Itsokaydean + postcage!sam   25

A Life Less Lived; emmram
"When Death re-souls Sam it doesn't quite stick. Every once in a while his soul slips free (maybe after a seizure?), his body walking around being a dick and not sleeping, while he gets to do the vengeful spirit gig for a couple of hours/days/weeks—it can vary—though he's not so much vengeful as disoriented and crazy, given the wall doesn't extend to his spirit form. So you have Dean, who sees all this redrum-on-the-mirrors chaos randomly breaking out around them, and Sam looking unsettlingly determined to banish the completely anonymous—“its identity is really not important, Dean, promise”—spirit that's latched onto him for no apparent reason, while trying to look all souled and innocent and kind of sucking at it. Whether or not Dean figures it out is up to the author. As is the winner."
sam&dean  postcage!Sam  soulless!sam  hallucinating!dean  ghost!sam  s7  clueless!dean  genre:angst  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  seizure!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  clueless!bobby  author:emmram  0-5k  challenge:ohsam  genre:canon_divergence  ~  fandom:supernatural 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
Consider the Hairpin Turn; cherie_morte
AU of 6x22: Sam's wall has shattered and the memories in his mind have splintered. When the Sam who remembers Hell tells him to go find Jess and be happy, Sam knows he can't stay while Dean needs him. But when the Sam from Hell says that Dean is already there looking for him, Sam leaves his memories of the pit behind to find him.

What he finds is a life he doesn't remember: a house that he shares with his brother (and has for years), a law career he thought he'd left behind at Stanford, and a relationship with Dean he never dreamed he could have. Life is almost too good to be true, at least until Sam begins to hear his brother's voice calling to him, begging him to wake up.
sam_dean  s6  6.22!coda  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:canon_divergence  worried!dean  Protective!Dean  ptsd!sam  postcage!Sam  brokenwall!sam  comapatient!sam  caretaker!dean  rescuer!dean  pining!sam  pining!dean  rating:nc-17  havepdf  archive:ao3  author:cherie_morte  25-30k  challenge:samdean_otp  ~  fandom:supernatural 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
since feeling is first; queenklu
That he wants to think this is Dean yanking a leash should make his blood run cold, not aching hot. It should make him sick, angry, it should get his fucking hackles up and make him fight.

He does want to fight. But there’s a skin-thin line between primal things, and fighting isn’t all he wants to do.
sam_dean  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:angst  genre:domestic  boys!settledown  retired!fromhunting  postcage!Sam  post-season6  pining!sam  pining!dean  sam!obeysorders  emotionallyhurt!sam  worried!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:queenklu  10-15k  lilbrorec  ~  fandom:supernatural  theme:first!kiss  theme:first!time  genre:future!fic 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
holes; kalliel
The Winchesters dig a hole (messed up formatting in the PDF)
sam&dean  ptsd!dean  postcage!Sam  gen  sick!Dean  author:kalliel  rating:pg-13  archive:lj  havepdf  ~  fandom:supernatural 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Living on Flood Tides; cherie_morte
AU after 5x22: Sam mysteriously returns from the cage and Dean thinks their problems are solved. Unfortunately, Sam is so shaken from his time in Hell that he can't—won't?—even talk to Dean, and when natural disasters begin to occur as frequently as they did when the Devil was walking the Earth, Dean realizes his brother may have acquired some of the angel's powers without picking up the ability to control them. In order to prevent Sam from hurting anyone, Dean finds a house as far from anything as he can manage and settles there to wait until the day Sam gets better—or until they both get killed by Sam's grace.
sam_dean  genre:angst  postcage!Sam  post-season5  emotionallyhurt!sam  physicallyhurt!sam  abused!sam_(past)  hallucinating!sam  powers!Sam  non-con_(reference)  Protective!Dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  challenge:samdean_otp  15-20k  ~  fandom:supernatural  tw:non-con_(past)  theme:established!relationship  theme:hallucifer 
august 2017 by Itsokaydean
Skin Like Fear; fantamae
Here's the thing: Sam comes back from Hell with a bubble of space around him. He doesn't want to be touched, especially by Dean, and he won't explain. He won't talk about Hell at all, and Dean's going crazy. It's going to take a strange case (and a little magic) in Michigan to break the floodgates, but when Dean finally learns the truth, he might wish that he hadn't...
sam_dean  Sam_Lucifer  tw:non-con_(past)  postcage!Sam  sexuallyabused!sam(past)  tortured!sam  hallucinating!sam  worried!dean  Protective!Dean  rescuer!dean  author:fantamae  rating:nc-17  archive:ao3  havepdf  ~  genre:casefic  genre:angst  emotionallyhurt!sam  15-20k  challenge:samdean_otp  fandom:supernatural  theme:first!time 
april 2017 by Itsokaydean
Renovation; De_Nugis
It’s not like Dean never noticed Sam’s hands before. He’d taught Sam to pull a bowstring and a trigger and tighten a lug nut. He’d watched him obsess over his homework night after night, always holding the ballpoint a bit too tight, flesh whitening over his knuckles, as though someone was going to take the pen away. 
sam_dean  S1  s6  post-season6  mute!Salm  broken!sam  boys!moveintogether  retired!fromhunting  postcage!Sam  ptsd!sam  caring!dean  woordworker!dean  firefighter!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  post-heartattack!sam  worried!dean  worried!sam  author:de_nugis  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  renovation_verse  15-20k  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:domestic  ~  fandom:supernatural  theme:established!relationship  genre:future!fic 
april 2017 by Itsokaydean
Crickets and Kobolds; De_Nugis
In hindsight, getting his hallucination-prone, caged-for-nearly-two-centuries brother trapped underground with things he can’t see may not have been Dean’s best move.
sam_dean  hallucinating!sam  caring!dean  postcage!Sam  s7  author:de_nugis  rating:pg-13  havepdf  archive:ao3  ~  physicallyhurt!sam  0-5k  genre:schmoop  fandom:supernatural  theme:established!relationship 
april 2017 by Itsokaydean
Hitori Kakurenbo; vailkagami
In the beginning, there is a possessed doll and an angry spirit. Then the doll gets destroyed, the spirit banished, and Sam and Dean move on. But it seems something is following them – or so Sam believes. Yet he knows just as well as Dean that that is absolutely impossible, so maybe Sam is just going crazy and all the weird noises he hears are simply the sounds of the wall in his mind falling to pieces.
sam_dean  genre:casefic  genre:horror  post-soulless!sam  postcage!Sam  hallucinating!sam  haunted!sam  Protective!Dean  worried!dean  s6  author:vail_kagami  havepdf  archive:ao3  rating:R  40-50k  challenge:bigbang  ~  fandom:supernatural  theme:first!time 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean
Which Bar the Way Out; ratherastory
After being caged with Lucifer, Sam really, really doesn't deal well with being shut in confined spaces. Dean keeps having to pull over when they are driving to let Sam take a break from the car. He wakes up in the night to the sound of Sam slipping out of the motel room so he can breathe. Even when it is sleeting. Even when Sam's already getting sick. Even when he has bronchitis and the doctor had some things to say about "run down" and "bed rest."
sam&dean  gen  Hurt!Sam  postcage!Sam  claustrophobic!sam  sick!sam  worried!dean  caretaker!dean  s6  author:ratherastory  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  ~  fandom:supernatural 
october 2016 by Itsokaydean
Without Breaking a Church Window; ratherastory
Sam and Dean travel further north than they've ever gone before –all the way to Canada– in the search to find an artefact that might help them save Cas. Once they're there they find that even though everything is different, nothing has really changed, either. 
sam_dean  postcage!Sam  hallucinating!sam  Protective!Dean  havepdf  s7  author:ratherastory  archive:ao3  ~  fandom:supernatural  theme:established!relationship  genre:hurt_comfort 
october 2016 by Itsokaydean
Fanfic: Cellophane Soldier, Supernatural | FanFiction
Sam doesn't look good in white. That's the first thing he notices. It makes him look pale. Sallow, sick, weak, tired. It's his eyes, that's the biggest difference. When Sam wears blue, his eyes look like the ocean. When he wears green, his eyes look like the forest. When he wears white, apparently, his eyes look … hollow. Cold. Empty.
sam_dean  Sam_Lucifer  postcage!Sam  genre:angst  theme:hallucifer 
march 2016 by Itsokaydean
Genesis - The Only Thing To Do Is Jump Over The Moon
Today is a bad day. Good thing Sam has Dean to help him through it. Post-Cage AU.
gen  postcage!Sam  hurt!sam  protective!dean 
march 2016 by Itsokaydean
Through the Glass; minviendha (Lise)
Some demon with insight into the cage (or Lucifer or Michael themselves, however they'd be able to) taunt Dean with stories about things that have been done to Sam in hell.
sam&dean  gen  abused!sam_(past)  postcage!Sam  anguished!dean  s6  greatwallofsam  hurt!dean  rating:R  author:minviendha_(lise)  archive:lj  havepdf  ~  fandom:supernatural 
july 2015 by Itsokaydean
savorvrymoment: You Can't Kill A Liar - Sam/Gabriel, R
Sam’s in a secret relationship with Gabriel. Dean knows his brother is keeping something from him, and having learned from past experience, he fears the worse. Tension runs high until, of course, the truth comes out.
sam_gabriel  postcage!Sam  fandom:supernatural  genre:hurt_comfort 
june 2014 by Itsokaydean

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