Itsokaydean + rating:pg-13   411

A Mind With A Heart Of Its Own; linvro21
Jensen never expected to get married. When he did, he certainly hadn't thought he’d fall in love. He didn’t mind to be proven wrong by Jared though.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:au  genre:schmoop  boys!getmarried  au:teachers  teacher!jared  teacher!jensen  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:linvro21  challenge:spn_j2_xmas  0-5k  ~ 
1 hour ago by Itsokaydean
just this good; misskittye
Jensen awakes to the sound of Jared's voice, hushed but persistent enough to scratch lightly at the back of Jensen's skull. He opens his eyes and immediately closes them against the bright sunlight flooding in from the window. He doesn't move, doesn't stretch. Before he consents to full consciousness, he takes a moment to assess the situation. Six days a week Jensen subjects himself to early mornings, ripped from sleep by his clock radio before the sun is even up. On those days he'll lay in bed only for a minute or so, the strains of Bachman Turner Overdrive or something like that preventing him from slipping back into his dreams while he bullies himself into getting up for a jog. Waking up stretched out on his stomach, relaxed and tangled in cool sheets, knowing that Jared is close by and that there is nothing at all he needs to do right now is the exact opposite of that. It's this that he's wishing for when he lies in bed rubbing a hand over his pained expression every day except Sunday.
rps  jared_jensen  established!relationship  genre:au  genre:schmoop  veterinarian!jensen  au:regular!joes  actor!jared  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:misskittye  10-15k  verse:comingaround  ~ 
yesterday by Itsokaydean
Father of the year; sarosefic
Maybe Sam's more right about John than Dean wants to admit. Or maybe they're both wrong.
Just why did John leave Dean at Sonny's for two months?
supernatural  sam&dean  hardass!john  distracted!john  physicallyhurt!john  emotionallyhurt!dean  oblivious!sam  pre-series  rating:pg-13  archive:lj  havepdf  author:sarosefic  0-5k  ~ 
4 days ago by Itsokaydean
April Fool's Babies; StuckySituation
“I’m pregnant,” Bucky says, and the first feeling that Steve experiences is relief. Granted, that might sound surprising, but Steve knows that today is April 1st, and this -- Bucky, with his hair a tangled, sweaty mess, leaning against the doorframe, with a big, brown envelope in his hand and his face carefully blank and neutral -- at last explains the horrible week and clears Steve’s mind from his fears and worries. “Oh, good,” Steve says and sits down at the kitchen table. Nothing is wrong with Bucky, after all. The sleepless nights, the haunted look that has been shadowing his face for days, everything must have been just set up for the prank. This is by far stranger prank than any of those Bucky used to pull, but at the same time, it’s not that surprising. His sense of humor has become understandably a lot more twisted after the Hydra years. “Good?” Bucky says. “What the fuck, Steve?” “I mean, uh. Wow! Surprising. How did that happen?”
mcu  steve_bucky  genre:humor  genre:domestic  mpreg!bucky  oblivious!steve  genre:mpreg  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:stuckysituation  0-5k  ~ 
19 days ago by Itsokaydean
give me a sign; tiana
College AU. Jared spots Jensen across a crowded cafeteria. When he realizes Jensen is signing to his friends, Jared has a new mission in life. Learn to talk with his hands.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:au  genre:schmoop  genre:humor  au:college  student!jared  student!jensen  smitten!jared  archive:lj  havepdf  author:___tiana___  rating:pg-13  0-5k  challenge:springfling  ~ 
29 days ago by Itsokaydean
To Repair Broken Men; procrastin8or951
Pre-series: Dad and Sam keep fighting. Dean can't fix his family, so he fixes things around the crappy apartment they are staying in eg. shelves, washing machine, heater/air conditioner.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:angst  mean!john  pre-series  sick!Dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:procrastin8or951  0-5k  challenge:hoodie_time  ~ 
4 weeks ago by Itsokaydean
Ticks Like a Time Bomb; faequeentitania
Sam grew up with Dean's heavy breath as a lullaby. Every night, steady as clockwork. There are few things in the world that could frighten him the way the quiet from Dean's bed can. Coda for S01E12, "Faith."
supernatural  sam_dean(implied)  S1  1.12!coda  sick!Dean  physicallyhurt!dean  Protective!Sam  worried!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:faequeentitania  archive:ao3  0-5k  ~ 
6 weeks ago by Itsokaydean
Turn Off Your Cellphone and Crack Out the Gatorade; withdiamonds
The world doesn't end, so Sam and Dean do all the things they never did as kids--going to baseball games, and vacationing, and random ice cream stops for no reason. Only they discover it's more like dating than regaining their lost childhood. They're really kind of okay with that. 
supernatural  sam_dean  first-kiss  genre:schmoop  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:withdiamonds  ~  0-5k 
8 weeks ago by Itsokaydean
charmer & gentle; Askance
The afternoon girl calls them Big and Tall, the strangers who come in late every now and then, buying this or that. The night girl doesn't think those names fit quite right.
supernatural  sam&dean  outsider!pov  genre:gen  genre:angst  physicallyhurt!sam  physicallyhurt!dean  trials!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:askance  0-5k  challenge:summergen  ~ 
9 weeks ago by Itsokaydean
The Proposition; doilycoffin
When Dean accidentally convinces his mother that he has a boyfriend and stupidly promises that she can meet him, he thinks he's positively screwed...fortunately, it turns out that Sam is more than willing to pretend to be his date.
supernatural  genre:au  sam_dean  au:swesson  genre:schmoop  fake!boyfriends  archive:ao3  rating:pg-13  author:doilycoffin  0-5k  challenge:*minor  havepdf  ~ 
9 weeks ago by Itsokaydean
Exile; themegalosaurus
"Sometimes when I was, when I was away, you know it wasn't cause I just ran out, right? Dad would, he would send me away, when I really pissed him off. I think you knew that."
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:angst  genre:gen  hardass!john  pre-series  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:themegalosaurus  0-5k  s14  14.12!coda  ~ 
10 weeks ago by Itsokaydean
+ Owl of the Waste Places; dear_tiger
The man she named baby boy Hobbenbokken after had been a pile of bones at the bottom of the Pacific for quite some time by then.
supernatural  witch_verse  author:dear_tiger  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  genre:angst  ~  + 
10 weeks ago by Itsokaydean
To Repair Broken Men; procrastin8or951
Pre-series: Dad and Sam keep fighting. Dean can't fix his family, so he fixes things around the crappy apartment they are staying in eg. shelves, washing machine, heater/air conditioner.
supernatural  sam&dean  pre-series  genre:angst  genre:gen  stanford!fight  physicallyhurt!dean  sick!Dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  blindsided!john  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:procrastin8or951  0-5k  challenge:hoodie_time  ~ 
11 weeks ago by Itsokaydean
A Doll's House; cherie_morte
AU: Jensen owns Puzzles Toys, a high-end store specializing in making and selling dollhouses. Jared is a regular; he stops by every few days with his daughter, Emma. They visit so often that Jensen can't help starting to suspect it's not just toys bringing them back.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:au  genre:schmoop  genre:hurt_comfort  au:regular!joes  toystoreowner!jensen  genre:kidfic  singledad!jared  pining!jensen  pining!jared  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:cherie_morte  20-25k  ~  challenge:*bang 
12 weeks ago by Itsokaydean; Chash
The first thing that happens at Jared's new job at Greendale Community College is a riot. It's not exactly all downhill from there, but it's definitely a bad sign of things to come.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:au  genre:humor  genre:schmoop  teacher!jared  teacher!jensen  au:teachers  pining!jensen  pining!jared  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:longsufferingly  5-10k  ~ 
12 weeks ago by Itsokaydean
The Inside Man; Balder12
Post-9.02. Sam and Kevin have both been suffering from memory loss since the Trials ended, and Dean is acting strangely. Sam suspects a supernatural cause, but Kevin's not so sure either one of them has a firm grasp on reality. Or: another way the Ezekiel arc could have played out.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:gen  genre:angst  s9  9.02!coda  genre:canon_divergence  gadreel!sam  scared!sam  scared!kevin  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  lying!dean  post-trials!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:balder12  15-20k  challenge:reversebang  ~ 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
+ Above All The Bustle - la_reverenda
A busker and a businessman walk into a sandwich shop. It's a feel-good story. No one dies though someone is dead and someone else is hit by a bus. Late for Christmas but early for Valentine's!
rps  jared_jensen  genre:au  genre:schmoop  accountant!jensen  busker!jared  genre:meet!cute  au:regular!joes  au:office  genre:hurt_comfort  happy!jared  shy!jensen  tired!jensen  emotionallyhurt!jensen  first-kiss  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:la_reverenda  10-15k  +  ~ 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
+ light, refracted; alethialia
What if John hadn’t been the man he was? In fact, what if he’d been just the opposite? How would the boys’ arguments change? The startling thing: they wouldn’t.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:angst  genre:gen  genre:canon_divergence  genre:horror  pre-series  scion!dean  scion!sam  yed!john  mean!sam  mean!dean  S1  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:alethialia  5-10k  +  ~ 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
If Found, Please Return; gwevyan
Or: the times Dean Winchester threatened to put a collar on his wayward little brother, the time he did, and the time he didn't need to. 
supernatural  sam&dean  *times  pre-series  S1  post-season5  Protective!Dean  hallucinating!sam  ptsd!sam  genre:hurt_comfort  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  genre:gen  author:gwevyan  10-15k  ~ 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
The Language of this Foreign Country; ignipes
Sam has a list in his head. It's a dictionary or a phrasebook, something you can keep in your pocket and pull out whenever necessary: Translation Guide For People Who Spend Every Waking Hour With People Who Never Say What They Mean.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:gen  hooker!dean(implied)  Protective!Dean  S1  rating:pg-13  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:ignipes  1.11!coda  0-5k  ~ 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
Saying It Out Loud; lazy_daze
Sam never exactly meant to take Dean's advice about pressing all the bullshit down and letting it out in spurts of violence and alcoholism, but he finds himself sitting at -- leaning on -- some sticky bartop in some sticky town he can't even remember the name of. There are multiple glasses lined up before him. Six, twelve? His eyes blur lazily and Dean's hand is warm on his shoulder, hey, Dean's here.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:hurt_comfort  drunk!sam  s7  pining!sam  pining!dean  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  greatwallofsam  author:lazy_daze  challenge:*minor  0-5k  ~ 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
Family Man; KelpietheThundergod
"You’re just like him." In that moment, it had felt like nothing could be worse. But at least the pain of those words was sharp and quick, and got him out of his spiral. A punch that he couldn’t exactly roll with, as it cut to deep for that, but the hits stopped coming after "Michael hurt you. He hurt me too." He did get punched in the face a couple times right after. But he deserved that anyway. The pain at home is different. More like being submerged all over again, and every time he reaches the surface, spluttering and gasping, the next wave comes, powerful and acidic.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:angst  s14  14.03!coda  ptsd!dean  OCD!dean  worried!sam  worried!castiel  emotionallyhurt!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  genre:gen  0-5k  author:kelpiethethundergod  ~ 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ True Blue; nasri
It’s between the flicker of her silver plated lighter and Ellen’s first inhale that Dean sees him. His hair is long, longer than their father would have ever allowed it, styled back behind his ears and sun-streaked auburn. Adrenaline tunnels Dean’s vision with each inhale and dulls the sound of Ellen’s voice until all he can think is that Sammy’s childhood wish came true, because he has a solid few inches on Dean in each damn direction.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:au  thief!dean  undercover!sam  movieremakes  pining!sam  pining!dean  boys!settledown  physicallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:nasri  25-30k  ~  + 
november 2018 by Itsokaydean
seven days; alethiometry
Jess burns; Sam crumbles. Dean tries his best to pick up the pieces. (Episode tag that picks up where the pilot leaves off.)
supernatural  sam&dean  Sam_Jess  1.01!coda  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  Protective!Dean  grieving!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  genre:gen  genre:canon_compliant  author:alethiometry  0-5k  ~ 
november 2018 by Itsokaydean
it's guy love (between two guys); Kellifer_fic
"Do you ever think it's weird?" They're in Jared's trailer playing Mario Cart. Apparently, Jensen's sole function in the game is to be Jared's bitch which is annoying but not unexpected. While he's getting is ass kicked he has time to muse about a few things, including his most recent trip home and his visit with Steve and Chris.  There'd been a similar... theme to the gentle ribbing he'd received.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:schmoop  genre:non-au  actor!jared  actor!jensen  clueless!jensen  indenial!jensen  happy!jared  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:kellifer_fic  0-5k  ~ 
october 2018 by Itsokaydean
Reasons Sam Won't Move His Seat For Bucky; neversaydie
The time he stole his steering wheel (right out of his fucking hands while he was very much driving and trying to avoid being killed Steve it's not funny in hindsight).

The time he ripped off Sam's wing and kicked him off a helicarrier.

The time he picked Sam up by his face and threw him across the room.

Sam has a long list of reasons Bucky isn't getting any favours from him any time soon.
mcu  steve_bucky_sam  genre:humor  pining!sam  pissedoff!sam  enemiestolovers  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:neversaydie  0-5k  ~ 
october 2018 by Itsokaydean
till the cows come down the river; amonitrate
Sam’s never understood anything, not really, and Dean’s never wanted him to. But he always tries, even for the stuff Dean himself doesn’t understand. Dean’s never known what to do with that.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:angst  genre:gen  s5  5.16!coda  unraveling!dean  panicattack!dean  worried!sam  rating:pg-13  havepdf  author:amonitrate  archive:lj  5-10k  ~  ptsd!dean  ptsd!sam 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
A Life Less Lived; emmram
"When Death re-souls Sam it doesn't quite stick. Every once in a while his soul slips free (maybe after a seizure?), his body walking around being a dick and not sleeping, while he gets to do the vengeful spirit gig for a couple of hours/days/weeks—it can vary—though he's not so much vengeful as disoriented and crazy, given the wall doesn't extend to his spirit form. So you have Dean, who sees all this redrum-on-the-mirrors chaos randomly breaking out around them, and Sam looking unsettlingly determined to banish the completely anonymous—“its identity is really not important, Dean, promise”—spirit that's latched onto him for no apparent reason, while trying to look all souled and innocent and kind of sucking at it. Whether or not Dean figures it out is up to the author. As is the winner."
supernatural  sam&dean  postcage!Sam  soulless!sam  hallucinating!dean  ghost!sam  s7  clueless!dean  genre:angst  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  seizure!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  clueless!bobby  author:emmram  0-5k  challenge:ohsam  genre:canon_divergence  ~ 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
And I Ponder Where My Stapler's Gone; waterofthemoon
Jared's obviously pining away. Jensen's clearly miserable. It's a match made in codependent heaven.A cubicle romance in which Misha makes matches, cons his coworkers, and refines his plans for global domination.
rps  jared_jensen  outsider!pov  au:office  genre:au  genre:schmoop  pining!jensen  pining!jared  challenge:spn_j2_xmas  author:waterofthemoon  rating:pg-13  5-10k  archive:ao3  havepdf  ~ 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
With Paper And String; hkath
Jensen's mixtape still has two songs on it. His birdhouse died in the planning stage. The hair on his knuckles is growing back all weird and bristly. He hasn't been having the best month.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:schmoop  genre:domestic  genre:non-au  actor!jared  actor!jensen  pining!jensen  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:hkath  challenge:spn_j2_xmas  5-10k  ~ 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
Dust in the Wind; lyra_wing
"Hang on, we're almost there."  "Ow! Jesus Christ, I have a broken leg here!"  "Yeah, and I'm carrying 180 pounds of dead weight here. Do you hear me whining?" 
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:gen  genre:crossover  crossover:ag  god!dean  god!sam  immortal!dean  immortal!sam  rating:pg-13  havepdf  archive:lj  author:lyra_wing  0-5k 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
Monster; monicawoe
Lucifer showed Sam the truth: they'd all been demons. His teacher. His prom date. His brother. Dean doesn't know yet that Sam knows.
supernatural  sam&dean  demon!dean  demonbloodissues!sam  boyking!sam  demon!castiel  s4  genre:angst  genre:gen  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:monicawoe  0-5k  challenge:sharp_teeth  ~ 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
Negative Space; honeylocusttree
"Dean was born, Dean died at the age of three. So who/what carries Sam out of the house that night? And why does John keep insisting on calling it, Dean? Is Dean even there?"
supernatural  pre-series  S1  genre:angst  genre:horror  characterdeath_(dean)  characterdeath_(past)  djinn!dean  djinn!dream  john!losesit  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:honeylocusttree  0-5k  challenge:sharp_teeth 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
untitled; maryaminx
One day, right about in the middle of the minor emotional peak between the end-of-October-early-November angstorama and the oh-crap-it's-the-holiday-season pit of despair, the fourteen year old who climbs into the passenger seat of the Impala at the gas station isn't Dean.
supernatural  pre-series  genre:angst  genre:gen  not!dean  clueless!sam  bamf!John  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:maryaminx  0-5k  challenge:sharp_teeth  ~ 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Devil's Voice is Sweet to Hear; monicawoe
Sam saw Lucifer everywhere. He knew he was crazy. Dean and Bobby knew he was crazy. He'd never questioned it, never thought it could possibly get worse -- until the day he realized he'd never been crazy to begin with. The thing about being an archangel's vessel is that once you say yes it's forever. It didn't matter that Lucifer was still in his Cage. He had an open line to Sam, and so he amused himself by making Sam see him.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:gen  genre:angst  lucifer!sam  sam!talksw/lucifersvoice  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  worried!dean  s7  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:monicawoe  challenge:sharp_teeth  0-5k  ~ 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Here at the End of All Things; ratherastory
Dean's constant drinking comes back to bite him in the ass when he does something he actually has good cause to feel guilty about for once: he drives under the influence and very nearly runs over a child. But the child is lucky: Sam pushed him/her out of the way.
supernatural  sam&dean  characterdeath_(sam)  dean!killssam  dean!feelsguilty  Protective!Sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  alcoholic!dean  ghost!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:ratherastory  0-5k  challenge:sharp_teeth  genre:angst  genre:gen  ~  + 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
Chaoskampf; monicawoe
Leviathan blood is bad for you.

Really bad. Sam and Dean should
be putting on surgical masks and protective goggles and covering any
open wounds with several layers of duct tape before decapitating them,
then showering with heavy duty detergents immediately afterward.

They've never taken these precautions, and now they, Bobby, and every hunter who ever put a hole in a Leviathan is exposed.

(Sam's reaction is, of course, unique.)
supernatural  sam&dean  s7  leviathan!sam  leviathan!dean  leviathan!bobby  dean!turnsintoamonster  sam!turnsintoamonster  genre:angst  0-5k  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  sam!beatsdean  clueless!dean  author:monicawoe  genre:gen  genre:horror  challenge:sharp_teeth  ~ 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
Tumbleweeds Verse; ghostyouknow
Ellen and Jo run into some trouble with a witch. Or, Jo is an agave plant, and Sam is the roaming tumbleweed that finds her.
supernatural  sam_jo  genre:angst  genre:casefic  mpreg!sam  worried!dean  postdeal!dean  s3  agave!jo  tumbleweed!sam  genre:mpreg  rating:pg-13  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:ghostyouknow  5-10k  tumbleweed_verse  ~ 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
After the End; Liralen
For spn_cinema, a J2 remake of 1991's Defending Your Life. They say true love never dies--but sometimes you may have to die to find it.
rps  jared_jensen  au:afterlife  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:au  genre:schmoop  dead!jared  dead!jensen  challenge:spn_cinema  movieremakes  author:liralen  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  15-20k  ~ 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
Home; dodger_winslow
Bobby approached the dog slow and easy, lowering himself to a crouch just outside quick snap range. Up close, the smell was worse than he’d imagined. The shit had drawn flies to its wounds, made more of a mess of the poor thing than it already was.
supernatural  bobby_singer  bamf!bobby  rescuer!bobby  pre-series  bobby!rescuesrumsfeld  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  rating:pg-13  havepdf  author:dodger_winslow  archive:lj  0-5k  genre:gen  ~ 
july 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Dumbest Thing Dean Ever Did; hiyacynth
"This is the dumbest thing you’ve ever done."
"I dunno about that. 'Member that waitress in Tampa?"
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:gen  genre:humor  pre-series  bamf!John  bamf!sam  rescuer!sam  rescuer!john  gleeful!sam  embarrassed!dean  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  0-5k  author:hiyacynth  ~ 
july 2018 by Itsokaydean
Our life will never end; fleshflutter
After breakfast Dean tosses the motel room keys to Sam and heads out to the parking lot to pack up the Impala. They're planning on heading down to Jackson to follow up on some rumours of a poltergeist. It'll be a long drive but Sam doesn't mind. The sky is bruised and blue with banks of clouds but the glare of the sun burns atomic-white along the horizon. 
supernatural  sam_dean(implied)  genre:angst  evil!sam  clueless!dean  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:fleshflutter  0-5k  ~ 
july 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Close Your Eyes; kcscribbler
Dean goes through with it and kills Sam, and Death puts him…not in outer space, exactly. Somewhere more like a cage. Meanwhile, Sam's up in Heaven trying to find Bobby and gather allies to break Dean out of wherever Death put him. (In other words: Silly Death. As if being dead will stop Sam Winchester from looking for his brother.)
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:gen  s10  moc!dean  pre-series  Protective!Dean  dean!killssam  characterdeath_(sam)  characterdeath_(dean)  rescuer!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:kcscribbler  challenge:summergen  0-5k  ~  + 
june 2018 by Itsokaydean
Get Up Instead; viviansface
Poking around the Bunker, Dean should have learned two basic things: one, turn on the light, no matter what, and two, for Christ’s sake, don’t touch anything, double no matter what, it could be freaking possessed. Needless to say, he fails both.
supernatural  sam&dean  s8  bodyswapped!dean  bodyswapped!sam  cursed!dean  trials!sam  trials!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  caretaker!sam  genre:angst  genre:gen  genre:hurt_comfort  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  0-5k  challenge:summergen  author:viviansface  *deleted_havepdf  ~ 
june 2018 by Itsokaydean
So Many of Them; velvetine01
In Jericho, Mississippi the gas station clerk says, "He always look at you like that?" as she takes the crumpled bills from Dean. Her eyes follow Sam back to the Impala.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-kiss  genre:schmoop  pining!sam  pining!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:velvetine01  0-5k  ~ 
june 2018 by Itsokaydean
We'd Share Each Other Like an Island; longsufferingly
"This is ridiculous," says Dean. He's scowling at his plate like he actually wants to set it on fire with his eyes.

Sam smirks. "Doctor's orders, Dean."

He redirects his glare to Sam, and Sam's smile widens.

"Dude, I like you being alive," says Sam. There were years where he wouldn't be able to say it with a smile on his face, years when the very idea of Dean dying haunted his nightmares.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-kiss  pining!sam  pining!dean  future!fic  genre:schmoop  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:longsufferingly  0-5k  ~ 
june 2018 by Itsokaydean
2083; monicawoe
Back in 2083 they'd tried to rid mankind of Demons-the humans altered irrevocably by Biotech—but some of them survived. Sam Winchester finds himself drawn to bio-mods, altering himself further and further until he's more Demon than human. Dean, meanwhile has allied himself with the Angels.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:angst  genre:au  bodymod!sam  dean!saysyes  sam!saysyes  avatar!sam  avatar!dean  au:ai  rating:pg-13  havepdf  archive:ao3  author:monicawoe  10-15k  genre:sci-fi  genre:gen  challenge:*minor 
june 2018 by Itsokaydean
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