Laria_Gwyn + author:notcaycepollard   23

not an end, but (the start of all things) by notcaycepollard
"They keep driving, for lack of anything better to do. A mission, Sam had said, and maybe that's true; maybe wherever they're headed is the way out, the way up."
fandom:marvelmovieverse  fandom:avengers  author:notcaycepollard  bucky/sam  unread 
may 2019 by Laria_Gwyn
you be the moon, i'll be the earth (and when we burst, start over) by notcaycepollard
"When Rey hugs Finn, all she can think is Force, I don’t want to let you go.

Every minute that goes by on the Falcon feels like half a century. She can’t look away from him: his broad shoulders, his smile, the way his eyes go soft and warm when he glances back and realizes she’s looking.

They’re crammed in together, sixty-eight Resistance survivors in a ship made to fit fifteen comfortably, and there’s barely a private corner let alone an empty room. Rey swallows down her desire. Curls up under her cloak and tries to rest."
fandom:starwars  author:notcaycepollard  finn/rey  nc-17 
december 2017 by Laria_Gwyn
and you had every chance (you destroy everything that you know) by notcaycepollard
"She touches his fingertips and he almost sobs: he’s that starved for it.

(He wants her to rend him. He wants it to hurt.)"
fandom:starwars  author:notcaycepollard  genfic  finn/poe/rey/rose 
december 2017 by Laria_Gwyn
i don't wanna give you up (i don't wanna let you love somebody else but me) by notcaycepollard
"Erin Gilbert is not the first straight girl Jillian Holtzmann has ever fallen for.

Here’s the thing: she’s good at patterns. She’s good at identifying patterns. Holtzmann isn't a mathematician but that doesn't mean she's not great at numbers and evaluating data and drawing a conclusion. She's a goddamn genius. This shit is easy in the way that people are difficult. Erin Gilbert is not the second or even the fifth straight girl Jillian’s ever fallen for, and it’s kind of getting to be a problem, except when she sees Dr Erin Gilbert, she thinks, maybe, this woman might be a statistical outlier. Nobody can wear that much tweed and be straight, surely. And she keeps trying, hopefully, to believe that, until the Kevin Crush makes it pretty fucking clear that it’s a losing bet. No big. Jillian is used to this, after all, and it’s totally definitely not going to be a problem at all."
fandom:ghostbusters  author:notcaycepollard  erin/holtzmann  nc-17 
august 2016 by Laria_Gwyn
show me if you want me (and i will be your friend) by notcaycepollard
"Bucky's gotta give it to the future for this: they've turned casual sex into a goddamn art.

What is a friend with benefits, he types into Google, and spends the next two hours reading about the distinctions between booty calls and friends with benefits and fuck buddies. It’s extremely informative. He’s gonna put it to good use, like, pretty much immediately."
fandom:marvelmovieverse  fandom:captainamerica  author:notcaycepollard  bucky/sam  nc-17 
june 2016 by Laria_Gwyn
midwinter by notcaycepollard
"Rey doesn’t notice the light at first, not really.

The light on the island is different. She notices that. More blue-gray in the spectrum, colder, but then anything is colder than the searing desert sun of Jakku."
fandom:starwars  author:notcaycepollard  genfic 
june 2016 by Laria_Gwyn
warm blood (feels good, i can't control it anymore) by notcaycepollard
"Sam's just chilling watching TV one evening when Bucky comes in and stares at him silently for a minute or two before sitting down on the couch. He's pretty close to Sam.

Okay, he's really close to Sam. Like, Sam would be using the word 'cuddling' if it wasn't so bizarre.

"What," he says, carefully not looking at Bucky, and Bucky huffs a sigh.

"Steve's not here," he says as if it's obvious. "Don't make it weird. Just- shut up.""
fandom:marvelmovieverse  fandom:captainamerica  author:notcaycepollard  bucky/sam  nc-17  recommended 
june 2016 by Laria_Gwyn
new money, suit and tie (i can read you like a magazine) by notcaycepollard
"Somewhere along the line, Solo starts showering her with jewels.

They're all exquisite, and extravagant, and very clearly stolen. Every mission, something new shows up; they work among the obscenely rich almost as a matter of course, and she suspects Solo's breaking their safes just to pass the time. She speculates, a little, what proportion of these gifts are newly stolen, and what's been hidden for years, waiting for the right time to surface. The Americans had recovered the art, the antiquities, but apparently they haven't got to everything. Gaby thinks, probably, they've barely scratched the surface of what Solo might have stolen all these years."
fandom:manfromUNCLE  author:notcaycepollard  gaby/illya/napoleon  recommended 
may 2016 by Laria_Gwyn
softly softly know me (hold my hands in error) by notcaycepollard
"Now, now that he's Finn, he can look at people's faces any time he likes. And he does, he does, he fills his eyes with how Rey and Poe smile and laugh and frown and cry. Rey's smile doesn't appear often, but when it does, it's blinding, wide and joyous in a way that Finn has to glance away from with how fierce she is, an expression that burns his eyes. Poe's laugh makes his eyes crinkle; he throws his head back, wipes tears away with his knuckles, and he's so beautiful it makes Finn want to capture this in a holo, every time. He watches as Rey grits her jaw, as Poe bites his lip, as both of them cry over him when he comes out of the coma, and he knows, he knows, why the First Order covered its soldiers' faces, because every expression from Rey and Poe makes Finn love them so much his heart feels too full with it.

But- it's their hands that undo him."
fandom:starwars  author:notcaycepollard  finn/poe/rey 
april 2016 by Laria_Gwyn
smoke on your skin (mouth open, you're high) by notcaycepollard
"There are some things nobody thinks to explain to them.

This is one of them. They're at a party, is how it starts."
fandom:starwars  author:notcaycepollard  finn/rey  nc-17 
april 2016 by Laria_Gwyn
you lift me up and (catch me when i'm falling for you) by notcaycepollard
""Heard there's gonna be a party this weekend," Finn says easily over breakfast. "About time, I mean, I was beginning to think the Resistance was so morally upright we'd never cut loose. All that 'decadent and loathsome Resistance' talk we got in trooper barracks, and I have to tell you, I haven't even seen one thing I was promised."

"...Huh," Poe says weakly, once he's swallowed the mouthful of caf threatening to choke him. "Yeah. Morally upright, that's us.""
fandom:starwars  author:notcaycepollard  finn/poe/rey 
april 2016 by Laria_Gwyn
we've got you, sweetheart (you like it like this) by notcaycepollard
"Maybe he's a little fucked up, to want like that after what happened, but it's not a new thing, it's not something he wants because of but in spite of. It's always something Poe's liked, his lovers holding him down, pulling his hair a little too hard, the sharp crack of pain and the floating warmth of endorphins after, and he's damned if he's going to let Kylo Ren take that from him too."
fandom:starwars  author:notcaycepollard  finn/poe/rey  nc-17 
march 2016 by Laria_Gwyn
you can sleep (i’ll be your shield in the night) by notcaycepollard
"This is how she sleeps: the hatch of the AT-AT pulled shut, a heavy metal strut shoved in to keep it barred, the door kept in her eyeline just in case. Her back against a solid surface, a sharp knife under her pillow. Her staff always, always within arm’s reach."
fandom:starwars  author:notcaycepollard  genfic  finn/rey 
february 2016 by Laria_Gwyn
something in the air by notcaycepollard
""They're lovely," she tells him sincerely, "I can't believe you went- thank you, Finn." He sniffs again and she leans in, presses a kiss to his cheek.

"You like them?" he asks, and she can see that he's blushing.

"Yeah," she says. "I really do." She snuggles in against him, kisses him again, and then feels a tickle in her nose, something that builds and builds until-

"Oh gods," Finn says, looking utterly horrified. "You're dying too.""
fandom:starwars  author:notcaycepollard  finn/rey 
february 2016 by Laria_Gwyn
you've got cracks right through (it's where the light shines out) by notcaycepollard
"How everyone thinks it should work is, you're broken, and then you repair, and you go on. Poe knows it's not true, even as he sits at Finn's bedside, waits for him to knit back together and wake up.

How it works is: you break, and then you mend yourself, slowly, slowly, until you're almost the same as you were before.

You're not the same, Poe knows. There are always cracks along the seams."
fandom:starwars  author:notcaycepollard  finn/poe/rey  nc-17 
february 2016 by Laria_Gwyn
putting on the ritz by notcaycepollard
""They want you to come to a fancy party," Poe says, and there's a gleam in his eye. "I guess being the newest Jedi in the galaxy has its advantages. Who're you taking?" Rey pretends to consider them both, drags her lower lip under her teeth, then looks back at her work and checks all the connections as if she's fully absorbed in the task. She can feel Poe's impatience radiating off him, and Finn's easy amusement, and it's hard to hide a smirk.

"Seriously," Poe asks again. "Because I happen to look super great in a-"

"No," Rey says. "Finn. Because he's my cute boyfriend."

Finn preens. Poe contrives to look woebegone. "What am I, then?"

"My terrible boyfriend," Rey says flatly, and Finn snickers with laughter from the bunk."
fandom:starwars  author:notcaycepollard  finn/poe/rey 
february 2016 by Laria_Gwyn
proving a point by notcaycepollard
""It's like the Resistance think they invented fucking," Rey huffs, and Finn feels himself bubble with unexpected laughter."
fandom:starwars  author:notcaycepollard  finn/rey  nc-17  recommended 
january 2016 by Laria_Gwyn
classified by notcaycepollard
""It's just Peggy, Miss Teller, I must insist. Or Agent Carter, if you prefer."

"Then you must call me Gaby, please," Gaby tells her, and when Carter - Peggy - smiles, Waverly clears his throat.

"We've a mission for you," he says. "Something solo, for a change. Not that I don't appreciate your work with the others, of course, but this requires a degree of subtlety."

"What are the details?" Gaby says, and Waverly defers to Peggy in a way that tells her he's only the facilitator, for this."
fandom:manfromUNCLE  fandom:marvelmovieverse  fandom:captainamerica  fandom:agentcarter  author:notcaycepollard  crossover  manfromUNCLE:au  marvelmovieverse:AU  captainamerica:AU  agentcarter:au  genfic  gaby/peggy  recommended 
january 2016 by Laria_Gwyn
play to win by notcaycepollard
""We could play something with bets," Rey suggests. "Jess was teaching me how to play sabacc."

"We don't have anything to bet with," Finn points out, and Rey shifts a little, sips her drink.

"Jess says," she starts, "you can play a version where you bet items of clothing."

"Bet items of- Jessika Testor Pava." Poe is outraged, outraged, but Jess just laughs from across the bar, raises her glass to him.

"Good luck, Commander Dameron," she calls. "Don't lose your shirt."

Somehow, and Poe doesn't understand exactly how, Rey acquires a dealer droid, sets it up on the table, pours them all another drink. Poe Dameron is playing strip-sabacc with these two- these two infants, he thinks dismally. If the General ever finds out, he's probably going to get court-martialled, and then demoted, and then sent on a one-way mission straight into the nearest sun."
fandom:starwars  author:notcaycepollard  finn/poe/rey  nc-17 
january 2016 by Laria_Gwyn
the sun, the stars (let me give you the universe) by notcaycepollard
"Falling in love with Rey is very different from falling in love with Finn.

Wherein Poe pines, and Rey tells a story, and Finn cuts to the heart of the matter."
fandom:starwars  author:notcaycepollard  finn/poe/rey  recommended 
january 2016 by Laria_Gwyn
this is a day of rest by notcaycepollard
""Can we-" Finn starts, and looks over at Rey.

"Can we join you?" she says, as if it's a very simple question.

"You what," Poe manages, and Rey shrugs.

"You said it was nice," she says. "I want to see why it's nice. And your quarters look nicer than ours."

"And your bed's bigger," Finn says accusingly. Poe casts a brief gaze skyward, wonders how he wound up explaining the concept of a lie-in to these idiot orphans on his first rest day in weeks."
fandom:starwars  author:notcaycepollard  finn/poe/rey  nc-17  recommended 
january 2016 by Laria_Gwyn
i really really (really really) really like you by notcaycepollard
"Of course they'll be around for dinner. They'd be around for putting their faces on Poe Dameron's dreamy perfect face, if either of them could ever say it.

Finn and Rey have a crush. It's very difficult."
fandom:starwars  finn/rey  finn/poe/rey  recommended  author:notcaycepollard 
december 2015 by Laria_Gwyn
float like you're weightless (let it float away) by notcaycepollard
""Don't tell me," Poe says. "You can't swim."

"I can so," Rey says indignantly, and Poe just laughs, soft and amused. His eyes go teasing, and Rey looks away, glances at the way the water breaks in rills against the sand.

"Can so what?" Finn asks, coming up on her other side. Poe looks at him over Rey's head, and she doesn't have to use the Force to feel whatever it is that's building between the two of them.

"Swim," she tells him, and Finn's eyes go wide.

"Can we?" he says. "I've never- I mean, is it- do people like it?"

"I like it," Poe laughs, "especially on a hot day like this. It's a good way to cool off. I can teach you, if you want. Rey already knows." The way he looks at Rey, the way he tilts his head, is just a little challenging, daring her to admit she's lied. It makes her bold, makes her reckless."
fandom:starwars  finn/poe/rey  recommended  author:notcaycepollard 
december 2015 by Laria_Gwyn

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