Itsokaydean + genre:canon_compliant   7

+ scratch; Askance
Dean's been fixated on Sam all his life; it's no secret. It's only when Sam abandons him for normalcy that his obsession becomes something darker, more necessary--and incredibly violent. And even when Sam comes home to him, there's no guarantee that Dean will ever be the same.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  serialkiller!dean  dean!killssam  suicidal!sam  suicidal!dean  psychopath!dean  tw:suicide  genre:angst  genre:horror  genre:canon_compliant  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:askance  15-20k  +  ~ 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
see you when I see you; osmalic
He doesn't see Dean everywhere. It's not like Jessica, who was always a stray shadow at the corner of his eyes. Dean's absence is a gaping hole, something that Sam can never forget, seared in his brain. He doesn't see Dean everywhere but he wants to. He misses him, wants him back, wants-- He drinks a lot, tries to fool his brain into an inebriated state where he'll start thinking that guy shooting some pool, the idiot flirting with the waitress, the man sitting next to Sam and discreetly stealing his peanuts is just here-a-Dean-there-a-Dean-everywhere-a-Dean. It's not the same, and the alcohol doesn't work.
supernatural  sam_dean(implied)  sam_ruby  genre:angst  s4  grieving!sam  desperate!sam  inhell!dean  pining!sam  dean!comesback  genre:canon_compliant  archive:ij  author:osmalic  rating:R  challenge:remix  0-5k  havepdf  ~ 
november 2018 by Itsokaydean
seven days; alethiometry
Jess burns; Sam crumbles. Dean tries his best to pick up the pieces. (Episode tag that picks up where the pilot leaves off.)
supernatural  sam&dean  Sam_Jess  1.01!coda  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  Protective!Dean  grieving!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  genre:gen  genre:canon_compliant  author:alethiometry  0-5k  ~ 
november 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Fire I Breathe; dreamlittleyo
What if Devil's Trap had ended a little bit differently? The YED's plan backfires, and Sam's got new problems. Because power like that, once you touch it you can't put it back. (And what can they do when John Winchester learns too much?)
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  powers!Sam  pining!sam  pining!dean  john!findsout  first-kiss  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  s2  genre:canon_compliant  author:dreamlittleyo  challenge:sammessiah  5-10k  ~ 
october 2018 by Itsokaydean

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