beckswithrecs + harm   5

show me what you are
Cadbranwyn Trevelyan can still hear Envy's voice by the time she reaches Skyhold. -- Takes place directly after Champions of the Just, with lots of spoilers from there through In Your Heart Shall Burn. Warnings for remembered physical assault and mentions of self-harm by a third character.
source:AO3  status:complete  rating:Teen  relationship:f/m  author:Serindrana  words:1K-5K  character:Trevelyan  pairing:Cullen  Rutherford/Trevelyan  harm  character:Solas  character:Cullen-Rutherford  fandom:Dragon-Age  warning:self-harm 
january 2015 by beckswithrecs
Don't Hate Yourself, Let Me Do It For You
All the lyrium in those markings was really fucking expensive. Danarius invested a lot of money in Fenris. Like any intelligent man, he protects his investments; he programmed several failsafes into Fenris. One of these failsafes involved starvation. Hadriana and Danarius enjoyed denying him food when he did something wrong. Sometimes it would be as simple as not letting him even look at food, but usually they would put amazing feasts fit for a magister in front of him... after casting a spell on him that made him barely able to get down water without gagging. Maybe the conditioning kicks in after he storms Danarius' manor in Act 1, or maybe after killing Hadriana. Fenris doesn't tell anyone about it, and since he's very private in general no one really notices that anything is wrong until he starts losing weight and looking visibly ill. There's no love lost between him and Anders, but Anders is understandably horrified and wants to help when he realizes what's going on. Would prefer if they found a way to reverse or combat the conditioning, rather than the fic ending in death.
source:LJ  author:anonymous  status:complete  words:5K-10K  rating:Explicit  relationship:m/m  character:Fenris  character:Anders  character:Hawke  character:Merrill  character:Isabela  character:Danarius  pairing:Anders/Fenris  warning:starvation  theme:illness  warning:imprisonment/slavery  theme:escape  theme:possessive  warning:animal  harm  kink:blow-job  theme:The-Calling  fandom:Dragon-Age  theme:rape 
december 2014 by beckswithrecs
Fine; or The Importance of Asking for Help
Bones has been self harming for years and has convinced himself that it's no big deal. So why is he so desperate for the possibility of someone saving him? Even if that someone is Spock?
source:AO3  author:Youssii  status:complete  rating:Teen  relationship:m/m  fandom:STAOS  character:Spock  theme:loneliness  harm  warning:euthanasia  words:1K-5K  character:Leonard-"Bones"-McCoy  warning:canon-character-death  pairing:Leonard-"Bones"-McCoy/Spock  theme:mind-meld  warning:self-harm 
june 2014 by beckswithrecs

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author:anonymous  author:GhostoftheMotif  author:Serindrana  author:TheGreatCatsby  author:Youssii  character:Anders  character:Bruce-Banner  character:Clint-Barton  character:Cullen-Rutherford  character:Danarius  character:England  character:Fenris  character:Hawke  character:Heimdall  character:Hel  character:Isabela  character:Leonard-"Bones"-McCoy  character:Loki  character:Merrill  character:Natasha-Romanov  character:Nick-Fury  character:Pepper-Potts  character:Phil-Coulson  character:Solas  character:Spock  character:Steve-Rogers  character:Thor  character:Tony-Stark  character:Trevelyan  character:Victor-von-Doom  fandom:Dragon-Age  fandom:Hetalia  fandom:Marvel  fandom:STAOS  harm  kink:blow-job  pairing:Anders/Fenris  pairing:Cullen  pairing:Leonard-"Bones"-McCoy/Spock  pairing:Loki/Tony-Stark  rating:Explicit  rating:Mature  rating:Teen  reactor  relationship:f/m  relationship:m/m  Rutherford/Trevelyan  source:AO3  source:LJ  status:complete  status:wip  theme:arc  theme:crossover  theme:dreams  theme:escape  theme:haunting  theme:illness  theme:loneliness  theme:mind-meld  theme:possessive  theme:prophecy  theme:rape  theme:Tesseract  theme:The-Calling  updated:2014  warning:animal  warning:canon-character-death  warning:euthanasia  warning:imprisonment/slavery  warning:self-harm  warning:starvation  words:1K-5K  words:5K-10K  words:>100K 

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