beckswithrecs + theme:illness   6

Don't Hate Yourself, Let Me Do It For You
All the lyrium in those markings was really fucking expensive. Danarius invested a lot of money in Fenris. Like any intelligent man, he protects his investments; he programmed several failsafes into Fenris. One of these failsafes involved starvation. Hadriana and Danarius enjoyed denying him food when he did something wrong. Sometimes it would be as simple as not letting him even look at food, but usually they would put amazing feasts fit for a magister in front of him... after casting a spell on him that made him barely able to get down water without gagging. Maybe the conditioning kicks in after he storms Danarius' manor in Act 1, or maybe after killing Hadriana. Fenris doesn't tell anyone about it, and since he's very private in general no one really notices that anything is wrong until he starts losing weight and looking visibly ill. There's no love lost between him and Anders, but Anders is understandably horrified and wants to help when he realizes what's going on. Would prefer if they found a way to reverse or combat the conditioning, rather than the fic ending in death.
source:LJ  author:anonymous  status:complete  words:5K-10K  rating:Explicit  relationship:m/m  character:Fenris  character:Anders  character:Hawke  character:Merrill  character:Isabela  character:Danarius  pairing:Anders/Fenris  warning:starvation  theme:illness  warning:imprisonment/slavery  theme:escape  theme:possessive  warning:animal  harm  kink:blow-job  theme:The-Calling  fandom:Dragon-Age  theme:rape 
december 2014 by beckswithrecs
12 Months
In For the World is Hollow and I Have Touched the Sky McCoy finds out he has a disease that he will die from within the year. Within in this time he finally decides (not wanting to waste any time denying it and living alone) tells girl!Spock how he feels about her. He slowly courts her (with her knowing he is sick) and eventually gets married. As his time grows shorter, Spock gets pregnant. Wanting her child to know his or her father, Spock got in search for a cure. While doing so the Enterprise comes in contact with the Fabrini.
source:LJ  author:stardate64783  rating:Explicit  status:complete  words:1K-5K  relationship:f/m  fandom:STAOS  character:Spock  character:Sarek  theme:pregnancy  theme:parenting  theme:illness  theme:genderbend  theme:girl!Pavel  theme:girl!Spock  theme:boy!Nyota  character:Nyota-Uhura  character:Leonard-"Bones"-McCoy  character:James-T-Kirk  pairing:Leonard-"Bones"-McCoy/Spock  character:Pavel-Chekov 
september 2014 by beckswithrecs
Lapses
McCoy cringed. "I won't lie and say I'm fine, Spock. This isn't the first mass death I've had to deal with, and God help me, it probably won't be the last." Sometimes the cause is more than sufficient. Spock's control wavers in the face of tragedy.
source:fanfiction.net  author:Saavik13  status:complete  words:1K-5K  relationship:friendship  fandom:STTOS  character:Spock  theme:illness  theme:culture  warning:death-of-minor-character  relationship:no-romantic/sexual  character:Leonard-"Bones"-McCoy  theme:mind-meld 
august 2014 by beckswithrecs
Age before Beauty
All the things happen the same ways they do in the movies except the timeline is a little different. It's only been about 10 years since Tony's parents died.
source:LJ  author:chailover  status:complete  rating:General  words:1K-5K  fandom:Marvel  theme:young!Tony  theme:illness  character:Bruce-Banner  character:Clint-Barton  character:Tony-Stark  relationship:no-romantic/sexual  character:Natasha-Romanov  character:Steve-Rogers 
july 2014 by beckswithrecs
One of Those Days
The arc reactor, despite being a technical marvel, is quite invasive. There have to be side effects to its presence in Tony's chest beyond the now-resolved Palladium poisoning. The team are about to find out just how debilitating it can be. This would be easier if Tony didn't feel the compulsion to hide the fact that he's sick. Misunderstandings all around, especially given Stark's reputation.
source:AO3  author:kerravon  status:complete  words:10K-25K  fandom:Marvel  character:J.A.R.V.I.S.  theme:misunderstanding  theme:illness  theme:guilt  theme:arc  reactor  character:Bruce-Banner  character:Clint-Barton  character:Tony-Stark  relationship:no-romantic/sexual  character:Natasha-Romanov  character:Phil-Coulson  character:Pepper-Potts  character:Nick-Fury  character:Steve-Rogers 
june 2014 by beckswithrecs

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author:anonymous  author:chailover  author:firevixen73  author:kerravon  author:Saavik13  author:stardate64783  character:Anders  character:Bruce-Banner  character:Clint-Barton  character:Danarius  character:Fenris  character:Hawke  character:Inu  character:Inuyasha  character:Isabela  character:J.A.R.V.I.S.  character:Jaken  character:James-T-Kirk  character:Kagome-Higurashi  character:Leonard-"Bones"-McCoy  character:Merrill  character:Miroku  character:Natasha-Romanov  character:Nick-Fury  character:Nyota-Uhura  character:OFC  character:OMC  character:Pavel-Chekov  character:Pepper-Potts  character:Phil-Coulson  character:Sango  character:Sarek  character:Sesshomaru  character:Shippo  character:Spock  character:Steve-Rogers  character:Tony-Stark  fandom:Dragon-Age  fandom:Inuyasha  fandom:Marvel  fandom:STAOS  fandom:STTOS  harm  kink:blow-job  no  pain  pairing:Anders/Fenris  pairing:Kagome  pairing:Kagome-Higurashi/Sesshomaru  pairing:Leonard-"Bones"-McCoy/Spock  rating:Explicit  rating:General  rating:Teen  reactor  relationship:f/m  relationship:familial  relationship:friendship  relationship:m/m  relationship:no-romantic/sexual  relationship:parental  source:AO3  source:fanfiction.net  source:LJ  status:complete  status:wip  Taisho  Taishou  theme:arc  theme:boy!Nyota  theme:chronic  theme:culture  theme:escape  theme:genderbend  theme:ghost!Inu  theme:girl!Pavel  theme:girl!Spock  theme:guilt  theme:illness  theme:injury  theme:insomnia  theme:mind-meld  theme:misunderstanding  theme:parenting  theme:politics  theme:possessive  theme:pregnancy  theme:rape  theme:The-Calling  theme:time-shenanigans  theme:young!Tony  updated:2012  warning:animal  warning:death-of-minor-character  warning:imprisonment/slavery  warning:starvation  words:1K-5K  words:5K-10K  words:10K-25K  words:>100K 

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