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Wuthering Nights
Sam's life without Dean was too hard to fathom and all he wanted to do was self destruct. Gabriel wasn't one to look a gift horse in the mouth. But, in all his years, Gabriel never thought that he would love and die for the tightly wound and youngest Winchester. But, hey, life is funny like that. Slash! Sam/Gabriel aka Trickster aka Loki

SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Gabriel  First!Time  Separated!Boys  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  25000+  Long  Season!3  post!Season!3  Mystery!Spot  Bottom!Sam  AU!Season!4  Season!4  Character-Ruby  Sam/Ruby  Season!5  AU!Season!5  508  519 
april 2018 by chellexxx
I don't like the ending
When the completed Supernatural books land on Gabriel's kitchen table, it gives him a complete run down of the coming apocalypse. But can you really change destiny? Or worse, a Winchester?
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Gabriel  First!Time  Winchester!Gospels  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Lucifer  Fix-It-Fic  Character-Castiel  Character-Chuck!Shurley  Character-Zachariah  Character-Lillith  Character-Ruby  Character-Michael  Season!3  Mystery!Spot  Deal  316  Season!4  AU!Season!4  50000+  Long  archiveofourown  Angst  Sad 
may 2017 by chellexxx
The Hedgehog Rescue
Dean went to Hell and was hauled out of Perdition, only to be turned into a 4/5-year-old version of himself. It just might avert the apocalypse... but only if Dean can help Bobby save Sam from himself. Also has to be sick.

SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!4  post!Season!3  AU!Season!4  Regression/De-Aged  Regressed/De-Aged!Dean  sick!Dean  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Long  20000+  Addiction  Addict!Sam  asshole!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Dean  PTSD  Character-Ruby  Sam/Ruby  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel 
april 2017 by chellexxx
Shell Game
Sam and Adam Winchester know when they’re being conned. Problem is, this new guy Dean Milligan seems to really be their half-brother. Adam is unamused, Sam is unfazed, and Dean is inappropriate.
SPN  SPN!AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  AU!Raised!Apart  First!Time  Season!4  AU!Season!4  Jump!the!Shark  Character-Adam!Milligan  20000+  Long  archiveofourown 
april 2017 by chellexxx
Sam was left reeling after he saw Dean disappear with Crowley. Unsure of what to do, he called Cas. But before Cas reached him, Sam woke up . . . in bed with Ruby. The year is not 2014, but 2008. Sam can now change the future--but will he tell Dean?

This was his body from five years ago. Ruby was alive. Sam bet if he looked around more he’d find all of his old clothes and his old phone and . . . Bobby was alive. Ellen, Jo, Anna, Gabriel, Dean was young, Cas was sane . . .

He was five years in the past, and his body was five years younger.

Sam rested his head on the dull white tiles. “I’m so screwed,” he sighed.

SPN  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  post!Season!9  Season!4  AU!Season!4  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Ruby  Character-Anna!Milton  Character-Pamela!Barnes  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Uriel  Character-Michael  Character-Lucifer  Character-Charlie!Bradbury  Character-Benny!Lafitte  Character-Metatron  Fix-It-Fic  Time!Travel  923  Time!Travelling!Sam  Angel  Secret  75000+  Epic  archiveofourown  615  Character-Gadreel 
april 2017 by chellexxx
Blast Into The Past
The Cage was never meant to hold a human. It was meant for one archangel, not two, and definitely not a human soul. Little by little Sam's soul was being destroyed by the torture the Cage inflicted on it. Lucifer and Michael joined together and, with their combined grace, pieced together Sam Winchester's soul and sent him out of the Cage and into the past in the hopes that he can stop this whole thing before it even starts.

Only, when Sam lands, things don't quite go so well. He's not all that sure that this isn't another torture the Cage has provided for him. He's in the past, right after Dean got out of Hell, and he's nowhere near the same man he was before. He can barely remember how to function as a human. It's going to take his family and a little help from a surprised archangel for Sam to start to recover. He doesn't have much time, though, because the apocalypse is still coming and the angels are fighting to get Lucifer free. Can one broken man manage to change the past? Or are they doomed to repeat their same mistakes over and over again?

SPN!Non-AU  Slow!Burn  AU!Season!4  Season!4  Angst  Sam/Gabriel  First!Time  Time!Travel  Time!Travelling!Sam  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Lucifer  Character-Michael  Character-Uriel  Angel  Bonding  PTSD  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Season!6  AU!Season!6  archiveofourown  Long  50000+  Dream/Nightmare  Hell  Memories/Flashback 
march 2017 by chellexxx
Blended Reality
John runs into his sons in a bar. And they seem to be under the
impression he's been dead for three years. Season 4/5 spoilers. ....
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Resurrected!John  Fae/Fairies  AU!Season!4  Addiction  Addict!Sam  hurt!Sam  Demon  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  Abducted!OC  Powers!Sam  Confession  post!Season!5  Dream/Nightmare  20000+  Long  Demon!Blood  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Castiel  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Pastor!Jim 
january 2016 by chellexxx
Right Where We Belong
When John dies, Dean ends up at the roadhouse and is brought up
by Ellen as Jo's big brother. Growing up there is no protection, though
-- not when the apocalypse is about to start. ... 18,300
Gen  Big!Bang  SPN!AU  Absent!John  Season!4  AU!Season!4  Angst  pdf/mobi  dreamwidth  15000+  Long  SPN  Character-Castiel  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Ellen!Harvelle  Character-Lucifer  Character-Ruby  Character-Jo!Harvelle  Character-Lillith 
november 2015 by chellexxx
Sam is injured on a hunt and refused to let his big brother
take care of him. Dean is stunned at the reason for his brother's
peculiar behaviour and must convince Sam to accept his help.
Hurt/Frightened/Sam and Worried/Protective/Dean. .... 5,300
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!4  AU!Season!4  post!Season!4  Angst  Confession  hurt!Sam  hurt!Dean  Demon!Blood  5000+  Short  guilty!Sam  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
october 2015 by chellexxx
66 Seals of Doom on the Wall
There' something special about Dean. Something he forgot,
something that Heaven wants him to remember. And there is something that
Sam forgot, something that Hell wants him to never remember. ....
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!4  AU!Season!4  Angst  Dean!centric  hurt!Sam  hurt!Dean  Powers!Sam  Powers!Dean  Mind!Reading  Hospitalized!Boys  Separated!Boys  50000+  Long  archiveofourown  Alone/Separated  Separated!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Lucifer  Character-Ruby  Character-Missouri!Moseley  Character-Lillith  Character-Michael 
october 2015 by chellexxx
Won't Get Fooled Again
picking up after "No Rest For The Wicked." When a creature
claiming to be an angel comes upon Sam and Ruby in a motel room claiming
he can help Sam train to rescue Dean from Hell, Sam agrees to work with
the mysterious Castiel. It doesn't hurt that the handsome stranger
tells him that his abilities don't damn him and makes him believe that
he might be worthy of affection. When Dean is safely alive again,
however, things change. Castiel's orders require him to sever ties,
leaving Sam adrift as the road to the Apocalypse appears before them.
What will Sam do when he begins to realize that angels are not what he
believed? ... 52,732
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Castiel  First!Time  1st!meeting  Season!4  AU!Season!4  Big!Bang  post!Season!3  Powers!Sam  Long  50000+  archiveofourown  Angst  top!Sam  Hell  Secret  kick!ass!Sam  hurt!Dean  hurt!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Demon  Hell!Hounds  Separated!Boys  Alone/Separated  Hospitalized!Boys  Bottom!Sam  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  It's!The!Great!Pumpkin!Sam!Winchester  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Chuck!Shurley  Character-Castiel  Character-Anna!Milton  Character-Hannah  Character-Ruby  Character-Meg  Character-Lillith  Character-Bela!Talbot 
october 2015 by chellexxx
Fields of Gold
After Castiel followed his commander Anael into rebellion,
supporting her as second-in-command and standing against both Michael
and Lucifer, he never doubted that his choice had been the right one,
even if he disliked the term "assassin" that followed him like a shadow.
He certainly didn't expected the task to kill the Vessels, the two
humans whose death would bring the Apocalypse to a halt once and for
all, to affect his loyalties in any way... 16,676
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!5  Season!4  AU!Season!5  AU!Season!4  Angel  hurt!Castiel  Wing!fic  Big!Bang  15000+  Long  archiveofourown  SPN  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Dr. Spencer Reid isn't who everyone thinks he is. He was born
with a secret that he's worked his whole life to keep. But there are
things happening that are making that secret harder and harder to keep.
Eventually, no matter how hard we try, the truth comes out, and life can
never be the same again. ....... 171,986
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Crossover  Angst  Powers!OC  Angel  Season!4  AU!Season!4  Season!5  AU!Season!5  Dean/Castiel  Kid!fic  Slow!Burn  archiveofourown  150000+  Epic  Sam/Spencer!Reid  Slash  Pre-Slash  Local!LEOS/FBI  SPN  TV!Show-Criminal!Minds  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Lucifer  Character-Michael 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Some Greater Good
Castiel is told to protect Sam Winchester, to teach him what he
needs to know if he wants to kill Lilith. Dean is in Hell - and the
angels want him there. So when Uriel raises his brother from the pit,
Sam, along with the unlikely ally he finds in Castiel, makes a decision.
He's going to save his brother from the angels, no matter what it
takes. .... 34,874
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  post!Season!3  Season!4  AU!Season!4  Sam&Castiel  25000+  Long  archiveofourown  Big!Bang  SPN  Demon  Angst  Separated!Boys  Alone/Separated  Memories/Flashback  Motel/Hotel  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Ruby  Character-Uriel  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Sam 
september 2015 by chellexxx
The Other End (What's Left of You That I Don't Have)
AU wherein Ruby doesn't betray Sam and the Apocalypse is
averted. It begins after Sam escapes the panic room in "When the Levee
Breaks" during Season Four, picking up immediately after the fight
between Sam and Dean at the hotel. .... 11,472
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  First!Time  Season!4  AU!Season!4  Powers!Sam  Torture  Non-Con  hurt!Sam  Angst  archiveofourown  10000+  Short  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Ruby  Character-Lillith 
september 2015 by chellexxx
The Lonely Man
Set at the end of the fourth season-After the motel, when Dean
gives Sam the ultimatum, Sam decides to kill Ruby and ignore Lilith. He
disappears and isn't found until Gabriel sees him on the street one day.
With Gabriel's help, Sam becomes someone he is meant to be. When
Gabriel finds out that Dean and Castiel are trapped at Bobby's, he and
Sam go to help. .... 16,747
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!4  AU!Season!4  Powers!Sam  Regression/De-Aged  Regressed/De-Aged!Sam  Angst  Separated!Boys  Trapped  15000+  Long  pdf/mobi  SPN  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Addiction  Addict!Sam  Prostitution/Hustling  Hooker!Sam  Wing!fic  Winged!Sam  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Mary!Winchester  Character-Anna!Milton  Character-Ellen!Harvelle  Character-Missouri!Moseley  Angel!Sam  Angel!Dean  Character-Zachariah  Character-Joshua  Character-Adam!Milligan  Character-Pastor!Jim  Character-Balthazar  Character-Ash  Character-Metatron 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Anger Management
Canon-Adjacent AU starting after Mystery Spot. The Trickster
decides to invest himself in saving Sam, to the younger Winchester's
bewilderment. Sam's racing to save Dean from Hell, Dean's trying to make
sure Sam will be okay without him, and the Trickster is determined to
keep Sam from headed down the dark road awaiting him. Even if it means
he has to kidnap the hunter. ................. 69,158
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Season!3  Mystery!Spot  AU!Season!3  post!Season!3  Sam/Gabriel  First!Time  Text/Email/Internet  Dean/Castiel  Slow!Burn  Angel  Demon  Bottom!Sam  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  Season!4  AU!Season!4  50000+  Long  Virginity  SPN  A!Break!From!Hunting  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Ruby  Character-Michael 
april 2015 by chellexxx
Back to December
Sam, knowing he started the end of the world, would give
anything to turn back the clock again. He'd give anything to go back to
when Dean died and do things over. Because Loki had only been trying to
help him. He'd come back to bring him sanity but Sam had made the wrong
call, picking revenge over peace. He chose wrong. Why did he always
choose wrong? .... Sam starts a tentative relationship of casual sex
with the trickster after Loki tells him he's alive. It continues longer
than Sam ever thought it would and it develops in an unexpected way. But
when it develops past casual and into the emotional Sam tries to stop.
But love isn't exactly something you can just quit. ....... When Dean
dies, Loki tries to help Sam move on, getting even closer to the hunter.
But Sam can't just forget about his brother. He never can just let go.
.... 39,076
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Season!1  Season!2  Season!3  Season!4  Season!5  AU!Season!5  AU!Season!1  AU!Season!3  AU!Season!4  AU!Season!2  503  Sam/Gabriel  Bottom!Sam  guilty!Sam  First!Time  pining!Sam  35000+  Long  archiveofourown  Dog/Puppy  Mystery!Spot  Deal  Friends!With!Benefits  drunk!Sam  Domestic!fic  Living!Together  Addiction  Addict!Sam  Angst  Secret  Sad  Demon!Blood  pining!Gabriel  SPN  All!Hell!Breaks!Loose  Character-Ruby 
december 2014 by chellexxx
The Angel and The Devil, Heavy On Your Shoulders
This AU jumps the tracks a little after the beginning of season
four. The Apocalypse is coming and hopes of saving the world are dim.
Dean’s been sprung from Hell, but isn’t quite off the rack. Sam’s
determined to help his brother deal with the side-effects of forty years
in the Pit, until he’s hit with a nameless illness. Dean struggles to
do the best for Sam, while navigating nightmarish visions, angry angels,
and his own conscience. In trying to save each other, the boys lose
their way in a world where enemies and allies, good and evil, and love
and hate bleed together into a gray fog. In the end, Sam and Dean
discover that it isn’t about right and wrong, it’s about what you can or
can’t live with. ... 35,000
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  Big!Bang  livejournal  35000+  Angst  Long  Season!4  AU!Season!4  Bottom!Sam  PTSD  Angel  sick!Sam  First!Time  Vision  guilty!Dean  Emotionally!hurt  Memories/Flashback  Emotionally!hurt!Dean  Powers!Dean  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
september 2014 by chellexxx
To The Waters And The Wild
This is a very AU version of events after Dean goes to hell--in this version Sam saves him--maybe. ... 60,342
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  Season!4  AU!Season!3  AU!Season!4  Season!3  316  Hell  archiveofourown  livejournal  50000+  Long  SPN 
september 2014 by chellexxx
The Other Guardian
Castiel had expected to be able to feel it—had expected Sam's
hand to be warm with hellfire, with a taint two decades old. But it was
cool to the touch, just a human hand. Reflections on Sam and Castiel's
first meeting, rotating POV. Mild AU/canon divergence. Part of the Other
Guardian 'verse. ..... 300,200+
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Season!4  AU!Season!4  Pre-Slash  Sam/Castiel  Sam&Castiel  Angst  Epic  archiveofourown  200000+  Humour  Outsider!POV  POV!Castiel  Romance  Schmoop  Thanksgiving  1st!meeting  Bonding  SPN  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Uriel  Pool  Bloodloss  drunk!Dean  A!Break!From!Hunting  Vacation 
july 2014 by chellexxx
Entwined by this Thread
"At that moment they weren't just brothers anymore. And they
finally understood what being bonded meant." Sam/Dean. AR-Powers.
Bonded/soulmates boys. 4,125
SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  Bonding  Dean!centric  1000+  archiveofourown  Short  Established!Relationship  Bar  Powers!Sam  Powers!Dean  hurt!Dean  Angel  Demon  Season!4  AU!Season!4  Poison  Separated!Boys  Alone/Separated  Separated!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys 
may 2014 by chellexxx
Animal I Have Become
Set after 'Sex and Violence'. Sam's abilities are building up
until one day, he realizes that he can read minds. What seems like a
gift at first quickly turns into a nightmare as he faces what Dean
really thinks about him. A dangerous hunt might show them some clarity
or tear them apart for good as they have no choice but to trust each
other to survive. Limp!Dean and Hurt!Sam ... 40,595
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!4  Angst  Powers!Sam  Mind!Reading  hurt!Sam  35000+  Long  pdf/mobi  Hospital  Brain/Head!injury  AU!Season!4  Hospitalized!Boys  hurt!Dean  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Ruby 
may 2014 by chellexxx
Everything We've Yet to Break
What if Sam and Dean knew one crucial piece of information
about the future before Dean's deal came due? Would it have changed
everything, or would the end result have been the same? AU version of
Season Four, written for spn 30snapshots. COMPLETE.
Angel  Demon  Gen  livejournal  Season!4  Long  25000+  SPN!Non-AU  AU!Season!4  SPN  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel 
december 2013 by chellexxx
Set AU from S4.04 'Metamorphosis', this is a what-if based on
Dean's discovery of Sam's secret mere minutes after coming back from the
past: Told from the viewpoints of Dean, Sam and Bobby, this tale is
about choices, none of them easy and how those same choices can carry
into the future.
Sometimes all you can do is walk away, even when everything within you
tells you not to. Dean thinks it will be simple, but one phone call from
Bobby leads to a case that just may get him caught - and the hunt for
Dean Winchester is on.
Dean finds a new friend and ally, while Sam discovers what it is to
truly be left behind as he and Bobby race against the clock to find his
brother before he disappears forever. Armed with a location, the Impala,
determination and one Angel of the Lord - will they get to Dean before
he can become so much shadow and mist? Or will the secrets and lies be
all that Sam and Bobby are left with in the end?
archiveofourown  Torture  Angst  Demon  100000+  livejournal  Big!Bang  Season!4  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Epic  AU!Season!4  Separated!Boys  SPN  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel 
october 2013 by chellexxx
Extrema Verba, Novus Orsa
Coyote Lodge
Summary: A long promised vacation by the banks of the Missouri River leads to a mystery, a series of increasingly strange occurrences and a tangle with a powerful spirit. Follows directly on from "Midwinter Night's Dream" and "Extreme Verba, Novus Orsa" (pdf), but can be read as a stand alone.

Sam and Dean are fleeing for their lives, and one of them is
injured. As an old evil hunts for them, Sam has to deal with defeating
the enemy and saving his brother's life. In the process, Dean reveals a
secret that has life changing repercussions for the brothers and the
events that lead to Lucifer's Rising ... 90,293
hurt!Dean  75000+  Season!4  First!Time  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Epic  AU!Season!4  pdf/mobi  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Deleted!Fic!or!Author 
september 2013 by chellexxx
Gamble on a Little Sorrow
Adam wakes up in hospital after the events of Jump the Shark,
his mother dead, his face cut up, and his right arm gone from the elbow.
His life destroyed and out of his depth, he joins his new half-brothers
on the road to the apocalypse. They introduce him to Ellen and Jo, and
Bobby; they teach him how to shoot, and lie, and be a Winchester. But
Sam and Dean are dealing with their own demons, and the cost of war is
heavy. 39,133
Big!Bang  Angst  Sam/Dean  Season!4  hurt!OC  archiveofourown  35000+  Jump!the!Shark  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Long  AU!Season!4  SPN  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Adam!Milligan  Character-Castiel  Character-Ellen!Harvelle  Character-Jo!Harvelle  Permanent!Injury  Arm!broken/injured 
june 2013 by chellexxx
I've Seen the Future, Brother (It Is Murder)
At the end of the world, Dean meets a man who offers him a
chance to go back and make it all right. All he has to do is figure out
exactly where it went wrong. Simple, right? Yeah, right. 37,500
livejournal  Big!Bang  Time!Travel  35000+  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Season!4  Long  AU!Season!4  pdf/mobi  Angst  FLocked!  SPN  Deleted!Fic!or!Author 
june 2013 by chellexxx
And I would stand inside my Hell (and hold the hand of death)
The world is coming to an end, and predictably, the Winchesters
are directly in the thick of it. With every seal that breaks, things
are changing, and Dean is left wondering just who will still be standing
when the chips finally fall. Will the Winchesters prevent almost
certain disaster, or will Lilith succeed in her quest to raise Lucifer?
Angel  livejournal  Big!Bang  50000+  Demon  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Season!4  Long  AU!Season!4  SPN  Character-Lucifer  Character-Ruby 
june 2013 by chellexxx
My Own Destroyer
Season 4 AU. With the Devil's Gate only open for a moment, a
demon slips out with one purpose: find Sam Winchester. The best laid
plans turn sour, and Dean finds that another demon is tracking him, with
nefarious purposes. With the help of Ruby, Dean finds Sam only to learn
that his brother has engaged his powers while grieving and his only
goal is to track and kill Lilith. While keeping his identity a secret,
Dean, Ruby and Sam stand-off with Lilith but not before she tells Sam
everything, leaving both Winchesters to deal with a fall-out neither of
them expected. 23,536
Powers!Sam  livejournal  Big!Bang  20000+  Demon  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Season!4  Long  AU!Season!4  Demon!Dean  Sam/Ruby  Sam/OFC  SPN  Character-Ruby  Character-Lillith 
june 2013 by chellexxx
Better Natures: Grace
A hint leads Sam and Dean to Angel Falls, MT, but what they
find there is most surprising: the disappearances aren't demonic in the
least, but angelic. With the linchpin seal in danger of breaking, Sam
and Dean have to deal with unlikely allies... and a strange
transformation of Sam's that changes everything. 21,240
livejournal  Case!fic  Big!Bang  20000+  Angel  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Long  Sam/Ruby  Dean/Castiel  Wing!fic  Winged!Sam  Powers!Sam  Angel!Sam  Slash  Het  Season!4  AU!Season!4  SPN  Character-Ruby 
june 2013 by chellexxx
A Bright World
Blow out the candles and cut your cake, happy birthday sang the
wraiths. Dean and Sam stop in a small town for the night and find out
January 24 in Flickerston isn't a day to celebrate birthdays. In a town
full of vengeance centered around that particular day, Sam finds himself
alone when wraiths come for Dean. Wraiths are vengeance, Dean died on
Sam's birthday, Sam wants vengeance. On a hunt to save his brother's
soul Sam is again confronted with knowing reality from illusion and
desperately hangs onto his own sanity. Tricksters don't care about
wraiths and one in particular doesn't even believe they are out and
about. Tricksters want chaos and mayhem for entertainment. This
Trickster has a shiny new toy, a young man with a power he doesn't
understand and can't control. A young man by the name of Sam Winchester.
What Sam does have is his brother who is constantly and annoyingly
between the Trickster and his prize. The Trickster finds keeping control
of Sam and getting Dean out ......
Season!4  Powers!Sam  25000+  livejournal  Big!Bang  316  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Long  AU!Season!4  SPN  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster 
june 2013 by chellexxx
Adjusting Fate
Sam and Dean find that Free Will may be an illusion, but one’s
fate can always be adjusted. A story of Free Will’s triumph. An end of
season 2 through end of season 4 AU. .... 10,400
Season!2  Season!4  10000+  Sam/Dean  Demon  livejournal  archiveofourown  First!Time  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Short  AU!Season!4  SPN  Character-Zachariah  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Uriel  Based!on!a!Movie/Book/TV!Show  Movie-The!Adjustment!Bureau 
june 2013 by chellexxx
If Zachariah never freed Sam Wesson and Dean Smith from the
claustrophobic contrivance that was Sandover Bride & Iron Inc., what
might have become of them? 3,000
Emotionally!hurt  Self!Harm  Season!4  !Blood  1000+  livejournal  Angst  Gen  Alone/Separated  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Sam  Short  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  AU!Season!4  Separated!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  It's!a!Terrible!Life  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel 
june 2013 by chellexxx
You Found Me
The day Lucifer rose was the day Sam disappeared. Weeks later,
Dean and Castiel find him in an abandoned town, injured and unconscious
and no memory whatsoever as to what happened. They must now learn how to
be brothers again in the face of certain death. ... 23,600  Amnesia  post!Season!4  20000+  Demon  422  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Sam  Long  Amnesia!Sam  AU!Season!4  Leg!broken/injured  guilty!Dean  Angst  Separated!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Ruby 
may 2013 by chellexxx
The Obeisance of Memory
AU of season 4. “Look, I’ve got no idea who your brother is, but uh, I think I might be him. Just, y’know, alive.”
102,167  Amnesia!Dean  Amnesia  100000+  Season!4  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  Epic  AU!Season!4  SPN  Character-Bobby!Singer 
may 2013 by chellexxx
Be My Guest
Gabriel is done watching Sam self-destruct over his brother's
stupid deal and subsequent death. The rash decisions he makes to put a
stop to the human's madness has unforeseen consequences for both of
them, however. Season 4 AU, rated M for eventual mature content ....
117,174 ....
pdf/mobi  Deal  100000+  First!Time  Season!4  Sam/Gabriel  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Epic  AU!Season!4  hurt!Sam  Amnesia  Amnesia!Sam  Cabin!fic  post!Season!3  Leg!broken/injured  Arm!broken/injured  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  Domestic!fic  Kid!fic  Slow!Burn  Bottom!Sam  Bonding  Demon  Angel  hurt!Gabriel  archiveofourown  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  It's!The!Great!Pumpkin!Sam!Winchester  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Ruby  Character-Meg  Character-Michael 
may 2013 by chellexxx
The Necessary Evil
Castiel learns that trust, once lost, is very hard to regain.
Especially if you betrayed the trust of Dean Winchester and hurt his
little brother.
Blind!Sam  Non-Con  Angel  5000+  SPN!Non-AU  livejournal  Outsider!POV  Blind  Season!4  Gen  hurt!Sam  Short  AU!Season!4  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Castiel 
april 2013 by chellexxx
It is said that the Leviathan is the gate through which the
souls of the damned pass into Hell. A sea-beast so vast and terrifying
that it had to be killed to prevent it destroying the world. A terrible
demon that will walk the earth during the end of days, which will be
slaughtered and served to the righteous as a feast. Whatever it is, it
doesn't sound good, and according to Ruby, it's been traveling in their
wake for some time. Sam and Dean have bigger problems. Ever since Dean
was rescued from the pit the brother's have been struggling to cling to
the fraying bond stretched thin between them. The secrets they've been
keeping from each other certainly haven't helped, especially when those
secrets start to come to light. Sooner or later their rift is going to
get too big to mend, but if they break apart they might just take the
world with them. ..... 41,000
Powers!Dean  Possessive!Sam  !Blood  Angel  livejournal  archiveofourown  Demon  Sam/OFC  top!Sam  hurt!Dean  Big!Bang  Case!fic  35000+  First!Time  Season!4  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Long  AU!Season!4  Sam/Ruby  Hospitalized!Boys  hurt!Sam  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Ruby 
august 2012 by chellexxx
Sticks and Stones
AU tag to "After School Special" – Injured Sam, Big Brother
Dean – Dirk smiled as he began walking in Sam's direction; wondering if
the kid who thought he was so tough was going to be tough enough to
survive a bullet. 29,195
Hospital  guilty!Dean  Season!4  After!School!Special  25000+  GSW  SPN!Non-AU  hurt!Sam  Long  AU!Season!4  School!Shooting  !School  Depraved!Humans  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-John!Winchester 
april 2012 by chellexxx
Gabriel steps in during the whole Ruby/Sam debacle and makes Sam listen. 5,500
sick!Sam  5000+  Season!4  Sam/Gabriel  livejournal  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Short  AU!Season!4  Addiction  Addict!Sam  Demon!Blood  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Ruby 
march 2012 by chellexxx
One Safe Place
mentions of Sam/Ruby, hits of Castiel/Anna. After their
encounter with the siren, after truths came out that neither Sam nor
Dean ever wanted to admit to, Dean makes a decision that has far
reaching consequences. Chuck wakes up that same morning to a pile of
fractured rewrites in his head and his day goes rapidly downhill from
there. He has to come to terms with the fact that his characters are
real, and that he might hold the key to saving the world. All he has to
do is piece together the future. 30,957
archiveofourown  Big!Bang  25000+  Demon  OFC  Angel  Season!4  First!Time  Previous!Relationship  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Long  AU!Season!4  FLocked!  SPN  pdf/mobi  Deleted!Fic!or!Author  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Chuck!Shurley  Character-Castiel  Character-Anna!Milton  Character-Ruby 
february 2012 by chellexxx
Dreams of War and Liars
When Dean wakes up to find himself on the road with a
mysteriously not-dead Pamela, running away from a Sam who has fallen to
breaking seals in a bid to bring about Lilith's death, he has to
reconcile the slippery slope his brother is on in a world he doesn't
know how to get back to, with the terrible things Sam is doing in this
world - and the passion they've never admitted for each other in either
reality. ..... 23,412 FLocked
First!Time  Angst  PTSD  Demon  Big!Bang  20000+  livejournal  Season!4  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Long  Bottom!Sam  pdf/mobi  Jump!the!Shark  AU!Season!4  Alternate!Universe  Powers!Sam  SPN  The!Monster!At!The!End!Of!This!Book  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Chuck!Shurley  archiveofourown 
february 2012 by chellexxx
Ten in One
A hiker's body is found mauled in the Oregon woods. While
investigating, Sam and Dean stumble onto an itinerant sideshow, whose
members are the primary target of the same creature killing across the
American west. The case alone would be difficult enough, even if Sam and
Dean didn't have to deal with the strained consequences of a trip to
Hell and back. 36,000
Demon  archiveofourown  Season!4  hurt!Dean  Hell  316  PTSD  Big!Bang  Case!fic  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  35000+  livejournal  Long  Season!3  AU!Season!4  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Ellen!Harvelle 
february 2012 by chellexxx
A fist banging on the door dragged Sam back into consciousness.
He opened his eyes and rolled over to the right, expecting to see Dean
sleeping in the bed across the aisle. Instead, he got a mouth full of
lint and a close-up view of a tight patterned tan weave. Wardrobe call!
came the shout from somewhere nearby, accompanied by more pounding. Sam
looked around and felt a jolt of adrenaline chase the last of the sleep
fog from his brain. He wasnt in some dive motel room, Bobbys house, the
Impala, or anywhere else that he could imagine falling sleep. No, he
was somewhere nice, a long and narrow room that somehow felt all light
and airy, despite the cramped quarters. A TV half the size of the Impala
filled a cabinet, surrounded by electronics DVD player, gaming
consoles, a stereo that looked positively sinful
RPS!Non-AU  Bottom!Jared  Season!4  First!Time  On!Set  RPS  Crossover  Jared/Dean  35000+  livejournal  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Long  AU!Season!4  Separated!Boys  SPN  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Person-Misha!Collins 
january 2012 by chellexxx
Divine Intervention
Castiel decides to try and help patch up Sam and Deans quickly
eroding relationship. His particular method of helping, though, may just
be the last straw .... 26,000 .......
Powers!Sam  Powers!Dean  Angst  Season!4  Angel  Wing!fic  Sam/Dean  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  25000+  livejournal  First!Time  Long  AU!Season!4  Cursed!Dean  Cursed!Sam  Winged!Sam  Winged!Dean  Established!Relationship  SPN  Can't!Lie  Character-Castiel  Character-Ruby 
august 2011 by chellexxx
Castiel has been watching Sam for a long time. Now that Castiel is here in person can he save Sam from himself?
Season!4  Sam/Castiel  Self!Harm  Memories/Flashback  5000+  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Short  AU!Season!4  SPN  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Character-Castiel 
july 2011 by chellexxx
Sam believes Castiel may be his last hope to save himself and Dean from the YED's curse.
Sam/Castiel  10000+  Season!4  First!Time  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Short  AU!Season!4  SPN  Character-Castiel 
july 2011 by chellexxx
Knights, Kings and Sparrows
Sam's struggles with his faith and his fears about his future
come to a head in a spiritual crisis brought on by the events of 'Heaven
and Hell.' Alternate ending to the episode; focuses on Sam, Dean, and
Castiel. 5,300
Angst  Sam&Castiel  Season!4  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  5000+  Short  AU!Season!4  Missing!Scene  SPN  Character-Castiel  Character-Uriel 
may 2011 by chellexxx
Fade to Black & sequel - Black Is The Color of My True Love's Eyes
The brother that Sam gets back isnt the same, but Sams love is.
Sam risks everything and leaves everyone hes ever cared about behind in
the desperate hope that the bond between him and Dean might just be
strong enough to transcend what hell did to his brother. Set post Season
3, seven months after Deans deal came due ... 34,000
& sequel
50000+  top!Sam  Demon!Dean  Non-Con  Sam/Dean  Season!3  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Long  AU!Season!3  Dean/Ruby  Season!4  AU!Season!4  Angst  post!Season!3  SPN  Character-Ruby  livejournal 
april 2011 by chellexxx
Spoilers through S4E16. Dean doesn't understand why he and Sam
are growing further apart. But then, Dean is never honest with himself.
Romance  Confession  Season!4  Sam/Dean  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  1000+  Short  AU!Season!4  SPN  A!Break!From!Hunting 
december 2010 by chellexxx
Meeting at the Crossroads
dean reads mystery spot after it's a terrible life and learns a few things. 3,451
Gen  Mystery!Spot  Confession  Season!4  1000+  SPN!Non-AU  Short  AU!Season!4  Angst  SPN  It's!a!Terrible!Life 
december 2010 by chellexxx
Reality Check
Sam was left to believe that he was a techie named Sam Wesson
and Dean has to figure out how he is going to get his brother back.
Amnesia!Sam  Gen  Amnesia  Season!4  5000+  SPN!Non-AU  Short  AU!Season!4  SPN  It's!a!Terrible!Life 
december 2010 by chellexxx
Tender Threads Exquisitely Finding
There's distance between Dean and his brother when he gets back
from hell. But time heals all wounds, right? Right. Until Sam goes
missing, and Dean's run out of time. 12,035
Powers!Dean  Powers!Sam  Possessive!Dean  Jealous!Dean  F.O.D  Bottom!Sam  Spell/Curse  hurt!Sam  Abducted  First!Time  Bonding  Season!4  10000+  livejournal  Sam/Dean  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Short  Abducted!Sam  AU!Season!4  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Castiel  Character-Ruby 
october 2010 by chellexxx
I Remember Maine
Dean and Sam are helping Bobby on a case when Dean learns that
his brother has been hiding things from him, things that could
ultimately tear them apart. In the aftermath, an even bigger secret is
revealed, one that neither of them realized they’d been sharing. 22,000
Bottom!Sam  hurt!Sam  Season!4  pining!Sam  20000+  livejournal  Case!fic  First!Time  Big!Bang  Sam/Dean  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Long  AU!Season!4  pining!Dean  Separated!Boys  Possessed!OC  Shrink  pdf/mobi  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Meg 
october 2010 by chellexxx
Of Guilt and Sorrow
spoilers for 4.14. After harsh words have been said, the once
strong bond between Sam and Dean is close to the breaking point. When
things take a turn for the worse will the boys be able to repair what's
broken before it's too late. Sick!Sam Worried!Dean .......... 24,969
Hospital  Cabin!fic  sick!Sam  hurt!Sam  Angst  Season!4  PTSD  !Blood  Gen  SPN!Non-AU  20000+  Long  AU!Season!4  Hidden!Illness/Injury  Hospitalized!Boys  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Ruby 
august 2010 by chellexxx
for peace comes dropping slow
It's not a home, or a base, or even a place they stay all that
often, but in the aftermath of the war, Minnesota's where things happen.
It's where things between them change.
Angst  Romance  Season!4  Hunt  hurt!Dean  Domestic!fic  Cabin!fic  Sam/Dean  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  First!Time  5000+  livejournal  Short  AU!Season!4  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Ellen!Harvelle 
august 2010 by chellexxx
Stranger Than Fiction
Dean can't stop wondering why people would write gay porn about
him and Sam. Research takes him to interesting places; re-reading
novels for subtext, visiting message boards, and a really freaky place
called LiveJournal. What he discovers is a sick fascination with
fanfiction, more about gay sex than he ever wanted to know, and an even
deeper obsession with understanding why people write this stuff.
Meanwhile, they're hunting a mysterious monster that takes the form of a
person's truest love to kill them slowly, the lines between fanfiction
and reality are starting to break down, and they still have to stop
Lilith and save the world. 50,500
Winchester!Gospels  Season!4  Humour  Romance  Bottom!Sam  fan!fiction  Case!fic  50000+  archiveofourown  livejournal  First!Time  Sam/Dean  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Long  AU!Season!4  top!Sam  Writer!Dean  Powers!Sam  Demon  SPN  The!Monster!At!The!End!Of!This!Book  Character-Chuck!Shurley  Character-Castiel  Character-Ruby 
august 2010 by chellexxx

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