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If Found, Please Return; gwevyan
Or: the times Dean Winchester threatened to put a collar on his wayward little brother, the time he did, and the time he didn't need to. 
supernatural  sam&dean  *times  pre-series  S1  post-season5  Protective!Dean  hallucinating!sam  ptsd!sam  genre:hurt_comfort  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  genre:gen  author:gwevyan  10-15k  ~ 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
The Calling; minviendha
Sam comes back from hell. No one remembers him. No one knows he ever existed. Not Dean or Bobby or Cas. Not Becky or Lisa. No one. Except sometimes . . . sometimes Sam can hear someone whispering his name.
supernatural  sam&dean  post-season5  sam!doesntexist  freakedout!sam  scared!sam  amnesiac!dean  archive:lj  havepdf  genre:angst  author:minviendha_(lise)  rating:pg-13  0-5k  tissie  genre:gen  challenge:sharp_teeth  ~ 
february 2018 by Itsokaydean
Blindfold; fleshflutter
After the engine had gone quiet, Dean waited in the passenger seat for Sam to come and get him. There was the creak of the driver's door. That was the car rocking as Sam climbed out. That was Sam's boots biting gravel underfoot. 

It took Sam twelve steps to get around to the other side of the car, and while Dean waited, he studied the parts of his blindfold where there was no fold in the material, where the light could get through. Only the light. It could be anything out there, but only the light could get through.
supernatural  sam_dean(implied)  established!relationship  post-season5  dean!seesmonsters  cursed!dean  Protective!Sam  bodyhorror!dean  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  5-10k  author:fleshflutter  tissie  ~ 
february 2018 by Itsokaydean
Dictionary for a Dead Language; britomart_is
Under mysterious circumstances bitterly disputed by the historians, Sam Winchester said yes to Lucifer. Three years later, Lucifer is gone and the familiar landscape that the Winchesters once traversed is a burnt-out ruin of its former self — not to mention the damage done to Lucifer's vessel. Trapped in a grotesque parody of domestic bliss with a brother he no longer recognizes, a shell-shocked Dean has no reason to believe that happy endings exist for men like the Winchesters.
supernatural  sam_dean  post-season5  amnesiac!sam  Protective!Dean  worried!dean  author:britomart_is  rating:nc-17  havepdf  archive:ao3  tissie  ~  au:endverse  genre:post-apocalypse  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  20-25k  challenge:bigbang 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Living on Flood Tides; cherie_morte
AU after 5x22: Sam mysteriously returns from the cage and Dean thinks their problems are solved. Unfortunately, Sam is so shaken from his time in Hell that he can't—won't?—even talk to Dean, and when natural disasters begin to occur as frequently as they did when the Devil was walking the Earth, Dean realizes his brother may have acquired some of the angel's powers without picking up the ability to control them. In order to prevent Sam from hurting anyone, Dean finds a house as far from anything as he can manage and settles there to wait until the day Sam gets better—or until they both get killed by Sam's grace.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:angst  established!relationship  postcage!Sam  post-season5  emotionallyhurt!sam  physicallyhurt!sam  abused!sam_(past)  hallucinating!sam  powers!Sam  hallucifer  non-con_(reference)  non-con_(past)  Protective!Dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  tissie  challenge:samdean_otp  15-20k  ~ 
august 2017 by Itsokaydean
Actus Reus; pixymisa
Sam and Dean don’t like things to be complicated. After they end the end of the world, they investigate a haunting, the last victim of a brutal serial killer who has turned and started killing victims of her own. But quickly things get complicated. There’s the haunting, which doesn’t seem to follow normal rules, and there’s Sam’s knee, which is healing from a hunt-gone-wrong, and there’s whatever it is – love or family or something else – that’s sitting directly between the Winchester boys.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:casefic  first-time  post-season5  physicallyhurt!sam  badknee!sam  Protective!Dean  worried!dean  author:pixymisa  archive:lj  havepdf  challenge:bigbang  25-30k  rating:R  tissie  ~ 
march 2017 by Itsokaydean
+ Where the Road Ends; destina
 Post-apocalypse, Sam and Dean find themselves wrapped up in each other, and with no particular place to go.
supernatural  sam_dean  schmoop  post-season5  domestic  future!fic  author:destina  archive:lj  havepdf  tissie  first-time  +  ~ 
october 2016 by Itsokaydean
Under Sufferance; veronamay
Besides other things, Lucifer touch-starves Sam in Hell as punishment (Sam did fall in the Pit with his entire body and all...). Once out, Sam cannot bring himself to ask Dean despite how badly he needs it. Dean needs to realize what Sam's problem is, and how to get himself to help, since constant touching doesn't exactly come naturally to him.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  genre:schmoop  recovering!sam  Protective!Dean  worried!dean  touchstarved!sam  post-season5  rating:pg-13  author:veronamay  archive:ao3  havepdf  0-5k  tissie  ~ 
october 2016 by Itsokaydean
I'm home again in my old narrow bed; maypoles
(Somewhat) Dissociative Dean. In response to the reason of your choice (stress, guilt, specific trauma etc.), Dean begins crumbling emotionally and suffers from what looks like dissociation. Not full-on losing time/memory, more like becoming disoriented, zoning out, being alarmingly unfocused and even unresponsive. This, of course, worries Sam out of his mind. Enter protective!brother mode, angst, and hopefully also moments of tenderness in which Sam attempts to help, to get Dean to focus and be himself again.
supernatural  genre:gen  genre:angst  depressed!dean  did!dean  caretaker!sam  worried!sam  post-season5  scared!sam  ptsd!dean  archive:lj  rating:r  author:maypoles  havepdf  challenge:hoodie_time  5-10k  ~ 
july 2016 by Itsokaydean
Stepford; ash_carpenter
Dean suddenly finds himself living in picture perfect suburbia with his brother. Sam's alive and happy and everything's too good to be true...until it starts falling apart.
sam_dean  non-con  sexuallyabused!dean  evil!sam  supernatural  rating:nc-17  fake!domestic  lucifer!sam  boyking!sam  genre:angst  post-season5  author:ash_carpenter  havepdf  0-5k  archive:lj  recced  tissie  ~ 
november 2015 by Itsokaydean

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