chellexxx + amnesia!sam   73

and yet it moves
Sam knows, in some deep, weird level, that something is
missing; the very lack of it is almost a presence now, a response he
doesn’t get in the morning, steps he doesn’t hear in the kitchenette, a
song that’s not playing, like the missing weight to set his equilibrium
in place. .... 20,000
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean/Castiel  First!Time  Big!Bang  archiveofourown  livejournal  Long  20000+  Sam/Dean  Sam/Castiel  Case!fic  guilty!Dean  top!Sam  Amnesia  Amnesia!Sam  SPN  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel 
september 2015 by chellexxx
(We've Got to Get Ourselves) Back to the Garden
Sam wakes up the morning after his death in Cold Oak to find
it's twelve years later, and a lot has happened, none of which he can
remember, including the fact that he and Dean have apparently been
sleeping together for years. ..... 9,340
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Established!Relationship  post!Series  Amnesia  Amnesia!Sam  Angst  top!Sam  Bottom!Sam  Season!10  AU!Season!10  Cabin!fic  Motel/Hotel  Curtain!fic  Bed!Sharing  Schmoop  5000+  archiveofourown  Short  SPN 
may 2015 by chellexxx
Dean never really wanted this life for his brother. Then Sam
gets hurt on a hunt and Dean is forced to reevaluate things and make
some hard choices. ... 21,404
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Season!2  AU!Season!2  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Established!Relationship  Dean/ofc  Amnesia  Amnesia!Sam  Bottom!Sam  Big!Bang  livejournal  archiveofourown  20000+  hurt!Sam  guilty!Dean  Angst  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer 
august 2014 by chellexxx
Wipe the Clock
Camp Chitaqua, 2014: Five years after the worst decision that
Dean has ever made, a man wearing a white suit stumbles into camp, lost
and confused. Sam's memories are a jigsaw puzzle and none of the pieces
seem to fit, the only thing he knows for sure is that he had to get to
Dean. Between the recon missions and the supply runs, the demons and the
croats, Dean struggles to hide Sam in plain sight, and to fight off the
increasingly insistent advances of a man who does not remember that he
is Dean's brother. 17,000
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Season!5  504  livejournal  Long  15000+  Sam/Dean  Amnesia  Amnesia!Sam  pdf/mobi  AU!Season!5  early!Season!5  SPN  archiveofourown 
march 2014 by chellexxx
Sam and Dean are working a case in Wyoming, but are distracted
by news of a dangerous angel called "Castiel" who they can't remember
ever having heard of before. The name seems a little bit familiar, but
neither of the boys is sure why. Canon-compliant to 9/09, takes place
the following fall. Case fic wrapped in an amnesia mystery, no slash,
strong friendship/family, angst!Cas. .... 156,403
pdf/mobi  150000+  Epic  Bat!Cave  Amnesia!Dean  Amnesia!Sam  Amnesia  906  Season!9  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  SPN  Character-Castiel  Character-Crowley 
march 2014 by chellexxx
Toward the Lie
What will Sam remember of his life, when memory dissolves in
the line between life and death? And what does he really know, if he
were to turn to the truth, about what Dean will do to bring him back?
Takes place within the timeline of episode 9.01.
teacher!Dean  Short  livejournal  1000+  Angst  Memories/Flashback  Amnesia!Sam  Amnesia  hurt!Sam  Dream/Nightmare  901  Season!9  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Teacher  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
march 2014 by chellexxx
Guide You Home
When Dean gets back from a solo hunt he discovers Sam decided
to take one himself. With his angelic tagalong that might not be the
best idea. When he finds Sam his brother has lost his memory. Dean has
to get the angel out of Sam while trying to convince him that Dean is
not actually nuts.
hurt!Sam  Amnesia!Sam  Amnesia  5000+  Short  livejournal  Solo!Hunt  Gen  Season!9  SPN!Non-AU  Separated!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
march 2014 by chellexxx
Aetos Dios
Canon AU after 8x06. Sam and Dean still weren’t speaking when
they moved on to their next case. Sam felt like someone was watching
him and he kept seeing this strange eagle everywhere he went.
Confession  Sam/OMC  Bottom!Sam  Previous!Relationship  livejournal  archiveofourown  Short  10000+  Amnesia!Sam  Amnesia  hurt!Sam  Non-Con  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  Sam/Dean  806  Season!8  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Separated!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
february 2014 by chellexxx
Ain't No Me, Ain't No You
Sam doesn't recover from his amnesia after Cas takes down his
wall. Dean and Bobby find him in a hospital a week later, having no
memory of them or anything they've all been through. 3,900
Emotionally!hurt!Dean  Emotionally!hurt  livejournal  Short  1000+  Sad  Hospital  Amnesia!Sam  Amnesia  Angst  622  Season!6  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  AU!Season!6  Hospitalized!Boys  Separated!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer 
february 2014 by chellexxx
The Inside Man
Post-9.02. Sam and Kevin have both been suffering from memory
loss since the Trials ended, and Dean is acting strangely. Sam suspects
a supernatural cause, but Kevin's not so sure either one of them has a
firm grasp on reality.
Or: another way the Ezekiel arc could have played out.
Length!Unknown  Amnesia!OC  Amnesia!Sam  Amnesia  PTSD  Gen  livejournal  902  Season!9  SPN!Non-AU  SPN  Character-Castiel  Character-Ezekiel  Character-Kevin!Tran 
february 2014 by chellexxx
Answered Prayers
The night Sam received his acceptance letter from Stanford, he
prayed for guidance. He just never expected that guidance to show up as a
scrawny guy claiming to be his guardian angel. 6,757
Sam&Castiel  Amnesia!Sam  Amnesia  Short  5000+  910  907  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  Season!9  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  AU!Pre-Series  SPN  Character-Castiel 
february 2014 by chellexxx
Stranger That I Used to Know
Sam and Dean wake up in a hospital without memories of their
life before and no clues except for each other. Together, they try to
hunt down the creature responsible for their memory loss, but what they
find along the way might be even better. .... 11,500
Bottom!Sam  Spell/Curse  10000+  livejournal  Short  Amnesia!Sam  Amnesia!Dean  Amnesia  First!Time  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Hospitalized!Boys  Hospital  SPN  archiveofourown 
january 2014 by chellexxx
When Memory Fades
After Sam’s wall breaks, his mind continuously erases his
recent memories while he sleeps to keep visions of hell from his
conscious self. Today is day 1156.
Reverse psychic amnesia: as in, you remember who you are, who your
brother is-- but you've forgotten everything else about the world.
livejournal  Established!Relationship  post!Season!6  hurt!Sam  Angst  Emotionally!hurt  Curtain!fic  Amnesia  Short  1000+  Bottom!Sam  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Amnesia!Sam  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  archiveofourown 
december 2013 by chellexxx
Dangling On A String
It's been two years since Dean and Sam disappeared. When Ellen,
Jo and Bobby find the brothers they're beaten, broken and perhaps,
beyond hope.
Abducted!Dean  Amnesia!Sam  Amnesia  Outsider!POV  POV!Bobby  Heartbreaking  Torture  Demon  Trapped  livejournal  Abducted  PTSD  Angst  Short  5000+  hurt!Sam  hurt!Dean  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Amnesia!Dean  Abducted!Sam  Depraved!Humans  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Ellen!Harvelle  Character-Jo!Harvelle 
december 2013 by chellexxx
During five years of grief, Dean carved a quiet new life. But
his wounds never healed. Sam returned and following him comes an opened
post-apocalyptic Pandora's Box. Big Brother!Dean, Messed up!Sam ....
Angst  post!Apocalypse  hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  100000+  post!Season!5  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Epic  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  PTSD  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Lisa!Braeden  Character-Ben!Braeden  pdf/mobi  Amnesia  Amnesia!Sam  Teacher  Hunter  Dog/Puppy  Hell!Hounds  Memories/Flashback  Separated!Boys 
october 2013 by chellexxx
When Our Minds Betray Us
It's been eight months since Jessica died, and Sam is back at
Stanford. His friends say he suffered a nervous breakdown. How will Sam
react when he learns the truth? 118,775
Angst  hurt!Sam  hurt!Dean  Amnesia  Stanford  100000+  Asylum  Season!1  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Epic  Amnesia!Sam  AU!Season!1  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Separated!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
october 2013 by chellexxx
But for the Grace
Dean always thought he was prepared for Sam to leave him again,
until it actually happened. ... 86,553 .....
Amnesia  hurt!Sam  Season!1  Angst  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Amnesia!Sam  Hospitalized!Boys  Hospital  Epic  75000+  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
october 2013 by chellexxx
Long Way Down, Long Way Home
When Sam dies in a fire, Dean goes into a tailspin. But while
he is gradually getting worse, not able to cope with his brother's
death, Sam wakes up in a hospital with no recollection of who he is.
hurt!Sam  Angst  livejournal  Amnesia  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Amnesia!Sam  Blind!Dean  Season!Undefined  Length!Unknown  Separated!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  FLocked! 
october 2013 by chellexxx
L'Oiseau de feu
The demon makes a deal with Sam and Dean: one mystical creature
in exchange for their father. The ensuing quest might take some time,
but Winchesters never give up, no matter how tough things get.
Amnesia!Sam  Powers!Sam  Bonding  hurt!Sam  Angst  Spell/Curse  Case!fic  Dub-Con  Schmoop  Amnesia  Deal  First!Time  Sam/Dean  livejournal  50000+  Dean/ofc  Season!2  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Long  Amnesia!Dean  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Missouri!Moseley  Character-Yellow!Eyed!Demon 
september 2013 by chellexxx
Blue Skies From Rain
The morning after Sam rescues Dean from the djinn, Sam and Dean
go back to the warehouse to take care of the bodies of both the victims
and of the djinn. But instead of what should be a simple clean-up job,
Sam and Dean are sucked into a nightmare world brought about by the
djinn’s last dying act of revenge. (Takes place directly after What Is
and What Should Never Be.) What do you do when you wake up in a mental
institution and you think your brother is dead?
pdf/mobi  Amnesia!Sam  guilty!Sam  drugged!Sam  hurt!Sam  Bottom!Sam  top!Sam  Asylum  hurt!Dean  150000+  Angst  Schmoop  Alternate!Universe  Season!2  Amnesia  First!Time  Sam/Dean  livejournal  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Epic  Amnesia!Dean  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  What!Is!and!What!Should!Never!Be 
september 2013 by chellexxx
Semper Familia
When his dad comes back into the clearing with a scrawny kid
he's just bought in tow, Dean isn't surprised. He knows Lilim aren't
human, that they're creatures, like witches or wendigo. But the kid that
John's got by the arm, who's pulled as far away from Dean's dad as
possible without actually trying to get his arm back, the kid whose eyes
don't leave John and are bright with fear, the kid who looks like he
hasn't eaten in a couple of days and is obviously favoring his left
leg... This kid looks an awful lot like a person. And what's more, he's
the same age Sammy would have been. ..... 130,072
Angst  Emotionally!hurt  Abducted  100000+  hurt!Sam  Pre-Series  Teenchesters  archiveofourown  Gen  Epic  Abducted!Sam  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  AU!Pre-Series  Hunter  hurt!Dean  asshole!John  Slave!fic  Abused!Sam  Beaten  kick!ass!Dean  Amnesia  Amnesia!Sam  Absent!John  Domestic!fic  Christmas  SPN!AU  Hunter!Dean  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  AU!Not!Raised!By!John  AU!Raised!Apart  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Ash  Character-Jo!Harvelle  Character-Missouri!Moseley  Character-Yellow!Eyed!Demon 
september 2013 by chellexxx
Scrambled Eggs
My Heart Will Go On tag: It's hard enough to keep track of all the alternate timelines they've been in even when NOT concussed.
Amnesia!Sam  Amnesia  Memories/Flashback  Humour  fics!by!k.hanna.korossy  1000+  Brain/Head!injury  hurt!Sam  Season!7  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Hospitalized!Boys  Hospital  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
september 2013 by chellexxx
A Glimpse Of Home
One night Sam goes on a pizza run and doesn't return. Dean
searches for him, not knowing they are going up against something older
and more powerful that any of them imagined. When they find him, their
problems double as Sam is not the same man he was before. ..... 41,034
pdf/mobi  Angst  35000+  Abducted  hurt!Sam  619  Season!6  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Long  Abducted!Sam  Hospitalized!Boys  Asylum  Shrink  Demon  Amnesia  Amnesia!Sam  drugged!Sam  Medical!Professional!Jensen  Torture  GSW  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt!Dean  AU!Season!6  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Raphael 
september 2013 by chellexxx
Three Faces of Sam
Sam wakes up with amnesia after Cas takes down his mental wall,
so he goes to a local hospital clinic for help where he gets treated by
Dr. Gregory House, who gives him a new diagnosis: multiple personality
Amnesia!Sam  Humour  PTSD  Amnesia  Season!7  livejournal  hurt!Sam  Crossover  701  5000+  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Hospitalized!Boys  Hospital  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  TV!Show-House 
july 2013 by chellexxx
From the Ashes
Season 6 AU - Ignoring his little brother's final request to
live a normal life with Lisa and Ben, Dean deserts them, intent on
rescuing Sam from Lucifer's Cage, no matter the cost. But when Sam is
finally out, his soul intact, will it do more harm to him then good?
Drunk/hurt/devastated big-brother Dean &
traumatized/memory-loss/mostly mute Sam (yes, I said mute) 80,933
pdf/mobi  Vampire  Angel  Mute!Sam  Amnesia  Season!6  hurt!Sam  post!Season!5  Gen  drunk!Dean  75000+  SPN!Non-AU  PTSD  Epic  Amnesia!Sam  AU!Season!6  Mute  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Castiel  Character-Ben!Braeden 
july 2013 by chellexxx
You Found Me
The day Lucifer rose was the day Sam disappeared. Weeks later,
Dean and Castiel find him in an abandoned town, injured and unconscious
and no memory whatsoever as to what happened. They must now learn how to
be brothers again in the face of certain death. ... 23,600  Amnesia  post!Season!4  20000+  Demon  422  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Sam  Long  Amnesia!Sam  AU!Season!4  Leg!broken/injured  guilty!Dean  Angst  Separated!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Ruby 
may 2013 by chellexxx
Be My Guest
Gabriel is done watching Sam self-destruct over his brother's
stupid deal and subsequent death. The rash decisions he makes to put a
stop to the human's madness has unforeseen consequences for both of
them, however. Season 4 AU, rated M for eventual mature content ....
117,174 ....
pdf/mobi  Deal  100000+  First!Time  Season!4  Sam/Gabriel  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Epic  AU!Season!4  hurt!Sam  Amnesia  Amnesia!Sam  Cabin!fic  post!Season!3  Leg!broken/injured  Arm!broken/injured  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  Domestic!fic  Kid!fic  Slow!Burn  Bottom!Sam  Bonding  Demon  Angel  hurt!Gabriel  archiveofourown  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  It's!The!Great!Pumpkin!Sam!Winchester  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Ruby  Character-Meg  Character-Michael 
may 2013 by chellexxx
Clean Slate
Nasty, those memories,' Death said. 'You don't want to know
what they'll do to him.' After an accident, Sam's memories of the last
two years are wiped. What starts out as a blessing soon turns into a
curse as Sam's memories are reawakened.
pdf/mobi  100000+  Amnesia  Angst  Season!7  Gen  Memories/Flashback  SPN!Non-AU  706  hurt!Sam  Epic  Amnesia!Sam  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
may 2013 by chellexxx
A Thousand Words
A picture on a long lost phone leads to a revelation of just
how far Heaven was once willing to go to keep the Winchesters on their
course to the apocalypse. Set somewhere in Season 8 after Sam has begun
the trials. 10,654
hurt!Sam  Spell/Curse  Emotionally!hurt!Dean  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Cursed!Dean  Cursed!Sam  Amnesia!Dean  Amnesia!Sam  Amnesia  Confession  Previous!Relationship  Season!8  10000+  Sam/Dean  Bonding  Bottom!Sam  First!Time  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Short  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Castiel 
may 2013 by chellexxx
Jerry Bennett didn't remember much, didn't have a fairy-tale
life, but it wasn't exactly bad and it definitely was getting better.
Especially since that hot guy, Dean, moved into the neighborhood. Now if
only his roommates Al and Gabe don't scare him off and Adrie, his
coworker, doesn't snag him first… 25, 934
25000+  Amnesia  livejournal  Curtain!fic  Season!5  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Domestic!fic  Long  Amnesia!Sam  Separated!Boys  SPN 
may 2013 by chellexxx
I Have Stood Here Once Before
Centuries into the future, the world has ended. Neither Heaven
or Hell have come out victorious as the last human soul is wiped from
the war-savaged Earth. In a fit of desperate rebellion, Castiel goes
back to the start, back to November 2nd, 2005 to prove once and for all
that people make their own destinies. Only fate's a fickle bitch when
you try to pull one over on her and Castiel finds himself in a time in
which Sam Winchester is a far cry from the hardened hunter of his
memory. Already plagued by waking visions, Sam finds himself left with
this mysterious angel as his only ally. Forming a delicate, somewhat
awkward friendship, Sam and Castiel set out to find the Colt and to stop
Azazel from freeing Lilith and starting the Apocalypse. Dodging Heaven,
Hell and two over-protective Winchesters, the alliance formed through
necessity slowly becomes something not even Sam could have seen coming.
Everything comes to head, in a graveyard in Wyoming where ... 48,000
Powers!Sam  hurt!Sam  Amnesia  Big!Bang  Angst  livejournal  35000+  Season!1  Time!Travel  First!Time  Sam/Castiel  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Long  Amnesia!Sam  AU!Season!1  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Time!Travelling!OC  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Lucifer  Character-Meg  Character-Becky 
march 2013 by chellexxx
This Still Remains
A young man wakes up in an abandoned house with a headache, no
memories, and a tall companion who doesn't remember anything, either.
Set any season.
Season!Undefined  Case!fic  Spell/Curse  5000+  Amnesia  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Sam  Short  Amnesia!Sam  Amnesia!Dean  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
december 2012 by chellexxx
The Piper
They've left hunting behind and settled down to small town
life, but it's not easy. There's a plague of rats in the wheat-field and
the town's in crisis. It's probably not their kind of gig, but that
won't stop Dean from getting to the bottom of it, even if it means
burning their house down in the process. Sam's memory is full of holes.
He's having dreams, another thing he can't talk to Dean about, and he
can't shake the feeling that Dean's not telling him everything that's
happened. ... 44,500 ....
Mechanic!Dean  Powers!Sam  Ranch/Farm  post!Season!6  Established!Relationship  Dream/Nightmare  Angst  Mechanic  Case!fic  top!Sam  Big!Bang  Amnesia  Season!6  livejournal  Domestic!fic  Curtain!fic  35000+  SPN!Non-AU  Sam/Dean  Slash  Long  Amnesia!Sam  archiveofourown  SPN 
june 2012 by chellexxx
Dictionary for a Dead Language
Under mysterious circumstances bitterly disputed by the
historians, Sam Winchester said yes to Lucifer. Three years later,
Lucifer is gone and the familiar landscape that the Winchesters once
traversed is a burnt-out ruin of its former self not to mention the
damage done to Lucifer's vessel. Trapped in a grotesque parody of
domestic bliss with a brother he no longer recognizes, a shell-shocked
Dean has no reason to believe that happy endings exist for men like the
Romance  Angst  Domestic!fic  post!Apocalypse  hurt!Dean  hurt!Sam  First!Time  Big!Bang  Season!5  Case!fic  livejournal  20000+  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Long  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Amnesia  Amnesia!Sam  post!Season!5  Vessel!Sam  Outsider!POV  Kink-Blood!Play  Powers!Sam  Character-Castiel  Character-Lucifer  archiveofourown  Permanent!Injury 
may 2012 by chellexxx
Green Eyes & Natural Lies
Sam wakes with complete memory loss from a seven-months-long
coma to find an unspeakably sad, but captivating and caring man named
Dean caring for him. With no clues to his identity besides the things
that his companion tells him, Sam slowly learns about who he is. 44,000
Season!5  guilty!Dean  Angel  Domestic!fic  Cabin!fic  Curtain!fic  livejournal  35000+  hurt!Sam  Amnesia  SPN!Non-AU  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Slash  Long  Amnesia!Sam  AU!Season!5  Angst  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Memories/Flashback  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel 
may 2012 by chellexxx
Look Back in Anger
When John Winchester is possessed by the yellow-eyed demon and
asks his son to kill him, Sam does so and disappears, leaving his
injured brother behind in a hospital. As a result of the demon's early
death deals are never made and a lot of bad things never happen - but
Dean doesn't know that. All he knows is that Sam killed his father and
abandoned him. 24,000
pdf/mobi  Amnesia!Sam  Angel  Amnesia  617  Season!6  Memories/Flashback  sick!Sam  Time!Travel  Season!1  Solo!Hunt  Angst  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  livejournal  20000+  Long  AU!Season!1  AU!Season!6  hurt!Dean  AU!Season!2  Separated!Boys  SPN  Gabriel!Lives  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Time!Travelling!Sam  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster 
april 2012 by chellexxx
The brain damage results in the last ??? number of years being
erased for Sam. Author's choice how many, although I'd prefer he not
have complete amnesia. He still knows Dean, knows Bobby, but mentions of
Leviathans, or their trip(s) to Hell, or Cas, or shoot, even Stanford,
leave him totally confused. Bonus points if he realizes something is
wrong and tries to hide it from Dean at first.
Amnesia!Sam  Leg!broken/injured  Angst  Amnesia  Brain/Head!injury  Cabin!fic  hurt!Dean  hurt!Sam  703  Season!7  1000+  livejournal  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Short  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  archiveofourown 
march 2012 by chellexxx
Castiel just wants to save Sam. from Castiel's first meeting with Sam to 518.
Angst  Amnesia!Sam  Sam/Castiel  First!Time  Season!4  Season!5  518  Amnesia  1000+  livejournal  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Short  SPN  Character-Castiel 
december 2011 by chellexxx
Fractured Memories
A bloody, unconscious Sam is taken to a small clinic by
strangers. When he wakes up, he's not himself. It's up to Dean to track
him down and bring him back physically and psychologically. Spoilers up
to 7.03 ..... 10,754
PTSD  Gen  Season!7  703  10000+  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Sam  Outsider!POV  Short  Amnesia  Amnesia!Sam  Hospitalized!Boys  Hospital  Separated!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Personality!Change!Sam  Character-Bobby!Singer 
november 2011 by chellexxx
Into the Dark
They break Sam as a warning then give him back to his brother.
Dean will do anything to fix Sam but will he then risk everything for
revenge............... 20,000+ ...................
Amnesia!Sam  Self!Harm  Medical!Professional  Amnesia  Angst  Bottom!Sam  20000+  Sam/Dean  Torture  Non-Con  Abducted  livejournal  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Sam  Long  Abducted!Sam  Depraved!Humans  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
october 2011 by chellexxx
for any hope or promise
Sam wakes up with his soul restored, nothing more than a silent
shell of himself who depends on and responds solely to Dean. Dean does
his best to bring Sam back around, but poking at Sam's memories - even
the good ones - has devastating consequences. Prompt: Mid-Season 6: Sam
wakes up after his soul returns and its not only the memories of hell
that have been sealed away, he has no memories of anything else at all
around him (whether he's just an amnesiac or all feral or whatever else
is writer choice) and Dean has to help him. Unfortunately, Dean's
attempts to bring back his Sam are cracking the wall. 4,870
Gen  Season!6  611  Resouled  Mute!Sam  1000+  livejournal  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Mute  Angst  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Amnesia  Amnesia!Sam  Curtain!fic  Domestic!fic  Bed!Sharing  Dog/Puppy  SPN  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel 
october 2011 by chellexxx
Two Lost Boys
What were the chances of two amnesia cases turning up at the same bookstore?
Amnesia!OC  Sam/Gabriel  post!Season!5  Amnesia  Sweet  5000+  First!Time  Romance  livejournal  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Schmoop  Short  Amnesia!Sam  BookStore  SPN  Gabriel!Lives  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster 
october 2011 by chellexxx
Force of Impact
Several months after Sam's wall comes down, Sam and Dean split
up for the first time on a routine salt-and-burn. Sam wakes up hurt and
confused and sure of only one thing -- he needs his brother. 13,531
Amnesia  Hospital  Angst  post!Season!6  10000+  hurt!Sam  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  livejournal  Established!Relationship  Short  Amnesia!Sam  Brain/Head!injury  Hospitalized!Boys  Separated!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer 
october 2011 by chellexxx
Where You Threw The Penny
Sam gets very drunk and Dean is doing his best trying to resist
his little brother, but Sam is irresistible. they spend the night
together. in the morning Sam cannot remember anything, Dean has to
remind him of what they did. It plays on Sams mind all day and that
night he initiates first contact and a new phase in their relationship
8,119 sequel
Amnesia!Sam  Schmoop  Romance  Amnesia  pining!Dean  drunk!Sam  10000+  livejournal  SPN!Non-AU  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Slash  Short  SPN 
september 2011 by chellexxx
Forever Trusting Who We Are
In the aftermath of Castiel's shocking revelation and
subsequent disappearance, Dean is faced with a new catastrophe: A
brother who remembers nothing of his past. Fearing a total meltdown,
Dean and Bobby decide to wait and let the gory details of Sam's life
come back to him in their own time. But keeping Sam in the dark leads
the brothers down an unexpected path... 8,088 .......
Domestic!fic  Curtain!fic  Schmoop  Romance  Angst  pining!Sam  post!Season!6  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  5000+  Amnesia  Short  Amnesia!Sam  livejournal  SPN  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  archiveofourown 
september 2011 by chellexxx
Under Your Wheels, The Hope of Spring
Dean goes to a witch after Sam's seizure. It was an accident--Dean didn't meant to get rid of all Sam's memories.
Amnesia!Sam  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Season!6  612  Spell/Curse  Amnesia  1000+  top!Sam  livejournal  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Short  AU!Season!6  Witch/Warlock  SPN 
august 2011 by chellexxx
Under Hill
He was sitting in a car. That was the first moment, and it
stood alone. The car was running, slow purr of the engine, pulled off
onto the right shoulder. His eyes were watering a little. It was a
bright, cloudy day, lots of glare off the pavement. Light traffic was
going by on the highway, whipping by fast. A big eighteen wheeler went
by with a groan, and the car rocked a little in the draft. There was
someone else in the car, a big guy with sloppy hair, staring out the
windshield with the corner of his mouth tucked in and down in a confused
Amnesia!Dean  Amnesia!Sam  Season!1  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Spell/Curse  Amnesia  10000+  top!Sam  livejournal  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Short  SPN 
august 2011 by chellexxx
Sam and Dean go undercover to investigate a series of unusual
deaths but find far more than they bargained for in the process. 14,000
Amnesia!Sam  Wing!fic  Season!Undefined  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Pretend/Mistaken/Couple  Amnesia  10000+  livejournal  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Amnesia!Dean  Case!fic  Living!Together  SPN 
july 2011 by chellexxx
Meeting in Samarra
Centering on the brothers coping with Sam being re-souled
Sam wakes and cannot remember anything from before jumping into the
Cage. Then he sees Bobby for the first time and it all comes back to
him, he hides in his room until Dean has had enough and drags him back
into the fold
guilty!Sam  Amnesia  15000+  Gen  611  Resouled  Season!6  SPN!Non-AU  Long  Amnesia!Sam  SPN  Character-Bobby!Singer 
may 2011 by chellexxx
Almost Normal
It's been too long by the time he leaves Dean; Sam can't go
back to school even if he wanted to, and he doesn't. He wants to look
for Dad. He works at an all-night diner for about a month, looking for
his dad during the day when he should be sleeping and drinking cup after
cup of coffee to stay awake through the dark hours.
Amnesia!Sam  Vision  Angst  First!Time  Season!1  Sam/OMC  Voicemail  hurt!Sam  Prostitution/Hustling  Amnesia  Sam/Dean  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  livejournal  10000+  Short  Hooker!Sam  Powers!Sam  Separated!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
april 2011 by chellexxx
A Curse is Just a Curse
*deep breath* incest, voyeurism, threesome (sorta),
bodyswitching, genderbending, animal transformation, tails, *amnesia,*
sex pollen, and pretty much every other curse trope i could fit in
there, including fuck-or-die. Whew!
Gender!Swap  Body!Swap  Threesome  F.O.D  Amnesia  First!Time  Humour  PWP  Sam/Dean  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  1000+  Spell/Curse  livejournal  Short  Amnesia!Sam  Amnesia!Dean  SPN 
december 2010 by chellexxx
How Many Floors to Realize
Smith and Wesson as hunters out on the road - with a slight
touch of crack, which I hope she doesn't mind. AU from the end of It's A
Terrible Life, in which Zachariah decides to keep stringing them along a
little while longer, because damn if they aren't somewhat entertaining,
right? ... 26,700
Amnesia!Sam  Amnesia!Dean  archiveofourown  Amnesia  Voyeurism  top!Sam  Humour  25000+  Smith/Wesson  First!Time  Season!4  livejournal  Sam/Dean  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Long  SPN  It's!a!Terrible!Life  Character-Zachariah  Character-Castiel 
december 2010 by chellexxx
Turn a new page, rip the old one out
On a hunt Sam hurts himself and when he wakes up, he has no recollection of Dean at all.
pining!Dean  hurt!Sam  Bottom!Sam  asshole!Dean  Sad  Angst  samdean.archive  Sam/Dean  Slash  5000+  Amnesia  First!Time  Short  Amnesia!Sam  SPN!Non-AU  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
december 2010 by chellexxx
Roses in December
Freshman semester at Stanford Sam gets tagged by a car while
walking home from work, the library, whatever. His only emergency
contact is one Bobby Singer who is attending a "business conference" in
New Hampshire. However, he has the number of someone who might be a
little closer to Sam and who can probably get there before the boy wakes
up. 57,812
50000+  archiveofourown  hurt!Dean  Het  Angst  Amnesia  Leg!broken/injured  Dean/ofc  Sam/Jess  livejournal  Car!Accident  Gen  Pre-Series  Stanford  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Sam  Long  Amnesia!Sam  Hospital  Hospitalized!Boys  Separated!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer 
december 2010 by chellexxx
Reality Check
Sam was left to believe that he was a techie named Sam Wesson
and Dean has to figure out how he is going to get his brother back.
Amnesia!Sam  Gen  Amnesia  Season!4  5000+  SPN!Non-AU  Short  AU!Season!4  SPN  It's!a!Terrible!Life 
december 2010 by chellexxx
The Gospel Truth
Something happened on that night but neither are completely
sure what, that is until the memories start coming back. Then neither
are really sure if they're willing to address it.
Amnesia!Sam  Amnesia!Dean  Amnesia  Bottom!Sam  Humour  Memories/Flashback  Season!4  10000+  First!Time  Teenchesters  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Short  SPN  Character-Chuck!Shurley  archiveofourown 
december 2010 by chellexxx
The Lies Closest to the Truth are the Easiest to Tell
Sam has had actual stage experience so of course he wants to do
it... Ok, Dean'll help, but it doesn't mean that he won't be...well...
Dean-y about it 4,000
Amnesia!Sam  Ghost  Possessed!Sam  Angst  Amnesia  Case!fic  1000+  First!Time  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  livejournal  Short  Actor!Sam  Actor  SPN  Undercover/Secret!Identity 
november 2010 by chellexxx
Sam Wesson Has Left The Building
The angels told Dean who he was, gave him back his memories,
but Sam Wesson was gone. 'I think you should leave' the last words hed
said to his little brother
Amnesia  Gen  Season!4  5000+  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Amnesia!Sam  SPN  It's!a!Terrible!Life 
november 2010 by chellexxx
Selective Memory
During a hunt something goes wrong and Sam get's hit on the
head, when he comes to in the hospital he doesn't remember who he is and
where he's from. Due to a strange twist of words from his doctor he is
lead to believe that Dean is his lover. Dean plays along for Sam's sake,
But Sam has been in love with Dean for a long time and when he get's
his memory back.... will he tell Dean that he remembers.... or will he
keep on playing this game just so he can be with the man he secretely
loves. 17,504
First!Time  Pretend/Mistaken/Couple  Season!2  pining!Sam  hurt!Sam  Amnesia  15000+  Sam/Dean  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Long  Amnesia!Sam  Hospitalized!Boys  Solo!Hunt  Angst  top!Sam  pdf/mobi  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Ellen!Harvelle  archiveofourown 
november 2010 by chellexxx
You could be happy
It's a wonderful life, or is it? Left alone over Thanksgiving
break, Sam gets disturbing dreams of what his family would have been
like had he not been born... Amnesia!Sam, sick!Dean, and
remorseful!John. Full summary inside. 110,636
Car!Accident  sick!Dean  Alternate!Universe  Angst  Dream/Nightmare  Amnesia  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  Epic  Amnesia!Sam  Separated!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Yellow!Eyed!Demon  75000+  asshole!Dean  asshole!John  guilty!Dean  guilty!Sam  guilty!John 
october 2010 by chellexxx
A Priori
He wakes up half-blind, not able to remember anything. Then Dean Winchester shows up to complicate things. 17,672
Blind!Sam  Season!2  Schmoop  Bottom!Sam  pining!Sam  Angst  hurt!Sam  Blind  15000+  Curtain!fic  Domestic!fic  Amnesia  livejournal  First!Time  Sam/Dean  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Long  Amnesia!Sam  AU!Season!2  Separated!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
october 2010 by chellexxx
Ashes of Another Life
When Sam left for Stanford, he was embarking on a grand
adventure in the world of normal. Though hurt by Sam's choice to leave,
Dean kept his distance, keeping an eye on his brother from afar. When
their paths finally cross again, Sam has changed far more than Dean
could have ever expected. It's up to Dean to figure out what happened
during their years apart. Who is Sam if not a Winchester? Who has Sam
become? And is there anything Dean can do to get him back? 45,972
Jealous!Dean  Bottom!Sam  Spell/Curse  Amnesia  35000+  Big!Bang  livejournal  Stanford  Pre-Series  First!Time  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Long  Amnesia!Sam  AU!Pre-Series  Separated!Boys  SPN 
october 2010 by chellexxx
Give the Lie
It turns out Dean was wrong when he said there was no such
thing as unicorns. It also turns out that when a unicorn steals your
memories, you have to play nice to get them back. But what's a
Winchester to do in the meantime? .... 14,200
Case!fic  archiveofourown  top!Sam  Season!1  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Spell/Curse  Amnesia  10000+  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Amnesia!Dean  Amnesia!Sam  Unicorn  Humour  SPN 
october 2010 by chellexxx
While These Visions Did Appear
John Winchester never did anything in small measure, and he
took the safety of his boys very seriously. A spell is only as good as
the man providing it though and when something goes wrong there is no
one left to pick up the pieces. No one remembers. Certainly not two
young men who wake with no memory of each other or how they ended up in a
motel together. The only thing they do know is how to hunt. It's not as
simple as that though, as the two men form unbreakable bonds and take
the road to a life they never would have considered and a destiny they
never wanted. 23,684
Angst  Spell/Curse  Big!Bang  Bottom!Sam  asshole!John  20000+  Amnesia  Sam/Dean  Pre-Series  Teenchesters  First!Time  Slash  Long  Amnesia!Dean  Amnesia!Sam  AU!Pre-Series  pdf/mobi  Absent!John  SPN!AU  Forced!Apart  SPN  AU!Not!Raised!By!John  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Missouri!Moseley 
september 2010 by chellexxx
The Outlaw Dean Winchester
When Sam and Deans loyalty to each other keeps them saying no
to Michael and Lucifer, Zachariah sets out to prove that its only out of
a twisted sense of obligation. That if they weren't brothers, what
would be between the Winchesters would be nothing like love. Told from
Sams pov 36,900
pdf/mobi  Het  Dean/ofc  Amnesia  Criminal/Mafia  Agent/Police!Jared  Season!5  Angel  Dean/omc  Sam/OFC  Time!Travel  Historical  top!Sam  Big!Bang  Sam/Dean  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  35000+  livejournal  First!Time  Long  Amnesia!Dean  Amnesia!Sam  AU!Season!5  Separated!Boys  Rancher/Cowboy!Sam  Rancher/Cowboy!Dean  Rancher/Cowboy  Agent/Police  SPN  Time!Travelling!Dean  Time!Travelling!Sam  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Zachariah 
august 2010 by chellexxx
Tabula rasa
Our boys are in the middle of a conversation and suddenly forget who they are. Chaos ensues. Amnesia fic
5000+  Short  top!Sam  Humour  Spell/Curse  Length!Unknown  Sam/Dean  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  First!Time  livejournal  Amnesia  Amnesia!Dean  Amnesia!Sam  SPN 
august 2010 by chellexxx
After a hunt goes wrong Sam Winchester wakes up in the hospital, unable to remember anything, even his own name.. 20,173
Hunt  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  Amnesia  20000+  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Sam  Gen  Long  Amnesia!Sam  Hospital  Hospitalized!Boys  Separated!Boys  Brain/Head!injury  Foster!Care  CPS  Angst  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-John!Winchester 
august 2010 by chellexxx
Drawing A Blank
It made Gloria sad to see anyone alone in this place, and the patient in Room 416 reminded her a little of her youngest son.
Sam recovers from a head injury. Dean looks after him. Simple hurt/comfort
'The card read; If you ever need help...' Gloria thought that yes, she might need some help. Sequel to Drawing A Blank..
Amnesia!Sam  Brain/Head!injury  5000+  Season!2  hurt!sam  Amnesia  Outsider!POV  OFC  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Hospitalized!Boys  Hospital  Separated!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
august 2010 by chellexxx

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