Itsokaydean + moc!dean   9

a long hard day, a long hard night; deadlybride
When Dean’s body disappears from his bedroom after Metatron kills him, Sam nearly goes crazy looking for him—torturing demons, ruining relationships with other hunters, trying anything at all that will help. Digging through the Men of Letters archives, he finally finds a ritual that might bring Dean back. The cost isn’t something he worries about; when it comes to Dean, no cost is too high.
sam_dean  established!relationship  moc!dean  s10  boyking!sam  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  genre:angst  genre:horror  sam!savesdean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:deadlybride  challenge:*bang  30-40k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
november 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Close Your Eyes; kcscribbler
Dean goes through with it and kills Sam, and Death puts him…not in outer space, exactly. Somewhere more like a cage. Meanwhile, Sam's up in Heaven trying to find Bobby and gather allies to break Dean out of wherever Death put him. (In other words: Silly Death. As if being dead will stop Sam Winchester from looking for his brother.)
sam&dean  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:gen  s10  moc!dean  pre-series  Protective!Dean  dean!killssam  characterdeath_(sam)  characterdeath_(dean)  rescuer!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:kcscribbler  challenge:summergen  0-5k  ~  +  fandom:supernatural 
june 2018 by Itsokaydean
Thy Brother's Blood Cries Out; LaughableLament
For a guy so smart Sam can be thick as bricks sometimes. Sam thinks Dean’s given up. Thinks he isn’t fighting anymore, isn’t fighting himself every nightmare second
sam_dean  established!relationship  moc!dean  trusting!sam  worried!dean  angry!dean  archive:ao3  author:laughablelament  havepdf  rating:nc-17  10.21!coda  s10  0-5k  genre:angst  challenge:*minor  ~  fandom:supernatural 
may 2017 by Itsokaydean
Zephyros; Askance
Dean turns his heels west, where the glow is dimmer and the stars are trying to show. It's the edge of the property where the smooth earth gives way to trees and animal paths. Yes, he thinks, and walks.
sam_dean  genre:hurt_comfort  established!relationship  moc!dean  rescuer!sam  s10  author:askance  havepdf  rating:pg-13  archive:ao3  tissie  ~  0-5k  genre:angst  fandom:supernatural 
april 2017 by Itsokaydean
Splintered; themegalosaurus
'There’s a flicker in his vision and Sam spins round but it’s too slow, thrown off balance by his hobbled limb, and he’s only just able to get his forearm in front of his face before the hammer comes down.'
sam&dean  gen  s10  moc!dean  Hurt!Sam  abused!sam  rating:pg-13  author:themegalosaurus  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
march 2017 by Itsokaydean
Make Thick My Blood; themegalosaurus
“You’re going to kill me, Dean,” Sam says, eventually. 
And all Dean can say is, “I think I am.”

A season 10 AU, set after 10x14 ('The Executioner's Song'). Cas finds a solution that might cure the Mark of Cain; but if they're going to go through with it, Sam has a terrible price to pay.
sam_dean  moc!dean  demonbloodissues!sam  detox!sam  determined!sam  s10  worried!dean  worried!sam  sam!savesdean  archive:ao3  author:themegalosaurus  havepdf  rating:R  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural  genre:angst 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean
roque_clasique: Fic: La División 1/3
Five years after Sam last saw his brother, he woke up choking on a damp mouthful of his pillow and strangling on his own snot and tears.
hurt!dean  moc!dean  amputee!dean  hurt!sam  author:roque_clasique 
july 2015 by Itsokaydean

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