Itsokaydean + oblivious!sam   14

Father of the year; sarosefic
Maybe Sam's more right about John than Dean wants to admit. Or maybe they're both wrong.
Just why did John leave Dean at Sonny's for two months?
supernatural  sam&dean  hardass!john  distracted!john  physicallyhurt!john  emotionallyhurt!dean  oblivious!sam  pre-series  rating:pg-13  archive:lj  havepdf  author:sarosefic  0-5k  ~ 
april 2019 by Itsokaydean
revisionist history; cherie_morte
Michael breaks out of the cage in Dean's mind and retakes control, trapping Dean in a new happy memory, one where his brother loves him the way Dean wishes he would. There's just one problem. Apparently, Dean's feelings for Sam are more than a little contagious.
supernatural  sam_dean  unrequited!dean(sam)  michael!dean  genre:angst  trapped!dean  oblivious!sam  broken!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:cherie_morte  s14  14.10!coda  characterdeath_(sam)  characterdeath_(temporary)  0-5k  challenge:salt_burn_porn  ~ 
march 2019 by Itsokaydean
Wolf in lamb's clothing; Zara_Zee
No-one has ever succeeded in ripping Dean off or taking anything he hadn’t agreed to give, because Dean has been trained by a Marine to fight monsters. Sometimes, putting a douchebag on his ass and making him genuinely fear for his life is the best part of Dean’s evening.
supernatural  pre-series  hooker!dean  genre:angst  oblivious!sam  oblivious!john  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:zara_zee  0-5k  challenge:hoodie_time  ~ 
july 2018 by Itsokaydean
I wonder as I wander; fleshflutter
The compass is a small, smooth silver thing. It has a pleasing weight in John's palm.
supernatural  genre:angst  genre:gen  pre-series  hooker!dean  oblivious!sam  angry!john  bamf!John  rating:pg  archive:lj  havepdf  author:fleshflutter  0-5k  tissie  ~ 
may 2018 by Itsokaydean
event horizon; deadlybride
Amara said, you gave me what I needed most. I want to do the same for you. Amara, who is defined as empty absence, recreated life. It goes as well as can be expected.
supernatural  sam&dean  dark!mary  s12  oblivious!sam  oblivious!dean  boys!killmary  genre:angst  genre:gen  genre:horror  rating:R  author:deadlybride  havepdf  archive:ao3  0-5k  mary!comesback  tissie  ~ 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
Smoke gets in my eyes; fleshflutter
The man with yellow eyes holds his hand as they leave the house. Sammy is crying and the fire is loud and scary but when Dean looks up at him, the man with yellow eyes gives him a nice smile and says, "You excited, Deano?" 
supernatural  sam_dean  dean_omc  dean!saysyestoYED  dean_azazel  kidnapped!dean  au:raisedseparately  tw:non-con  sexuallyabused!dean  dean_meg  Possessed!Dean  rescuer!sam  exorcised!dean  suicidal!dean  characterdeath_(dean)  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  bleak!dean  oblivious!sam  characterdeath_(temporary)  genre:angst  archive:lj  havepdf  unhappy!ending  author:fleshflutter  rating:nc-17  0-5k  tissie  ~ 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
Phantom load; lovesrain44
Dean and Sam return to Boulder, CO, where they investigate a haunted school. The job seems simple enough to Sam, who has good, although vague, memories of living in Boulder back in 1992, when John Winchester rented a single-wide trailer, and the boys were able to walk home from school together. Dean, however, has altogether different memories, far less pleasant and far more damaging. It's during the investigation that Sam discovers the secret that Dean doesn't realize he's been hiding.
supernatural  genre:gen  pre-series  abused!dean  sexuallyabused!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  oblivious!sam  protective!sam  angry!sam  ptsd!dean  genre:casefic  archive:ao3  author:lovesrain44  50-60k  havepdf  rating:nc-17  tw:non-con  tw:non-con_(past)  challenge:bigbang  tissie  ~ 
july 2016 by Itsokaydean
The Truth About Lies; dodger_winslow
 "You don’t tell someone a lie that’s harder to believe than the truth is," John said. "You make your lies easier to believe … something they want to believe, even if believing it hurts them. That’s the truth about lies, son: they only work if you tell ones that sound like the truth. And for Sammy, the truth he’s going to hear—the truth he’s going to believe—is that I forgot him, not that I’m trying to protect him."
supernatural  pre-series  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:gen  bamf!John  caring!john  angry!sam  understanding!dean  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  physicallyhurt!john  lying!john  lying!dean  oblivious!sam  author:dodger_winslow  keepgoing_verse  5-10k  ~ 
november 2015 by Itsokaydean
Rip us out at the seams; fleshflutter
A heavy truck sweeps past on the road and the Impala rocks gently. Sam comes awake in the washed-out gray morning, which has just enough clear sky to promise brighter hours ahead. It's cold in the car and there's a wet fog of condensation along the bottom of the windows where their breath has gathered during the night. Sam's mouth tastes sour and stale. 
sam_dean  supernatural  hooker!dean  rating:nc-17  jealous!sam  oblivious!sam  s3  s4  powers!Sam  first-time  post-hell!dean  author:fleshflutter  archive:lj  havepdf  tissie  ~  genre:angst  5-10k 
october 2015 by Itsokaydean

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