Itsokaydean + john!findsout   11

All Our Tomorrows Thrown Away; teand
John discovers his sons are finding comfort in each other and while he almost understands why, he can't allow it to go on.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  genre:angst  john!findsout  bamf!John  pre-series  havepdf  archive:ao3  rating:R  author:teand  0-5k  challenge:*minor 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
The Fire I Breathe; dreamlittleyo
What if Devil's Trap had ended a little bit differently? The YED's plan backfires, and Sam's got new problems. Because power like that, once you touch it you can't put it back. (And what can they do when John Winchester learns too much?)
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  powers!Sam  pining!sam  pining!dean  john!findsout  first-kiss  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  s2  genre:canon_compliant  author:dreamlittleyo  challenge:sammessiah  5-10k  ~ 
october 2018 by Itsokaydean
Fall For Nothing; belyste
John POV, implied Wincest, spans the events from Dead Man's Blood to In My Time of Dying.  In my head the boys started sleeping together sometime around the middle of season one, though it stopped when they met up with their father.  But John can't help but notice the way they are around each other, and it changes the way he sees everything.
supernatural  sam_dean(implied)  john!findsout  outsider!pov  established!relationship  havepdf  archive:lj  author:belyste  S1  rating:pg-13  tissie  genre:angst  ~  0-5k 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Generosity; astolat
John had traded the gun; he'd have traded away more, and he was still feeling the cold dread of the moment when the demon had cocked its head like a pistol and said, "You know, I'm feeling generous today," because if it hadn't taken more, that was only because it figured what was in store was going to be worse.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  john!findsout  outsider!pov  genre:angst  archive:ao3  rating:R  author:astolat  havepdf  tissie  0-5k  ~ 
june 2017 by Itsokaydean
The Knuckles of Skinnybone Tree; hansbekhart
John Winchester walks the badlands, lost on the Path of the Dead, when he meets two mysterious men: a pair of hunters chasing the same ghost that he is, who tell him that he's wound up more than twenty years in the future. They promise to get him back to his own time - back to his young children - but refuse to tell him anything about themselves. The three men find themselves entangled with the warring spirits of the land, but John is pursued by nightmares and caught up between the two hunters, who are keeping secrets that John doesn't understand.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  dean_john  timetravel!john  john!findsout  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:hansbekhart  rating:R  tissie  ~  challenge:bigbang  dean!feelsguilty  genre:casefic  25-30k 
march 2017 by Itsokaydean
Second Glance; ygrawn
John is only ever a second glance to his boys, who see each other first, always first, with little room at the edges of their vision for anybody else.
sam_dean  john!findsout  genre:angst  pre-series  supernatural  rating:r  author:ygrawn  archive:lj  tissie  ~  outsider!pov  havepdf  0-5k 
march 2016 by Itsokaydean

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