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Shine On
After a painful separation in university Jared and Jensen meet again under very different circumstances. Jensen is an up and coming film director and Jared is a successful public relations executive with a secret. (Dun dun DUH!)

RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Previous!Relationship  Angst  pining!Jensen  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  15000+  Long  livejournal  Addiction  Addict!Jared  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Director!Jensen 
june 2019 by chellexxx
The Color Gold
Sam should know better than to trust a Pagan. He should definitely know better than to trust the Pagan God of Lies, especially when said god is the same one who once trapped him in a hellish time loop for months on end. Unfortunately, without Dean at his side for running on four years now and the last chapter of the apocalypse drawing closer every day, he doesn't have room to be picky 54,207
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Gabriel  First!Time  Season!5  AU!Season!5  504  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Jo!Harvelle  Separated!Boys  Angst  Deal  archiveofourown  Long  50000+  Bottom!Sam  Undercover/Secret!Identity  Character-Balthazar  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Sam  drunk!Sam  Powers!Sam  Demon!Blood  Addiction  Addict!Sam 
march 2019 by chellexxx
Out Here On the Ledge
Jensen is in love with Jared, doesn't help that Jared's as oblivious as always. Needing to get away, Jensen spends Winter hiatus in Vegas were he finds a different sort of life. One he learns is not so easy to give up when he needs too. Now Jensen finds himself on the brink of the edge and there's only one person who can stop him from fall off. Warnings for extreme drug use!
RPS  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Jared/Genevieve  Jensen/omc  Angst  drugged!Jared  Addiction  Addict!Jensen  50000+  Long  archiveofourown  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  pining!Jensen 
may 2017 by chellexxx
What If We Just Stay Here Forever
Jensen was the brain, Danneel was the face, Jared was the personality. It worked when they were together. It didn’t when they weren’t. Now they are just individuals who just care barely enough to attempt to find their way back.
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Previous!Relationship  Angst  Addiction  Living!Together  15000+  Long  archiveofourown  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Friends!to!Lovers 
may 2017 by chellexxx
Great Blue World
A man wakes up in a ruined wasteland, without memories, without a name, without knowing the strange guy who claims to once have been an angel, or that he once had a little brother. All he knows is that the world is dying, everyone is lying to him, and that somehow, somewhere, something went terribly wrong. Because someone said Yes when they should have said No, and someone else paid the price.
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Non-Con  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Sam  Angst  Character-Castiel  Character-Lucifer  Character-Michael  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Crowley  Season!5  AU!Season!5  Character-Bobby!Singer  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Epic  200000+  archiveofourown  Vessel  Vessel!Dean  Amnesia  Amnesia!Dean  post!Apocalypse  Sam&Castiel  Addiction  Addict!Sam  Torture 
may 2017 by chellexxx
Caught Between The Promise and the Things I Know
Once, Sam would have felt bad, felt like he was corrupting this shining, glorious angel, but that was so long ago. And if Castiel didn't think of himself as pure, Sam wasn't going to either. They weren't naive, for all that others thought of them; and he owed Castiel that much honesty, that much courtesy, if nothing else.
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Castiel  Sam/Lucifer  Dean/Castiel  Sam/Castiel/Lucifer  Addiction  AU!Season!8  Season!8  Angst  Angel  Character-Castiel  Character-Lucifer  Threesome  Kink-Blood!Play  Wing!fic  150000+  Epic  archiveofourown 
may 2017 by chellexxx
The Hedgehog Rescue
Dean went to Hell and was hauled out of Perdition, only to be turned into a 4/5-year-old version of himself. It just might avert the apocalypse... but only if Dean can help Bobby save Sam from himself. Also has to be sick.

SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!4  post!Season!3  AU!Season!4  Regression/De-Aged  Regressed/De-Aged!Dean  sick!Dean  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Long  20000+  Addiction  Addict!Sam  asshole!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Dean  PTSD  Character-Ruby  Sam/Ruby  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel 
april 2017 by chellexxx
A Summer Day
A chance meeting at a deserted motel pool. A lesson in swimming, a white shirt and a name. Sometimes it's the small things that have the greatest impact...
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  Angst  Porn  Domestic!Violence  Abused  Short  livejournal  5000+  First!Time  Dub-Con  Non-Con  Addiction  Addict!Jensen  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Jensen  1st!meeting 
april 2017 by chellexxx
Walking A Tightrope
Jensen Ackles was pulled into an ocean of drugs and prostitution by a mother who was already drowning in it.
Jared Padalecki started sticking his fingers down his throat in response to a world that insisted anyone who wasn't rail-thin was ugly.
They both meet under terrible circumstances and find themselves doing their best to put the broken pieces of each other back together again. But things like that are easier said than done. ...... 80,159
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Angst  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Jared  hurt!Jensen  Depression  Addiction  Addict!Jensen  Addict!Jared  Self!Harm  Hooker!Jensen  Prostitution/Hustling  Student!Jared  Student!Jensen  Depraved!Humans  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Sad  archiveofourown  75000+  Epic 
april 2017 by chellexxx
Pegasus Rising
Jared's latest party-life transgression sends him to a new kind of rehab: equine therapy, a melding of counseling along with horse care and riding. He doesn't really care as long as he can get it done and get back to filming his new movie. He's been to rehab before and knows what to expect. What he doesn't expect is who runs the equine center—his first love, Jensen Ackles.
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  Famous/notFamous  Famous!Jared  Actor  Actor!Jared  Bad!Boy!Jared  drunk!Jared  Addiction  Addict!Jared  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Felicia!Day  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Richard!Speight!Jr  Person-Rob!Benedict  15000+  Long  livejournal  Shrink  Previous!Relationship  Angst  Ranch/Farm  Rancher/Cowboy  Rancher/Cowboy!Jared  Rancher/Cowboy!Jensen  Kid!fic  Person-Matt!Cohen 
march 2017 by chellexxx
Mens Rea
Jensen was one of New York's rising star defense lawyers who'd maybe rubbed a few too many judges the wrong way with his "creative" courtroom tactics; so when he literally got caught with his pants down with a gold-digging client in the court house stairwell, he was banished to the world of public defense for six months to learn some humility.

Jared -- gorgeous, gold-digging ex-con trophy husband of celebrity socialite Samantha Ferris-Hartley -- has just been arrested for her brutal murder in their 5th Avenue home. The tabloids claim she was the ultimate philanderer and rumor has it he has an incredible temper.

As Jensen quickly learns, you can't believe everything you read and even the people he thought he knew may not be what he expected by the time he finishes unraveling the mystery. The problem is: Is his attraction for his client getting in the way of accepting the truth? .. 125,378
RPS!AU  RPS  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Person-Samantha!Ferris  Person-Alona!Tal  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Katie!Cassidy  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Matt!Cohen  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Alexis!Bledel  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  Person-Sera!Gamble  Person-Jim!Beaver  Person-Mark!Sheppard  Person-Mark!Pellegrino  Person-Beth!Riesgraf  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-David!Boreanaz  Person-Chad!Lindberg  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Person-Jake!Abel  Person-Samantha!Smith  Person-AJ!Buckley  Person-Richard!Speight!Jr  Person-Aldis!Hodge  Person-Julie!McNiven  Jared/Samantha!Ferris  Steve/Chris  Jensen/Matt!Bomer  Person-Matt!Bomer  Het  Criminal/Mafia  Criminal!Jared  Lawyer  Lawyer!Jensen  Addiction  Prostitution/Hustling  Romance  Infidelity  Shrink  Local!LEOS/FBI  Epic  Confession  Depression  Dream/Nightmare  Musician  Secret  Bed!Sharing  Tattoos  100000+  archiveofourown  Angst 
march 2017 by chellexxx
The Blood that Binds
In season eight, canon diverges and Sam convinces Benny to come
back from Purgatory, wherein the vampire promptly disappears for
reasons unknown to Sam. In season nine, canon diverges again and Sam
refuses to stick around after Dean's duplicity is revealed. Continuously
hunted by demons, Sam runs into Benny, and the two team up to face a
world against them. ... 26,307
SPN  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Sam/Benny  Demon!Blood  Addict!Sam  Addiction  Demon!Dean  Angst  archiveofourown  AU!Season!8  Season!9  AU!Season!9  Separated!Boys  Demon  25000+  Long  Character-Castiel  Character-Cain  Character-Jody!Mills  Character-Benny!Lafitte  Powers!Sam 
june 2016 by chellexxx
Blended Reality
John runs into his sons in a bar. And they seem to be under the
impression he's been dead for three years. Season 4/5 spoilers. ....
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Resurrected!John  Fae/Fairies  AU!Season!4  Addiction  Addict!Sam  hurt!Sam  Demon  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  Abducted!OC  Powers!Sam  Confession  post!Season!5  Dream/Nightmare  20000+  Long  Demon!Blood  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Castiel  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Pastor!Jim 
january 2016 by chellexxx
The Kapok Shade Detective Agency for Exotic Solutions
Jensen was born an empath. With a touch, he can experience the
physical and emotional sensations of another person. Jared is a
claire—clairvoyant, clairaudient, and clairsentient. He can hear, see,
smell and even gather emotions from either side of the veil. With
Jensen's ability to feel the subject's emotions and pain, and Jared's
extraordinary ability of communication, they work as paranormal
detectives seeking the missing, the lost, the dead and the dying. A new
case puts Jensen's life in danger and Jared must use all his exotic
abilities to find the perpetrator before time runs out. ... 37,182
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  Powers!Jensen  Powers!Jared  RPS!Family  top!Jared  Addiction  Cross!Dressing  Case!fic  35000+  Long  archiveofourown  livejournal  Big!Bang  Person-Alona!Tal  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Jim!Beaver  Person-Mark!Pellegrino  Person-Tahmoh!Penikett  Person-Osric!Chau  Person-Samantha!Ferris  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
september 2015 by chellexxx
(show me how) bleeding heart still pounds
Canon Divergent AU from 10x18 - Book of the Damned onward.
Rowena comes to Sam with a deal - the Cure for the Mark in exchange for
the Book and the Men of Letters bunker. Desperate to have his brother
back, Sam agrees, not paying heed to the consequences. What follows
leaves Sam under a curse (seriously, fuck curses) and Dean drinking
excessively as they try to deal with their grief over the death of an
old friend, while simultaneously trying to repair their broken
relationship. It's not pretty and it sure as hell ain't going to be
easy, but they'll get there... eventually. They have to. .. 31,060
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!10  AU!Season!10  Big!Bang  Spell/Curse  Deal  Addiction  sick!Sam  1018  25000+  Long  archiveofourown  drunk!Dean  Addict!Dean  Bat!Cave  Character-Rowena  Witch/Warlock  Angst  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Crowley 
september 2015 by chellexxx
What Immortal Hand or Eye
Sam wants nothing to do with Lucifer or his games. He's too
busy trying to earn back his brother's trust, get clean and save the
world. Lucifer isn't backing off - he's hell bent on proving to Sam
that, despite first impressions, he's not the Devil he thinks he knows.
As Sam struggles to hold his world together and dodge the forces of
heaven and hell, Lucifer uses every method of temptation in his arsenal
to get him to want to say yes. Sam’s unquenchable curiosity is proving
to be his weakness. It would be much easier to shut Lucifer out if he
wasn’t so fascinated by all of the heavenly secrets he willingly
reveals. The more he learns about their bond as host and vessel, and the
more he feels its effects, the harder it is to pull away. Add in pagan
rituals, the wrath of a vengeful goddess, and a certain devious
trickster and things might just get out of hand. ... 27,413
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!5  AU!Season!5  Addiction  Addict!Sam  Dub-Con  Abducted  Big!Bang  Bonding  guilty!Sam  25000+  Long  archiveofourown  Amulet  Voicemail  Angst  516  518  Dream/Nightmare  514  Memories/Flashback  Demon!Blood  SPN  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Adam!Milligan  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Lucifer 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Go Back Home
Sam Winchester's book has been stuck at chapter fifteen for
ages. He has the inspiration alright, but it just isn't working out.
Stressed after writing all day, he gives in to Anna's request to join
her had a local concert of the band 'The Fallen Archangels'. Turns out,
alcohol and concerts just don't mix well. Especially the morning after.
Not that he minds waking up next to a naked Gabriel Novak, guitarist of
said band. What ensues is the tale of two men in a pretend relationship,
concerts, acting like goofballs and, love? ... 41,520
SPN!AU  Slash  Sam/Gabriel  Dean/Lisa  Sam/Jess  Pretend/Mistaken/Couple  Car!Accident  Addiction  Addict!Dean  drunk!Dean  Big!Bang  Writer!Sam  Writer!Author  Musician  35000+  Long  archiveofourown  SPN  Character-Charlie!Bradbury  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Lucifer  Character-Ruby  Character-Lisa!Braeden  Character-Ben!Braeden  Character-Jessica 
september 2015 by chellexxx
The Lonely Man
Set at the end of the fourth season-After the motel, when Dean
gives Sam the ultimatum, Sam decides to kill Ruby and ignore Lilith. He
disappears and isn't found until Gabriel sees him on the street one day.
With Gabriel's help, Sam becomes someone he is meant to be. When
Gabriel finds out that Dean and Castiel are trapped at Bobby's, he and
Sam go to help. .... 16,747
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!4  AU!Season!4  Powers!Sam  Regression/De-Aged  Regressed/De-Aged!Sam  Angst  Separated!Boys  Trapped  15000+  Long  pdf/mobi  SPN  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Addiction  Addict!Sam  Prostitution/Hustling  Hooker!Sam  Wing!fic  Winged!Sam  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Mary!Winchester  Character-Anna!Milton  Character-Ellen!Harvelle  Character-Missouri!Moseley  Angel!Sam  Angel!Dean  Character-Zachariah  Character-Joshua  Character-Adam!Milligan  Character-Pastor!Jim  Character-Balthazar  Character-Ash  Character-Metatron 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Indulgence of Power
Sam is strong. Dean is not. (Sam's headspace, and thus
spoilers, for Season 4. Deals with one primary aspect of the season.
.... 1,243
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!4  Addiction  Addict!Sam  Angst  1000+  Short  SPN 
january 2015 by chellexxx
the way the cookie crumbles
Jensen is left speechless when his favourite author Jared
Padalecki (who writes survival stories) walks into his bookstore. After
several consecutive visits Jensen finally manages to hold a normal
conversation with Jared. After getting to know each other better, they
start dating. One day Jared invites him to spend some time at his cabin
and what starts out as a normal date quickly turns into a real life
survival story when disaster strikes. ... 20,000
RPS  RPS!AU  RPS!Family  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Addiction  Addict!Jensen  Writer!Jared  Famous!Jensen  Famous!Jared  pining!Jensen  hurt!Jared  Trapped  Cabin!fic  Angst  Mother!Nature  Hospitalized!Boys  Leg!broken/injured  Slow!Burn  20000+  archiveofourown  livejournal  Long  Writer!Author  BookStore  Blizzard/Snow  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Tom!Welling 
december 2014 by chellexxx
Back to December
Sam, knowing he started the end of the world, would give
anything to turn back the clock again. He'd give anything to go back to
when Dean died and do things over. Because Loki had only been trying to
help him. He'd come back to bring him sanity but Sam had made the wrong
call, picking revenge over peace. He chose wrong. Why did he always
choose wrong? .... Sam starts a tentative relationship of casual sex
with the trickster after Loki tells him he's alive. It continues longer
than Sam ever thought it would and it develops in an unexpected way. But
when it develops past casual and into the emotional Sam tries to stop.
But love isn't exactly something you can just quit. ....... When Dean
dies, Loki tries to help Sam move on, getting even closer to the hunter.
But Sam can't just forget about his brother. He never can just let go.
.... 39,076
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Season!1  Season!2  Season!3  Season!4  Season!5  AU!Season!5  AU!Season!1  AU!Season!3  AU!Season!4  AU!Season!2  503  Sam/Gabriel  Bottom!Sam  guilty!Sam  First!Time  pining!Sam  35000+  Long  archiveofourown  Dog/Puppy  Mystery!Spot  Deal  Friends!With!Benefits  drunk!Sam  Domestic!fic  Living!Together  Addiction  Addict!Sam  Angst  Secret  Sad  Demon!Blood  pining!Gabriel  SPN  All!Hell!Breaks!Loose  Character-Ruby 
december 2014 by chellexxx
One Kiss At A Time
Jensen, Jared's newest employee at Jay's Pad, has had a hard
decade. Recently released from a rehab facility, Jensen's living at a
shelter and just needs some help getting his life back on track, and
Jared vows to be the one to do just that. Jensen is also an amazing guy
and Jared finds himself falling hard after just a week, and he's
delighted to find out that Jensen feels the same way. But Jensen still
has demons he's fighting and secrets he's keeping and Jared knows that a
relationship is the last thing Jensen needs right now. But his heart
isn't listening, and when Jared's involved in a stomach churning ordeal,
it brings up things from Jensen's past that are revealed to be the
causes of all his problems. And Jared doesn't know if he can fix them
all. ...70,033

Verse 80,000
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Big!Bang  Boss/employee  Coffee!Shop/Cafe  Addiction  Addict!Jensen  Angst  pining!Jared  Domestic!fic  livejournal  Living!Together  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  RPS!Family  Chef/Baker!Jensen  Romance  hurt!Jared  Bottom!Jared  50000+  Long  archiveofourown  Non-Con  Barista!Jensen  Barista!Jared  Work!Together  Boss!Jared  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  Wealthy!Jared  Chef/Baker  Barista  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Steve!Carlson 
august 2014 by chellexxx
It takes an accident for everyone to become aware of exactly
how serious Jensen’s problem has become. But how can Jared and the
Ackles family help when Jensen is so in denial? The only way they know
RPS  RPS!Family  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  Addiction  Addict!Jensen  Angst  Length!Unknown  livejournal  Jared/Genevieve  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Eric!Kripke  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki 
july 2014 by chellexxx
Dean Winchester's family falls apart the night that his mother
is murdered and his brother Sam is kidnapped. Suddenly caught up in the
world of the supernatural, Dean is raised with one purpose, given to him
by his father: save Sam. But as he learns more about his missing
brother he discovers Sam has a purpose too. Will Dean be able to save
him in time? Or will Sam bring Hell to Earth? 21,000
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Pre-Series  AU!Pre-Series  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  Big!Bang  livejournal  archiveofourown  20000+  Long  Addiction  Separated!Boys  SPN  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Crowley  Character-Lucifer  Character-Ruby  Character-Meg  Character-Yellow!Eyed!Demon 
june 2014 by chellexxx
I Stumble Forward
Jensen is trying to start a new life and not complicate it with
a past he isn't ready to share with potential girlfriend, Genevieve.
But when she introduces him to her troubled brother, Jared, things get
complicated fast and the men end up with a secret of their own. But
there's another secret, one which neither of them holds, one that will
not just break their lives apart emotionally but could have bloody,
fatal consequences. If Jensen can pick his way through the minefield of
lies and half truths, he and Jared might finally have a chance at
happiness – Sometimes you have to save someone else, before you can save
yourself. 61,500 FLocked
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Jensen/ofc  Addiction  Big!Bang  50000+  Long  Angst  livejournal  archiveofourown  top!Jared  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki 
june 2014 by chellexxx
Get No Harder
It was the summer that made coming back to life worthwhile.
Based off of Farmer's Daughter, which is a terrible, terrible country
song. 39,000
RPS  RPS!AU  RPS!Family  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Bottom!Jared  Slow!Burn  Romance  Schmoop  Addiction  Addict!Jensen  Ranch/Farm  Boss/employee  Student!Jared  hurt!Jensen  Abused!Jensen  25000+  livejournal  Long  pdf/mobi  Boss!Jared  Rancher/Cowboy!Jensen  Rancher/Cowboy!Jared  Rancher/Cowboy  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
may 2014 by chellexxx
The Lucky Ones
Sam is running away. Running from his past, from his future,
from everything that seems to be going wrong in his life. It seems like
all he has to look forward to are long stretches of road and desert in
front of him. That is until a stranger in a beat up old pickup truck
stops on the side of the road and asks him if he needs a ride 42.221
Slash  Sam/Gabriel  First!Time  Addiction  Addict!Sam  Angel  Big!Bang  35000+  Long  archiveofourown  hurt!Sam  Angst  SPN!AU  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  AU!Not!Raised!as!Hunters  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Crowley  Character-Ash  Character-Garth!Fitzgerald!IV  Character-Jody!Mills  Character-Becky  Character-Balthazar  Character-Benny!Lafitte  Character-Yellow!Eyed!Demon 
april 2014 by chellexxx
Empty Shells
This time is different. This time, it wasn't Sam's fault. This
time, Dean won't let his brother go through it alone. Missing scene/tag
for 5x14 "My Bloody Valentine." Rated T for Sam's freaky hallucinations.
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!5  514  Panic!Room  Addiction  Addict!Sam  sick!Sam  Angst  1000+  Short  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel 
april 2014 by chellexxx
Power In the Blood
Demon blood makes Sam more powerful. What about Sam blood? Hurt!Sam, who's predictable. 5,588
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!5  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  Demon  hurt!Sam  Torture  Demon!Blood  Short  5000+  Addiction  Separated!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
march 2014 by chellexxx
Tag to 5x14 "My Bloody Valentine". Sam wakes up after his
second detox, and Dean is avoiding discussing the elephant in the room.
Then again, maybe Sam misjudged the situation. (Not a slash fiction.)
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!5  514  Panic!Room  Angst  guilty!Dean  guilty!Sam  1000+  Short  Addiction  Addict!Sam  SPN 
march 2014 by chellexxx
The Whole Truth And Nothing But
After being hit with a truth spell Sam's forced to reveal some
shattering things about himself, including that he was raped and that he
loves Dean like no brother should love his sibling, he runs away. Dean
manages to find him almost a year later and now his younger brother is
addicted to heroin and is into self-harm. Sam can't believe that Dean
feels the same about him and feels like Dean only pities him. Dean has
to use a spell on Sam before Sam realizes Dean feels the same and with
time and love Dean convinces Sam that they share a special bond. .....
archiveofourown  Long  25000+  Abused!Sam  Angst  Bottom!Sam  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Self!Harm  drugged!Sam  pining!Sam  Memories/Flashback  hurt!Sam  Non-Con  Confession  First!Time  Sam/Dean  Under!the!Influence  Spell/Curse  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Addiction  Addict!Sam  Separated!Boys  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Witch/Warlock  Cursed!Sam  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Can't!Lie  Character-Bobby!Singer 
march 2014 by chellexxx
Non-graphic drug/alcohol use, Non-con, past very minor
character death, angst, boy sexin', schmoop. I also project one of my
own obessions through Chad. It's been two years since Supernatural
finished, and both Jared and Jensen's careers and their realtionship are
riding high. But a tragedy in Jared's family destroy's their world.
Jared can't deal with the pain, so he absorbs himself in a life of drugs
and alcohol. Jensen's at his wits end, and one night, Jared does
something that could destroy their relationship for good. This is a
journey of recovery and love, and whether it is strong enough to get
through the trials life thows at them. 27,000
Schmoop  asshole!Jared  hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt  RPS!Non-AU  Non-Con  hurt!Jensen  Angst  25000+  Established!Relationship  post!Series  drunk!Jared  drugged!Jared  hurt!OC  Jared/Jensen  Big!Bang  livejournal  Slash  RPS!Family  RPS  Long  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Addict!Jared  Addiction  Depraved!Humans  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
october 2013 by chellexxx
Takes place in Season 5, where 'My Bloody Valentine' left off.
The horseman Famine made Sam relapse into his demon blood habit, forcing
Dean and Cas to lock him in Bobby's panic room again.
This is my take on the fallout.
Warnings: established relationship Wincest, graphic sex, copious amounts
of angst, and a light sprinkling of schmoop for good measure.
59,400  archiveofourown  50000+  Schmoop  Angst  Panic!Room  514  Season!5  Established!Relationship  Sam/Dean  livejournal  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Long  Addiction  Addict!Sam  SPN  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel 
september 2013 by chellexxx
A Handful of Rain
Life on the streets had taught Jensen that everything came with
a price. Family was a word that meant the people who kicked you out,
religion was nothing more than a free meal, and salvation something that
he could buy for ten bucks a hit down on the bad side of town. Scoring
had become his full-time job, and finding a safe place to sleep was what
he did in his time off. It was only a matter of time until this life
caught up with him. Now, strung out and with no where else to go, Jensen
finds himself following his feet to a place he never thought he would
go--to the home of a stranger who can unfailingly see past Jensen's
mistakes, and who can see right through to the good that is still left
within him. The challenge is getting Jensen to see it as well. ...
Angst  25000+  Homeless!Jensen  hurt!Jensen  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  Big!Bang  livejournal  Slash  RPS  Long  RPS!AU  Addiction  Addict!Jensen  Depraved!Humans  Homeless  Hurt/Sick!Boys  archiveofourown 
august 2013 by chellexxx
Someone Saved My Life Tonight
Sometimes all it needs is one act of kindness. When tired
Doctor Jensen Ackles meets a mysterious drug addict, he is suddenly
drawn into a world he can no longer understand.
sick!Jared  livejournal  RPS  Homeless!Jared  Jared/Jensen  Length!Unknown  drugged!Jared  Medical!Professional!Jensen  First!Time  hurt!Jared  Slash  RPS!AU  Hooker!Jared  Prostitution/Hustling  Addict!Jared  Addiction  Bottom!Jared  Angst  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Homeless  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
july 2013 by chellexxx
The Coat We Wear
Christmas 1998 and Jared has run from a family who hate him for
what he is, to the city. He is homeless, desperate and on Christmas Eve
starts to make his way home, never making it, hit by a car and left to
die in the gutter. When a drug and alcohol fueled Jensen Ackles knocks
down a homeless guy he panics and runs, knowing he has murdered, but
hides, protected by money and privilege. Ten years later Jensen is
forced into searching for reasons, for purpose, for redemption and he
may just have found it in a badly scarred youth worker, only known as
Jay. .... 41,896
pdf/mobi  Amnesia!Jared  Angst  guilty!Jensen  Artist!Jared  Amnesia  drunk!Jensen  RPS!Family  RPS  Car!Accident  Jared/Jensen  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  Homeless!Jared  First!Time  drugged!Jensen  35000+  Slash  hurt!Jared  asshole!Jensen  Long  RPS!AU  Addiction  Addict!Jensen  Wealthy!Jensen  Homeless  Artist  Hurt/Sick!Boys  One!Hates!The!Other!At!First  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Steve!Carlson  archiveofourown 
july 2013 by chellexxx
Going Vader
Sam knew he had crossed some kind of line. He knew it but given
the choice again, he would do the same damn thing. For Dean, he'd do it
a hundred times over. This is my version of what drove Sam to take that
first drink of demon blood. Set mid-season 4. Plenty of hurt!Dean and
Angsty!Sam. Sequel to 'Stones Unturned' 144,000+
pdf/mobi  hurt!Dean  Angst  Demon  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Season!4  100000+  Epic  Addiction  Addict!Sam  Demon!Blood  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Ruby 
june 2013 by chellexxx
The incremental breakage of the last tenuous strands
Sometimes there is friendship and sometimes there is love… and
sometimes you have no clue that you have fallen heart deep into
someone’s soul. It’s only when you break apart that you realise you are
trying to hold onto something that does not belong to you. Jared loses
his girl, his family and then himself when he realises the only thing he
wants… the only thing he will never truly have is Jensen. He spirals
into despair and drugs and Jensen, deep in his own denial of this thing
between them, does not see the intensity of Jared’s destruction until it
is nearly complete. 51,000
pdf/mobi  livejournal  RPS  Big!Bang  Emotionally!hurt  Jared/Jensen  RPS!Non-AU  drugged!Jared  First!Time  50000+  pining!Jared  hurt!Jared  Slash  Long  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Addict!Jared  Addiction  Angst  Non-Con  drunk!Jared  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
june 2013 by chellexxx
Celebrity Skin
After getting outed on national TV 6 months ago, Jensen Ackles,
son of the Ackles’ Records owner, went under the radar while trying to
deal with his parents’ constant fighting, and attempting to keep it
together for the sake of his little sister. When his best friend
contacts Jensen to announce he’ll be returning from NYU in less than a
month, Jensen decides to get his life back, and returns to playing
Hollywood’s dirty game. Then Jensen’s life takes a turn for the worst,
where he can’t tell the difference between friends and enemies… until
Jared comes into his life and helps him find his way again. But just
when Jensen begins to realise he wants and deserves the kind of life he
thought was out of reach, tragedy strikes the Padalecki family, pushing
Jensen to leave behind everything that matters to him. ... 24,500
Angst  College!AU  Threesome  top!Jared  Famous!Jensen  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  Famous/notFamous  livejournal  RPS  Big!Bang  Jared/Jensen  20000+  First!Time  RPS!Family  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  Addiction  Addict!Jared  Sad  pdf/mobi  Addict!Jensen  CEO!Jensen  Wealthy!Jensen  C.E.O  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Steve!Carlson  Deleted!Fic!or!Author 
june 2013 by chellexxx
Sam has a demon-blood addiction. Maybe a 12-step meeting will help. 3,500
livejournal  Emotionally!hurt  Season!5  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  514  1000+  hurt!Sam  Short  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Addiction  Addict!Sam  Demon!Blood  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
may 2013 by chellexxx
Live To This
When they first meet they're just two screwed up people looking
for something. Its only supposed to be a one night stand, but they just
cant shake what they found in the dark. But everything between them
blew up in their short time together. Years later they're even more
screwed up and they've stopped looking for anything. But what was once
there is still there. 56,000
Parent/Guardian!Jared  Parent/Guardian!Jensen  Chef/Baker!Jensen  hurt!Jensen  RPS!Family  Kid!fic  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  drunk!Jensen  drunk!Jared  hurt!Jared  Bottom!Jared  top!Jared  RPS  Big!Bang  Jared/ofc  Jared/Jensen  Angst  50000+  livejournal  First!Time  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  Addiction  Chef/Baker  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Sophia!Bush 
december 2012 by chellexxx
All the Way Home
When his life went to hell, Jensen left Dallas and moved to the
small family ranch to start over. It's a lonely, solitary existence
until he hires Jared to help out around the place. Jared's a temptation
that's hard to resist and Jensen finds himself beginning to live again.
But ranching isn't his calling, and Jared's running from some demons of
his own; he's not the type to stick around. They're temporary, and
Jensen thinks he's fine with that, but letting go has never been so hard
to do. 36,000
Angst  drugged!Jared  Boss/employee  Bottom!Jared  archiveofourown  Big!Bang  Ranch/Farm  Slow!Burn  RPS  35000+  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  livejournal  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  Addict!Jared  Addiction  Work!Together  Boss!Jensen  Rancher/Cowboy!Jared  Rancher/Cowboy!Jensen  Rancher/Cowboy  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
november 2012 by chellexxx
Gabriel steps in during the whole Ruby/Sam debacle and makes Sam listen. 5,500
sick!Sam  5000+  Season!4  Sam/Gabriel  livejournal  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Short  AU!Season!4  Addiction  Addict!Sam  Demon!Blood  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Ruby 
march 2012 by chellexxx
Sam needs to hurt, it's a substitute for demon blood, so he
goes to a bdsm club. there he finds 2 angels who are eager to help him
out 4,100
Sam/Gabriel/Castiel  D/s  519  Season!5  Bottom!Sam  PWP  Bondage  First!Time  Threesome  livejournal  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  AU!Season!5  Addiction  Addict!Sam  SPN 
january 2012 by chellexxx
The Strength of Weakness
Sam pressures Dean into going to a NA meeting due to his recent
downward spiral, but when he runs into a certain member of the BAU, he
gains valuable advice. 3,354
Dean!centric  drunk!Dean  Gen  Crossover  Season!7  1000+  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Addiction  Addict!Dean  Local!LEOS/FBI  SPN  TV!Show-Criminal!Minds 
november 2011 by chellexxx
Crash Landing
Sam has locked himself in the Panic Room and Dean's sitting outside it waiting for something to happen.
guilty!Sam  Gen  post!Season!4  Panic!Room  Voicemail  1000+  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Addiction  Addict!Sam  SPN  Fix-It-Fic  Character-Bobby!Singer 
october 2011 by chellexxx
My North, My South, My East, My West
In the wake of the events of 5.14, Sam is dying in Bobby's
panic room. In a desperate, last-ditch effort to save the younger
Winchester, Castiel asks Gabriel for help. The trickster-archangel
agrees. What follows is a tale of a brutal struggle, salvation, and
Sam/Gabriel  Season!5  514  First!Time  Dub-Con  Panic!Room  Bonding  1000+  livejournal  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Sam  Short  Addiction  Addict!Sam  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster 
september 2011 by chellexxx
The Cool Side of the Pillow
Sam's sick, feverish, has a monster headache. He knows he's
going through detox again and wants Dean to put him back in the panic
room. What do we think Dean's answer is going to be? then Bobby comes
Gen  post!Season!4  sick!Sam  Panic!Room  fics!by!clair!beaubien  SPN!Non-AU  Addiction  Addict!Sam  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer 
september 2011 by chellexxx
To Pray Without Words
Gabriel answers Deans prayer at the end of My Bloody Valentine
and agrees to help cure Sam of his demon blood addiction (sexily). The
brothers fight a big bad, and this convinces Gabriel to join their cause
Sam/Gabriel  First!Time  514  Season!5  sick!Sam  Panic!Room  Mind!Reading  5000+  livejournal  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Addiction  Addict!Sam  Demon!Blood  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster 
august 2011 by chellexxx
After Sam succumbs to his addiction to demon blood, Castiel
helps Dean lock Sam up to clean him up. However, when Castiel cuffs Sam,
something sparks between them... something the angel does not quite
understand. 20,000
pdf/mobi  Sam/Castiel  514  First!Time  Panic!Room  Bondage  Season!5  20000+  Bottom!Sam  livejournal  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Long  Addiction  Addict!Sam  Demon!Blood  SPN  Character-Castiel  archiveofourown 
july 2011 by chellexxx
Rock a Bye Baby
Sam's thoughts are both dark and twisted as he lies on the cot
in Bobby's modified basement while he suffers through withdrawal from
demon blood..
Gen  Season!4  sick!Sam  Panic!Room  1000+  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Addiction  Addict!Sam  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
july 2011 by chellexxx
It's in the Blood
Castiel has an idea to help Sam with his blood doesnt go exactly to plan. 3,249
514  Sam/Castiel  First!Time  Season!5  1000+  livejournal  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Addiction  Addict!Sam  hurt!Sam  Demon!Blood  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Castiel 
july 2011 by chellexxx
Post MBV. You wouldn't understand, Dean says. He’s standing
over Sam, wearing the same old jacket and the same worn clothes, looking
exactly like always except… except not exactly.
Missing!Scene  Gen  514  Panic!Room  Season!5  1000+  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Addiction  Addict!Sam  SPN  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel 
july 2011 by chellexxx
steps verse
Jared puts his life on hold to try and save the man he loves
from his demons. Will he succeed or will Jensen fall apart taking Jared
down with him? ... 72,354
pdf/mobi  Big!Bang  hurt!OC  First!Time  Self!Harm  drugged!Jensen  50000+  RPS  Jared/Jensen  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Long  Addiction  Addict!Jensen  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  archiveofourown  Angst  FLocked! 
july 2011 by chellexxx
Coming Upstairs
Sam has recovered from his withdrawal enough to come back upstairs. But he doesn't want to. Dean's POV.
Missing!Scene  Gen  514  Panic!Room  Season!5  fics!by!clair!beaubien  1000+  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Addiction  Addict!Sam  SPN 
july 2011 by chellexxx
Where There's Life
Dean's trying to put Sam in the panic room, but Sam's trying to tell him something..
Missing!Scene  514  Gen  Panic!Room  Season!5  fics!by!clair!beaubien  1000+  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Addiction  Addict!Sam  SPN 
july 2011 by chellexxx
Little Engine
The road to Hell is paved with good intentions, Sam learnt that
the hard way. The road to redemption? That's a long, hard, painful,
uphill battle. 4,710
pdf/mobi  506  Gen  guilty!Sam  Season!5  1000+  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Addiction  Addict!Sam  SPN 
june 2011 by chellexxx
Truth Crashed To Earth (Will Rise Again)
Sam could move with a thought and he could kill demons with a
snap of his fingers. Instead he drove a Dodge and avoided demons at all
costs. They were too easy. And their blood smelled too familiar. ....
Powers!Sam  Sam/Gabriel  First!Time  Season!5  5000+  archiveofourown  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Addiction  Addict!Sam  Separated!Boys  Demon!Blood  SPN  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster 
may 2011 by chellexxx
Thicker Than Water
Dean and Sam are cursed to switch bodies for 48 hours toward
the end of Season 5. It's just temporary, so they carry on as best they
can, except that Dean finds himself struggling with the unfamiliar
sensations of addiction and cravings. 4,721
Gen  Season!5  hurt!sam  guilty!Dean  Body!Swap  1000+  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Addiction  Addict!Sam  Powers!Dean  Cursed!Dean  Cursed!Sam  Demon!Blood  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
march 2011 by chellexxx
Hearing damage
A tear in the membrane allows the voices in, they want to push
you off the path... Sam is in the panic room again. If only he tried
harder to resists famine than maybe he wouldn't be in this situation
Missing!Scene  514  Gen  Panic!Room  Season!5  1000+  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Addiction  Addict!Sam  SPN 
november 2010 by chellexxx
Take a Sad Song
Sam's detoxing and Dean's making tomato rice soup.
Missing!Scene  514  Gen  Panic!Room  Season!5  1000+  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Addiction  Addict!Sam  SPN 
november 2010 by chellexxx
Round Here
Sam's in the panic room; Dean's determined to get him out..
Missing!Scene  514  Gen  Panic!Room  Season!5  1000+  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Addiction  Addict!Sam  SPN 
november 2010 by chellexxx
Locked Down
Before you go, you better lock me down. But good.
livejournal  514  Gen  Panic!Room  Season!5  1000+  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Addiction  Addict!Sam  SPN 
september 2010 by chellexxx
The Questions we ask
Sam goes into detox again, days later he tries to explain why
he became an addict, why he let things go too far. A stepping stone to
redemption, and re-building their relationship
514  Confession  Gen  Panic!Room  Season!5  1000+  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Addiction  Addict!Sam  SPN 
august 2010 by chellexxx
After the detox, Dean needs to talk to his brother Sam won't come out of the panic room
Missing!Scene  514  Panic!Room  Gen  Season!5  1000+  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Addiction  Addict!Sam  SPN 
august 2010 by chellexxx
Let It Out
Sam locks himself inside the panic room using the original
locking system keep those inside safe from those outside . They've added
anti-angel protection since last time so neither Dean nor Castiel can
break in..
sick!Sam  Trapped  Gen  514  Panic!Room  Season!5  1000+  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Addiction  Addict!Sam  Separated!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel 
august 2010 by chellexxx
Long Time Coming
Jensen can't handle being around Jared anymore, not when his
feelings are so strong. So when hiatus starts and Jared notices Jensen
drawing away and acting strange can he find out what's happening in time
to save him? 45,125
35000+  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  hurt!Jensen  drugged!Jensen  Self!Harm  RPS  pining!Jensen  livejournal  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Long  Addiction  Addict!Jensen  Angst  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Jared/Sandy 
august 2010 by chellexxx
Waking the Dead
Sam's pain, Dean's pain it's all muddled together, and Dean has
never really been too clear on where his brothers pain begins and his
ends. And there is no way Dean is leaving Sam in that panic room to get
through this alone... .. 2,400
514  Gen  Panic!Room  sick!Sam  Season!5  1000+  livejournal  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Addiction  Addict!Sam  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
august 2010 by chellexxx
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