Itsokaydean + physicallyhurt!sam   111

catch your death; road_rhythm
When Sam finds the ghost of a young man who was bullied to death and is now strangling young women, he just wants to put the spirit to rest. But he's coming down with the flu. He's having a crisis of faith. And frankly, Dean's being a dick.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  genre:casefic  genre:hurt_comfort  physicallyhurt!sam  sick!sam  Protective!Dean  foodpoisoning!sam  s2  archive:ao3  author:road_rhythm  rating:nc-17  havepdf  challenge:ohsam  20-25k  ~ 
april 2019 by Itsokaydean
massé shot - road_rhythm
In a little bar in Nowhere, New Mexico, Dean Winchester makes a miscalculation. Sam has to survive it. Neither of them knows yet what they've lost.
supernatural  genre:gen  sam&dean  genre:angst  physicallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  tw:non-con_(attempted)  s2  Protective!Dean  Protective!Sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:road_rhythm  challenge:*minor  10-15k  ~ 
april 2019 by Itsokaydean
charmer & gentle; Askance
The afternoon girl calls them Big and Tall, the strangers who come in late every now and then, buying this or that. The night girl doesn't think those names fit quite right.
supernatural  sam&dean  outsider!pov  genre:gen  genre:angst  physicallyhurt!sam  physicallyhurt!dean  trials!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:askance  0-5k  challenge:summergen  ~ 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
+ The Witch Is Dead; dear_tiger
In 1988, three witches in Montana are growing a monster in their garden, and Sam is holiday snack. When Dean and John show up to get him, one witch is killed, and Dean gets a love curse that he keeps secret. As teenagers, Sam and Dean are living in a dying industrial town in Pennsylvania, where they come across a crooked old creature that takes an unusual interest in Dean. As adults, Sam and Dean return to Montana for a hunt and run into the two surviving witches who have been unsuccessfully trying to grow their monster. Dean, still carrying the love spell from the dead witch, is looking like perfect plant feed.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:angst  genre:casefic  genre:hurt_comfort  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  cursed!dean  rescuer!sam  rescuer!dean  rescuer!john  pre-series  kidnapped!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:dear_tiger  physicallyhurt!dean  30-40k  genre:horror  witch_verse  challenge:bigbang  ~  + 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
cirrus; setissma
It’s all Sam’s fucking fault. Dean’s almost asleep, passed out in the passenger seat after a driver switch, when he hears a sudden click. “Shit,” Sam says. “What now?” Dean says. Inevitably, he’s not going to like what he hears, because Sam only starts swearing under his breath when something’s really fucked up. “She won’t shift,” Sam mutters, and then there’s kind of a low rumble, and Sam pulls over.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  genre:schmoop  Protective!Dean  physicallyhurt!sam  drugged!sam  archive:lj  rating:R  author:setissma  havepdf  0-5k  ~ 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
All That I'm Good For; witling
The whole thing was fucked up to start with. You can't grow up with someone and half-raise or be half-raised by them, have one dead parent and one insane and hell-bent on training you up to be a wolfhound—you can't be that person, live alongside that person, and not be fucked up. You can't. It isn't possible.
supernatural  sam_dean  freakedout!dean  pining!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  Protective!Dean  scared!dean  s2  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:witling  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  0-5k  ~ 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
a long hard day, a long hard night; deadlybride
When Dean’s body disappears from his bedroom after Metatron kills him, Sam nearly goes crazy looking for him—torturing demons, ruining relationships with other hunters, trying anything at all that will help. Digging through the Men of Letters archives, he finally finds a ritual that might bring Dean back. The cost isn’t something he worries about; when it comes to Dean, no cost is too high.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  moc!dean  s10  boyking!sam  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  genre:angst  genre:horror  sam!savesdean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:deadlybride  challenge:*bang  30-40k  ~ 
november 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ True Blue; nasri
It’s between the flicker of her silver plated lighter and Ellen’s first inhale that Dean sees him. His hair is long, longer than their father would have ever allowed it, styled back behind his ears and sun-streaked auburn. Adrenaline tunnels Dean’s vision with each inhale and dulls the sound of Ellen’s voice until all he can think is that Sammy’s childhood wish came true, because he has a solid few inches on Dean in each damn direction.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:au  thief!dean  undercover!sam  movieremakes  pining!sam  pining!dean  boys!settledown  physicallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:nasri  25-30k  ~  + 
november 2018 by Itsokaydean
fly; Askance
Sam wakes up in an unfamiliar room with Dean and finds that he can't remember anything past the moment when those angels began to fall from Heaven. He has a sneaking suspicion that something is not quite right.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:hurt_comfort  bodyhorror!sam  Protective!Dean  dean!savessam  post-season8  physicallyhurt!sam  characterdeath_(sam)  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:askance  5-10k  ~ 
september 2018 by Itsokaydean
Deprivation; ratherastory
One of the boys is losing a sense at a time. A taste of blood, then nothing. A horrible sound, a terrible sight ... you get the idea. Eventually, all that remains is the sense of touch and they're soon praying that it's gone too.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:angst  Protective!Dean  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  cursed!sam  losingsenses!sam  challenge:ohsam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg  author:ratherastory  genre:gen  0-5k  ~ 
september 2018 by Itsokaydean
I Feel it Way Down (way down); formalizing
Dean eventually gets out of hell, but angels have nothing to do with it. Sam is willing to make a lot of exceptions to his morals and principles in order to have his brother back. (AU after season 3)
supernatural  sam_dean  post-hell!dean  post-season3  demon!dean  dark!dean  abused!sam  sexuallyabused!sam  tw:dub-con  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  dysfunctional!boys  genre:angst  genre:canon_divergence  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:formalizing  0-5k  ~ 
july 2018 by Itsokaydean
Beneath the Red Hills; sowell
Five years ago, Sam Winchester failed the final trial, sending both brothers to opposite sides of the country. When Dean vanishes without a trace, Sam must figure out how to find his estranged brother and save a small town from the serial killer that's been terrorizing it.
supernatural  sam_dean  post-season8  boys!breakup  boys!getbacktogether  genre:angst  genre:casefic  rescuer!sam  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  trials!sam  post-trials!sam  angry!sam  angry!dean  resigned!dean  stubborn!sam  helping!castiel  jealous!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  challenge:bigbang  author:sowell  20-25k  ~ 
june 2018 by Itsokaydean
For With The Heart; sowell
In life, Carolyn Cutter was probably a loving wife and mother. In death, she’s a gigantic pain in the ass, and Dean was sick of this job two days ago.

“The guns have rock salt, not bullets,” Sam says, all reasonable. Like you can reason with a ghost. “It won’t kill us.”

Carolyn just gives that crazy-ass spirit cackle and cocks the gun without lifting a finger.

“Sam,” Dean growls from the side of his mouth. “Not helping.”
supernatural  sam_dean  cursed!dean  cursed!sam  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:angst  genre:casefic  boys!arechainedtogether  pining!dean  scared!dean  pining!sam  physicallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  challenge:reversebang  author:sowell  10-15k  ~ 
june 2018 by Itsokaydean
I Feel Your Hunger in Your Touch; whispered_story
Sometimes, in a post-hunt rush or when emotions are running too high, they have sex, but it doesn't mean anything. They don't talk about it, but there's an unspoken rule between them: They are always back to normal the next day and they never let it affect their relationship.

Until Dean sneaks into Sam's bedroom in the bunker one night and changes the rules on him.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  Protective!Dean  physicallyhurt!sam  smitten!sam  smitten!dean  genre:schmoop  rating:nc-17  pining!sam  pining!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  5-10k  author:whispered_story  ~ 
may 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Captured by the Game; rivkat
AU. Azazel has given his favorite son a task: worm his way into the confidence of a hunter. It sounds simple, but Dean Winchester just might be more than Sam can handle.
supernatural  sam_dean  au:raisedseparately  evil!sam  oblivious!dean  pining!sam  pining!dean  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:canon_divergence  S1  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:rivkat  rating:nc-17  ~  +  physicallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  50-60k 
may 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Hours; kettle_o_fish
Mineshafts, even those in impeccable condition, can collapse at the slightest structural compromise. Dean knows this, but he nods politely as the state trooper with the wad of chew tucked between his cheek and his jaw spits into the mess of snow and mud churned by the digging equipment rolled in about an hour ago, explains it to him like he hasn’t spent half his life stomping around similarly neglected corners of America just like this.  
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:gen  genre:hurt_comfort  physicallyhurt!sam  physicallyhurt!dean  hypothermic!Sam  worried!dean  hallucinating!sam  s7  cavedin!sam  rescuer!dean  archive:lj  havepdf  challenge:ohsam  author:kettle_o_fish  rating:pg-13  0-5k  ~ 
may 2018 by Itsokaydean
This Far, No Further; nwspaprtaxis
Stabbing a Leviathan-filled angel isn't something someone can just recover from. Especially when he has a brain full of Hell before he even makes the attempt. Dean cares for his catatonic, insane little brother. And angsts. And barely copes.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:angst  genre:horror  characterdeath_(dean)  characterdeath_(sam)  boys!gotoheaven  s7  brokenwall!sam  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  suicidal!dean  dean!killssam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:nwspaprtaxis  5-10k  challenge:*bang  ao3!collection  lilbrorec  tissie  ~ 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Sky Will Fall, We Will Rise; esorlehcar
Eliot got it wrong, it turns out. The world ends with a bang after all.

***

Dad's neck snaps when the truck hits. Even through the noise and shock and fear and pain, Sam is always sure, afterwards, that he heard the sharp, dry crack.
supernatural  sam_dean  s2  genre:angst  john!dies  grieving!sam  grieving!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:esorlehcar  5-10k  tissie  ~  downtotheend_verse 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
Guardians of a Rare Thing; esorlehcar
The first time, they're in buttfuck Nebraska, chasing some punk kid who thinks he's a warlock. They dispatch his truly pathetic attempt at an army of the undead without breaking a sweat, but after the final lost, fumbling zombie has been felled, the asshole kid comes after them with a 12-gauge shotgun. 
supernatural  genre:hurt_comfort  sam_dean  first-time  first-kiss  S1  pining!sam  Protective!Dean  physicallyhurt!sam  rating:nc-17  havepdf  archive:lj  author:esorlehcar  0-5k  tissie  ~  downtotheend_verse 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Conversations With The Dead; Lennelle
Sometimes, a parent might tuck in their child at night and find an empty bed in the morning. In 1996, Sam Winchester vanished in an empty room. He reappeared two months later with missing hair, bruises and vacant eyes. By 2000, Dean Winchester is a hunter in his own right. He travels to Minnesota where his brother now lives with Pastor Jim, a long-time friend of their father's. The thing is, John Winchester recently went into the house that ruined his youngest son and he never came back out. Thing is, Sam is the only person who knows what's in the house. Thing is, Sam Winchester hasn't spoken in four years.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:gen  paula  genre:angst  genre:horror  traumatized!sam  mute!Sam  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  kidnapped!sam  pre-series  john!disappears  sam!disappears  author:lennelle  rating:R  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  25-30k  ~  +  genre:casefic 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Nuanced Approach to Giving Sammy Shit; or, The Things Dean Does to Make His Brother Happy; badbastion
Sam has a cold and he is the most miserable person in the world. They still have a job to do and Dean can’t do much to make him feel better except, you know, shower!fever!sex.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  genre:schmoop  genre:hurt_comfort  physicallyhurt!sam  sick!sam  Protective!Dean  worried!dean  kink:showersex  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:badbastion  0-5k  tissie  ~ 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
And One More For the Road; vicious_trade
Sam isn't blind, he can see just as well as everyone else does that Dean loves food, fast women, and most importantly, his car. However, he's not so quick on the uptake about other things, as it turns out.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  clueless!sam  smitten!dean  smitten!sam  genre:schmoop  genre:hurt_comfort  physicallyhurt!sam  comforting!dean  worried!dean  archive:lj  rating:pg  havepdf  5-10k  author:vicious_trade  tissie  ~  possible_verse 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Killing Time; debbiel66
After his own unlikely resurrection, John desperately tries to find out what happened while he was gone, despite the fact that Sam and Dean have secrets they are determined to keep. But nobody is better at chipping away at a wall than John Winchester
supernatural  sam&dean  resurrected!john  angry!dean  greatwallofsam  seizure!sam  physicallyhurt!sam  pushy!john  rating:pg-13  author:debbiel66  archive:lj  havepdf  tissie  ~  +  5-10k  resurrected!john_verse  Protective!Dean  Protective!Sam 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Clean Slate; debbiel66
After his own unlikely resurrection, John Winchester is bound and determined to find his boys. But he soon finds that death isn’t the clean slate it pretends to be
supernatural  sam&dean  resurrected!john  genre:gen  angry!bobby  angry!dean  greatwallofsam  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  author:debbiel66  rating:pg-13  tissie  lilbrorec  5-10k  ~  +  resurrected!john_verse 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
One Saved Message; ratherastory
After a hunting accident puts Sam out of commission for a couple of days, Dean decides to surprise his brother with a new phone, since his old one is toast. Even better is when he finds that he’s been able to save all of Sam’s old information and restore it to his cell. That’s when he discovers an old voicemail that Sam has kept saved for the last two and a half years.
supernatural  sam&dean  post-season7  voicemail!fix-it  Protective!Dean  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  blindsided!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:ratherastory  rating:pg-13  genre:gen  genre:hurt_comfort  5-10k  tissie  ~ 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Behold, A Pale Horse; cherie_morte
AU after 8x23: When Sam fails to complete the third trial, a tear in the barrier between Earth and Hell is created and hellspawn called shadon are unleashed. The only way to bind these creatures and close the gates of Hell is for a sacrifice to be made by the man who chose his own life over completing the trials, and this time, the price is even greater. In order to correct the apocalypse he's released, Sam must kill his soulmate and live with the consequences. After years without Dean, Sam dies on a hunt and thinks he will finally be reunited with his brother in Heaven. But when his reaper appears, it's Dean himself, and he's not as willing to reap Sam as Sam is to be reaped
supernatural  sam_dean  characterdeath_(temporary)  characterdeath_(dean)  characterdeath_(sam)  death!dean  sam!keepshunting  sam!keepsdying  reaper!dean  suicidal!sam  s8  Protective!Dean  sam!killsdean  post-trials!sam  rating:nc-17  author:cherie_morte  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  physicallyhurt!dean  genre:angst  emotionallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  15-20k  challenge:*bang 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Touch and Go; themegalosaurus
Tag to 9.19 (Alex Annie Alexis Ann) in which Dean realises why, exactly, Sam is so angry about what happened with Gadreel.
supernatural  sam&dean  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  worried!dean  postgadreel!sam  guilty!dean  tattoed!sam  archive:ao3  9.19!coda  s9  author:themegalosaurus  rating:pg-13  havepdf  genre:angst  0-5k  ~ 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Hard Limits; Canon_Is_Relative
Set just prior to -- and bleeding into -- 10.4 "Paper Moon," where the boys are taking some We Time just after Dean is re-humanized. Things could be like they used to, but Sam isn't sure he wants them to be. Dean: Hey. Something I've been meaning to ask you. Sam: Shoot. Dean: You've been... Kicked, bit, scratched, stabbed, possessed, killed... And you sprain your friggin' elbow?
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  wary!dean  wary!sam  awkward!dean  awkward!sam  post-demon!dean  10.04  s10  pining!sam  physicallyhurt!sam  0-5k  archive:ao3  author:canon_is_relative  rating:pg-13  havepdf  tissie  ~ 
december 2017 by Itsokaydean
17 A.W. (After Winchester); cleflink
Ever since the Deamhanan destroyed the Earth and his dad abandoned him, Sam has spent his life in space, going out with a whimper along with the rest of the human race. When a stranger named Dean tells Sam that he's the key to finding a weapon capable of killing the Deamhanan, Sam gets swept up in a fight he never wanted to be a part of and finds himself far more attracted to Dean than he wants to be. Now he must struggle to find his own destiny and discover the truth about his connection with Dean.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:sci-fi  pilot!dean  dean!doesnttellhimtheyrebrothers  pining!sam  pining!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  lilbrorec  movieremakes  challenge:spn_cinema  au:space  rating:R  archive:ao3  author:cleflink  havepdf  25-30k  tissie  ~ 
december 2017 by Itsokaydean
Living on Flood Tides; cherie_morte
AU after 5x22: Sam mysteriously returns from the cage and Dean thinks their problems are solved. Unfortunately, Sam is so shaken from his time in Hell that he can't—won't?—even talk to Dean, and when natural disasters begin to occur as frequently as they did when the Devil was walking the Earth, Dean realizes his brother may have acquired some of the angel's powers without picking up the ability to control them. In order to prevent Sam from hurting anyone, Dean finds a house as far from anything as he can manage and settles there to wait until the day Sam gets better—or until they both get killed by Sam's grace.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:angst  established!relationship  postcage!Sam  post-season5  emotionallyhurt!sam  physicallyhurt!sam  abused!sam_(past)  hallucinating!sam  powers!Sam  hallucifer  non-con_(reference)  non-con_(past)  Protective!Dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  tissie  challenge:samdean_otp  15-20k  ~ 
august 2017 by Itsokaydean
Into Oblivion; cherie_morte
AU after 8x23: Sam dies before completing the last trial, leaving Dean alone and desperate. After a month of trying to bring Sam back, Dean gets a tip from the most unlikely of places: Metatron. Now reigning in Heaven, the angel is still looking for stories—one in particular. Sam and Dean broke destiny when they derailed the apocalypse, rewrote the book Metatron had penned himself thousands of years ago, and now theirs is the only history the Scribe of God can't access. Although he has Sam's soul captive in Heaven, no amount of torture has convinced Sam to give up his and Dean's life story. Metatron gives Dean a scroll and makes a bet: if Dean can follow the instructions and return Sam's soul to his body within three days, Heaven will relinquish its claim on Sam. If he can't, Dean will forget he ever had a brother and all of his memories of Sam will belong to Metatron. It sounds like a fair enough deal, but of course there's a catch. From the moment Dean reads the instructions, he begins to forget Sam and his quest, each memory disappearing faster the more clues he leaves himself. It's a race against the clock to decide Sam's life, and it's all or nothing. Dean will get his brother back—or lose him completely.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  post-season8  amnesiac!dean  cursed!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  abused!sam  characterdeath_(sam)  characterdeath_(temporary)  tortured!sam  8.23!coda  dean!savessam  archive:ao3  genre:angst  author:cherie_morte  havepdf  rating:nc-17  tissie  20-25k  challenge:reversebang  ~ 
june 2017 by Itsokaydean
Do Androids Dream?; cherie_morte
AU: Sam has been training to be a blade runner most of his life, ever since a group of rogue replicants killed his mother in an attempt to kidnap him as a baby. Now he's one of the top officers in the L.A. Police Department's Blade Running Unit, with a reputation for being ruthless when retiring rebellious androids. Problem is: Sam's never been as comfortable killing replicants as he pretends to be; growing up with Dean as his primary caretaker and a valued member of the family has left Sam with a weak spot for androids that he knows might get him killed one day. Knowing that doesn't stop Sam from loving Dean, or from wishing his replicant was as human as he acts. Now he's on the trail of Azazel, the yellow-eyed android responsible for ruining his life, but the closer he gets to retiring Azazel and putting an end to his days as a blade runner, the more he learns that there might be no turning back for him and Dean. (Loosely based on Blade Runner)
supernatural  genre:au  sam_dean  bladerunner!sam  replicant!sam  android!dean  movieremakes  pining!sam  pining!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  minor!het  author:cherie_morte  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  15-20k  tissie  ~ 
june 2017 by Itsokaydean
a little complication; Askance
Dean has a lot of regrets about what happens on Christmas Eve, but nothing he regrets so much as those goddamn fuzzy pink handcuffs.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  physicallyhurt!sam  genre:humor  dean!feelsguilty  kink:bad!sex  archive:ao3  author:askance  havepdf  rating:R  0-5k  challenge:spn_j2_xmas  tissie  ~ 
may 2017 by Itsokaydean
Crickets and Kobolds; De_Nugis
In hindsight, getting his hallucination-prone, caged-for-nearly-two-centuries brother trapped underground with things he can’t see may not have been Dean’s best move.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  hallucinating!sam  caring!dean  postcage!Sam  s7  author:de_nugis  rating:pg-13  havepdf  archive:ao3  tissie  ~  physicallyhurt!sam  0-5k  genre:schmoop 
april 2017 by Itsokaydean
The Paper Asks Nothing; ameliacareful
When Dean is possessed, Sam is frantic that Dean not experience what he knows possession to be like. Dean's experience of possession means not only loosing bodily autonomy but being tortured with his own worst memories and fears.
supernatural  sam&dean  s12  Possessed!Dean  ptsd!dean  ptsd!sam  hooker!dean  broken!sam  broken!dean  author:ameliacareful  rating:R  15-20k  havepdf  ~  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  genre:gen  genre:angst 
march 2017 by Itsokaydean
Actus Reus; pixymisa
Sam and Dean don’t like things to be complicated. After they end the end of the world, they investigate a haunting, the last victim of a brutal serial killer who has turned and started killing victims of her own. But quickly things get complicated. There’s the haunting, which doesn’t seem to follow normal rules, and there’s Sam’s knee, which is healing from a hunt-gone-wrong, and there’s whatever it is – love or family or something else – that’s sitting directly between the Winchester boys.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:casefic  first-time  post-season5  physicallyhurt!sam  badknee!sam  Protective!Dean  worried!dean  author:pixymisa  archive:lj  havepdf  challenge:bigbang  25-30k  rating:R  tissie  ~ 
march 2017 by Itsokaydean
Five Minute Warning; selecasharp
Dean has five minutes of warning before his seizures hit. Unfortunately, they’re lost in the woods without his meds and are definitely more than five minutes away from the car. Now it's up to Sam to keep his brother safe.
supernatural  genre:gen  sam&dean  physicallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  epileptic!dean  Seizure!Dean  worried!sam  genre:hurt_comfort  Protective!Sam  rating:pg-13  archive:lj  author:selecasharp  tissie  ~  havepdf  5-10k 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean
Life As We Know It; sevenfists
On the morning that Sam woke up, Dean ran five red lights on the way to the hospital, his half-empty coffee cup sloshing in the holder. Everything was moving too slowly: there was an accident on Marshall; in the parking deck, he got stuck behind an old lady in a Cadillac who couldn't decide which stall to turn into; the elevator lights blinked obediently down to the third floor and then stopped there for an eternity, unmoving.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  physicallyhurt!sam  caretaker!dean  worried!dean  genre:domestic  genre:angst  genre:schmoop  10-15k  author:sevenfists  havepdf  rating:R  tissie  ~ 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean
The Holy Trinity; checkthemargins
Sam is compensating for having Lucifer in his head by going into hyperfunctional mode. I want to see touches of Mystery Spot OCD Sam: hospital corners, perfect efficiency, everything under control, everything in place. It works. He still hallucinates, but he can keep going through it, he can wall himself off from being affected by fear of his breaks with reality and by the trauma of the things he remembers and hallucinates. He just has to keep going further and further into his coping mechanism, because if it breaks it will all come crashing down and that will not be good.
supernatural  sam_dean  s7  hallucinating!sam  hallucifer  OCD!sam  worried!dean  Protective!Dean  supportive!dean  established!relationship  physicallyhurt!sam  tortured!sam  psychoticbreak!sam  genre:angst  brokenwall!sam  author:checkthemargins  rating:R  archive:lj  havepdf  tissie  ~  emotionallyhurt!sam  challenge:ohsam  10-15k 
january 2017 by Itsokaydean
Flying Weight; fleshflutter
Sam wakes after being soulless for three years to discover that Dean and his relationship with him have undergone some serious changes. Through traveling and hunting with Dean, Sam struggles to put his life back together after events he has only limited memory of. A season six wincest AU
supernatural  sam_dean  tw:non-con_(past)  soulless!sam  vampire!dean  s6  genre:angst  angry!dean  clueless!sam  author:fleshflutter  havepdf  archive:ao3  rating:nc-17  kidnapped!sam  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  40-50k  challenge:bigbang  tissie  ~ 
january 2017 by Itsokaydean
Sacrament; riyku
In Seminary, Sam cultivated a love of knowledge and of God, in exactly that order. He was taught that vampires were real, that silver could take down a werewolf, and that belief could be a living, breathing thing. In Seminary, Dean learned how to fight. Most of all, Dean learned to have faith in his brother. They were both introduced to the true meaning of war. Now the war is finished and the church has disbanded their sect of elite warriors, leaving them to fend in an unfamiliar civilian society. They are ragtag refugees of a war everyone tries to forget. For Sam and Dean, however, the fight is far from over.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:au  priest!dean  priest!sam  genre:dystopia  rebel!sam  rebel!dean  au:rebels  tortured!sam  rescuer!dean  Protective!Dean  author:riyku  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  first-time  rating:R  physicallyhurt!sam  10-15k  challenge:samdean_otp  au:priests  genre:angst 
december 2016 by Itsokaydean
Blind Luck; quickreaver
Based on a prompt from the LJ comm, 'Oh, Sam': "Sam is slowly going blind and it's not from something supernatural which means Dean can't fix it and oh crap!"
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:gen  physicallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  temporaryblind!sam  author:quickreaver  Protective!Dean  rating:pg  paula  archive:ao3  havepdf  0-5k  ~ 
december 2016 by Itsokaydean
Me and the Devil Blues; britomart_is
It’s been nine months since the hellhounds dragged Dean into the Pit, and Sam drives along the coast highway with an empty passenger seat beside him. He hums along to Black Sabbath in the tape deck—Dean’s music, not his, but Sam learned to make concessions a long time ago.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  demon!dean  post-hell!dean  boys!shareabody  tw:dub-con  rating:nc-17  possessed!sam  author:britomart_is  havepdf  physicallyhurt!sam  devilblues_verse  archive:ao3  tissie  ~  5-10k  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort 
december 2016 by Itsokaydean
Rumspringa; july_july_july
I don’t know if you notice anything missing, like the leaves on the trees or my clothes all over the floor. I don’t know if you even notice at all. Cause I was real quiet when I closed the door. –Fink, “This Is The Thing” (Dean leaves, pre-series)
supernatural  genre:gen  genre:angst  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  pre-series  dean!leaves  hardass!john  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  rating:pg  archive:lj  author:july_july_july  havepdf  0-5k  rumspringa_verse 
november 2016 by Itsokaydean
A Medley of Extemporanea; mickeym
 Looking for a place to recover after Sam is terribly wounded (again), Dean takes him to a cabin owned by a friend of Bobby’s and they settle into a normal life.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  genre:future!fic  retired!fromhunting  genre:domestic  genre:schmoop  physicallyhurt!sam  recovering!sam  worried!dean  caretaker!dean  rating:nc-17  author:mickeym  archive:lj  havepdf  10-15k  challenge:*minor  tissie  ~ 
november 2016 by Itsokaydean
Redshift; road_rhythm
They're still reeling from Dean's stint in Purgatory, the Trials are tearing them apart, the world hangs in the balance (again)—and Dean wants to get a pool table and have a sex marathon. Of course he does
supernatural  sam_dean  s8  genre:angst  genre:pwp  trials!sam  horny!dean  Protective!Dean  kink:forced!orgasm_(consensual)  jealous!sam  jealous!dean  author:road_rhythm  archive:ao3  havepdf  physicallyhurt!sam  25-30k  challenge:kinkmeme  ~ 
november 2016 by Itsokaydean
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