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Safe In the Arms of Love
Total AU Dean Winchester was just your average joe working as a
mechanic in his hometown of Lawarance,KS when he met Sam Logan and
everything changed. No slash or wincest! Warning: mentions of past abuse
of a minor. .... 70,358
SPN  SPN!AU  Gen  Teenchesters  Mechanic  Mechanic!Dean  hurt!Sam  Beaten  Abused  Abused!Sam  Hospitalized!Boys  Non-Con  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Shrink  Bed!Sharing  Teacher  Parent/Guardian!Dean  Lawyer  Agent/Police  Local!LEOS/FBI  50000+  Long  Domestic!fic  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  AU!Not!Brothers  AU!Not!Raised!as!Hunters 
march 2016 by chellexxx
The Final Arc
Tracy is with Krissy, Josephine, and Aidan are on a hunt in
Florida, when they run into her least favorite person: Sam Winchester,
the reason her family is dead. After hearing Sam's story, however, she
begins to worry. Especially now that he's not with Dean, and is
suffering a heavy backlash of nightmares from The Cage. .. 43,660
SPN!Non-AU  Het  Sam/OFC  Self!Harm  Angst  Non-Con  hurt!Sam  Powers!Sam  pining!OC  asshole!John  Abusive!John  Abused!Sam  Unrequited  Torture  Abusive!Dean  Spell/Curse  PTSD  post!Season!10  Angel!Sam  Angel  Long  35000+  archiveofourown  Dream/Nightmare  kick!ass!Sam  Memories/Flashback  Confession  Gen  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Character-Adam!Milligan  Character-Chuck!Shurley  Character-Castiel  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Hannah  Character-Lucifer  Character-Michael  Character-Flagstaff  Character-Metatron  Character-Tracy!Bell  Character-Krissy!Chambers  Separated!Boys 
december 2015 by chellexxx
This Kid's Not Alright
What exactly did Sam get up to at Bobby's while Dean was at
Sonny's? When John makes a very odd request of the older hunter, Bobby
takes the boy into his home for a few months. It isn't an easy time for
either of them. .... 22,843
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!9  907  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  asshole!John  Abused!Sam  hurt!Sam  Sam&Bobby  Missing!Scene  Angst  20000+  Long  archiveofourown  Big!Bang  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-John!Winchester 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Ways We Stay Alive
“Gotta be just like the real thing, son,” Dad says, tightening
the rope against Sam's bare skin. “So you won’t panic when it happens
someday.” Sam's tied up in a shed in the woods. Dean's stuck back at
home with a pile of research to get through before he can take out the
monster and get Sam back. And Dad? Well, Dad's the monster. That's just
how training goes. Summer 1995. .... 7,172
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Pre-Series  hurt!Sam  Training  Trapped  asshole!John  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Abused!Sam  Teenchesters  Abusive!John  5000+  Short  archiveofourown  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-John!Winchester 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Waiting for Rain
Sam leaves home at sixteen to escape two things: a growing
attraction to his older brother, and an angry and abusive father who
blames him for his mother's death. With nothing to his name save his
experience hunting and his determination to escape it, he turns to
prostitution to support himself through high school and then college.
This is an AU without the yellow-eyed demon and psychic powers bit. Lots
of hurt, but lots of comfort and eventual Wincest. .. 31,107
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Pre-Series  AU!Pre-Series  Stanford  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Angst  Prostitution/Hustling  Hooker!Sam  Abused!Sam  Abusive!John  asshole!John  guilty!Sam  hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  kick!ass!Dean  kick!ass!Sam  25000+  Long  archiveofourown  AU!Stanford  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Crowley  Character-Ash 
september 2015 by chellexxx
I'll Never Let You Go, Little Brother.
When Dean comes back from Purgatory, he sees Sam in another
light. He loves his little brother, but he takes their relationship to
another level, unfortunately Sam doesn't get to voice an opinion. .....
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  First!Time  post!Season!7  Non-Con  hurt!Sam  Abused!Sam  Abusive!Dean  asshole!Dean  Dub-Con  pining!Dean  archiveofourown  Short  10000+  Angst  Spell/Curse  Possessive!Dean  Bottom!Sam  Abused  Cursed!Dean  Arranged!Marriage/Forced!Relationship  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Hotch and his team catch a case involving decapitations, grave desecration, and Latin. Preseries both shows. ... 7,000+
Gen  Het  Sam/OFC  Crossover  Abused!Sam  asshole!John  Abusive!John  Pre-Series  AU!Pre-Series  Parent/Guardian!Sam  Agent/Police!Sam  archiveofourown  Short  5000+  hurt!Sam  Local!LEOS/FBI  SPN!AU  Hospitalized!Boys  Outsider!POV  Abused  Agent/Police  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  TV!Show-Criminal!Minds 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Lost & Found
Must be a member to read ...... Just weeks ago, John Winchester
was killed by the elusive yellow-eyed demon. Before smoking out of its
meatsuit, the creature said some things to Dean, things that went
against everything the young hunter has ever known. But all demons lie,
right? Dean barely remembers its words as the devastation of losing his
father consumes him. Since the elder Winchester's death, Dean has been
on a downward spiral. He continues to hunt—the only solid thing he has
left in his life—but mixing booze with the job isn't one of the best
choices he's ever made. The morning after a hunt-gone-wrong with a
werewolf, he receives an unexpected letter. What he finds at the other
end of it is about to prove that not all demons lie. – Alternate
Universe // Dean is 26. Sam is 22. ... 79,283
Gen  Pre-Series  AU!Pre-Series  SPN!AU  Separated!Boys  hurt!Sam  Mute!Sam  Powers!Sam  hurt!Dean  Bonding  Angst  Torture  Deal  75000+  Epic  archiveofourown  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  Abused!Sam  Mute  Abused  Demon!Dean  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  AU!Not!Raised!By!John  AU!Raised!Apart  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Ellen!Harvelle  Character-Ash  Character-Yellow!Eyed!Demon  Kitten/Cat 
september 2015 by chellexxx
The Best Gift Of All
Sam runs away from and abusive relationship, taking his
daughter with him. On the road and trying to get as far as possible on
limited funds, his car breaks down. Against his better judgment, Dean, a
mostly retired hunter and the town mechanic, offers to let them stay
with him until repairs can be made. Hurt/comfort, schmoop, domestic fic,
X-mas, HEA.
Slash  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Mechanic  Mechanic!Dean  Parent/Guardian!Sam  Kid!fic  Angst  Schmoop  Domestic!fic  Christmas  Romance  livejournal  pdf/mobi  Epic  Ghost  hurt!Dean  Leg!broken/injured  Living!Together  Sam/OMC  Abused!Sam  hurt!Sam  SPN!AU  Hunter!Dean  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  AU!Not!Brothers  150000+  archiveofourown 
january 2015 by chellexxx
The Whole Truth And Nothing But
After being hit with a truth spell Sam's forced to reveal some
shattering things about himself, including that he was raped and that he
loves Dean like no brother should love his sibling, he runs away. Dean
manages to find him almost a year later and now his younger brother is
addicted to heroin and is into self-harm. Sam can't believe that Dean
feels the same about him and feels like Dean only pities him. Dean has
to use a spell on Sam before Sam realizes Dean feels the same and with
time and love Dean convinces Sam that they share a special bond. .....
archiveofourown  Long  25000+  Abused!Sam  Angst  Bottom!Sam  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Self!Harm  drugged!Sam  pining!Sam  Memories/Flashback  hurt!Sam  Non-Con  Confession  First!Time  Sam/Dean  Under!the!Influence  Spell/Curse  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Addiction  Addict!Sam  Separated!Boys  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Witch/Warlock  Cursed!Sam  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Can't!Lie  Character-Bobby!Singer 
march 2014 by chellexxx
Babe in the Woods
Sam goes out drinking alone and ends up regretting it in ways he could never imagine.
Season!Undefined  Short  1000+  livejournal  hurt!Sam  Non-Con  Abused!Sam  Abducted!Sam  Abducted  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Separated!Boys  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
march 2014 by chellexxx
Tell Me Your Secrets
Sam activates his Winchester luck by inadvertently touching
some cursed bones. Dean is left with the task of rescuing his brother.
(Set in season 8, warned for sexual situations and swearing. Contains
gratuitous Sammy torture. Death!fic - sort of).
livejournal  Sam/Jess  Non-Con  Death!fic  Long  25000+  Abused!Sam  Angst  Torture  hurt!Sam  Case!fic  Season!8  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
march 2014 by chellexxx
Dean needs a new protective sigil tattoo, and he visits the
tattoo artist other hunters recommend--the only person in the area who's
precise enough for the work. Getting two words in a row out of the guy
is hard labor, but undeniably worth it in the end.
Tattoo  1000+  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Angst  Self!Harm  PTSD  Insecurity  Abused!Sam  hurt!Sam  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
march 2014 by chellexxx
Daddy, Please, No
After Mary's death, John is very lonely, and he can't help but
notice how attracted he is to Sam (who is eight). So, feeling absolutely
disgusted with himself, John attempts to drink his feelings away. But
that doesn't help; only makes them stronger, and harder to control. One
night, while he's drunk out of his mind, he goes into Sam's room and
starts touching him. And once he's started, he does it every night, his
actions getting bolder until he finally rapes Sam (who is now eleven).
After the rape, Sam becomes anti-social, and jumpy. He won't let anyone
but John touch him (only because he's scared to flinch away from John).
Not even Dean. And Dean noticed it, and goes to investigate, trying to
get Sam to open up to him. And when he doesn't, he scopes out his room
at night, finally catching John in the act. Once John's been caught,
Dean takes Sam and runs to Bobby's house ...... 46,000+
pdf/mobi  pining!OC  pining!Sam  Angst  Long  livejournal  35000+  kick!ass!Dean  Hunter  Abducted!Sam  Abducted  Bottom!Sam  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Abused!Sam  Non-Con  hurt!Sam  asshole!John  Sam/Dean  Teenchesters  Weechesters  Slash  Pre-Series  Abusive!John  Separated!Boys  SPN!AU  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  AU!Not!Raised!By!John  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-John!Winchester 
february 2014 by chellexxx
Worth the Price?
Dean's always hustled for their living. And he was getting
pretty good at it. But not everyone is a good loser and Dean's
discovered being good at one thing meant being tragically wrong about
the other. And when the healing begins, will the boys find their way
back to each other? 165,409
PTSD  Torture  Bottom!Sam  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt!Dean  Emotionally!hurt  hurt!Dean  Porn  pdf/mobi  Non-Con  Epic  150000+  samdean.archive  Abducted!Sam  Abused!Dean  Abducted  Abducted!Dean  Abused!Sam  hurt!Sam  Angst  Season!1  First!Time  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Deleted!Fic!or!Author  Character-John!Winchester 
january 2014 by chellexxx
Saving You, Saving Me
The first time Dean lays eyes on the merman imprisoned and on
display in an aquarium at a seedy night club, he can't help being drawn
to him. Though they can't communicate, a bond is formed between them and
he finds it harder and harder to leave Sam in the hands of the
merciless bastards using him. 100,000
pdf/mobi  Abducted!Sam  Royal!Jared  Royalty  Abused!Sam  Bottom!Sam  100000+  Epic  livejournal  hurt!Dean  Non-Con  Voyeurism  Angst  hurt!Sam  Slash  SPN!AU  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Mermaid!Sam  Hunter!Dean  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  AU!Not!Brothers  archiveofourown 
january 2014 by chellexxx
Deadly Innocence
The shapeshifter didn't die and instead kidnapped Sam, taking
off with him. Dean at first doesn't realise Sam has been taken and takes
him a while to realise who has Sam. The shifter keeps Dean's form and
keeps Sam underground as his sex toy. Months pass and Sam learns
fighting is useless, and the only way to survive is to obey 'Dean'
without question, the shifter is clearly obsessed with Sam and Sam ends
up with Stockholm Syndrome, almost falling in love with the Shifter.
When Dean *finally* finds Sam, rescuing Sam won't be easy, since Sam
isn't sure he wants to be rescued.
Dub-Con  Bottom!Sam  Trapped  Abducted  hurt!Sam  Non-Con  Angst  Season!1  Sam/Dean  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Length!Unknown  livejournal  Skin  Shifter  Abducted!Sam  Abused!Sam  Shifter!Dean  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
october 2013 by chellexxx
When a group of vampires take Sam prisoner, they want a little more than just his blood...
pdf/mobi  Emotionally!hurt  Length!Unknown  Non-Con  drugged!Sam  Vampire  Angst  Abducted  hurt!Sam  dreamwidth  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Abducted!Sam  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Abused!Sam  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
october 2013 by chellexxx
Vengeance: punishment inflicted in retaliation for an injury or
offense. Dean and Sam are about to learn the meaning of the word well.
Hurt, Limp, and Abused!Sam, Over Protective and Fired up Pissed!Dean
Abused!Sam  Torture  Angst  kick!ass!Dean  hurt!Sam  25000+  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Long  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
october 2013 by chellexxx
The Very Dark Wincest Post
A friend calls Sam back to Stanford to investigate a series of
disappearances, but before Sam can start to investigate, he is kidnapped
by the culprit, a man with a connection to Sam's past.
Bondage  Bottom!Sam  20000+  PTSD  Season!1  Emotionally!hurt  Torture  Abducted  Non-Con  hurt!Sam  Angst  livejournal  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Long  Abducted!Sam  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Abused!Sam  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Friends!From!Stanford  Character-John!Winchester 
october 2013 by chellexxx
Bound to Blame
" dad does, too. You don't want to see him when he's drinking." Teenchester, minor hurt!Sam, Sam's POV. 5,437
5000+  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  asshole!John  hurt!Sam  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Abused!Sam  Abusive!John  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Character-John!Winchester 
october 2013 by chellexxx
Sweet Child of Mine
Bobby didn’t always agree with John’s parenting, didn’t trust
that the way those boys were raised wouldn’t ruin them, but he did
always make sure they were safe. Bobby couldn’t even manage to do that
20000+  Outsider!POV  POV!Bobby  Angst  Bullies  Hospital  Resouled  Memories/Flashback  hurt!Sam  611  Non-Con  livejournal  Alternate!Universe  Weechesters  Pre-Series  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Long  Abused!Sam  Hospitalized!Boys  Absent!John  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Death  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-John!Winchester 
september 2013 by chellexxx
The Agonizing Shame
Dean and John go on a hunt, and Sam is left to fend for himself
when the curious motel manager notices he's without company. He manages
to escape, but not without lasting side effects. Abused!Limp!Sam
Age15/16. Dark. Contains abuse

Sequel to "The Agonizing Shame." Sam is dealing with the aftermath of
months of abuse inflicted by Larry. Dean and John are there to help but,
when things go wrong, will it be enough? Hurt!Sam
50000+  Emotionally!hurt  Abducted  Non-Con  Neglect  Angst  Motel/Hotel  hurt!Sam  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Long  Abducted!Sam  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Abused!Sam  Separated!Boys  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-John!Winchester 
september 2013 by chellexxx
Chance is but another one of Fate's Playmates
Weechester fic. One night, two men storm the Winchester
household kidnapping the youngest and leaving the other for dead. Will
John find Sammy in time or does fate have other plans for the child?
Hurt Sam/Hurt Dean Scared/Fatherly John
Abused!Sam  Angst  hurt!Dean  hurt!Sam  Abducted  100000+  Pre-Series  Weechesters  Gen  Epic  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-John!Winchester 
september 2013 by chellexxx
Love is All That Matters
Set after IMTOD while the boys are staying at Bobby's. Dean and
Sam Colbert, doesn't sound nearly as cool as Winchester. The boys learn
that you don't have to share blood in order to be family.
HurtProtectiveSamHurtProtectiveDeanOCAngstChild AbuseTheme
Abused!Sam  50000+  hurt!Dean  hurt!Sam  Season!2  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Long  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  In!My!Time!of!Dying  Character-Bobby!Singer 
september 2013 by chellexxx
Semper Familia
When his dad comes back into the clearing with a scrawny kid
he's just bought in tow, Dean isn't surprised. He knows Lilim aren't
human, that they're creatures, like witches or wendigo. But the kid that
John's got by the arm, who's pulled as far away from Dean's dad as
possible without actually trying to get his arm back, the kid whose eyes
don't leave John and are bright with fear, the kid who looks like he
hasn't eaten in a couple of days and is obviously favoring his left
leg... This kid looks an awful lot like a person. And what's more, he's
the same age Sammy would have been. ..... 130,072
Angst  Emotionally!hurt  Abducted  100000+  hurt!Sam  Pre-Series  Teenchesters  archiveofourown  Gen  Epic  Abducted!Sam  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  AU!Pre-Series  Hunter  hurt!Dean  asshole!John  Slave!fic  Abused!Sam  Beaten  kick!ass!Dean  Amnesia  Amnesia!Sam  Absent!John  Domestic!fic  Christmas  SPN!AU  Hunter!Dean  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  AU!Not!Raised!By!John  AU!Raised!Apart  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Ash  Character-Jo!Harvelle  Character-Missouri!Moseley  Character-Yellow!Eyed!Demon 
september 2013 by chellexxx
Hidden Truths
Set after the phone call with Dean in Season 7 episode 14 when
Dean asks Sam what in the world the clowns did to him. Sam has a secret
he's never told anyone, and when he sees a clown at Plucky's, his world
begins to spiral out of control. Warnings for self-harm and discussion
of past sexual abuse. Hurt/Limp!Sam Protective/BigBrother!Dean ...
20,330 Sequel WIP  Season!7  PTSD  livejournal  !Clown  20000+  714  Non-Con  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Sam  Long  Abused!Sam  Depraved!Humans  Self!Harm  Depression  Emotionally!hurt  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Angst  sick!Sam  Hidden!Illness/Injury  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
may 2013 by chellexxx
Lost Time
Sam Burton has an average life, a foul-mouthed sister, and a
dream of putting his past behind him. All of that changes when Dean
Winchester comes to stay. 194,930....
livejournal  Season!5  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Slash  Angst  SPN!AU  Abused!Sam  Memories/Flashback  archiveofourown  150000+  Epic  Abused  SPN  AU!Not!Brothers  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster 
february 2013 by chellexxx
Teacher's Pet
Sam is kidnapped and the hunting community, headed by Dean and
John, band together to find him. Four days after he's taken, Sam
stumbles out of the woods beaten, bruised and broken and reminds Dean
and John that not all evil is supernatural.
archiveofourown  !School  Teacher  Bottom!Sam  Angst  Abducted  Non-Con  hurt!Sam  75000+  livejournal  First!Time  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  Epic  Abducted!Sam  Abused!Sam  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Ellen!Harvelle  Character-Jo!Harvelle 
august 2012 by chellexxx
Humpty Dumpty had a Great Fall
Both brothers are running on empty, it was just a matter of
time before one of them fell. Would they be able to put the pieces back
together again?
pdf/mobi  Abused!Sam  Vet/Animal!Shelter  Ghost  Torture  PTSD  Cabin!fic  Non-Con  713  Season!7  Memories/Flashback  Gen  Angst  livejournal  20000+  hurt!Sam  SPN!Non-AU  Long  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Lucifer  Character-Joshua 
august 2012 by chellexxx
Paper Angels
Dean wonders if there is any good left in the world, after Sam is attacked on Christmas Eve and is left fighting for his life.
Gen  Christmas  Emotionally!hurt  Beaten  hurt!Sam  15000+  Season!2  SPN!Non-AU  Long  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Abused!Sam  Hospitalized!Boys  Hospital  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
february 2012 by chellexxx
Bruises of the Body, Heart and Soul
One would think that it would be safe to go from the bar to the Impala without a problem in Elkhart, Indiana.
livejournal  Angst  hurt!Sam  Non-Con  Sam/Dean  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  1000+  Established!Relationship  Short  Abused!Sam  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
october 2011 by chellexxx
To Fight in the Shade
During a hot summer in a cabin in a remote part of Alabama,
John trains Sam and Dean for their future as hunters. Dad expects the
boys to pay attention and work hard. Dean loves hunting and is happy as
can be. The only thing that makes him mad is the fact that Sam is as
unhappy as he can be because Sam doesnt love hunting or anything to do
with it. To Sam, its the summer from hell because the only thing he
wants to do is go to school and play soccer. But theyre not in school,
and Dad thinks soccer will attract the wrong type of attention so hes
forbidden soccer to Sam. 52,675
pdf/mobi  Abused!Sam  Sport  asshole!John  sick!Sam  Bed!Sharing  Beaten  Angst  Cabin!fic  Big!Bang  Training  Gen  Teenchesters  50000+  livejournal  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Sam  Pre-Series  Long  Football  Football!Player!Sam  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-John!Winchester 
september 2011 by chellexxx
Ignorance Is Bliss
John has to go on a hunt and leaves Sam and Dean with a woman
he promises isn't a 'replacement for their mother'. But regrets it when
he finds out she'd been hurting both of his sons to the point where
their lives are at risk
Abused!Dean  Abused!Sam  Gen  Weechesters  hurt!Dean  OFC  25000+  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Sam  Pre-Series  Long  Absent!John  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-John!Winchester 
august 2011 by chellexxx
Sam's Hell
Sam can't take it anymore, he wouldn't let that man hurt him again. prison Major hurt/Sam, protective/Dean.
Gen  503  Non-Con  Prison/Jail  Season!5  1000+  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Sam  Short  Abused!Sam  AU!Season!5  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Castiel 
july 2011 by chellexxx
The Color of Harmony
'The current battle though, seemed to only be escalating.
Castiel was having trouble standing in the shadows while Dean continued
to tear his baby brother's heart to pieces.' 2,585
hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Abused!Sam  Sam/Castiel  Season!5  First!Time  guilty!Dean  1000+  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  asshole!Dean  Short  Abusive!Dean  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Castiel 
july 2011 by chellexxx
To Hold Back Tears
After multiple times of seeing this interaction between the
brothers, Castiel could no longer stand back and wonder why Sam seemed
so reluctant to discuss his childhood. 3,900
hurt!Sam  Abused!Sam  Sam/Castiel  Established!Relationship  Season!5  Memories/Flashback  Beaten  Confession  1000+  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  asshole!John  Short  Abusive!John  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Character-Castiel  Character-John!Winchester 
july 2011 by chellexxx
abused sam
15 yr old Sam adores his brother. Worships him. He and Dean are
close as two brothers can be. Closer even, since they have been lovers
since Sam was 14. Dean adores Sam and Sam knows that Dean does
everything to protect him, and Sam often wished he could protect Dean
better, pay him back. That why he's never told Dean about the abuse.
Dean likes to think he knwos everything about Sam, prides himself on it.
But he doesn't know that Sam is being sexually abused, has been for
years. Sam keeps his mouth shut because his abuser has threatened to
hurt Dean, and this is the only way Sam can protect Dean, so he'll take
it, for Dean. But Dean isn't dumb, he kows something is wrong with his
Sammy, and he's gonna find out what it is, and if Sam's been hurt,
they'll be hell to pay...
5000+  Established!Relationship  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  Non-Con  SPN!Non-AU  livejournal  hurt!Sam  Short  Sam/Dean  Abused!Sam  Slash  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Pastor!Jim 
july 2011 by chellexxx
Fix You
After Sam starts tutoring a football player's girlfriend and
she starts cheating on said boyfriend with Dean , Sam ends up on the
receiving end of bullying that escalates out of control. Dean tries to
put the pieces of his brother back together again.
!School  Dean/ofc  Bullies  First!Time  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  Angst  1000+  Non-Con  Sam/Dean  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Sam  Short  Abused!Sam  Slash  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
june 2011 by chellexxx
All is Fine
With 19 year-old Dean away, bullies at school are making sams
life hard, especially as he tries to hide it from his family. But what
happens when it all comes to light?
Beaten  Hunt  !School  15000+  Bullies  hurt!Sam  Gen  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  SPN!Non-AU  Long  Abused!Sam  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-John!Winchester 
may 2011 by chellexxx
A Father's Mistake
John learns of something that happened to Sam as a teenager.
What does he do when confronted with the person who hurt his son?
OMC  Bar  Gen  Memories/Flashback  Non-Con  POV!John  Angst  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Sam  1000+  Short  Abused!Sam  Outsider!POV  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-John!Winchester 
may 2011 by chellexxx
Finders Keepers
There are some people who just never learned it isn't nice to take things that don't belong to them.
Dark fic. Unwanted touching
Non-Con  Ghost  Angst  Abducted  Torture  hurt!Sam  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  25000+  Long  Abducted!Sam  Abused!Sam  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer 
april 2011 by chellexxx
Behind Those Eyes
The instincts that raised the hackles on the back of one's
neck, that warned one when something was watching... I knew with that
extra sense that I wasn't alone. Pre-Season: hurt!Sam, angst!everyone.
Outsider POV, sort-of. 26,888
Gen  Outsider!POV  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  25000+  Angst  SPN!Non-AU  asshole!John  hurt!Sam  Long  Shifter  Abused!Sam  Abusive!John  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Pastor!Jim 
march 2011 by chellexxx
A Moment Lost In Time
Rape. Emotional trauma...let's just say things went a little
different in my version of Folsom Prison Blues. Sam is raped and dean
helps with the recovery AU..
Alternate!Universe  Gen  Folsom!Prison!Blues  hurt!sam  Non-Con  Prison/Jail  guilty!Dean  Season!2  5000+  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Abused!Sam  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
february 2011 by chellexxx
Evil is Man
After a hunt goes wrong, Sam tries to escape with a bit of
liquor and a game of pool and learns that demons just dont take defeat
easily! Limp!Sam and Overprotective!Dean!.
Bar  Beaten  kick!ass!Dean  Demon  Pool  drunk!Sam  10000+  SPN!Non-AU  Angst  Gen  hurt!Sam  Abducted  Short  Abducted!Sam  Abused!Sam  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
january 2011 by chellexxx
Social Services
Dean 16 - Sam 12 - Dean and Sam are left in a motel room and
social services finds them. They are brought to new parents who aren't
very nice. 7,467
Demon  Non-Con  Local!LEOS/FBI  hurt!Sam  CPS  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Pre-Series  Teenchesters  5000+  Short  Abused!Sam  Foster!Care  Absent!John  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-John!Winchester 
december 2010 by chellexxx
Live To Regret It
A visit to Bobby's after Dean is hurt brings a chance
encounter. Dean learns of a secret Sam has and reacts in typical Dean
style. Set S5 after they start hunting together again. Tension builds.
Hurt/Sam,Angsty/Protective Dean. 30,634
Hunt  Season!5  Angst  asshole!John  Ghost  Memories/Flashback  Hunter  25000+  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Sam  Gen  Long  Abused!Sam  pdf/mobi  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Mary!Winchester 
december 2010 by chellexxx
Sweet Bird Of Youth
Sam and Dean visit Bobby to research a recent rash of shape
shifter attacks. Little do they know, a trap lies waiting for one of
them. 7,268
Abused!Sam  Established!Relationship  Sam/Dean  Angst  pining!OC  Non-Con  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Dean  hurt!Sam  Shifter  Slash  Season!3  drugged!Sam  Bottom!Sam  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer 
december 2010 by chellexxx
Sins of the Father
Preparing for a hunt brings back haunting memories for Sam, and
forces Dean to decide if he can trust the man Sam has become. 10,062
Season!3  asshole!John  Hunt  Case!fic  10000+  Non-Con  Beaten  Angst  Hunter  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Sam  Gen  Memories/Flashback  Short  Abused!Sam  guilty!Dean  pdf/mobi  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-John!Winchester 
december 2010 by chellexxx
You Didn’t Know and Now You Just Don’t Know…but I’m Okay with that as Long as You’re Here
Sam didn’t know when it had begun, just that it had. It
followed him for most of his childhood, all his teenage years, and
through much of his young adult life. When he finally came to terms with
the emotional backlash it wasn’t because Dean learned the truth. It was
just that Sam learned to live with Dean not knowing the truth. Written
for Hurt Comfort Bingo.
pining!OC  Unrequited  1000+  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  Memories/Flashback  Non-Con  SPN!Non-AU  First!Time  Angst  asshole!John  livejournal  hurt!Sam  Short  Abused!Sam  Abusive!John  pdf/mobi  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Deleted!Fic!or!Author  Character-John!Winchester 
december 2010 by chellexxx
Pieces of Us
John Winchester loved his son, Dean, desired him and cherished
him. He was the perfect boy. John Winchester despised his offspring,
Sam, hated him with a passion because of how his late wife and now his
eldest boy loved the whore. So, John took his due from the slut and made
sure that Sam understood that it was all his fault.
1000+  First!Time  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  Non-Con  Slash  Angst  SPN!Non-AU  asshole!John  livejournal  hurt!Sam  Short  Abused!Sam  Abusive!John  pdf/mobi  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Deleted!Fic!or!Author  Character-John!Winchester 
december 2010 by chellexxx
Shadows and Sunshine Land
There's a new case to solve, nothing between them has been fixed, and Dean is finally pushed too far.
Abused!Sam  hurt!Sam  guilty!Sam  Case!fic  livejournal  Gen  Asylum  Dream/Nightmare  5000+  Season!1  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
november 2010 by chellexxx
The Missing
'Sam wonders if Chet kept the others this long and if they
wished for death, too. He thinks that if he could talk to Dean maybe
he'd tell him that he's already too late.'
2 sequels
10000+  livejournal  Paralysis  SPN!Non-AU  Torture  Angst  Gen  hurt!Sam  Abducted  Short  Abducted!Sam  Abused!Sam  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
november 2010 by chellexxx
Non Timebo Mala
Title Translation: I Will Fear No Evil. Waking up tied to a bed
is never a good thing, as Sam is about to find out. Where the heck is
Dean? 6,918
Gen  Abused!Sam  5000+  Angst  asshole!Dean  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Dean  livejournal  hurt!Sam  Short  Possessed!Dean  Abusive!Dean  Season!Undefined  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Meg 
november 2010 by chellexxx
Black Skies and Troubled Hangovers
It's one o'clock in the morning, he's pretty sure it's still
Saturday but one things for sure Sam knows that being tied to a bed butt
naked can't be a good sign. Dark-fic.
Gen  Season!3  hurt!sam  Abducted  Non-Con  OFC  Bondage  5000+  SPN!Non-AU  Short  Abducted!Sam  Abused!Sam  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
november 2010 by chellexxx
Facing the Demon
Dean saw Sam flinch, and it was at that moment when he understood Sam's apprehension about coming here.'
Season!1  Secret  guilty!Dean  Angst  OMC  Beaten  Memories/Flashback  1000+  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Sam  Short  Abused!Sam  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
november 2010 by chellexxx
Monster Lake
A childhood meeting long forgotten and now turned obsession
could turn deadly when both brothers fail to remember a face from their
past. Drownings in Lake Champlain bring them to an investigation where
Dean picks up a stalker and Sam a deadly enemy..
Jealous!OC  Season!Undefined  Case!fic  25000+  sick!Sam  SPN!Non-AU  Angst  Slash  Gen  hurt!Sam  Abducted  Long  Abducted!Sam  Abused!Sam  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
november 2010 by chellexxx
His Fury
Angst ridden story time! Abusive!Dean! Character death ad heart wretching drama! One sided Sam/Dean! Don't like? 1,794
Sad  guilty!Dean  Slash  Sam/Dean  Death!fic  Season!4  1000+  Non-Con  Angst  asshole!Dean  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Sam  Short  Abused!Sam  Abusive!Dean  Abused  Suicide  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
october 2010 by chellexxx
Playing Monsters
It was just a game ... a game that those boys used to play.
They'd pretend that they were monster hunters, that they were some kind
of heroes. The problem was that they started to believe that all of that
nonsense was real, you see? 2,769
Powers!Sam  Sam/John  Angst  Death!fic  asshole!John  hurt!Sam  Non-Con  Outsider!POV  1000+  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  livejournal  First!Time  Short  Abused!Sam  AU!Pre-Series  Abusive!John  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Meg 
october 2010 by chellexxx
Falling Through The Cracks
Sam is fourteen when he is sent into foster care, the 'family'
he lands up with beat and rape him. How will John and Dean save the
youngest member of their family when they don’t even know what happened?
Warning! Dark fic, contains rape, abuse. 5,944
Beaten  Angst  CPS  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  Non-Con  5000+  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  hurt!Sam  Short  Abused!Sam  Foster!Care  Separated!Boys  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
october 2010 by chellexxx
Different Kinds of Evil
Dean is eighteen and Sam is fourteen. After Sam meets a friend
on the internet, the Winchester's lean that supernatural beings aren't
the only dangers in the world 35,212
Angst  35000+  Pre-Series  Teenchesters  Non-Con  Text/Email/Internet  Abducted  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  hurt!Sam  Long  Abducted!Sam  Abused!Sam  Depraved!Humans  Abused  pdf/mobi  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Deleted!Fic!or!Author  Character-John!Winchester 
october 2010 by chellexxx
Sam has always been a disappointment in his fathers eyes. After
a hunt gone wrong, will John ever look at his youngest the same again?
Will Sam survive Johns anger and beat-down? 28,795
Abused!Sam  Spell/Curse  Possessed!OC  Cabin!fic  Trapped  Beaten  GSW  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  Sad  25000+  Angst  SPN!Non-AU  asshole!John  Gen  hurt!Dean  hurt!Sam  Long  Abusive!John  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Pastor!Jim 
october 2010 by chellexxx
Not What It Seems
One of Sam's premonitions leads them to an orphanage, where
Dean finds out that Sam's been keeping things from him.

Sam had only been scared of another human once in his life. What will
happen when he's reunited with the man responsible for his fear?
Vision  15000+  Angst  Season!1  Case!fic  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  hurt!Sam  Memories/Flashback  Long  Powers!Sam  Abused!Sam  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
september 2010 by chellexxx
Sammy was tainted now, and Dean had never regretted anything more than letting him go over to Max Anderson's
Angst  25000+  Teenchesters  Pre-Series  Non-Con  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  hurt!Sam  Long  Abused!Sam  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
september 2010 by chellexxx
John regularly leaves 12 year old Sam at a neighbour's when he and Dean go on a hunt. This is a mistake.
guilty!John  Neighbour  1000+  Weechesters  Pre-Series  Beaten  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  hurt!Sam  Short  Abused!Sam  Absent!John  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-John!Winchester 
september 2010 by chellexxx
Kill For You
John started hitting Sam when he was only thirteen. A year
later, Dean finds out the hard way. Will he rid Sam of his father? Is it
too late to undo the damage? 12,561
kick!ass!Dean  10000+  Angst  SPN!Non-AU  asshole!John  Gen  hurt!Sam  Short  Abused!Sam  Abusive!John  Pre-Series  Teenchesters  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Character-John!Winchester 
september 2010 by chellexxx
A Winchester Hit
Dean gets called to Sam's school while their father is away,
what did Sam do? Dean can't imagine that his brother, geek-boy
extraordinary would do anything, but sometimes others will. Rated K for
sexual themes and language in parts.
Teenchesters  Caught  Non-Con  Teacher  1000+  Pre-Series  !School  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  hurt!Sam  Short  Abused!Sam  Depraved!Humans  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
september 2010 by chellexxx
Sam 17 Dean 22. Someone thinks Sam is a good model for a portrait and Sam really needs some money. 21,274
Teenchesters  Pre-Series  !School  20000+  Model!Sam  SPN!Non-AU  Torture  Angst  Gen  hurt!Sam  Abducted  Long  Abducted!Sam  Abused!Sam  Depraved!Humans  Model  Abused  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-John!Winchester 
september 2010 by chellexxx
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