Itsokaydean + sam_dean   729

Not Time's Fool; FayJay
A story in 21 parts, featuring an Ancient Greek curse, an unexpected metamorphosis, adventures in pool sharking, numerous shots of tequila, a nun outfit, zombies, angels, demons, kidnappings, startling discoveries about old acquaintances, massage, a game of strip poker, girl-on-girl action, girl-on-boy action, and boy-on-boy action. 
fandom:supernatural  sam_dean  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:humor  genre:canon_divergence  cursed!dean  pining!dean  dean!turnsintoagirl  possessive!sam  possessive!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:fayjay  minor!het  50-60k  ~ 
8 days ago by Itsokaydean
Learn to say the same thing; glovered
As the purpose of this weekend is to get to know one another, please wear your name tag at all times. Sam and Dean end up at a single's retreat in the mountains and run into old friends.
sam_dean  genre:schmoop  genre:casefic  first-kiss  smitten!dean  smitten!sam  theme:christmas  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg  author:glovered  10-15k  challenge:spn_j2_xmas  ~  fandom:supernatural 
12 weeks ago by Itsokaydean
a history of violence; lyryk (s_k)
Sometimes the problem, Sam thinks, is that there are no rulebooks about how to be your brother’s ex.
sam_dean  genre:angst  angry!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  emotionallytired!sam  s8  boys!breakup  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:lyryk  0-5k  challenge:spn_j2_xmas  ~  fandom:supernatural 
may 2019 by Itsokaydean
Just Say My Name; leonidaslions
Dean turns into a complete and utter nympho. It takes Sam a while to notice the difference.
sam_dean  established!relationship  cursed!dean  genre:humor  genre:hurt_comfort  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:leonidaslion  0-5k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
may 2019 by Itsokaydean
Palatine; setissma
It’s not like he means for it to happen. Seriously.

One minute, he’s leaning over to look at the enormous spell book in Sam’s lap, sounding out a couple of phrases while they’re stopped at a red light, Sam messing with the radio. The next, he’s in the passenger seat while Sam’s nearly running Dean’s goddamned car into a Toyota.
sam_dean  genre:schmoop  genre:humor  bodyswapped!dean  bodyswapped!sam  first-time  first-kiss  cursed!dean  cursed!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:R  author:setissma  0-5k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
april 2019 by Itsokaydean
I'll take my chance on a beautiful stranger; fleshflutter
If Chase were a better friend, he might try to end the game now, before Brendan loses even more money. But if Brendan is a dick at Stanford, it’s nothing compared to how he is on break. Chase wishes he’d gone with Will and Sam to play pool, but he’d been too damn stuck on the long game, too stuck on Brendan Danver’s father being the Danver of Danver, Mitchell and Webb, the law firm that’s gonna give him his first job when he graduates.

So now they’re in this bar, which is full of smoke and the smell of stale piss, because Brendan wants to pretend he lives dangerously, on the edge, that his life’s not one big vapid, designer-dressed waste of time. And Brendan’s got himself into a game of poker with a hustler, who Chase keeps telling himself to stop staring at, and Brendan's being taken for every last cent in his wallet.
sam_dean  genre:angst  pre-series  StanfordEra  outsider!pov  angry!sam  jaded!dean  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:R  author:fleshflutter  0-5k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
april 2019 by Itsokaydean
Dark Paradise; cherie_morte
AU after 3x16: He knew as soon as Dean rose up from the bones what it was he brought to life. And maybe Sam should have been horrified right there and right then, but he was giddy as he watched Dean kill. All he could think was it's really him, he even looks the same.
sam_dean  genre:angst  genre:canon_divergence  demon!dean  bloodaddicted!sam  established!relationship  s3  kink:manhandling  kink:rough!sex  kink:bloodplay  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:cherie_morte  0-5k  challenge:salt_burn_porn  ~  fandom:supernatural 
april 2019 by Itsokaydean
Ripping mended seams; lyra_wing
We all know John disappeared because he got a lead on the demon. But what if he ran off when the boys were still kids? AU – Dean as a fireman and Sam as a student at NYU.
sam_dean  genre:canon_divergence  fireman!dean  StanfordEra  pre-series  ghost!john  john!dies  rescuer!sam  physicallyhurt!dean  Protective!Sam  Protective!Dean  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:R  author:lyra_wing  5-10k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
april 2019 by Itsokaydean
raw diet food; themegalosaurus
Sam has one more meeting today. This one isn’t in his diary; not the public calendar everyone at the firm can access, nor the private one on his cell.
sam_dean  established!relationship  genre:angst  genre:pwp  genre:au  kale!sam  wanted!dean  starving!dean  eatingdisorder!dean  rating:nc-17  author:themegalosaurus  0-5k  archive:ao3  havepdf  14.13!coda  s14  challenge:*minor  ~  fandom:supernatural 
april 2019 by Itsokaydean
catch your death; road_rhythm
When Sam finds the ghost of a young man who was bullied to death and is now strangling young women, he just wants to put the spirit to rest. But he's coming down with the flu. He's having a crisis of faith. And frankly, Dean's being a dick.
sam_dean  established!relationship  genre:casefic  genre:hurt_comfort  physicallyhurt!sam  sick!sam  Protective!Dean  foodpoisoning!sam  s2  archive:ao3  author:road_rhythm  rating:nc-17  havepdf  challenge:ohsam  20-25k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
april 2019 by Itsokaydean
this is all very meta; road_rhythm
Dean didn't get there first. That's okay; hell, that's the way he wanted it. He never even cared—until he stumbled over some stupid freaking fanfic about him taking Sam's virginity. Now he can't get it out of his head.
sam_dean  established!relationship  s7  genre:pwp  kink:virginity  kink:figging  archive:ao3  havepdf  kink:roleplay  rating:nc-17  author:road_rhythm  challenge:kinkmeme  5-10k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
april 2019 by Itsokaydean
Credence; road_rhythm
So maybe Dean has a thing for Sam when he's asleep. So maybe he just likes it when Sam's that little bit more easy, that little bit more trusting, that little bit more open. Sue him. It's not like Dean's going to take advantage, so where's the harm if he likes knowing that he could?
sam_dean  established!relationship  genre:pwp  s2  kink:somnophilia  theme:codepency  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  drugged!sam  drugged!dean  author:road_rhythm  challenge:spn_masquerade  10-15k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
april 2019 by Itsokaydean
Mr Smith Goes to Jefferson; facetofcathy
Zachariah gets killed before he reveals to Dean Smith who he really is. So Dean Smith and Sam Wesson carry on as they were, as if that was always their life, not knowing who they really are
sam_dean  genre:au  au:swesson  boys!dontregaintheirmemories  pining!dean  pining!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:facetsofcathy  0-5k  challenge:*minor  ~  fandom:supernatural 
march 2019 by Itsokaydean
revisionist history; cherie_morte
Michael breaks out of the cage in Dean's mind and retakes control, trapping Dean in a new happy memory, one where his brother loves him the way Dean wishes he would. There's just one problem. Apparently, Dean's feelings for Sam are more than a little contagious.
sam_dean  unrequited!dean(sam)  michael!dean  genre:angst  trapped!dean  oblivious!sam  broken!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:cherie_morte  s14  14.10!coda  characterdeath_(sam)  characterdeath_(temporary)  0-5k  challenge:salt_burn_porn  ~  fandom:supernatural 
march 2019 by Itsokaydean
All Our Tomorrows Thrown Away; teand
John discovers his sons are finding comfort in each other and while he almost understands why, he can't allow it to go on.
sam_dean  established!relationship  genre:angst  john!findsout  bamf!John  pre-series  havepdf  archive:ao3  rating:R  author:teand  0-5k  challenge:*minor  fandom:supernatural 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
Turn Off Your Cellphone and Crack Out the Gatorade; withdiamonds
The world doesn't end, so Sam and Dean do all the things they never did as kids--going to baseball games, and vacationing, and random ice cream stops for no reason. Only they discover it's more like dating than regaining their lost childhood. They're really kind of okay with that. 
sam_dean  first-kiss  genre:schmoop  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:withdiamonds  ~  0-5k  fandom:supernatural 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
The Art of Compromise (Five Tries); wraith816
"It's in the rule book somewhere. Older brother doesn't have to take it."
Dean and Sam argue over who bottoms.
sam_dean  established!relationship  genre:schmoop  genre:humor  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:wraith816  0-5k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
+ scratch; Askance
Dean's been fixated on Sam all his life; it's no secret. It's only when Sam abandons him for normalcy that his obsession becomes something darker, more necessary--and incredibly violent. And even when Sam comes home to him, there's no guarantee that Dean will ever be the same.
sam_dean  established!relationship  serialkiller!dean  dean!killssam  suicidal!sam  suicidal!dean  psychopath!dean  tw:suicide  genre:angst  genre:horror  genre:canon_compliant  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:askance  15-20k  +  ~  fandom:supernatural 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
The Proposition; doilycoffin
When Dean accidentally convinces his mother that he has a boyfriend and stupidly promises that she can meet him, he thinks he's positively screwed...fortunately, it turns out that Sam is more than willing to pretend to be his date.
genre:au  sam_dean  au:swesson  genre:schmoop  fake!boyfriends  archive:ao3  rating:pg-13  author:doilycoffin  0-5k  challenge:*minor  havepdf  ~  fandom:supernatural 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
The Dragon That Speaks Like A Lamb; thealexandriaarchives
"Hell got it wrong. Sam's not the Antichrist after all... Dean is. Of course, Sam's more than willing to play the part and front for his brother.

Dean is the Antichrist. But Sam is his False Prophet.
sam_dean  genre:angst  genre:canon_divergence  antichrist!dean  falseprophet!sam  post-season3  inhell!dean  inhell!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:thealexandriaarchives  5-10k  challenge:sammessiah  ~  fandom:supernatural 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
Worse Day Away From Black Rock; verucasalt123
Six hours out from Black Rock, Dean finally pulled into a motel. He hadn’t stopped ragging on Sam for all the trouble he’d caused and bragging on his own so-called Batman skills after he’d swooped in to save the day, and his brother’s life. Again.
sam_dean  s3  3.03!coda  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  kink:spanking  genre:pwp  bamf!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  authir:verucasalt123  0-5k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
+ The Witch Is Dead; dear_tiger
In 1988, three witches in Montana are growing a monster in their garden, and Sam is holiday snack. When Dean and John show up to get him, one witch is killed, and Dean gets a love curse that he keeps secret. As teenagers, Sam and Dean are living in a dying industrial town in Pennsylvania, where they come across a crooked old creature that takes an unusual interest in Dean. As adults, Sam and Dean return to Montana for a hunt and run into the two surviving witches who have been unsuccessfully trying to grow their monster. Dean, still carrying the love spell from the dead witch, is looking like perfect plant feed.
sam_dean  genre:angst  genre:casefic  genre:hurt_comfort  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  cursed!dean  rescuer!sam  rescuer!dean  rescuer!john  pre-series  kidnapped!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:dear_tiger  physicallyhurt!dean  30-40k  genre:horror  witch_verse  challenge:bigbang  ~  +  fandom:supernatural 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
The Bite of Knowledge; theproblematique
Omegas can tell when alphas are attracted to them. It's a survival mechanism. After years of buildup, Dean finally realizes that Sam is attracted to him. It's a shitshow.
sam_dean  s2  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  au:alpha/beta/omega  alpha!sam  omega!dean  pining!sam  pining!dean  boys!aresoulmates  asshole!dean  genre:pwp  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:theproblematique  20-25k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
Premium Cable; BewareTheIdes15
It isn’t the fact that Jensen’s a guy that’s really bugging Jared at the moment. It’s more that he’s pretty sure Eric Kripke secretly wants to be making gay porn.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:pwp  genre:non-au  actor!jared  actor!jensen  S1  sam_dean  boys!oncabletv  genre:canon_divergence  first-time  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  kink:exhibitionism  author:bewaretheides15  challenge:blindfold  0-5k  ~ 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
Future tense; selecasharp
While on a case, Sam and Dean are given a vision of the future - a future in which they've stopped the apocalypse and are now, apparently, involved. Dean's convinced that it's another trick and insists that they forget it, but Sam can't let it - any of it - go.
sam_dean  genre:angst  5.14!coda  pining!sam  pining!dean  first-time  post-apocalypse  dean!saysyes  Protective!Dean  Protective!Sam  dean!feelsguilty  sam!feelsguilty  exhausted!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:selecasharp  challenge:help_haiti  30-40k  ~  genre:canon_divergence  fandom:supernatural 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
cirrus; setissma
It’s all Sam’s fucking fault. Dean’s almost asleep, passed out in the passenger seat after a driver switch, when he hears a sudden click. “Shit,” Sam says. “What now?” Dean says. Inevitably, he’s not going to like what he hears, because Sam only starts swearing under his breath when something’s really fucked up. “She won’t shift,” Sam mutters, and then there’s kind of a low rumble, and Sam pulls over.
sam_dean  established!relationship  genre:schmoop  Protective!Dean  physicallyhurt!sam  drugged!sam  archive:lj  rating:R  author:setissma  havepdf  0-5k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
Saying It Out Loud; lazy_daze
Sam never exactly meant to take Dean's advice about pressing all the bullshit down and letting it out in spurts of violence and alcoholism, but he finds himself sitting at -- leaning on -- some sticky bartop in some sticky town he can't even remember the name of. There are multiple glasses lined up before him. Six, twelve? His eyes blur lazily and Dean's hand is warm on his shoulder, hey, Dean's here.
sam_dean  genre:hurt_comfort  drunk!sam  s7  pining!sam  pining!dean  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  greatwallofsam  author:lazy_daze  challenge:*minor  0-5k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
Winners Use the Door; victoria_p (musesfool)
The problem, of course, is that when he thinks about guys, he's not really thinking about guys so much as he's thinking about Dean.
sam_dean  pining!sam  pining!dean  genre:angst  genre:pwp  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:musesfool  0-5k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
Why Must We Pray Screaming?; dreamlittleyo
Bobby stops by, investigating signs of demonic activity, and Sam informs his brother that it's time for a change. Dean doesn't like Sam's new proposal, but it turns out his vote doesn't count for much.
sam_dean  evil!sam  4.06!coda  s4  tw:non-con  blindsided!dean  boyking!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  sexuallyabused!dean  author:dreamlittleyo  0-5k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
The_Epic_Love_Story; steele3
"Sam, if you don't come back, I'm turning our computer into the non-stop porn portal it was always meant to be." Dean scampers back to the bed furthest from the door and pulls the comforter up. He hooks his chin over the top to smile cheerily at his younger brother. "Chop chop."

Sam makes an inelegant noise, then opens the door. Even across the room, Dean feels the blast of cold air that spikes into the room's warm bubble. A few snowflakes swirl in past Sam's head as he steps out into the night and pulls the door shut behind him against the force of the wind.

A different kind of ice blossoms in Dean's stomach. He fights it down, rubbing his hands across his belly; it's a purely Pavlovian response to Sam not being here, outside Dean's sight and reach.
sam_dean  genre:angst  havepdf  author:steele3  10-15k  genre:hurt_comfort  boys!breakup  boys!getbacktogether  pining!sam  pining!dean  smitten!dean  smitten!sam  pissedoff!sam  archive:extsite  rating:nc-17  fandom:supernatural 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
All That I'm Good For; witling
The whole thing was fucked up to start with. You can't grow up with someone and half-raise or be half-raised by them, have one dead parent and one insane and hell-bent on training you up to be a wolfhound—you can't be that person, live alongside that person, and not be fucked up. You can't. It isn't possible.
sam_dean  freakedout!dean  pining!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  Protective!Dean  scared!dean  s2  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:witling  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  0-5k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
More Than Meets The Eye; astolat
Dean had them heading towards Golden Valley on I-93 when the semi and the fighter jet went screaming by, blasting at each other with what looked like laserbeams. That was crazy enough, even before both of them smashed into the overpass and stopped long enough to unfold into giant robots. (Crossover with Transformers)
sam_dean  crossover:transformers  baby!turnsintoarobot  happy!dean  happy!sam  rating:R  author:astolat  archive:ao3  0-5k  genre:humor  ~  fandom:supernatural 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
a long hard day, a long hard night; deadlybride
When Dean’s body disappears from his bedroom after Metatron kills him, Sam nearly goes crazy looking for him—torturing demons, ruining relationships with other hunters, trying anything at all that will help. Digging through the Men of Letters archives, he finally finds a ritual that might bring Dean back. The cost isn’t something he worries about; when it comes to Dean, no cost is too high.
sam_dean  established!relationship  moc!dean  s10  boyking!sam  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  genre:angst  genre:horror  sam!savesdean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:deadlybride  challenge:*bang  30-40k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
november 2018 by Itsokaydean
In silence sealed
After a hunt, Dean can't hear, but he can still talk. Warning: may induce sweetness overload.
fic  spn  sam_dean 
november 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ True Blue; nasri
It’s between the flicker of her silver plated lighter and Ellen’s first inhale that Dean sees him. His hair is long, longer than their father would have ever allowed it, styled back behind his ears and sun-streaked auburn. Adrenaline tunnels Dean’s vision with each inhale and dulls the sound of Ellen’s voice until all he can think is that Sammy’s childhood wish came true, because he has a solid few inches on Dean in each damn direction.
sam_dean  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:au  thief!dean  undercover!sam  movieremakes  pining!sam  pining!dean  boys!settledown  physicallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:nasri  25-30k  ~  +  fandom:supernatural 
november 2018 by Itsokaydean
Round One; 9091
Dean Winchester is horny and bored, and abandoned houses don't have pay-per-view.
sam_dean  established!relationship  s7  horny!dean  exasperated!sam  genre:schmoop  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:9091  0-5k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
october 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Alcohol and a Can-Do Attitude; BlindSwandive
Sam and Dean are hit with a fuck-each-other-or-die curse, so they handle it the way two straight, totally uninterested-in-each-other-sexually brothers would.
sam_dean  first-time  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:humor  cursed!dean  cursed!sam  witches!madeemdoit  kink:fuck-or-die  genre:pwp  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:blindswandive  challenge:spn_masquerade  5-10k  +  ~  fandom:supernatural 
october 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Fire I Breathe; dreamlittleyo
What if Devil's Trap had ended a little bit differently? The YED's plan backfires, and Sam's got new problems. Because power like that, once you touch it you can't put it back. (And what can they do when John Winchester learns too much?)
sam_dean  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  powers!Sam  pining!sam  pining!dean  john!findsout  first-kiss  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  s2  genre:canon_compliant  author:dreamlittleyo  challenge:sammessiah  5-10k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
october 2018 by Itsokaydean
Highway Survivalists' Roadmap; drvsilla
Sam huffs and finally allows himself to read the green mile-marker sign. He's been ignoring them ever since the interstate exchange, when E-W cloverleafed into N-S and down, down they headed toward somewhere else. He shouldn't read it at all, knows he'll torture himself with the endless word litany mile 332 means there's 332 miles to go until the border... mile 332 means there's 332 miles to go until the border... mile 332 means there's 332 miles to go until the border...
sam_dean  established!relationship  roadtrip  genre:schmoop  genre:pwp  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:drvsilla  0-5k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
september 2018 by Itsokaydean
Just Reach Out; sevenfists
Sam wakes up slowly. The dull hum of noise in the distance resolves into Dean's voice, quietly singing along with the radio. Sam's face is stuck to the leather seat. He's been drooling a little; the corner of his mouth is wet. He moves his hand tentatively, feeling it prickle, heavy with blood. The window's rolled down.
sam_dean  established!relationship  kink:voyeurism  kink:masturbation  kink:impala!sex  teasing!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:sevenfists  rating:nc-17  0-5k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
september 2018 by Itsokaydean
Consider the Hairpin Turn; cherie_morte
AU of 6x22: Sam's wall has shattered and the memories in his mind have splintered. When the Sam who remembers Hell tells him to go find Jess and be happy, Sam knows he can't stay while Dean needs him. But when the Sam from Hell says that Dean is already there looking for him, Sam leaves his memories of the pit behind to find him.

What he finds is a life he doesn't remember: a house that he shares with his brother (and has for years), a law career he thought he'd left behind at Stanford, and a relationship with Dean he never dreamed he could have. Life is almost too good to be true, at least until Sam begins to hear his brother's voice calling to him, begging him to wake up.
sam_dean  s6  6.22!coda  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:canon_divergence  worried!dean  Protective!Dean  ptsd!sam  postcage!Sam  brokenwall!sam  comapatient!sam  caretaker!dean  rescuer!dean  pining!sam  pining!dean  rating:nc-17  havepdf  archive:ao3  author:cherie_morte  25-30k  challenge:samdean_otp  ~  fandom:supernatural 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
Memory Foam; downjune
To leave
I would have to put clothes on,
and they’d have to fit better
than all of this skin.


Getting up in the morning is not easy.
sam_dean  established!relationship  8.14!coda  s8  genre:schmoop  happy!dean  happy!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:downjune  challenge:salt_burn_porn  0-5k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
You Never Had It So; mandysbitch
“…sometimes, Sam’s still the ten-year-old kid with the runny nose and hair in his eyes and you’re still the guy who looks after him.”
sam_dean  pre-series  second!pov  S1  genre:angst  pining!dean  pining!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  kink:bondage  author:mandysbitch  0-5k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
july 2018 by Itsokaydean
Love As a Hole In the Ground; dear_tiger
A monster is stealing people’s hearts around Elephant Butte, New Mexico, and now it’s after Sam’s. After he almost got married to a stranger and almost ran off to Los Angeles with Ruby on the same day, Sam can’t trust himself anymore. Worst of all, the monster might have gotten smart and turned itself into Dean this time, or else Sam really is falling in love.
sam_dean  first-time  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:casefic  genre:angst  kidnapped!sam  pining!sam  Protective!Dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:dear_tiger  challenge:*bang  10-15k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
july 2018 by Itsokaydean
Never done with killing time (I'd like it if you stayed); Trojie
Dean's life has a rhythm and it's counting down. His bucket list is pretty much done and it hasn't helped. Seventeen days to go, and Sam slides into his bed.
sam_dean  established!relationship  emotionallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  postdeal!dean  s3  scared!sam  scared!dean  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:trojie  0-5k  challenge:hoodie_time  ~  fandom:supernatural 
july 2018 by Itsokaydean
I Feel it Way Down (way down); formalizing
Dean eventually gets out of hell, but angels have nothing to do with it. Sam is willing to make a lot of exceptions to his morals and principles in order to have his brother back. (AU after season 3)
sam_dean  post-hell!dean  post-season3  demon!dean  dark!dean  abused!sam  sexuallyabused!sam  tw:dub-con  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  dysfunctional!boys  genre:angst  genre:canon_divergence  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:formalizing  0-5k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
july 2018 by Itsokaydean
Home Front; destina
When the time came, Dean chose the house: a modest one-story fixer-upper with one bedroom, on the corner of an established street lined by tall old trees. After so many years of living out of duffel bags and the trunk of a car, they had very little of their own, but they hauled it all in anyway, a ten-minute job at best. 
sam_dean  genre:schmoop  genre:domestic  boys!settledown  boys!buyahouse  retired!fromhunting  future!fic  archive:lj  rating:R  author:destina  0-5k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
july 2018 by Itsokaydean
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