Itsokaydean + physicallyhurt!dean   129

Five Ways Dean Winchester Didn’t Die; fleshflutter
Sam’s unsettled and on edge for three days. The fourth day, he finds John waiting in his truck outside his apartment. John climbs out and Sam’s amazed how old he looks. It’s only been two years since Sam left and though it feels long enough for him to be settled in his new, non-nomadic, peaceful life, it doesn’t feel long enough for John to have grown so old.
supernatural  sam&dean  pre-series  dean!dies  tired!john  grieving!sam  s2  s1  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  *times  author:fleshflutter  0-5k  rating:pg  ~ 
may 2019 by Itsokaydean
six feet under; littlefairy78
Digging up graves is part of a hunter's daily life. Being buried in one - not so much. Especially since Dean doesn't fit the main prerequisite of burial: he's not dead. Not yet. But if Sam doesn't find him soon, that could change quickly.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:gen  genre:angst  rescuer!sam  panicked!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  s2  archive:ffnet  havepdf  author:littlefairy78  20-25k  ~ 
april 2019 by Itsokaydean
Ripping mended seams; lyra_wing
We all know John disappeared because he got a lead on the demon. But what if he ran off when the boys were still kids? AU – Dean as a fireman and Sam as a student at NYU.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:canon_divergence  fireman!dean  StanfordEra  pre-series  ghost!john  john!dies  rescuer!sam  physicallyhurt!dean  Protective!Sam  Protective!Dean  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:R  author:lyra_wing  5-10k  ~ 
april 2019 by Itsokaydean
massé shot - road_rhythm
In a little bar in Nowhere, New Mexico, Dean Winchester makes a miscalculation. Sam has to survive it. Neither of them knows yet what they've lost.
supernatural  genre:gen  sam&dean  genre:angst  physicallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  tw:non-con_(attempted)  s2  Protective!Dean  Protective!Sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:road_rhythm  challenge:*minor  10-15k  ~ 
april 2019 by Itsokaydean
Ticks Like a Time Bomb; faequeentitania
Sam grew up with Dean's heavy breath as a lullaby. Every night, steady as clockwork. There are few things in the world that could frighten him the way the quiet from Dean's bed can. Coda for S01E12, "Faith."
supernatural  sam_dean(implied)  S1  1.12!coda  sick!Dean  physicallyhurt!dean  Protective!Sam  worried!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:faequeentitania  archive:ao3  0-5k  ~ 
march 2019 by Itsokaydean
charmer & gentle; Askance
The afternoon girl calls them Big and Tall, the strangers who come in late every now and then, buying this or that. The night girl doesn't think those names fit quite right.
supernatural  sam&dean  outsider!pov  genre:gen  genre:angst  physicallyhurt!sam  physicallyhurt!dean  trials!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:askance  0-5k  challenge:summergen  ~ 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
+ The Witch Is Dead; dear_tiger
In 1988, three witches in Montana are growing a monster in their garden, and Sam is holiday snack. When Dean and John show up to get him, one witch is killed, and Dean gets a love curse that he keeps secret. As teenagers, Sam and Dean are living in a dying industrial town in Pennsylvania, where they come across a crooked old creature that takes an unusual interest in Dean. As adults, Sam and Dean return to Montana for a hunt and run into the two surviving witches who have been unsuccessfully trying to grow their monster. Dean, still carrying the love spell from the dead witch, is looking like perfect plant feed.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:angst  genre:casefic  genre:hurt_comfort  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  cursed!dean  rescuer!sam  rescuer!dean  rescuer!john  pre-series  kidnapped!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:dear_tiger  physicallyhurt!dean  30-40k  genre:horror  witch_verse  challenge:bigbang  ~  + 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
To Repair Broken Men; procrastin8or951
Pre-series: Dad and Sam keep fighting. Dean can't fix his family, so he fixes things around the crappy apartment they are staying in eg. shelves, washing machine, heater/air conditioner.
supernatural  sam&dean  pre-series  genre:angst  genre:gen  stanford!fight  physicallyhurt!dean  sick!Dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  blindsided!john  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:procrastin8or951  0-5k  challenge:hoodie_time  ~ 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
The Inside Man; Balder12
Post-9.02. Sam and Kevin have both been suffering from memory loss since the Trials ended, and Dean is acting strangely. Sam suspects a supernatural cause, but Kevin's not so sure either one of them has a firm grasp on reality. Or: another way the Ezekiel arc could have played out.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:gen  genre:angst  s9  9.02!coda  genre:canon_divergence  gadreel!sam  scared!sam  scared!kevin  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  lying!dean  post-trials!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:balder12  15-20k  challenge:reversebang  ~ 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
+ True Blue; nasri
It’s between the flicker of her silver plated lighter and Ellen’s first inhale that Dean sees him. His hair is long, longer than their father would have ever allowed it, styled back behind his ears and sun-streaked auburn. Adrenaline tunnels Dean’s vision with each inhale and dulls the sound of Ellen’s voice until all he can think is that Sammy’s childhood wish came true, because he has a solid few inches on Dean in each damn direction.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:au  thief!dean  undercover!sam  movieremakes  pining!sam  pining!dean  boys!settledown  physicallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:nasri  25-30k  ~  + 
november 2018 by Itsokaydean
your p's and q's; i_speak_tongue
Which is the true evil? The brother who now survives on human flesh or the one who willingly supplies the meat?
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:angst  genre:horror  sick!Dean  caretaker!sam  rescuer!sam  physicallyhurt!dean  zombie!dean  sam!savesdean  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:R  author:i_speak_tongue  0-5k  challenge:sharp_teeth  ~ 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Devil's Voice is Sweet to Hear; monicawoe
Sam saw Lucifer everywhere. He knew he was crazy. Dean and Bobby knew he was crazy. He'd never questioned it, never thought it could possibly get worse -- until the day he realized he'd never been crazy to begin with. The thing about being an archangel's vessel is that once you say yes it's forever. It didn't matter that Lucifer was still in his Cage. He had an open line to Sam, and so he amused himself by making Sam see him.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:gen  genre:angst  lucifer!sam  sam!talksw/lucifersvoice  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  worried!dean  s7  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:monicawoe  challenge:sharp_teeth  0-5k  ~ 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
Beneath the Red Hills; sowell
Five years ago, Sam Winchester failed the final trial, sending both brothers to opposite sides of the country. When Dean vanishes without a trace, Sam must figure out how to find his estranged brother and save a small town from the serial killer that's been terrorizing it.
supernatural  sam_dean  post-season8  boys!breakup  boys!getbacktogether  genre:angst  genre:casefic  rescuer!sam  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  trials!sam  post-trials!sam  angry!sam  angry!dean  resigned!dean  stubborn!sam  helping!castiel  jealous!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  challenge:bigbang  author:sowell  20-25k  ~ 
june 2018 by Itsokaydean
For With The Heart; sowell
In life, Carolyn Cutter was probably a loving wife and mother. In death, she’s a gigantic pain in the ass, and Dean was sick of this job two days ago.

“The guns have rock salt, not bullets,” Sam says, all reasonable. Like you can reason with a ghost. “It won’t kill us.”

Carolyn just gives that crazy-ass spirit cackle and cocks the gun without lifting a finger.

“Sam,” Dean growls from the side of his mouth. “Not helping.”
supernatural  sam_dean  cursed!dean  cursed!sam  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:angst  genre:casefic  boys!arechainedtogether  pining!dean  scared!dean  pining!sam  physicallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  challenge:reversebang  author:sowell  10-15k  ~ 
june 2018 by Itsokaydean
Get Up Instead; viviansface
Poking around the Bunker, Dean should have learned two basic things: one, turn on the light, no matter what, and two, for Christ’s sake, don’t touch anything, double no matter what, it could be freaking possessed. Needless to say, he fails both.
supernatural  sam&dean  s8  bodyswapped!dean  bodyswapped!sam  cursed!dean  trials!sam  trials!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  caretaker!sam  genre:angst  genre:gen  genre:hurt_comfort  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  0-5k  challenge:summergen  author:viviansface  *deleted_havepdf  ~ 
june 2018 by Itsokaydean
Before you're lost between the notes; SinOfPride
“Dean, please, I’m sorry,” Sam whispered, voice a shaky whisper, but he still wasn’t moving away and Dean didn’t know what Sam expected from him. What the next step was.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  4.04!coda  boys!argue  determined!sam  exhausted!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  post-hell!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  5-10k  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  author:sinofpride  ~ 
may 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Captured by the Game; rivkat
AU. Azazel has given his favorite son a task: worm his way into the confidence of a hunter. It sounds simple, but Dean Winchester just might be more than Sam can handle.
supernatural  sam_dean  au:raisedseparately  evil!sam  oblivious!dean  pining!sam  pining!dean  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:canon_divergence  S1  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:rivkat  rating:nc-17  ~  +  physicallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  50-60k 
may 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Hours; kettle_o_fish
Mineshafts, even those in impeccable condition, can collapse at the slightest structural compromise. Dean knows this, but he nods politely as the state trooper with the wad of chew tucked between his cheek and his jaw spits into the mess of snow and mud churned by the digging equipment rolled in about an hour ago, explains it to him like he hasn’t spent half his life stomping around similarly neglected corners of America just like this.  
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:gen  genre:hurt_comfort  physicallyhurt!sam  physicallyhurt!dean  hypothermic!Sam  worried!dean  hallucinating!sam  s7  cavedin!sam  rescuer!dean  archive:lj  havepdf  challenge:ohsam  author:kettle_o_fish  rating:pg-13  0-5k  ~ 
may 2018 by Itsokaydean
Rest stop. Near Leland, Mississippi; merryish
In a trailer park halfway between Leland, Mississippi and Greenville, Dean takes a cut to the chest that damn near saws him in half. It comes from an eleven-year-old girl with short black hair and the meanest face he's ever seen on anything not actually possessed by hellspawn.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-kiss  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:schmoop  physicallyhurt!dean  Protective!Sam  amused!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  0-5k  author:merryish  tissie  ~ 
may 2018 by Itsokaydean
ten thousand miles; mimblexwimble
This isn’t a story with a deeper meaning. There is no moral at the end. On December 28th, 2007, Sam Winchester walked out of the motel room he was sharing with his brother and never came back. This is the story of what happened after.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:angst  genre:canon_divergence  genre:gen  s3  postdeal!dean  sam!goesmissing  desperate!dean  suicidal!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  s4  archive:lj  unhappy!ending  author:mimblexwimble  havepdf  challenge:bigbang  rating:pg-13  30-40k  tissie  ~ 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ The Night Goes By; BlueNeutrino
It's a long night when Sam and Dean first arrive at the prison, separated from each other to be strip searched, manhandled and humiliated before being thrown into cramped concrete cells. The nights that follow are longer.
supernatural  sam&dean  12.09!coda  imprisoned!dean  imprisoned!sam  humiliated!dean  genre:angst  genre:gen  non-con_(attempted)  sexuallyabused!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  sick!Dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  worried!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:blueneutrino  Protective!Dean  challenge:*bang  5-10k  s12  tissie  ~  + 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
As Simple As This; selecasharp
The boys are stuck at the bunker while Dean heals from the latest hunt. When the injury proves to be too much for Dean to handle without Sam’s help, the enforced closeness brings all their complicated feelings to the surface.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:angst  boys!breakup  boys!getbacktogether  physicallyhurt!dean  caretaker!sam  worried!sam  angry!sam  guilty!dean  s9  kink:rough!sex  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:selecasharp  15-20k  challenge:reversebang  tissie  ~ 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
Smoke gets in my eyes; fleshflutter
The man with yellow eyes holds his hand as they leave the house. Sammy is crying and the fire is loud and scary but when Dean looks up at him, the man with yellow eyes gives him a nice smile and says, "You excited, Deano?" 
supernatural  sam_dean  dean_omc  dean!saysyestoYED  dean_azazel  kidnapped!dean  au:raisedseparately  tw:non-con  sexuallyabused!dean  dean_meg  Possessed!Dean  rescuer!sam  exorcised!dean  suicidal!dean  characterdeath_(dean)  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  bleak!dean  oblivious!sam  characterdeath_(temporary)  genre:angst  archive:lj  havepdf  unhappy!ending  author:fleshflutter  rating:nc-17  0-5k  tissie  ~ 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Sky Will Fall, We Will Rise; esorlehcar
Eliot got it wrong, it turns out. The world ends with a bang after all.

***

Dad's neck snaps when the truck hits. Even through the noise and shock and fear and pain, Sam is always sure, afterwards, that he heard the sharp, dry crack.
supernatural  sam_dean  s2  genre:angst  john!dies  grieving!sam  grieving!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:esorlehcar  5-10k  tissie  ~  downtotheend_verse 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
Hit the Ground Crawling; jonny_vrm (elmo_loves_me)
After Sam pulls Dean out of Hell, Dean stops talking. It takes a week for Sam to convince Dean to open his mouth so Sam can check that his tongue hasn't been cut out. It takes two weeks for Sam to accept that Dean really isn't talking. Then it takes a week of silence, the two of them sitting in the Impala like ventriloquist dummies, sitting in motel rooms like human taxidermy, before Sam decides to start talking for the both of them
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  electivemutism!dean  post-hell!dean  sam!savesdean  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  genre:casefic  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  sam!leaves  challenge:bigbang  author:jonny_vrm  25-30k  tissie  ~ 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
Flagstaff; Nongpradu
One of Sam's 'greatest hits' in heaven was his two-week vacation from his family in Flagstaff. According to Dean, there were some consequences "when Dad came home" that Sam had no idea about. This is my take on those events. 
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:angst  genre:gen  pre-series  sam!runsaway  hardass!john  mean!john  physicallyhurt!dean  clueless!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  angry!dean  angry!john  dean!feelsguilty  author:nong_pradu  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  tissie  ~  5-10k 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
Not By Your Hand; NongPradu
 Sam and Dean are having a huge fight. Words are said, Sam gets really mad and wants to shove his brother but suddenly his powers sparkle up (telekinesis or maybe unnatural strength, like Jake's). The consequences are tragic. Dean sustains life-changing injury, something huge and permanent. Sam has to deal with his guilt, Dean with his injury and John with them both
supernatural  sam&dean  powers!Sam  physicallyhurt!dean  blind!dean  clueless!john  guilty!sam  pre-series  genre:angst  0-5k  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:nong_pradu  rating:pg-13  genre:gen  Seizure!Dean  tissie  ~  challenge:hoodie_time 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
Once as Soft as Water; lustmordred
He remembers weighing it in his mind, which would give out first, Dean or his beloved Impala. Used to be Sam would bet every penny he had and his soul too on Dean outliving that damn car. He was always too fucking mean to die easy. He's not so sure now and it scares the hell out of him.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  physicallyhurt!dean  sick!Dean  recovering!dean  Protective!Sam  retired!fromhunting  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:lustmordred  10-15k  tissie  ~ 
february 2018 by Itsokaydean
Living Expenses; tolakasa
Pre-series. Scholarships don't pay for everything. When you're not talking to your family, that makes summer the worst time of the year.
supernatural  sam&dean  gen  pre-series  physicallyhurt!dean  tired!sam  hurt_comfort  StanfordEra  archive:ao3  author:tolakasa  rating:pg-13  havepdf  0-5k  tissie  ~ 
february 2018 by Itsokaydean
You want me to act like we've never kissed; withdiamonds
Amnesia ahead! It's 2015, and Sam and Dean are settled in a small town in Ohio. They're doing just fine, with only the occasional nightmares about Hell to bother them. There's even a ghost to hunt now and again, and while they're pretty much alone in the world, at least they have each other - until an accident threatens to take even that away.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  boys!getbacktogether  boys!settledown  amnesiac!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  20-25k  author:withdiamonds  challenge:samdean_otp  tissie  ~  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  genre:domestic 
february 2018 by Itsokaydean
Behold, A Pale Horse; cherie_morte
AU after 8x23: When Sam fails to complete the third trial, a tear in the barrier between Earth and Hell is created and hellspawn called shadon are unleashed. The only way to bind these creatures and close the gates of Hell is for a sacrifice to be made by the man who chose his own life over completing the trials, and this time, the price is even greater. In order to correct the apocalypse he's released, Sam must kill his soulmate and live with the consequences. After years without Dean, Sam dies on a hunt and thinks he will finally be reunited with his brother in Heaven. But when his reaper appears, it's Dean himself, and he's not as willing to reap Sam as Sam is to be reaped
supernatural  sam_dean  characterdeath_(temporary)  characterdeath_(dean)  characterdeath_(sam)  death!dean  sam!keepshunting  sam!keepsdying  reaper!dean  suicidal!sam  s8  Protective!Dean  sam!killsdean  post-trials!sam  rating:nc-17  author:cherie_morte  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  physicallyhurt!dean  genre:angst  emotionallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  15-20k  challenge:*bang 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Crackling Sea; sevenfists
"Dean, I can't—the vertifier's busted, it won't—" "Jesus Christ, get outta there," Dean said, dropping onto the decking next to Sam. "Lemme take a look at it."
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:au  au:space  physicallyhurt!dean  genre:sci-fi  established!relationship  author:sevenfists  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  0-5k  tissie  ~ 
december 2017 by Itsokaydean
Like Neighbor and Weigh; sevenfists
Somewhere in Arkansas, and Dean's having a bad dream, eyelids twitching, mouth pulled into a frown. Sam rolls over in bed and touches the tips of his fingers to Dean's face: pinkie against the dent above his upper lip, thumb against his jaw, middle finger on the curve of his eyebrow.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  physicallyhurt!dean  temporaryblind!sam  genre:schmoop  archive:ao3  author:sevenfists  rating:nc-17  havepdf  0-5k  tissie  ~ 
december 2017 by Itsokaydean
Renovation; De_Nugis
It’s not like Dean never noticed Sam’s hands before. He’d taught Sam to pull a bowstring and a trigger and tighten a lug nut. He’d watched him obsess over his homework night after night, always holding the ballpoint a bit too tight, flesh whitening over his knuckles, as though someone was going to take the pen away. 
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  S1  s6  post-season6  mute!Salm  broken!sam  boys!moveintogether  retired!fromhunting  postcage!Sam  ptsd!sam  caring!dean  woordworker!dean  firefighter!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  post-heartattack!sam  worried!dean  worried!sam  author:de_nugis  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  renovation_verse  tissie  15-20k  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:domestic  ~ 
april 2017 by Itsokaydean
The Paper Asks Nothing; ameliacareful
When Dean is possessed, Sam is frantic that Dean not experience what he knows possession to be like. Dean's experience of possession means not only loosing bodily autonomy but being tortured with his own worst memories and fears.
supernatural  sam&dean  s12  Possessed!Dean  ptsd!dean  ptsd!sam  hooker!dean  broken!sam  broken!dean  author:ameliacareful  rating:R  15-20k  havepdf  ~  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  genre:gen  genre:angst 
march 2017 by Itsokaydean
Five Minute Warning; selecasharp
Dean has five minutes of warning before his seizures hit. Unfortunately, they’re lost in the woods without his meds and are definitely more than five minutes away from the car. Now it's up to Sam to keep his brother safe.
supernatural  genre:gen  sam&dean  physicallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  epileptic!dean  Seizure!Dean  worried!sam  genre:hurt_comfort  Protective!Sam  rating:pg-13  archive:lj  author:selecasharp  tissie  ~  havepdf  5-10k 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean
Sufferance; utsusemia
Eighteen months, two weeks and four days. AU from 5.04-that phone call was the last time Sam and Dean talked, but Dean never saw the future.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:gen  amputee!sam  genre:angst  genre:canon_divergence  s5  author:utsusemia  rating:pg-13  archive:lj  havepdf  tissie  ~  0-5k  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam 
january 2017 by Itsokaydean
I'd Gladly Lose Me To Find You; flawedamythyst
Sam takes a vow of silence in order to pull Dean out of Hell, but by the time Dean comes back, Sam's lost more of himself than just his voice. Splits off completely from canon after the season 3 finale.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  electivemutism!sam  sam!savesdean  retired!fromhunting  rating:nc-17  Protective!Sam  worried!sam  author:flawedamythyst  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  s3  genre:canon_divergence  characterdeath_(dean)  characterdeath_(temporary)  genre:domestic  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  30-40k 
january 2017 by Itsokaydean
Flying Weight; fleshflutter
Sam wakes after being soulless for three years to discover that Dean and his relationship with him have undergone some serious changes. Through traveling and hunting with Dean, Sam struggles to put his life back together after events he has only limited memory of. A season six wincest AU
supernatural  sam_dean  tw:non-con_(past)  soulless!sam  vampire!dean  s6  genre:angst  angry!dean  clueless!sam  author:fleshflutter  havepdf  archive:ao3  rating:nc-17  kidnapped!sam  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  40-50k  challenge:bigbang  tissie  ~ 
january 2017 by Itsokaydean
Blind Luck; quickreaver
Based on a prompt from the LJ comm, 'Oh, Sam': "Sam is slowly going blind and it's not from something supernatural which means Dean can't fix it and oh crap!"
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:gen  physicallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  temporaryblind!sam  author:quickreaver  Protective!Dean  rating:pg  paula  archive:ao3  havepdf  0-5k  ~ 
december 2016 by Itsokaydean
Rumspringa; july_july_july
I don’t know if you notice anything missing, like the leaves on the trees or my clothes all over the floor. I don’t know if you even notice at all. Cause I was real quiet when I closed the door. –Fink, “This Is The Thing” (Dean leaves, pre-series)
supernatural  genre:gen  genre:angst  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  pre-series  dean!leaves  hardass!john  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  rating:pg  archive:lj  author:july_july_july  havepdf  0-5k  rumspringa_verse 
november 2016 by Itsokaydean
Carouselambra; brihana25
Eight years after a hunt with John and Bobby that ended in disaster, Sam and Dean return to Johnston, Iowa for what looks to be a simple job. It isn't long before they realize that things are not always what they seem, and it's not so easy to escape a horror that refuses to stay dead. The reality of the situation flies in the face of everything they know about spirits and forces them to confront their biggest fears. With one Winchester struggling against a nightmare that keeps dragging him back under, and the other reeling from the knowledge of what his brother is willing to sacrifice to protect him, they will have to find the strength to stand together and defeat the ghost that haunts them both, once and for all.
supernatural  sam&dean  sexuallyabused!dean  pre-series  S1  clueless!sam  abused!dean  Protective!Dean  bamf!John  author:brihana25  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  genre:gen  genre:angst  Protective!Sam  tw:non-con_(past)  genre:casefic  tw:non-con  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  rating:R  40-50k 
november 2016 by Itsokaydean
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