Itsokaydean + worried!sam   80

Ticks Like a Time Bomb; faequeentitania
Sam grew up with Dean's heavy breath as a lullaby. Every night, steady as clockwork. There are few things in the world that could frighten him the way the quiet from Dean's bed can. Coda for S01E12, "Faith."
supernatural  sam_dean(implied)  S1  1.12!coda  sick!Dean  physicallyhurt!dean  Protective!Sam  worried!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:faequeentitania  archive:ao3  0-5k  ~ 
10 weeks ago by Itsokaydean
Family Man; KelpietheThundergod
"You’re just like him." In that moment, it had felt like nothing could be worse. But at least the pain of those words was sharp and quick, and got him out of his spiral. A punch that he couldn’t exactly roll with, as it cut to deep for that, but the hits stopped coming after "Michael hurt you. He hurt me too." He did get punched in the face a couple times right after. But he deserved that anyway. The pain at home is different. More like being submerged all over again, and every time he reaches the surface, spluttering and gasping, the next wave comes, powerful and acidic.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:angst  s14  14.03!coda  ptsd!dean  OCD!dean  worried!sam  worried!castiel  emotionallyhurt!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  genre:gen  0-5k  author:kelpiethethundergod  ~ 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
till the cows come down the river; amonitrate
Sam’s never understood anything, not really, and Dean’s never wanted him to. But he always tries, even for the stuff Dean himself doesn’t understand. Dean’s never known what to do with that.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:angst  genre:gen  s5  5.16!coda  unraveling!dean  panicattack!dean  worried!sam  rating:pg-13  havepdf  author:amonitrate  archive:lj  5-10k  ~  ptsd!dean  ptsd!sam 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
Curse, Post-Curse; brokenlittleboy
Sam gets cursed by a witch and is left with vertigo, nausea, and migraines. In his condition, he goes out to fight the witch--but the end result is another curse, this time much worse. 
supernatural  sam_dean(implied)  cursed!sam  Protective!Dean  worried!dean  worried!sam  genre:hurt_comfort  archive:ao3  challenge:ohsam  havepdf  genre:schmoop  author:brokenlittleboy  rating:pg-13  0-5k  ~ 
may 2018 by Itsokaydean
As Simple As This; selecasharp
The boys are stuck at the bunker while Dean heals from the latest hunt. When the injury proves to be too much for Dean to handle without Sam’s help, the enforced closeness brings all their complicated feelings to the surface.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:angst  boys!breakup  boys!getbacktogether  physicallyhurt!dean  caretaker!sam  worried!sam  angry!sam  guilty!dean  s9  kink:rough!sex  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:selecasharp  15-20k  challenge:reversebang  tissie  ~ 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Two Queens; belyste
 Dean tries to figure out why so many people think he and Sam are a couple. The answer is…surprising
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:humor  freakedout!dean  freakedout!sam  pining!sam  pining!dean  worried!sam  author:belyste  havepdf  archive:lj  tissie  ~  +  5-10k  rating:nc-17 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ This is Ourselves (Under Pressure); clex_monkie89
After Nightshifter, Sam and Dean hit the road. What follows is three months of fear and frustration with the FBI hot on their heels, trying to avoid the long arm of the law while still continuing to work. It's not easy; being on the run doesn't leave much time for breathing, never mind sleep, sex or any much-needed downtime.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  boys!ontherun  worried!sam  worried!dean  s2  author:clex_monkie89  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  kink:manhandling  kink:somnophilia  +  rating:nc-17  25-30k  challenge:bigbang  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Night Country; Destina
At first, there were two voices rising slowly over each other, similarly deep and urgent, and Dean wasn't sure how to pick them apart, which to follow. He listened, pushed forward on a slow wave of pain, until the voices separated and became distinct. 

"Dean, oh, God, no. Listen to me! That's not Dad! It's not him!"
supernatural  sam&dean  dean_john  demon!john  non-con  hurt!Dean  Protective!Sam  worried!sam  angst  archive:extsite  author:destina  rating:R  havepdf  S1  tissie  ~ 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Totally Clichéd Naked Cuddling Hypothermia Story; ignipes
The sleeping bags belonged to a couple of dead guys, but Sam was trying not to think about that. He shoved the gear aside and spread out the sleeping pads and bags. "Dean, get in here." He zipped the sleeping bags together and turned around, shoved back the tent flap and leaned out. "Hey, man, get your ass in here before you freeze to death.
supernatural  sam_dean(implied)  genre:casefic  Hypothermic!Dean  worried!sam  Protective!Sam  archive:ao3  author:ignipes  rating:pg-13  havepdf  0-5k  tissie  ~ 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Come Home in the Car You Love; sevenfists
It seems fucking stupid now—worse: naive—but Dean honest-to-God thought that everything would stop after he went to Hell. A big cosmic reset button. Like his death would settle the universe's score and Sam could make himself some kind of real life, one that didn't involve hitching his fate to Dean's inevitable demise.
supernatural  sam_dean  post-hell!dean  ptsd!dean  worried!dean  worried!sam  suicidal!sam_(past)  s4  boys!getbacktogether  author:sevenfists  archive:ao3  rating:nc-17  tissie  ~  5-10k  havepdf 
november 2017 by Itsokaydean
True Face; WetSammyWinchester
It’s like living in limbo after that witch's curse. Dean doesn't get worse and he doesn't get better, but Sam isn’t going to give up on getting his brother back.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  amnesiac!dean  Protective!Sam  worried!sam  non-con_(attempted)  s12  rating:nc-17  author:wetsammywinchester  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~ 
october 2017 by Itsokaydean
Be Mine and the World Be Damned; Fenix21
Dean and Sam belonged together, in every version of Heaven and the Universe, and nothing was standing in their way. Not even mom.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:angst  established!relationship  mary!findsout  worried!sam  worried!dean  12.01!coda  s12  archive:ao3  rating:R  author:fenix21  havepdf  5-10k  tissie  ~ 
october 2017 by Itsokaydean
A List of Typos Made By God; cherie_morte
The summer before Sam leaves for Stanford, Dean begins to forget his relationship with Sam. Every morning he remembers less, and Sam is just waiting for the day Dean forgets him completely
supernatural  sam_dean  pre-series  rescuer!sam  amnesiac!dean  worried!sam  genre:angst  StanfordEra  rating:nc-17  havepdf  author:cherie_morte  archive:ao3  tissie  ~  40-50k  challenge:bigbang 
may 2017 by Itsokaydean
Tie Me Up, Hold me Tight; whispered_story
Sam accidentally binds himself to Dean and the more time passes, the worse he feels when Dean isn't nearby. While the boys are scrambling to find a reverse spell, Sam's need to be close to Dean makes them reevaluate their relationship.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  bonded!boys  accidental!soulbinding  genre:schmoop  cursed!sam  worried!dean  worried!sam  genre:casefic  author:whispered_story  archive:ao3  rating:nc-17  havepdf  tissie  10-15k  challenge:samdean_otp  ~ 
april 2017 by Itsokaydean
And indeed there will be time; Greta
Sam and Dean take a break from hunting, settling in a seaside town in Maine. Dean fixes cars; Sam gets a gig as an agony-aunt on the radio, and all things considered, life should be simpler. It isn't.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  estranged!boys  retired!fromhunting  boys!getbacktogether  worried!dean  worried!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  mechanic!dean  dj!sam  havepdf  author:gretazreta  archive:ao3  rating:R  tissie  genre:angst  5-10k  challenge:spn_j2_xmas  ~ 
april 2017 by Itsokaydean
Promise Me; brokenlittleboy
Dean makes a promise to Sam. He'd already made a commitment to his brother in a church, but this time is more significant and meaningful. Their lives are already weird enough that one incestuous marriage proposal won't flip things upside down.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  genre:domestic  married!boys  dean!proposes  happy!dean  happy!sam  worried!sam  rating:nc-17  author:brokenlittleboy  havepdf  archive:ao3  tissie  genre:schmoop  5-10k  ~ 
april 2017 by Itsokaydean
Renovation; De_Nugis
It’s not like Dean never noticed Sam’s hands before. He’d taught Sam to pull a bowstring and a trigger and tighten a lug nut. He’d watched him obsess over his homework night after night, always holding the ballpoint a bit too tight, flesh whitening over his knuckles, as though someone was going to take the pen away. 
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  S1  s6  post-season6  mute!Salm  broken!sam  boys!moveintogether  retired!fromhunting  postcage!Sam  ptsd!sam  caring!dean  woordworker!dean  firefighter!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  post-heartattack!sam  worried!dean  worried!sam  author:de_nugis  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  renovation_verse  tissie  15-20k  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:domestic  ~ 
april 2017 by Itsokaydean
Make It Work; brokenlittleboy
Sam's finally got what he's wanted all his life, and it doesn't feel real. He's always wanted Dean, and Dean wants him back. They have their hits and misses, but for the most part, it's great. All Sam needs is the road and his brother. He only starts to wonder about if it can last when his and Dean's sexual habits clash--Sam identifies as somewhere on the ace spectrum, and Dean's hypersexual. Purely emotional hurt/comfort.
supernatural  sam_dean  demisexual!sam  hypersexual!dean  worried!sam  self-doubting!sam  understanding!dean  first-time  author:brokenlittleboy  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  tissie  ~  s2  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  0-5k 
march 2017 by Itsokaydean
Cupid's Got A Gun; geckoholic
Fuck-or-die, set in early S4. But they've been fucking for years, so that shouldn't be a problem, right? Wrong. Ever since hell, Dean's in no hurry to get that show on the road again. They've tried, and it doesn't work, too many bad memories from what's been done to him downstairs. A case that involves a cursed cross and a vengeful witch takes that choice away from them, though...
supernatural  sam_dean  rating:nc-17  established!relationship  post-hell!dean  ptsd!dean  non-con  cursed!dean  worried!sam  rescuer!sam  caretaker!sam  s4  casefic  author:geckoholic  havepdf  archive:ao3  tissie  ~  kink:fuck-or-die 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean
Five Minute Warning; selecasharp
Dean has five minutes of warning before his seizures hit. Unfortunately, they’re lost in the woods without his meds and are definitely more than five minutes away from the car. Now it's up to Sam to keep his brother safe.
supernatural  genre:gen  sam&dean  physicallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  epileptic!dean  Seizure!Dean  worried!sam  genre:hurt_comfort  Protective!Sam  rating:pg-13  archive:lj  author:selecasharp  tissie  ~  havepdf  5-10k 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean
Make Thick My Blood; themegalosaurus
“You’re going to kill me, Dean,” Sam says, eventually. 
And all Dean can say is, “I think I am.”

A season 10 AU, set after 10x14 ('The Executioner's Song'). Cas finds a solution that might cure the Mark of Cain; but if they're going to go through with it, Sam has a terrible price to pay.
supernatural  sam_dean  moc!dean  demonbloodissues!sam  detox!sam  determined!sam  s10  worried!dean  worried!sam  sam!savesdean  angst  archive:ao3  author:themegalosaurus  havepdf  rating:R  tissie  ~ 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean
Chemical High; themegalosaurus
Partly, it’s just opportunity. It’s been a few weeks since he swiped the little tub from the old folks’ home, and it’s been burning a hole in his pocket ever since. Partly, it’s curiosity; he doesn’t really know what this stuff does, not exactly, beyond a vague idea that it’ll turn Sam into some kind of Energizer bunny of fucking. No way that’s not gonna be fun. Dean doses Sam with the Viagra that he stole from the retirement home in 11x11. It sort of goes to plan
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  dean!dosessamw/viagra  worried!dean  worried!sam  angry!sam  s11  11.11!coda  genre:hurt_comfort  dean!feelsguilty  guilty!dean  rating:nc-17  author:themegalosaurus  archive:ao3  havepdf  5-10k  tissie  ~ 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean
The Night Is Somehow Smaller; laurificus
 Now, all he wants is an open road to somewhere better, following nothing but Dean's smile and the way he says Sam's name, necessary as salt lines and a shining thread to home.  (Post mystery spot)
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:gen  s3  3.11!coda  ptsd!sam  scared!sam  worried!sam  rating:pg  archive:lj  author:laurificus  genre:angst  havepdf  0-5k  tissie  ~ 
january 2017 by Itsokaydean
I'd Gladly Lose Me To Find You; flawedamythyst
Sam takes a vow of silence in order to pull Dean out of Hell, but by the time Dean comes back, Sam's lost more of himself than just his voice. Splits off completely from canon after the season 3 finale.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  electivemutism!sam  sam!savesdean  retired!fromhunting  rating:nc-17  Protective!Sam  worried!sam  author:flawedamythyst  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  s3  genre:canon_divergence  characterdeath_(dean)  characterdeath_(temporary)  genre:domestic  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  30-40k 
january 2017 by Itsokaydean
Pied Piper; merrin
In Jefferson, Texas a man ends a generations-old curse and saves all the town's children, but completely loses his memory in the process. When it's discovered that he's a wanted criminal, the town comes together to conceal him out of gratitude for what he's done for them, giving him an apartment, a job and a whole new life. It takes seven months for Sam to find Dean, and when he finally does, he has to adapt to being around a man who has no idea that he used to be Sam's brother
supernatural  sam_dean  amnesiac!dean  worried!sam  Protective!Sam  tw:dub-con  first-time  author:merrin  archive:ao3  havepdf  piper_verse  rating:nc-17  tissie  ~  genre:casefic  40-50k 
january 2017 by Itsokaydean
Inside Out; zoemathema
Dean self-harming as a coping mechanism and Sam finding out. But not the classic, after-school-special treatment of it we often get on tv, please.”
supernatural  sam&dean  gen  selfharm!dean  clueless!sam  worried!sam  caretaker!sam  author:zoemathemata  rating:pg-13  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~ 
november 2016 by Itsokaydean
You say pumpkin, i say pie; postfallen
TeenChesters. Dean is scarily ill on Thanksgiving, Dad is gone, and Sam doesn't know what to do. He gets caught stealing a pumpkin pie from the grocery store.
supernatural  sam&dean  outsider!pov  sick!Dean  pre-series  Protective!Sam  worried!sam  archive:lj  rating:pg  author:postfallen  tissie  ~  genre:gen  challenge:hoodie_time  physicallyhurt!dean  havepdf  5-10k 
october 2016 by Itsokaydean
Never open the door in the dark; adrenalineshots
Blind!Dean (born blind or recently blinded) is left behind on Halloween while John and Sam are off on a hunt. Dean decides to be a good sport and hands out candy to trick-or-treaters, but doesn't realize that the person ringing the doorbell time and time again is a creature hunting him 
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:gen  genre:angst  pre-series  hardass!john  blind!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  worried!sam  worried!john  author:adrenalineshots  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  5-10k  challenge:hoodie_time  tissie  ~ 
october 2016 by Itsokaydean
Moo shu pork; anon
The boys take out Chinese food for dinner. Dean wakes up sick in the middle of the night, and they think the chicken must have been bad because Sam's got a little indigestion as well.

But then Dean gets sick sick (vomiting, the runs, fever, shaking chills, cramps, sweating, whatever) and Sam doesn't, so they decide that the food isn't completely to blame.

Dean can't even hold down water. Sam wants to take him to the hospital, but stoic, pukey-Dean refuses. Sam goes out for supplies, and when he comes back he puts an IV in his brother.

Turns out that he let a nursing/med student practice on him while he was at Stanford so that he could learn the skill. Practical, right? Dean sucks down a bag or two (or three) of saline and starts feeling better.
supernatural  gen  sam&dean  S1  sick!Dean  caretaker!sam  worried!sam  author:anon  rating:pg  archive:lj  needspdf  tissie  ~ 
october 2016 by Itsokaydean
Trick or treat; anon
Dean has a really bad migraine and Sam turned off all of the motel lights, gave Dean medication, and has Dean wrapped up in blankets. Sam is rubbing his back, trying to comfort his brother and get Dean to sleep.

Too bad the trick-or-treaters won't stop knocking on the door and yelling because they see the Impala out front and know someone's there...
supernatural  sam&dean  gen  sick!Dean  migraine!dean  worried!sam  caretaker!sam  author:anon  archive:lj  needspdf  tissie  ~ 
october 2016 by Itsokaydean
My kingdom for an oven mitt; alone_dreaming
Dean is sick and/or injured and bedridden from illness/injury/both, but that doesn't stop him from laughing his ass off while Sam attempts to make a Thanksgiving dinner in their little tiny motel oven. Bonus if Sam burns himself and Dean laughs until he chokes. Double bonus if, in the end, Dean feels like an ass about making fun of something that is obviously important to his brother.
supernatural  gen  sam&dean  S1  Hurt!Sam  hurt!Dean  worried!sam  caretaker!sam  author:alone_dreaming  archive:lj  needspdf  rating:pg  tissie  ~ 
october 2016 by Itsokaydean
A Very Thin Wire Between Survival and Disaster; Xparrot - Supernatural (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
"So what did you take?" Sam asks. Because as it turns out, there are even worse things to think about than how your brother attempted suicide less than twenty-four hours ago.
supernatural  genre:gen  s11  sam&dean  11.17!coda  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  suicideattempt!dean  worried!dean  worried!sam  scared!dean  scared!sam  havepdf  author:xparrot  archive:ao3  rating:pg-13  0-5k  tissie  ~ 
september 2016 by Itsokaydean
I'm home again in my old narrow bed; maypoles
(Somewhat) Dissociative Dean. In response to the reason of your choice (stress, guilt, specific trauma etc.), Dean begins crumbling emotionally and suffers from what looks like dissociation. Not full-on losing time/memory, more like becoming disoriented, zoning out, being alarmingly unfocused and even unresponsive. This, of course, worries Sam out of his mind. Enter protective!brother mode, angst, and hopefully also moments of tenderness in which Sam attempts to help, to get Dean to focus and be himself again.
supernatural  genre:gen  genre:angst  depressed!dean  did!dean  caretaker!sam  worried!sam  post-season5  scared!sam  ptsd!dean  archive:lj  rating:r  author:maypoles  havepdf  challenge:hoodie_time  5-10k  ~ 
july 2016 by Itsokaydean
Demon Blood, Sweat and Tears; ayslin
As awesome as a caring Sam helping Dean through a seizure is, I want the opposite of that. Dean has a seizure without Sam around, alone in the hotel room, and Sam comes back after it's done. Lots of confused and disoriented Dean, and guilty Sam, (who maybe left because they were fighting, or he was off seeing Ruby?) caring for Dean who has no memory of what happened. Bonus points if Dean broke a finger during the episode, and has a bruised cheek.
supernatural  gen  epileptic!dean  worried!sam  caring!sam  s4  demonbloodissues!sam  archive:lj  author:ayslin  rating:pg-13  needspdf 
july 2016 by Itsokaydean
Of guilt and bonding; neonchica
"Dean has epilepsy. Dean & Sam argue & Sams about to walk out of the motel room when Dean suddenly collapses with a seizure. At first Sam thinks hes faking it so he wont go, but it's actually real & has to help his brother thru it. Lots of worried/guilty!Sam. "
supernatural  sick!dean  epileptic!dean  Protective!Sam  caretaker!sam  worried!sam  archive:lj  rating:pg-13  author:neonchica  genre:gen  sam&dean  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  sam!feelsguilty  havepdf  0-5k  challenge:hoodie_time  ~ 
may 2016 by Itsokaydean
Smoker friendly; bellatemple
"Dean tries (in vain, or successfully, your choice) to quit smoking. Sam tries to help him out by nagging him nonstop, but is actually spectacularly UNhelpful and finally they have it out."
supernatural  gen  smoker!dean  worried!sam  tryingtohelp!sam  author:bellatemple  rating:pg-13  archive:lj  needspdf 
may 2016 by Itsokaydean
Shaded; roque_clasique
Dean shows up at the motel eight hours after he’d left it that morning. That’s five hours after Sam got back from the library, four hours since Dean’s last phonecall, and three hours since Sam started worrying in earnest.
supernatural  gen  sunstroke!dean  worried!sam  protective!sam  caretaker!sam  hurt!dean  s1  archive:lj  author:roque_clasique  rating:pg  needspdf 
may 2016 by Itsokaydean
Qui Non Somnus; authoressnebula
The first day after the curse, it was still a joke with Dean. He still felt hyped, still felt fine, and called it the "Red Bull Curse". Capital letters and everything.
supernatural  genre:angst  genre:gen  sam&dean  cursed!dean  sleepdeprived!dean  protective!sam  caretaker!sam  worried!sam  physicallyhurt!dean  author:authoressnebula  rating:pg  archive:ffnet  havepdf  0-5k  tissie  ~ 
may 2016 by Itsokaydean
+ Prairie Wind; honeylocusttree
"Sam and Dean have been on high-alert and in a high-stress position for years now. When the war is over, Sam insists they take a vacation/consider stopping hunting altogether. They're both having issues, but while for Sam the quiet-time is used for reflecting/rediscovering himself, for Dean with his life-long avoidance issues, not being in the high-alert state is initially nothing less than terrifying. When he suddenly has free time to kill, he crashes, gets sick and can't shake it. (I'm thinking like a cold/flu that turns into pneumonia or something, but whatever you want would work.) Lots of feverish!Dean, of course, angst, and I'd love me some PTSD!Dean or mental-illness!Dean too." (also on
supernatural  genre:gen  sam&dean  depressed!dean  ptsd!dean  worried!sam  angry!sam  protective!sam  genre:angst  author:honeylocusttree  +  selfharm!dean  rating:pg-13  havepdf  archive:ao3  0-5k  archive:lj  tissie  ~ 
april 2016 by Itsokaydean
FIC: Hold and Lean: mariahlee
Dean gets hit with an insomnia curse, and Sam can’t do anything but watch.
gen  cursed!dean  hurt!dean  hurt_comfort  worried!sam  caretaker!sam 
april 2016 by Itsokaydean
FIC: The Cloak (Sangre de Cristo remix) - i_speak_tongue
While Dean recovers from a brutal injury, he secretly questions whether or not the creature Sam supposedly killed is really dead. 'Cause it sure as hell seems like it's not.
gen  hurt!dean  protective!sam  worried!sam 
april 2016 by Itsokaydean
lost invisible here; oxoniensis
"Fucking religious nuts." "I don't know," Sam says slyly. "A lot of what they say makes sense, when you think about it." Dean turns his head away from the road ahead and stares at Sam. Long and considering. Then bursts out laughing. "Good one, Sammy." He pats him on the thigh. "Good one."
sam_dean  established!relationship  invisible!dean  powers!dean  genre:angst  supernatural  cursed!dean  worried!sam  Protective!Sam  author:oxoniensis  havepdf  archive:lj  rating:R  5-10k  tissie  ~ 
february 2016 by Itsokaydean
The Winchester Guide to Fine Dining for the Gastronomically Challenged; cassidy-304
Sam and Dean clear out a ghost for a rich business guy, who rewards them very generously. They go out for supper at this fancy coastal seafood restaurant (because it's summer), and Dean is so distracted by the unusually upscale environment that he accidentally eats something with shrimp in it and goes into anaphylactic shock. Cue freaking out customers and frantic Sam trying to find the epipen. And maybe afterwards Dean is all woozy and clingy from oxygen deprivation <3
hurt!dean  protective!sam  allergic!dean  anaphylapticshock!dean  supernatural  scared!sam  worried!sam  caretaker!sam  gen  archive:lj  rating:pg-13  needspdf  author:cassidy_304 
february 2016 by Itsokaydean
The Storyteller; toldthestars
You know, even when you were just a little kid, everyone said you weren’t right, that you were sick. They never said with what. You just were, and you had been since the fire.
supernatural  sam_dean(implied)  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:canon_divergence  mentallyill!dean  protective!sam  istitutionalized!dean  caretaker!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:toldthestars  worried!sam  worried!dean  drugged!dean  hallucinating!dean  5-10k  first!pov  ~ 
december 2015 by Itsokaydean
Keep Going; dodger_winslow
He was too far off the road. No one would see him lying here in a ditch; and even if they did, they probably wouldn’t stop. If he didn’t get up again, he’d freeze to death right where he fell, and they wouldn’t find his body until the spring thaw.
supernatural  pre-series  genre:angst  hypothermic!john  worried!dean  worried!john  physicallyhurt!john  bamf!John  worried!sam  genre:gen  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:dodger_winslow  0-5k  keepgoing_verse  ~ 
november 2015 by Itsokaydean
Stigmata; nixa jane
Dean never used to believe in faith healers, and the irony of this newfound ability is not lost on him, but he just tells Sam he's not getting himself a fucking tent or a ticket booth, so he'd better damn well not ask. 
supernatural  genre:gen  genre:hurt_comfort  sam&dean  healer!Dean  dean!savessam  worried!sam  physicallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  author:nixa_jane  S1  archive:lj  1.12!coda  rating:pg-13  0-5k  havepdf  tissie  ~ 
november 2015 by Itsokaydean
Subtle tricks; jaimeykay
So Dean forgets things sometimes. It's not really a big deal. It's always been like this. Nobody has to know; he's got this handled all on his own. (Right. When has that ever worked out for any of them?)
supernatural  amnesiac!dean  genre:gen  rating:pg-13  pre-series  s1  s2  s3  caretaker!sam  worried!sam  protective!john  worried!john  archive:lj  author:jaimeykay  tissie  ~  genre:angst  havepdf  0-5k  challenge:hoodie_time 
september 2015 by Itsokaydean
So Many Different Suns; judith-88-g
Dean is hired by a cranky old lady to do some small jobs around the house. She has pretty distinc assumptions about teenagers and the Winchesters in particular.
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june 2015 by Itsokaydean

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