Itsokaydean + first-time   200

the morning after; kototyph
Oh and I ate all of your Cinnamon Toast Crunch. Consider it part of your reparation payment for accidental anal insertion. I may continue to collect payments until I am no longer sore.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:schmoop  genre:humor  genre:au  student!jared  student!jensen  first-kiss  first-time  pining!jared  pining!jensen  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:kototyph  0-5k  challenge:commentfic  ~ 
7 days ago by Itsokaydean
Palatine; setissma
It’s not like he means for it to happen. Seriously.

One minute, he’s leaning over to look at the enormous spell book in Sam’s lap, sounding out a couple of phrases while they’re stopped at a red light, Sam messing with the radio. The next, he’s in the passenger seat while Sam’s nearly running Dean’s goddamned car into a Toyota.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:schmoop  genre:humor  bodyswapped!dean  bodyswapped!sam  first-time  first-kiss  cursed!dean  cursed!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:R  author:setissma  0-5k  ~ 
23 days ago by Itsokaydean
Premium Cable; BewareTheIdes15
It isn’t the fact that Jensen’s a guy that’s really bugging Jared at the moment. It’s more that he’s pretty sure Eric Kripke secretly wants to be making gay porn.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:pwp  genre:non-au  actor!jared  actor!jensen  S1  sam_dean  boys!oncabletv  genre:canon_divergence  first-time  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  kink:exhibitionism  author:bewaretheides15  challenge:blindfold  0-5k  ~ 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
Future tense; selecasharp
While on a case, Sam and Dean are given a vision of the future - a future in which they've stopped the apocalypse and are now, apparently, involved. Dean's convinced that it's another trick and insists that they forget it, but Sam can't let it - any of it - go.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:angst  5.14!coda  pining!sam  pining!dean  first-time  post-apocalypse  dean!saysyes  Protective!Dean  Protective!Sam  dean!feelsguilty  sam!feelsguilty  exhausted!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:selecasharp  challenge:help_haiti  30-40k  ~  genre:canon_divergence 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
The Jerk, the Bitch, and the Wardrobe; rivers_bend
While searching an old hotel, Sam gets sucked back in time and lands at his brother's feet.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  genre:pwp  timetravel!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:rivers_bend  pre-series  0-5k  ~ 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Alcohol and a Can-Do Attitude; BlindSwandive
Sam and Dean are hit with a fuck-each-other-or-die curse, so they handle it the way two straight, totally uninterested-in-each-other-sexually brothers would.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:humor  cursed!dean  cursed!sam  witches!madeemdoit  kink:fuck-or-die  genre:pwp  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:blindswandive  challenge:spn_masquerade  5-10k  +  ~ 
october 2018 by Itsokaydean
And Other Poison Devils; thatsakitkat
Sam steps in again, buries his face in Dean's neck and grabs at his back, his ass, torso hot and sweaty against Dean's. Dean tries to catch his breath, fighting every urge to jump away from Sam; has to save his brother, and there's only one way, one way and Dean has to fucking let it happen.
supernatural  sam_dean  pre-series  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  kink:fuck-or-die  pining!sam  pining!dean  dean!savessam  first-time  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:thatsakitkat  challenge:kinkmeme  10-15k  ~ 
september 2018 by Itsokaydean
Love As a Hole In the Ground; dear_tiger
A monster is stealing people’s hearts around Elephant Butte, New Mexico, and now it’s after Sam’s. After he almost got married to a stranger and almost ran off to Los Angeles with Ruby on the same day, Sam can’t trust himself anymore. Worst of all, the monster might have gotten smart and turned itself into Dean this time, or else Sam really is falling in love.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:casefic  genre:angst  kidnapped!sam  pining!sam  Protective!Dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:dear_tiger  challenge:*bang  10-15k  ~ 
july 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Suave & Complicated; OldToadWoman
Everyone loves a good sex pollen fuck-or-die story, right? Love potions, fertility rituals, the-demons-made-them-do-it and whatnot. But what if nothing forced them? What if they discovered a magic ritual that was really useful, but not even exactly necessary, and all Sam and Dean had to do was just kiss? And what if that still changed everything?
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  first-kiss  genre:humor  genre:casefic  pining!sam  pining!dean  truelove!stone  kink:manhandling  kink:rimming  kink:masturbation  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:oldtoadwoman  50-60k  post-season10  ~  +  minor!het  genre:slowburn  oblivious!dean 
june 2018 by Itsokaydean
Something So Real Doesn't Disappear; whispered_story
After a month of not talking to each other, Sam and Dean start spending time together again – until Sam asks Dean to come to the office party with him. 
supernatural  smith_wesson  genre:canon_divergence  first-time  pining!dean  pining!sam  genre:schmoop  genre:bittersweet  rating:nc-17  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:whispered_story  ~  0-5k 
may 2018 by Itsokaydean
Before you're lost between the notes; SinOfPride
“Dean, please, I’m sorry,” Sam whispered, voice a shaky whisper, but he still wasn’t moving away and Dean didn’t know what Sam expected from him. What the next step was.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  4.04!coda  boys!argue  determined!sam  exhausted!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  post-hell!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  5-10k  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  author:sinofpride  ~ 
may 2018 by Itsokaydean
Comparative Morality; cupiscent
It's very simple.

Biologically speaking, it's a bad idea because breeding from genes too closely related leads to anomalies, problems, throw-backs.

Little chance of that happening here.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  first-kiss  kink:frottage  pining!sam  kink:teasing  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:cupiscent  0-5k  genre:pwp  tissie  ~ 
may 2018 by Itsokaydean
The World About to Come; esorlehcar
There is no beginning. 

Not the first kiss, not the first fuck. Not the first time Sam slept in Dean's arms, when they were small enough that they still fit in Dean's narrow race-car bed. Not even when Dean carried him from the fire that robbed them of their mother and any semblance of a normal life. 

There is no beginning. There is Sam and there is Dean and there is Sam and Dean and there's never been anything else. Only the mechanics change.
supernatural  sam_dean  S1  genre:hurt_comfort  first-time  first-kiss  pining!sam  possessive!sam  rating:R  archive:lj  havepdf  author:esorlehcar  0-5k  tissie  ~  downtotheend_verse 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
Guardians of a Rare Thing; esorlehcar
The first time, they're in buttfuck Nebraska, chasing some punk kid who thinks he's a warlock. They dispatch his truly pathetic attempt at an army of the undead without breaking a sweat, but after the final lost, fumbling zombie has been felled, the asshole kid comes after them with a 12-gauge shotgun. 
supernatural  genre:hurt_comfort  sam_dean  first-time  first-kiss  S1  pining!sam  Protective!Dean  physicallyhurt!sam  rating:nc-17  havepdf  archive:lj  author:esorlehcar  0-5k  tissie  ~  downtotheend_verse 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
since feeling is first; queenklu
That he wants to think this is Dean yanking a leash should make his blood run cold, not aching hot. It should make him sick, angry, it should get his fucking hackles up and make him fight.

He does want to fight. But there’s a skin-thin line between primal things, and fighting isn’t all he wants to do.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  first-kiss  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:angst  genre:domestic  boys!settledown  retired!fromhunting  postcage!Sam  post-season6  pining!sam  pining!dean  sam!obeysorders  emotionallyhurt!sam  worried!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:queenklu  10-15k  tissie  lilbrorec  ~ 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
Few and Far Between; sevenfists
In July, they drive the whole length of old Route 66, Chicago to LA. It's something Dean's always wanted to do. He buys a map and spreads it out on the bed one night, while they're eating pizza and watching Leno, and traces his finger along the crooked yellow line.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  genre:schmoop  postdeal!dean  determined!sam  roadtrip  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:sevenfists  0-5k  tissie  ~ 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
Doused; orphan_account
Dean gets covered in fairy dust during a hunt. It makes him completely irresistible. Oblivious, he insists on a drink before calling it a night, wreaking havoc on men, women, and Sam's tightly wound self-control.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  pining!sam  pining!dean  kink:rimming  kink:sexpollen  genre:hurt_comfort  cursed!dean  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:anon  0-5k  tissie  ~ 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
Life is a banquet; chaopatties
Fucking redcaps.

Dean never liked anything that fell into the fairy folk category anyway, but
redcaps held a special place in the "go to Hell and die" section of his heart.
Unlike most of their kin, these damn things were immune to iron and thus the
usual fairy-trapping tricks didn't do jack to them. And of course they had to go
and rub it in, all running around like frigging cheetahs in
iron boots, waving their stupid little hats
around and slinging blood everywhere which, aside from being rude and gross, was
just plain unsanitary. Seriously, that was human blood there and Dean was pretty
sure redcaps didn't pre-screen their victims for blood-borne diseases.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  genre:humor  cursed!dean  cursed!sam  boys!cantstopeating  genre:schmoop  genre:casefic  archive:extsite  rating:R  5-10k  author:chaopatties  havepdf  tissie  ~ 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
But you’re so busy changing the world (just one smile and you could change all of mine); jonny_vrm (elmo_loves_me)
Sam has never once been on a road trip. He's spent his entire life in a car, moving forward. He can tell you what freshly pumped gas smells like in Oregon, what wide-set tires and pavement sound like smacking together in Louisiana. He can tell you what the dashboard looks like when the sun sets in California, and what the backseat looks like when the sun rises and he wakes up, cheek to leather and folded in half somewhere in Tennessee. He can remember how long it takes to drive from Texas to Illinois and back again, bumper rattling in the wind and his teeth rattling in his skull when he rests his forehead against the window glass.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  postdeal!dean  roadtrip  s3  genre:hurt_comfort  pining!sam  pining!dean  rating:nc-17  havepdf  5-10k  archive:ao3  author:jonny_vrm  tissie  ~  challenge:*minor 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
Hit the Ground Crawling; jonny_vrm (elmo_loves_me)
After Sam pulls Dean out of Hell, Dean stops talking. It takes a week for Sam to convince Dean to open his mouth so Sam can check that his tongue hasn't been cut out. It takes two weeks for Sam to accept that Dean really isn't talking. Then it takes a week of silence, the two of them sitting in the Impala like ventriloquist dummies, sitting in motel rooms like human taxidermy, before Sam decides to start talking for the both of them
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  electivemutism!dean  post-hell!dean  sam!savesdean  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  genre:casefic  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  sam!leaves  challenge:bigbang  author:jonny_vrm  25-30k  tissie  ~ 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
Needs Practice; prufrocknonsense
Sam has a huge dick. Dean isn't exactly a porn star. 
This is going to take some practice.
supernatural  sam_dean  bad!sex  genre:hurt_comfort  first-time  rating:nc-17  havepdf  archive:ao3  author:prufrocknonsense  0-5k  genre:pwp  tissie  ~ 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
Summer's lease; sylvanwitch
Sam and Dean find themselves in the strangest deep Southern town and things get complicated when they meet siblings named Snopes.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:casefic  first-time  altered!reality  genre:crossover  crossover:faulkner  genre:southerngothic  rating:R  author:sylvanwitch  5-10k  archive:lj  havepdf  tissie  ~ 
february 2018 by Itsokaydean
Real Slow; deirdre_c
The stripteasing on stage at conventions is a joke, until Jensen gets drunk and sends a private video to Jared. Then it’s not so funny anymore.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:non-au  actor!jared  actor!jensen  pining!jensen  oblivious!jared  comingout!jared_(self_realization)  archive:ao3  havepdf  good!porn  stripping!jensen  jealous!jared  10-15k  rating:nc-17  first-time  tissie  ~  author:deirdre_c 
february 2018 by Itsokaydean
Irony, Not To Be Mistaken With Coincidence; fourfreedoms
It's Spring Break, 2002 and Sam and Dean find themselves the butt of the "brother fucking" curse.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  cursed!dean  cursed!sam  pre-series  genre:humor  archive:ao3  havepdf  0-5k  author:fourfreedoms  rating:R  tissie  ~ 
february 2018 by Itsokaydean
Stay The Distance; lazy_daze
Sam is dependent on Dean's touch and closeness after the wall falls - Dean's presence reminds him of why he chose to wake up, and keeps the memories at bay, allowing Sam to function. The brothers have to face up to what happens when their Winchester codependency becomes literal, and the physical, spatial and temporal boundaries of their bond blur the line between familiar and suffocating, comforting and limiting.
supernatural  sam_dean  brokenwall!sam  desperate!dean  touchstarved!sam  boys!dependingontouch  s6  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:lazy_daze  rating:nc-17  first-time  pining!sam  pining!dean  tissie  ~  20-25k  soulbonded!boys  genre:angst  challenge:samdean_otp 
february 2018 by Itsokaydean
Unlimited; philalethia
Various text messages exchanged between Sam and Dean, going from the first through the fifth seasons and beyond.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:angst  boys!texteachother  indulgent!sam  first-time  pining!dean  S1  s2  s3  s4  s5  author:philalethia  rating:R  archive:lj  havepdf  0-5k  ~ 
february 2018 by Itsokaydean
6 Lessons to Live By; strippedpink
Jared had never had a problem talking, but when he got around Jensen, whatever filters he had in place ceased to exist. Whatever dark secrets he’d ever possessed had been blurted out over beer and stale pretzels months ago, and honestly, were usually pretty stupid to begin with.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:non-au  genre:angst  actor!jared  actor!jensen  cheating!jared  jared_sandy  friendstolovers  first-time  blindsided!jared  pining!jensen  rating:nc-17  archive:lj  havepdf  author:strippedpink  10-15k  tissie  ~ 
february 2018 by Itsokaydean
there's a devil in a looking-glass; oxoniensis
She kneels beside her bed. "Lord, forgive me this weakness," she prays. She's almost calm now, decision made.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:casefic  postdeal!dean  sam!savesdean  pining!sam  pining!dean  mirror!sam  mirror!dean  first-time  rating:nc-17  author:oxoniensis  archive:lj  havepdf  tissie  20-25k  ~ 
february 2018 by Itsokaydean
Skin Deep; SinnamonSpider
The guy jumped to his feet and Dean realized how tall he really was. “Look, I’ll explain. I, uh - I lost a bet, and the punishment is that I have to get a tattoo. Today.”

Dean arched his eyebrow. “That’s a really bad idea,” he said flatly.
supernatural  smith_wesson  tattooartist!dean  tattoed!sam  schmoop  sam!losesabet  first-time  kink:frottage  rating:nc-17  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:sinnamonspider  tissie  ~ 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
One Small Step; sandymg
Jared loves chocolate milk and the Apollo program and Jensen Ackles. And as long as he can negotiate around doors he doesn't know, public restrooms and people touching him who aren't Jensen, his world is safe and perfect.
rps  jared_jensen  jensen_tom  genre:au  au:famous_nonfamous  asperger!jared  pining!jared  pining!jensen  genre:hurt_comfort  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:sandymg  rating:nc-17  first-time  first-kiss  misunderstanding  tissie  ~  challenge:spnmeanttobe  60-70k  smallstep_verse 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Colors of My Life; tcs1121
At age twenty, "Blind Artist" Jensen Ackles became a successful, world renowned Abstract Impressionist painter by painting what he saw. However, fourteen years later, Jensen feared that what was left of his poor eyesight was coming to an end sooner rather than later and wanted his work to carry on after his colors faded to black. Jensen takes on an aspiring, talented young artist, Jared T. Padalecki, as his apprentice.
rps  jared_jensen  artist!jared  artist!jensen  blind!jensen  first-time  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:tcs1121  rating:R  tissie  ~  misunderstanding  genre:au  genre:hurt_comfort  au:artists  au:famous_nonfamous  physicallyhurt!jensen  emotionallyhurt!jared  emotionallyhurt!jensen  challenge:bigbang  30-40k 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Car Service; GertieCraign, omgbubblesomg
Instead of sitting in the passenger seat, Sam now is the passenger seat. And the driver’s seat. And, well, all the other seats and the rest of the whole car, too. And it really should be weird, how Dean’s sitting on his brother. In his brother. But it isn’t.
supernatural  sam_dean  kink:impala!sex  impala!sam  rating:nc-17  archive:ao3  genre:pwp  first-time  author:gertiecraign  author:omgbubblesomg  genre:humor  tissie  ~  havepdf 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Where You Want To Go; keep_waking_up
Everyone wanted to be the Alice. To have a chance to spend a year in Wonderland and potentially save their kingdom. If they were the True Alice, then they would be able to stay in Wonderland forever. If not, at the end of a year, the Jabberwock would devour them whole. Jensen never expected to be chosen to be the Alice. But he was. And even as he tries to fit in to his new role, he begins to feel all is not quite right in Wonderland. One overheard conversation will lead him down a twisting path in search of the truth. He'll have to deal with the flirty Queen of Hearts Danneel, the baffling Caterpillar Misha, as well as his reluctant partner in crime, the surly Cheshire Cat Jared, who Jensen just might have feelings for.
rps  jared_jensen  cheshirecat!jared  notalice!jensen  boys!uncoveranevilplot  movieremakes  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:keep_waking_up  first-time  enemiestolovers  rating:R  tissie  ~  +  20-25k  genre:au  au:fantasy 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Some Girls Are Bigger Than Others; felisblanco
“Seriously, Sam, what the hell? When did you turn into a thirteen year old girl?”

For a moment it looks like Sam’s struggling but then he sticks up his chin and glares at Dean with a look that hasn’t been seen in over a decade. “About five minutes ago,” he snaps and proceeds to cross his arms and glare out the window
supernatural  sam_dean  cursed!sam  first-time  pining!sam  caretaker!dean  S1  genre:schmoop  genre:humor  archive:ao3  rating:pg-13  author:felisblanco  havepdf  tissie  ~  15-20k  challenge:*minor 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
There's Beauty In the Broken; righteousbros
Jared works for his family's garden center as a landscape designer in Los Olivos, CA. He loves his job working alongside his sister Megan and his friend Stephen but at the end of the day he was no one to come home to other than his dog, Harley. One day, a young woman named Mackenzie walks into his shop and hires him to revive the grounds of the estate she just bought nearby. Jared then meets her brother Jensen, a reclusive former model and all around Hollywood bad boy who is now confined to a wheelchair and angry at the world after his losing his leg in a motorcycle accident. After taking the time to get to know him a little better, Jared realizes that there is something about this beautiful damaged man that he just can't get enough of.
rps  jared_jensen  gardner!jared  au:disability  au:famous_nonfamous  amputee!jensen  depressed!jensen  first-time  first-kiss  protective!Jared  angry!jensen  archive:ao3  rating:nc-17  author:righteousbros  havepdf  tissie  ~  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:au  25-30k  challenge:bigbang 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Elko County Adventure; candle_beck
Mutant snake monsters, rooftop confessions, and a big-ass Howitzer strapped to the back of a pick-up truck.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  rating:R  author:candle_beck  archive:ao3  crossover:tremors  havepdf  tissie  ~  genre:crossover  genre:casefic  30-40k 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Life Among the Dead; Destina
Monday When the road takes on the monotonous rhythm of too many days without stopping, Sam closes his eyes and sees refuge in the space created by the lul
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  pining!sam  pining!dean  rating:R  powers!Sam  Protective!Dean  hurt!Dean  author:destina  archive:extsite  havepdf  tissie  ~ 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
How Many Floors to Realize; lazy_daze
AU from the end of It's A Terrible Life, in which Zachariah decides to keep stringing them along a little while longer, because damn if they aren't somewhat entertaining, right?
supernatural  smith_wesson  genre:humor  amnesiac!dean  amnesiac!sam  first-time  5.14  archive:ao3  author:lazy_daze  rating:nc-17  havepdf  challenge:spn_j2_xmas  25-30k  tissie  ~ 
december 2017 by Itsokaydean
Winter; astolat
The cold open air tasted like snow and freedom, nobody on their backs for the first time in a year and six weeks, or maybe for the first time in twenty-four years.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  schmoop  domestic  rating:nc-17  archive:ao3  author:astolat  havepdf  tissie  ~ 
december 2017 by Itsokaydean
Punxsutawney; astolat
So that was it. Dean stared at the ceiling. It was mostly same as in the other forty-three master bedrooms in town. The whole community had been built by the same developer: there were six layouts, three wall materials, two kinds of roofs, and twenty-eight other women among the owners, twenty-seven of whom he'd already slept with, some more than once, before getting to Mrs. Ballantine.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  freakedout!dean  freakedout!sam  suicidal!sam  suicideattempt!sam  lilbrorec  boys!stuckinatimeloop  pining!sam  archive:ao3  author:astolat  rating:nc-17  havepdf  5-10k  tissie  ~ 
december 2017 by Itsokaydean
The Heart of Everything; cleflink
When Jared moved to the country, he thought he'd left loud and chaotic back in the steam-powered copper-and-stone world of the city. He was right, up until a chance encounter with a wounded runaway turned his quiet little life into a not-so-quiet little life when the man's mysterious past started catching up with them. (Linked timestamps, lead to lj)
rps  jared_jensen  genre:steampunk  genre:au  farmer!jared  dragon!jensen  mechanic!jared  rescuer!jared  physicallyhurt!jensen  first-time  first-kiss  rating:R  author:cleflink  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  challenge:reversebang  20-25k  ~ 
december 2017 by Itsokaydean
Wear Him Like a Habit; sevenfists
Their first kiss isn't an accident. It's anticipated well in advance, discussed for weeks, argued over, second-guessed.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  genre:pwp  sexuallyfrustrated!sam  teasing!dean  genre:humor  rating:r  author:sevenfists  archive:ao3  havepdf  0-5k  ~  first-kiss 
november 2017 by Itsokaydean
Vegas; astolat
It started when Bobby sent them an email: Got a line on a used V-12, good shape. $20,000 cash. You got a week to get it if you can.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  pornstar!sam  pornstar!dean  freakedout!dean  freakedout!sam  rating:R  author:astolat  havepdf  archive:ao3  tissie  ~ 
june 2017 by Itsokaydean
Imprint; mass_hipgnosis
In a world where love at first sight is a documented scientific phenomenon, and potentially lethal, Jared and Jensen still meet for the first time when they've both been chosen for Supernatural; things just go a little differently after that. (Pdf is withn toorationale's zip)
rps  jared_jensen  first-time  first-kiss  touchstarved!jensen  touchstarved!jared  freakedout!jensen  sexuallyabused!jensen(past)  nice!jared  jared_sandy  rating:nc-17  author:mass_hipgnosis  actor!jared  actor!jensen  tw:non-con_(past)  archive:dw  havepdf  tissie  ~  boys!aresoulmates  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:non-au  40-50k  au:soulmates  physicallyhurt!jensen  physicallyhurt!jared  challenge:bigbang 
may 2017 by Itsokaydean
Ink; norah
After the events of Born Under A Bad Sign, Sam keeps a secret.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:schmoop  first-time  kink:tattoo  tattoed!sam  s2  author:norah  archive:ao3  rating:nc-17  havepdf  5-10k  tissie  ~ 
may 2017 by Itsokaydean
Off the Script; jasmasson
Jensen Ackles was the porn industry’s leading star for years, until Jared Padalecki came along. Jensen’s world-weary and disillusioned. Jared’s… not.
rps  jared_jensen  first-time  first-kiss  au:pornstars  pornstar!jared  pornstar!jensen  kink:spanking  kink:rimming  kink:crossdressing  pining!jared  pining!jensen  author:jasmasson  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  jensen_omc  genre:au  genre:humor  genre:schmoop  40-50k  bleak!jensen  jealous!jensen  jealous!jared  writer!jensen  challenge:bigbang 
may 2017 by Itsokaydean
Houses Out of Cardboard Boxes; cherie_morte
It's been nine months since Castiel went missing and the baby has Jimmy Novak's eyes. It isn’t hard for Sam to put two and two together.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  genre:kidfic  de-aged!castiel  retired!fromhunting  pining!sam  pining!dean  movieremakes  author:cherie_morte  archive:ao3  rating:pg-13  havepdf  tissie  ~  15-20k 
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Maintaining a Radio Silence; purewanderlust
Winchesters don't talk about their feelings, but Sam's always been really excellent at finding loopholes.
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may 2017 by Itsokaydean
+ Ergonomic; sobrecogimiento
Dean sees an advertisement for Sam's preferred brand of boxers, which claim that they're designed for those well-endowed in the genital area. Following this, Dean spends an inordinate amount of time obsessing over whether Sam's dick is bigger than his, and then just obsessing over Sam's dick.
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