aerten + fandom:j2-au + angst   15

At Christmas - dollylux - Supernatural [Archive of Our Own]
Jared smiles over at her apologetically, not really knowing how to begin to explain that he doesn’t really do this kind of thing, that he can’t even begin to think about being with somebody unless there’s a lot between them already, unless he’s so emotionally invested that he doesn’t think he’ll ever recover. That he’s only ever felt that way once.
fandom:j2-au  coming-out  demisexuality  christmas!fic  angst  reunion  author:dollylux  1.000-5.000 
december 2015 by aerten
They Say Breathing Helps (1/2)
Jared is an English major and aspiring comedian who spends his free time working as a cleaner up at the hospital. One evening as he’s finishing his rounds, he meets Jensen—a shy artist with liver cancer whose room is much too bare for Jared’s liking.
fandom:j2-au  hurt/comfort  hurt!jensen  sick!jensen  cancer  protective!jared  artist!jensen  comedian!jared  angst  author:silentpoetry1  pairing:jared/jensen  10.000-20.000 
february 2015 by aerten
aythia: Masterpost: Can I be pretty enough for you?
Jensen has been hurt, and he is not about to put his trust in anyone, ever again. Things might change around the school however, when a new student arrives. But will Jensen allow the change or will the nightmares from his past ruin his last year in high school?
hurt/comfort  homophobia  hurt!jensen  protective!jared  bottom!jensen  pairing:jensen/others  angst  fandom:j2-au  high-school  author:aythia  pairing:jared/jensen  50.000-100.000 
february 2015 by aerten
Nothing Left of my Heart to Break - Chapter 1 - JillMarie - Supernatural RPF, CW Network RPF [Archive of Our Own]
When they are in high school, Jared is hired to tutor the very ill Jensen. Their feelings for each other get lost in the struggle of Jensen's illness. When they meet again in college, Jared is out and Jensen is healthy but buried in insecurities. Jared brings out the best in Jensen.
fandom:j2-au  high-school  college  hurt/comfort  sick!jensen  coming-out  angst  author:JillMarie  pairing:jared/jensen  20.000-50.000 
february 2015 by aerten
Kiltsocks - Haste Ye Back, J2 AU
"Remember that time you ran away from home because your dad told you you couldn't kiss me at New Years?" Jensen groans into Jared's chest. "That time I almost died of hypothermia and half the cops in town were out looking for me?"
fandom:j2-au  childhood-friends  kid-fic  new-year's-eve  homophobia  angst  schmoop  author:kiltsocks  pairing:jared/jensen  1.000-5.000 
january 2015 by aerten
Unravelling - brutti_ma_buoni - Supernatural RPF [Archive of Our Own]
Jared is the most open, honest guy Jensen has ever met. He'd swear to it. Which is why the whole thing hits so hard.
fandom:j2-au  college  lying  angst  author:brutti_ma_buoni  pairing:jared/jensen  1.000-5.000 
november 2014 by aerten
akintay: Fic: Spells, Potions, and a Wizard Boyfriend | Masterpost
Despite being a wizard, Jensen's life has been completely normal and magic-free – but all of that is about to change now that he's a student at the California College of Magic.
college  angst  magic  schmoop  nc-17  fandom:j2-au  author:akintay  pairing:jared/jensen  20.000-50.000 
november 2014 by aerten
buckets of crazy - Kosti!verse Master Post
Jared hasn't been the psychologist at Camp Gamble long. He always wanted to work with kids - troubled kids - but now it looks like he might be in over his head.
fandom:j2-au  hurt!jensen  angst  shrink!jared  author:soncnica  pairing:jared&jensen 
november 2014 by aerten
Drifting Through Doorways | Master Post
One year ago, Jared lost his husband in an act of senseless violence. Stricken with grief, Jared has withdrawn from society and become reclusive, his only human interaction coming from his foster brother Chad, his florist friend Misha, and the occasional grocery store cashier – that is, when Chad can convince him to leave his apartment. If that wasn’t bad enough, now he’s being haunted by the ghost of his deceased husband, and Misha is the only one who seems to believe him – even if Misha's theories and superstitions make him a little, well, eccentric.

Jensen, on the other hand, is finally free of his own unhealthy relationship. Too bad being one half of the couple known as Jen-Jen drove him completely bat-shit crazy. And he is, if the disembodied voice that only he can hear and strange dreams are any indication. After all, Jensen is ninety-nine percent sure he’s not a ghost, and he’s never been married to anyone named Jared, either.

This is a story about unlikely connections, second chances at love, and giving in and letting yourself be just a little bit crazy..
fandom:j2-au  pairing:jared/jensen  pairing:jensen/ofc  paralell-universe  character-death  angst  author:ar_richardson  50.000-100.000 
november 2014 by aerten
kelleigh: FIC: Never Will Run Smooth (Jared/Jensen)
Fads are funny things. They're unpredictable, stupid, and pass quickly—most forgotten as soon as the next one shows up. Those concerning parenting are the funniest and usually the most pointless. Today it's organic diets and genderless baby names. Yesterday it was Mozart, trying to make babies smarter before they'd even graduated to solid foods. Twenty three years ago in Texas, it was betrothals. Yeah, that's right, parents planning their children's marriages before they could talk and object to the pointless ritual.
fandom:j2-au  angst  childhood-friends  character-death  author:kelleigh  10.000-20.000 
november 2014 by aerten
Life is a Journey - Innocents 'Verse Masterpost
Nothing could have prepared Jared for what he sees when he walks into that hospital room at his friend, Christian's, request. Sure, he knows the boy has been abused horribly by his parents, he knows the boy is scared of everyone except Christian, he knows the boy is malnourished. But there are some things that can't be explained, they can only be seen. This is the story of how they get from here to there, together.
fandom:j2-au  pairing:jared&jensen  infantilism  author:Disneymagics  abused!jensen  hurt!jensen  hurt/comfort  child-abuse  angst  younger!Jensen  20.000-50.000 
november 2014 by aerten
Gunpoint - Chapter 1 - felisblanco - Supernatural RPF [Archive of Our Own]
He’s been screaming inside his head for twelve years. It will be nice to finally be quiet. ---> Mocny, dramatyczny tekst, z przejmującym opisem traumy, za którym stoi mnóstwo researchu. Nie ma łatwych rozwiązań ani banalnego happy endu, jest za to głębokie wejście w psychikę zgwałconego w dzieciństwie bohatera. Fik, z którego niełatwo się otrząsnąć i o którym nie sposób zapomnieć.
fandom:j2-au  angst  hurt!jensen  non-con  author:felisblanco  nc-17  violence  hurt/comfort  awesome  mute!jensen  ptsd  pairing:jared/jensen  >100.000 
november 2014 by aerten
Night & Day - The Doors of Time Masterpost
About love and Fate and destiny. And Jensen being weird. And piano music. And finding the one person that's made for you in a world that isn't. Something like that. ---> Epopeja tego fandomu. Genialny pomysł, profesjonalne wykonanie. Nawet jeśli pewne rozwiązania fabularne mnie nie przekonują, to i tak jest fantastyczna opowieść.
fandom:j2-au  pianist!jensen  author:felisblanco  magic  angst  hurt!jensen  awesome  nc-17  pairing:jared/jensen  >100.000 
november 2014 by aerten

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