Sad  Angst  Death!fic  1000+  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Sam  Short  Suicide  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-John!Winchester 
november 2010 by chellexxx
Thank You For Not Loving Me
Sam is sick of being only a way to relieve the tension for
Dean. He is tired of fighting. What he wants is just one kiss, is that
so much to ask? sam gives up all hope and dean has to deal with the
aftermath ... 2,770 .......
Slash  Sad  pining!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  1000+  guilty!Dean  asshole!Dean  Established!Relationship  Angst  Death!fic  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Sam  Short  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt!Dean  Abusive!Dean  Bottom!Sam  Season!Undefined  Sam/Dean  archiveofourown  Suicide  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
october 2010 by chellexxx
His Fury
Angst ridden story time! Abusive!Dean! Character death ad heart wretching drama! One sided Sam/Dean! Don't like? 1,794
Sad  guilty!Dean  Slash  Sam/Dean  Death!fic  Season!4  1000+  Non-Con  Angst  asshole!Dean  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Sam  Short  Abused!Sam  Abusive!Dean  Abused  Suicide  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
october 2010 by chellexxx
Playing Monsters
It was just a game ... a game that those boys used to play.
They'd pretend that they were monster hunters, that they were some kind
of heroes. The problem was that they started to believe that all of that
nonsense was real, you see? 2,769
Powers!Sam  Sam/John  Angst  Death!fic  asshole!John  hurt!Sam  Non-Con  Outsider!POV  1000+  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  livejournal  First!Time  Short  Abused!Sam  AU!Pre-Series  Abusive!John  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Meg 
october 2010 by chellexxx
By The Time You Read This, I Will Be Gone
Sam is young, miserable, and has access to dozens of weapons, its a dangerous mix. Can Dean reach him in time? 2,359
1000+  Sad  Angst  Death!fic  POV!John  POV!Bobby  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  hurt!Dean  hurt!Sam  Short  Outsider!POV  Suicide  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-John!Winchester 
october 2010 by chellexxx
A Race To Say Goodbye
Dean never saw it coming, he never thought that a phone call
would cause him and his father to make a dash across the country to try
and see his brother one last time. Will they even be able to arrive in
time to say good bye? 5,444
5000+  Stanford  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  Angst  guilty!Dean  guilty!John  Death!fic  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  sick!Sam  Short  Hidden!Illness/Injury  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Pastor!Jim 
august 2010 by chellexxx
Worst Nightmare
John Winchester finds himself caught in his worst nightmare when Sam is horribly injured.
guilty!John  Death!fic  Angst  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  1000+  Werewolf  Hunt  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  hurt!Sam  Short  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-John!Winchester 
august 2010 by chellexxx
I missed the mark
Her car's broken down. In the scariest place ever. Typical.
post!Series  Death!fic  Gen  Outsider!POV  OFC  People!Helped  Ghost  1000+  livejournal  SPN!Non-AU  Short  SPN  Character-Impala 
august 2010 by chellexxx
Unfinished Business
AU following "In My Time of Dying", in which things go very, very wrong. Okay, even more wrong.
Gen  Death!fic  Ghost  Outsider!POV  Season!2  1000+  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Hospitalized!Boys  Hospital  SPN  In!My!Time!of!Dying  dreamwidth 
august 2010 by chellexxx
The First Day of the Rest of Your Life
Post-"No Rest for the Wicked." after Dean has gone to Hell
Death!fic  Season!3  316  Outsider!POV  People!Helped  Gen  1000+  livejournal  SPN!Non-AU  Short  SPN 
august 2010 by chellexxx

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