Itsokaydean + worried!dean   72

The Devil's Voice is Sweet to Hear; monicawoe
Sam saw Lucifer everywhere. He knew he was crazy. Dean and Bobby knew he was crazy. He'd never questioned it, never thought it could possibly get worse -- until the day he realized he'd never been crazy to begin with. The thing about being an archangel's vessel is that once you say yes it's forever. It didn't matter that Lucifer was still in his Cage. He had an open line to Sam, and so he amused himself by making Sam see him.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:gen  genre:angst  lucifer!sam  sam!talksw/lucifersvoice  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  worried!dean  s7  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:monicawoe  challenge:sharp_teeth  0-5k  ~ 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
Consider the Hairpin Turn; cherie_morte
AU of 6x22: Sam's wall has shattered and the memories in his mind have splintered. When the Sam who remembers Hell tells him to go find Jess and be happy, Sam knows he can't stay while Dean needs him. But when the Sam from Hell says that Dean is already there looking for him, Sam leaves his memories of the pit behind to find him.

What he finds is a life he doesn't remember: a house that he shares with his brother (and has for years), a law career he thought he'd left behind at Stanford, and a relationship with Dean he never dreamed he could have. Life is almost too good to be true, at least until Sam begins to hear his brother's voice calling to him, begging him to wake up.
supernatural  sam_dean  s6  6.22!coda  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:canon_divergence  worried!dean  Protective!Dean  ptsd!sam  postcage!Sam  brokenwall!sam  comapatient!sam  caretaker!dean  rescuer!dean  pining!sam  pining!dean  rating:nc-17  havepdf  archive:ao3  author:cherie_morte  25-30k  challenge:samdean_otp  ~ 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
Tumbleweeds Verse; ghostyouknow
Ellen and Jo run into some trouble with a witch. Or, Jo is an agave plant, and Sam is the roaming tumbleweed that finds her.
supernatural  sam_jo  genre:angst  genre:casefic  mpreg!sam  worried!dean  postdeal!dean  s3  agave!jo  tumbleweed!sam  genre:mpreg  rating:pg-13  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:ghostyouknow  5-10k  tumbleweed_verse  ~ 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
Curse, Post-Curse; brokenlittleboy
Sam gets cursed by a witch and is left with vertigo, nausea, and migraines. In his condition, he goes out to fight the witch--but the end result is another curse, this time much worse. 
supernatural  sam_dean(implied)  cursed!sam  Protective!Dean  worried!dean  worried!sam  genre:hurt_comfort  archive:ao3  challenge:ohsam  havepdf  genre:schmoop  author:brokenlittleboy  rating:pg-13  0-5k  ~ 
may 2018 by Itsokaydean
Miles to Go; raina_at
Dean's noticed in the past that everything looks different under moonlight. Colors give way to stark white or night-time black, settling dust looks a lot like snow, and the damage to the Impala doesn't look nearly as bad. His own reflection in the window looks colorless, a waxy mask, unfamiliar. 
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  s2  grieving!sam  grieving!dean  Sam_Jess(past)  worried!dean  pining!dean  angry!dean  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:R  5-10k  author:raina_at  ~ 
may 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Hours; kettle_o_fish
Mineshafts, even those in impeccable condition, can collapse at the slightest structural compromise. Dean knows this, but he nods politely as the state trooper with the wad of chew tucked between his cheek and his jaw spits into the mess of snow and mud churned by the digging equipment rolled in about an hour ago, explains it to him like he hasn’t spent half his life stomping around similarly neglected corners of America just like this.  
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:gen  genre:hurt_comfort  physicallyhurt!sam  physicallyhurt!dean  hypothermic!Sam  worried!dean  hallucinating!sam  s7  cavedin!sam  rescuer!dean  archive:lj  havepdf  challenge:ohsam  author:kettle_o_fish  rating:pg-13  0-5k  ~ 
may 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ The Night Goes By; BlueNeutrino
It's a long night when Sam and Dean first arrive at the prison, separated from each other to be strip searched, manhandled and humiliated before being thrown into cramped concrete cells. The nights that follow are longer.
supernatural  sam&dean  12.09!coda  imprisoned!dean  imprisoned!sam  humiliated!dean  genre:angst  genre:gen  non-con_(attempted)  sexuallyabused!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  sick!Dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  worried!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:blueneutrino  Protective!Dean  challenge:*bang  5-10k  s12  tissie  ~  + 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
since feeling is first; queenklu
That he wants to think this is Dean yanking a leash should make his blood run cold, not aching hot. It should make him sick, angry, it should get his fucking hackles up and make him fight.

He does want to fight. But there’s a skin-thin line between primal things, and fighting isn’t all he wants to do.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  first-kiss  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:angst  genre:domestic  boys!settledown  retired!fromhunting  postcage!Sam  post-season6  pining!sam  pining!dean  sam!obeysorders  emotionallyhurt!sam  worried!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:queenklu  10-15k  tissie  lilbrorec  ~ 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Nuanced Approach to Giving Sammy Shit; or, The Things Dean Does to Make His Brother Happy; badbastion
Sam has a cold and he is the most miserable person in the world. They still have a job to do and Dean can’t do much to make him feel better except, you know, shower!fever!sex.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  genre:schmoop  genre:hurt_comfort  physicallyhurt!sam  sick!sam  Protective!Dean  worried!dean  kink:showersex  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:badbastion  0-5k  tissie  ~ 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
And One More For the Road; vicious_trade
Sam isn't blind, he can see just as well as everyone else does that Dean loves food, fast women, and most importantly, his car. However, he's not so quick on the uptake about other things, as it turns out.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  clueless!sam  smitten!dean  smitten!sam  genre:schmoop  genre:hurt_comfort  physicallyhurt!sam  comforting!dean  worried!dean  archive:lj  rating:pg  havepdf  5-10k  author:vicious_trade  tissie  ~  possible_verse 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
Run Run Riot; interflora
Turns out that Amelia isn't real - She was Sam's way of coping with Dean's "death". On Christmas, he and Dean stop by her to see her (and Riot), only to discover the truth. Sam goes into meltdown mode, and Dean has to calm him down. He also tries to figure out what really went down in the year he was gone
supernatural  sam_dean(implied)  hallucinating!sam  ptsd!sam  worried!dean  Protective!Dean  s8  guilty!dean  breakdown!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  0-5k  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:angst  author:interflora  rating:pg-13  tissie  ~ 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
Care and Feeding; fools_game (foolishgames)
The cat tipped its head back and looked up. “Sam, is that you?” There was a moment, and then the cat nodded slowly, up and down. A clear gesture. “Sam, you cut that out right now. It’s not funny.”
supernatural  sam_dean  cursed!sam  genre:humor  genre:hurt_comfort  sam!turnsintoacat  Protective!Dean  clueless!john  worried!dean  rating:pg-13  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:fools_game  tissie  ~  15-20k  careandfeeding_verse 
february 2018 by Itsokaydean
Touch and Go; themegalosaurus
Tag to 9.19 (Alex Annie Alexis Ann) in which Dean realises why, exactly, Sam is so angry about what happened with Gadreel.
supernatural  sam&dean  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  worried!dean  postgadreel!sam  guilty!dean  tattoed!sam  archive:ao3  9.19!coda  s9  author:themegalosaurus  rating:pg-13  havepdf  genre:angst  0-5k  ~ 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Everything Flows, Nothing Remains; minviendha (Lise)
“It would have been almost instant,” the man was saying, dry, almost mechanical, with an attempt at sympathy sprinkled on top. “There would likely have been no pain.”
supernatural  sam&dean  s7  hallucinating!sam  sam!losesit  sam!thinksdeanisdead  Protective!Dean  worried!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  hallucifer  author:minviendha_(lise)  tissie  ~ 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Dictionary for a Dead Language; britomart_is
Under mysterious circumstances bitterly disputed by the historians, Sam Winchester said yes to Lucifer. Three years later, Lucifer is gone and the familiar landscape that the Winchesters once traversed is a burnt-out ruin of its former self — not to mention the damage done to Lucifer's vessel. Trapped in a grotesque parody of domestic bliss with a brother he no longer recognizes, a shell-shocked Dean has no reason to believe that happy endings exist for men like the Winchesters.
supernatural  sam_dean  post-season5  amnesiac!sam  Protective!Dean  worried!dean  author:britomart_is  rating:nc-17  havepdf  archive:ao3  tissie  ~  au:endverse  genre:post-apocalypse  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  20-25k  challenge:bigbang 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ This is Ourselves (Under Pressure); clex_monkie89
After Nightshifter, Sam and Dean hit the road. What follows is three months of fear and frustration with the FBI hot on their heels, trying to avoid the long arm of the law while still continuing to work. It's not easy; being on the run doesn't leave much time for breathing, never mind sleep, sex or any much-needed downtime.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  boys!ontherun  worried!sam  worried!dean  s2  author:clex_monkie89  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  kink:manhandling  kink:somnophilia  +  rating:nc-17  25-30k  challenge:bigbang  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Land's End; Janissa11
In limbo after Sam goes to Stanford and John heads out on a solo hunt, and short on cash, Dean takes a job that just may be more dangerous than the one he already has: crab fishing in the Bering Sea. This is not quite a crossover with "Deadliest Catch," but borderline
supernatural  sailor!dean  pissedoff!john  gen  StanfordEra  worried!dean  worried!john  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:janissa11  tissie  ~  beringsea_verse 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Come Home in the Car You Love; sevenfists
It seems fucking stupid now—worse: naive—but Dean honest-to-God thought that everything would stop after he went to Hell. A big cosmic reset button. Like his death would settle the universe's score and Sam could make himself some kind of real life, one that didn't involve hitching his fate to Dean's inevitable demise.
supernatural  sam_dean  post-hell!dean  ptsd!dean  worried!dean  worried!sam  suicidal!sam_(past)  s4  boys!getbacktogether  author:sevenfists  archive:ao3  rating:nc-17  tissie  ~  5-10k  havepdf 
november 2017 by Itsokaydean
Be Mine and the World Be Damned; Fenix21
Dean and Sam belonged together, in every version of Heaven and the Universe, and nothing was standing in their way. Not even mom.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:angst  established!relationship  mary!findsout  worried!sam  worried!dean  12.01!coda  s12  archive:ao3  rating:R  author:fenix21  havepdf  5-10k  tissie  ~ 
october 2017 by Itsokaydean
Thy Brother's Blood Cries Out; LaughableLament
For a guy so smart Sam can be thick as bricks sometimes. Sam thinks Dean’s given up. Thinks he isn’t fighting anymore, isn’t fighting himself every nightmare second
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  moc!dean  trusting!sam  worried!dean  angry!dean  archive:ao3  author:laughablelament  havepdf  rating:nc-17  10.21!coda  s10  0-5k  genre:angst  challenge:*minor  ~ 
may 2017 by Itsokaydean
Tie Me Up, Hold me Tight; whispered_story
Sam accidentally binds himself to Dean and the more time passes, the worse he feels when Dean isn't nearby. While the boys are scrambling to find a reverse spell, Sam's need to be close to Dean makes them reevaluate their relationship.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  bonded!boys  accidental!soulbinding  genre:schmoop  cursed!sam  worried!dean  worried!sam  genre:casefic  author:whispered_story  archive:ao3  rating:nc-17  havepdf  tissie  10-15k  challenge:samdean_otp  ~ 
april 2017 by Itsokaydean
Under Hill; cordelia_gray
In which the Winchester's lives are only a little bit like a Disney cartoon, and it takes Dean a long time to figure things out.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  post-season8  genre:domestic  worried!dean  genre:schmoop  scared!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:cordelia_grey  rating:pg-13  0-5k  tissie  ~ 
april 2017 by Itsokaydean
Skin Like Fear; fantamae
Here's the thing: Sam comes back from Hell with a bubble of space around him. He doesn't want to be touched, especially by Dean, and he won't explain. He won't talk about Hell at all, and Dean's going crazy. It's going to take a strange case (and a little magic) in Michigan to break the floodgates, but when Dean finally learns the truth, he might wish that he hadn't...
supernatural  sam_dean  Sam_Lucifer  tw:non-con_(past)  postcage!Sam  sexuallyabused!sam(past)  tortured!sam  first-time  hallucinating!sam  worried!dean  Protective!Dean  rescuer!dean  author:fantamae  rating:nc-17  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  genre:casefic  genre:angst  emotionallyhurt!sam  15-20k  challenge:samdean_otp 
april 2017 by Itsokaydean
And indeed there will be time; Greta
Sam and Dean take a break from hunting, settling in a seaside town in Maine. Dean fixes cars; Sam gets a gig as an agony-aunt on the radio, and all things considered, life should be simpler. It isn't.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  estranged!boys  retired!fromhunting  boys!getbacktogether  worried!dean  worried!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  mechanic!dean  dj!sam  havepdf  author:gretazreta  archive:ao3  rating:R  tissie  genre:angst  5-10k  challenge:spn_j2_xmas  ~ 
april 2017 by Itsokaydean
Renovation; De_Nugis
It’s not like Dean never noticed Sam’s hands before. He’d taught Sam to pull a bowstring and a trigger and tighten a lug nut. He’d watched him obsess over his homework night after night, always holding the ballpoint a bit too tight, flesh whitening over his knuckles, as though someone was going to take the pen away. 
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  S1  s6  post-season6  mute!Salm  broken!sam  boys!moveintogether  retired!fromhunting  postcage!Sam  ptsd!sam  caring!dean  woordworker!dean  firefighter!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  post-heartattack!sam  worried!dean  worried!sam  author:de_nugis  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  renovation_verse  tissie  15-20k  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:domestic  ~ 
april 2017 by Itsokaydean
Actus Reus; pixymisa
Sam and Dean don’t like things to be complicated. After they end the end of the world, they investigate a haunting, the last victim of a brutal serial killer who has turned and started killing victims of her own. But quickly things get complicated. There’s the haunting, which doesn’t seem to follow normal rules, and there’s Sam’s knee, which is healing from a hunt-gone-wrong, and there’s whatever it is – love or family or something else – that’s sitting directly between the Winchester boys.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:casefic  first-time  post-season5  physicallyhurt!sam  badknee!sam  Protective!Dean  worried!dean  author:pixymisa  archive:lj  havepdf  challenge:bigbang  25-30k  rating:R  tissie  ~ 
march 2017 by Itsokaydean
Bargains; marinarusalka
Sam and Dean investigate a missing-person case in North Carolina, and discover that the situation is weird even by Winchester standards.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:gen  kidnappedbyfaeries!sam  rescuer!dean  worried!dean  S1  author:marinarusalka  archive:lj  havepdf  15-20k  tissie  ~  genre:casefic 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean
Hitori Kakurenbo; vailkagami
In the beginning, there is a possessed doll and an angry spirit. Then the doll gets destroyed, the spirit banished, and Sam and Dean move on. But it seems something is following them – or so Sam believes. Yet he knows just as well as Dean that that is absolutely impossible, so maybe Sam is just going crazy and all the weird noises he hears are simply the sounds of the wall in his mind falling to pieces.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  genre:casefic  genre:horror  post-soulless!sam  postcage!Sam  hallucinating!sam  haunted!sam  Protective!Dean  worried!dean  s6  author:vail_kagami  havepdf  archive:ao3  rating:R  tissie  40-50k  challenge:bigbang  ~ 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean
Life As We Know It; sevenfists
On the morning that Sam woke up, Dean ran five red lights on the way to the hospital, his half-empty coffee cup sloshing in the holder. Everything was moving too slowly: there was an accident on Marshall; in the parking deck, he got stuck behind an old lady in a Cadillac who couldn't decide which stall to turn into; the elevator lights blinked obediently down to the third floor and then stopped there for an eternity, unmoving.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  physicallyhurt!sam  caretaker!dean  worried!dean  genre:domestic  genre:angst  genre:schmoop  10-15k  author:sevenfists  havepdf  rating:R  tissie  ~ 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean
Make Thick My Blood; themegalosaurus
“You’re going to kill me, Dean,” Sam says, eventually. 
And all Dean can say is, “I think I am.”

A season 10 AU, set after 10x14 ('The Executioner's Song'). Cas finds a solution that might cure the Mark of Cain; but if they're going to go through with it, Sam has a terrible price to pay.
supernatural  sam_dean  moc!dean  demonbloodissues!sam  detox!sam  determined!sam  s10  worried!dean  worried!sam  sam!savesdean  angst  archive:ao3  author:themegalosaurus  havepdf  rating:R  tissie  ~ 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean
Chemical High; themegalosaurus
Partly, it’s just opportunity. It’s been a few weeks since he swiped the little tub from the old folks’ home, and it’s been burning a hole in his pocket ever since. Partly, it’s curiosity; he doesn’t really know what this stuff does, not exactly, beyond a vague idea that it’ll turn Sam into some kind of Energizer bunny of fucking. No way that’s not gonna be fun. Dean doses Sam with the Viagra that he stole from the retirement home in 11x11. It sort of goes to plan
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  dean!dosessamw/viagra  worried!dean  worried!sam  angry!sam  s11  11.11!coda  genre:hurt_comfort  dean!feelsguilty  guilty!dean  rating:nc-17  author:themegalosaurus  archive:ao3  havepdf  5-10k  tissie  ~ 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean
An Anchor; themegalosaurus
“I can’t stop thinking,” Sam says, and the joke’s almost at Dean’s lips before he catches it, swallows it. Not now, not with Sam hovering fretful and indecisive and asking for something, the outline of which Dean is just starting to recognise through the fog of everything unspoken.

Post-imprisonment, Sam gets some bad news and doesn't take it too well. Dean tries to work out how to help.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  emotionallyhurt!sam  non-con_(implied)  worried!dean  helping!dean  kink:breathplay  guilty!sam  s12  ptsd!sam  selfharm!sam_(implied)  author:themegalosaurus  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  tissie  ~ 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean
The Holy Trinity; checkthemargins
Sam is compensating for having Lucifer in his head by going into hyperfunctional mode. I want to see touches of Mystery Spot OCD Sam: hospital corners, perfect efficiency, everything under control, everything in place. It works. He still hallucinates, but he can keep going through it, he can wall himself off from being affected by fear of his breaks with reality and by the trauma of the things he remembers and hallucinates. He just has to keep going further and further into his coping mechanism, because if it breaks it will all come crashing down and that will not be good.
supernatural  sam_dean  s7  hallucinating!sam  hallucifer  OCD!sam  worried!dean  Protective!Dean  supportive!dean  established!relationship  physicallyhurt!sam  tortured!sam  psychoticbreak!sam  genre:angst  brokenwall!sam  author:checkthemargins  rating:R  archive:lj  havepdf  tissie  ~  emotionallyhurt!sam  challenge:ohsam  10-15k 
january 2017 by Itsokaydean
A Medley of Extemporanea; mickeym
 Looking for a place to recover after Sam is terribly wounded (again), Dean takes him to a cabin owned by a friend of Bobby’s and they settle into a normal life.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  genre:future!fic  retired!fromhunting  genre:domestic  genre:schmoop  physicallyhurt!sam  recovering!sam  worried!dean  caretaker!dean  rating:nc-17  author:mickeym  archive:lj  havepdf  10-15k  challenge:*minor  tissie  ~ 
november 2016 by Itsokaydean
Which Bar the Way Out; ratherastory
After being caged with Lucifer, Sam really, really doesn't deal well with being shut in confined spaces. Dean keeps having to pull over when they are driving to let Sam take a break from the car. He wakes up in the night to the sound of Sam slipping out of the motel room so he can breathe. Even when it is sleeting. Even when Sam's already getting sick. Even when he has bronchitis and the doctor had some things to say about "run down" and "bed rest."
supernatural  sam&dean  gen  Hurt!Sam  postcage!Sam  claustrophobic!sam  sick!sam  worried!dean  caretaker!dean  s6  author:ratherastory  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  tissie  ~ 
october 2016 by Itsokaydean
Under Sufferance; veronamay
Besides other things, Lucifer touch-starves Sam in Hell as punishment (Sam did fall in the Pit with his entire body and all...). Once out, Sam cannot bring himself to ask Dean despite how badly he needs it. Dean needs to realize what Sam's problem is, and how to get himself to help, since constant touching doesn't exactly come naturally to him.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  genre:schmoop  recovering!sam  Protective!Dean  worried!dean  touchstarved!sam  post-season5  rating:pg-13  author:veronamay  archive:ao3  havepdf  0-5k  tissie  ~ 
october 2016 by Itsokaydean
A Very Thin Wire Between Survival and Disaster; Xparrot - Supernatural (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
"So what did you take?" Sam asks. Because as it turns out, there are even worse things to think about than how your brother attempted suicide less than twenty-four hours ago.
supernatural  genre:gen  s11  sam&dean  11.17!coda  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  suicideattempt!dean  worried!dean  worried!sam  scared!dean  scared!sam  havepdf  author:xparrot  archive:ao3  rating:pg-13  0-5k  tissie  ~ 
september 2016 by Itsokaydean
Don't You Cry No More; spectacal
It would be killing two birds with one stone, except the stone would be a huge ruttin' rock named Dean Winchester (firefly crossover)
supernatural  kidnapped!sam  author:spectacal  genre:gen  crossover:firefly  genre:crossover  rescuer!dean  genre:au  genre:hurt_comfort  worried!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  powers!Sam  archive:lj  havepdf  0-5k  rating:pg-13  tissie  ~  abused!sam  kidnappedbyscientists!sam 
may 2016 by Itsokaydean
The Crowded Room; kellifer_fic
Dean never realised how right he was when he started thinking that there was a stranger in his passenger seat. (Sam w/split personalities of the other psychic kids)
supernatural  gen  powers!sam  worried!dean  angst  author:kellifer_fic  sam&dean  psychic!sam  splitpersonalities!sam  rating:pg-13  archive:lj  havepdf  tissie  ~  s2 
april 2016 by Itsokaydean
Unthinkable; Glass Shoe
After a week of riding shotgun inside his own body, Sam needs to know that he’s the one at the wheel. This story takes place following the episode Born Under a Bad Sign.
genre:angst  worried!dean  protective!dean  selfharm!sam  supernatural  sam&dean  sick!sam  genre:gen  physicallyhurt!sam  angry!dean  2.14!coda  author:glassshoe  archive:lj  rating:pg-13  havepdf  0-5k  tissie  s2  ~ 
april 2016 by Itsokaydean
a cardiac event; callistosh65
Dean is pissed when it happens. But not at Sam. His boss seems to think a tire rotation is a good reason to get Dean off the sofa and into work on his day off. He picks up his tools and stops at the kitchen door. “I swear, the next time that asshole calls me in on a Sunday...” He tails off. Sam is sitting, rubbing his chest, and staring at a condiment in his left hand.
supernatural  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:domestic  established!relationship  sam_dean  retired!fromhunting  heartdisease!sam  sick!sam  worried!dean  mechanic!dean  boys!settledown  author:callistosh65  rating:nc-17  archive:lj  havepdf  0-5k  tissie  ~ 
april 2016 by Itsokaydean
Palindromes; charlie_d_blue
She became the shivering tremble of a whetting stone across the edge of a blade, the heavy scent of gun oil and long afternoons working on the once-hated Impala. AU. John dies on the ceiling, and Mary goes after the YED.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:gen  genre:angst  genre:canon_divergence  mary!lives  john!dies  angry!mary  worried!dean  Protective!Dean  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:charlie_d_blue  challenge:summergen  5-10k  ~ 
december 2015 by Itsokaydean
The Storyteller; toldthestars
You know, even when you were just a little kid, everyone said you weren’t right, that you were sick. They never said with what. You just were, and you had been since the fire.
supernatural  sam_dean(implied)  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:canon_divergence  mentallyill!dean  protective!sam  istitutionalized!dean  caretaker!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:toldthestars  worried!sam  worried!dean  drugged!dean  hallucinating!dean  5-10k  first!pov  ~ 
december 2015 by Itsokaydean
Keep Going; dodger_winslow
He was too far off the road. No one would see him lying here in a ditch; and even if they did, they probably wouldn’t stop. If he didn’t get up again, he’d freeze to death right where he fell, and they wouldn’t find his body until the spring thaw.
supernatural  pre-series  genre:angst  hypothermic!john  worried!dean  worried!john  physicallyhurt!john  bamf!John  worried!sam  genre:gen  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:dodger_winslow  0-5k  keepgoing_verse  ~ 
november 2015 by Itsokaydean
A priori; memphis86
He wakes up half-blind, not able to remember anything. Then Dean Winchester shows up to complicate things.
sam_dean  hurt!sam  genre:angst  protective!dean  amnesiac!sam  worried!dean  supernatural  archive:lj  author:memphis86  havepdf  15-20k  rating:nc-17  tissie  ~ 
july 2015 by Itsokaydean

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