Itsokaydean + tw:non-con   24

And He Held the World in His Hands; necrora
Jared's parents know nothing would make their son happier than to take his best friend as his Omega. Normally, Omegas are the bedroom slaves, household servants, equivalent of dildos or fleshlights whose children will never be recognized. But Jared's so fixated on Jensen, and even though Jensen is stubborn and arrogant and a criminal, convicted for his fight for Omega rights, Jared's parents obtain legal custody of him for Jared.

Jared is mortified. Jensen is angry and humiliated. Jensen is in Jared's name, though, and Jared can retract his claim: only Jared really, really doesn't want to.

The more Jensen resists, the more Jared becomes the Alpha he said he'd never be.
rps  jared_jensen  au:alpha/beta/omega  genre:angst  unhappy!ending  unhappy!jensen  unhappy!jared  unrequited!jared(jensen)  alpha!jared  omega!jensen  tw:non-con  slave!jensen  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:necrora  5-10k  challenge:kinkmeme  ~ 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
Why Must We Pray Screaming?; dreamlittleyo
Bobby stops by, investigating signs of demonic activity, and Sam informs his brother that it's time for a change. Dean doesn't like Sam's new proposal, but it turns out his vote doesn't count for much.
sam_dean  evil!sam  4.06!coda  s4  tw:non-con  blindsided!dean  boyking!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  sexuallyabused!dean  author:dreamlittleyo  0-5k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
Not skin deep, you're in my soul; screamer
Mated Omegas bond with their Alpha on a biological level, so completely that their body resists sexual advances from anyone else. Repeated knotting can make an Omega’s body accept a new Alpha, but the new mating bond overwrites the old one, erasing it not just from an Omega’s body, but from their mind as well. Jared wakes with a headache and a memory full of holes. He’s been kidnaped, drugged, and is about to be sold to the highest bidder.
rps  jared_jensen  omega!jared  alpha!jensen  au:alpha/beta/omega  kidnapped!jared  sexuallyabused!jared  tw:non-con  rescuer!jensen  desperate!jensen  ptsd!jared  ptsd!jensen  forcedtomate!jared  physicallyhurt!jensen  physicallyhurt!jared  emotionallyhurt!jared  emotionallyhurt!jensen  genre:angst  genre:au  genre:hurt_comfort  married!boys  rating:nc-17  author:screamer  havepdf  archive:ao3  25-30k  challenge:kinkmeme  ~ 
june 2018 by Itsokaydean
Smoke gets in my eyes; fleshflutter
The man with yellow eyes holds his hand as they leave the house. Sammy is crying and the fire is loud and scary but when Dean looks up at him, the man with yellow eyes gives him a nice smile and says, "You excited, Deano?" 
sam_dean  dean_omc  dean!saysyestoYED  dean_azazel  kidnapped!dean  au:raisedseparately  tw:non-con  sexuallyabused!dean  dean_meg  Possessed!Dean  rescuer!sam  exorcised!dean  suicidal!dean  characterdeath_(dean)  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  bleak!dean  oblivious!sam  characterdeath_(temporary)  genre:angst  archive:lj  havepdf  unhappy!ending  author:fleshflutter  rating:nc-17  0-5k  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
I'm No Angel; dreamlittleyo
After the events of "Heaven and Hell," Dean is surprised to discover that Sam is jealous. He's even more surprised to learn about his brother's possessive streak, and things get intimate and rough when Sam pulls the Impala over in the middle of nowhere.
sam_dean  tw:non-con  4.10!coda  sexuallyabused!dean  jealous!sam  possessive!sam  mean!sam  rating:nc-17  author:dreamlittleyo  archive:ao3  havepdf  0-5k  genre:angst  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
Subrogate; dreamlittleyo
Sam scares the crap out of Dean. Dean cools off and comes back with confession (and sex!) on the agenda. Things go badly after that
sam_dean  first-kiss  Possessed!Dean  tw:non-con  sexuallyabused!dean  sam!feelsguilty  dean!feelsguilty  guilty!sam  pining!sam  pining!dean  genre:angst  S1  archive:ao3  rating:nc-17  havepdf  author:dreamlittleyo  tissie  10-15k  subrogate_verse  ~  fandom:supernatural 
may 2017 by Itsokaydean
Three Days on the Rack; keerawa
It’s been months, but Sam finally found a crossroads demon willing to Deal to get Dean’s soul out of Hell. The Deal sounded too good to be true. Sam took it anyway.
sam_dean  tortured!sam  torturer!dean  sam!savesdean  open!ending  sam!makesadeal  hell!dean  tw:non-con  abused!sam  sexuallyabused!sam  author:keerawa  havepdf  rating:nc-17  archive:ao3  tissie  ~  genre:angst  0-5k  fandom:supernatural 
april 2017 by Itsokaydean
Carouselambra; brihana25
Eight years after a hunt with John and Bobby that ended in disaster, Sam and Dean return to Johnston, Iowa for what looks to be a simple job. It isn't long before they realize that things are not always what they seem, and it's not so easy to escape a horror that refuses to stay dead. The reality of the situation flies in the face of everything they know about spirits and forces them to confront their biggest fears. With one Winchester struggling against a nightmare that keeps dragging him back under, and the other reeling from the knowledge of what his brother is willing to sacrifice to protect him, they will have to find the strength to stand together and defeat the ghost that haunts them both, once and for all.
sam&dean  sexuallyabused!dean  pre-series  S1  clueless!sam  abused!dean  Protective!Dean  bamf!John  author:brihana25  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  genre:gen  genre:angst  Protective!Sam  tw:non-con_(past)  genre:casefic  tw:non-con  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  rating:R  40-50k  fandom:supernatural 
november 2016 by Itsokaydean
Phantom load; lovesrain44
Dean and Sam return to Boulder, CO, where they investigate a haunted school. The job seems simple enough to Sam, who has good, although vague, memories of living in Boulder back in 1992, when John Winchester rented a single-wide trailer, and the boys were able to walk home from school together. Dean, however, has altogether different memories, far less pleasant and far more damaging. It's during the investigation that Sam discovers the secret that Dean doesn't realize he's been hiding.
genre:gen  pre-series  abused!dean  sexuallyabused!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  oblivious!sam  protective!sam  angry!sam  ptsd!dean  genre:casefic  archive:ao3  author:lovesrain44  50-60k  havepdf  rating:nc-17  tw:non-con  tw:non-con_(past)  challenge:bigbang  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
july 2016 by Itsokaydean
Tuesday; ash_carpenter
By the twenty-eighth Tuesday in a row, Sam is feeling strangely resigned to the whole thing. An odd kind of calm settles on him and he thinks that he will take a couple of days off from telling Dean the problem, only to have the same conversations over and over and still watch him die.
sam_dean  tw:non-con  evil!sam  outofhismind!sam  author:ash_carpenter  archive:lj  rating:r  s3  dark!sam  tissie  ~  physicallyhurt!dean  sexuallyabused!dean  havepdf  3.11!coda  genre:angst  genre:horror  0-5k  fandom:supernatural 
july 2016 by Itsokaydean
+ Dread the passing; fleshflutter
One Sunday six years ago, the Reverend Nathaniel Bettany stood in his pulpit, looked out over the shining faces of his congregation, closed his Bible and said, "The Beast is coming. I have seen through the eyes of the angels and the Beast is coming."
evil!sam  antichrist!sam  tw:non-con  dean_omc  genre:angst  sam_dean  kidnapped!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  sexuallyabused!dean  desperate!sam  genre:horror  consort!dean  characterdeath_(sam)  author:fleshflutter  archive:lj  tissie  ~  +  crucified!sam  sam!resuscitateshimself  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  0-5k  havepdf  fandom:supernatural 
april 2016 by Itsokaydean
A Threefold Path to Redemption; rei_c
Sam finds a way to keep Dean from going to hell: he'll go in his brother's place. He knows it's going to be bad and that he'll emerge changed. He never knew how much.
sam_dean  demon!sam  boyking!sam  tw:dub-con  tw:non-con  sam!savesdean  author:rei_c  +100k  Sam_OMC  sam_ofc  dean_omc  genre:angst  genre:horror  inhell!sam  archive:lj  rating:nc-17  ~  tortured!sam  sam!swapsplacew/dean  helpless!dean  havepdf  genre:canon_divergence  fandom:supernatural 
december 2015 by Itsokaydean

related tags

*times  +  +100k  0-5k  3.11!coda  4.06!coda  4.10!coda  4.16!coda  5-10k  10-15k  15-20k  25-30k  40-50k  50-60k  abused!dean  abused!jared  abused!sam  alpha!jared  alpha!jensen  altered!reality  angry!dean  angry!sam  antichrist!sam  archive:ao3  archive:lj  au:alpha/beta/omega  au:raisedseparately  au:superheroes  au:tvseries  author:all_the_damned_vampires  author:ash_carpenter  author:bertee  author:brihana25  author:dimeliora  author:dreamlittleyo  author:fleshflutter  author:ginzai  author:glorious-spoon  author:keerawa  author:lovesrain44  author:maypoles  author:minviendha_(lise)  author:molly  author:necrora  author:rei_c  author:rivkat  author:screamer  author:withdiamonds  bamf!John  bleak!dean  blindsided!dean  boyking!sam  boys!raisethegods  caretaker!sam  challenge:*minor  challenge:bigbang  challenge:hoodie_time  challenge:kinkmeme  characterdeath_(dean)  characterdeath_(sam)  characterdeath_(temporary)  clueless!jensen  clueless!john  clueless!sam  consort!dean  crucified!sam  cursed!dean  cursed!sam  cursed_verse  dark!sam  dean!feelsguilty  dean!saysyestoYED  dean_alistair(implied)  dean_azazel  dean_meg  dean_ofc  dean_omc  demon!dean  demon!sam  desperate!jensen  desperate!sam  drugged!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!jared  emotionallyhurt!jensen  emotionallyhurt!sam  established!relationship  evil!sam  exorcised!dean  fakehooker!dean  fandom:supernatural  filtymind_verse  first-kiss  first-time  forcedtomate!jared  forcedtowatch!dean  freakedout!dean  freakedout!sam  genre:angst  genre:au  genre:canon_divergence  genre:casefic  genre:gen  genre:horror  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:lovecraftian  genre:mpreg  grieving!dean  guilty!sam  hallucinating!sam  havepdf  hell!dean  helpless!dean  helpless!jared  hospitalized!dean  inhell!dean  inhell!sam  jared_jdm  jared_jensen  jealous!sam  kidnapped!dean  kidnapped!jared  kink:bondage  kink:threesome  married!boys  mean!sam  mentalbreakdown!dean  michael!john_dean  mindcontrolled!jared  mislead!boys  mpreg!dean  oblivious!dean  oblivious!sam  omega!jared  omega!jensen  open!ending  outofhismind!sam  paula  physicallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!jared  physicallyhurt!jensen  physicallyhurt!sam  pining!dean  pining!sam  pleasedontgo_verse  Possessed!Dean  possessed!jess  possessive!sam  post-hell!dean  postdeal!dean  powers!Sam  pre-series  Protective!Dean  protective!sam  ptsd!dean  ptsd!jared  ptsd!jensen  ptsd!sam  rating:nc-17  rating:pg-13  rating:r  rescuer!jensen  rescuer!sam  rps  S1  s3  s4  s7  sam!feelsguilty  sam!makesadeal  sam!resuscitateshimself  sam!savesdean  sam!swapsplacew/dean  sam&dean  sam_dean  Sam_Jess  sam_ofc  Sam_OMC  sam_ruby  scared!dean  scared!sam  selfharm!dean  sexuallyabused!dean  sexuallyabused!dean(past)  sexuallyabused!jared  sexuallyabused!sam  slave!jensen  soulless!dean  soulless!sam  subrogate_verse  suicidal!dean  superhero!jared  superhero!jeff  tissie  tortured!jared  tortured!sam  torturer!dean  tw:dub-con  tw:non-con  tw:non-con_(aftermath)  tw:non-con_(past)  unhappy!ending  unhappy!jared  unhappy!jensen  unrequited!jared(jensen)  witches!madeemdoit  worried!dean  worried!sam  ~ 

Copy this bookmark: