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All That I'm Good For; witling
The whole thing was fucked up to start with. You can't grow up with someone and half-raise or be half-raised by them, have one dead parent and one insane and hell-bent on training you up to be a wolfhound—you can't be that person, live alongside that person, and not be fucked up. You can't. It isn't possible.
sam_dean  freakedout!dean  pining!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  Protective!Dean  scared!dean  s2  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:witling  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  0-5k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Two Queens; belyste
 Dean tries to figure out why so many people think he and Sam are a couple. The answer is…surprising
sam_dean  genre:humor  freakedout!dean  freakedout!sam  pining!sam  pining!dean  worried!sam  author:belyste  havepdf  archive:lj  tissie  ~  +  5-10k  rating:nc-17  fandom:supernatural 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
The incestuous courtship of the antichrist's bride; fleshflutter
Sam is trying to become the Antichrist in order to save the world. He has a small army of angels and demons, he has an adoring cult, he has a work of prophecy by Jack Kerouac, and he has Dean. Things are going pretty well until he accidentally signs Dean up as his Beloved Consort, a role that requires sex with the Antichrist on an altar. And that's when things stop going pretty well. Also, the soundtrack to the Apocalypse sucks.
sam_dean  antichrist!sam  freakedout!dean  pining!sam  pining!dean  archive:lj  humor  author:fleshflutter  havepdf  tissie  ~  rating:nc-17  40-50k  fandom:supernatural 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Punxsutawney; astolat
So that was it. Dean stared at the ceiling. It was mostly same as in the other forty-three master bedrooms in town. The whole community had been built by the same developer: there were six layouts, three wall materials, two kinds of roofs, and twenty-eight other women among the owners, twenty-seven of whom he'd already slept with, some more than once, before getting to Mrs. Ballantine.
sam_dean  first-time  freakedout!dean  freakedout!sam  suicidal!sam  suicideattempt!sam  lilbrorec  boys!stuckinatimeloop  pining!sam  archive:ao3  author:astolat  rating:nc-17  havepdf  5-10k  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
december 2017 by Itsokaydean
Vegas; astolat
It started when Bobby sent them an email: Got a line on a used V-12, good shape. $20,000 cash. You got a week to get it if you can.
sam_dean  first-time  pornstar!sam  pornstar!dean  freakedout!dean  freakedout!sam  rating:R  author:astolat  havepdf  archive:ao3  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
june 2017 by Itsokaydean
All I Want Is to Have My Peace of Mind; Eugara
Season 9. Dean thinks Kevin might know about him and Sam. Well, he's not certain, but he's pretty sure. Really pretty sure. At least, he thinks he is.
sam_dean  established!relationship  genre:humor  s9  freakedout!dean  eyerolling!sam  author:eugara  rating:nc-17  5-10k  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
may 2017 by Itsokaydean
+ Last day on earth; candle_beck
A list of things to do if you only have one day to live, presented in inconvenient non-list form.
sam_dean  scared!sam  scared!dean  freakedout!dean  freakedout!sam  genre:hurt_comfort  first-time  author:candle_beck  archive:ao3  havepdf  10-15k  rating:nc-17  tissie  ~  +  fandom:supernatural 
may 2016 by Itsokaydean
Oh, it is love; fleshflutter
In the time it takes for Sam to roll over and burrow his head deeper under Dean's arm, lips brushing the soft skin of Dean's side in a butterfly kiss, Dean goes from mostly asleep to completely freaking out
sam_dean  first-time  freakedout!dean  pining!sam  patient!sam  genre:schmoop  author:fleshflutter  genre:humor  rating:pg-13  archive:lj  havepdf  0-5k  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
april 2016 by Itsokaydean
Like a Fish Out of Water; nyxocity
AU after Plucky Pennywhistle's Magical Menagerie. During the final battle with the Leviathans, God finally makes an appearance and deigns to intervene. After granting Sam and Dean a few final requests, he 'packs his bags' and takes everything supernatural in existence with him. Left with nothing to hunt, Sam talks a reluctant Dean into settling down in a small town outside of Sioux Falls. Sam seems to want them live a normal kind of life, but between the ridiculous estate sale Sam bought to furnish the house, the arrival of a very human Castiel who's overwhelmed by human emotions, and their quirky, invasive neighbors, it's anything but. Dean's having a difficult time adjusting, convinced everything couldn't be more abnormal until Sam reveals exactly what kind of life he wants to have with Dean. Dean can't deny the part of him that wants it--but can he accept it?
sam_dean  first-time  genre:slowburn  pining!sam  freakedout!dean  pining!dean  post-apocalypse  retired!fromhunting  author:nyxocity  kink:dirtytalk  kink:d/s_(undertones)  characterdeath_(temporary)  characterdeath_(dean)  rating:nc-17  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  genre:domestic  genre:humor  genre:angst  human!Castiel  50-60k  fandom:supernatural 
september 2015 by Itsokaydean

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