chellexxx + amnesia   170

Comfortable Denial
Jensen hits his head and wakes up thinking he's Dean and Jared's Sam and sex is the answer.
2,800
RPS  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Jensen  Amnesia  Character!Bleed  livejournal  Short  1000+  pdf/mobi  On!Set  Amnesia!Jensen  Hospitalized!Boys  top!Jared 
march 2018 by chellexxx
The Winchester Identity
A tall and handsome doctor is kidnapped by a mysterious green-eyed man who has no memory—but who definitely has a past. The J2 AU version of "The Bourne Identity".

136,780

http://zuben-fic.livejournal.com/62911.html

Jared and Jensen are trying to get on with their new lives under witness protection. But a simple request for assistance pulls them into a complicated and dangerous world, bringing back ghosts from the past and threatening to break them apart.
111,000
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  1st!meeting  Epic  Angst  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Sam  hurt!Jared  hurt!Jensen  Hospitalized!Boys  Spies  Agent/Police!Jensen  Undercover/Secret!Identity  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  200000+  livejournal  pdf/mobi  Abducted  Abducted!Jared  Torture  Sam/Jensen  Medical!Professional!Jared  Medical!Professional  Amnesia  Amnesia!Jensen  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  top!Jared  Bottom!Jared  Movie-The!Bourne!Identity  GSW  Brain/Head!injury 
august 2017 by chellexxx
These are the Places I've Been
Waking up on a motel floor with a gun to your head is not particularly comforting, let me tell you. Especially when that gun belongs to your dead father, and you somehow made your way to 1993 overnight. OR In which Sam wakes up in 1993 and decides that Time Travel sucks. Set in early season 8 (after Southern Comfort), back when the brothers were still fighting.
24,272
SPN!Non-AU  SPN  Gen  Season!8  806  Time!Travel  Time!Travelling!Sam  Character-John!Winchester  20000+  Long  fanfiction.net  Angst  Character-Castiel  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Confession  Amnesia  Weechesters  Pre-Series  AU!Pre-Series 
may 2017 by chellexxx
Great Blue World
A man wakes up in a ruined wasteland, without memories, without a name, without knowing the strange guy who claims to once have been an angel, or that he once had a little brother. All he knows is that the world is dying, everyone is lying to him, and that somehow, somewhere, something went terribly wrong. Because someone said Yes when they should have said No, and someone else paid the price.
269,437
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Non-Con  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Sam  Angst  Character-Castiel  Character-Lucifer  Character-Michael  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Crowley  Season!5  AU!Season!5  Character-Bobby!Singer  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Epic  200000+  archiveofourown  Vessel  Vessel!Dean  Amnesia  Amnesia!Dean  post!Apocalypse  Sam&Castiel  Addiction  Addict!Sam  Torture 
may 2017 by chellexxx
The Fire In Which We Burn
Sam's having visions of a green-eyed man burning on a ceiling. He thinks he knows what happened to his brother twenty-two years ago when there house burnt and his life changed forever. He's wrong.

13,110

http://archiveofourown.org/users/locknkey/pseuds/locknkey
http://locknkey.dreamwidth.org/
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  AU!Raised!Apart  Slash  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Angst  Amnesia  Non-Con  Prostitution/Hustling  10000+  Short  livejournal  Amnesia!Dean  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Dean  Hooker!Dean  Hunter!Sam  Vision  Powers!Sam  Abused  Abused!Dean 
april 2017 by chellexxx
Nightglow
Castiel awakens on the side of the road in the middle of the night with no memory of the last several days and his grace burning through him much faster than it should be. He heads to the Bunker to meet up with Sam, and together they set out to find the presumably dead but somehow missing Dean. Along the way they have to deal with Castiel's rapidly fading grace and discovering what Dean has become, as well as figure out what happened in the four days Castiel doesn't remember. It all ends in a showdown with Dean, and the return of a friend who is able to fill in the missing pieces.

17,902
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Castiel  First!Time  Amnesia  Amnesia!OC  Character-Castiel  Character-Crowley  Character-Hannah  dreamwidth  Bat!Cave  Big!Bang  15000+  Long  Separated!Boys  POV!Castiel  post!Season!9 
april 2017 by chellexxx
Saved by the Spell
he prompt was "amnesia" and um... I wasn't really in the mood to take it very seriously.*g* .. 1.100

http://archiveofourown.org/works/178244
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!2  Humour  Amnesia  Amnesia!Dean  Cursed!Dean  Witch/Warlock  archiveofourown  livejournal  1000+  Short 
april 2017 by chellexxx
1/1,095 Days
Renowned chemist Jensen Ackles used to be a fun guy. He used to be witty, charming, and would love to go to parties.

For the past three years, he’s been different. He can’t sleep without waking up feeling like he’d done something unforgiveable. Sometimes he goes nights without sleeping because it’s better than having nightmares he can’t remember. It’s been going on for so long it’s become normal.

It all comes to a head when a semi-blind date goes horribly wrong. Jared, a man he’s never met, hates him down to his core. The problem is, Jensen’s never met Jared in his life.

25,000
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Medical!Professional!Jensen  25000+  livejournal  Long  Steve/Chris  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Steve!Carlson  Amnesia  Amnesia!Jensen  Physical!Therapist  Physical!Therapist!Jared  Big!Bang  pdf/mobi  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared 
april 2017 by chellexxx
Deja Vu
Dean Winchester has a pretty sweet life. He works in
construction; he married his long-time girlfriend, Carmen, straight out
of high school; and he’s almost paid off a basic apartment in the Middle
District. He may never have left his home district, let alone his home
planet, but he’s happy… more-or-less. So why does he keep dreaming about
the red wastelands of Mars? Why does he know more about the Martian
Resistance than he has any right to? And who do the long, long legs and
decidedly male butt that have him waking up achingly hard every morning
belong to? Maybe Dean just needs a holiday? He couldn’t afford a real
one, of course, but maybe he could go to Déjà Vu and get the memories of
a holiday implanted; get Mars out of his system. Of course, that’s when
the trouble really starts. .... 47,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/4452290/chapters/10114988
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Big!Bang  SciFi/Fantasy!AU  Dean/ofc  Alone/Separated  RPS!Family  Homophobia  Amnesia  Amnesia!Jensen  Long  35000+  livejournal  archiveofourown  Angst  Romance  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Undercover/Secret!Identity  Movie-Total!Recall  Person-Alona!Tal  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Jim!Beaver  Character-Jo!Harvelle  Person-Ty!Olsen  Character-Gordon!Walker  Person-Kim!Rhodes  Person-Samantha!Ferris  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
february 2016 by chellexxx
Symphony in Coffee Tones
According to Jensen, Jared has two qualities. One, Jared is
hot. The pants-dropping, wow sexy, yum baby yum kind of hot. Two, Jared
is a terrible barista. Even if Jensen felt like being charitable and
understanding and shit, ‘you’re kidding, right?’ would still be an
accurate description of Jared’s skills. .... 3,509
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  1st!meeting  Barista!Jared  Coffee!Shop/Cafe  Office  pining!Jensen  Amnesia  Amnesia!Jared  Powers!Jared  sick!Jared  hurt!Jared  Schmoop  1000+  archiveofourown  Short  Barista  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Superhero!Jensen  Superhero!Jared  Superhero 
december 2015 by chellexxx
If I Leave Here
Dean's been hit in the head on a hunt (again) and finds he's
suffering from memory loss that's a little, uh, selective. .... 5,065
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  Amnesia  Amnesia!Dean  Bottom!Sam  PWP  Schmoop  Humour  hurt!Dean  Brain/Head!injury  5000+  Short  archiveofourown  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
september 2015 by chellexxx
and yet it moves
Sam knows, in some deep, weird level, that something is
missing; the very lack of it is almost a presence now, a response he
doesn’t get in the morning, steps he doesn’t hear in the kitchenette, a
song that’s not playing, like the missing weight to set his equilibrium
in place. .... 20,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/4464578
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean/Castiel  First!Time  Big!Bang  archiveofourown  livejournal  Long  20000+  Sam/Dean  Sam/Castiel  Case!fic  guilty!Dean  top!Sam  Amnesia  Amnesia!Sam  SPN  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Sam Winchester's Guide to Blood Magic, or How the Rockies Were Made
The Apocalypse occurred in 2009 when Sam and Dean accidentally
unsealed Lucifer's Cage. Or did it? Dean finds a battered journal
recounting events he doesn't remember, Sam finds out that H. P.
Lovecraft was a prophet, and this starts them on a path of mystery and
mayhem that has them scouring secret government facilities and traveling
to Arkham itself to find the answers of this past that never was. They
find the answers, how they averted the Deep Ones' Apocalypse, how they
destroyed Cthulhu himself and raised mountain ranges, how they once were
together, as they fight robots and monsters and men and their own
emerging memories and desires. Sam must fulfill Prophecy and become a
Deep God in his own right before they can put things to rest. Set in
(slightly alternate) Season 9 without mention of the MoC, and assuming
the Lovecraft episode never existed. ... 45,716

http://archiveofourown.org/works/4147914/chapters/9357405
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Big!Bang  Case!fic  Season!9  AU!Season!9  35000+  livejournal  archiveofourown  Long  Spies  Powers!Sam  top!Sam  Amnesia  hurt!Sam  hurt!Dean  Blood!Magic  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Eye of the beholder
Being an investigative journalist meant spending hours on a
story; sometimes even placing yourself in mortal danger. The story he
was following was no different, except that it was and Jared ended up
being blinded and suffering from amnesia. He has no idea of who his
attacker was or if he would end up being blind permanently.Jensen didn't
mean to attack the lanky man, and he had all the intention to go and
apologize until he saw the police and the lead detective talking
attempted murder, while the doctors discussed their patient's lost of
eyesight. It scared him and with his shady past, he did the only thing
he could do and he ran. But fate intervened and when someone tried to
kill Jared, and it was up to Jensen to keep Jared safe. When things
became hairy both men realize that they have to place their trust into
each other if they wanted to get out alive. Will Jared's sight and
memories return, will Jensen be able to get past the guilt he was
carrying around .. 45,402
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Bottom!Jared  Angst  Amnesia  Writer!Author  Amnesia!Jared  Blind  Blind!Jared  guilty!Jensen  hurt!Jared  35000+  Long  archiveofourown  Journalist!Jared  Journalist  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Ty!Olsen  Person-Mark!Sheppard  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Fractured Pieces of You and Me
Jensen is struggling with the storyline for season six. An
accident on set leaves Jensen without his memories, has him believing
he’s Dean and has Jared struggling between trying to get his
co-star/best friend/boyfriend back and trying to keep Dean from leaving
him for good. ... 30,407
http://archiveofourown.org/works/4452074
RPS  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  Established!Relationship  Angst  hurt!Jensen  On!Set  Brain/Head!injury  Amnesia  Amnesia!Jensen  Hospitalized!Boys  Season!6  Big!Bang  Character!Bleed  RPS!Family  top!Jared  Living!Together  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Bottom!Jared  archiveofourown  livejournal  Long  25000+  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Jim!Beaver 
august 2015 by chellexxx
(We've Got to Get Ourselves) Back to the Garden
Sam wakes up the morning after his death in Cold Oak to find
it's twelve years later, and a lot has happened, none of which he can
remember, including the fact that he and Dean have apparently been
sleeping together for years. ..... 9,340
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Established!Relationship  post!Series  Amnesia  Amnesia!Sam  Angst  top!Sam  Bottom!Sam  Season!10  AU!Season!10  Cabin!fic  Motel/Hotel  Curtain!fic  Bed!Sharing  Schmoop  5000+  archiveofourown  Short  SPN 
may 2015 by chellexxx
It's a Not-So-Wonderful Life
Dean has finally given in to the Mark of Cain and become a
monster. Gabriel gives Sam a chance to save him, but only by erasing
himself from Dean's life. What would Dean's life be like if Sam had
never existed? Without Sam, Dean gets the apple-pie life Sam always
wished he could have, never knowing what his brother sacrificed. Until
the day that something supernatural happens, and Dean's happy, normal
life encounters a snag or two in the form of a tall, dark-haired
stranger. . 19,000
Slash  Season!10  AU!Season!10  Sam/Dean  Deal  Spell/Curse  Parent/Guardian!Dean  Kid!fic  Amnesia  Amnesia!Dean  Firefighter!Dean  Self!Harm  sick!Sam  First!Time  Angst  Schmoop  PTSD  pining!Sam  15000+  Long  archiveofourown  SPN!AU  Hunter!Sam  SPN  Gabriel!Lives  Hurt/Sick!Boys  AU!Raised!Apart  AU!Not!Raised!as!Hunters  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Missouri!Moseley 
april 2015 by chellexxx
The common fate of all
Dean Winchester works in insurance: brought up in foster care,
he’s never hunted, never fired a gun, and never owned a car. Then, one
day, he meets a guy called Sam. .. 10,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/123717 FLocked
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  Angst  Amnesia  Amnesia!Dean  First!Time  Alone/Separated  Separated!Boys  10000+  Short  livejournal  SPN  FLocked!  archiveofourown 
december 2014 by chellexxx
Bring the Rain
In a future torn apart by war, Jared and Jensen were two
orphans just trying to survive in the filthy slums of Dallas, Texas. But
when Jared was kidnapped and nearly sold to a prostitution ring, Jensen
signed himself over to the military’s Supersoldier program, effectively
giving up his life and his memories so that the government would keep
Jared safe. Now, fourteen years later, Scout Padalecki has arrived on a
military base in Boulder, Colorado, intent on finding a Supersoldier
with hazel-green eyes, but when he meets Captain Ackles, it quickly
becomes apparent that things aren’t going to be as easy as he’d hoped.
Struggling with his own emotions and a Jensen who doesn’t remember who
he is, Jared must find a way to save them both – before the war destroys
everything they’ve worked so hard to build. ... 70,000
Armed!Forces!Jensen  RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Previous!Relationship  post!Apocalypse  hurt!Jared  Angst  Big!Bang  livejournal  50000+  Long  Homeless!Jared  Homeless!Jensen  Abducted  Abducted!Jared  Prostitution/Hustling  Armed!Forces  kick!ass!Jensen  Amnesia  Amnesia!Jensen  Bottom!Jared  hurt!Jensen  Depraved!Humans  Homeless  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Alona!Tal  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Aldis!Hodge  Person-Katie!Cassidy  Person-Jake!Abel  Person-Samantha!Ferris  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
september 2014 by chellexxx
Shattered
Dean never really wanted this life for his brother. Then Sam
gets hurt on a hunt and Dean is forced to reevaluate things and make
some hard choices. ... 21,404

http://archiveofourown.org/works/2069745
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Season!2  AU!Season!2  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Established!Relationship  Dean/ofc  Amnesia  Amnesia!Sam  Bottom!Sam  Big!Bang  livejournal  archiveofourown  20000+  hurt!Sam  guilty!Dean  Angst  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer 
august 2014 by chellexxx
Would You Like Coffee With Your Crisis?
The bed dipped beside him. The bed *dipped*. What the hell??
There was someone laying beside him. He didn’t remember coming home with
anyone the night before. Then again, he didn’t remember much about the
night before now that he tried. He knew he went out after shooting -
ususal bar, usual crowd - but then things got a bit blurry.
RPS  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Humour  Amnesia  Amnesia!Jensen  drunk!Jensen  Schmoop  livejournal  1000+  Short  Romance 
july 2014 by chellexxx
What Sam Found There
Sam's been searching for Dean for months. He never expected to find him in a place like this.
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Season!Undefined  Amnesia  Amnesia!Dean  Chef/Baker!Dean  Schmoop  Established!Relationship  Sam/Dean  Short  livejournal  Romance  Chef/Baker  SPN 
july 2014 by chellexxx
Like an Alien Fish out of Water
"Exhibit A: Dean is not Dean. Or he is, but he's not acting
like Dean. Well, he's acting like Dean but not like... Dean. Sam gets
what he means." Or, the one where Dean gets amnesia and it's all fun and
games, until it's not. Gotta love clichés. .. 3,864
http://archiveofourown.org/works/1734830
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!8  Bat!Cave  Humour  Amnesia  Amnesia!Dean  Spell/Curse  1000+  Short  livejournal  archiveofourown  SPN  Character-Castiel 
july 2014 by chellexxx
Small Town Secrets
Bismarck, ND. Case Report #5 Mission: Close a case involving
three teenage girls slain in an historic Midwest frontier town.
Investigator: Dean Vedder. Twenty-seven. Bachelor and unexpected dog
owner. Amnesiac since serious motor vehicle accident and resulting coma
eight months previous. Suffering troubling nightmares about a
yellow-eyed man. Client: Sam Young, PI from neighbouring state. Tall,
handsome, far too familiar for Dean's comfort. Comments: Sulfur at the
crime scenes. Sam is hiding something relevant to the investigation and
their history. Can Dean's preliminary findings help Sam help solve the
crime? And will the other man's presence mend Dean's damaged memories,
and give them peace once and for all? ... 6,400

http://archiveofourown.org/works/1652468
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  Case!fic  Season!2  Bottom!Sam  Schmoop  Romance  Amnesia  Amnesia!Dean  Dog/Puppy  hurt!Dean  Secret  5000+  livejournal  archiveofourown  Short  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
july 2014 by chellexxx
Broken Images
Who was the handsome stranger brought to the mental institution
in the dead of night – and what terrible tragedy from his past had
reduced him to a broken, empty shell? 29,284
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!3  Angst  Amnesia  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Shrink  Outsider!POV  25000+  dreamwidth  pdf/mobi  Hospitalized!Boys  Hospital  SPN 
may 2014 by chellexxx
All Things Either Good or Ungood
FBI profiler Jared Padalecki has been searching for the man who
murdered his brother for over a decade. He gets his best lead yet in
the form of the killer's only known survivor -- a mysterious amnesiac
named Jensen. 17,000
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Amnesia  Amnesia!Jensen  Agent/Police!Jared  15000+  Long  livejournal  archiveofourown  Homicide  Angst  Agent/Police  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Person-Aldis!Hodge  Person-Matt!Cohen  Person-Samantha!Ferris  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
april 2014 by chellexxx
Not Again
Dean unexpectedly loses his memory and it's up to Sam to figure
out if he wants to leave him that way or go back to their failing
relationship. On top of working cases, fighting angels, demons, and
losing his brother, Sam doesn't expect to fall in love too. Set after
Season 9x14 ... 29,192
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Season!9  914  Amnesia  Amnesia!Dean  First!Time  Angst  Romance  fanfiction.net  WIP  Bat!Cave  Domestic!fic  Pretend/Mistaken/Couple  25000+  Long  SPN  Character-Kevin!Tran 
march 2014 by chellexxx
Wipe the Clock
Camp Chitaqua, 2014: Five years after the worst decision that
Dean has ever made, a man wearing a white suit stumbles into camp, lost
and confused. Sam's memories are a jigsaw puzzle and none of the pieces
seem to fit, the only thing he knows for sure is that he had to get to
Dean. Between the recon missions and the supply runs, the demons and the
croats, Dean struggles to hide Sam in plain sight, and to fight off the
increasingly insistent advances of a man who does not remember that he
is Dean's brother. 17,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/594826
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Season!5  504  livejournal  Long  15000+  Sam/Dean  Amnesia  Amnesia!Sam  pdf/mobi  AU!Season!5  early!Season!5  SPN  archiveofourown 
march 2014 by chellexxx
Forgotten
Sam and Dean are working a case in Wyoming, but are distracted
by news of a dangerous angel called "Castiel" who they can't remember
ever having heard of before. The name seems a little bit familiar, but
neither of the boys is sure why. Canon-compliant to 9/09, takes place
the following fall. Case fic wrapped in an amnesia mystery, no slash,
strong friendship/family, angst!Cas. .... 156,403
pdf/mobi  fanfiction.net  150000+  Epic  Bat!Cave  Amnesia!Dean  Amnesia!Sam  Amnesia  906  Season!9  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  SPN  Character-Castiel  Character-Crowley 
march 2014 by chellexxx
Toward the Lie
What will Sam remember of his life, when memory dissolves in
the line between life and death? And what does he really know, if he
were to turn to the truth, about what Dean will do to bring him back?
Takes place within the timeline of episode 9.01.
3,700
teacher!Dean  Short  livejournal  1000+  Angst  Memories/Flashback  Amnesia!Sam  Amnesia  hurt!Sam  Dream/Nightmare  901  Season!9  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Teacher  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
march 2014 by chellexxx
Guide You Home
When Dean gets back from a solo hunt he discovers Sam decided
to take one himself. With his angelic tagalong that might not be the
best idea. When he finds Sam his brother has lost his memory. Dean has
to get the angel out of Sam while trying to convince him that Dean is
not actually nuts.
7,500
hurt!Sam  Amnesia!Sam  Amnesia  5000+  Short  livejournal  Solo!Hunt  Gen  Season!9  SPN!Non-AU  Separated!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
march 2014 by chellexxx
The Allegory of the Cave
Set in the New York subway, The Allegory of the Cave is a
reflective account of images real and imagined, remembrance, desire and
obsession. Leaching memory, capturing souls, somewhere a hundred and
thirty feet below the streets of Manhattan is an evil the Winchester
brothers must face. But there’s a fine line between reality and
imagination, and neither brother can be sure of their footing in this
upside down world.
36,000
post!Season!6  622  Amnesia  Angst  First!Time  Case!fic  35000+  pdf/mobi  livejournal  Season!6  Big!Bang  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  SPN 
february 2014 by chellexxx
Into Oblivion
Sam dies before completing the last trial, leaving Dean alone
and desperate. After a month of trying to bring Sam back with no luck,
Dean gets a tip from the most unlikely of places: Metatron. Now reigning
in Heaven, the angel is still looking for stories—one story in
particular. Sam and Dean broke destiny when they derailed the
apocalypse, rewrote the book Metatron had penned himself so many
thousands of years ago, and now theirs is the only history the Scribe of
God can't access. Although he has Sam's soul captive in Heaven, no
amount of torture has convinced Sam to give up his and Dean's life
story.

Metatron gives Dean a scroll and makes a bet: if Dean can follow the
instructions and return Sam's soul to his body within three days, then
Heaven will relinquish its claim on Sam. If he can't? Dean will forget
he ever had a brother, and all of his memories of Sam will belong to
Metatron. It sounds like a fair enough deal, but of course there's a
catch. From the moment Dean...
24,390

http://archiveofourown.org/works/9219182
Memories/Flashback  Angst  Amnesia!Dean  Amnesia  Deal  Angel  Bottom!Sam  Long  pdf/mobi  livejournal  20000+  823  Established!Relationship  Sam/Dean  post!Season!8  Season!8  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  SPN  Character-Crowley  archiveofourown 
february 2014 by chellexxx
Aetos Dios
Canon AU after 8x06. Sam and Dean still weren’t speaking when
they moved on to their next case. Sam felt like someone was watching
him and he kept seeing this strange eagle everywhere he went.
13,580

http://archiveofourown.org/works/1172126?view_adult=true
Confession  Sam/OMC  Bottom!Sam  Previous!Relationship  livejournal  archiveofourown  Short  10000+  Amnesia!Sam  Amnesia  hurt!Sam  Non-Con  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  Sam/Dean  806  Season!8  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Separated!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
february 2014 by chellexxx
Spoils of War
A town full of people losing memories and a ritual gone wrong.
All in a day’s work for the Winchesters. Though maybe this time they’ve
bitten off more than they can chew.
4,335
Amnesia  Case!fic  1000+  Short  livejournal  519  Season!5  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  SPN  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster 
february 2014 by chellexxx
Ain't No Me, Ain't No You
Sam doesn't recover from his amnesia after Cas takes down his
wall. Dean and Bobby find him in a hospital a week later, having no
memory of them or anything they've all been through. 3,900
Emotionally!hurt!Dean  Emotionally!hurt  livejournal  Short  1000+  Sad  Hospital  Amnesia!Sam  Amnesia  Angst  622  Season!6  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  AU!Season!6  Hospitalized!Boys  Separated!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer 
february 2014 by chellexxx
The Inside Man
Post-9.02. Sam and Kevin have both been suffering from memory
loss since the Trials ended, and Dean is acting strangely. Sam suspects
a supernatural cause, but Kevin's not so sure either one of them has a
firm grasp on reality.
Or: another way the Ezekiel arc could have played out.
Length!Unknown  Amnesia!OC  Amnesia!Sam  Amnesia  PTSD  Gen  livejournal  902  Season!9  SPN!Non-AU  SPN  Character-Castiel  Character-Ezekiel  Character-Kevin!Tran 
february 2014 by chellexxx
Answered Prayers
The night Sam received his acceptance letter from Stanford, he
prayed for guidance. He just never expected that guidance to show up as a
scrawny guy claiming to be his guardian angel. 6,757
Sam&Castiel  Amnesia!Sam  Amnesia  fanfiction.net  Short  5000+  910  907  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  Season!9  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  AU!Pre-Series  SPN  Character-Castiel 
february 2014 by chellexxx
The Safety in Lying
Take one spy with amnesia and mix in a few guys with guns, a
man named Jensen who has some secrets of his own, and a lot of questions
with no answers and what do you get? Jason's not sure but that's one
answer he hopes to find. Loosely based on The Bourne Identity. 26,498
First!Time  Bottom!Jared  Writer!Jensen  hurt!Jared  Big!Bang  25000+  Agent/Police!Jared  Amnesia!Jared  Amnesia  livejournal  Long  Spies  Jared/Jensen  Slash  RPS!AU  RPS  pdf/mobi  Previous!Relationship  Writer!Author  Agent/Police  Movie-The!Bourne!Identity  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Sophia!Bush 
january 2014 by chellexxx
Stranger That I Used to Know
Sam and Dean wake up in a hospital without memories of their
life before and no clues except for each other. Together, they try to
hunt down the creature responsible for their memory loss, but what they
find along the way might be even better. .... 11,500

http://archiveofourown.org/works/9304748
Bottom!Sam  Spell/Curse  10000+  livejournal  Short  Amnesia!Sam  Amnesia!Dean  Amnesia  First!Time  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Hospitalized!Boys  Hospital  SPN  archiveofourown 
january 2014 by chellexxx
Forget Me Not
When a demon knocks the wind out of him, consciousness isn't the only thing Dean loses.
1,938
Season!2  fanfiction.net  Short  1000+  hurt!Dean  Amnesia!Dean  Amnesia  First!Time  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
january 2014 by chellexxx
When Memory Fades
After Sam’s wall breaks, his mind continuously erases his
recent memories while he sleeps to keep visions of hell from his
conscious self. Today is day 1156.
Reverse psychic amnesia: as in, you remember who you are, who your
brother is-- but you've forgotten everything else about the world.
3,800

http://archiveofourown.org/works/1058804
livejournal  Established!Relationship  post!Season!6  hurt!Sam  Angst  Emotionally!hurt  Curtain!fic  Amnesia  Short  1000+  Bottom!Sam  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Amnesia!Sam  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  archiveofourown 
december 2013 by chellexxx
Dangling On A String
It's been two years since Dean and Sam disappeared. When Ellen,
Jo and Bobby find the brothers they're beaten, broken and perhaps,
beyond hope.
9,000
Abducted!Dean  Amnesia!Sam  Amnesia  Outsider!POV  POV!Bobby  Heartbreaking  Torture  Demon  Trapped  livejournal  Abducted  PTSD  Angst  Short  5000+  hurt!Sam  hurt!Dean  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Amnesia!Dean  Abducted!Sam  Depraved!Humans  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Ellen!Harvelle  Character-Jo!Harvelle 
december 2013 by chellexxx
Only When I'm Breathing
Sam comes back to Dean after dying for the last time. He's
prepared to do whatever it takes to be with Dean, even if it means
letting his brother forget him. If Dean doesn’t remember then Sam dies
again, this time for good, and Dean will lose the only person who makes
him willing to live. But the clock is ticking and they still need to
solve a series of murders in a little town called Springfield. 40,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/582856
OFC  Motel/Hotel  Spell/Curse  Big!Bang  pining!Sam  pining!Dean  Romance  Case!fic  Pretend/Mistaken/Couple  post!Season!5  livejournal  archiveofourown  35000+  Angel  Amnesia  First!Time  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Long  Shifter  Amnesia!Dean  AU!Season!6  Separated!Boys  SPN  Character-Chuck!Shurley  Character-Castiel 
november 2013 by chellexxx
Where Do We Begin (The Rubble or Our Sins?)
Post season one. He wakes in a hospital, missing a limb and all
of his memories. They tell him he is Dean Hunt. That his sister died in
the accident that claimed his leg. From there he rebuilds with the help
of his quirky lesbian neighbors and a homeless drifter named Sam.
40,179

http://archiveofourown.org/works/1025195/chapters/2040803
PTSD  Curtain!fic  Domestic!fic  archiveofourown  Angst  Leg!broken/injured  Amnesia  hurt!Dean  First!Time  Slash  35000+  livejournal  Season!1  SPN!Non-AU  Long  Amnesia!Dean  AU!Season!2  Sam/Dean  Hospitalized!Boys  Hospital  Separated!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer 
november 2013 by chellexxx
Less Traveled By
High school is hard enough without an absentee father, restless
spirits, haunted cars, a missing classmate and a sexual predator on the
loose. Then again, the Winchesters never did anything the easy way.
Dean is 17 and Sam is 13. 67,683
Hospital  Brain/Head!injury  Angst  Case!fic  hurt!Sam  Car!Accident  hurt!Dean  fanfiction.net  Amnesia  50000+  !School  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Long  Amnesia!Dean  Hospitalized!Boys  Absent!John  Depraved!Humans  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-John!Winchester 
october 2013 by chellexxx
Edge
During five years of grief, Dean carved a quiet new life. But
his wounds never healed. Sam returned and following him comes an opened
post-apocalyptic Pandora's Box. Big Brother!Dean, Messed up!Sam ....
127,678
Angst  post!Apocalypse  hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  100000+  fanfiction.net  post!Season!5  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Epic  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  PTSD  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Lisa!Braeden  Character-Ben!Braeden  pdf/mobi  Amnesia  Amnesia!Sam  Teacher  Hunter  Dog/Puppy  Hell!Hounds  Memories/Flashback  Separated!Boys 
october 2013 by chellexxx
When Our Minds Betray Us
It's been eight months since Jessica died, and Sam is back at
Stanford. His friends say he suffered a nervous breakdown. How will Sam
react when he learns the truth? 118,775
Angst  hurt!Sam  hurt!Dean  Amnesia  Stanford  100000+  fanfiction.net  Asylum  Season!1  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Epic  Amnesia!Sam  AU!Season!1  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Separated!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
october 2013 by chellexxx
But for the Grace
Dean always thought he was prepared for Sam to leave him again,
until it actually happened. ... 86,553 .....
https://www.fanfiction.net/s/3195236/1/But-for-the-Grace
Amnesia  hurt!Sam  Season!1  Angst  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Amnesia!Sam  Hospitalized!Boys  Hospital  Epic  75000+  fanfiction.net  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
october 2013 by chellexxx
The Queen of Light Took Her Bow
Battle lines are drawn when the touch of the Fae is felt in the
town where the Winchesters have found refuge. The repercussions could
change the family’s path forever. Sam 18 Dean 22. .... 147,310
pdf/mobi  Spell/Curse  Amnesia!Dean  Sam/OFC  hurt!Dean  !School  guilty!Dean  asshole!John  Angst  hurt!Sam  100000+  fanfiction.net  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Epic  Fae/Fairies  Amnesia  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-John!Winchester 
october 2013 by chellexxx
Long Way Down, Long Way Home
When Sam dies in a fire, Dean goes into a tailspin. But while
he is gradually getting worse, not able to cope with his brother's
death, Sam wakes up in a hospital with no recollection of who he is.
hurt!Sam  Angst  livejournal  Amnesia  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Amnesia!Sam  Blind!Dean  Season!Undefined  Length!Unknown  Separated!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  FLocked! 
october 2013 by chellexxx
From the Abyss
2 years after Supernatural ended and their relationship hit the
skids, Jensen finds himself confronted with a very different Jared. Can
he ever make things right again? Or is Jared broken beyond repair. 29,000
Bottom!Jared  top!Jared  Amnesia!Jared  guilty!Jensen  Amnesia  Brain/Head!injury  Angst  Emotionally!hurt  hurt!Jared  First!Time  Previous!Relationship  Jared/Jensen  post!Series  livejournal  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  RPS  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Separated!Boys  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling  25000+  Long  pdf/mobi  Beaten  Bar  Hospitalized!Boys 
october 2013 by chellexxx
Kidnapped
Jared goes missing for a whole month and when he is found,
beaten and barely alive, he cannot remember a thing. What happened to
him and is he truly safe now? And what is Jensen hiding from him?
18,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/259297
Amnesia!Jared  Big!Bang  RPS!Non-AU  First!Time  Non-Con  Beaten  Amnesia  15000+  Abducted  hurt!Jared  archiveofourown  livejournal  Jared/Jensen  Slash  RPS  Long  Abducted!Jared  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
september 2013 by chellexxx
L'Oiseau de feu
The demon makes a deal with Sam and Dean: one mystical creature
in exchange for their father. The ensuing quest might take some time,
but Winchesters never give up, no matter how tough things get.
66,000
Amnesia!Sam  Powers!Sam  Bonding  hurt!Sam  Angst  Spell/Curse  Case!fic  Dub-Con  Schmoop  Amnesia  Deal  First!Time  Sam/Dean  livejournal  50000+  Dean/ofc  Season!2  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Long  Amnesia!Dean  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Missouri!Moseley  Character-Yellow!Eyed!Demon 
september 2013 by chellexxx
Blue Skies From Rain
The morning after Sam rescues Dean from the djinn, Sam and Dean
go back to the warehouse to take care of the bodies of both the victims
and of the djinn. But instead of what should be a simple clean-up job,
Sam and Dean are sucked into a nightmare world brought about by the
djinn’s last dying act of revenge. (Takes place directly after What Is
and What Should Never Be.) What do you do when you wake up in a mental
institution and you think your brother is dead?
178,00
pdf/mobi  Amnesia!Sam  guilty!Sam  drugged!Sam  hurt!Sam  Bottom!Sam  top!Sam  Asylum  hurt!Dean  150000+  Angst  Schmoop  Alternate!Universe  Season!2  Amnesia  First!Time  Sam/Dean  livejournal  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Epic  Amnesia!Dean  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  What!Is!and!What!Should!Never!Be 
september 2013 by chellexxx
Semper Familia
When his dad comes back into the clearing with a scrawny kid
he's just bought in tow, Dean isn't surprised. He knows Lilim aren't
human, that they're creatures, like witches or wendigo. But the kid that
John's got by the arm, who's pulled as far away from Dean's dad as
possible without actually trying to get his arm back, the kid whose eyes
don't leave John and are bright with fear, the kid who looks like he
hasn't eaten in a couple of days and is obviously favoring his left
leg... This kid looks an awful lot like a person. And what's more, he's
the same age Sammy would have been. ..... 130,072
Angst  Emotionally!hurt  Abducted  100000+  hurt!Sam  Pre-Series  Teenchesters  archiveofourown  Gen  Epic  Abducted!Sam  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  AU!Pre-Series  Hunter  hurt!Dean  asshole!John  Slave!fic  Abused!Sam  Beaten  kick!ass!Dean  Amnesia  Amnesia!Sam  Absent!John  Domestic!fic  Christmas  SPN!AU  Hunter!Dean  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  AU!Not!Raised!By!John  AU!Raised!Apart  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Ash  Character-Jo!Harvelle  Character-Missouri!Moseley  Character-Yellow!Eyed!Demon 
september 2013 by chellexxx
Remember Love
Jared Ackles wakes from a coma with no recollection of the past
few years of his life, His world turns a little more upside down with
the arrival of a handsome man with the greenest eyes Jared had ever seen
claiming to be his husband. While Jensen seems every bit the attentive
and loving husband anyone would dream of he also has a secret. Just why
is Jensen so desperate to keep Jared from reclaiming the memories he
wants back so much? Is he what he appears at all? ...... 23,889 &
Sequels (1 wip) http://bottomjared.livejournal.com/92270.html
Amnesia!Jared  75000+  Previous!Relationship  First!Time  hurt!Jared  Torture  Amnesia  Jared/Jensen  Slash  RPS  Epic  RPS!AU  pdf/mobi  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Tom!Welling 
september 2013 by chellexxx
Sacrificing
Gabriel puts himself in harms way to protect Sam, and Sam isn't happy about it. PWP, gets angsty. 7,589
Dean/Castiel  WIP  First!Time  Schmoop  sick!Sam  post!Season!8  fanfiction.net  Angst  Sam/Gabriel  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Short  hurt!Gabriel  Amnesia  Amnesia!Gabriel  SPN  Gabriel!Lives  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster 
september 2013 by chellexxx
Scrambled Eggs
My Heart Will Go On tag: It's hard enough to keep track of all the alternate timelines they've been in even when NOT concussed.
1,742
Amnesia!Sam  Amnesia  Memories/Flashback  Humour  fanfiction.net  fics!by!k.hanna.korossy  1000+  Brain/Head!injury  hurt!Sam  Season!7  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Hospitalized!Boys  Hospital  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
september 2013 by chellexxx
A Glimpse Of Home
One night Sam goes on a pizza run and doesn't return. Dean
searches for him, not knowing they are going up against something older
and more powerful that any of them imagined. When they find him, their
problems double as Sam is not the same man he was before. ..... 41,034
pdf/mobi  Angst  fanfiction.net  35000+  Abducted  hurt!Sam  619  Season!6  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Long  Abducted!Sam  Hospitalized!Boys  Asylum  Shrink  Demon  Amnesia  Amnesia!Sam  drugged!Sam  Medical!Professional!Jensen  Torture  GSW  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt!Dean  AU!Season!6  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Raphael 
september 2013 by chellexxx
Relearning the Family Business
Dean wakes up alone in a hospital with total amnesia, and now
Sam has to explain to Dean who they are and what they do for a living.
Dean doesn't take it too well. Takes place between 6.17 My Heart Will Go
On and 6.18 Frontierland 10,603
fanfiction.net  Amnesia  hurt!Dean  Season!6  Angst  10000+  617  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Amnesia!Dean  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
august 2013 by chellexxx
The Second Man
A rewrite of the movie Overboard. Jared's wealthy and wound too
tight, and his parents seem intent on keeping him that way. Jensen's
the oldest of four unruly siblings who lost their parents four years
ago. Things keep slipping through his fingers no matter how hard he
works to keep them together. When Jared's parents manage to ruin the
last thing that Jensen has for himself, right before their son washes up
on the beach with amnesia, Jensen's lifelong friend and Bear Creek town
Sheriff, Christian Kane, takes it upon himself to get some payback.
Jensen's sure he's not gay, and Jared's sure he's never lived at the end
of Ackles Rd, but somehow their made up life together makes more sense
than their actual lives apart. (They're about the same age.) 85,000
pdf/mobi  Parent/Guardian!Jensen  Amnesia!Jared  asshole!Jared  Schmoop  Romance  Diner/Restaurant  top!Jared  Leg!broken/injured  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  Actor!Jensen  Amnesia  RPS  dreamwidth  Jared/Jensen  Kid!fic  First!Time  RPS!Family  75000+  hurt!Jared  Slash  Epic  RPS!AU  Actor  Wealthy!Jared  Movie-Overboard  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Hurt/Sick!Boys  One!Hates!The!Other!At!First  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Steve!Carlson 
august 2013 by chellexxx
You're The Dream Of A Lifetime
Jared is married to an extremely abusive man. One night, his
husband discovers Jared’s intention to leave him – and the unthinkable
happens. Jared wakes up in a hospital with no memory of who he is, his
past or how his battered and severely abused body got that way. He meets
Jensen Ackles – and together they try and rebuild Jared’s life – until…
sammyndeansgrl
24,737
pdf/mobi  Amnesia!Jared  RPS!Family  RPS  top!Jared  Bottom!Jared  Beaten  Jared/Jensen  20000+  Jared/omc  Amnesia  First!Time  Slash  hurt!Jared  Long  RPS!AU  Abused!Jared  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
august 2013 by chellexxx
Remember Me?
After a horrible car accident, Jared doesn’t even remember who
he is. Suffering from amnesia, bound to a wheelchair with a broken arm
and a broken leg, he relies on his in-home caregiver, Jensen, to help
him with everything from bathing to eating. Jared wants Jensen to be
more than just a caregiver, but Jensen keeps his distance. Six months
after their relationship ended badly, Jensen drops everything to help
Jared put his life back together. It’s difficult to treat Jared like a
stranger...he's told by dr's it's better for Jared if he can remember
who he is on his own,...but he knows he must not give in to his deep
desires. He won’t risk Jared’s anger by revealing the true nature of
their relationship. Or the reality of their past together. Even so,
Jensen can’t help but hope that this is their second chance at love...
Amnesia!Jared  RPS  Car!Accident  Living!Together  Leg!broken/injured  Jared/Jensen  Amnesia  livejournal  Arm!broken/injured  First!Time  Length!Unknown  Slash  hurt!Jared  Domestic!fic  RPS!AU  Previous!Relationship  RPS!Family  pining!Jensen  Angst  Hospitalized!Boys  Hospital  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
august 2013 by chellexxx
Three Faces of Sam
Sam wakes up with amnesia after Cas takes down his mental wall,
so he goes to a local hospital clinic for help where he gets treated by
Dr. Gregory House, who gives him a new diagnosis: multiple personality
disorder.
9,500
Amnesia!Sam  Humour  PTSD  Amnesia  Season!7  livejournal  hurt!Sam  Crossover  701  5000+  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Hospitalized!Boys  Hospital  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  TV!Show-House 
july 2013 by chellexxx
In From The Cold
The buzzer for the front door of the clinic sounds and Jared
looks up from the medical text he’s been studying in a quiet moment. The
glare on the glass hides whoever is on the other side and he walks
close and cups his hands around his eyes to make sure it’s somebody who
looks legitimate. That’s kind of a hard call to make in this
neighborhood--sorting homeless-legitimate from homeless-not. Just three
weeks ago some junkies held the place up and wiped them out of
painkillers and Jared is gonna be sure that doesn’t happen on his watch.
Also, he’d rather not be stabbed tonight. 54,000+ .....
http://archiveofourown.org/works/449210
Mute!Jensen  Amnesia!Jensen  RPS  Jared/Jensen  RPS!Family  50000+  Amnesia  livejournal  Homeless!Jensen  Brain/Head!injury  archiveofourown  hurt!Jensen  First!Time  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  Homeless  Mute  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
july 2013 by chellexxx
The Coat We Wear
Christmas 1998 and Jared has run from a family who hate him for
what he is, to the city. He is homeless, desperate and on Christmas Eve
starts to make his way home, never making it, hit by a car and left to
die in the gutter. When a drug and alcohol fueled Jensen Ackles knocks
down a homeless guy he panics and runs, knowing he has murdered, but
hides, protected by money and privilege. Ten years later Jensen is
forced into searching for reasons, for purpose, for redemption and he
may just have found it in a badly scarred youth worker, only known as
Jay. .... 41,896
pdf/mobi  Amnesia!Jared  Angst  guilty!Jensen  Artist!Jared  Amnesia  drunk!Jensen  RPS!Family  RPS  Car!Accident  Jared/Jensen  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  Homeless!Jared  First!Time  drugged!Jensen  35000+  Slash  hurt!Jared  asshole!Jensen  Long  RPS!AU  Addiction  Addict!Jensen  Wealthy!Jensen  Homeless  Artist  Hurt/Sick!Boys  One!Hates!The!Other!At!First  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Steve!Carlson  archiveofourown 
july 2013 by chellexxx
From the Ashes
Season 6 AU - Ignoring his little brother's final request to
live a normal life with Lisa and Ben, Dean deserts them, intent on
rescuing Sam from Lucifer's Cage, no matter the cost. But when Sam is
finally out, his soul intact, will it do more harm to him then good?
Drunk/hurt/devastated big-brother Dean &
traumatized/memory-loss/mostly mute Sam (yes, I said mute) 80,933
pdf/mobi  Vampire  Angel  Mute!Sam  Amnesia  fanfiction.net  Season!6  hurt!Sam  post!Season!5  Gen  drunk!Dean  75000+  SPN!Non-AU  PTSD  Epic  Amnesia!Sam  AU!Season!6  Mute  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Castiel  Character-Ben!Braeden 
july 2013 by chellexxx
Storm’s Eye
In spite of all the bad memories and fears, Jensen had
dutifully returned home to Mt. Desert Island, Maine to look after his
ailing mother. After her passing, financially devastated by her care and
emotionally exhausted, Jensen tries to pick up the pieces of his life
and rebuild his floundering career as an illustrator. While working on a
new commission, he finds an unconscious man at the local lighthouse.
When the man regains consciousness, he has no memory. The only clue to
his identity is a limited edition hardcover copy of Storms Eye, a
mystery novel by Jensen’s favorite author and client. Inside is a
scrawled dedication, ‘To Jared’. What is this man’s story? And why,
since meeting him, has Jensen’s life strangely paralleled the plot of
the book that he carried? Will Jensen weather the harrowing trials of
‘Storm’s Eye’? Or will he become a casualty of the mysterious stranger
to whom he opened his heart? 57,000
pdf/mobi  Abused!Jared  Abducted!Jared  Amnesia!Jared  Homeless!Jared  Living!Together  Sad  Dog/Puppy  Bottom!Jared  top!Jared  RPS  Big!Bang  Artist!Jensen  Emotionally!hurt  Jared/Jensen  Jensen/omc  50000+  Jared/omc  Amnesia  livejournal  Abducted  hurt!Jensen  First!Time  Non-Con  Slash  hurt!Jared  Long  Domestic!fic  Abducted!Jensen  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  RPS!AU  Depraved!Humans  Homeless  Abused  Artist  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Misha!Collins 
july 2013 by chellexxx
Gunpoint
Jensen got his childhood stolen away from him when he was ten
years old. Along with his memory, his voice and every emotion that
wasn’t fear, hatred or anger. Question is, can Jared help him get any of
it back? And more importantly, does Jensen really want him to? ....
130,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/861978/chapters/1652215
Mute!Jensen  Angst  Artist!Jensen  Student!Jensen  Student!Jared  College!AU  Abused!Jensen  archiveofourown  RPS  Jared/Jensen  Jensen/omc  livejournal  100000+  hurt!Jensen  First!Time  Slash  PTSD  Epic  RPS!AU  Jensen/Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  Depraved!Humans  Homophobia  Mute  Abused  Artist  Amnesia  Amnesia!Jensen  Emotionally!hurt  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Sophia!Bush  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
july 2013 by chellexxx
The Missing Piece
Jared’s life is good; his family might call him loser but he
has everything he dreams of: more money than he can spend, cool friends
to hang out with, and chicks to bang whenever he wants to. It could go
on like this, but then Jared’s life takes an unexpected turn when his
grandma leaves him her old, long abandoned apple farm in Vermont.
Because the inheritance is made with the proviso that only Jared can
rebuild the farm, he fulfills his grandmother’s wish and moves to the
tiny town of River’s End, where everyone but Sam, the owner of the local
inn, holds a grudge against Jared’s family. On the night Jared arrives,
a homeless man collapses in front of the inn. John, the town vagrant,
can’t remember anything of his life prior to when he woke up in a field,
only clad with a cloak, and a single, torn and stained page of a
mysterious book in its pocket. Even though Jared is repulsed by John’s
state and doesn’t want to have anything to do with the tramp, he helps
Sam to take care .. 59k
pdf/mobi  Amnesia!Jensen  RPS  Big!Bang  Jared/Jensen  Angst  50000+  Amnesia  livejournal  Homeless!Jensen  hurt!Jensen  First!Time  Ranch/Farm  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  Bottom!Jared  Homophobia  Rancher/Cowboy!Jared  Homeless  Rancher/Cowboy  Jared/Genevieve  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki 
june 2013 by chellexxx
One of Us
A man running from his past and a man with no past. Will their
house of cards come tumbling down when their pasts catch up with them?
Jensen Ackles is a judge in the small town of Killeen. Married to a
beautiful wife and with a baby on the way – the future looks bright for
Jensen. But things are not what they seem in Killeen when he stumbles
upon the town's chilling secret. Forced to flee Killeen with his baby
and an amnesic man in tow, Jensen will do anything to save his baby –
and the man he is not supposed to fall in love with. 26,000
Parent/Guardian!Jensen  Amnesia!Jared  25000+  Amnesia  livejournal  RPS  Big!Bang  Jared/Jensen  Kid!fic  First!Time  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  pdf/mobi  OFC  OMC  RPS!Family  Person-Christian!Kane 
june 2013 by chellexxx
Brand New Start & Find His Way Back
Jared Padalecki is one messed up kid, after his parent die he
his tossed from Foster home to Foster home slowly losing everyone he
loves. He's given one last chance with the Ackles. Can he come to peace
with his past? Will he admit that he's attracted to Jensen? AU story of a
hurt boy who's trying to find some peace and maybe, if he's lucky,
love. 21,000 Jared is lost. He is still trying to heal and work out what
he is going to with his life when it all come crashing down around his
ears. The Ackles are wonderful and Jared doesn’t want to let them down.
However, since most of his life he’s disappointed people he really
wonders if he has a chance. Jensen wants to help Jared find his way back
before he’s lost forever. 18,600

http://archiveofourown.org/series/6626
Homeless!Jared  RPS!AU  Ranch/Farm  RPS  Living!Together  Emotionally!hurt  CPS  Angst  RPS!Family  livejournal  !School  First!Time  35000+  Slash  hurt!Jared  Long  Domestic!fic  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Amnesia  Amnesia!Jared  Foster!Care  Non-Con  hurt!Jensen  pining!Jensen  Homeless  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys  archiveofourown  Shrink 
june 2013 by chellexxx
In Medias Res
Dean wakes a day after dying with no memories of Hell, and no
idea what has happened. His only clues are a catatonic Sam, and whatever
his brother was doing when they were separated. 38,418
Amnesia  livejournal  316  First!Time  35000+  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Long  Amnesia!Dean  AU!Season!3  Angst  OMC  OFC  Big!Bang  SPN  Personality!Change!Sam 
june 2013 by chellexxx
You Found Me
The day Lucifer rose was the day Sam disappeared. Weeks later,
Dean and Castiel find him in an abandoned town, injured and unconscious
and no memory whatsoever as to what happened. They must now learn how to
be brothers again in the face of certain death. ... 23,600
fanfiction.net  Amnesia  post!Season!4  20000+  Demon  422  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Sam  Long  Amnesia!Sam  AU!Season!4  Leg!broken/injured  guilty!Dean  Angst  Separated!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Ruby 
may 2013 by chellexxx
The Obeisance of Memory
AU of season 4. “Look, I’ve got no idea who your brother is, but uh, I think I might be him. Just, y’know, alive.”
102,167
fanfiction.net  Amnesia!Dean  Amnesia  100000+  Season!4  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Epic  AU!Season!4  SPN  Character-Bobby!Singer 
may 2013 by chellexxx
« earlier      
per page:    204080120160

related tags

!School  1st!meeting  1000+  5000+  10000+  15000+  20000+  25000+  35000+  50000+  75000+  100000+  150000+  200000+  Abducted  Abducted!Dean  Abducted!Jared  Abducted!Jensen  Abducted!Sam  Absent!John  Abused  Abused!Dean  Abused!Jared  Abused!Jensen  Abused!Sam  Actor  Actor!Jensen  Actor!Sam  Addict!Jensen  Addict!Sam  Addiction  Adorable  Agent/Police  Agent/Police!Jared  Agent/Police!Jensen  Alone/Separated  Alternate!Universe  Amnesia  Amnesia!Dean  Amnesia!Gabriel  Amnesia!Jared  Amnesia!Jensen  Amnesia!OC  Amnesia!Sam  Angel  Angst  archiveofourown  Arm!broken/injured  Armed!Forces  Armed!Forces!Jensen  Arranged!Marriage/Forced!Relationship  Artist  Artist!Jared  Artist!Jensen  asshole!Dean  asshole!Jared  asshole!Jensen  asshole!John  Asylum  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  AU!Not!Raised!as!Hunters  AU!Not!Raised!By!John  AU!Pre-Series  AU!Raised!Apart  AU!Season!1  AU!Season!2  AU!Season!3  AU!Season!4  AU!Season!5  AU!Season!6  AU!Season!8  AU!Season!9  AU!Season!10  aww  Bar  Barista  Barista!Jared  Barista!Jensen  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Bat!Cave  Beaten  Becoming!Invisible  Bed!Sharing  Big!Bang  Birthday  Blind  Blind!Dean  Blind!Jared  Blind!Sam  Blood!Magic  Body!Swap  Bondage  Bonding  BookStore  Bottom!Jared  Bottom!Sam  Brain/Head!injury  Cabin!fic  Car!Accident  Case!fic  Caught  Character!Bleed  Character-Ash  Character-Becky  Character-Ben!Braeden  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Caleb  Character-Castiel  Character-Chuck!Shurley  Character-Crowley  Character-Ellen!Harvelle  Character-Ezekiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Gordon!Walker  Character-Hannah  Character-Jo!Harvelle  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Joshua  Character-Kevin!Tran  Character-Lisa!Braeden  Character-Lucifer  Character-Meg  Character-Michael  Character-Missouri!Moseley  Character-Pastor!Jim  Character-Raphael  Character-Ruby  Character-Yellow!Eyed!Demon  Character-Zachariah  Chef/Baker  Chef/Baker!Dean  Christmas  Coffee!Shop/Cafe  College!AU  Coma  Confession  CPS  Criminal/Mafia  Crossover  Cursed!Dean  Cursed!Sam  Curtain!fic  D/s  Deal  Dean!centric  Dean/Castiel  Dean/ofc  Dean/omc  Deleted!Fic!or!Author  Demon  Depraved!Humans  Diner/Restaurant  Dog/Puppy  Domestic!fic  Domestic!Violence  Dream/Nightmare  dreamwidth  drugged!Dean  drugged!Jensen  drugged!Sam  drunk!Dean  drunk!Jensen  drunk!Sam  Dub-Con  early!Season!5  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Dean  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Epic  Established!Relationship  Everyday!Heroes  F.O.D  Fae/Fairies  Famous!Jared  Famous/notFamous  fan!fiction  fanfiction.net  fics!by!k.hanna.korossy  Firefighter!Dean  First!Time  FLocked!  Forced!Apart  Foster!Care  Gabriel!Lives  Gen  Gender!Swap  Ghost  GSW  guilty!Dean  guilty!Jensen  guilty!John  guilty!Sam  Heartbreaking  Hell!Hounds  Het  Hidden!Illness/Injury  Historical  Homeless  Homeless!Jared  Homeless!Jensen  Homicide  Homophobia  Hooker!Dean  Hooker!Sam  Hospital  Hospitalized!Boys  Humour  Hunt  Hunter  Hunter!Dean  Hunter!Sam  hurt!Dean  hurt!Gabriel  hurt!Jared  hurt!Jensen  hurt!John  hurt!OC  hurt!sam  Hurt/Sick!Boys  It's!a!Terrible!Life  It's!The!Great!Pumpkin!Sam!Winchester  Jared/Genevieve  Jared/Jensen  Jared/omc  Jared/Sandy  Jealous!Dean  Jensen/Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  Jensen/omc  Journalist  Journalist!Jared  kick!ass!Dean  kick!ass!Jensen  Kid!fic  Kink-Blood!Play  Lawyer!Jared  Leg!broken/injured  Length!Unknown  livejournal  Living!Together  Local!LEOS/FBI  Long  Mechanic  Mechanic!Dean  Mechanic!Jensen  Medical!Professional  Medical!Professional!Jared  Medical!Professional!Jensen  Memories/Flashback  Mirror  Motel/Hotel  Mother!Nature  Movie-Overboard  Movie-The!Bourne!Identity  Movie-Total!Recall  Mute  Mute!Jensen  Mute!Sam  Natural!Disaster  Neglect  Neighbour  Non-Con  OFC  Office  OMC  On!Set  One!Hates!The!Other!At!First  Outsider!POV  Paralysis  Parent/Guardian!Dean  Parent/Guardian!Jared  Parent/Guardian!Jensen  pdf/mobi  Permanent!Injury  Person-Aldis!Hodge  Person-Alona!Tal  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Eric!Kripke  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Jake!Abel  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  Person-Jim!Beaver  Person-Katie!Cassidy  Person-Kim!Manners  Person-Kim!Rhodes  Person-Mark!Sheppard  Person-Matt!Cohen  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Samantha!Ferris  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Person-Sophia!Bush  Person-Sterling!K!Brown  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Ty!Olsen  Personality!Change!Sam  Physical!Therapist  Physical!Therapist!Jared  pining!Dean  pining!Gabriel  pining!Jensen  pining!Sam  Possessed!Sam  post!Apocalypse  post!Season!3  post!Season!4  post!Season!5  post!Season!6  post!Season!8  post!Season!9  post!Series  POV!Bobby  POV!Castiel  Powerless!Castiel  Powerless!Gabriel  Powers!Jared  Powers!Sam  Pre-Series  Pre-Slash  Pretend/Mistaken/Couple  Previous!Relationship  Private!Investigator  Private!Investigator!Jared  Prostitution/Hustling  PTSD  PWP  Ranch/Farm  Rancher/Cowboy  Rancher/Cowboy!Dean  Rancher/Cowboy!Jared  Rancher/Cowboy!Sam  Resouled  Romance  RPS  RPS!AU  RPS!Family  RPS!Non-AU  Sad  Sam&Castiel  Sam/Castiel  Sam/Dean  Sam/Dean/Castiel  Sam/Gabriel  Sam/Jensen  Sam/Jess  Sam/OFC  Sam/OMC  samdean.archive  Schmoop  SciFi/Fantasy!AU  Season!1  Season!2  Season!3  Season!4  Season!5  Season!6  Season!7  Season!8  Season!9  Season!10  Season!Undefined  Secret  Self!Harm  Separated!Boys  Shifter  Short  Shrink  sick!Dean  sick!Jared  sick!Sam  Slash  Slave!fic  Slow!Burn  Smith/Wesson  Solo!Hunt  Someone!Finds!Out  Spell/Curse  Spies  SPN  SPN!AU  SPN!Non-AU  Stanford  Steve/Chris  Store  Strangers!and!Angels  Student!Jared  Student!Jensen  Superhero  Superhero!Jared  Superhero!Jensen  Sweet  Tattoo  Tattoo!Shop  Teacher  teacher!Dean  Teenchesters  Threesome  Time!Off  Time!Travel  Time!Travelling!Dean  Time!Travelling!OC  Time!Travelling!Sam  top!Jared  top!Sam  Tornado  Torture  Trapped  TV!Show-House  under!1000  Under!the!Influence  Undercover/Secret!Identity  Unicorn  Valentine  Vampire  Vessel  Vessel!Dean  Vessel!Sam  Vision  Voicemail  Voyeurism  Wealthy!Jared  Wealthy!Jensen  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  Weechesters  Werewolf  What!Is!and!What!Should!Never!Be  Winchester!Gospels  Wing!fic  WIP  Witch/Warlock  Writer!Author  Writer!Jensen 

Copy this bookmark:



description:


tags: