Itsokaydean + sam!savesdean   31

a long hard day, a long hard night; deadlybride
When Dean’s body disappears from his bedroom after Metatron kills him, Sam nearly goes crazy looking for him—torturing demons, ruining relationships with other hunters, trying anything at all that will help. Digging through the Men of Letters archives, he finally finds a ritual that might bring Dean back. The cost isn’t something he worries about; when it comes to Dean, no cost is too high.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  moc!dean  s10  boyking!sam  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  genre:angst  genre:horror  sam!savesdean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:deadlybride  challenge:*bang  30-40k  ~ 
november 2018 by Itsokaydean
your p's and q's; i_speak_tongue
Which is the true evil? The brother who now survives on human flesh or the one who willingly supplies the meat?
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:angst  genre:horror  sick!Dean  caretaker!sam  rescuer!sam  physicallyhurt!dean  zombie!dean  sam!savesdean  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:R  author:i_speak_tongue  0-5k  challenge:sharp_teeth  ~ 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
Amidst the Wars of Elements; destina
Dean hurts everywhere; there's a constant throb of pain drumming under his skin. When he opens his eyes, bright sunshine slants gentle warmth across his face. 

He doesn't recognize the room, but the only thing that matters is that Sam is there, in a chair beside the bed, head in his hands. His t-shirt is wrinkled, his hair wild and messy, as if he hasn't combed it in days. 
supernatural  sam_dean  first-kiss  post-season3  sam!savesdean  amnesiac!dean  inhell!dean  inhell!sam  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:horror  archive:lj  havepdf  author:destina  rating:pg-13  5-10k  tissie  ~ 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
Council for the Defense; teand
Dean's expecting hellhounds.  Everyone else got hellhounds, right?  But they're on day 365 and no hellhounds.  
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  sam!savesdean  s3  genre:humor  powers!Sam  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:R  0-5k  author:teand  tissie  ~ 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
Hit the Ground Crawling; jonny_vrm (elmo_loves_me)
After Sam pulls Dean out of Hell, Dean stops talking. It takes a week for Sam to convince Dean to open his mouth so Sam can check that his tongue hasn't been cut out. It takes two weeks for Sam to accept that Dean really isn't talking. Then it takes a week of silence, the two of them sitting in the Impala like ventriloquist dummies, sitting in motel rooms like human taxidermy, before Sam decides to start talking for the both of them
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  electivemutism!dean  post-hell!dean  sam!savesdean  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  genre:casefic  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  sam!leaves  challenge:bigbang  author:jonny_vrm  25-30k  tissie  ~ 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
there's a devil in a looking-glass; oxoniensis
She kneels beside her bed. "Lord, forgive me this weakness," she prays. She's almost calm now, decision made.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:casefic  postdeal!dean  sam!savesdean  pining!sam  pining!dean  mirror!sam  mirror!dean  first-time  rating:nc-17  author:oxoniensis  archive:lj  havepdf  tissie  20-25k  ~ 
february 2018 by Itsokaydean
Blink (the Rapid Eye Movement remix); rivkat
These but the trappings and the suits of woe. Written for Remix Redux 08. Original story: Blink (You're Gone), by thehighwaywoman
supernatural  sam_dean  hell!dean  sam!savesdean  powers!Sam  amnesiac!dean  s3  genre:angst  confused!dean  author:rivkat  challenge:remix  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  0-5k  tissie  ~ 
may 2017 by Itsokaydean
Keep Our Minds on the Sum of Each Other; lazy_daze
It all goes quiet very suddenly. One minute Dean's writhing in hellfire—which is just as painful as the the demons so gleefully promised him—and wondering if he just heard someone shout his name or if it's just another happy torture-induced hallucination, and the next his ears are ringing with silence and he can actually feel his toes. He can't seem to remember being able to feel much beyond the obvious when he was there. He'd sort of missed them. He wriggles them and opens his eyes.
supernatural  sam_dean  bodyswapped!dean  bodyswapped!sam  sam!savesdean  s3  first-time  genre:humor  author:lazy_daze  havepdf  rating:nc-17  archive:lj  tissie  5-10k  challenge:*minor  ~ 
april 2017 by Itsokaydean
Three Days on the Rack; keerawa
It’s been months, but Sam finally found a crossroads demon willing to Deal to get Dean’s soul out of Hell. The Deal sounded too good to be true. Sam took it anyway.
supernatural  sam_dean  tortured!sam  torturer!dean  sam!savesdean  open!ending  sam!makesadeal  hell!dean  tw:non-con  abused!sam  sexuallyabused!sam  author:keerawa  havepdf  rating:nc-17  archive:ao3  tissie  ~  genre:angst  0-5k 
april 2017 by Itsokaydean
Do Roses Know Their Thorns Can Hurt?; homo_pink
Dean needs a new body part and Sam doesn't cope well with any of it. (A very AU!AU borrowing the lovely idea from Time Is on My Side - somewhat Burton inspired and super unserious.)
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  immortal!sam  immortal!dean  decaying!sam  decaying!dean  sam!savesdean  sam!givesdeanhiseye  s3  genre:canon_divergence  caretaker!sam  bodyhorror!dean  bodyhorror!sam  pining!sam  author:homo_pink  rating:nc-17  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  challenge:reversebang  15-20k  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort 
march 2017 by Itsokaydean
+ The Common Fate of All; gretazreta
Dean Winchester works in insurance: brought up in foster care, he's never hunted, never fired a gun, and never owned a car. Then, one day, he meets a guy called Sam.
supernatural  sam_dean  amnesiac!dean  inhell!dean  bamf!sam  rescuer!sam  altered!reality  author:gretazreta  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  +  post-season3  sam!savesdean  rating:R  10-15k  challenge:*minor  genre:angst 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean
Make Thick My Blood; themegalosaurus
“You’re going to kill me, Dean,” Sam says, eventually. 
And all Dean can say is, “I think I am.”

A season 10 AU, set after 10x14 ('The Executioner's Song'). Cas finds a solution that might cure the Mark of Cain; but if they're going to go through with it, Sam has a terrible price to pay.
supernatural  sam_dean  moc!dean  demonbloodissues!sam  detox!sam  determined!sam  s10  worried!dean  worried!sam  sam!savesdean  angst  archive:ao3  author:themegalosaurus  havepdf  rating:R  tissie  ~ 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean
I'd Gladly Lose Me To Find You; flawedamythyst
Sam takes a vow of silence in order to pull Dean out of Hell, but by the time Dean comes back, Sam's lost more of himself than just his voice. Splits off completely from canon after the season 3 finale.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  electivemutism!sam  sam!savesdean  retired!fromhunting  rating:nc-17  Protective!Sam  worried!sam  author:flawedamythyst  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  s3  genre:canon_divergence  characterdeath_(dean)  characterdeath_(temporary)  genre:domestic  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  30-40k 
january 2017 by Itsokaydean
Drive Until You Lose the Road; musesfool
He has no idea where they're going, and he doesn't really care. He just keeps heading west, following Dean's lead.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  s3  sam!savesdean  genre:schmoop  author:musesfool  archive:lj  calendarandroad_verse  rating:pg  tissie  ~  havepdf  0-5k 
october 2016 by Itsokaydean
Dimensions and Verticals; bellatemple
Sam accidentally gets Dean out of Hell. The results are something no one could have expected. . . .
supernatural  genre:gen  genre:humor  post-hell!dean  post-season3  sam!savesdean  rescuer!sam  drawing!dean  author:bellatemple  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  0-5k  ~ 
may 2016 by Itsokaydean
fire bad, tree pretty
Dean honors his end of the crossroads deal, but Sam’s not ready to let him go.
gen  de-aged!dean  sam!savesdean  postdeal!dean 
april 2016 by Itsokaydean
A Threefold Path to Redemption; rei_c
Sam finds a way to keep Dean from going to hell: he'll go in his brother's place. He knows it's going to be bad and that he'll emerge changed. He never knew how much.
sam_dean  demon!sam  boyking!sam  tw:dub-con  tw:non-con  sam!savesdean  author:rei_c  +100k  supernatural  Sam_OMC  sam_ofc  dean_omc  genre:angst  genre:horror  inhell!sam  archive:lj  rating:nc-17  ~  tortured!sam  sam!swapsplacew/dean  helpless!dean  havepdf  genre:canon_divergence 
december 2015 by Itsokaydean
weathercock snowfall (starlight cockcrow); kroki refur
There’s a woman who lives five miles outside of Harrington, Idaho. You can’t see her house from the road, but it’s there if you know what you’re looking for. Sam walks all the way, dust in his eyes and his mouth and his nose, cursing under his breath, and
supernatural  sam&dean  pre-series  genre:gen  genre:angst  physicallyhurt!dean  sam!savesdean  electivemutism!sam  asshole!dean  asshole!john  author:kroki_refur  rating:R  *deleted_havepdf  archive:lj  tissie  ~ 
july 2015 by Itsokaydean

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