chellexxx + addict!jensen   13

Out Here On the Ledge
Jensen is in love with Jared, doesn't help that Jared's as oblivious as always. Needing to get away, Jensen spends Winter hiatus in Vegas were he finds a different sort of life. One he learns is not so easy to give up when he needs too. Now Jensen finds himself on the brink of the edge and there's only one person who can stop him from fall off. Warnings for extreme drug use!
RPS  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Jared/Genevieve  Jensen/omc  Angst  drugged!Jared  Addiction  Addict!Jensen  50000+  Long  archiveofourown  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  pining!Jensen 
may 2017 by chellexxx
A Summer Day
A chance meeting at a deserted motel pool. A lesson in swimming, a white shirt and a name. Sometimes it's the small things that have the greatest impact...
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  Angst  Porn  Domestic!Violence  Abused  Short  livejournal  5000+  First!Time  Dub-Con  Non-Con  Addiction  Addict!Jensen  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Jensen  1st!meeting 
april 2017 by chellexxx
Walking A Tightrope
Jensen Ackles was pulled into an ocean of drugs and prostitution by a mother who was already drowning in it.
Jared Padalecki started sticking his fingers down his throat in response to a world that insisted anyone who wasn't rail-thin was ugly.
They both meet under terrible circumstances and find themselves doing their best to put the broken pieces of each other back together again. But things like that are easier said than done. ...... 80,159
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Angst  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Jared  hurt!Jensen  Depression  Addiction  Addict!Jensen  Addict!Jared  Self!Harm  Hooker!Jensen  Prostitution/Hustling  Student!Jared  Student!Jensen  Depraved!Humans  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Sad  archiveofourown  75000+  Epic 
april 2017 by chellexxx
the way the cookie crumbles
Jensen is left speechless when his favourite author Jared
Padalecki (who writes survival stories) walks into his bookstore. After
several consecutive visits Jensen finally manages to hold a normal
conversation with Jared. After getting to know each other better, they
start dating. One day Jared invites him to spend some time at his cabin
and what starts out as a normal date quickly turns into a real life
survival story when disaster strikes. ... 20,000
RPS  RPS!AU  RPS!Family  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Addiction  Addict!Jensen  Writer!Jared  Famous!Jensen  Famous!Jared  pining!Jensen  hurt!Jared  Trapped  Cabin!fic  Angst  Mother!Nature  Hospitalized!Boys  Leg!broken/injured  Slow!Burn  20000+  archiveofourown  livejournal  Long  Writer!Author  BookStore  Blizzard/Snow  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Tom!Welling 
december 2014 by chellexxx
One Kiss At A Time
Jensen, Jared's newest employee at Jay's Pad, has had a hard
decade. Recently released from a rehab facility, Jensen's living at a
shelter and just needs some help getting his life back on track, and
Jared vows to be the one to do just that. Jensen is also an amazing guy
and Jared finds himself falling hard after just a week, and he's
delighted to find out that Jensen feels the same way. But Jensen still
has demons he's fighting and secrets he's keeping and Jared knows that a
relationship is the last thing Jensen needs right now. But his heart
isn't listening, and when Jared's involved in a stomach churning ordeal,
it brings up things from Jensen's past that are revealed to be the
causes of all his problems. And Jared doesn't know if he can fix them
all. ...70,033

Verse 80,000
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Big!Bang  Boss/employee  Coffee!Shop/Cafe  Addiction  Addict!Jensen  Angst  pining!Jared  Domestic!fic  livejournal  Living!Together  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  RPS!Family  Chef/Baker!Jensen  Romance  hurt!Jared  Bottom!Jared  50000+  Long  archiveofourown  Non-Con  Barista!Jensen  Barista!Jared  Work!Together  Boss!Jared  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  Wealthy!Jared  Chef/Baker  Barista  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Steve!Carlson 
august 2014 by chellexxx
It takes an accident for everyone to become aware of exactly
how serious Jensen’s problem has become. But how can Jared and the
Ackles family help when Jensen is so in denial? The only way they know
RPS  RPS!Family  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  Addiction  Addict!Jensen  Angst  Length!Unknown  livejournal  Jared/Genevieve  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Eric!Kripke  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki 
july 2014 by chellexxx
Get No Harder
It was the summer that made coming back to life worthwhile.
Based off of Farmer's Daughter, which is a terrible, terrible country
song. 39,000
RPS  RPS!AU  RPS!Family  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Bottom!Jared  Slow!Burn  Romance  Schmoop  Addiction  Addict!Jensen  Ranch/Farm  Boss/employee  Student!Jared  hurt!Jensen  Abused!Jensen  25000+  livejournal  Long  pdf/mobi  Boss!Jared  Rancher/Cowboy!Jensen  Rancher/Cowboy!Jared  Rancher/Cowboy  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
may 2014 by chellexxx
A Handful of Rain
Life on the streets had taught Jensen that everything came with
a price. Family was a word that meant the people who kicked you out,
religion was nothing more than a free meal, and salvation something that
he could buy for ten bucks a hit down on the bad side of town. Scoring
had become his full-time job, and finding a safe place to sleep was what
he did in his time off. It was only a matter of time until this life
caught up with him. Now, strung out and with no where else to go, Jensen
finds himself following his feet to a place he never thought he would
go--to the home of a stranger who can unfailingly see past Jensen's
mistakes, and who can see right through to the good that is still left
within him. The challenge is getting Jensen to see it as well. ...
Angst  25000+  Homeless!Jensen  hurt!Jensen  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  Big!Bang  livejournal  Slash  RPS  Long  RPS!AU  Addiction  Addict!Jensen  Depraved!Humans  Homeless  Hurt/Sick!Boys  archiveofourown 
august 2013 by chellexxx
The Coat We Wear
Christmas 1998 and Jared has run from a family who hate him for
what he is, to the city. He is homeless, desperate and on Christmas Eve
starts to make his way home, never making it, hit by a car and left to
die in the gutter. When a drug and alcohol fueled Jensen Ackles knocks
down a homeless guy he panics and runs, knowing he has murdered, but
hides, protected by money and privilege. Ten years later Jensen is
forced into searching for reasons, for purpose, for redemption and he
may just have found it in a badly scarred youth worker, only known as
Jay. .... 41,896
pdf/mobi  Amnesia!Jared  Angst  guilty!Jensen  Artist!Jared  Amnesia  drunk!Jensen  RPS!Family  RPS  Car!Accident  Jared/Jensen  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  Homeless!Jared  First!Time  drugged!Jensen  35000+  Slash  hurt!Jared  asshole!Jensen  Long  RPS!AU  Addiction  Addict!Jensen  Wealthy!Jensen  Homeless  Artist  Hurt/Sick!Boys  One!Hates!The!Other!At!First  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Steve!Carlson  archiveofourown 
july 2013 by chellexxx
Celebrity Skin
After getting outed on national TV 6 months ago, Jensen Ackles,
son of the Ackles’ Records owner, went under the radar while trying to
deal with his parents’ constant fighting, and attempting to keep it
together for the sake of his little sister. When his best friend
contacts Jensen to announce he’ll be returning from NYU in less than a
month, Jensen decides to get his life back, and returns to playing
Hollywood’s dirty game. Then Jensen’s life takes a turn for the worst,
where he can’t tell the difference between friends and enemies… until
Jared comes into his life and helps him find his way again. But just
when Jensen begins to realise he wants and deserves the kind of life he
thought was out of reach, tragedy strikes the Padalecki family, pushing
Jensen to leave behind everything that matters to him. ... 24,500
Angst  College!AU  Threesome  top!Jared  Famous!Jensen  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  Famous/notFamous  livejournal  RPS  Big!Bang  Jared/Jensen  20000+  First!Time  RPS!Family  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  Addiction  Addict!Jared  Sad  pdf/mobi  Addict!Jensen  CEO!Jensen  Wealthy!Jensen  C.E.O  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Steve!Carlson  Deleted!Fic!or!Author 
june 2013 by chellexxx
Bright Lights (The Kind You Like to Flaunt)
Thing was, if he had never kissed him, Jensen wouldn’t have
been standing here, a guitar under his hands, staring out into an
audience he could barely see, on his last legs trying for something he
could never seem to get near. Talking to a couple hundred people and
wanting so fucking much for only one of them to hear him.Staring out
into the audience, looking for a body too tall to be real, for stupid,
floppy, sweaty hair and for somebody he should never have lost into the
first place. Looking out into his audience, barely able to speak, and
seeing everything but what he was wanting, and still knowing, knowing in
a way he didn’t like to believe in, that it was out there. 37,284
Famous!Jensen  Musician!Jensen  Schmoop  Kid!fic  Big!Bang  35000+  livejournal  Famous/notFamous  Musician  RPS  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  Angst  pdf/mobi  RPS!Family  Addict!Jensen  Humour  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Eric!Kripke  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Sandy!McCoy 
march 2013 by chellexxx
steps verse
Jared puts his life on hold to try and save the man he loves
from his demons. Will he succeed or will Jensen fall apart taking Jared
down with him? ... 72,354
pdf/mobi  Big!Bang  hurt!OC  First!Time  Self!Harm  drugged!Jensen  50000+  RPS  Jared/Jensen  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Long  Addiction  Addict!Jensen  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  archiveofourown  Angst  FLocked! 
july 2011 by chellexxx
Long Time Coming
Jensen can't handle being around Jared anymore, not when his
feelings are so strong. So when hiatus starts and Jared notices Jensen
drawing away and acting strange can he find out what's happening in time
to save him? 45,125
35000+  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  hurt!Jensen  drugged!Jensen  Self!Harm  RPS  pining!Jensen  livejournal  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Long  Addiction  Addict!Jensen  Angst  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Jared/Sandy 
august 2010 by chellexxx

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