Itsokaydean + lilbrorec   28

This Far, No Further; nwspaprtaxis
Stabbing a Leviathan-filled angel isn't something someone can just recover from. Especially when he has a brain full of Hell before he even makes the attempt. Dean cares for his catatonic, insane little brother. And angsts. And barely copes.
sam&dean  genre:angst  genre:horror  characterdeath_(dean)  characterdeath_(sam)  boys!gotoheaven  s7  brokenwall!sam  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  suicidal!dean  dean!killssam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:nwspaprtaxis  5-10k  challenge:*bang  ao3!collection  lilbrorec  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
since feeling is first; queenklu
That he wants to think this is Dean yanking a leash should make his blood run cold, not aching hot. It should make him sick, angry, it should get his fucking hackles up and make him fight.

He does want to fight. But there’s a skin-thin line between primal things, and fighting isn’t all he wants to do.
sam_dean  first-time  first-kiss  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:angst  genre:domestic  boys!settledown  retired!fromhunting  postcage!Sam  post-season6  pining!sam  pining!dean  sam!obeysorders  emotionallyhurt!sam  worried!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:queenklu  10-15k  tissie  lilbrorec  ~  fandom:supernatural 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Clean Slate; debbiel66
After his own unlikely resurrection, John Winchester is bound and determined to find his boys. But he soon finds that death isn’t the clean slate it pretends to be
sam&dean  resurrected!john  genre:gen  angry!bobby  angry!dean  greatwallofsam  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  author:debbiel66  rating:pg-13  tissie  lilbrorec  5-10k  ~  +  resurrected!john_verse  fandom:supernatural 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Punxsutawney; astolat
So that was it. Dean stared at the ceiling. It was mostly same as in the other forty-three master bedrooms in town. The whole community had been built by the same developer: there were six layouts, three wall materials, two kinds of roofs, and twenty-eight other women among the owners, twenty-seven of whom he'd already slept with, some more than once, before getting to Mrs. Ballantine.
sam_dean  first-time  freakedout!dean  freakedout!sam  suicidal!sam  suicideattempt!sam  lilbrorec  boys!stuckinatimeloop  pining!sam  archive:ao3  author:astolat  rating:nc-17  havepdf  5-10k  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
december 2017 by Itsokaydean
17 A.W. (After Winchester); cleflink
Ever since the Deamhanan destroyed the Earth and his dad abandoned him, Sam has spent his life in space, going out with a whimper along with the rest of the human race. When a stranger named Dean tells Sam that he's the key to finding a weapon capable of killing the Deamhanan, Sam gets swept up in a fight he never wanted to be a part of and finds himself far more attracted to Dean than he wants to be. Now he must struggle to find his own destiny and discover the truth about his connection with Dean.
sam_dean  genre:sci-fi  pilot!dean  dean!doesnttellhimtheyrebrothers  pining!sam  pining!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  lilbrorec  movieremakes  challenge:spn_cinema  au:space  rating:R  archive:ao3  author:cleflink  havepdf  25-30k  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
december 2017 by Itsokaydean
The Vagaries of Disbelief; sevenfists
Dean slept until almost 10:00 on the morning of June 4. He rolled over in bed, opened his mouth to bitch at Sam for letting him sleep so late, closed it again. Sam was missing: gone overnight, vanished from the bed.
sam_dean  established!relationship  powers!Sam  kidnapped!sam  grieving!dean  rescuer!dean  Protective!Dean  archive:ao3  author:sevenfists  rating:nc-17  lilbrorec  tissie  ~  20-25k  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:angst  havepdf  fandom:supernatural 
november 2017 by Itsokaydean
Where You Land; sevenfists
Sam: You know what? Maybe we shouldn't have left Stanford so soon. Dean: Sam we dug around there for a week, we came up with nothing. - from "Wendigo
sam&dean  S1  grieving!sam  supportive!dean  Protective!Dean  1.01!coda  lilbrorec  author:sevenfists  archive:ao3  tissie  ~  rating:pg  genre:gen  0-5k  havepdf  fandom:supernatural 
november 2017 by Itsokaydean
[and we play like you had a war]; ephemerall
He expects Sam to change somehow. Yellow eyes, black eyes, a tail and horns – he doesn't know what, exactly, he's expecting, but he doesn't expect Sam to stay exactly the same.
sam_dean  established!relationship  boyking!sam  bloodaddicted!sam  resigned!dean  consort!dean  rating:nc-17  author:ephemerall  lilbrorec  archive:ao3  havepdf  0-5k  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
november 2017 by Itsokaydean
Three Weeks Too Late (the 'Five Weeks' remix); rei_c
Dean swallows at the thought of that: Sam's home, his soon-to-be omega's scent everywhere, on everything. Sam wants to take Dean back to his den. "Okay," he says. "Your place. But not -- it has to be now, Sam. I can't wait much longer." "Yeah," Sam says. "Yeah, it's been five weeks since your birthday."
sam_dean  genre:hurt_comfort  au:alpha/beta/omega  alpha!dean  omega!sam  pining!sam  possessive!dean  rating:nc-17  challenge:remix  author:rei_c  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  0-5k  ~  lilbrorec  fandom:supernatural 
november 2017 by Itsokaydean
Five Weeks; rei_c
It's seven pm, January twenty-fourth, and Jessica Moore is sitting on her couch with a crying omega in her lap.
sam_dean  Sam_Jess  au:alpha/beta/omega  alpha!dean  alpha!jess  omega!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  pining!sam  suicidal!sam  protective!jess  archive:ao3  genre:angst  author:rei_c  rating:R  havepdf  tissie  ~  5-10k  lilbrorec  fandom:supernatural 
november 2017 by Itsokaydean
True Colors; munibunny (b_cat)
Jared is a mentally challenged young man with a very special gift. Jensen is an executive with nothing in his life but work. They meet by accident and discover a connection that defies explanation.
rps  jared_jensen  gardner!jared  mentallyill!jared  exec!jensen  first-time  workaholic!jensen  protective!jensen  minor!het  archive:ao3  rating:nc-17  author:munbunny  havepdf  lilbrorec  tissie  ~  genre:au  au:office  au:disability  challenge:*minor  30-40k 
september 2016 by Itsokaydean
Devil's In the Details; tribble master
Saying it's only a picture is like saying it's only a job. It's only a picture but it means so much more. Dean unfolds it every night and counts the details. Sometimes a book moves, or a pages turns. One time a glass of juice appeared on the table. In the middle of the picture Sammy sits. His hazel eyes are always looking upward, even with his shoulders hunched and his hands in his lap.

Dean holds the picture with shaking hands and swears he'll make it right.
gen  hurt!sam  scared!dean  scared!sam  S1  trapped!sam  cursed!sam  cursed!dean  horror  john!forgetsaboutsam  author:tribble_master  havepdf  rating:pg-13  archive:ffnet  tissie  ~  lilbrorec  fandom:supernatural  genre:angst 
may 2016 by Itsokaydean
Urban Legend; fools_game
"Scary stories and urban legends, and how to get them dead wrong.  Both an ending and a beginning. Sam and Dean and how it ends, and what comes after. "
ghost!dean  ghost!sam  characterdeath_(dean)  characterdeath_(sam)  outsider!pov  genre:angst  genre:gen  archive:lj  havepdf  author:fools_game  rating:pg-13  0-5k  tissie  ~  lilbrorec  fandom:supernatural 
january 2016 by Itsokaydean
That thing that's golden; kellifer_fic
Dean's not sure how, but he can tell even though Sam speaks with only his hands, when his brother is being sarcastic. Like right now he's saying, yeah like that will help, in regards to their waitress who saw Sam signing from across the room and came over to shout at them if they were ready to order.
sam_dean  mute!sam  powers!sam  retired!fromhunting  established!relationship  Protective!Dean  archive:lj  author:kellifer_fic  rating:pg-13  havepdf  tissie  lilbrorec  ~  physicallyhurt!sam  genre:hurt_comfort  0-5k  fandom:supernatural 
january 2016 by Itsokaydean
Short Trip Down a Long Road; hanna korossi
He never did find out exactly what it was, only what it did. It was definitely one of the weirder things Dean Winchester would ever come across in his career as hunter. And he didn't even realize it when he walked right into it.
sam&dean  gen  cursed!dean  dean!vanishes  desperate!sam  S1  sam!looksfordean  rating:pg  archive:ffnet  havepdf  author:hanna_korossi  tissie  lilbrorec  Hurt!Sam  ~  fandom:supernatural 
november 2015 by Itsokaydean
You Always Were a Happy Drunk; auntie-climatic
"So you enjoy bondage and think about my hair." Gabriel raised an eyebrow, "Anything else you'd like to share? Please say yes."
sam_gabriel  drugged!sam  protective!gabriel  genre:schmoop  genre:humor  author:auntie_climatic  5-10k  archive:lj  rating:nc-17  kink:bondage  tissie  needspdf  ~  dean_castiel  lilbrorec  fandom:supernatural 
november 2014 by Itsokaydean

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