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We Fell in Love in a Hopeless Place
On the eve of the third world war, major world powers built machines to stand in the place of human soldiers. Who knew the machines would get along better than the humans ever did? Governments and cities fell one after another as the machines -- red-eyed, metal monsters built to level cities and destroy humanity -- wreaked havoc across the world. Now there is no communication, no infrastructure, no law to rely on, and people are living in scattered pockets across the globe. Jensen is a member and unsaid leader of one of those camps, dug into underground bunkers by night, and raiding the desolate husk of a broken city by day. Jared finds his way to the ragtag group of survivors, and they all struggle to find their place in a world that is nothing like what they have known.

45,535
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  post!Apocalypse  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Big!Bang  35000+  Long  archiveofourown  One!Hates!The!Other!At!First  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!OC  hurt!Jensen  hurt!CristianKane  Medical!Professional!Jared  kick!ass!Jensen  Bed!Sharing 
6 weeks ago by chellexxx
Trickster's Rite
After Dean and Cas disappear with the Leviathans, Sam does everything in his power to bring them back. When a pagan ritual brings back the Trickster instead, Sam finds himself bound to Gabriel, and the two have to work together to mount a rescue straight through Purgatory.

23,116
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  First!Time  Sam/Gabriel  Dean/Castiel  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Separated!Boys  Fix-It-Fic  20000+  archiveofourown  Long  Big!Bang  post!Season!7  Purgatory  Slow!Burn  Witch/Warlock  Spell/Curse  Bonding 
august 2019 by chellexxx
Like a wave crashing over me
Jensen’s happy with his life. He lives by the sea, spends his days taking photos of the landscape around him and doesn’t really talk to his neighbours. He’s content in the world he’s created for himself. Until Jared shows up on his beach, and for the first time in years, Jensen wants to find a way to overcome his shyness and let someone in.
24,338
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Photographer  Photographer!Jensen  20000+  archiveofourown  Big!Bang  Shy!Jensen  Long 
june 2019 by chellexxx
Audable
Sometimes the place you live requires a lot more upkeep than you’d ever imagined. Dawn breaks over the lands that surround the bunker, and things are never the same for Sam and Dean. They each have half of the day, dusk to dawn for Sam, and dawn to dusk for Dean to both figure it out. Cas, Jack and Mary help the brothers discover the deals the Men of Letters made with four ancient beings who have been protecting the four directions around the bunker. It was all for a good reason, and the brothers didn’t know, but they still must pay the debt that is owed. In the few moments the brothers have together at dusk and dawn, the relationship once severed is re-made into something unbreakable.
28,736
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Angst  Schmoop  Character-Castiel  Character-Mary!Winchester  Character-Jack  pining!Sam  pining!Dean  25000+  livejournal  Long  archiveofourown  dreamwidth  Spell/Curse  Separated!Boys  Big!Bang 
june 2019 by chellexxx
Black Cat Mercantile
Searching for materials for a new sculpture he's planning, Jared gets sent to a magical salvage shop in a bad part of town. The proprietor's got a great artistic eye, a criminal conviction, and an attitude that could earn him a punch to the face. Jared finds himself coming back, anyway.
45,770
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Big!Bang  archiveofourown  Long  35000+  Artist  Artist!Jared  SciFi/Fantasy!AU  D/s 
june 2019 by chellexxx
First We'll Take Manhattan
Jensen is a fashion designer looking for a model to be the ‘face’ of his line. Enter Jared, an aspiring Broadway actor who hasn't ever modeled, but Jensen believes he's perfect for the part. Jared has no idea what he's getting into. There's glitz and drama. There's the excitement he craves, but there's also heartbreak and misery lurking just under the surface.

In the rush to get everything ready for fashion week, things get complicated. Jared joins Adrianne Palicki and Aisha Taylor, his other models, and Jensen, along with his staff, get busy putting outfits together for him.
35,974
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Mark!Pellegrino  Person-Aldis!Hodge  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Person-Rob!Benedict  Person-Curtis!Armstrong  35000+  livejournal  Long  archiveofourown  Big!Bang  Person-Adrianne!Palicki  Person-David!Hayden-Jones  Actor  Actor!Jared  Model  Model!Jared  Angst 
june 2019 by chellexxx
The Sceptre and the Stone
Jared has been making a living as a smuggler while his city and country have been under occupation by the Iron Lord. It's dangerous work, but it keeps his mind off the way things used to be, and how unlikely it is that they can ever go back. Unlikely, that is, until he gets a package to the one man who could change the world—if they don't both get caught first.

Prince Jensen has been in hiding for five years, the last of the rightful rulers of his kingdom. The plans he's been painstakingly making for recovering the throne and restoring magic to his people are brought to a head when an uncommonly skilled smuggler delivers him what he most needs. As he puts his plan into motion, though, he's going to have to figure out how to deal with said smuggler—including the way he makes Jensen want things that have nothing to do with regaining his kingdom.
30,747


https://archiveofourown.org/works/19376971/chapters/46105516
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Alex!Calvert  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Adrianne!Palicki  Person-Gabriel!Tigerman  Person-Mark!Pellegrino  Person-Matt!Cohen  25000+  Long  livejournal  archiveofourown  Royalty  Royal!Jensen  SciFi/Fantasy!AU  Criminal!Jared  Big!Bang 
june 2019 by chellexxx
Why Can't I Breathe (Whenever I Think About You)
Jensen Ackles is a well-known name in the gay porn industry — at least his on-screen persona “JR Richardson” is. Already an industry veteran at age twenty-seven, he has the freedom to be selective with his gigs, a healthy love of casual sex, and zero interest in relationships.

When his friend, sporadic fuckbuddy, and former scene director Jeffrey Dean Morgan calls him up with a rare request to audition, Jensen is completely unprepared for the force of nature that is Jared “JT Austin” Padalecki, or their immediate chemistry both on set and off. As they quickly become best friends (with benefits), Jensen discovers that sex is infinitely more complicated when feelings begin to get in the way.
46,706
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Slow!Burn  Jared/Jensen  Jensen/Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  Jared/omc  Jensen/omc  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Porn  Actor!Jared  Actor  Actor!Jensen  top!Jared  Bottom!Jared  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Matt!Cohen  RPS!Family  Friends!to!Lovers  Friends!With!Benefits  Work!Together  Threesome  Kink-Dirty!Talk  Kink-Toys  Big!Bang  Christmas  Get!a!Clue  35000+  Long  archiveofourown  First!Time 
june 2019 by chellexxx
You've Gotta Be Kitten Me
Jensen lives a routine, solitary life with little to no interaction and he likes it just fine. He’d rather not deal with the fuss and rejection of making and keeping connections, so when a stray cat shows up at his apartment building and begs for attention every time they cross paths, Jensen does what he can to ignore it. Of course, that doesn’t last long and he finds himself carving out a space in his world to make it feel at home. Along the road of pet ownership, Jensen meets the very nice and very handsome Dr. Jared Padalecki. The veterinarian's open, warm personality gets to Jensen the same way his new cat has, and Jensen fights against his own hang-ups to get to know him.
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RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Schmoop  Vet/Animal!Shelter  Vet!Jared  Kitten/Cat  Shy!Jensen  Big!Bang  35000+  livejournal  Long  archiveofourown  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Neighbour  Slow!Burn  aww 
june 2019 by chellexxx
Keep This Secret
Sam and Dean travel to the fairy realm hoping to make a deal to get Adam released from the Cage. The price: their shared secret.
23,388
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Angst  archiveofourown  20000+  Long  Fae/Fairies  Deal  Character-Adam!Milligan  PTSD  Emotionally!hurt  hurt!OC  pining!Sam  Dream/Nightmare  Hell  Season!8  813  Alternate!Universe  Big!Bang  guilty!Sam  First!Time 
june 2019 by chellexxx
Ashes of the Moon
Jared Padalecki, an inexperienced and uncertain young man, is sent to Kibilisa, Africa, to work for his church. Less than a month later the country is torn apart by civil war. Alone in charge of a group of children, he despairs of surviving – until he meets a mysterious man named Jensen Ackles who seems to know the country and the language. Their journey together will bring them terror, pain, horror and the deepest grief; but also friendship, self-sacrifice, love and redemption

42,000
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  1st!meeting  Angst  Kid!fic  Parent/Guardian!Jared  Homophobia  Big!Bang  Long  livejournal  35000+  Homicide  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Jensen 
june 2019 by chellexxx
Here We Still Remain
With Lucifer tormenting his dreams, Sam fears sleep so much he sees only one way to get any rest at all. It's not pretty, but it does the job, and Sam is nothing if not pragmatic. Dean doesn't need to know, but then, he doesn't seem to care anyway. As Sam slowly crumbles under the weight of exhaustion, guilt, and his brother's mistrust, it's Castiel who unexpectedly reaches out to him - but the solution the angel offers might well be worse than the problem.
24,693
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Castiel  First!Time  Season!5  Big!Bang  516  514  510  522  Angst  504  20000+  Long  pdf/mobi  livejournal  Bottom!Sam  Dub-Con  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Sam  Suicide  Character-Castiel 
may 2018 by chellexxx
Black Flag Over Texas
Jensen belongs to a team of mercenary vigilantes that is trying to stop a group of anarchists whose goal is the dissolution of the USA. They get information that a student group on UT Dallas campus is harboring at least one of the major players, and Jensen is assigned to an undercover mission to infiltrate the group.
32,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/220909

Green Means Go
http://archiveofourown.org/works/344732/chapters/559413

When the United States fragmented, the vigilante group known as the Ghosts became the unofficial power behind the Republic of Texas. After the deaths of almost everyone he cares about, the Ghosts are all Jared has left.

Four years later, Jared is on a routine mission when his world is turned upside down. Jensen’s alive, but has no memory of his former life, or the mission that (almost) got him killed. Old rivalries are resurfacing, and now Jared and Jensen are on the run from their own side. There’s a surprise awaiting them, a secret that could change the world – if only Jensen can remember the key.
34,574
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  archiveofourown  livejournal  Big!Bang  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  Person-Katie!Cassidy  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Person-Aldis!Hodge  Undercover/Secret!Identity  College!AU  Student!Jared  Politics  Criminal!Jensen  Criminal/Mafia  25000+  Long 
december 2017 by chellexxx
Forgiving the Past, Finding the Future
Jensen Ackles & Jared Padalecki were once best friends and high school sweethearts in their small hometown of Paxton, Texas. They had plans to run away to start college & their life together on their terms until the night of graduation when betrayal and lies ruined those plans.

A decade later found Jared returning back to the town he hated & finding himself confronted by Jensen, the man he believes lied and used him. Jensen wants answers as to why Jared not only ran away without any explanation but also now hates him.

Upon learning the truth of that fateful night, Jensen uses some unconventional methods and his job as sheriff to get Jared to listen. He realizes he also has some listening to do as some of what Jared's done comes to light.

The former flames must come to grips with their pasts and the events that led to their breakup. They will have to learn to forgive in order to heal and start moving forward towards a future they both still want.

44,176
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Big!Bang  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Previous!Relationship  Angst  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Jared  Beaten  HighSchool!AU  Agent/Police  Agent/Police!Jensen  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Secret  Long  archiveofourown  35000+  Hooker!Jared  Prostitution/Hustling  hurt!Jensen 
august 2017 by chellexxx
Bound By Kismet
In 2087, the world's a little different. MP3 players have been replaced with voice activated ear buds, farming is done almost entirely by machines, and "Self-Slavery" is acceptable and fairly common.
Despite finding the idea unsavory, 32-yr-old corporate bigwig Jensen - who sucks at sustaining relationships - agrees to a Convict Proprietor Contract with 26-yr-old photographer Jared - serving five years for a crime he took the fall for.

Divine Destiny, or The Cruel Hand of Fate?

Both haunted by their pasts - Jensen with one he couldn't remember, and Jared tormented by one he only wanted to forget - the two men's lives converge in a way neither could ever imagine.
Will dark secrets shatter the delicate friendship they manage to build? Or will the two men find their way to a happiness neither was even looking for?
66,000+
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Slave!fic  Photographer!Jared  Photographer  CEO!Jensen  C.E.O  Big!Bang  50000+  livejournal  pdf/mobi  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Jared  Abused  Abused!Jared  PTSD  Angst  Non-Con  Dream/Nightmare 
may 2017 by chellexxx
In retrospect (I’d rather have been a poet. Or a farmer.)
“It’s in the car,” Jared said, slightly sheepishly.
Jensen’s look spoke volumes.
“What? It was just an errand.” Jared said, shrugging. “You shouldn’t need automatic weapons just to go to the bank. And anyway. You always do the shooting. I do the talking. The planning. The charming.”
Jensen snorted indelicately. “Thank you, 007.”
23,533
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  Big!Bang  20000+  Long  archiveofourown  Undercover/Secret!Identity  Agent/Police!Jensen  Agent/Police!Jared  kick!ass!Jensen  kick!ass!Jared  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  First!Time  Jared/Alexis  Person-Alexis!Bledel  Abducted  Abducted!Jensen  Person-Steve!Carlson  Jensen/Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  Jensen/Steve  Non-Con  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Jensen  Abused  Abused!Jensen  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  top!Jared  Spies  Slow!Burn 
may 2017 by chellexxx
Coming Down on a Sunny Day
In 2009, Castiel watches the Apocalypse end disastrously and makes a decision. In 1984, John Winchester suddenly finds himself with another little boy on his hands, one with dark, messy hair and sad blue eyes who won't leave John and his sons alone. And so Sam and Dean get a weirdo big brother. Because their lives aren't complicated enough.
117,065

http://maychorian.livejournal.com/233162.html
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  post!Season!5  Time!Travel  Time!Travelling!OC  Regression/De-Aged  Regressed/De-Aged!OC  Character-Castiel  Character-John!Winchester  Weechesters  Character-Jimmy!Novak  Character-Amelia!Novak  Domestic!fic  Domestic!Violence  hurt!Castiel  Character-Jake!Talley  archiveofourown  sick!OC  Angst  Epic  100000+  livejournal  AU!Pre-Series  Big!Bang  Character-Mary!Winchester 
may 2017 by chellexxx
Between the Earth and Sky
The world is a dangerous place when you're four inches tall and almost every creature out there considers you a possible snack. Being strangers stranded days away from their home, Jared and Jensen slowly get to know each other during their struggles to find food and shelter as their way back home takes them through forests and over plains, bringing them both terrible enemies and new allies.
34,174
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Long  archiveofourown  Big!Bang  Wing!fic  Winged!Jared  Winged!Jensen  Fae!Jensen  Fae!Jared  Fae/Fairies  25000+  SciFi/Fantasy!AU 
may 2017 by chellexxx
The Only Twenty-Four-Hour Bookstore in New York
Jared is the proprietor of The Moose and Mayhem, New York City's only twenty-four-hour bookstore. It takes up most of his brain but he loves it – the employees, the customers, the shelves and shelves of books. Jensen is co-owner of Two Brothers Bar, Red Hook's finest purveyor of bourbon, beer, and country bands. It takes up increasing amounts of his time but he loves it – the bartenders, the customers, even line-dance nights. Jared's weird year begins on No-Pants Day with the unusual presence of people riding the subway in their underwear in January. Jensen's weird year begins with an impulse to cross the river into Manhattan at three in the morning to see if the tall Texan guy he met a week ago is as cute as he remembers. But neither of them is expecting the challenging year that follows, and they'll need the things about New York that keep them sane to help them survive it.
38,426
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  BookStore  Bar  Bartender!Jared  Person-Osric!Chau  Big!Bang  archiveofourown  35000+  Long  top!Jared 
may 2017 by chellexxx
Due Supernatural
Constable Samuel Winchester of the Royal Canadian Mounted Police has come to Chicago on the trail of the killers of his father and, for reasons about to be explored at this juncture, he has found himself attached to one rough-around-the-edges Chicago flatfoot by the name of Detective Dean Harvelle, who is not as dissimilar as one would suppose. Even factoring in the quite literal demons haunting Sam's past.
30,475

http://archiveofourown.org/works/117255?view_adult=true
SPN  SPN!AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  First!Time  AU!Not!Brothers  Agent/Police!Sam  Agent/Police!Dean  Local!LEOS/FBI  Agent/Police  livejournal  archiveofourown  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Jo!Harvelle  Character-Yellow!Eyed!Demon  Character-Bela!Talbot  Big!Bang  Long  25000+  Hunter!Sam  Powers!Sam  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  TV!Show-Due!South 
april 2017 by chellexxx
Steam
Dean was supposed to get a year, and then go to Hell. Instead, as far as he was concerned, he got most of a year, and then Hell came to him.
30,722

http://archiveofourown.org/works/12392/chapters/15757
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  post!Season!2  316  Angst  AU!Season!3  Season!3  post!Apocalypse  Big!Bang  livejournal  archiveofourown  25000+  Long 
april 2017 by chellexxx
Nightglow
Castiel awakens on the side of the road in the middle of the night with no memory of the last several days and his grace burning through him much faster than it should be. He heads to the Bunker to meet up with Sam, and together they set out to find the presumably dead but somehow missing Dean. Along the way they have to deal with Castiel's rapidly fading grace and discovering what Dean has become, as well as figure out what happened in the four days Castiel doesn't remember. It all ends in a showdown with Dean, and the return of a friend who is able to fill in the missing pieces.

17,902
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Castiel  First!Time  Amnesia  Amnesia!OC  Character-Castiel  Character-Crowley  Character-Hannah  dreamwidth  Bat!Cave  Big!Bang  15000+  Long  Separated!Boys  POV!Castiel  post!Season!9 
april 2017 by chellexxx
The Dizzy Heights of This Dreamed of World
Jared is left on the Padaleckis' doorstep as a baby with no clues as to who he is or where he's come from. As he grows up with a life full of love and support from his adoptive family, he never loses the dreams of some far off place with green hills and meadows, a sprawling forest and gurgling stream. It's a beautiful and peaceful there, and every night Jared has his dream landscape all to himself—until he starts hearing a voice calling for him.
When a stranger on a motorcycle shows up on campus a few months later, Jared suddenly has a new reality to consider. Not only is he fae and betrothed to this man—who introduces himself as Jensen—Jared's also in mortal danger. Torn between wanting to keep living a normal life and figuring out who he really is, Jared reluctantly agrees to let Jensen prepare him for the danger up ahead and unearth his own fae powers. As time goes on, he starts to feel more and more drawn to Jensen and he comes to realize that they share a bond that reaches well beyond an arranged marriage. 34,000

akintay
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Jared/Sandy  Person-Sandy!McCoy  College!AU  Fae!Jensen  Fae!Jared  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  Bottom!Jared  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Dream/Nightmare  Romance  Powers!Jensen  Powers!Jared  archiveofourown  Big!Bang  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Student!Jared  25000+  Long  fics!by!akintay  Arranged!Marriage/Forced!Relationship  Dream!Walking 
april 2017 by chellexxx
Rockstar Pastry Chef
Eighteen-year-old Jared Padalecki has wanted to be a pastry chef since he was a little kid. When he was a teenager, he fell in love with Jensen Ackles, a shy, talented, tattooed Food Network pastry chef. His friend finds out that Jensen is running a TV competition, Tough Cookie, to find himself an intern for a one year contract and signs him up. Competition is fierce -- but the sexual tension between them turns out to be even fiercer. Can Jared win both the show and Jensen's heart? ... 23,35
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  pining!Jared  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  Person-Misha!Collins  Big!Bang  Famous/notFamous  Famous!Jensen  Chef/Baker  Chef/Baker!Jensen  Chef/Baker!Jared  Living!Together  top!Jared  Slow!Burn  archiveofourown  Tattoo  Long  On!Set  20000+ 
april 2017 by chellexxx
Somnium Gratia
Canon compliant up to 11x06. Not long after Sam's last vision of hell, he begins having dreams about a man whose face he can't see.

15,916

Rare Pair Big Bang 2016
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Lucifer  First!Time  Season!11  1106  Character-Lucifer  Character-Castiel  Dean/Castiel  Dream/Nightmare  Sam&Castiel  Big!Bang  Long  15000+  archiveofourown 
april 2017 by chellexxx
The Lord of Misrule
The action takes place immediately after Lucifer kills Gabriel. Gabriel’s death releases the real god Loki from his thousand-year imprisonment, and he is out for revenge on the architect of his suffering - Gabriel. Furious that the archangel is out of his reach, and discovering that his powers are weakened by this modern unbelieving world, Loki goes after Kali and the Winchesters. The Norse god finds he has bitten off more than he can chew, but unfortunately the boys are caught up too, when Kali decides to teach Loki a lesson.

26,531

http://archiveofourown.org/works/535143
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!5  519  Time!Travel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Kali  Norse!God  Big!Bang  25000+  livejournal  archiveofourown  Long  Separated!Boys  sick!Dean  Hurt/Sick!Boys  drugged!Dean 
april 2017 by chellexxx
Sentimental Iterations
Castiel learned everything he knows about devotion from the Winchesters. In this peaceful future built on the back of Sam Winchester’s most recent sacrifice, Castiel discovers that death itself can be overcome. If he’s willing to pay the price.

33,370
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Castiel  First!Time  Character-Castiel  Sam&Castiel  Season!11  Season!10  Slow!Burn  Friends!to!Lovers  Curtain!fic  Bottom!Sam  Powerless!Castiel  Big!Bang  Dog/Puppy  25000+  archiveofourown  Long 
april 2017 by chellexxx
1/1,095 Days
Renowned chemist Jensen Ackles used to be a fun guy. He used to be witty, charming, and would love to go to parties.

For the past three years, he’s been different. He can’t sleep without waking up feeling like he’d done something unforgiveable. Sometimes he goes nights without sleeping because it’s better than having nightmares he can’t remember. It’s been going on for so long it’s become normal.

It all comes to a head when a semi-blind date goes horribly wrong. Jared, a man he’s never met, hates him down to his core. The problem is, Jensen’s never met Jared in his life.

25,000
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Medical!Professional!Jensen  25000+  livejournal  Long  Steve/Chris  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Steve!Carlson  Amnesia  Amnesia!Jensen  Physical!Therapist  Physical!Therapist!Jared  Big!Bang  pdf/mobi  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared 
april 2017 by chellexxx
143 Alice Grim Lane
Sam Winchester changed his name before he got to Stanford. Now Samuel Francis Wesson is a rising star at a California law firm with a reputation for championing the underdogs and bringing down the bad guys. He and Jess have a neon blue hybrid with a bike rack on top, and a cozy red stucco house with built-in bookshelves and hanging baskets of bougainvillea on the front porch. Sam Wesson has everything he ever wanted, except for the one thing he knew he shouldn’t.
Dean is still a Winchester, still a hunter, still in love with Sam and determined not to admit it. Years of avoiding each other and their true feelings have left Sam and Dean strangers. But when Sam’s luck changes and tragedy finds him, he turns in desperation to the older brother he walked away from years ago, hoping that the bond forged between them in childhood will prove strong enough to bring them back together.

51,700

Pairing: Dean/Sam, with Sam/Jess and Dean/Cas (Dean/Sam very much the OTP here, as anyone who knows me would expect...)
SPN  SPN!AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Stanford  AU!Season!1  Season!1  Lawyer!Sam  Lawyer  Hunter!Dean  Sam/Jess  pining!Sam  pining!Dean  Big!Bang  pdf/mobi  50000+  Long  livejournal  Dean/Castiel  Parent/Guardian!Sam  Character-Jessica 
march 2017 by chellexxx
Broken Wings
“To me, it will always remind myself of the fact that I control
what happens to my body, that I can control my body. It also means that
even though people will always see what they want to see, like a crow
instead of a raven, I will always know what it is, so I will know that
while people always see some guy in a wheelchair, I will remember that I
am Jared. And also... see how the wing is kind of stretched out? It’s
‘cause even though my wings may be broken... I know I’m still free...”
34,333
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/CristianKane  First!Time  Romance  Ranch/Farm  Paralysis  Car!Accident  RPS!Family  Big!Bang  25000+  livejournal  Long  Angst  Bottom!Jared  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Tattoo!Artist!Jared  Tattoo!Shop  Permanent!Injury!Jared  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Person-Christian!Kane  Mike/Tom  Self!Harm  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Jason!Manns  Tattoo 
june 2016 by chellexxx
Hubris
Sam didn't go with Dean that Halloween night. Six years later,
he's a profiler with the FBI's Behavioral Analysis Unit. But when
Special Agent Henriksen asks him for help on a series of strange cases,
the past he thought he buried collides with the life he's made for
himself, with disastrous consequences. .... 30,680 ......
https://www.fanfiction.net/s/5217877/1/Hubris
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Stanford  AU!Stanford  Angst  AU!Season!1  Season!1  Big!Bang  Agent/Police  Agent/Police!Sam  Separated!Boys  Alone/Separated  Skin  a!very!supernatural!christmas  fanfiction.net  25000+  Long  livejournal  Local!LEOS/FBI  Case!fic  SPN  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Victor!Henricksen 
february 2016 by chellexxx
A Lasso is Not a Dating Tool
Jared had spent most of his life living and working on his
uncle’s west Texas ranch, as head stockman he was in charge not only of
the hundreds of cattle on the ranch but also the cowpunchers who lived
and worked here. One late November morning he literally stumbled across a
man who had almost frozen to death while rounding up strays in the
mountains, despite the risks he takes the man back to the ranch and
helps him back to health. What Jared didn’t expect is that he'd end up
falling for this mysterious man who was unlike any cowpuncher he had
ever met, but this mysterious man has secrets he has never let anyone
else know - he's running from his past and trying to keep one step
ahead. .... 22,750
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  Ranch/Farm  Rancher/Cowboy  Rancher/Cowboy!Jared  Rancher/Cowboy!Jensen  livejournal  Long  20000+  Secret  sick!Jensen  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Big!Bang  Historical  Sweet  Schmoop  First!Time 
february 2016 by chellexxx
Every Purpose Under Heaven
Jared's life is turned upside down when his father, a
landscaper, is diagnosed with a terminal illness. Jared uses the skills
he developed at his father's side to get a job as a live-in gardener at
the Laurel Manor Inn, a Victorian mansion bed and breakfast. The old
manor holds a number of secrets, including a locked, abandoned garden
and a mysterious young man named Jensen who hasn't left the manor in
seventeen years. But as Jared begins to unravel the manor's mysteries,
he discovers a tragedy in Jensen's past that changes everything, and he
learns that sometimes letting go is the only way to move forward.
Loosely based on Frances Hodgson Burnett's The Secret Garden. .....
20,310

http://archiveofourown.org/works/1968426/chapters/4260036
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Big!Bang  Angst  sick!OC  RPS!Family  Death!fic  Hospital  20000+  Long  livejournal  archiveofourown  Gardner!Jared  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Jim!Beaver  Person-Kim!Rhodes  Movie-The!Secret!Garden  Person-Samantha!Ferris  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
february 2016 by chellexxx
Your kind prison
Humans talk of the Fall as if it were one finite event, one
story alone. But Lucifer was not the only archangel to fall. Each of
them fell, one by one, in their own way. Some of them fell many times.
And now the sky is full of falling stars, falling angels. The last
archangel watches them fall, and has to make a choice between continuing
as he is and learning - teaching all of them - to write a new own
story, to set against Metatron’s. .. 29,382
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Gabriel  Dean/Castiel  Dean/Gabriel  First!Time  Big!Bang  Character-Michael  Character-Metatron  Season!8  AU!Season!8  Dub-Con  Gender!Swap  25000+  archiveofourown  FLocked!  Long  SPN  Gabriel!Lives  Character-Charlie!Bradbury  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Lucifer  Character-Ezekiel  Character-Kevin!Tran 
february 2016 by chellexxx
A Film By Jensen Ackles
Acclaimed director Jensen Ackles is on a vacation with his best
friend and the object of his unrequited affections, Hollywood’s
heartthrob Jared Padalecki. What could go wrong? Everything. While vivid
nightmares and daydreams make Jensen question his own sanity, the
script of a horror movie starts mirroring real life and Jensen suspects
that he and Jared are stuck with a serial killer in a cabin in the
middle of the woods. Now with the clock ticking Jensen must find a way
to save himself and Jared..... 86,488
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Friends!to!Lovers  pining!Jensen  Non-Con  Bottom!Jared  Big!Bang  75000+  Epic  Depraved!Humans  archiveofourown  Famous!Jensen  Famous!Jared  Actor  Actor!Jared  Homicide  Cabin!fic  Angst  hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt  Trapped  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Dream/Nightmare  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Eric!Kripke  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Jim!Beaver  Person-Mark!Pellegrino  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  Director!Jensen 
february 2016 by chellexxx
To Feel You Underneath My Skin
The Few, The Proud, The Brave, and The Bonded. The Marines have
called one Jared Padalecki to Taipei Taiwan to be part of an infantry
branch that fights the rebel factions and renegade militia of the
People's Republic of China. His XTRA gene just means he's got one more
reason to sign up, and he's prepared for anything. That is, until he
meets Sergeant Jensen Ackles and everything goes to shit. Jared never
imagined that bonding meant so much. Jensen never thought he'd find
another person in the world who fit him quite like his first. They both
have a lot to learn about what it means to be a part of The Few, The
Proud, and The Brave, and what it means to be a bonded pair, fighting
not just for their own lives, but each other's as well. ... 33,000
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Big!Bang  Armed!Forces  Armed!Forces!Jensen  Armed!Forces!Jared  Steve/Chris  Mike/Tom  25000+  Long  livejournal  pdf/mobi  Bonding  Prostitution/Hustling  Neglect  Powers!Jared  hurt!Jared  hurt!Jensen  Angst  Hooker!Jared  Abused  Abused!Jared  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Sophia!Bush  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
february 2016 by chellexxx
I Turn at Last to Paths that Lead Home
Fourteen years ago, magic was banned from the Padalecki
kingdom, and all dragons and other magical creatures left the country.
When a precious gem is stolen and Jared sets out on a journey to
retrieve it, he is reunited with a long lost friend – and slowly finds
out just how much the ban on magic has hurt the land and people living
there. With Jensen and their friends at Jared's side, he begins to hope
he can fix what his father broke, and bring magic, and Jensen, back to
the kingdom for good. .... 38,500
RPS  RPS!AU  Big!Bang  SciFi/Fantasy!AU  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Royalty  Royal!Jared  Road!Trip  35000+  Long  archiveofourown  fics!by!akintay 
february 2016 by chellexxx
Leaving Thoughts Below
It's sometime in the future. Or maybe it's an alternate
reality. Overpopulation has led to a world full of crowds and concrete
and glass, limited resources, fake plastic food and it's forced the
colonization of the moon. It's also led to radical population control
and the outlawing of heterosexuality. This is the story of how a
closeted, mostly heterosexual boy named Jared grows up and falls in
love, builds a life and is happy. Even if he might have done things
differently, given the chance. .... 25,452

http://archiveofourown.org/works/4258650
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  Big!Bang  First!Time  SciFi/Fantasy!AU  Angst  Jared/omc  Jared/ofc  Infidelity  Kid!fic  Bottom!Jared  Romance  25000+  Long  livejournal  archiveofourown  pdf/mobi 
february 2016 by chellexxx
Gazes Into You
Ex-cop Jensen likes to watch. There's no harm in it. But when
the latest object of his obsession disappears, he finds himself getting
involved in something that goes way beyond a missing person's case. Can
he find Jared and keep him safe while they try to figure out what the
hell the kid has gotten himself mixed up in? And without Jared finding
out why Jensen is in his life in the first place? .... 75,851
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Big!Bang  Voyeurism  pining!Jensen  PTSD  top!Jared  Bottom!Jared  Torture  Abducted  Abducted!Jared  Agent/Police  Agent/Police!Jensen  hurt!Jared  hurt!Jensen  Angst  Leg!broken/injured  75000+  Epic  livejournal  archiveofourown  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Permanent!Injury!Jared  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Aldis!Hodge  Person-Mark!Pellegrino  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
february 2016 by chellexxx
Deja Vu
Dean Winchester has a pretty sweet life. He works in
construction; he married his long-time girlfriend, Carmen, straight out
of high school; and he’s almost paid off a basic apartment in the Middle
District. He may never have left his home district, let alone his home
planet, but he’s happy… more-or-less. So why does he keep dreaming about
the red wastelands of Mars? Why does he know more about the Martian
Resistance than he has any right to? And who do the long, long legs and
decidedly male butt that have him waking up achingly hard every morning
belong to? Maybe Dean just needs a holiday? He couldn’t afford a real
one, of course, but maybe he could go to Déjà Vu and get the memories of
a holiday implanted; get Mars out of his system. Of course, that’s when
the trouble really starts. .... 47,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/4452290/chapters/10114988
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Big!Bang  SciFi/Fantasy!AU  Dean/ofc  Alone/Separated  RPS!Family  Homophobia  Amnesia  Amnesia!Jensen  Long  35000+  livejournal  archiveofourown  Angst  Romance  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Undercover/Secret!Identity  Movie-Total!Recall  Person-Alona!Tal  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Jim!Beaver  Character-Jo!Harvelle  Person-Ty!Olsen  Character-Gordon!Walker  Person-Kim!Rhodes  Person-Samantha!Ferris  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
february 2016 by chellexxx
Palladium
Jared Padalecki was sixteen when Earth was invaded, shattering
the world as he knew it. A year later, he was stunned when the leader of
the human resistance, Jensen Ackles, was captured by the aliens,
crushing the humans' last gasp of hope. Since then, Jared has made it
his life's mission to rescue and restore Jensen, even if he never
expects to get the chance to do either. But when that chance
unexpectedly comes, Jared has to overcome the obstacles that he's put in
his own way before he can work with his former hero, who's been a
captive for years. If they can overcome the ways they've both been
changed, they might be able to figure out a way to stop the invaders and
maybe even save the world. ... 64,263

Sequel

http://zuben-fic.livejournal.com/95304.html
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Alien  post!Apocalypse  hurt!Jensen  Abducted  Abducted!Jensen  Big!Bang  Mind!Reading  kick!ass!Jared  50000+  Long  livejournal  Angst  SciFi/Fantasy!AU  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Mark!Pellegrino  Medical!Professional!Jared  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Sophia!Bush  Person-Aldis!Hodge  Undercover/Secret!Identity 
february 2016 by chellexxx
Palladium sequel Astatine
Jared never thought he'd be living in a post-apocalyptic world,but if anything fits that description, it's the Earth recovering from seven years of alien colonization. Adjusting to the new normal now that humans have regained their freedom, he and Jensen are trying to rebuild New York – and their own lives – while dealing with the trauma of all they went through under the occupation. .... 46,032

But the world beyond Earth isn't done with them yet. Jared and Jensen might be better equipped than most to deal with a new and terrifying threat, but even their hard-won expertise and their reluctant alliance with old enemies might not be enough to save the planet a second time. Because in the end, even their trust in each other will become unstable.

http://zuben-fic.livejournal.com/95304.html
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  Big!Bang  post!Apocalypse  Alien  35000+  Long  pdf/mobi  livejournal  Mind!Reading  Established!Relationship  Angst  Famous/notFamous  Famous!Jensen  pining!Jared  SciFi/Fantasy!AU  Person-Kim!Rhodes  Person-Jim!Beaver  Person-Misha!Collins  Construction/Builder!Jared  Construction/Builder!Jensen 
february 2016 by chellexxx
As notes of music are
Fifteen-year-old Jared Padalecki is a musical prodigy, but he
is keeping a secret from his family that might tear them apart. When he
joins the orchestra and meets the gorgeous concertmaster, Jared finds
himself falling for more than just Jensen's music - the guy has really
talented hands - and Jared is willing to risk everything to be with him.
..... 21,743
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  HighSchool!AU  Student!Jared  teacher!Jensen  Musician  Musician!Jensen  Musician!Jared  Big!Bang  Long  livejournal  20000+  Romance  Secret  Homophobia 
february 2016 by chellexxx
Pandora's Box
RPS based on the movie Avatar. Marine Jensen Ackles thinks his
life is over when he becomes paralyzed in the course of duty, but when
his twin brother is killed in a robbery everything changes. Struggling
to make sense of his loss, Jensen decides to take his brother's place in
a mission on the distant moon of Pandora, where a private corporation
has a large mining concern. New cutting-edge technology allows Jensen to
form a psychic link with an avatar — an artificially-grown body
composed of the DNA of both humans and the Na'vi, the aliens native to
Pandora— and thus interact directly with the otherwise hostile, if
beautiful planet. In exchange for the spinal surgery that will allow him
to regain the use of his legs, Jensen agrees to infiltrate the Na'vi.
Once he's there, though, he becomes close with the tribe, particularly
the chief's son, Jared, his guide and mentor. Under Jared's tutelage, a
whole new world opens up for Jensen, along with the first blossom of
love. ...... 96,645

http://archiveofourown.org/works/222196/chapters/335644
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  SciFi/Fantasy!AU  Angst  Big!Bang  Paralysis  hurt!Jensen  Armed!Forces  Armed!Forces!Jensen  Bonding  Homophobia  Epic  livejournal  75000+  top!Jared  Insecurity  Alien!Jared  Jensen/ofc  archiveofourown  Alien  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Movie-Avatar 
january 2016 by chellexxx
In the Blood Red Dust
The Leviathan are rapidly infesting the world; life is getting
grim for hunter and civilian alike. Out of the seeming blue, the
brothers Winchester are whisked from the frying pan and into a fire,
circa 1873. Dean is dumped into Mongrel, Nevada—a near–lawless mining
town—where he discovers a bigger threat than protecting one’s share of
the silver. Sam finds himself in the desert, no horse in sight, named or
otherwise. The boys must reunite, deal with a woman known as the White
Witch, address Mongrel’s pesky werewolf situation, and decide if they
want to return to a doomed future, crawling with Big Mouths. ... 25,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/561676/chapters/1003348
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!7  AU!Season!7  Time!Travel  Separated!Boys  Alone/Separated  Big!Bang  Werewolf  archiveofourown  livejournal  25000+  Long  Case!fic  Witch/Warlock  SPN  Time!Travelling!Dean  Time!Travelling!Sam  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster 
january 2016 by chellexxx
Soldier's Heart
Because of horrific nightmares and crushing guilt, Doctor
Jensen Ackles hasn't practiced medicine since the end of the Civil War.
He has only one thing left to live for--saving his sister from a life of
working in a saloon. After losing his parents and brother during the
war, Jared Padalecki struggles to hold on to the family ranch. And
though he never planned to marry, he's obligated to wed his widowed
sister-in-law to provide her and his niece and nephew a home. When
Jensen finds himself working for Jared, he's afraid his terrible secrets
will be exposed. However, Jared has his own secret.... 42,200

http://archiveofourown.org/works/225747
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Big!Bang  Historical  Rancher/Cowboy!Jared  Armed!Forces!Jensen  Armed!Forces  Ranch/Farm  Alone/Separated  Boss/employee  Boss!Jared  Work!Together  Emotionally!hurt  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  PTSD  Medical!Professional!Jensen  Dream/Nightmare  Angst  Romance  35000+  Long  livejournal  Rancher/Cowboy  Separated!Boys  Hurt/Sick!Boys  archiveofourown 
january 2016 by chellexxx
the idle job
Texas Ranger Jensen Ackles always walks into a new town the
same way – with two eyes open and one hand on his gun. He’s worked
dozens of these jobs across the Union of Seceded States, in small towns
and big cities, scrubbing the streets clean of the bad elements before
moving on to the next job with his ornery pup, Mo, riding shotgun.
Jensen’s personally assigned to Idle, Colorado by his captain to protect
the interests of a rising star in the world of Union politics, and he
quickly finds that Idle’s not as quaint as it seems on paper. Idle is
rotting from the inside-out and Jensen’s got to make sense of the
situation before the bodies start turning up. Throw in a missing
Sheriff, two deputies Jensen isn’t sure he can trust, and Jared, the
local doctor who keeps getting involved in Jensen’s business, and this
job’s bound to be a wild ride. .... 50,300

http://archiveofourown.org/works/209634
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Agent/Police!Jensen  Medical!Professional  Medical!Professional!Jared  Rancher/Cowboy!Jensen  Local!LEOS/FBI  Historical  Big!Bang  Case!fic  Homicide  Angst  archiveofourown  livejournal  Long  50000+  Rancher/Cowboy  Agent/Police  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
january 2016 by chellexxx
"We've been traveling over rocky ground"
“Times are rough and the future is not as brilliant as people
hoped it would be. Half the country’s a desert the other half constantly
fighting winter. Access to technology is restricted, watched over by a
corrupt government and people have turned back to a simpler way of life.
Jensen’s a rancher with a ranch that hangs on a by threat. He struggles
to make ends meet. Now someone powerful wants to take away what has
been in his family for generations. His land. And that someone is
willing to kill. Jared’s a rebel, in the truest sense of the word. He
fights for freedom, against half of the government and is always, always
on the front line. But then a mission turns too hot and Jared’s forced
into hiding. As luck will have it he ends up as a ranch hand on Jensen’s
isolated land in the mountains. Fighting the same enemy is, what pushes
them together in the end.” .. 37.000
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Ranch/Farm  Rancher/Cowboy!Jensen  hurt!Jensen  Romance  post!Apocalypse  Angst  Big!Bang  Mother!Nature  Rancher/Cowboy!Jared  Long  35000+  livejournal  Rancher/Cowboy  Hurt/Sick!Boys  pdf/mobi  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Jim!Beaver  RPS!Family  Undercover/Secret!Identity  kick!ass!Jared 
january 2016 by chellexxx
I’ll Take Second Chances for $1000, Alex!
Jared Padalecki is used to having all the answers. With an IQ
over 170 and a near photographic memory, applying to compete in the
Jeopardy College Tournament is a no-brainer. When he finds out his high
school Quiz Bowl nemesis and epic crush, Jensen Ackles, is trying out,
too, Jared is torn between anger and excitement. Unexpected sparks fly
when they meet again, but it's not long before Jared realizes Jensen is
one puzzle he can't quite figure out. Instead of all the answers, he's
got nothing but questions. .... 24,500
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Angst  Geek!Jared  Big!Bang  College!AU  Student!Jared  Student!Jensen  livejournal  20000+  Long  Geek!Jensen  On!Set  One!Hates!The!Other!At!First 
january 2016 by chellexxx
Shadowland
Jared and Jensen are more than just co-stars but best friends
for life. So when Jensen is finally ready to tell Jared his biggest
secret, he never expects to be insulted and deprecated. Deeply hurt,
Jensen leaves, only to be terminally injured in an accident. Coming to
his senses, Jared regrets what has happened. While he struggles with his
bad conscience and prepares for Jensen´s death, he meets a young woman
who gives Jared the chance to make everything right again. If Jared can
fulfill four tasks in four years, Jensen´s life will be spared. Jared,
who would do everything to save Jensen´s life, agrees. His tasks brings
him to Shadowland, a place like Earth, but desolate, cold, and lonely.
Invisible in real world and struggling with Jensen´s fate and the
terrible role he played in the accident, all Jared has left are the
occasional visits he pays Jensen and the hope that he can make things
right again. ..... 58.832
RPS  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Angst  hurt!Jensen  hurt!Jared  Homophobia  Confession  sick!Jared  Deal  Big!Bang  Schmoop  Romance  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  50000+  Long  livejournal  Paralysis  Separated!Boys  Alone/Separated  Separated!Boys  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
january 2016 by chellexxx
Weird Science
Warnings: Some swearing, mild violence, mentions of homophobia,
scenes of a sexual nature, robot lovin'...just kidding. High school
losers in life, Jensen and Chad find new meaning when they use Jensen's
computer to create the perfect guy. The only problem is, Jensen never
expected to fall in love with his creation. Based on the extra-cheesy
1980's movie 'Weird Science'. .. 23,000
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  1st!meeting  HighSchool!AU  Student!Jensen  Big!Bang  Homophobia  20000+  Long  livejournal  Humour  Movie-Weird!Sciene  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray 
january 2016 by chellexxx
Counting Tuesdays
As the deadline for Dean's deal approaches, Sam, desperate to
free his brother from his fate, decides to rewrite history. He summons
the only creature he knows who has control over time: the Trickster.
This is Sam's second chance; he's determined not to repeat the same
mistakes. ..... 33,500

https://forestgreen.dreamwidth.org/72702.html
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!3  Big!Bang  Angst  Deal  Time!Travel  AU!Season!3  25000+  Long  livejournal  pdf/mobi  Season!2  AU!Season!2  Powers!Sam  Possessed!Dean  SPN  All!Hell!Breaks!Loose  Time!Travelling!Sam  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Ellen!Harvelle  Character-Ruby  Character-Meg  Character-Lillith  Character-Yellow!Eyed!Demon  dreamwidth 
january 2016 by chellexxx
Talking Through a Different Face
When single dad Jared Padalecki is recruited under desperate
circumstances to become the “normal” face of a house full of misfits
(including a vampire, a voodoo priestess, a man who has modified his
body to look like a jungle cat, and an all-too-naked Misha Collins) he
unwittingly enters a world where magic exists. He thinks his greatest
problem is figuring out his surprising attraction to Jensen “Totally Not
a Warlock” Ackles, but when his suddenly super-powered six-year-old
daughter goes missing, he needs to learn to trust his newfound family to
get her back before anyone else is harmed. ... 34,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/229144
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Big!Bang  Parent/Guardian!Jared  Kid!fic  Powers!Jensen  Living!Together  Powers!OC  Vampire  Abducted  Abducted!OC  Angst  archiveofourown  livejournal  25000+  Long  Witch/Warlock  Witch/Warlock!Jensen  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Sebastian!Roché  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
december 2015 by chellexxx
Hush
Sam is a Stanford-educated janitor at the school where Dean is a
gym teacher and wrestling coach, and where a certain history teacher's
classroom is always a complete mess. .... 20,001
SPN!AU  Slash  Sam/Castiel  Dean/Lisa  !School  Teacher  teacher!Dean  Big!Bang  First!Time  After!School!Special  Long  20000+  archiveofourown  Mute!Sam  Mute  SPN  AU!Not!Raised!as!Hunters  Character-Castiel  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Lisa!Braeden  Character-Ben!Braeden 
december 2015 by chellexxx
Nosce te ipsum
Jensen’s been living in the Empire for over eight years and
he’s just now realising he has a problem. When a solution presents
itself in the form of a shaggy-haired guy holding a cup of coffee, will
he accept an offer he really can’t afford to refuse? ..... 34,000
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Pre-Slash  Steve/Chris  Big!Bang  pdf/mobi  Angst  Historical  25000+  Long  livejournal  Actor!Jensen  Famous/notFamous  Famous!Jensen  Hooker!Jared  Prostitution/Hustling  Actor  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
december 2015 by chellexxx
the making, breaking, and remaking of sam winchester
AU. Sam Winchester and Cas - two detectives who haven't spoken
in a year, and are both now assigned to the same case. As partners. It's
not a question of if there is going to be a huge blowout, but a
question of when. Especially because Sam doesn't think he can ever let
go of past transgressions against him, and Cas isn't helping any by
pushing the subject. ....... 30,369
SPN!AU  Slash  Sam/Castiel  First!Time  Agent/Police!Jared  Local!LEOS/FBI  Angst  hurt!Sam  GSW  Homicide  Work!Together  drugged!Sam  Under!the!Influence  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Memories/Flashback  Mechanic!Dean  Depraved!Humans  Long  Hospitalized!Boys  kick!ass!Sam  25000+  archiveofourown  Big!Bang  Agent/Police  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  AU!Not!Raised!as!Hunters  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Charlie!Bradbury  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Crowley  Character-Jo!Harvelle 
december 2015 by chellexxx
Blue On Black
Obsessive teachers, bi-curious love interests, and the general
insanity of a downtown college experience. Nobody said art school would
be easy. Jared just never expected it would be this hard. ... 21,009
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  College!AU  Student!Jared  Student!Jensen  Angst  Teacher  Non-Con  hurt!Jared  Abused!Jared  Artist!Jared  Big!Bang  20000+  livejournal  Long  Abused  Artist  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
december 2015 by chellexxx
Not Made of Bronze
Jared Padalecki has lived all his life in his small home town
of Prairie Winds, Texas; a place where routine and gossip reign. Left
behind to run his parents’ hardware store, Jared has become disheartened
with his life and its prospects. But when the charming and enigmatic
Jensen Ackles moves to town, it’s his friends who show him that there
are things worth fighting for and that his future is not written in
stone. All is not what it seems though when strange and deadly
occurrences begin to plague the town: Mr. Thompson, the sweet old man
that used to be his teacher, wakes up one morning mumbling incoherent
phrases and stabs himself in the throat. The animals on a nearby farm
all mysteriously drop dead and Jared's best friend nearly loses her life
and that of her child’s. It’s all connected to the house at 1122
Peacock Street; the house that holds the town's darkest secrets. The
house that Jensen has inherited and hopes could be an escape from the
darkness of his past .. 44k
RPS!AU  RPS  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Big!Bang  hurt!Jensen  pdf/mobi  Jensen/Tom  Jensen/Danneel  top!Jared  Bottom!Jared  Angst  Possessed!Jensen  guilty!Jensen  35000+  Long  livejournal  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Aldis!Hodge  Person-Katie!Cassidy 
november 2015 by chellexxx
For the Sake of an Angel
Gabriel died at the Elysian Fields hotel, finally choosing to
take a side in the shit show that is the Apocalypse. Kali plays God and
brings him back, just in time for him to be thrown back in with the
Winchesters and their insane quest to prevent the Apocalypse from
happening. For Gabriel, it isn't a question of whether he’s in or not,
but more of a question of how far he’s willing to go to save the world,
and how far he’ll go to save the one person he’s just started to care
about. .... 34,127
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Big!Bang  Sam/Gabriel  First!Time  Season!5  AU!Season!5  519  pining!Gabriel  Long  archiveofourown  25000+  Bottom!Sam  Character-Kali  Separated!Boys  Road!Trip  sick!OC  Bonding  hurt!Sam  Memories/Flashback  Vessel!Sam  Vessel  Angel!Blood  SPN  Gabriel!Lives  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Chuck!Shurley  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Lucifer  Character-Michael 
november 2015 by chellexxx
The Youngest Archangel
Takes place early season 10- Dean is no longer a demon, but
Hannah is still around. For the purpose of this story, Dean does not
have the mark. Gabriel is the youngest of the four archangels that God
created and is known most for his delightful laughter. After the fall of
Lucifer and God's disappearance Gabriel believes he will never laugh
again. The years pass, and he suffers more and more heartache. As he
watches the lives of the ones he loves most being brutally taken by an
old enemy he turns to the Winchesters and Castiel for help, but it may
be too late. ...... 15,567
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Big!Bang  Sam/Gabriel  First!Time  Dean/Castiel  Season!10  AU!Season!10  15000+  Long  archiveofourown  Kid!fic  Parent/Guardian!Sam  Angst  Domestic!fic  Humour  SPN  Gabriel!Lives  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Raphael  Character-Michael 
november 2015 by chellexxx
How Not to Genie
Sam finds a lamp and a genie appears, ready to grant all Sam's
wishes. His name is Gabriel and he promises he's not THAT Gabriel.
Really. Sam's had too much experience with djinn to want anything to do
with this. Once freed, Gabriel doesn't really feel like leaving and Sam
and Dean can't figure out how to make him. It's okay, though. He kind of
grows on them after awhile. ... 26,401
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Big!Bang  Bat!Cave  Sam/Gabriel  Humour  25000+  Long  archiveofourown  Domestic!fic  Voicemail  SPN  Gabriel!Lives  Character-Adam!Milligan  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Raphael 
november 2015 by chellexxx
Headlights on Dark Roads
Sam is a rebel fighter, working to bring down the
post-apocalyptic government. Gabriel is a soldier working for the regime
Sam hates. They share a one night stand and part ways, thinking they'll
never see each other again. When Gabriel is injured by Sam's plot, Sam
has no choice but to take Gabriel back to his camp with him to save his
life and keep him from bleeding out in the rubble. They must put aside
their differences and learn to live together, with the world at war
outside their front door. .... 35,240
SPN!AU  Slash  Sam/Gabriel  Dean/Castiel  First!Time  Big!Bang  post!Apocalypse  Armed!Forces  Armed!Forces!Sam  Torture  Dog/Puppy  kick!ass!Sam  hurt!Gabriel  Angst  archiveofourown  35000+  Long  SPN  AU!Not!Raised!as!Hunters  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Ash  Character-Jo!Harvelle  Character-Raphael  Character-Michael 
november 2015 by chellexxx
We Know Each Other As We Always Were
In 1941, while the world is at war, Sam Winchester falls in
love with his brother. They're young, they're in love, and in spite of
the hardships of life around them, the world is a pretty good one for
them. Until Dec. 7th, 1941, when Japan launches an air attack on Pearl
Harbor, sending the US to war against Japan. Dean Winchester feels he
needs to join the Army; needs to help fight the good fight and help save
lives. He promises he'll return, but can he keep that promise? .....
55,000

http://archiveofourown.org/series/90790
SPN!AU  Historical  Slash  Sam/Dean  Angst  Big!Bang  First!Time  pining!Sam  Armed!Forces!Dean  Separated!Boys  50000+  Long  livejournal  Armed!Forces  SPN  AU!Not!Raised!as!Hunters  archiveofourown 
november 2015 by chellexxx
Disillusions and Confusion
Horror, abuse and murder (past). Jared and Jensen are excited
to move into their dream house in a new town, but as they settle in,
things don't seem quite right. There's something in the house with them,
and it doesn't welcome intruders... 21,849

http://archiveofourown.org/works/2117535
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  Established!Relationship  top!Jared  Angst  Homicide  Big!Bang  livejournal  Long  20000+  archiveofourown 
november 2015 by chellexxx
A Timeless Connection
When Jensen is thirteen years old he discovers that he has the
ability to slip through time. Now in the year 2010 he is a thirty two
year old man in a committed relationship with Jared Padalecki. In order
to help Jared out of a bind at his work he decides to do a small time
slip back a few weeks only he accidentally goes too far. He finds
himself in the Year 2000 where Jared is an eighteen year old college
student who has never heard of Jensen Ackles. This is a story of
rediscovery and the finding and or proving that no matter how much space
you put between two destined souls that true love is “A Timeless
Connection”. .... 46,071
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  Established!Relationship  First!Time  Time!Travel  Big!Bang  Student!Jared  College!AU  Jensen/omc  35000+  archiveofourown  Long  Angst  Schmoop  Time!Travelling!Jensen  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Aldis!Hodge 
november 2015 by chellexxx
Silver Bullet Blues
Sam's life at Stanford is falling apart. One day it's clear
skies ahead, the next his fiancée is dead in an apartment fire and he
doesn't know how to even start picking up the pieces. The tragedy brings
his estranged father back into his life, only for John to vanish again
weeks later, gunned down on a street corner halfway across the country.
Security footage shows the crime, but Sam doesn't understand how it
happened and the search for answers will take him far from the
California coast as he uncovers family secrets and buried lies --
learning the hard way that some doors you open really should have stayed
shut. .... 67,523
SPN!AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Big!Bang  Angst  Hunt  50000+  Long  archiveofourown  Non-Con  Bottom!Sam  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  AU!Raised!Apart  AU!Not!Raised!as!Hunters  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-John!Winchester 
november 2015 by chellexxx
Refracted
REFRACTED: 1. To deflect from a straight path by refraction. 2.
To alter by viewing through a medium. 3. Bent Jared knows exactly what
he needs to do: earn a 4.0 grade point average, lead the basketball team
to the state championship, nab a spot on the Homecoming Court, and be
the best son two Catholic parents could ask for. He should know, this
sort of stuff has been his life for the last 17 years, but this is when
everything changes. Befriending Jensen Ackles, who everyone knows of but
doesn’t really know, opens Jared’s eyes to an array of possibilities
he’d never considered. With Jensen in his life, Jared finds the courage
to to be his own person, recognize his real feelings, and make his own
decisions when it comes to school, friends, and love. ... 31,000
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Student!Jared  Sport!Jared  HighSchool!AU  Friends!to!Lovers  Angst  archiveofourown  livejournal  Big!Bang  Long  25000+  Basketball  Basketball!Jared  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Aldis!Hodge  Person-Stephen!Amell  Person-Matt!Cohen  Person-Samantha!Ferris 
november 2015 by chellexxx
Touched by Death
NYPD Detective Jensen Ackles has built his life around solving
crimes and getting justice under the weight of his badge. But when an
unsolved case gets a warm body, his life, the man he loves, and even his
sanity are put in jeopardy. Because after all, the hardest thing to do
is love something death can touch.
16,231

http://archiveofourown.org/works/7589116/chapters/17269081
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  Agent/Police!Jensen  Agent/Police!Jared  Local!LEOS/FBI  Homicide  Case!fic  Big!Bang  Angst  hurt!Jared  livejournal  Long  Depraved!Humans  Agent/Police  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  archiveofourown  15000+ 
november 2015 by chellexxx
Runs Through My Veins
Jensen Ackles is a straight-shooting physical therapist who
gets the gig of a lifetime working with his hero, NBA All-Star Jared
Padalecki. All is going well until Jensen finds himself falling for
Jared while Jared, oblivious to his feelings, is instead drawn to the
affections of Jensen's childhood friend Genevieve, who has her sights
set on being an NBA trophy wife. Is Jensen destined to play the role of
"best friend" forever or will Jared finally see that what he always
wanted is right in front of him? In this game, every shot counts. ...
24,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/9311081/chapters/21101918
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Big!Bang  Famous/notFamous  Famous!Jared  Sport  Sport!Jared  Friends!to!Lovers  pining!Jensen  20000+  Long  livejournal  Basketball  Basketball!Jared  Jared/Genevieve  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Movie-Just!Wright  Physical!Therapist  Physical!Therapist!Jensen  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  archiveofourown 
november 2015 by chellexxx
To Better Suit Your Moves
Jared is a champion ballroom dancer who's lost his partner and
his passion just weeks before Nationals. Jensen's a beginner who knows
music like he breathes but needs a teacher to compete. Neither knew that
their partnership of convenience would turn into so much more, or how
learning to dance their own steps could uncover secrets long buried. As
dance studio politics and their passion both reach a fever pitch, they
have to decide what they really want out of life -- winning, or love.
,,,, 37,714
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  Big!Bang  First!Time  Work!Together  teacher!Jared  35000+  Long  livejournal  Dancer!Jensen  Dancer!Jared  Dancer  Teacher  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Movie-Strictly!Ballroom  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Sophia!Bush  Person-Samantha!Ferris  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
november 2015 by chellexxx
Arms Wide Open
"Dad’s on a hunting trip and he hasn’t been home in a few
days.” Sound familiar? Sure, except this time, 18-year-old Dean
confronts Bobby with the news. Because Sam? Sammy was taken when he was
six – vanished off the face of the earth – and despite Dean’s best
efforts, they've never been able to find him. John thinks Sam might be
dead, but Dean can’t bring himself to give up hope that maybe, one day,
he’ll have Sammy back at his side. .... 87,000
SPN!AU  Gen  Big!Bang  Separated!Boys  Alone/Separated  Angst  Pre-Series  AU!Pre-Series  75000+  Epic  livejournal  pdf/mobi  hurt!Sam  Torture  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  AU!Not!Raised!By!John  AU!Raised!Apart  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Zachariah  Character-Castiel 
november 2015 by chellexxx
Soul Bonded
Having an unrequited crush on the heir to the Fae throne isn't
the smartest thing Jared's ever done. But when the King of the Unseelie
finds a gap in wall between their worlds, Jared saves Jensen and sets
off a chain reaction that ends up with Jared in the Queen's chamber in
Seelie, unable to explain why he can't stop touching Jensen without
passing out. And suddenly it looks like Jensen is seeing Jared in a
whole new light. ..... 20,429
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Schmoop  Big!Bang  SciFi/Fantasy!AU  pining!Jared  Royalty  Royal!Jensen  20000+  Long  archiveofourown  Romance  Powers!Jared  Fae!Jensen  Boss/employee  Boss!Jensen  Agent/Police  Agent/Police!Jared  Bodyguard  Bodyguard!Jared  Steve/Chris  Musician  Musician!Jensen  hurt!Jared  Bottom!Jared  top!Jared  Witch/Warlock!Jared  Witch/Warlock  Fae/Fairies  Humour  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Jim!Beaver  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
november 2015 by chellexxx
Right Where We Belong
When John dies, Dean ends up at the roadhouse and is brought up
by Ellen as Jo's big brother. Growing up there is no protection, though
-- not when the apocalypse is about to start. ... 18,300

http://edenbound.dreamwidth.org/735863.html
Gen  Big!Bang  SPN!AU  Absent!John  Season!4  AU!Season!4  Angst  pdf/mobi  dreamwidth  15000+  Long  SPN  Character-Castiel  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Ellen!Harvelle  Character-Lucifer  Character-Ruby  Character-Jo!Harvelle  Character-Lillith 
november 2015 by chellexxx
Cut These Strings That Hold Me Safe
You know my name, you know my face, you'd know my heart, if you
knew my place." (Follow/Breaking Benjamin) When a not-so-fictional Dean
finds himself in a world where his brother is actually Jared, his
alleged filming partner, and he is supposed to be an actor on a TV show
rather than a hunter, things spin a lot further out of control than even
the Winchesters are used to. Can he find his way back to his own
reality or is nothing of what he remembers reality in the first place?
As Dean and Jared struggle to accept this new and unwanted situation, it
takes a long and painful trip for both of them to realize what they
have lost. But it's not always just about losing someone. .... 26,000
SPN!AU  Slash  Jared/Dean  Angst  Season!2  Actor!Jared  Big!Bang  25000+  Long  livejournal  Actor  SPN  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  What!Is!and!What!Should!Never!Be 
november 2015 by chellexxx
Never Just Once
In a world where Meg Masters was saved, she and Sam Winchester reconnect. .... 15,052.
SPN!Non-AU  Het  Sam/OFC  Sam/Meg  First!Time  post!Season!3  Separated!Boys  Alone/Separated  livejournal  Long  15000+  Big!Bang  Gen  Separated!Boys  SPN  Character-Meg 
november 2015 by chellexxx
No Agenda
Misha and Richard have just returned from their friends'
wedding reception. A rejected marriage proposal later, both are upset
with one another. Their problems soon worsen when three people in masks
start to terrorize them after a woman shows up at their door twice,
asking for a person who isn't there. After being brutalized, forced to
watch their friend being killed, and left for dead, can Jared and Jensen
save Misha and Richard or is it all over for them?
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  Angst  Big!Bang  hurt!Jared  hurt!Jensen  hurt!OC  Torture  Length!Unknown  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  livejournal  Depraved!Humans  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Richard!Speight!Jr 
november 2015 by chellexxx
By a Single Thread (Mind!verse)
Dr. Jensen Ackles is a renowned neuro-psychologist and pioneer
surgeon in the field known as Mind Mapping, a procedure that involves
entering a coma patient's mindscape and sifting through their memories
and trauma to help the patient wake up from the coma. It’s a complex
procedure that requires strict rules and no lingering remnants of the
visit. But while working with his current patient—Jared Padalecki, male,
24, attempted suicide--Jensen discovers he’s in too deep. He’s formed a
dangerous emotional attachment to Jared that could have devastating
consequences. He finds himself in the difficult situation of risking his
own mind and sense of self by losing himself in Jared. But the more
memories he visits, and the more he gets to know Jared, the more Jensen
realizes how important it is that he save Jared’s life, whether it costs
Jensen his identity or not.
76,041

http://archiveofourown.org/works/4546152/chapters/10348446
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Big!Bang  Medical!Professional!Jensen  Coma  hurt!Jared  Mind!Reading  Depression  Self!Harm  Angst  Bullies  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  75000+  livejournal  archiveofourown  Epic  Hospitalized!Boys  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
november 2015 by chellexxx
The Promises of Angels
Nick has never been anything more than a pawn, and he knows
that--but even a pawn, strategically placed, can change the game for
everyone. It's a world full of angels, demons, and humans all fighting
for control of the board. And while all he's really playing for is what
he was promised in the first place--peace that never seems to come--Nick
finds himself dragged back into a high-stakes game he can't afford to
lose. And, no matter how much he wants to break free, it becomes
increasingly clear that something buried deep inside him has changed, in
ways he can't possibly understand; ways that just might keep him
involved in the horrors that Heaven and Hell both inflict on humanity
and, in the end, make things better--or worse. Along the way, there are
friends and foes, wardens and protectors--and those who would try to use
him to shape the future they want to see, with or without his consent.
It begs the question--with truth and trust always in short supply, is
there ever any winner, in the end?
102,488

http://archiveofourown.org/works/4369910/chapters/9917705
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  post!Season!5  Angel  Torture  Big!Bang  100000+  Epic  archiveofourown  livejournal  Outsider!POV  Angst  hurt!OC  SPN  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Character-Adam!Milligan  Character-Castiel  Character-Hannah  Character-Crowley  Character-Lucifer  Character-Garth!Fitzgerald!IV  Character-Meg  Character-Kevin!Tran  Character-Claire!Novak  Character-Abaddon  Character-Gadreel  Character-Naomi 
november 2015 by chellexxx
Kind Of The Same Way
When Clay Miller, the US President, goes into a coma, Jared
Padalecki, a sweet-natured and caring Temp Agency operator who by a
staggering coincidence looks exactly like the President, finds himself
stuck in the role indefinitely. The corrupt and manipulative Chief of
Staff, Jeffrey Dean Morgan, plans to use Jared to elevate himself to the
White House, but he doesn't count on Jared enjoying himself in office,
using his luck and friends to make the country a better place and
falling in love with the President's personal assistant, Jensen Ackles.
... 22,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/9234470/chapters/20942231
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  1st!meeting  Humour  Boss/employee  Work!Together  Politics  Politics!Jensen  Politics!Jared  Romance  Big!Bang  livejournal  20000+  Long  pdf/mobi  Schmoop  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  Wealthy!Jensen  Famous!Jensen  Famous/notFamous  Slow!Burn  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Movie-Dave  Undercover/Secret!Identity  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Person-Richard!Speight!Jr  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  archiveofourown 
november 2015 by chellexxx
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