Itsokaydean + genre:angst   537

Souls; IAmANonnieMouse
Sophie hears about him long before she ever meets him. Best forger left in the business, the whispers say. Can be anything you need him to be. Architect, extractor, point. Anything.

He sounds like a myth.
fandom:inception  arthur_eames  characterdeath_(eames)  characterdeath_(arthur)  grieving!arthur  genre:angst  genre:future!fic  boys!mergetogether  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:iamnonnymouse  0-5k  ~  verse:souls 
6 days ago by Itsokaydean
Venom; tifaching
Sam thinks hellhounds are Dean's greatest fear from hell, but they're not up here, not really. There's one horror from the pit that's right here on Earth and always has been.
fandom:supernatural  sam&dean  genre:angst  genre:horror  post-hell!dean  post-season4  hallucinating!dean  genre:gen  genre:casefic  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:tifaching  challenge:eldritch_bang  10-15k  supportive!sam  ~ 
17 days ago by Itsokaydean
i'll see you when the sun sets east (don't forget me); gyzym
He knows he is alone, and that he is not supposed to be alone, and that someone else is here. He knows he had a name, once. He knows he is looking for something.
fandom:inception  arthur_eames  limbo!arthur  limbo!eames  boys!lookforeachother  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:gyzym  0-5k  ~  genre:angst 
28 days ago by Itsokaydean
+ Wherever You Will Be (That's Where I'll Call Home); gyzym
People you kiss in an airport baggage claim and then don't talk to for thirteen months shouldn't be able to exist, let alone make your chest do the things Arthur's chest is doing. There are rules
genre:hurt_comfort  genre:angst  genre:canon_compliant  +  genre:domestic  pining!arthur  pining!eames  smitten!arthur  smitten!eames  genre:schmoop  friendstolovers  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:gyzym  70-80k  verse:wherever  ~  arthur_eames  fandom:inception 
5 weeks ago by Itsokaydean
tell-tale; cherie_morte
He can’t help it if he thinks it’s kind of sweet. He keeps the heart in his mostly empty freezer, peeking at it every few days. It's probably not human, anyway. Obviously he’d report it if it was human.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:au  genre:angst  genre:horror  serialkiller!jensen  serialkiller!jared  characterdeath_(jensen)  jared!killsjensen  pining!jared  pining!jensen  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:cherie_morte  0-5k  challenge:spn_masquerade  ~ 
june 2019 by Itsokaydean
and pray to god i see headlights: hardlygolden
"Oh for fuck's sake," Dad said, "there's two of you," and that's when Dean knew they were in trouble.
sam&dean  genre:angst  genre:gen  pre-series  cursed!john  cursed!dean  cursed!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:hardlygolden  5-10k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
may 2019 by Itsokaydean
a history of violence; lyryk (s_k)
Sometimes the problem, Sam thinks, is that there are no rulebooks about how to be your brother’s ex.
sam_dean  genre:angst  angry!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  emotionallytired!sam  s8  boys!breakup  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:lyryk  0-5k  challenge:spn_j2_xmas  ~  fandom:supernatural 
may 2019 by Itsokaydean
I'll take my chance on a beautiful stranger; fleshflutter
If Chase were a better friend, he might try to end the game now, before Brendan loses even more money. But if Brendan is a dick at Stanford, it’s nothing compared to how he is on break. Chase wishes he’d gone with Will and Sam to play pool, but he’d been too damn stuck on the long game, too stuck on Brendan Danver’s father being the Danver of Danver, Mitchell and Webb, the law firm that’s gonna give him his first job when he graduates.

So now they’re in this bar, which is full of smoke and the smell of stale piss, because Brendan wants to pretend he lives dangerously, on the edge, that his life’s not one big vapid, designer-dressed waste of time. And Brendan’s got himself into a game of poker with a hustler, who Chase keeps telling himself to stop staring at, and Brendan's being taken for every last cent in his wallet.
sam_dean  genre:angst  pre-series  StanfordEra  outsider!pov  angry!sam  jaded!dean  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:R  author:fleshflutter  0-5k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
april 2019 by Itsokaydean
six feet under; littlefairy78
Digging up graves is part of a hunter's daily life. Being buried in one - not so much. Especially since Dean doesn't fit the main prerequisite of burial: he's not dead. Not yet. But if Sam doesn't find him soon, that could change quickly.
sam&dean  genre:gen  genre:angst  rescuer!sam  panicked!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  s2  archive:ffnet  havepdf  author:littlefairy78  20-25k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
april 2019 by Itsokaydean
Dark Paradise; cherie_morte
AU after 3x16: He knew as soon as Dean rose up from the bones what it was he brought to life. And maybe Sam should have been horrified right there and right then, but he was giddy as he watched Dean kill. All he could think was it's really him, he even looks the same.
sam_dean  genre:angst  genre:canon_divergence  demon!dean  bloodaddicted!sam  established!relationship  s3  kink:manhandling  kink:rough!sex  kink:bloodplay  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:cherie_morte  0-5k  challenge:salt_burn_porn  ~  fandom:supernatural 
april 2019 by Itsokaydean
raw diet food; themegalosaurus
Sam has one more meeting today. This one isn’t in his diary; not the public calendar everyone at the firm can access, nor the private one on his cell.
sam_dean  established!relationship  genre:angst  genre:pwp  genre:au  kale!sam  wanted!dean  starving!dean  eatingdisorder!dean  rating:nc-17  author:themegalosaurus  0-5k  archive:ao3  havepdf  14.13!coda  s14  challenge:*minor  ~  fandom:supernatural 
april 2019 by Itsokaydean
massé shot - road_rhythm
In a little bar in Nowhere, New Mexico, Dean Winchester makes a miscalculation. Sam has to survive it. Neither of them knows yet what they've lost.
genre:gen  sam&dean  genre:angst  physicallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  tw:non-con_(attempted)  s2  Protective!Dean  Protective!Sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:road_rhythm  challenge:*minor  10-15k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
april 2019 by Itsokaydean
To Repair Broken Men; procrastin8or951
Pre-series: Dad and Sam keep fighting. Dean can't fix his family, so he fixes things around the crappy apartment they are staying in eg. shelves, washing machine, heater/air conditioner.
sam&dean  genre:angst  mean!john  pre-series  sick!Dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:procrastin8or951  0-5k  challenge:hoodie_time  ~  fandom:supernatural 
march 2019 by Itsokaydean
God Loveth His Children; Mystic_reader
When faith and obligation meet the renewal of old sins, two Mormon missionaries must decide if it’s worth losing everything they’ve ever known for a chance at love.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:au  au:mormons  elder!jensen  elder!jared  pining!jensen  pining!jared  internalizedhomophobia!jensen  internalizedhomophobia!jared  boys!getbacktogether  boys!moveintogether  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:mystic_reader  challenge:bigbang  30-40k  ~ 
march 2019 by Itsokaydean
keep coming around; misskittye
It wasn't that Jensen hated being a vet. It was tough work, sure, but he was pretty good at it, and if the money hadn't started rolling in he could say it was because he was just getting started. The problem was that it seemed to be the kind of job most people viewed as a calling, the grand culmination of lifelong love of animals. But if that was supposed to be the case, Jensen was pretty sure a true vet wouldn't have dread Fifi's monthly visits quite as much as he did.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:angst  genre:schmoop  genre:au  veterinarian!jensen  student!jared  jared_sandy  boys!moveintogether  boys!comeout  smitten!jensen  smitten!jared  au:regular!joes  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:misskittye  20-25k  verse:comingaround 
march 2019 by Itsokaydean
revisionist history; cherie_morte
Michael breaks out of the cage in Dean's mind and retakes control, trapping Dean in a new happy memory, one where his brother loves him the way Dean wishes he would. There's just one problem. Apparently, Dean's feelings for Sam are more than a little contagious.
sam_dean  unrequited!dean(sam)  michael!dean  genre:angst  trapped!dean  oblivious!sam  broken!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:cherie_morte  s14  14.10!coda  characterdeath_(sam)  characterdeath_(temporary)  0-5k  challenge:salt_burn_porn  ~  fandom:supernatural 
march 2019 by Itsokaydean
All Our Tomorrows Thrown Away; teand
John discovers his sons are finding comfort in each other and while he almost understands why, he can't allow it to go on.
sam_dean  established!relationship  genre:angst  john!findsout  bamf!John  pre-series  havepdf  archive:ao3  rating:R  author:teand  0-5k  challenge:*minor  fandom:supernatural 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
Mercury, Salt, and Sulfur; pyrebi
Hell and alchemy go hand in hand, see. It’s just a different sort of hell. Tag to 3.15 "Time Is On My Side."
sam&dean  genre:angst  genre:horror  s3  3.15!coda  zombie!dean  zombie!sam  archive:ffnet  havepdf  rating:R  author:pyrebi  0-5k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
charmer & gentle; Askance
The afternoon girl calls them Big and Tall, the strangers who come in late every now and then, buying this or that. The night girl doesn't think those names fit quite right.
sam&dean  outsider!pov  genre:gen  genre:angst  physicallyhurt!sam  physicallyhurt!dean  trials!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:askance  0-5k  challenge:summergen  ~  fandom:supernatural 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
+ scratch; Askance
Dean's been fixated on Sam all his life; it's no secret. It's only when Sam abandons him for normalcy that his obsession becomes something darker, more necessary--and incredibly violent. And even when Sam comes home to him, there's no guarantee that Dean will ever be the same.
sam_dean  established!relationship  serialkiller!dean  dean!killssam  suicidal!sam  suicidal!dean  psychopath!dean  tw:suicide  genre:angst  genre:horror  genre:canon_compliant  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:askance  15-20k  +  ~  fandom:supernatural 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
Exile; themegalosaurus
"Sometimes when I was, when I was away, you know it wasn't cause I just ran out, right? Dad would, he would send me away, when I really pissed him off. I think you knew that."
sam&dean  genre:angst  genre:gen  hardass!john  pre-series  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:themegalosaurus  0-5k  s14  14.12!coda  ~  fandom:supernatural 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
The Dragon That Speaks Like A Lamb; thealexandriaarchives
"Hell got it wrong. Sam's not the Antichrist after all... Dean is. Of course, Sam's more than willing to play the part and front for his brother.

Dean is the Antichrist. But Sam is his False Prophet.
sam_dean  genre:angst  genre:canon_divergence  antichrist!dean  falseprophet!sam  post-season3  inhell!dean  inhell!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:thealexandriaarchives  5-10k  challenge:sammessiah  ~  fandom:supernatural 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
Worse Day Away From Black Rock; verucasalt123
Six hours out from Black Rock, Dean finally pulled into a motel. He hadn’t stopped ragging on Sam for all the trouble he’d caused and bragging on his own so-called Batman skills after he’d swooped in to save the day, and his brother’s life. Again.
sam_dean  s3  3.03!coda  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  kink:spanking  genre:pwp  bamf!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  authir:verucasalt123  0-5k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
+ The Witch Is Dead; dear_tiger
In 1988, three witches in Montana are growing a monster in their garden, and Sam is holiday snack. When Dean and John show up to get him, one witch is killed, and Dean gets a love curse that he keeps secret. As teenagers, Sam and Dean are living in a dying industrial town in Pennsylvania, where they come across a crooked old creature that takes an unusual interest in Dean. As adults, Sam and Dean return to Montana for a hunt and run into the two surviving witches who have been unsuccessfully trying to grow their monster. Dean, still carrying the love spell from the dead witch, is looking like perfect plant feed.
sam_dean  genre:angst  genre:casefic  genre:hurt_comfort  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  cursed!dean  rescuer!sam  rescuer!dean  rescuer!john  pre-series  kidnapped!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:dear_tiger  physicallyhurt!dean  30-40k  genre:horror  witch_verse  challenge:bigbang  ~  +  fandom:supernatural 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
+ Owl of the Waste Places; dear_tiger
The man she named baby boy Hobbenbokken after had been a pile of bones at the bottom of the Pacific for quite some time by then.
witch_verse  author:dear_tiger  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  genre:angst  ~  +  fandom:supernatural 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
The Bite of Knowledge; theproblematique
Omegas can tell when alphas are attracted to them. It's a survival mechanism. After years of buildup, Dean finally realizes that Sam is attracted to him. It's a shitshow.
sam_dean  s2  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  au:alpha/beta/omega  alpha!sam  omega!dean  pining!sam  pining!dean  boys!aresoulmates  asshole!dean  genre:pwp  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:theproblematique  20-25k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
To Repair Broken Men; procrastin8or951
Pre-series: Dad and Sam keep fighting. Dean can't fix his family, so he fixes things around the crappy apartment they are staying in eg. shelves, washing machine, heater/air conditioner.
sam&dean  pre-series  genre:angst  genre:gen  stanford!fight  physicallyhurt!dean  sick!Dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  blindsided!john  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:procrastin8or951  0-5k  challenge:hoodie_time  ~  fandom:supernatural 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
Twice Broken Makes A Whole; fullmoon_nightowl
Jensen’s eyes glide up and down his body. “Are you hungry? You must be hungry.”

Jared shakes his head. “I want to know why I’m here.”

“I’m going to make us some food,”

Jensen says as if he hasn’t heard Jared. “Pasta okay?”
rps  jared_jensen  genre:angst  genre:au  au:regular!joes  au:serial!killers  dark!jensen  dark!jared  jensen!kidnapsjared  stockholmsyndrome!jared  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:fullmoon_nightowl  challenge:spn_j2_xmas  5-10k  ~ 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
The Inside Man; Balder12
Post-9.02. Sam and Kevin have both been suffering from memory loss since the Trials ended, and Dean is acting strangely. Sam suspects a supernatural cause, but Kevin's not so sure either one of them has a firm grasp on reality. Or: another way the Ezekiel arc could have played out.
sam&dean  genre:gen  genre:angst  s9  9.02!coda  genre:canon_divergence  gadreel!sam  scared!sam  scared!kevin  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  lying!dean  post-trials!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:balder12  15-20k  challenge:reversebang  ~  fandom:supernatural 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
And He Held the World in His Hands; necrora
Jared's parents know nothing would make their son happier than to take his best friend as his Omega. Normally, Omegas are the bedroom slaves, household servants, equivalent of dildos or fleshlights whose children will never be recognized. But Jared's so fixated on Jensen, and even though Jensen is stubborn and arrogant and a criminal, convicted for his fight for Omega rights, Jared's parents obtain legal custody of him for Jared.

Jared is mortified. Jensen is angry and humiliated. Jensen is in Jared's name, though, and Jared can retract his claim: only Jared really, really doesn't want to.

The more Jensen resists, the more Jared becomes the Alpha he said he'd never be.
rps  jared_jensen  au:alpha/beta/omega  genre:angst  unhappy!ending  unhappy!jensen  unhappy!jared  unrequited!jared(jensen)  alpha!jared  omega!jensen  tw:non-con  slave!jensen  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:necrora  5-10k  challenge:kinkmeme  ~ 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
+ light, refracted; alethialia
What if John hadn’t been the man he was? In fact, what if he’d been just the opposite? How would the boys’ arguments change? The startling thing: they wouldn’t.
sam&dean  genre:angst  genre:gen  genre:canon_divergence  genre:horror  pre-series  scion!dean  scion!sam  yed!john  mean!sam  mean!dean  S1  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:alethialia  5-10k  +  ~  fandom:supernatural 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
Future tense; selecasharp
While on a case, Sam and Dean are given a vision of the future - a future in which they've stopped the apocalypse and are now, apparently, involved. Dean's convinced that it's another trick and insists that they forget it, but Sam can't let it - any of it - go.
sam_dean  genre:angst  5.14!coda  pining!sam  pining!dean  first-time  post-apocalypse  dean!saysyes  Protective!Dean  Protective!Sam  dean!feelsguilty  sam!feelsguilty  exhausted!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:selecasharp  challenge:help_haiti  30-40k  ~  genre:canon_divergence  fandom:supernatural 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
Live's Sweetest Reward; HermineKurotowa
Jared's running away from an arranged marriage that means a fate worse than death. When he happens upon lonely starship captain Jensen, he finds in space, no-one can hear you scream - when the bedroom's soundproof.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:au  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  au:space  captain!jensen  werecat!jared  runaway!jared  protective!jensen  rescuer!jensen  pining!jensen  pining!jared  mpreg!jared  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:herminekurotowa  0-5k  challenge:spn_j2_xmas  ~  au:alpha/beta/omega  omega!jared  alpha!jensen 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
The Language of this Foreign Country; ignipes
Sam has a list in his head. It's a dictionary or a phrasebook, something you can keep in your pocket and pull out whenever necessary: Translation Guide For People Who Spend Every Waking Hour With People Who Never Say What They Mean.
sam&dean  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:gen  hooker!dean(implied)  Protective!Dean  S1  rating:pg-13  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:ignipes  1.11!coda  0-5k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
Winners Use the Door; victoria_p (musesfool)
The problem, of course, is that when he thinks about guys, he's not really thinking about guys so much as he's thinking about Dean.
sam_dean  pining!sam  pining!dean  genre:angst  genre:pwp  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:musesfool  0-5k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
The_Epic_Love_Story; steele3
"Sam, if you don't come back, I'm turning our computer into the non-stop porn portal it was always meant to be." Dean scampers back to the bed furthest from the door and pulls the comforter up. He hooks his chin over the top to smile cheerily at his younger brother. "Chop chop."

Sam makes an inelegant noise, then opens the door. Even across the room, Dean feels the blast of cold air that spikes into the room's warm bubble. A few snowflakes swirl in past Sam's head as he steps out into the night and pulls the door shut behind him against the force of the wind.

A different kind of ice blossoms in Dean's stomach. He fights it down, rubbing his hands across his belly; it's a purely Pavlovian response to Sam not being here, outside Dean's sight and reach.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/695452
sam_dean  genre:angst  havepdf  author:steele3  10-15k  genre:hurt_comfort  boys!breakup  boys!getbacktogether  pining!sam  pining!dean  smitten!dean  smitten!sam  pissedoff!sam  archive:extsite  rating:nc-17  fandom:supernatural 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
All That I'm Good For; witling
The whole thing was fucked up to start with. You can't grow up with someone and half-raise or be half-raised by them, have one dead parent and one insane and hell-bent on training you up to be a wolfhound—you can't be that person, live alongside that person, and not be fucked up. You can't. It isn't possible.
sam_dean  freakedout!dean  pining!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  Protective!Dean  scared!dean  s2  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:witling  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  0-5k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
Family Man; KelpietheThundergod
"You’re just like him." In that moment, it had felt like nothing could be worse. But at least the pain of those words was sharp and quick, and got him out of his spiral. A punch that he couldn’t exactly roll with, as it cut to deep for that, but the hits stopped coming after "Michael hurt you. He hurt me too." He did get punched in the face a couple times right after. But he deserved that anyway. The pain at home is different. More like being submerged all over again, and every time he reaches the surface, spluttering and gasping, the next wave comes, powerful and acidic.
sam&dean  genre:angst  s14  14.03!coda  ptsd!dean  OCD!dean  worried!sam  worried!castiel  emotionallyhurt!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  genre:gen  0-5k  author:kelpiethethundergod  ~  fandom:supernatural 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
Hard Rain; zubeneschamali
Jared is a photojournalist who's used to dangerous situations, but none of his assignments have ever been quite like this one in the beautiful mountains of the Pacific Northwest. Geologist Jensen Ackles is exactly Jared's type, but what are the odds that he shares Jared's proclivities? And then there's the volcano looming over them that could erupt at any minute…
rps  jared_jensen  genre:angst  genre:au  asshole!jensen  geologist!jensen  photographer!jared  au:natural_disaster  pining!jared  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  closeted!boys  author:zubeneschamali  challenge:reversebang  10-15k  ~ 
november 2018 by Itsokaydean
a long hard day, a long hard night; deadlybride
When Dean’s body disappears from his bedroom after Metatron kills him, Sam nearly goes crazy looking for him—torturing demons, ruining relationships with other hunters, trying anything at all that will help. Digging through the Men of Letters archives, he finally finds a ritual that might bring Dean back. The cost isn’t something he worries about; when it comes to Dean, no cost is too high.
sam_dean  established!relationship  moc!dean  s10  boyking!sam  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  genre:angst  genre:horror  sam!savesdean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:deadlybride  challenge:*bang  30-40k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
november 2018 by Itsokaydean
after that, the road; summerboysam
Sam can’t figure out whether he’s bound to his rotting flesh, his battered bones strewn among the arsenal in the trunk, or if he’s bound to this car (the leather of the seats, the rattling band of army men, the carvings in the walls). Or maybe it’s Dean. It’s probably Dean, in death as well as in life.

-----

Sam dies and doesn't leave. Dean follows soon. The world keeps turning.
sam_dean(implied)  ghost!sam  suicidal!dean  characterdeath_(dean)  characterdeath_(sam)  genre:angst  genre:horror  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:summerboysam  0-5k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
november 2018 by Itsokaydean
see you when I see you; osmalic
He doesn't see Dean everywhere. It's not like Jessica, who was always a stray shadow at the corner of his eyes. Dean's absence is a gaping hole, something that Sam can never forget, seared in his brain. He doesn't see Dean everywhere but he wants to. He misses him, wants him back, wants-- He drinks a lot, tries to fool his brain into an inebriated state where he'll start thinking that guy shooting some pool, the idiot flirting with the waitress, the man sitting next to Sam and discreetly stealing his peanuts is just here-a-Dean-there-a-Dean-everywhere-a-Dean. It's not the same, and the alcohol doesn't work.
sam_dean(implied)  sam_ruby  genre:angst  s4  grieving!sam  desperate!sam  inhell!dean  pining!sam  dean!comesback  genre:canon_compliant  archive:ij  author:osmalic  rating:R  challenge:remix  0-5k  havepdf  ~  fandom:supernatural 
november 2018 by Itsokaydean
fourth wall; raina_at
When famous murder mystery fiction writer Jared Padalecki is suspected of having murdered his former girlfriend, he turns to his ex-boyfriend and criminal defence lawyer Jensen Ackles for help. Matters soon get complicated both personally and professionally when both the case and their relationship as lawyer-client turn out far more difficult and volatile than either of them expected,and the lines between fiction and reality, past and present begin to blur.
rps  jared_jensen  jared_jensen(past)  genre:angst  genre:au  genre:hurt_comfort  au:famous_nonfamous  boys!getbacktogether  pining!jensen  pining!jared  lawyer!jensen  writer!jared  protective!jensen  physicallyhurt!jensen  physicallyhurt!jared  scared!jensen  scared!jared  au:murder_mystery  archive:lj  havepdf  author:raina_at  rating:nc-17  30-40k  ~ 
november 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ True Blue; nasri
It’s between the flicker of her silver plated lighter and Ellen’s first inhale that Dean sees him. His hair is long, longer than their father would have ever allowed it, styled back behind his ears and sun-streaked auburn. Adrenaline tunnels Dean’s vision with each inhale and dulls the sound of Ellen’s voice until all he can think is that Sammy’s childhood wish came true, because he has a solid few inches on Dean in each damn direction.
sam_dean  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:au  thief!dean  undercover!sam  movieremakes  pining!sam  pining!dean  boys!settledown  physicallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:nasri  25-30k  ~  +  fandom:supernatural 
november 2018 by Itsokaydean
seven days; alethiometry
Jess burns; Sam crumbles. Dean tries his best to pick up the pieces. (Episode tag that picks up where the pilot leaves off.)
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november 2018 by Itsokaydean
Palladium; zubeneschamali
 Jared Padalecki was sixteen when Earth was invaded, shattering the world as he knew it. A year later, he was stunned when the leader of the human resistance, Jensen Ackles, was captured by the aliens, crushing the humans' last gasp of hope. Since then, Jared has made it his life's mission to rescue and restore Jensen, even if he never expects to get the chance to do either. But when that chance unexpectedly comes, Jared has to overcome the obstacles that he's put in his own way before he can work with his former hero, who's been a captive for years. If they can overcome the ways they've both been changed, they might be able to figure out a way to stop the invaders and maybe even save the world.
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october 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Fire I Breathe; dreamlittleyo
What if Devil's Trap had ended a little bit differently? The YED's plan backfires, and Sam's got new problems. Because power like that, once you touch it you can't put it back. (And what can they do when John Winchester learns too much?)
sam_dean  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  powers!Sam  pining!sam  pining!dean  john!findsout  first-kiss  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  s2  genre:canon_compliant  author:dreamlittleyo  challenge:sammessiah  5-10k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
october 2018 by Itsokaydean
Before; sandymg
Life with Jensen is nothing like Jared ever could have imagined. But now that it's over, all he can do is follow the pieces to where it began.
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october 2018 by Itsokaydean
Deprivation; ratherastory
One of the boys is losing a sense at a time. A taste of blood, then nothing. A horrible sound, a terrible sight ... you get the idea. Eventually, all that remains is the sense of touch and they're soon praying that it's gone too.
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september 2018 by Itsokaydean
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verse:roughtrade  verse:souls  verse:thirdwheel  verse:wherever  veterinarian!jensen  violence  wannabemusician!dean  wanted!dean  wary!sam  weary!dean  wee!chesters  werecat!jared  whiskey_verse  widowed!jared  winchester  wings!sam  WIP  witch!sam  witches!madeemdoit  witch_verse  wolfpack_verse  workaholic!arthur  wornout!dean  wornout!sam  worried!castiel  worried!dean  worried!jared  worried!jess  worried!john  worried!mary  worried!sam  worried!steve  writer!jared  writer!jensen  yed  yed!john  younger!dean  zombie!dean  zombie!sam  ~ 

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