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In retrospect (I’d rather have been a poet. Or a farmer.)
“It’s in the car,” Jared said, slightly sheepishly.
Jensen’s look spoke volumes.
“What? It was just an errand.” Jared said, shrugging. “You shouldn’t need automatic weapons just to go to the bank. And anyway. You always do the shooting. I do the talking. The planning. The charming.”
Jensen snorted indelicately. “Thank you, 007.”
23,533
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  Big!Bang  20000+  Long  archiveofourown  Undercover/Secret!Identity  Agent/Police!Jensen  Agent/Police!Jared  kick!ass!Jensen  kick!ass!Jared  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  First!Time  Jared/Alexis  Person-Alexis!Bledel  Abducted  Abducted!Jensen  Person-Steve!Carlson  Jensen/Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  Jensen/Steve  Non-Con  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Jensen  Abused  Abused!Jensen  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  top!Jared  Spies  Slow!Burn 
may 2017 by chellexxx
Ridin' the Storm Out
Jensen hasn't had the best of luck in love so when his best friend Christian wants to set him up on a blind date with his buddy Jared, he decides to go ahead and give it a shot. When the night ends up a disaster he falls right back into the arms of his abusive ex-boyfriend. Will they be able to get through to Jensen before it's too late? Will he even want them to? You'll have to read it to find out!
34,606
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Jensen  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Julie!McNiven  Abused  Abused!Jensen  Domestic!Violence  Person-Tom!Welling  Jensen/Tom  Angst  25000+  Long  archiveofourown 
april 2017 by chellexxx
Debts Owed, Lives Gambled
Jared Packalecki’s life is rudely interrupted when his father
“loans” him to a ruthless casino owner in exchange for canceling his
debt to the establishment. The young man reluctantly goes after his
father threatens to hand over his little sister instead. When Jared
meets Jensen Ackles, owner of The Open Road Casino, he is prepared to
hate the man who took his father’s offer and now essentially owns him
for the next six months. Jensen is rumored to be one of the most
cold-hearted men in the gambling business. But Jared soon learns that
appearances can be deceiving. .... 271,313
RPS  RPS!AU  RPS!Family  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Bottom!Jared  Virginity  hurt!Jared  Non-Con  Arranged!Marriage/Forced!Relationship  Romance  Angst  Bondage  asshole!Jensen  200000+  Epic  archiveofourown  Hurt/Sick!Boys  One!Hates!The!Other!At!First  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Aldis!Hodge  Person-Mark!Pellegrino  Person-Samantha!Smith  Person-Misha!Collins  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  Wealthy!Jensen  Abducted  Abused  Abducted!Jensen  hurt!Jensen  Abused!Jared  Abused!Jensen  Kink-Toys  Kink-Obedience  D/s 
september 2015 by chellexxx
We Were Here
Spring 1994. When a silver Lexus pulls up to the curb
sixteen-year-old Jensen thinks it’s just another job, thinks he’ll crawl
out of the backseat with someone’s taste in his mouth, a wad of bills
in his hands and another memory he doesn’t want. He thinks he’ll return
to his silent and trusting Jared with someone else’s scent on his skin
and tomorrow’s meal in his pocket. It’s just a job, just another job…
RPS  Slash  RPS!AU  Jared/Jensen  Prostitution/Hustling  First!Time  Angst  hurt!Jared  Big!Bang  Mute!Jared  Homeless!Jensen  Homeless!Jared  Abused!Jensen  Abused!Jared  livejournal  Length!Unknown  hurt!Jensen  Depraved!Humans  Homeless  Mute  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
september 2014 by chellexxx
Fighting For Him
28-year-old Jensen Ackles is fighting to escape his memories of
pain and abuse. He longs for someone who will love him, someone he can
trust. Someone like the mysterious soldier he’s been dreaming of since
childhood. Can the ghost of an ancestor who shares his name help him
while also fulfilling a promise he made 151 years ago? ... Captain Jared
Padalecki awakened in a world that was not his own. Before he can try
to sort things out, the spirit of his lover urges him to save a young
man from a murderer’s bullet: a young man who bears an amazing
resemblance to his lover, Jensen. ..... As Jensen’s past catches up to
him and puts his life in danger, Jared realizes he is falling for the
battered young man. The soldier realizes that to be true to himself, he
must fight for this boy even if it means making a choice that will break
his own heart. .... 145,501
Armed!Forces!Jared  RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Big!Bang  archiveofourown  100000+  Epic  Abused!Jensen  hurt!Jensen  Armed!Forces  top!Jared  Time!Travel  Memories/Flashback  Non-Con  Angst  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles 
september 2014 by chellexxx
Shadows in His Eyes
For K-9 Officer Jared Padalecki, transferring from the San
Antonio police department to the elite L.A.P.D. was a dream come true.
He nearly forgets he’s in Hollywood until he responds to a 911 call that
brings him to the home of actor Jensen Ackles. It appeared that Jensen
had it all – a career was on fire and a loving, long-term relationship
with his partner, Mark. But then Jared uncovers the truth that Jensen
had been trying to hide, and the illusion comes crashing down. Can Jared
help Jensen break free of a life he’s convinced he deserves before it’s
too late, and in the process help them both find love? ... 45,121
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Agent/Police!Jared  Actor!Jensen  Famous/notFamous  Famous!Jensen  hurt!Jensen  Abused!Jensen  hurt!Jared  Dog/Puppy  Jensen/omc  pdf/mobi  livejournal  Long  35000+  pining!Jared  Bottom!Jared  Actor  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Agent/Police  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
july 2014 by chellexxx
Burn the Land and Boil the Sea
Eight years ago, Jared spent his entire summer on a tropical
island off the coast of Mexico with Jensen. He fell head over heels for
Jensen, but their lives were going separate directions at the end of the
summer, and they never quite got together. Jensen left for Greenpeace
and Jared went off to college—but he never truly got over Jensen. Now,
in present day, Jared is a marine biologist working on a project in the
gorgeous panhandle of Alaska. He’s amazed to discover the captain of the
ship he’s chartered is none other than Jensen Ackles himself. Jared’s
overjoyed, but Jensen is less than thrilled—he’s a changed man since
that summer so long ago; withdrawn, passionless and solitary. Still
something of the bond between them remains, and neither of them seem to
be able to escape its pull completely. When Jared’s project leads them
into danger and leaves them running and fighting for their lives,
Jensen’s secrets begin to come out, drawing them back together 54,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/1795855?view_full_work=true
RPS  Slash  RPS!AU  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Previous!Relationship  Memories/Flashback  Bottom!Jared  Abused!Jensen  hurt!Jensen  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  pining!Jared  Long  50000+  Big!Bang  archiveofourown  livejournal  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Misha!Collins 
june 2014 by chellexxx
Get No Harder
It was the summer that made coming back to life worthwhile.
Based off of Farmer's Daughter, which is a terrible, terrible country
song. 39,000
RPS  RPS!AU  RPS!Family  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Bottom!Jared  Slow!Burn  Romance  Schmoop  Addiction  Addict!Jensen  Ranch/Farm  Boss/employee  Student!Jared  hurt!Jensen  Abused!Jensen  25000+  livejournal  Long  pdf/mobi  Boss!Jared  Rancher/Cowboy!Jensen  Rancher/Cowboy!Jared  Rancher/Cowboy  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
may 2014 by chellexxx
Teaching Him to Trust
Jensen's a rock & roll star looking for a break after some
setbacks & an encounter with a crazed fan sends him back home to San
Francisco after 10 years away. Jared's a young man hiding inside
himself after escaping a childhood of horror. Protecting Jared from a
street gang that's stalking the church shelter that helped turn Jensen's
life around years earlier he forms a bond of protection for the silent,
scarred young man that slowly turns to more when Jared's nightmare
returns in the form of the man who kidnapped him as a child & is
looking to return Jared back to that life of pain and shame. It's up to
Jensen to teach Jared to trust someone in order to help him protect him
but when a piece of Jensen's past surfaces it becomes a test to see who
must learn to trust because soon the violence & threats escalate and
he must fight more than the legal system or one man's obsession to save
Jared ..... 270,168
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  hurt!Jared  Abused!Jared  Non-Con  Torture  Memories/Flashback  Angst  Musician  Musician!Jensen  Bottom!Jared  sick!Jared  Romance  Famous/notFamous  Famous!Jensen  Abducted  Abducted!Jared  200000+  Epic  archiveofourown  Shy!Jared  Homeless!Jared  hurt!Jensen  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Jared  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Possessive!Jensen  Abducted!Jensen  Abused!Jensen  Hospitalized!Boys  RPS!Family  PTSD  Depraved!Humans  Homeless  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Christian!Kane  Kitten/Cat 
may 2014 by chellexxx
On The Edge
Warnings (Overall): Homophobic attitudes, bullying, violence,
mentions of past non-con/dub-con. Jensen's never going to be the popular
kid. But his senior year of high school was supposed to be different.
Chad and his goons had backed off - mostly - and Jensen had a guy who
didn't mind putting out every now and then. But then, Misha moves away,
and there's a new guy a school - a guy who seems to rev up the amount of
abuse Jensen faces at school every day, just by being there. But is
Jared all that he seems? Just a homophobic jock and nothing more? Or is
there something else going on behind those hazel eyes? 34,779
RPS  RPS!AU  Slash  HighSchool!AU  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  hurt!Jared  hurt!Jensen  Abused!Jensen  Angst  Non-Con  Bullies  25000+  Long  livejournal  Sport!Jared  pdf/mobi  RPS!Family  Student!Jared  Student!Jensen  Depraved!Humans  Homophobia  Football  Abused  Popular!Jared  Hurt/Sick!Boys  American!Football!Jared  American!Football  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Danneel!Harris/Ackles  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
april 2014 by chellexxx
Free Fall
Jensen was just an out of luck teen hooker until he meets a
kindly john who took him in, but Jeff wanted more than a boyfriend. He
wanted his perfect fantasy. Can Jensen escape the legacy of Jeff’s
influence with the help of friends and a gorgeous cop?
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Abused!Jensen  top!Jared  Long  50000+  livejournal  Agent/Police!Jared  hurt!Jensen  Angst  Hooker!Jensen  Jensen/omc  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  Slash  RPS!AU  RPS  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Agent/Police  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
march 2014 by chellexxx
Stars Fall In
Growing up next door to each other in Calvary, Tennessee, Jared
has known Jensen practically their entire lives. He knows almost
everything there is to know about Jensen, harbors all of Jensen’s
secrets. And that’s why Jared is hellbent on getting Jensen out of
there, before it’s too late. .... 30,790 ....
http://archiveofourown.org/works/1136701?view_adult=true
Shy!Jensen  Romance  Schmoop  Jared/ofc  archiveofourown  Angst  Abused!Jensen  hurt!Jensen  Long  25000+  livejournal  Neighbour  First!Time  Slash  RPS!AU  RPS  Friends!to!Lovers  Abused  Beaten  Depraved!Humans  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence 
january 2014 by chellexxx
Harvester of Sorrow
Being abused by someone who should protect you leaves a scar so
deep it'll never be healed, sometimes all you want to do is die just to
escape the pain. Jensen Ackles knows how it feels, but endures it all
alone. No one knows about the torment he is being put through and he has
no intention of telling anyone. Can he hold on until he can escape or
will he slowly die on the inside and give up in the end? ... 143,164

.... http://fadedsparks.livejournal.com/5797.html?thread=24485
Student!Jared  Student!Jensen  Slash  Heartbreaking  Angst  Romance  Non-Con  RPS!Family  Abused!Jensen  hurt!Jensen  Epic  100000+  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  HighSchool!AU  RPS!AU  RPS  pdf/mobi  livejournal  archiveofourown  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Popular!Jared  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum  Person-Tom!Welling  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Person-Sophia!Bush 
january 2014 by chellexxx
If You're Out There
How do you fight back when you can't seem to find your voice?
Jensen is doing his best to get by in an abusive household while
protecting his younger sister, but as the bruises continue to grow
deeper he doesn’t know how much more he can take. Jared is doing his
best to hold them all together, until Jensen takes matters into his own
hands. Suddenly thrust upon unexpected journeys, Jared and Jensen will
both have to walk alone in order to discover themselves and a way back.
Warnings for drug use, child abuse, dub con, self-harm
Beaten  Length!Unknown  Abused!Jensen  HighSchool!AU  Self!Harm  First!Time  Dub-Con  Angst  RPS!Family  hurt!Jensen  Deaf!Jensen  Big!Bang  livejournal  Jared/Jensen  Slash  RPS  RPS!AU  Student!Jensen  Student!Jared  Friends!to!Lovers  Depraved!Humans  Deaf  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Sandy!McCoy 
december 2013 by chellexxx
Empty Spaces
Jared Padalecki doesn't really know where his life goes. Living
alone, working for a customer's service, he feels like he's going
through the motions of everyday life without enjoying it. Everything
changes when a distressed young man makes a mistake and calls his
service, asking for help. Jensen Ackles is a mystery to Jared but he
can't help being fascinated. Gaining the man's trust will reveal how
much help Jensen really needs, and Jared's life will never be the same
again. 38,162

http://archiveofourown.org/works/995598/chapters/1969367
top!Jared  Abused!Jensen  Angst  hurt!Jensen  Emotionally!hurt  Jensen/omc  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  livejournal  Slash  RPS  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  RPS!AU  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Long  35000+  archiveofourown 
october 2013 by chellexxx
Justify the Way You Live a Lie
Jared was a good cop. He put criminals behind bars, knew the
importance of evidence, and always handled victims with the utmost
professionalism. However, that was before he met the timid boyfriend of a
previously uncatchable drug dealer.
WIP  Abused!Jensen  Angst  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  Criminal/Mafia  Jensen/omc  Shy!Jensen  hurt!Jensen  Agent/Police!Jared  livejournal  Length!Unknown  Slash  RPS  RPS!AU  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Agent/Police  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
september 2013 by chellexxx
Schemes (Are Not Just for Melodramatic Bond Villains)
While broadening his gay horizons, Architect!Jared meets
waiter!Jensen at a strip club. Jensen is shy, Jared is smitten, and Jeff
is a smarmy bastard.
top!Jared  Abused!Jensen  hurt!Jensen  Length!Unknown  Shy!Jensen  Dub-Con  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  livejournal  Slash  RPS  RPS!AU  Shy!Jared  Bar  Abused  Architect!Jared  Waiter!Jensen  Waiter  Architect  Jensen/Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  Angst  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
september 2013 by chellexxx
Damaged Goods
For three years a serial killer has been hunting young men in
the area of Dallas. The police have no valid leads until the latest
victim makes a spectacular escape. After Jensen Ackles finally manages
to turn the tables on his captor, the authorities are hard pressed to
close the case sooner rather than later. Detective Jared Padalecki is
the only one to believe something might be wrong with that when Jensen
claims that there is more to this case than meets the eye…
57,500
Abused!Jensen  Angst  50000+  RPS!Family  Abducted  Agent/Police!Jared  Big!Bang  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  hurt!Jensen  livejournal  Slash  RPS  Long  Abducted!Jensen  RPS!AU  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Agent/Police  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
september 2013 by chellexxx
Win and Protect
The Padalecki's are a powerful organised crime family run by
Gerald. His sons are very much involved. One day Jared sees Jensen in a
cafe and follows him to the bookstore he works at/owns. He uses his
connections to have him followed and find out everything about Jensen.
When he is ready, Jared accidentally bumps into Jensen coming out of
the cafe which is his favorite and dumps coffee all over Jensen. While
appearing to be really sorry he persuades Jensen to go on a date with
him. While Jensen is shy at first they do go out and fall madly in love
with each other. Maybe they eventually get married. Would like Jensen to
discover Jared's criminal activities at some point. Maybe Jared finds
out about an ex who abused (but not sexually) Jensen and has him killed.
Jensen is weary but does accept what Jared does as he makes him feel
safe and protected. .....
21,037
Coffee!Shop/Cafe  Criminal!Jared  Shy!Jensen  Abused!Jensen  top!Jared  pining!Jared  livejournal  RPS  hurt!Jensen  Jared/Jensen  20000+  First!Time  RPS!Family  Jensen/omc  Slash  Criminal/Mafia  Long  RPS!AU  BookStore  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
august 2013 by chellexxx
Have Hatred and Gravity Won
The plan was for Jensen to infiltrate the ranch as the
President's slave, get security data out and his team of ruthless
mercenaries in. It wasn't supposed to involve the President's bratty
teenage son. Nowhere had he read the line about becoming Jared's
personal slave. It wasn't supposed to get messy and personal, but then
it did, and a violent act of revenge would put them both on a long
journey to redemption. It can be a fine line between hatred and love,
and once you cross it, then maybe gravity can pull you together in the
end. 77,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/889497/chapters/1715584
Abused!Jensen  Bottom!Jared  Hooker!Jensen  hurt!Jensen  hurt!Jared  top!Jared  !Kink  archiveofourown  Prostitution/Hustling  Dub-Con  livejournal  RPS  Big!Bang  Politics  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  Angst  75000+  Slash  Epic  RPS!AU  Slave!fic  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Kink-Spanking  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
august 2013 by chellexxx
The Trail Ends Here
Jared Padalecki grew up with his father, far away from his
mother's stable and her influence. After she dies and he gets into
trouble at school and with his horse, Stranger, his father decides it's
time that he learns more about her and the program she ran. Jared wasn't
planning on making new friends or discovering Jensen, a troubled child
who ran away and grew into a talented horseman. He definitely wasn't
planning on Jensen's past catching up with them.
25,000
Abused!Jensen  hurt!Jensen  25000+  livejournal  RPS  Big!Bang  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  RPS!Family  Vet/Animal!Shelter  Ranch/Farm  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  HighSchool!AU  Student!Jared  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Misha!Collins  Person-Genevieve!Cortese/Padalecki 
july 2013 by chellexxx
Gunpoint
Jensen got his childhood stolen away from him when he was ten
years old. Along with his memory, his voice and every emotion that
wasn’t fear, hatred or anger. Question is, can Jared help him get any of
it back? And more importantly, does Jensen really want him to? ....
130,000

http://archiveofourown.org/works/861978/chapters/1652215
Mute!Jensen  Angst  Artist!Jensen  Student!Jensen  Student!Jared  College!AU  Abused!Jensen  archiveofourown  RPS  Jared/Jensen  Jensen/omc  livejournal  100000+  hurt!Jensen  First!Time  Slash  PTSD  Epic  RPS!AU  Jensen/Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan  Depraved!Humans  Homophobia  Mute  Abused  Artist  Amnesia  Amnesia!Jensen  Emotionally!hurt  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt!Jensen  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Domestic!Violence  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Sophia!Bush  Person-Jeffrey!Dean!Morgan 
july 2013 by chellexxx
Since I've been Loving You
When Jensen Ackles was 15, he was kidnapped by a serial killer.
He eventually escaped, but the man was never caught. The Ackles family
was placed in the Witness Protection Program for their safety, where
Jensen Ackles became Danny Cauthorn. Jensen thought he would never be
able to get over his trauma, until he met Jared Padalecki when he went
to college and his entire life seemed to take a turn for the better...
25,000
RPS  Big!Bang  Jared/Jensen  RPS!Family  25000+  livejournal  Abducted  hurt!Jensen  First!Time  Non-Con  Slash  Long  Abducted!Jensen  RPS!AU  College!AU  Student!Jensen  Student!Jared  hurt!Jared  Abused!Jensen  top!Jared  Secret  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Undercover/Secret!Identity 
june 2013 by chellexxx
To Wake a Captive Dreamer
Once upon a time (ten years ago to be precise) something
terrible happened to Jensen. He’s been dealing with it, or failing to
deal with it, ever since. His best friend, Chris, takes care of him and
Steve takes care of Chris. They’re one precariously balanced little
family who also happen to play in a band together. When Jared becomes
their new bassist, everything changes. An unorthodox retelling of
Sleeping Beauty. 27,234
Abused!Jensen  Musician!Jensen  Musician!Jared  Bottom!Jared  pining!Jared  hurt!Jared  top!Jared  drunk!Jensen  Bed!Sharing  Non-Con  Big!Bang  livejournal  25000+  Angst  hurt!Jensen  RPS  Musician  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  Slash  Long  RPS!AU  Steve/Chris  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Fairy!Tale  Book-Sleeping!Beauty  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Steve!Carlson  Person-Sandy!McCoy  Person-Sophia!Bush 
march 2013 by chellexxx
Deadline on Love
When Jared goes on his usual summer vacation with his family to
their beach house, he thinks it’s going to be the best summer ever. In
some ways he’s right, in others he’s wrong. When he meets troubled
youth, Jensen, his world is turned upside-down. I’ve messed with their
ages. Jared is just turned 16 and Jensen is nearly 17.
Abused!Jensen  Possessive!Jensen  Wealthy/Not!Wealthy  Long  50000+  First!Time  Angst  hurt!Jensen  Bottom!Jared  RPS!Family  RPS  Jared/Jensen  livejournal  Slash  RPS!AU  HighSchool!AU  Student!Jensen  Student!Jared  Depraved!Humans  Homophobia  Wealthy!Jared  Abused  Vacation  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Chad!Michael!Murray  Person-Michael!Rosenbaum 
march 2013 by chellexxx
Part of my Life
When Jared Padalecki met Jensen Ackles, he didnt expect much.
He hoped for a good work mate, maybe a friend but not for a soul mate,
not really believing that something like this even existed. In the end,
Jared found so much more than that. This is a story about friendship
and love, about men being torn apart and finding each other again,
sticking together through sickness and health. This is a story about
Jared and Jensen becoming what they were meant to be - a part of each
others lives
abused!Jensen, hurt!Jensen, sick!Jensen (serious illness but I promise,
this is no death!fic), mention of bearding and miscarriage, angst,
hurt/comfort, schmoop, future fic
77.847
pdf/mobi  Curtain!fic  Schmoop  Abused!Jensen  post!Series  75000+  Angst  hurt!Jensen  sick!Jensen  First!Time  Jared/Jensen  RPS  livejournal  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Epic  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
august 2012 by chellexxx
The Truth I Seek
Jared and Jensen's lives are ripped apart at the seams with one
brutal act of revenge. Jensen is left struggling to put the pieces of
himself back together while searching for a balance between who he was
before and the man he is now. Jared is forced to watch from the
sidelines as Jensen fights to overcome his personal demons while pushing
those who love him most further and further away. Will Jensen find his
way back to Jared, or will the trauma divide them for good?
33,246
Abused!Jensen  Big!Bang  Heartbreaking  Non-Con  Established!Relationship  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  hurt!Jensen  Abducted  25000+  RPS  livejournal  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Long  Abducted!Jensen  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Person-Christian!Kane  Person-Steve!Carlson  pdf/mobi 
august 2010 by chellexxx
Fifty-one hours
Jensen is kidnapped and taken by 3 men, who physically,
mentally and emotionally tortured him. It was 51 hours from the time of
abduction until he was found.
extra drabbles x4 - http://snfan3.livejournal.com/9274.html
42,597
Angst  GSW  Abused!Jensen  Shrink  hurt!Jared  Jared/Jensen  First!Time  hurt!Jensen  Abducted  Torture  Non-Con  15000+  RPS  livejournal  RPS!Non-AU  Slash  Long  Abducted!Jensen  Depraved!Humans  Abused  Hurt/Sick!Boys  pdf/mobi 
june 2010 by chellexxx

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