aerten + character-death 30
above, beneath, betwixt, between - pocky_slash - X-Men: First Class (2011) - Fandom [Archive of Our Own]
march 2019 by aerten
The giant house off the back road appeared to be the perfect place for Erik to pull over and wait out the storm, but the dark, untouched rooms inside seem to multiply as he wanders through them and the air is heavy with dread.
He doesn't believe in ghosts, but something wants him to leave just as strongly as something else wants him to stay.
fandom:x-men
x-men:modern-au
pairing:charles/erik
ghost!charles
character-death
horror
author:pocky_slash
1.000-5.000
He doesn't believe in ghosts, but something wants him to leave just as strongly as something else wants him to stay.
march 2019 by aerten
In The Arms of the Ocean, a x-men: the movie fanfic | FanFiction
february 2019 by aerten
Titanic!Au. The man in the picture was beautiful, with gentle features and eyes of the brightest blue. They matched the necklace he wore; a necklace worth a quarter of a billion dollars, romantically dubbed The Heart of the Ocean. The artist's initials were penciled in at the edge of the page, a simple EL. They had met on a ship of dreams.
fandom:x-men
pairing:charles/erik
titanic!au
character-death
angst
author:WingedWolf121
10.000-20.000
february 2019 by aerten
x-men: first class kink meme, charles/erik; zombie apocalypse
january 2019 by aerten
This is the smallest comfort he has left to offer – reaching inside Erik’s mind, switching off the nerve connections that cause him pain, one by one, like switching off the lights inside his home for the last time.
fandom:x-men
pairing:charles/erik
angst
zombies
apocalypse
character-death
kinkmeme-fill
<1.000
january 2019 by aerten
Working your fingers (bare to the bone) - nextraordinaire - X-Men: First Class (2011) - Fandom [Archive of Our Own]
august 2018 by aerten
And despite his scrubs, Erik can feel the tiny jolt from Charles' fingers. It travels through his bones to his brain like the spark lighting gas in a lighter -– skittering, fragile and so easily put out.
Risky, reckless and doomed.
Erik works at the Mutant Ward at the local hospital. Charles is a nineteen-year-old telepath with a brain tumor.
fandom:x-men
pairing:charles/erik
x-men:modern-au
character-death
angst
hurt/comfort
cancer
author:nextraordinaire
5.000-10.000
Risky, reckless and doomed.
Erik works at the Mutant Ward at the local hospital. Charles is a nineteen-year-old telepath with a brain tumor.
august 2018 by aerten
eleven thousand kings - f_vikus - Merlin (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
october 2017 by aerten
The trade was simple. For every life made, there must be one given.
For the life of the heir that Arthur desired –
There never had been any doubt in Merlin’s mind. He had known from the beginning how this would end.
fandom:merlin-bbc
pairing:merlin/arthur
pairing:arthur/gwen
angst
character-death
author:f_vikus
5.000-10.000
For the life of the heir that Arthur desired –
There never had been any doubt in Merlin’s mind. He had known from the beginning how this would end.
october 2017 by aerten
Kink Me! #31 - Memories [reincarnation!au]
september 2017 by aerten
"Merlin, I-" Arthur struggled with what to say. No amount of fore thought could have prepared him for the present situation.
“You what, Arthur? You're sorry you let me burn? You're sorry you were so pathetically under your father's thumb? It doesn't matter anymore. We're in another lifetime - one where you can't hurt me any longer. Just leave me alone." Merlin shouted. He twisted his arm out of Arthur grasp and ran.
fandom:merlin-bbc
pairing:merlin/arthur
pairing:gwen/lancelot
pairing:gwaine/elena
reincarnation!au
angst
violence
abuse
abused!merlin
character-death
ptsd
kinkmeme-fill
10.000-20.000
“You what, Arthur? You're sorry you let me burn? You're sorry you were so pathetically under your father's thumb? It doesn't matter anymore. We're in another lifetime - one where you can't hurt me any longer. Just leave me alone." Merlin shouted. He twisted his arm out of Arthur grasp and ran.
september 2017 by aerten
Thirty-Five Owls - Letterblade - Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling [Archive of Our Own]
august 2017 by aerten
And if you are ashamed, humiliated, that you were once the confidant and lover of the Dark terror of the century—well, I must get my revenge somehow. Go teach your children, eat your candy, preen your bird and bury me. But we were brilliant together, Albus, and not even you can change history.
fandom:harry-potter
pairing:albus-dumbledore/gellert-grindelwald
angst
character-death
author:Letterblade
10.000-20.000
august 2017 by aerten
Because We (Are, Were, Will Be) Bound - orphan_account - Merlin (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
june 2017 by aerten
And the words come out then, slowly, as if Merlin has to pick and choose between them as one would sift through fruit in a stall at market. How they are soulmates [...]. How Merlin waited, and waited, for Arthur to accept the connection – or failing that, to send him into the fevered wasteland of bond sickness with a rejection. How over the years even that limbo was enough to sustain him.
How, when Arthur was wounded, Merlin sacrificed the bond – "It wasn't real, anyway," Merlin says, so casual Arthur is horrified. "How can it be real when it is only one half?"
How Merlin's sacrifice saved Arthur's life.
fandom:merlin-bbc
pairing:arthur/gwen
pairing:merlin/arthur
unrequited-love
angst
character-death
merlin:5.13
soulbond
5.000-10.000
How, when Arthur was wounded, Merlin sacrificed the bond – "It wasn't real, anyway," Merlin says, so casual Arthur is horrified. "How can it be real when it is only one half?"
How Merlin's sacrifice saved Arthur's life.
june 2017 by aerten
rail against your dying day - helloearthlings - Merlin (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
june 2017 by aerten
Arthur turned around, stomach churning at the thought of living the rest of his life without Merlin by his side. Merlin was his constant, his steady presence forever a guiding light.
And now he was gone.
fandom:merlin-bbc
pairing:merlin/arthur
pairing:arthur/gwen
pairing:gwen/leon
arthur-finds-out
grief
character-death
angst
author:helloearthlings
5.000-10.000
And now he was gone.
june 2017 by aerten
Tributes - Chapter 1 - TheAvalonian - Merlin (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
may 2017 by aerten
It is the 57th annual Hunger Games, and Merlin Emrys stands at the Reaping ceremony with Guinevere Smith at his side, unable to hear the roar of the crowd over the ringing in his own ears. Because Merlin is about to face his best friend and twenty-two strangers in a fight to the death, where there can only be one victor.
In a twisted game where death seems the only certainty, Merlin will find himself tested in ways no one could have ever predicted - and may even find himself fighting for more than just his own life as he enters into an unlikely alliance with Arthur Pendragon, the Career tribute poised to win it all.
fandom:merlin-bbc
pairing:merlin/arthur
hunger-games!au
hurt/comfort
violence
character-death
author:TheAvalonian
crossover
fandom:the-hunger-games
50.000-100.000
In a twisted game where death seems the only certainty, Merlin will find himself tested in ways no one could have ever predicted - and may even find himself fighting for more than just his own life as he enters into an unlikely alliance with Arthur Pendragon, the Career tribute poised to win it all.
may 2017 by aerten
Resurgam - La_Temperanza - Merlin (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
may 2017 by aerten
Merlin can see dead people, and Arthur's just indirectly invited the entire spirit world. To think, people said this party was going to be boring.
fandom:merlin-bbc
pairing:merlin/arthur
horror
character-death
violence
high-school
author:La_Temperanza
paranormal
10.000-20.000
may 2017 by aerten
From The Ashes - RandomSlasher (Trilliah) - Merlin (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
april 2017 by aerten
When Merlin uses magic to save Arthur’s life, he is condemned to death, and Arthur is too late to save him. But when the grief-stricken prince, along with Morgana and Gwen, journeys to Ealdor to return Merlin’s ashes, a series of strange events leads them to believe the warlock may not be as dead as they thought.
fandom:merlin-bbc
pairing:merlin/arthur
character-death
angst
grief
first-time
author:RandomSlasher
20.000-50.000
april 2017 by aerten
Six of One - mollrach13 - Merlin (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
april 2017 by aerten
History repeats itself. Arthur and his Queen cannot have children, so they seek their answers in magic.
They trade a life for a life. The Queen is ready and willing to make this sacrifice for the future of Camelot. But magic never weaves straight.
Merlin was not a sacrifice Arthur had been willing to make.
fandom:merlin-bbc
character-death
merlin:season5
angst
arthur-finds-out
author:mollrach13
pairing:arthur/gwen
pairing:merlin/mordred
5.000-10.000
They trade a life for a life. The Queen is ready and willing to make this sacrifice for the future of Camelot. But magic never weaves straight.
Merlin was not a sacrifice Arthur had been willing to make.
april 2017 by aerten
Until the Day I Die - Cookie - Merlin (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
april 2017 by aerten
Arthur believed Dragoon had killed his father, and so he plunged his sword deep into the sorcerer. Now Merlin was dying in his arms and Arthur was facing the future alone.
fandom:merlin-bbc
pairing:merlin/arthur
angst
character-death
merlin:4.03
author:Cookie
arthur-finds-out
10.000-20.000
april 2017 by aerten
The Eleventh Hour, a merlin fanfic | FanFiction
march 2017 by aerten
Everybody is born with two numbers on their backs: one counts down to a beginning, the other to an end.
fandom:merlin-bbc
pairing:merlin/arthur
merlin:modern-au
angst
character-death
author:chimingofthebells
5.000-10.000
march 2017 by aerten
Children of Camelot Chapter 1: I, a merlin fanfic | FanFiction
march 2017 by aerten
7-year-old Arthur Pendragon is dying of an illness not even the court physician can combat, whilst outside of the castle walls a small raven-haired boy is unknowingly running to save his life.
fandom:merlin-bbc
pairing:merlin&arthur
merlin:pre-series-au
character-death
grief
kid-fic
childhood
childhood-friends
author:riveriver
20.000-50.000
march 2017 by aerten
Disintegration - Ryne - Merlin (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
march 2017 by aerten
An AU of 4x07 in which Agravaine successfully kills Gaius.
fandom:merlin-bbc
merlin:4.07
dark!merlin
powerful!merlin
angst
character-death
author:Ryne
1.000-5.000
march 2017 by aerten
Beauty in the Ashes of Our Lives - Fulgance - Merlin (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
february 2017 by aerten
Merlin was executed at dawn.
It was more impressive that way. Executions by fire were almost always carried out at dawn or dusk, when it was dark enough for the fire to attract all the attention, but light enough to see if the prisoner attempted something. And Arthur had known almost immediately that he would see Merlin die by fire. A slow burn, drawn-out and painful, just as his years of lies had been.
fandom:merlin-bbc
pairing:merlin&arthur
angst
grief
character-death
merlin:4.03
arthur-finds-out
author:Fulgance
20.000-50.000
It was more impressive that way. Executions by fire were almost always carried out at dawn or dusk, when it was dark enough for the fire to attract all the attention, but light enough to see if the prisoner attempted something. And Arthur had known almost immediately that he would see Merlin die by fire. A slow burn, drawn-out and painful, just as his years of lies had been.
february 2017 by aerten
Vicious by Misa Sugar
october 2016 by aerten
“Who is he? What's his first name?”
Gustav's eyes darted back and forth, as if he were afraid of being overheard, and he leaned in to whisper in Tom's ear as if delivering dangerous, top- secret government information. “Bill.”
“Bill?”
“Shut up! Only people in his group are allowed to call him by his first name! You don't want it getting back to him that you broke the rules, trust me!”
Tom blinked, eyebrows raised even more than they had been a minute ago. Apparently this school was more interesting than he had first thought...
fandom:tokio-hotel-rpf
pairing:bill/tom
non-brothers-au
high-school
pairing:bill/andreas
character-death
violence
author:Misa-Sugar
20.000-50.000
Gustav's eyes darted back and forth, as if he were afraid of being overheard, and he leaned in to whisper in Tom's ear as if delivering dangerous, top- secret government information. “Bill.”
“Bill?”
“Shut up! Only people in his group are allowed to call him by his first name! You don't want it getting back to him that you broke the rules, trust me!”
Tom blinked, eyebrows raised even more than they had been a minute ago. Apparently this school was more interesting than he had first thought...
october 2016 by aerten
The Frailty by madd4the24
july 2016 by aerten
The world ends on a bright and sunny Tuesday afternoon around two.
fandom:tokio-hotel-rpf
pairing:bill/tom
angst
character-death
apocalypse
author:madd4the24
1.000-5.000
july 2016 by aerten
Drarry.pl • Zobacz wątek - [T] [Z] W ukryciu
may 2016 by aerten
Fic o śmierci i szaleństwie, angst aż do mdłości. W celu załamania się czytać w tandemie z "Alive" z fandomu TH.
fandom:harry-potter
pairing:drarry
character-death
po-polsku
tłumacz:Lasair
angst
author:Michi-Chu
pairing:harry/draco
10.000-20.000
may 2016 by aerten
Alive by Loui
may 2016 by aerten
For Tom it isn't easy watching his brother withering away, getting weaker by the minute but as the devoted brother he is, he is doing everything to keep Bill happy in his final days, even if it means breaking boundaries he had never considered before. Follows Tom in the last days up to and after Bill's death. --> Fic o śmierci i szaleństwie. Angst, który doprowadza do mdłości, pięknie napisany koszmar. Drugi raz go nie przeczytam, ale zakładka niech zostanie...
fandom:tokio-hotel-rpf
pairing:bill/tom
character-death
angst
author:Loui
10.000-20.000
may 2016 by aerten
Wibrysa - newbroomstick - Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling [Archive of Our Own]
august 2015 by aerten
To prawda, że czarodzieje zazwyczaj nie umierają młodo. Ale czarodziejskie ciało też ma swoją wytrzymałość.
fandom:harry-potter
pairing:harry/draco
pairing:drarry
character-death
angst
author:newbroomstick
po-polsku
5.000-10.000
august 2015 by aerten
Contrast by Halcyon_MOD
may 2015 by aerten
I don’t know how to tell them. I don’t have the heart to tell them. How do I let them know that I can feel you, and I can tell that you’re not in there anymore.
fandom:tokio-hotel-rpf
pairing:bill&tom
angst
character-death
author:Halcyon_MOD
1.000-5.000
may 2015 by aerten
Nothing Left To Hold Me Back by Froggy
march 2015 by aerten
Everything changes when there's nothing left to hold you back.
fandom:tokio-hotel-rpf
angst
character-death
pairing:bill&tom
author:Froggy
1.000-5.000
march 2015 by aerten
Drzewo, z natury zagmatwane by ayass [Merlin BBC]
november 2014 by aerten
Pewnego dnia na Wyspie Błogosławionych, wiele lat po tym, jak zniszczył ją ogień, stal i gniew, niespodziewanie znów wyrasta drzewo. M/A, AU do finału pierwszego sezonu.
fandom:merlin-bbc
pairing:merlin/arthur
po-polsku
au
character-death
author:ayass
pairing:gwen/morgana
>100.000
november 2014 by aerten
Cienka czerwona linia [SPN]
november 2014 by aerten
— Giles. — Odchrząknięcie. — Czy on robi to, co ja myślę, że robi?
— Tak właśnie sądzę, Tony — powiedział Giles, za pomocą pilota zatrzymując taśmę na klatce, na której facet w skórze, na kolanach wśród potrzaskanych butelek, wkładał sobie lufę pod brodę. — I pewnie by to zrobił, gdyby nie odleciał z upływu krwi. Ale tak, myślę, że chciał się zastrzelić.
outsider!pov
fandom:supernatural
dean-winchester
character-death
author:le-mru
po-polsku
— Tak właśnie sądzę, Tony — powiedział Giles, za pomocą pilota zatrzymując taśmę na klatce, na której facet w skórze, na kolanach wśród potrzaskanych butelek, wkładał sobie lufę pod brodę. — I pewnie by to zrobił, gdyby nie odleciał z upływu krwi. Ale tak, myślę, że chciał się zastrzelić.
november 2014 by aerten
A Length of Rope by earth_dragon
november 2014 by aerten
Sam should have put it together; he should have seen a pattern.
He should have paid attention.
Sam should have pulled his head out of his selfish ass and, for once, given a thought for Dean.
But he hadn't; and like so many times before, Sam's selfishness had broken his brother. But this time, Sam knew, there was no coming back.
Dean didn't want to come back.
fandom:supernatural
character-death
suicidal!dean
angst
author:earth_dragon
anti-sam
He should have paid attention.
Sam should have pulled his head out of his selfish ass and, for once, given a thought for Dean.
But he hadn't; and like so many times before, Sam's selfishness had broken his brother. But this time, Sam knew, there was no coming back.
Dean didn't want to come back.
november 2014 by aerten
Drifting Through Doorways | Master Post
november 2014 by aerten
One year ago, Jared lost his husband in an act of senseless violence. Stricken with grief, Jared has withdrawn from society and become reclusive, his only human interaction coming from his foster brother Chad, his florist friend Misha, and the occasional grocery store cashier – that is, when Chad can convince him to leave his apartment. If that wasn’t bad enough, now he’s being haunted by the ghost of his deceased husband, and Misha is the only one who seems to believe him – even if Misha's theories and superstitions make him a little, well, eccentric.
Jensen, on the other hand, is finally free of his own unhealthy relationship. Too bad being one half of the couple known as Jen-Jen drove him completely bat-shit crazy. And he is, if the disembodied voice that only he can hear and strange dreams are any indication. After all, Jensen is ninety-nine percent sure he’s not a ghost, and he’s never been married to anyone named Jared, either.
This is a story about unlikely connections, second chances at love, and giving in and letting yourself be just a little bit crazy..
fandom:j2-au
pairing:jared/jensen
pairing:jensen/ofc
paralell-universe
character-death
angst
author:ar_richardson
50.000-100.000
Jensen, on the other hand, is finally free of his own unhealthy relationship. Too bad being one half of the couple known as Jen-Jen drove him completely bat-shit crazy. And he is, if the disembodied voice that only he can hear and strange dreams are any indication. After all, Jensen is ninety-nine percent sure he’s not a ghost, and he’s never been married to anyone named Jared, either.
This is a story about unlikely connections, second chances at love, and giving in and letting yourself be just a little bit crazy..
november 2014 by aerten
kelleigh: FIC: Never Will Run Smooth (Jared/Jensen)
november 2014 by aerten
Fads are funny things. They're unpredictable, stupid, and pass quickly—most forgotten as soon as the next one shows up. Those concerning parenting are the funniest and usually the most pointless. Today it's organic diets and genderless baby names. Yesterday it was Mozart, trying to make babies smarter before they'd even graduated to solid foods. Twenty three years ago in Texas, it was betrothals. Yeah, that's right, parents planning their children's marriages before they could talk and object to the pointless ritual.
fandom:j2-au
angst
childhood-friends
character-death
author:kelleigh
10.000-20.000
november 2014 by aerten
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