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The Inside Man; Balder12
Post-9.02. Sam and Kevin have both been suffering from memory loss since the Trials ended, and Dean is acting strangely. Sam suspects a supernatural cause, but Kevin's not so sure either one of them has a firm grasp on reality. Or: another way the Ezekiel arc could have played out.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:gen  genre:angst  s9  9.02!coda  genre:canon_divergence  gadreel!sam  scared!sam  scared!kevin  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  lying!dean  post-trials!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:balder12  15-20k  challenge:reversebang  ~ 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
Never done with killing time (I'd like it if you stayed); Trojie
Dean's life has a rhythm and it's counting down. His bucket list is pretty much done and it hasn't helped. Seventeen days to go, and Sam slides into his bed.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  emotionallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  postdeal!dean  s3  scared!sam  scared!dean  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:trojie  0-5k  challenge:hoodie_time  ~ 
july 2018 by Itsokaydean
Cross-country; zillah975
On their way back from a hunt, John and Dean discover worse things in the woods than a vengeful spirit.
supernatural  pre-series  bamf!John  bamf!dean  scared!dean  determined!dean  violence  genre:angst  physicallyhurt!john  emotionallyhurt!dean  scared!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:zillah975  0-5k  ~ 
july 2018 by Itsokaydean
Now I lay me down to sleep; fleshflutter
Sam knows the difference between dreams and nightmares and knows which Dean is having. He makes sure there's hot, black coffee waiting for Dean in the morning when he wakes, offers to drive and doesn't comment on the corpse-grey shadows beneath Dean's eyes.
supernatural  sam_dean  dream!dean  demon!dean  3.10!coda  genre:angst  tw:dub-con  scared!dean  scared!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:R  author:fleshflutter  0-5k  ~ 
july 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ No such thing as Forgiveness; hellhoundsprey
Au where Sam makes it to his interview, becomes an amazing lawyer and finds out that his next case is against a man who was charged with several counts of murder and credit card theft and on the court day Dean walks in with handcuffs on and a shit eating grin on his face.
supernatural  sam_dean  Sam_Jess  cheating!sam  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:au  lawyer!sam  dean!comesback  scared!sam  pining!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:hellhoundsprey  rating:nc-17  kink:manhandling  established!relationship  kink:d/s_(undertones)  ~  5-10k  +  kink:orgasm_delay 
june 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Calling; minviendha
Sam comes back from hell. No one remembers him. No one knows he ever existed. Not Dean or Bobby or Cas. Not Becky or Lisa. No one. Except sometimes . . . sometimes Sam can hear someone whispering his name.
supernatural  sam&dean  post-season5  sam!doesntexist  freakedout!sam  scared!sam  amnesiac!dean  archive:lj  havepdf  genre:angst  author:minviendha_(lise)  rating:pg-13  0-5k  tissie  genre:gen  challenge:sharp_teeth  ~ 
february 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Night Is Somehow Smaller; laurificus
 Now, all he wants is an open road to somewhere better, following nothing but Dean's smile and the way he says Sam's name, necessary as salt lines and a shining thread to home.  (Post mystery spot)
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:gen  s3  3.11!coda  ptsd!sam  scared!sam  worried!sam  rating:pg  archive:lj  author:laurificus  genre:angst  havepdf  0-5k  tissie  ~ 
january 2017 by Itsokaydean
On the banks of the Tiber; Hope
The shudder-growl of the Impala wakes him, not suddenly awake-and-alert but like a gradual shaking of clenched fists in his gut, and his body writhes a little, involuntarily, before his eyes fly open and he clenches his teeth, spine jerking.
supernatural  gen  sam&dean  hurt!Dean  Hurt!Sam  bitten!dean  boys!turnintowerewolves  Protective!Sam  scared!sam  john_winchester  werevolves_verse  havepdf  archive:ao3  author:hope  rating:pg-13  tissie  ~ 
december 2016 by Itsokaydean
A Very Thin Wire Between Survival and Disaster; Xparrot - Supernatural (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
"So what did you take?" Sam asks. Because as it turns out, there are even worse things to think about than how your brother attempted suicide less than twenty-four hours ago.
supernatural  genre:gen  s11  sam&dean  11.17!coda  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  suicideattempt!dean  worried!dean  worried!sam  scared!dean  scared!sam  havepdf  author:xparrot  archive:ao3  rating:pg-13  0-5k  tissie  ~ 
september 2016 by Itsokaydean
I'm home again in my old narrow bed; maypoles
(Somewhat) Dissociative Dean. In response to the reason of your choice (stress, guilt, specific trauma etc.), Dean begins crumbling emotionally and suffers from what looks like dissociation. Not full-on losing time/memory, more like becoming disoriented, zoning out, being alarmingly unfocused and even unresponsive. This, of course, worries Sam out of his mind. Enter protective!brother mode, angst, and hopefully also moments of tenderness in which Sam attempts to help, to get Dean to focus and be himself again.
supernatural  genre:gen  genre:angst  depressed!dean  did!dean  caretaker!sam  worried!sam  post-season5  scared!sam  ptsd!dean  archive:lj  rating:r  author:maypoles  havepdf  challenge:hoodie_time  5-10k  ~ 
july 2016 by Itsokaydean
+ Last day on earth; candle_beck
A list of things to do if you only have one day to live, presented in inconvenient non-list form.
supernatural  sam_dean  scared!sam  scared!dean  freakedout!dean  freakedout!sam  genre:hurt_comfort  first-time  author:candle_beck  archive:ao3  havepdf  10-15k  rating:nc-17  tissie  ~  + 
may 2016 by Itsokaydean
Devil's In the Details; tribble master
Saying it's only a picture is like saying it's only a job. It's only a picture but it means so much more. Dean unfolds it every night and counts the details. Sometimes a book moves, or a pages turns. One time a glass of juice appeared on the table. In the middle of the picture Sammy sits. His hazel eyes are always looking upward, even with his shoulders hunched and his hands in his lap.

Dean holds the picture with shaking hands and swears he'll make it right.
supernatural  gen  hurt!sam  scared!dean  scared!sam  S1  trapped!sam  cursed!sam  cursed!dean  horror  john!forgetsaboutsam  angst  author:tribble_master  havepdf  rating:pg-13  archive:ffnet  tissie  ~  lilbrorec 
may 2016 by Itsokaydean
Smoke Damage - it's the difference between the lightning bug and the lightning
A hunt goes up in flames. Literally. Sammy tries to make sense of why his brother and father are so shaken up about it.
pre-series  hurt!dean  protective!john  scared!sam  hurt_comfort 
april 2016 by Itsokaydean
The Winchester Guide to Fine Dining for the Gastronomically Challenged; cassidy-304
Sam and Dean clear out a ghost for a rich business guy, who rewards them very generously. They go out for supper at this fancy coastal seafood restaurant (because it's summer), and Dean is so distracted by the unusually upscale environment that he accidentally eats something with shrimp in it and goes into anaphylactic shock. Cue freaking out customers and frantic Sam trying to find the epipen. And maybe afterwards Dean is all woozy and clingy from oxygen deprivation <3
hurt!dean  protective!sam  allergic!dean  anaphylapticshock!dean  supernatural  scared!sam  worried!sam  caretaker!sam  gen  archive:lj  rating:pg-13  needspdf  author:cassidy_304 
february 2016 by Itsokaydean

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