Itsokaydean + emotionallyhurt!jared   17

Before; sandymg
Life with Jensen is nothing like Jared ever could have imagined. But now that it's over, all he can do is follow the pieces to where it began.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  mentallyill!jensen  protective!Jared  protective!jensen  emotionallyhurt!jared  emotionallyhurt!jensen  genre:au  au:regular!joes  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:sandymg  5-10k  ~ 
october 2018 by Itsokaydean
have you seen him whom my soul loves; veronamay
Priest!Jensen. Mechanic!Jared. Small-town USA AU. Jared and Sandy are the golden couple, meant to be, never questioning that they'd get married and be together forever. And then the new priest arrives in town, and Jared starts questioning everything. Jensen, on the other hand, has a hard enough time trying not to think about what he really wants to deal with the situation.
rps  jared_jensen  jared_sandy  priest!jensen  mechanic!jared  cheating!jared  pining!jensen  pining!jared  boys!breakup  boys!getbacktogether  tw:suicide_(attempt)  physicallyhurt!jensen  emotionallyhurt!jared  emotionallyhurt!jensen  genre:angst  genre:au  au:priests  rating:nc-17  havepdf  author:veronamay  40-50k  genre:hurt_comfort  ~ 
september 2018 by Itsokaydean
Deja Vu; Zara_Zee
Dean Winchester has a pretty sweet life. He works in construction; he married his long-time girlfriend, Carmen, straight out of high school; and he’s almost paid off a basic apartment in the Middle District. He may never have left his home district, let alone his home planet, but he’s happy… more-or-less. So why does he keep dreaming about the red wastelands of Mars? Why does he know more about the Martian Resistance than he has any right to? And who do the long, long legs and decidedly male butt that have him waking up achingly hard every morning belong to? Maybe Dean just needs a holiday? He couldn’t afford a real one, of course, but maybe he could go to Déjà Vu and get the memories of a holiday implanted; get Mars out of his system. Of course, that’s when the trouble really starts.
rps  jared_jensen  established!relationship  brainwashed!jensen  jensen!thinkshesdean  dean_carmen  rebel!jared  rebel!jensen  physicallyhurt!jensen  emotionallyhurt!jared  emotionallyhurt!jensen  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:sci-fi  au:rebels  genre:au  genre:dystopia  pining!jensen  pining!jared  evil!jdm  challenge:bigbang  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:zara_zee  amnesiac!jensen  40-50k  ~ 
july 2018 by Itsokaydean
Failure to Communicate; LoveThemWinchesters
Jared is a high-profile attorney—the youngest lawyer employed at the prestigious law firm of Morgan & Sheppard—and he has just made partner after several long and grueling months. Jensen is a famous murder-mystery writer (also a semi-retired actor). He has just weeks to submit the final manuscript in his biggest contract yet. Both men are tired and worn out, their marriage taking a backseat to their careers. Add a spark of jealousy to the mix and, well, it’s a recipe for disaster.
rps  jared_jensen  established!relationship  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  lawyer!jared  writer!jensen  boys!getbacktogether  boys!breakup  married!boys  misunderstanding  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  tw:dub-con  pining!jensen  pining!jared  emotionallyhurt!jared  emotionallyhurt!jensen  stressedout!jared  stressedout!jensen  author:lovethemwinchesters  genre:au  40-50k  ~ 
june 2018 by Itsokaydean
Not skin deep, you're in my soul; screamer
Mated Omegas bond with their Alpha on a biological level, so completely that their body resists sexual advances from anyone else. Repeated knotting can make an Omega’s body accept a new Alpha, but the new mating bond overwrites the old one, erasing it not just from an Omega’s body, but from their mind as well. Jared wakes with a headache and a memory full of holes. He’s been kidnaped, drugged, and is about to be sold to the highest bidder.
rps  jared_jensen  omega!jared  alpha!jensen  au:alpha/beta/omega  kidnapped!jared  sexuallyabused!jared  tw:non-con  rescuer!jensen  desperate!jensen  ptsd!jared  ptsd!jensen  forcedtomate!jared  physicallyhurt!jensen  physicallyhurt!jared  emotionallyhurt!jared  emotionallyhurt!jensen  genre:angst  genre:au  genre:hurt_comfort  married!boys  rating:nc-17  author:screamer  havepdf  archive:ao3  25-30k  challenge:kinkmeme  ~ 
june 2018 by Itsokaydean
Do I seem bulletproof to you?; fleshflutter
When he can't find any acting work, Jared takes a job as driver and bodyguard to Jensen, who is an extremely expensive prostitute with a bad habit of attracting crazy people.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:au  hooker!jensen  driver!jared  pining!jensen  pining!jared  actor!jared  photographer!jensen  physicallyhurt!jensen  emotionallyhurt!jared  emotionallyhurt!jensen  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:fleshflutter  80-90k  ~  challenge:bigbang  au:hookers 
may 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Colors of My Life; tcs1121
At age twenty, "Blind Artist" Jensen Ackles became a successful, world renowned Abstract Impressionist painter by painting what he saw. However, fourteen years later, Jensen feared that what was left of his poor eyesight was coming to an end sooner rather than later and wanted his work to carry on after his colors faded to black. Jensen takes on an aspiring, talented young artist, Jared T. Padalecki, as his apprentice.
rps  jared_jensen  artist!jared  artist!jensen  blind!jensen  first-time  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:tcs1121  rating:R  tissie  ~  misunderstanding  genre:au  genre:hurt_comfort  au:artists  au:famous_nonfamous  physicallyhurt!jensen  emotionallyhurt!jared  emotionallyhurt!jensen  challenge:bigbang  30-40k 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ The Puzzle; felisblanco
As they start filming and working together, Jared realizes Danneel’s prediction was right. He and Jensen do hit it off. Sure Jensen is quirky and sometimes (okay, a lot of times) uncomfortably direct to the point of being rude. But once Jared figures out Jensen isn’t actually mean as much as he’s just a little clueless (and mostly unconcerned) about the rules of social interactions, it stops bothering him.
rps  jared_jensen  actor!jared  actor!jensen  asperger!jensen  genre:non-au  emotionallyhurt!jared  emotionallyhurt!jensen  misunderstanding  smitten!jared  smitten!jensen  author:felisblanco  rating:nc-17  archive:ao3  havepdf  30-40k  ~  + 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Off the Menu; cherie_morte
AU: Jared is an injured kid wandering down the side of the road the first time Jensen meets him. He brings Jared back to Baby's, his father's diner, to help. As they grow up, they become close friends, but just when Jensen is beginning to realize his feelings for Jared may be more than friendly, Jared disappears. Years later, Jared returns to his diner, but he's not alone. Every night, he comes in escorted by a different john, and Jensen quietly aches for the boy he fell in love with
rps  jared_jensen  jared_omc  hooker!jared  protective!jensen  abused!jared  sexuallyabused!jared  friendstolovers  rating:nc-17  havepdf  archive:ao3  tissie  ~  physicallyhurt!jared  challenge:spnmeanttobe  au:hookers  au:cooks  au:regular!joes  emotionallyhurt!jared  emotionallyhurt!jensen  genre:au  genre:angst  author:cherie_morte  25-30k 
june 2017 by Itsokaydean
Charades; bertee
Written for the kink meme prompt: "Jared is a super villain, Jensen's a superhero. They fall in love in their civilian identities, neither of them aware of the other's extracurricular activities. Jared is faced with a choice when his teammates manage to capture and unmask Jensen: his friends and the life he knows or the man he loves."
rps  jared_jensen  superhero!jared  superhero!jensen  superheroes!au  non-con_(attempted)  physicallyhurt!jensen  emotionallyhurt!jared  boys!getbacktogether  boys!breakup  genre:hurt_comfort  secret!identity  genre:au  author:bertee  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  rating:nc-17  15-20k  ~ 
may 2017 by Itsokaydean
Like a Bee on a Window; ashtraythief
 Omegas are kept by Alpha/Beta couples to keep house and bear children. Jared was raised in a liberal family with only his alpha father and an omega mother, who were equals in their relationship, but they died when Jared was sixteen. Jared is placed with an alpha/beta couple but when he gets pregnant it’s the last straw to help him gather the courage to escape from his abusive alpha. He escapes only to run straight into alpha Jensen’s arms.
rps  jared_jensen  omega!jared  alpha!jensen  forcedtomate!jared  slave!jared  author:ashtraythief  emotionallyhurt!jared  abused!jared  helpless!jensen  rating:nc-17  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  genre:dystopia  genre:angst  genre:au  80-90k  au:alpha/beta/omega  challenge:kinkmeme 
april 2017 by Itsokaydean
Who Watches Over Me?; nyxocity
Jensen Ackles is an ex-Navy SEAL turned civilian bodyguard with a mysterious past. Jared Padalecki is a flamboyant Hollywood star known for his action movies who's been receiving death threats. The case sounds like Jensen's idea of a nightmare, and he takes it on against his better judgment. Jared drags him to clubs and parties and award ceremonies without any care for how difficult he's making Jensen's job, and to his complete lack of surprise, they hate each other. But when hate changes into passion, it begins to reveal something deeper between them, and Jensen realizes he's in over his head. Can he still do his job and keep Jared safe? Or will he fall prey to his greatest fear and fail someone... again?
actor!jared  bodyguard!jensen  rating:nc-17  paula  rps  jared_jensen  genre:au  genre:angst  au:famous_nonfamous  pining!jensen  pining!jared  physicallyhurt!jared  emotionallyhurt!jared  emotionallyhurt!jensen  kink:hatesex  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:nyxocity  90-100k  challenge:bigbang  ~ 
december 2016 by Itsokaydean
+ Missed; anon
Like wolves, weres are very social creatures with omegas being naturally even more so. While laws state that experimenting on weres is just as bad as experimenting on humans, a group of scientists still arranges the kidnapping of omega!Jared and then deci
genre:hurt_comfort  physicallyhurt!jared  emotionallyhurt!jared  protective!jensen  sensorydeprived!jared  alpha!jensen  omega!jared  rps  author:anon  +  havepdf  rating:r  genre:au  archive:lj  tissie  ~  jared_jensen  alpha/beta/omega!au  5-10k 
june 2015 by Itsokaydean

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