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God Loveth His Children; Mystic_reader
When faith and obligation meet the renewal of old sins, two Mormon missionaries must decide if it’s worth losing everything they’ve ever known for a chance at love.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:au  au:mormons  elder!jensen  elder!jared  pining!jensen  pining!jared  internalizedhomophobia!jensen  internalizedhomophobia!jared  boys!getbacktogether  boys!moveintogether  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:mystic_reader  challenge:bigbang  30-40k  ~ 
march 2019 by Itsokaydean
Faint Stars and Bright Satellite Skies; Marishna
It's a story made for Hollywood- a chance encounter between a regular, down-to-earth guy with his whole life planned out for him without a second thought and a well-known, popular movie star turns into something far bigger than either man could ever anticipate. Neither Jared Padalecki nor Jensen Ackles expect or want the complications that arise in their lives from their fast friendship- especially when it develops into something neither anticipated. While Jared accepts and tries to deal with his growing feelings for his famous friend, Jensen fights it every step of the way until his strictly controlled life, hidden behind a public persona, spins out of control.
rps  jared_jensen  actor!jensen  genre:au  famous_nonfamous!au  barista!jared  internalizedhomophobia!jensen  rating:nc-17  archive:ao3  author:marishna  havepdf  tissie  ~  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:angst  closeted!jensen  50-60k 
may 2017 by Itsokaydean
I Leave My Heart in the Dust Where You Walk; whispered_story
Jensen's life is pretty simple: he runs the ranch his parents left him, spends what little time off he has with his best friends, and occasionally drives for miles to hook up with men he will never have to see again. He tells himself he isn't really gay and that he's happy with the life he leads. But then Jared – tall, beautiful and vibrant – arrives on the ranch looking for work, and Jensen begins to question who he is and what he really wants. Featuring: puppies, horses, skinny dipping, mud fights, sex in a hayloft, and meddling best friends. 
rps  jared_jensen  internalizedhomophobia!jensen  closeted!Jensen  rancher!Jared  rancher!Jensen  freakedout!jensen  genre:angst  genre:schmoop  genre:au  au:ranchers  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:whispered_story  rating:nc-17  30-40k  challenge:bigbang  tissie  ~ 
december 2016 by Itsokaydean
Suburban Cape Cod Blues (You Can Find Anything At Wal-Mart); sophie-448
Country music superstar Jensen Ackles has a secret. Or he did until the tabloids got a hold of pictures of him in a compromising position with another man. Now his agent has shipped him off to some tiny town in Massachusetts where they've never heard of country music to lay low until the scandal dies down. Everything is going according to plan until Jensen meets Jared, an English Professor at the local university. Jared devotes all his free time to LGBT awareness and issues while Jensen would rather just not talk about it. Nonetheless he finds himself falling for Jared. Eventually, though, Jensen has to choose between his multi-million dollar music career-- the life he always thought he wanted-- and true love.
rps  jared_jensen  musician!jensen  teacher!jared  first-time  forcedouting!jensen  author:sophie_448  archive:lj  rating:nc-17  pining!jensen  internalizedhomophobia!jensen  havepdf  20-25k  tissie  ~  genre:au  au:famous_nonfamous  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:angst  challenge:bigbang 
july 2016 by Itsokaydean

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