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Why Must We Pray Screaming?; dreamlittleyo
Bobby stops by, investigating signs of demonic activity, and Sam informs his brother that it's time for a change. Dean doesn't like Sam's new proposal, but it turns out his vote doesn't count for much.
sam_dean  evil!sam  4.06!coda  s4  tw:non-con  blindsided!dean  boyking!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  sexuallyabused!dean  author:dreamlittleyo  0-5k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ The Night Goes By; BlueNeutrino
It's a long night when Sam and Dean first arrive at the prison, separated from each other to be strip searched, manhandled and humiliated before being thrown into cramped concrete cells. The nights that follow are longer.
sam&dean  12.09!coda  imprisoned!dean  imprisoned!sam  humiliated!dean  genre:angst  genre:gen  non-con_(attempted)  sexuallyabused!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  sick!Dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  worried!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:blueneutrino  Protective!Dean  challenge:*bang  5-10k  s12  tissie  ~  +  fandom:supernatural 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
Smoke gets in my eyes; fleshflutter
The man with yellow eyes holds his hand as they leave the house. Sammy is crying and the fire is loud and scary but when Dean looks up at him, the man with yellow eyes gives him a nice smile and says, "You excited, Deano?" 
sam_dean  dean_omc  dean!saysyestoYED  dean_azazel  kidnapped!dean  au:raisedseparately  tw:non-con  sexuallyabused!dean  dean_meg  Possessed!Dean  rescuer!sam  exorcised!dean  suicidal!dean  characterdeath_(dean)  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  bleak!dean  oblivious!sam  characterdeath_(temporary)  genre:angst  archive:lj  havepdf  unhappy!ending  author:fleshflutter  rating:nc-17  0-5k  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
I'm No Angel; dreamlittleyo
After the events of "Heaven and Hell," Dean is surprised to discover that Sam is jealous. He's even more surprised to learn about his brother's possessive streak, and things get intimate and rough when Sam pulls the Impala over in the middle of nowhere.
sam_dean  tw:non-con  4.10!coda  sexuallyabused!dean  jealous!sam  possessive!sam  mean!sam  rating:nc-17  author:dreamlittleyo  archive:ao3  havepdf  0-5k  genre:angst  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
Subrogate; dreamlittleyo
Sam scares the crap out of Dean. Dean cools off and comes back with confession (and sex!) on the agenda. Things go badly after that
sam_dean  first-kiss  Possessed!Dean  tw:non-con  sexuallyabused!dean  sam!feelsguilty  dean!feelsguilty  guilty!sam  pining!sam  pining!dean  genre:angst  S1  archive:ao3  rating:nc-17  havepdf  author:dreamlittleyo  tissie  10-15k  subrogate_verse  ~  fandom:supernatural 
may 2017 by Itsokaydean
Carouselambra; brihana25
Eight years after a hunt with John and Bobby that ended in disaster, Sam and Dean return to Johnston, Iowa for what looks to be a simple job. It isn't long before they realize that things are not always what they seem, and it's not so easy to escape a horror that refuses to stay dead. The reality of the situation flies in the face of everything they know about spirits and forces them to confront their biggest fears. With one Winchester struggling against a nightmare that keeps dragging him back under, and the other reeling from the knowledge of what his brother is willing to sacrifice to protect him, they will have to find the strength to stand together and defeat the ghost that haunts them both, once and for all.
sam&dean  sexuallyabused!dean  pre-series  S1  clueless!sam  abused!dean  Protective!Dean  bamf!John  author:brihana25  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  genre:gen  genre:angst  Protective!Sam  tw:non-con_(past)  genre:casefic  tw:non-con  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  rating:R  40-50k  fandom:supernatural 
november 2016 by Itsokaydean
Phantom load; lovesrain44
Dean and Sam return to Boulder, CO, where they investigate a haunted school. The job seems simple enough to Sam, who has good, although vague, memories of living in Boulder back in 1992, when John Winchester rented a single-wide trailer, and the boys were able to walk home from school together. Dean, however, has altogether different memories, far less pleasant and far more damaging. It's during the investigation that Sam discovers the secret that Dean doesn't realize he's been hiding.
genre:gen  pre-series  abused!dean  sexuallyabused!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  oblivious!sam  protective!sam  angry!sam  ptsd!dean  genre:casefic  archive:ao3  author:lovesrain44  50-60k  havepdf  rating:nc-17  tw:non-con  tw:non-con_(past)  challenge:bigbang  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
july 2016 by Itsokaydean
Tuesday; ash_carpenter
By the twenty-eighth Tuesday in a row, Sam is feeling strangely resigned to the whole thing. An odd kind of calm settles on him and he thinks that he will take a couple of days off from telling Dean the problem, only to have the same conversations over and over and still watch him die.
sam_dean  tw:non-con  evil!sam  outofhismind!sam  author:ash_carpenter  archive:lj  rating:r  s3  dark!sam  tissie  ~  physicallyhurt!dean  sexuallyabused!dean  havepdf  3.11!coda  genre:angst  genre:horror  0-5k  fandom:supernatural 
july 2016 by Itsokaydean
+ Dread the passing; fleshflutter
One Sunday six years ago, the Reverend Nathaniel Bettany stood in his pulpit, looked out over the shining faces of his congregation, closed his Bible and said, "The Beast is coming. I have seen through the eyes of the angels and the Beast is coming."
evil!sam  antichrist!sam  tw:non-con  dean_omc  genre:angst  sam_dean  kidnapped!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  sexuallyabused!dean  desperate!sam  genre:horror  consort!dean  characterdeath_(sam)  author:fleshflutter  archive:lj  tissie  ~  +  crucified!sam  sam!resuscitateshimself  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  0-5k  havepdf  fandom:supernatural 
april 2016 by Itsokaydean
Satan Laughing with Delight; purple_carpets
Dean has been in the bathroom for a damn long time. John finds him bruised and bloody with his pants around his ankles.
dean_omc  sexuallyabused!dean  pre-series  non-con  hurt!dean  bamf!John  protective!john  author:purple_carpets  rating:R  archive:lj  needspdf  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
april 2016 by Itsokaydean
Crash; mirrordance
Set in the Stanford years. After a rough solo hunt, a hurting Dean camps out on Sam's couch. Sam's roommate notices a few things about Dean that Sam finds hard to hear.
sam&dean  gen  hurt!dean  sexuallyabused!dean  StanfordEra  clueless!sam  protective!sam  author:mirrordance  non-con  rating:pg-13  minor!het  abused!dean  needspdf  pre-series  archive:ffnet  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
february 2016 by Itsokaydean
Stepford; ash_carpenter
Dean suddenly finds himself living in picture perfect suburbia with his brother. Sam's alive and happy and everything's too good to be true...until it starts falling apart.
sam_dean  non-con  sexuallyabused!dean  evil!sam  rating:nc-17  fake!domestic  lucifer!sam  boyking!sam  genre:angst  post-season5  author:ash_carpenter  havepdf  0-5k  archive:lj  recced  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
november 2015 by Itsokaydean
Moths on the Mirror; fleshflutter
There's something wrong in Red Haven Hospital for the Criminally Insane, but no one's going to listen to a psychopath like Dean Winchester.
sam_dean  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  sexuallyabused!dean  dean_omc  protective!sam  rating:nc-17  author:fleshflutter  istitutionalized!dean  havepdf  rescuer!sam  amnesiac!dean  genre:angst  genre:casefic  archive:lj  tissie  15-20k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
may 2015 by Itsokaydean
Epiphany; janissa11
It’s summer, the summer of 1995, and they’re in eastern New Mexico, holing up for the moment at Eldon Joseph’s enclave on the Red River.
non-con  hurt!dean  protective!john  bamf!John  Protective!Sam  pre-series  dean_omc  sexuallyabused!dean  author:janissa11  archive:lj  havepdf  tissie  ~  rating:R  fandom:supernatural  genre:angst 
may 2015 by Itsokaydean

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